Cindy Maudsley - Columbine Survivor
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- Опубликовано: 21 авг 2024
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“Time doesn’t take away the pain, it just changes it.” Truth.
I'm really interested on Columbine and everytime I watch videos of survivors talking about their stories, it makes me sad and feel so sorry about them. Also, I have always thought of visiting the memorial when I am in right age, but watching this video it seemed like my mind has changed and I truly understand your grief.☺
It’s a really REALLY nice area and columbine in general is unbelievably scenic. It’s crazy to think such a nightmare happened in nothing short of a winter wonderland.
@@joeymcallister8033 looks like it gets lonely out there, everything is wide open. Ever seen the state seal? has the eye of Providence in a triangle AKA the masonic all seeing eye, with the symbol of the Fasces just below it.
@@TheHeavensFellen yes, what’s your opinion on that?
@@joeymcallister8033 Likely the trademark for some of the strange constructions there. The large obelisk I have seen in pictures in Denver, and the eccentric DIA airport, which has or had the Fasces symbolism in the bizarre mural. And as you may know, the mural, in essence, predicts a Columbine like devastation on the youth. While the remaining come together Internationally with the Fasces symbolism, holding the wood bundles (strength in #'s), and destroying weapons and of course the sword killing a Dove which absolutely resembles the Sate flower, Columbine. Which itself is named for 'Dove like. Then there is the masonic emblemed pedestal right there also, built by Martin Marietta who became Lockheed and dedicated on the 19th. A whole lot of 1 and 9 or 19 symbolism in the connected events, and date of Waco, OKC, and Ruby Ridge, that is 4-19. Add that to the XIX symbol on state seal, which means 19, 9 means destruction in the occult, described as standing for death, in Albert Pike's Morals and Dogma's. How many masons were in the Jeff Co.???
So many of the women that went to that school are so beautiful and kindhearted.
Yup, they were/are beautiful.
And none of them paid any attention to Eric and Dylan
Why does everything happen in Colorado? I love living here and I love the amazing things we do, but we’re only remembered for this stuff.
Columbine, theater shooting, JonBanet , Watts killings... and so many more!
I think the same thing I lived in Aurora back in 1986-87 and all these bad things that has happened happened around where I lived and I had two cousins that went to Columbine and I am so happy that they graduated before all this happened. My thoughts and prayers go out to all the survivors and may all the ones that lost their lives rest in peace.
Texas likely has the most shootings, Yet Colorado has so many youth, or school setting ones, lately.
Not to mention y'all let Bundy escape.
@@TheHeavensFellen so Colorado is 5th in the country in terms of mass violence. Only California, Texas, Illinois and Washington are higher and all those states have at least 2 million more residents than CO. No one seems to know the reason though
@@Jamie-rr5me he escaped at least twice
People who weren’t even seen by the shooters still effected that much
@M Detlef how tf are they media whores!? Of course something lime this is gonna stay with you. Like seriously WTF
@M Detlef STFU. Get fvcked.
Aw her girls are so cute !! Hope all is well with you Cindy !! Beautiful soul
Incredible messages of hope and healing! God bless you and your family.
Cindy, you are a beautiful and strong person. I'm happy you were able to get thru this horrible event and carry on and raise a beautiful family. Time heals. Hang in.
I feel bad for everything happened at Columbine highschool. I just have to point out that she looks like Jenette McCurddy, again I’m sorry.
BROOO ikrr?? i thought the same thing
Thank God she was spared. I couldn’t have imagined going through this hell.
Great advice. I think this would help many different people that are in difficult places.
You're so strong and brave. I'm glad you can founds continue to live your life after what you and your school mates experienced.
How so? She's literally just like the hundreds of others who went to that school. What has she done that is "brave"? People can be so pretentious when it comes to these events lol
The pain will go away when the person leave the earth. A dark day forever
Use trauma as a blessing. I'm sure your relationships are more important than they were before. The tears you shed were not in vain. TY for your message of hope?
M Detlef she said to USE trauma as a blessing, not that it is a blessing
Almost thought this was sam from iCarly
Same
Same
Same
She favors her a lil bit
She’s the only survivor I’ve heard who did not acknowledge the victims who were actually shot or died. And acknowledging that they are the ones who have found it harder to let go as much as her.
Y’all must’ve had a formidable math teacher because all these survivors be talking about skipping the math test that day 🤣 glad to find a small bit of humor in the tragedy 💕 hope you’re well.
perhaps they didnt think it would be as bad as it was after they fled the closet.
Great advice.
It's actually interesting to hear from those that were there, but were elsewhere in the school while the shooting was happening. I was only a baby when it happened, but since I've learned about Columbine I've always been interested.
M Detlef I had 3 strokes trying to read that shit and none of it even made sense, what the fuck are you talking about?
tenne improve your comprehension skills then
Games With Freja was talking bout a reply, the comment makes sense but the fucking rude n ignorant reply didn’t.
not to say it wrongly but it makes you a stronger person for it
Very brave girl sending love from mine to yours
I get how that would trigger her when people would take the school as a tourist attraction. Almost like she thinks its a fun place for people to go to and take pictures rather than a serious place that you should just learn from on the internet. I feel like its kinda disrespectful for her and the people who were in this tragedy. But we all have learned from this situation and are stronger because of it. Now there are automatic locks on school doors, cameras to see whose coming in, they dont even let you carry backpacks to your class. (At least last time i was in school)
But i also get why people want to go there, yet it is a school, not like where JFK was killed, it was a small park, so people for decades have congregated there. they missed out on any automatic locks at parkland's MSD, plus somehow the suspect avoided the cameras until inside the unlocked building
trauma? "being sad all the time for a year"? "was crying a lot"? "the pain gets better over the years"?? she heard some gunshots, was told to run and hid for 15 minutes. she then ran out the building to a library. Wow, amazing, such a traumatic event for her lol what a wimp!
Never forget Colombine 4/20/99 . I bet the survivors have severe PTSD after that
i'd probably say something jerkish like that too, "Yay! I don't have to take my test now!" but then i'd sneak out the back or something and go find some alchohal. That was my usual routine in high school I was also a freshmen but I was in Texas at the time. Our school almost had a shooting too six months later, only this time, the guy blamed himself for columbine, and shot himself in the bathroom across the hall from me, I remember hearing an annoucment when I was in the library at my own school but it was like a false flag, only difference is we evacuated everybody, nobody hid under desks. Not the best approach if you know it's easy to escape, leave immediately. Even if they say it's a false alarm, just go outside, reaction and time is everything.
your comments on columbine videos are super fucking annoying
@57 seconds... so much for that DeAngelis story line of UNLOCKING the Gym doors with the luck of finding the CORRECT key on the first try, as the shooters approached down the hall. Notice how Cindy relates that DeAngelis had to unlock the closet door, no mention of the Gym door story. Never did buy that magic key ring story of his. If P.E class was ongoing that day, why would the Gym doors be locked?? We now know they weren't.
ruclips.net/video/RwDkSGo580Y/видео.html Principal DeAngelis & his magic key. I trust Cindy here more than this guy.
School shooting are terrifying though especially in a time where school cops were not in every hallway
Kids have a different way of looking at things
For someone who wasn't one of the victims and has nothing to add to this case, she sure does act like otherwise...
I was 7 when this happened. Wow this was so long ago.
I was 12 going on 13
I was 4, damn...
Rostov Ripper I was 1 month
I was 6 in 1999 I was born in 1993 at 27 weeks premature.
I was a senior in high school in 1999. I vividly remember the Columbine massacre. These people are my age.
Looks like Sam from icarly
May. God bless you and your family from. Bubba
What happened to her sister?
Her sister didn’t die
Forgiveness IS giving them a pass. That's what forgiveness is, imo anyway.
Forgiveness is about you and being able to move on and not live in hate, it makes your life easier.
@@DMD0612 I didn't say it excuses what they did, people think forgiving someone is letting them off and i'm just saying forgiveness is about you not the other person, basically it probably doesn't make much difference either way to the other person if you forgive or not.
@@tamijones5317 I was replying to jlsicard, not your comment
So the principal of the school was one of the very first ones to pussy out and just hide in a closet??, Rather than trying to warn and save the lives of anymore of his other students smh....after only the first two gun shots. That's pretty shameful in my eyes... God Bless Dave Sanders for being brave and trying to help them...and sacrificing his life while trying to warn and protect others. Principal should've been fired smh... And clearly the only reason he unlocked the door and came out at all was just because he thought the school was on 😒
Who said those were the first gun shots? And who said he hid in the closest with them? It’s a big school and a ton of people didn’t react at first. Most testimonies of students and teachers said they didn’t know it was gun shots at first. INCLUDING HER. Get out of here, troll. Unless you were there tracking his every movement you don’t have a damn clue what you’re talking about.
Well, in his defense he was in the hall after warned of gunfire, so he comes out of personal office to have distant gunfire aimed his way, so he allegedly steers a group of girls into the gym who had just come out of it, as Cindy here relates, YET, what's so important here is Cindy reveals how the gym was not locked, see Principal DeAngelis has long claimed to have immediately found the correct key out of a mass of keys on a ring, so now we know that story was an exaggeration.. In short he's a storyteller, but would you have ran around the campus with active shots saving lives or grab some pretty girls and hide in a closet?
ruclips.net/video/RwDkSGo580Y/видео.html Principal DeAngelis & his magic key. I trust Cindy here more than this guy.
ruclips.net/video/RwDkSGo580Y/видео.html Principal DeAngelis & his magic key. I trust Cindy here more than this guy. sanders should not have died even from his wounds.
DeAngelis also magically got out of his office at right time, or else they would have likely shot him, since they fired into his office which had a f=glass opening, as compared to gym and storage doors typically have not. Lucky man.
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Geofencing virtual video technologies monitored by armed police agent on schools 🏫 property, with everyone’s ability to warn officer through texts, etc. of potential criminals, preventing crimes/ homicides/suicides
Eric and Dillon weren’t born murders they were made murders by that school and the bullies and that’s the truth but how sad is that when the school didn’t do anything about it because the jocks won the school medals 🏅. So you can call them evil 👿 and murders but to stop this happening again we got to stop the bullying and show everyone one love because we’re all god’s children. So god bless everyone and treat people the way you want treated love and respect and the world will be a better place and don’t Whatch the news because all they do is spread hate and makes us hated each other if ur a republic or a democrats so wake up to there lies and lies!!!!!!
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Modern weapons use smokeless powder. So whatever she saw it wasn’t that.
ZIPPER interesting! Maybe it was dust/debris? Or from the pipe bomb that detonated outside?
They were armed with smoke bombs.
This was in 1999 dumbass
@@RedfurredPikachu your the dumbass, smokeless powder has been around and used since the late 1800s. Do some research before opening your mouth kid.
It's called smokeless but it's still not 100% smokeless. Plenty of smoke still comes out.
she looks & sounds like a woman to me
Trama, what trama? She heard a gunshot, saw smoke and hid in a closet then ran outside.
Judith Niles it’s a shame you’re not more self-conscious about your lack of education and ignorance.
Just because she didn't face the gunmen doesn't mean she didn't face trauma... How do you know she wasn't close to one of the people who were killed. Also, that sense of safety and security goes away when you go through something like this.
Oh right, I guess this was the part when you was looking for attention.
Exactly. When I was in Iraq, we took several incomings that did not hit danger close, but close enough to hear them in the air then the loud boom. Some very close. It was scary and when its the 4 th of July I am clearly reminded of it.
Give your head a wobble, Judith.