It's Steph again making me cry I over doest years ago and had no one you are amazing kind big heart ❤️❤️ and now I have 4 grandkids please keep your head up if you need chat talk I'm here 🙏🙏❤
I don't know you, but I'm super proud of you. You are making a difference. This Christmas I will have 5 years sober from alcohol! Believe me when I say that those who got sober before me are ones I always thought about, looked up to and remembered their testimonies of hope before I surrendered and finally got sober. You ARE making a difference. God sees your heart and those seeds you planted will not go unwatered. Keep plowing sis.
I truly admire what you are doing! ❤️ Stay strong & keep the faith! Ppl like you are far & few between because the road you are on is not for the faint of heart! ❤ You are a true blessing to a lot of ppl! 💛
I understand. I’m a nurse and I see people make wrong decisions in a different way, but the same end result. I hope you and your people have regular meetings to discuss your feelings and the memories of the lost ones. That always helped me, especially when I worked in hospice. Hugs and prayers🙏❤️
Omg- i cried listening to you , all your words are so true my friend! Too many people don’t get it - and then there comes a time that they won’t ever have the chance to get it cuz they’re gone! It is no joke! Keep working hard my friend cuz the work you are doing matters!
You are making a huge difference. ❤ Someone else addiction almost killed me. It took for the director of the addiction center to tell me you're either going to save him or you're going to save yourself. I was dying inside trying to save my ex-husband. You are truly amazing It takes someone special to do what you do.
Thank you for sharing ❤ I'm a recovering addict, clean almost 8yrs. You are so strong, and you are appreciated and loved more than you know. My deepest condolences go out to you. May God keep blessing and protecting ❤ Thank you for all that you do 🥰💐
I know it’s hard, but you are making a difference, you are helping and teaching, What you do is beautiful, and if it was not for beautiful people like you, I would still be using, I’m in Recovery, I feel like I will always be working on me and that’s ok, as long as I’m working towards something. Helping others, helping others see the light, your so beautiful, I’m so sorry for your loss, loss is never easy, I ask myself and talk to the ones everyday that have passed, I say how are you doing, like I’m going to get a response. I love them and miss them, but we have to keep on helping the next person, everyone deserves help. Love you sole sister.🙏🏽💖💫 Merry Christmas.
It's Steph now stop it I'm getting tears in my eyes just with your videos to me seems like you care your heart is open it is so amazing to be able to help people I have respect for you!!; and chicka I so understand I have been there done that and got the T-shirt keep doing what your doing sweetie it feels so amazing and and huh so sweet I respect ya CHICKA 💯💪💪💪❤❤
I understand though I don't do exactly what u do, I myself have been recovered (I say that because I've had zero relapses) for 10 yrs the 17th of this month. I'm 42, I've tried to help many ppl in my area, including an ex husband- I've lost 41 ppl i know or have known to drugs and alcohol in that 10 yrs. It is so difficult and heart breaking ❤❤ I understand how you feel but don't give up - continue to be the light for many ppl 🥹 sometimes it takes one person to tell their story to help a couple ppl. I lost everything from 2009-2014 in my years of addiction and relapse, including my life- but was brought back. And it took 9 yrs in recovery to gain it back.God, my gma, my dad in the afterlife, Gaming, my children, and my mother and close friends saved my life. You keep fighting the good fight even if you feel like quitting yourself at times because it hurts so much to lose ppl. ❤❤❤ much love sweetie! My heart goes out to u.
Congratulations, your comment made me smile so big, I’m in Recovery, since 05/15/2015 💜 loosing so many loved ones, and it’s so hard, we are here for a reason. You are a beautiful sole, beautiful heart, Im so proud of You. 🙏🏽💖💫💜💜💖💖💫💫 God Is Good.
Sweet Nadatha, what you do matters‼️ What you do DOES make a positive difference in the lives of others...even just you sharing these experiences online with us matters...YOU matter‼️ You give so much to others... Go have a spa day/meditate/do laser tag with the kids, or something to fill your cup back up. Remember, you're doing all YOU can, and God is proud of you.🫂
I think ur doing an amazing job Nadatha!! God c ur heart an everything u do, I have no doubt the the lord is so proud of everything ur doing an all the help u r giving 2 so many. I’m praying 4 u an all of those around u that ur trying so hard 2 help! God will provide an heal ur heart!! I no personally wut ur goin thru & how hard it is 2 do wut ur doing. Plz don’t give up, ur doing such an amazing & important job!! God bless u & all those around u & may god work in ways 4 y’all that u never expected. God is so very good all the time & he does hear sn answer prayers!!! U seem 2 b an amazing & inspirational lady from wut I’ve seen. God knows ur heart an he c ur struggles. God bless u sweetheart!! I’m very proud of everything ur doing!!! U r a strong & very special person & I have no doubt that god c the same thing I do bout u!! Much love & respect 2 u, u r gods angel here on earth in person!!
I'm so sorry for your losses!!! Addiction does not discriminate, and it's a cold cruel thing, I've been living with it for over 20 years and I've almost lost my son 3 times!! All you can do is make sure they have the tools they need to live with the beast on their back!! They're lucky to have you fighting for them, I can tell that you really do care and are passionate about helping people!! And when I see Grifty try to walk in a story that is not hers it makes me sick,she is the same age as my son, you can tell the real ones,and that is not her!!! Hang in there and please don't lose your passion for helping these people and fighting for them, I'm sure you're probably the only person they have to fight for them!!!!
I’ve lost many too baby girl, 6 times in prison for me. A life of crime and addiction but now 3 years clean next month. I’m worked with a therapist, I’ve had it all when 10 years clean and lost it all when I invited someone in I loved, who intentionally wanted to see me fail for some reason, and it broke me and I made bad choices. I would listen to you. I’ve always avoided the healing of my past because of the pain it causes. I’m trying. I admire you so much. I’m so sorry ❤
It's Steph sweetie yes it does make a difference I have first hand experience I think you so brave to do this some people might not say it chicka but IT DOES ❤❤
He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust. Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee. Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked. Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet. Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.Psalms 91:1-16🙏🙏
Nadatha, I've been a real addict for a good part of my life, probably longer than you have been alive. I don't do street drugs anymore, its been over 20 years but, theres still a tiny part of you that knows you are an addict and will always be an addict but you live your life in a way that reduces the risks of backsliding as much as you can. Nobody has ever come off for other people, you have to want to for you, because you are so tired and disgusted you feel you have to get away from it. Until a person comes to this point internally, they are doing it for other people and their chances are cut from the get go. Having support people like you is exactly what is needed at the right time. Don't let your heart get broken Nadatha, you are strong and beautiful and kind and giving but you need to learn that until that time of disgust and exhaustion happens within a user, you cannot will them to succeed. You are just setting yourself up for upset. You will learn to choose your battles and which people really are on the cusp of change and which are just upset and paying lip service to recovery. I know, by watching you, that you are exactly the kind of person who is needed in this work. Just dont beat yourself up about things that are inevitable. The success you have will be the ones which end up building armour around that ever so kind heart of yours. And you will have lots of them❤ You are worth a thousand Gypsys, she is trash, you arent. You are a good person so don't let creeps like her bring you down for even a second. Malignant narcissists are not worth the dirt on your shoesoles. And thats what Gyp is, dirt (in my opinion so I dont get banned again this week).
It's Steph again making me cry I over doest years ago and had no one you are amazing kind big heart ❤️❤️ and now I have 4 grandkids please keep your head up if you need chat talk I'm here 🙏🙏❤
I don't know you, but I'm super proud of you. You are making a difference. This Christmas I will have 5 years sober from alcohol! Believe me when I say that those who got sober before me are ones I always thought about, looked up to and remembered their testimonies of hope before I surrendered and finally got sober. You ARE making a difference. God sees your heart and those seeds you planted will not go unwatered. Keep plowing sis.
Thank you for ALL you do!! ❤
I truly admire what you are doing! ❤️ Stay strong & keep the faith! Ppl like you are far & few between because the road you are on is not for the faint of heart! ❤ You are a true blessing to a lot of ppl! 💛
I understand. I’m a nurse and I see people make wrong decisions in a different way, but the same end result. I hope you and your people have regular meetings to discuss your feelings and the memories of the lost ones. That always helped me, especially when I worked in hospice. Hugs and prayers🙏❤️
Omg- i cried listening to you , all your words are so true my friend! Too many people don’t get it - and then there comes a time that they won’t ever have the chance to get it cuz they’re gone! It is no joke! Keep working hard my friend cuz the work you are doing matters!
You are making a huge difference. ❤ Someone else addiction almost killed me. It took for the director of the addiction center to tell me you're either going to save him or you're going to save yourself. I was dying inside trying to save my ex-husband. You are truly amazing It takes someone special to do what you do.
Thank you for sharing ❤ I'm a recovering addict, clean almost 8yrs. You are so strong, and you are appreciated and loved more than you know. My deepest condolences go out to you. May God keep blessing and protecting ❤ Thank you for all that you do 🥰💐
I know it’s hard, but you are making a difference, you are helping and teaching, What you do is beautiful, and if it was not for beautiful people like you, I would still be using, I’m in Recovery, I feel like I will always be working on me and that’s ok, as long as I’m working towards something. Helping others, helping others see the light, your so beautiful, I’m so sorry for your loss, loss is never easy, I ask myself and talk to the ones everyday that have passed, I say how are you doing, like I’m going to get a response. I love them and miss them, but we have to keep on helping the next person, everyone deserves help. Love you sole sister.🙏🏽💖💫 Merry Christmas.
It's Steph now stop it I'm getting tears in my eyes just with your videos to me seems like you care your heart is open it is so amazing to be able to help people I have respect for you!!; and chicka I so understand I have been there done that and got the T-shirt keep doing what your doing sweetie it feels so amazing and and huh so sweet I respect ya CHICKA 💯💪💪💪❤❤
I understand though I don't do exactly what u do, I myself have been recovered (I say that because I've had zero relapses) for 10 yrs the 17th of this month. I'm 42, I've tried to help many ppl in my area, including an ex husband- I've lost 41 ppl i know or have known to drugs and alcohol in that 10 yrs. It is so difficult and heart breaking ❤❤ I understand how you feel but don't give up - continue to be the light for many ppl 🥹 sometimes it takes one person to tell their story to help a couple ppl.
I lost everything from 2009-2014 in my years of addiction and relapse, including my life- but was brought back. And it took 9 yrs in recovery to gain it back.God, my gma, my dad in the afterlife, Gaming, my children, and my mother and close friends saved my life. You keep fighting the good fight even if you feel like quitting yourself at times because it hurts so much to lose ppl. ❤❤❤ much love sweetie! My heart goes out to u.
Congratulations, your comment made me smile so big, I’m in Recovery, since 05/15/2015 💜 loosing so many loved ones, and it’s so hard, we are here for a reason. You are a beautiful sole, beautiful heart, Im so proud of You. 🙏🏽💖💫💜💜💖💖💫💫 God Is Good.
Sweet Nadatha, what you do matters‼️ What you do DOES make a positive difference in the lives of others...even just you sharing these experiences online with us matters...YOU matter‼️ You give so much to others... Go have a spa day/meditate/do laser tag with the kids, or something to fill your cup back up. Remember, you're doing all YOU can, and God is proud of you.🫂
I think ur doing an amazing job Nadatha!! God c ur heart an everything u do, I have no doubt the the lord is so proud of everything ur doing an all the help u r giving 2 so many. I’m praying 4 u an all of those around u that ur trying so hard 2 help! God will provide an heal ur heart!! I no personally wut ur goin thru & how hard it is 2 do wut ur doing. Plz don’t give up, ur doing such an amazing & important job!! God bless u & all those around u & may god work in ways 4 y’all that u never expected. God is so very good all the time & he does hear sn answer prayers!!! U seem 2 b an amazing & inspirational lady from wut I’ve seen. God knows ur heart an he c ur struggles. God bless u sweetheart!! I’m very proud of everything ur doing!!! U r a strong & very special person & I have no doubt that god c the same thing I do bout u!! Much love & respect 2 u, u r gods angel here on earth in person!!
God bless 😊😊😊😊
I'm so sorry for your losses!!! Addiction does not discriminate, and it's a cold cruel thing, I've been living with it for over 20 years and I've almost lost my son 3 times!! All you can do is make sure they have the tools they need to live with the beast on their back!! They're lucky to have you fighting for them, I can tell that you really do care and are passionate about helping people!! And when I see Grifty try to walk in a story that is not hers it makes me sick,she is the same age as my son, you can tell the real ones,and that is not her!!! Hang in there and please don't lose your passion for helping these people and fighting for them, I'm sure you're probably the only person they have to fight for them!!!!
I’ve lost many too baby girl, 6 times in prison for me. A life of crime and addiction but now 3 years clean next month. I’m worked with a therapist, I’ve had it all when 10 years clean and lost it all when I invited someone in I loved, who intentionally wanted to see me fail for some reason, and it broke me and I made bad choices. I would listen to you. I’ve always avoided the healing of my past because of the pain it causes. I’m trying. I admire you so much. I’m so sorry ❤
It's Steph sweetie yes it does make a difference I have first hand experience I think you so brave to do this some people might not say it chicka but IT DOES ❤❤
He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.Psalms 91:1-16🙏🙏
Nadatha, I've been a real addict for a good part of my life, probably longer than you have been alive. I don't do street drugs anymore, its been over 20 years but, theres still a tiny part of you that knows you are an addict and will always be an addict but you live your life in a way that reduces the risks of backsliding as much as you can. Nobody has ever come off for other people, you have to want to for you, because you are so tired and disgusted you feel you have to get away from it. Until a person comes to this point internally, they are doing it for other people and their chances are cut from the get go. Having support people like you is exactly what is needed at the right time. Don't let your heart get broken Nadatha, you are strong and beautiful and kind and giving but you need to learn that until that time of disgust and exhaustion happens within a user, you cannot will them to succeed. You are just setting yourself up for upset. You will learn to choose your battles and which people really are on the cusp of change and which are just upset and paying lip service to recovery. I know, by watching you, that you are exactly the kind of person who is needed in this work. Just dont beat yourself up about things that are inevitable. The success you have will be the ones which end up building armour around that ever so kind heart of yours. And you will have lots of them❤ You are worth a thousand Gypsys, she is trash, you arent. You are a good person so don't let creeps like her bring you down for even a second. Malignant narcissists are not worth the dirt on your shoesoles. And thats what Gyp is, dirt (in my opinion so I dont get banned again this week).
It's Steph sorry nooo she is selfish NOT YOU
I am so sorry for the losses... Keep up your good works ❤🩹