(free) cinematic Quadeca I Didn't Mean To Haunt You type beat ~ "PUSH"

[@Kai-ip9mt]

0:23
One minute I’m going places,
Next minute I’m getting faded,
Cause I can’t handle the stress I’m taking,
I’m taking losses… still tryna pose for the people I gotta protect,
I gotta keep my eyes open,
Last time I blinked, I saw me letting down my family, I’m more scared than I’ve ever been,
Wish I’d never seen evergreens… cause I want a short life, with meaning to it,
If you don’t wanna listen,
U don’t need ur cue tips,
I’m bruised and scarred, tired of love, I aspire to gloves,
Cause I’m outta touch,
No body can get a hold of me,
About to brush…
With the devil again,
Heavy headed rebel again,
Scores to settle again,
I could act two faced,
But why downgrade when I got one face on each wrist, looking like I was born a mutant,
The fuck am I doing, I need a rewind…
1:12
Wishing all glory to those looking up for a message,
F*ck all the texting,
There’s more to life…
For so long I’ve been banging on the door to Christ,
Seen wars and fights,
Whores and blight,
Lord I’ve tried…
to keep my faith,
But it’s been a hell of a month,
This world… it’s smelling like gunk.

[@kooky_bizarre]

Amazing 🙌🔥🔥

[@AustinFriel]

thank you so much!!