@@calvinsmith1140 that’s true we do. In my situation that I dealt with it was past insecurities from previous men but also other stuff she went thru sexual on multiple occasions and it was a lot. I wasn’t patient enough, I was not emotionally supportive enough which was what she needed. She needed someone compassionate with a big heart and that ain’t me so it didn’t work but whatever now.
@@codybryant666 it's hard when you feel like you're doing all the things you're supposed to be doing and more then you've done for anyone else and it seems like nothing is changing and @ that time. You're so right you have to be patient, you have to be compassionate in a time like that sometimes it's worth the fight and sometimes it's not in my situation it's been worth the fight nobody and I mean nobody has loved me like this woman we have a crazy story but I believe she was divinely created for me
Salute 🫡 to you sir… because past trauma is a 2way street. Most men and women have some… and the sad part is some ppl think they don’t… when in all actuality most do. I have a man that is loving me through my healing… and I’m doing the same for him (unbeknownst to him)
I’m not used to listening to these with the audience interacting so loudly. The energy is definitely there. Cool piece, lots of support. That’s a special experience
This hit hard. I know I'm more than hard to love. I feel sorry for everyone who has tried to show me affection. I feel the necessity to keep my heart locked in the cage of my lungs. I do have one contrary to popular belief. It's a bit broken, but it's there. It's kinda nice knowing that I'm not the only one who relates to this sensation.
April, May, and June Before the dusky doom Before the freeze And autumn leaves And judgements made too soon After all the flowers The golden showers Of orange juice In her room Ah, but those three months Those precious months Time I’ll remember best Life was good Full of promise Her touch, her kiss So sensuous It was a time of flight Into the night Upon the wings of a dove I’ll ne’er forget All the days of my life How I felt For my late spring love
This came right on time for me. Popped up in my feed at the perfect time. I needed to hear this. I am not alone. I am not the only girl that knows she’s not easy to love BUT my table is always full 💯🔥
Jennifer you put into words many things i couldn't even express, perfectly! You have talent expression and so much heart❤girl,dont ever stop being you and doing you,your amazing 💯🙌💎
We do. We can never dismiss the facts that in the midst of it all, insecurities, moments of the confirmations we need, all that we've been thru, endured, and overcome, it's those steps that lead us to being the best versions of ourselves that God created us to be. We are worthy, and we are deserving. 💜It starts with us loving ourselves.
This is so beautiful, currently crying while writing this. Thank you for speaking to my soul. Wishing you all the abundance and love that this world has to offer you ❤
a response as male bodied: thank you for sharing and trusting me with what I would otherwise not known, and I am sorry; I hear your pain and hurt of the past; I can’t undo your past and how it has shaped you. I love all of you; I will do my best to hold healing space for you, and co regulating squeeze hugs on our journey. When the anxiety subsides and is no longer blinding, see through my manly husk, stripped of strength, and see just a human being inside who also wants to be loved, have cuddles, and connection.
This= was. Everything. Absolutely everything. Touched my heart. Touched my soul. Broke me and helped make me. Helped me feel understood and heard. Made me feel all the hurt, in a necessary way. Made me feel all the hope, in a necessary way.
Man its really hard to love a difficult person, but I want them so badly to know that they are not their past, and I want them so badly to know how it feels to really live... this gave me so much encouragement to keep trying. thank you lord
AI... I've NEVER watched poetry anything on RUclips. But for the past few days I've been googling about attachment styles theory. And here you are.. a poem about insecure- anxious attachment style......
Jennifer N Fabulous A woman not only is she not silenced, you voiced that you have needs. I loved it, and you’re a beautiful human and o hope you are appreciated for who you truly are, authentically you. 🎈🎈🎈
Damn young woman. You clarified some things for this older man. Thing's I slept on in my last relationship. Thing's I felt I was missing. In the midst of try to keep things balanced amongst a my family. You got a powerful strong soul luv, keep doing ya Thang. God bless queen. Wish I knew it all soon.
“Hold me because anxiety doesn’t aways tell me why she’s visiting .” 🔥
Came to write that part and it was the first one to pop up ‼️‼️❤️
❤❤❤
Interesting that you assign a feminine quality to anxiety.
@@justicegusting2476ooh my world 😂
Almost teared up🎉where can I find u jennifer N❤
Hits home as a man. When you've had to love someone pass their past to reassure them that you're not their past
I’ve dealt with this myself and tbh I couldn’t deal with it
@@codybryant666 It ban be exhausting but Iwe as men sometimes forget we bring our own trauma and bagage even though we think we dont
@@calvinsmith1140 that’s true we do. In my situation that I dealt with it was past insecurities from previous men but also other stuff she went thru sexual on multiple occasions and it was a lot. I wasn’t patient enough, I was not emotionally supportive enough which was what she needed. She needed someone compassionate with a big heart and that ain’t me so it didn’t work but whatever now.
@@codybryant666 it's hard when you feel like you're doing all the things you're supposed to be doing and more then you've done for anyone else and it seems like nothing is changing and @ that time. You're so right you have to be patient, you have to be compassionate in a time like that sometimes it's worth the fight and sometimes it's not in my situation it's been worth the fight nobody and I mean nobody has loved me like this woman we have a crazy story but I believe she was divinely created for me
Salute 🫡 to you sir… because past trauma is a 2way street. Most men and women have some… and the sad part is some ppl think they don’t… when in all actuality most do. I have a man that is loving me through my healing… and I’m doing the same for him (unbeknownst to him)
'Remind me that I am important enough to remember in the chaos...'
I am a crying mess right now because every line she spoke felt like it was coming from my soul❤
I second that emotion. For You🌹 and For Me🌹
That's me right there,hey🎉
🧡🙏🏾🧡
Same for me. Every word resides with me 💯
Here here
I’m not used to listening to these with the audience interacting so loudly. The energy is definitely there. Cool piece, lots of support. That’s a special experience
Do not excuse my assertiveness for inability to be submissive, I just know what I want so I'm making sure u understand the mission....yessss🔥
“I know I have wife written all over me”!!
This hit hard. I know I'm more than hard to love. I feel sorry for everyone who has tried to show me affection. I feel the necessity to keep my heart locked in the cage of my lungs. I do have one contrary to popular belief. It's a bit broken, but it's there.
It's kinda nice knowing that I'm not the only one who relates to this sensation.
I 10000000000% relate.
❤wow
The beauty of your broken heart is that the pieces connect making you whole. Putting those together is the hard part.
I empathize with this heavily.
Jesus is there for you. He’s waiting with His arms outstretched!
Girl this hit my soul! That was like my exact thoughts you spoke so eloquently. Omg wow. I’m literally crying while watching this. Gave me goosebumps.
"I just know what I want, so I'm just making sure you understand the mission." Easily the most underrated bar I've heard in a long time.
"tell me at 2pm that you miss me"
the last extract went straight through my heart and i think it is gonna resides there forever. so beautiful 🌸
April, May, and June
Before the dusky doom
Before the freeze
And autumn leaves
And judgements made too soon
After all the flowers
The golden showers
Of orange juice
In her room
Ah, but those three months
Those precious months
Time I’ll remember best
Life was good
Full of promise
Her touch, her kiss
So sensuous
It was a time of flight
Into the night
Upon the wings of a dove
I’ll ne’er forget
All the days of my life
How I felt
For my late spring love
😢 this is so cute 🥰
@@iyereperpetual2659
Thanks 🙏🏻
I love it
Love it!
@@nataliejohnson9526
Thanks….born from real life with inside references. She is 6 years gone now from bone cancer.
Yoo she said: "I still wanna feel like you're crushing on me even after you've had me" PRINT THIS ON A BILLBOARD
This came right on time for me. Popped up in my feed at the perfect time. I needed to hear this. I am not alone. I am not the only girl that knows she’s not easy to love BUT my table is always full 💯🔥
exactly ! i just need a little bit more reassurance 😔 gestures , “remind me that i’m enough to remember in chaos” that’s all .
❤️❤️🙏🙏
As a poet myself, this is "POWERFUL"!!!!!!
Absolutely it is 🫰🏽 🔥
Yes sis! I love that you pushed through those nerves. Amazing poem. Beautiful job…the message is RIGHT on time for so many of us.💜💜✨✨
So strong and vulnerable at same time Truth equals love
"I never said it was easy to love me. But if you're still going to then I need to know that you're willing to love me.. properly."
“Compliments from you feel more like confirmation that it’s going to be a good day” 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Every new couple should listen to this poem!
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 love her tone and delivery
She nailed this one to concrete walls. Enjoy the picture.
Touch my soul. I feel every word she says 💯💯💚💖
Anxiety in relationships personified 🙏🏾 beautifully captured, sis. breathe it out & remember you are love, no matter if you are loved
Jennifer you put into words many things i couldn't even express, perfectly! You have talent expression and so much heart❤girl,dont ever stop being you and doing you,your amazing 💯🙌💎
me listening to it again & again to remind me I deserve it all ❤
We do. We can never dismiss the facts that in the midst of it all, insecurities, moments of the confirmations we need, all that we've been thru, endured, and overcome, it's those steps that lead us to being the best versions of ourselves that God created us to be. We are worthy, and we are deserving. 💜It starts with us loving ourselves.
@@janae296 so true
The fact that she opened this with "I'm nervous" ...thank you for that vulnerability that the world needs
Omgggg this is so beautiful
This is so beautiful, currently crying while writing this. Thank you for speaking to my soul. Wishing you all the abundance and love that this world has to offer you ❤
“Learn to love me properly”….Beautiful! Deep!
This is everything I felt but couldn’t put into words 😭
Real tears streaming down my face🥹😭 You go girl. Speaking all the truths❤️
This poem is FIRE, and as real as it gets. Can't wait to hear more poems from Jennifer N.
You spoke on our behalf. Thank you this humbled me... I love poetry this is true art
The love of my life, this helped me understand her more! Beautifully spoken.
Crying in my spirit rn,tryna hold back dem tears...so wonderful🙏🏾🙏🏾you are blessed woman fr🙏🏾💯💯💯
a response as male bodied: thank you for sharing and trusting me with what I would otherwise not known, and I am sorry; I hear your pain and hurt of the past; I can’t undo your past and how it has shaped you. I love all of you; I will do my best to hold healing space for you, and co regulating squeeze hugs on our journey. When the anxiety subsides and is no longer blinding, see through my manly husk, stripped of strength, and see just a human being inside who also wants to be loved, have cuddles, and connection.
You took my breath away. Wow. You gave many of us a voice.
Baybay this is everything!!! Anxiety doesn't always tell me why she's visiting is a bar❤
MY GIRL DID HER THING! I literally feel like she was speaking for me 🩵🩵🩵
I’m making sure you understand the mission 👏🏼👏🏼
This was….intense. In a good way. Hella thought - provoking.
Jennifer N. - You are a Queen and you speak like an angel. This message should transcend to ALL single humans.
Wonderfully vulnerable, well delivered and extremely relatable
hits even harder after a breakup
Crazy goosebumps through out. ❤
this is me. i never related so much to a poem before, thank you for putting my feelings and thoughts into words
Beautiful way to put it.
I felt this poem the day I met my wife. Love this poem. Love all of y'all be good this year
Spoken from the heart!! I suffer with PTSD as well. I felt you when you said " I never said it was easy to love me" 2:22 2:23 2:23
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This= was. Everything. Absolutely everything. Touched my heart. Touched my soul. Broke me and helped make me. Helped me feel understood and heard. Made me feel all the hurt, in a necessary way. Made me feel all the hope, in a necessary way.
Wow!!! This resonates with me really well. I love this piece
This woman is deep!! I love listening to this poem!!
That was the most beautiful thing I heard and the most relating. Kudos to you & your heart whoever’s reading this ❤❤❤
Totally crying…amazing.
I love her poetry is a vibe 💞💯
Man its really hard to love a difficult person, but I want them so badly to know that they are not their past, and I want them so badly to know how it feels to really live... this gave me so much encouragement to keep trying. thank you lord
Beautifully written
Im looking for more beautiful poetry like this!!
DAMN SIS I ALMOST SENT THIS TO HIM but imma chill!!!! Yaszzz baby you spoke for the masses.
AI... I've NEVER watched poetry anything on RUclips. But for the past few days I've been googling about attachment styles theory. And here you are.. a poem about insecure- anxious attachment style......
This was good I shed tears 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Literally felt every word in my soul 😭
I haven’t cried in a while thank you
Great job Jennifer. You deserve a big love like your heart ❤️
Literal tears down my face ❤
I’m just reiterating that I Was Never The One To Mess With 🤯💯♐️🤷🏾♀️🙌🏾🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Amazing 👏 tears down my face
Jennifer N
Fabulous
A woman not only is she not silenced, you voiced that you have needs.
I loved it, and you’re a beautiful human and o hope you are appreciated for who you truly are, authentically you. 🎈🎈🎈
Absolutely no words. 🔥🔥🔥
Damn young woman. You clarified some things for this older man. Thing's I slept on in my last relationship. Thing's I felt I was missing. In the midst of try to keep things balanced amongst a my family. You got a powerful strong soul luv, keep doing ya Thang. God bless queen. Wish I knew it all soon.
Yesss girl, I never said that it was easy to love me but if you’re still going to , I need to know that you’ll love me properly
This will always be one of my favorites✨
I can't stop watching this. I relate too bad
Jennifer you're amazing.
My true feelings are every word you shared!
You make me wanna release my poetry inside on this one❤
speaking from the heart 💯
Wow this made me tear up
Sis was spittin! 🔥💯
I love this poem it’s true correct and beautiful.
Shook me to the core.❤
Speak it young lady!!
Thank you for helping me get out of my way
That was incredible! You hit the nail on the head with that. So perfect! Thank you for sharing.
Baby she ate this
Damn.. this hit my soul. Love her words 🔥
Beautifully spoken. Love the echoes and the dialogue switches 2:35 1:47 ✍🏾 ❤️🩹 ✨
Like…fr
You sound like you took these words str8 from within me
I SEE MYSELF IN HER
Yesssss Queen!!!!!! Beautiful ❤
This is sooo me I feel this too my core..wow beautiful words Queen
YALL STOP HATING ITS A POEM TO SHOW HER EMOTIONS
You are speaking for me ‼️ Spit poet‼️💪🏽💅🏽
Currently. ❤ You said everything I feel. The thing is he introduced me to you. And he understands ❤
I had to shed these tears babygirl 💕TALK YO SHIT HONEY 🤟🏾👏🏾
Beautiful, couldn’t have said it better!
Still got some healing to do.. alot of that is insecurities.
Wow! Beautiful and deep! Super great poetry! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💗💗💗💗💗
I love everything about this!! ❤