sometimes i feel like everyone has cool and amazing stories to tell and I don't because I'm usually depressed and try to not to remember anything. It's too painful
We are our own harshest critics. What we see is others' highlight reels. We don't see their day to day life. I don't know what all you're going through, but I hope you can see through it and find purpose. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
Your struggles and your life will be your beautiful story. You can do anything you set your mind into. Its going to be ok. Everything will get better, just keep your head up. Have a beautiful day :)
Went through a rough divorce. I was with her for 6 years, no kids though. I'm torn that I'm free and it's one of the most invigorating and liberating feelings I've ever had. But at nigh I cry myself to sleep clutching a pillow that still has her scent. I'm all torn up. It's like I'm depressed, yet happy. This mix especially the track that kicks in at 4:55 has me feeling like things will be alright. It's like when you wake up in the middle of the nigh and there's a bad storm but you sit and watch it. But then as the storm starts to pass you see the sunrise and everything is beautiful.
For everyone that reads this, there is hope in this world, keep fighting, you can do it! Every situation has a solution, you can find light in the dark, there is always someone that loves you. If you want to talk I will be here for you, just write and I will respond, don't be afraid, you are not alone!!
Going through some tough times right now. It's gonna be a rough year. Part of me knows i need this to become a better person, but part of me just doesn't want to have to go through this. I've got mixed feelings
Try to be better. If you can do counseling or something do it. You will find strength in places and ways you could never imagine. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
I hate crying and being sad. I hate this life. I hate having no friends. I hate the fact that I feel empty inside. At least Neotic is there when you need him. Love you
I understand how you feel and I'm sure many others do as well.. I know its hard to go through these struggles and bad events all alone but trust me, You.are.not.alone. Just know that there are s many people out there willing to help you go through these times. You're loved by this world. Stay strong, time will heal everything. Im here whenever you need me :)
I've noticed that the things I used to do and were fine for me at the time, just stopped being beneficial in any way. It's about everything really, every aspect of my life. Now I have to create this whole new persona, new life, get new hobbies, new friends, new style. Sometimes it's easier to just stay the same but I know it's bad for me. I've got mixed feelings too...
Change is good. Hobbies, friends, style should all be things you get joy from. Otherwise it's unpaid work. It may hurt, but you need to be real with you. Keep swimming, friend.
I feel so sad, so lonely, so scared, so nervous, anxious and so worried about everything...I don't know why but this videos help me, even though they make me cry. Keep it up mate, I need this stuff when I am feeling like a piece of shit (which happens very oftenly)
All of my friends are fake and I have no girlfriend I feel alone and depressed but I do have 2 loving parents that I’m blessed to have and tbh that’s all I need at this current point in time I’m following my dreams so I can sit around and feel sorry for myself or just get on with it and I’m getting on with it... me sharing this makes feel a lot better so thank you...
why wen i see a depressing thumbnail depressing title then i click on this depressing video and my depression listens to this depressing and becomes more depressed yet feels nice to be depressed. Because everyday depression is there when no one isn't and the only moment u will be deeply heard and understood with all ur pains and struggles and every damn wound u carved on ur poor skin , only depression knows that, not the modern fake smiles and advices that come to you one day and next day expect u to be fully revived. ~Good Night🖤
It does feel nice doesn't it, it's totally backwards, but nothing makes sense in those moments, does it? I been good for a while, yet i do find myself reminiscent of that feeling from time to time, but i've gotten to understand that it doesn't pay off and there is better ways to lead your life. If i can give you any advice is for you try and seek help, with anyone, hell i'm down to talk if you want. Be good random stranger, be strong.
Find somebody you can talk to. It helps even just to say it out loud. Often I will tell someone a problem and half way through figure it out. You can pull this this. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
Nailed my mood again. How about next week it can be called something like, "And now everything is perfect forever and I will never hurt again." Kidding of course. You do you. Love your videos. Keep swimming, friend.
00:04 At this time it is that one is beginning to break the heart, thinking about the things that have put one in the current situation, those mixed feelings that have been for years. But thanks brother, your music always helps me and in an immense way.
This mix uploaded at the right time for me… I have mixed feelings because my boyfriend just moved away for college. I am sad because we will see each other less often but I am so happy for him to start this new chapter of his life.
This makes my memories come back when I was a child I can’t understand attention to everyone that I’m depressed but when I was hearing the song..I was hanging in the rope.... don’t reply
That's kinda what I have, Mixed feelings... sometimes I'll feel sad, sometimes I'll feel happy, and sometimes I'll feel anxious or depressed... or I'll feel angry? 😔😌
hey NEOTIC, tus pistas están presentes en la mayoría de mis improvisaciones, al igual que Mary Jane, muchas gracias por el empeño que le pones a esto bro. ITS AMAZING!!!!!
I remember playing this when a girl I loved rejected me while she acted like she liked me now we don't talk anymore i see her everyday and we just stare at each other and walk pass each other
We still walk pass each other I hate this I don't what to do about it it's bothering me this song really bringing back memories so much changing but I'm greateful for all of it.
Its ok to want somebody, Its ok to care for them and show your affection. Don't bottle up your emotions and let it fly freely. There will be many more times new people are going to be entering your life and you will soon meet someone that is meant for you. I wish you the best. Have a beautiful day :)
9 What has been is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done, and there is nothing new under the sun. 10 Is there a thing of which it is said, "See, this is new"? It has been already in the ages before us. 11 There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any remembrance of later things yet to be among those who come after. - Ecclesiastes 1:9-11
@@cawldfilm7075 Oh! Bonjour! Oui ça va très bien! T'inquiète ça fait plaisir de parler français sur des vidéos étrangères! ^w^ Personnellement j'aime à écouter ces mixes à n'importe quel moment de la journée.
@@psychopatate2713 Moi aussi mais surtout tot le matin ou dans la soiree avant la tombe de la nuit, je fais un petit recap de la journee et ca m'aide a dormir apres :D
I'm always at loss at what to say. I've lost a lot of my family and friends, my anxiety and depression has just been getting worse. I feel like all of my friends are living a much better life than I am, and it pains me to think of that. I have a lot of mixed feelings.
I love someone for who they are...but not as a boyfriend. I can’t break his heart, yet he is so emotionally abusive. I feel sorry for him, yet feel heavy for myself. We are not meant for each other but I’m afraid to let go for his sake.
I’m 18 going to be 19, I honestly thought my perspective would change by now but it really hasn’t.. I’m not so sure if I even want to keep going. I remember when it was 2013 and I’ve had my first heart break.. i know I was young. But love doesn’t change much when you’re older..
Where do I keep putting every ounce of my energy, sanity Into hearts that stay too hungry Starving cannot wait to see If they'll be the end of me Maybe I'm to crazy But I loved you baby.
The thoughts in my mind keeps spinning me around and around, as if on a carousel, all these thoughts make me confused and sad, though I know for a fact that the darkness will show me the light So I will keep spinning until the carousel finally slows down
Same here, life is so fucking overwhelming and I can't cope with today's speed/frenzy/dynamics or however you want to call it. Family, friends, job, studies, death, sex, food, drugs, emotions, responsibilities, bills, the future, opinions, the environment, tranquility, stress and everything that surrounds is so fucking overwhelming. I always think about what Thoreau said one time: It'll be fantastic to watch the whole human kind rest for at least one day (sorry, this is the literal transalation from Spanish to English, I've been reading Thoreau's books in Spanish in order to understand what he mean because English is my second language haha). Anyways...I feel so scared of the present of the future, I don't know what to do and I think I am tired. We need to relax.
I think nobody knows what they're doing tbh. Some might say they do, but I don't think so. I guess we just have to enjoy our journeys and keep pushing forward, even in our darkest days.
How do you know the right decision.. how do you know whether or not it's just the demons in your head playing tricks.. how do you know if those demons are actually passed loved ones who are trying to guide you.. I love her even though she cheated, but it was during our first attempt and we're now on our second.. I feel I've gotten past the event, but I can't shake the thoughts that follow.. I feel like I'd be lying to myself if I said I trust her, but I do.. im unemployed and we live together which isn't helping I'm sure.. but I can't help to feel like this just isn't right.. like it's just not going to work in the end.. but I get this sickening feeling when I think of it ending.. but I feel like I'd also be lying to myself if I said I wanted it to continue. Im so lost... I feel like a terrible person for staying with this mindset.. it's not fair to her, and it's not healthy for either of us.. yet I stay
sometimes i feel like everyone has cool and amazing stories to tell and I don't because I'm usually depressed and try to not to remember anything. It's too painful
We are our own harshest critics. What we see is others' highlight reels. We don't see their day to day life. I don't know what all you're going through, but I hope you can see through it and find purpose. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
@@carlklitzke9455 I'll keep swimming, thank you
Your struggles and your life will be your beautiful story. You can do anything you set your mind into. Its going to be ok. Everything will get better, just keep your head up. Have a beautiful day :)
who else has a broken heart.
UR MOM
MAN IN RED shuttup
@@mahuuasharma9876 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
MAN IN RED uno reverse card
I don't have words to explain how much I love these videos with more than 30+ minutes. I can read while I listen to this amazing music.
i’m 11 years old and i have no reason to have nostalgia , that’s when i realized i’m living my good old days which are right now for and for you too .
Went through a rough divorce. I was with her for 6 years, no kids though. I'm torn that I'm free and it's one of the most invigorating and liberating feelings I've ever had. But at nigh I cry myself to sleep clutching a pillow that still has her scent. I'm all torn up. It's like I'm depressed, yet happy. This mix especially the track that kicks in at 4:55 has me feeling like things will be alright. It's like when you wake up in the middle of the nigh and there's a bad storm but you sit and watch it. But then as the storm starts to pass you see the sunrise and everything is beautiful.
For everyone that reads this, there is hope in this world, keep fighting, you can do it! Every situation has a solution, you can find light in the dark, there is always someone that loves you. If you want to talk I will be here for you, just write and I will respond, don't be afraid, you are not alone!!
Thank you!
'Keep Your mind busy '
-to my sons and daughters
☺
Going through some tough times right now. It's gonna be a rough year. Part of me knows i need this to become a better person, but part of me just doesn't want to have to go through this. I've got mixed feelings
Try to be better. If you can do counseling or something do it. You will find strength in places and ways you could never imagine. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
Dude i know you can do it keep going. Also i noticed your name and i love that series one of my favs.
cringe
@@carlklitzke9455 thanks man, it means a lot
@@skinwalker5336 thank you! Yeah I love adventure time, it's one of my all time favourite shows
I hate crying and being sad. I hate this life. I hate having no friends. I hate the fact that I feel empty inside. At least Neotic is there when you need him. Love you
It will get better dood 💙
@FUZZY its hard
You are stronger than you know. Keep swimming, friend.
@@carlklitzke9455 lies
I understand how you feel and I'm sure many others do as well.. I know its hard to go through these struggles and bad events all alone but trust me, You.are.not.alone. Just know that there are s many people out there willing to help you go through these times. You're loved by this world. Stay strong, time will heal everything. Im here whenever you need me :)
As always, a masterpiece 🖤
I've noticed that the things I used to do and were fine for me at the time, just stopped being beneficial in any way. It's about everything really, every aspect of my life. Now I have to create this whole new persona, new life, get new hobbies, new friends, new style. Sometimes it's easier to just stay the same but I know it's bad for me. I've got mixed feelings too...
Change is good. Hobbies, friends, style should all be things you get joy from. Otherwise it's unpaid work. It may hurt, but you need to be real with you. Keep swimming, friend.
@@carlklitzke9455 thank you
If a person always leaves you with mixed feelings, uncertainty and an unsettled mind, you don't need to place your energy there.
Sticky Bandit just need to let go
I wish i read your post a long time ago
Well gets harder when « always » transforms in « often but not too much » 😬😂
I feel so sad, so lonely, so scared, so nervous, anxious and so worried about everything...I don't know why but this videos help me, even though they make me cry. Keep it up mate, I need this stuff when I am feeling like a piece of shit (which happens very oftenly)
Some things can hit me so hard that i can't even breathe
Me too. Praying for you
I think you can. Keep swimming, friend.
Your uploads always seem to be synchronized with what I’m going through, it’s almost scary
Alexya thinking the same thing
It seem very synchronized for me as well.
It’s called the madusela affect
It is not scary is beautiful
he tries to help ya, sibling of the internet.
All of my friends are fake and I have no girlfriend I feel alone and depressed but I do have 2 loving parents that I’m blessed to have and tbh that’s all I need at this current point in time I’m following my dreams so I can sit around and feel sorry for myself or just get on with it and I’m getting on with it... me sharing this makes feel a lot better so thank you...
why wen i see a
depressing thumbnail
depressing title
then i click on this depressing video
and my depression listens to this depressing and becomes more depressed
yet feels nice to be depressed.
Because everyday depression is there when no one isn't and the only moment u will be deeply heard and understood with all ur pains and struggles and every damn wound u carved on ur poor skin , only depression knows that, not the modern fake smiles and advices that come to you one day and next day expect u to be fully revived.
~Good Night🖤
We come to play in the rain.
this did describe me in a scary attention to detail, well my mental illness, that is
It does feel nice doesn't it, it's totally backwards, but nothing makes sense in those moments, does it? I been good for a while, yet i do find myself reminiscent of that feeling from time to time, but i've gotten to understand that it doesn't pay off and there is better ways to lead your life. If i can give you any advice is for you try and seek help, with anyone, hell i'm down to talk if you want. Be good random stranger, be strong.
I can't even talk an out what I'm feeling right now. It's so widespread. Pray for me if you would. Much love and kindness to you all.
Find somebody you can talk to. It helps even just to say it out loud. Often I will tell someone a problem and half way through figure it out. You can pull this this. I believe in you. Keep swimming, friend.
@@carlklitzke9455 Thank you for your encouragement Carl. I'll keep on.
If you want to talk, write me! I will respond :)
@@matecas9 thanks a lot mateo. i appreciate it.
Nailed my mood again. How about next week it can be called something like, "And now everything is perfect forever and I will never hurt again." Kidding of course. You do you. Love your videos. Keep swimming, friend.
*This is my playlist... ❤*
Thanks Neotic! 👍😄👍
00:04
At this time it is that one is beginning to break the heart, thinking about the things that have put one in the current situation, those mixed feelings that have been for years.
But thanks brother, your music always helps me and in an immense way.
I was about to have a mental breakdown after I saw this upload so I'm okay now, thank you❤
This mix uploaded at the right time for me… I have mixed feelings because my boyfriend just moved away for college. I am sad because we will see each other less often but I am so happy for him to start this new chapter of his life.
Right, Left
Always a way to go on .. even when you cant see
Everything will go on.
You will go on.
Even blind.
Thanks everytime I need another upload, there you are.
I'm here cuz 2020 is too much
I love your mixes so much. They're even better than some of the great Lofi channels like bootleg boy
sometimes, it's ok to not be ok. i don't see the point in forcing happiness all the time.
Shit be hitting different when you're in a good mood
This makes my memories come back when I was a child I can’t understand attention to everyone that I’m depressed but when I was hearing the song..I was hanging in the rope.... don’t reply
A PewDiePie Video was playing in the backround and he was crying out to Peepeepoopoo... It fit so well, I thought it was part of the music
That’s 1 word to describe myself
The first/last song is so so soooooo good. Whole mix too but that song hits me where it hurts.
That's kinda what I have,
Mixed feelings... sometimes I'll feel sad, sometimes I'll feel happy, and sometimes I'll feel anxious or depressed... or I'll feel angry?
😔😌
hey NEOTIC, tus pistas están presentes en la mayoría de mis improvisaciones, al igual que Mary Jane,
muchas gracias por el empeño que le pones a esto bro. ITS AMAZING!!!!!
Me gustaría oír tus trabajos, saludos
Awesome neotic❤❤
I can’t stand her decisions but I love everything about her,,
How’s it working out
Stuck in my mind.
Can't find the exit.
❤️
I want to eat tacos, but at the same time I feel lasagna is the right way to go... I really got mixed feelings today so this video is perfect for me
I remember playing this when a girl I loved rejected me while she acted like she liked me now we don't talk anymore i see her everyday and we just stare at each other and walk pass each other
We still walk pass each other I hate this I don't what to do about it it's bothering me this song really bringing back memories so much changing but I'm greateful for all of it.
total mood
peace!!
new workday, new neotic. i'm on it.
Roses are not all red
Violets never will be blue
*Love always causes pain*
I love the mix 💖
L I F T E D 👽💨
Amazing channel ****
stay smiling people
Once again I just can say thank you for this kind of wondeful mix
Everything's about to change.
Love the music it's very awesome
Thanks!
Good ol, Neotic once again!💖
I have mixed feelings because I want her to be happy and move on from me, but I still want her. :/
Its ok to want somebody, Its ok to care for them and show your affection. Don't bottle up your emotions and let it fly freely. There will be many more times new people are going to be entering your life and you will soon meet someone that is meant for you. I wish you the best. Have a beautiful day :)
How did it turn out?
Hell yea another mix to make me semi sad but not sad enough to stop listening! I really do love your music mixes to be completely honest. Thank you.
Another great video❤
9 What has been is what will be, and what has been done is what will be done, and there is nothing new under the sun.
10 Is there a thing of which it is said, "See, this is new"? It has been already in the ages before us.
11 There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any remembrance of later things yet to be among those who come after. - Ecclesiastes 1:9-11
Best part of that filthy book together with some of "Jesus" words.
I'm not depressed, but I really enjoy to feel my mind on your mixes. Great like always, thank you so much! ^^
On est d'accord 😊 Ca va sinon ? (Cest tellement etrange de pull up ainsi mais enfin un/une francophone dans les commentaires 😄
@@cawldfilm7075 Oh! Bonjour! Oui ça va très bien! T'inquiète ça fait plaisir de parler français sur des vidéos étrangères! ^w^ Personnellement j'aime à écouter ces mixes à n'importe quel moment de la journée.
@@psychopatate2713 Moi aussi mais surtout tot le matin ou dans la soiree avant la tombe de la nuit, je fais un petit recap de la journee et ca m'aide a dormir apres :D
There's always an upside and downside to everything.
This really is an awesome mix
💞Beautiful 💞
Very High' Brooooth👁️
I love you neotic
I'm always at loss at what to say. I've lost a lot of my family and friends, my anxiety and depression has just been getting worse. I feel like all of my friends are living a much better life than I am, and it pains me to think of that.
I have a lot of mixed feelings.
How good
Thanks 😔
You’re so talented!🤩👍🏻
pretty good
the first song hit the feels reeeeel hard Bru
I love someone for who they are...but not as a boyfriend. I can’t break his heart, yet he is so emotionally abusive. I feel sorry for him, yet feel heavy for myself. We are not meant for each other but I’m afraid to let go for his sake.
GROSOO
Como pode uma imagem toca tanto na gente
Still missing you and I don't know why
I’m 18 going to be 19, I honestly thought my perspective would change by now but it really hasn’t.. I’m not so sure if I even want to keep going.
I remember when it was 2013 and I’ve had my first heart break.. i know I was young. But love doesn’t change much when you’re older..
I just wanna forget everything
Peak Nihilism 💀👌
Where do I keep putting every
ounce of my energy, sanity
Into hearts that stay too hungry
Starving cannot wait to see
If they'll be the end of me
Maybe I'm to crazy
But I loved you baby.
As if in some plutonian exercise, this just ended, the way it began. My crypt is solemnly frigid.
I always have mixed feelings. At the least, I usually choose one thing. 😊😔😁😖😆😄😝.......eventually.
this is so good,can you add it on deezer?
it’ll be okay.
Thank you :)
Only love!
The thoughts in my mind keeps spinning me around and around, as if on a carousel, all these thoughts make me confused and sad, though I know for a fact that the darkness will show me the light
So I will keep spinning until the carousel finally slows down
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore
Most people don't.
Same here, life is so fucking overwhelming and I can't cope with today's speed/frenzy/dynamics or however you want to call it. Family, friends, job, studies, death, sex, food, drugs, emotions, responsibilities, bills, the future, opinions, the environment, tranquility, stress and everything that surrounds is so fucking overwhelming. I always think about what Thoreau said one time: It'll be fantastic to watch the whole human kind rest for at least one day (sorry, this is the literal transalation from Spanish to English, I've been reading Thoreau's books in Spanish in order to understand what he mean because English is my second language haha). Anyways...I feel so scared of the present of the future, I don't know what to do and I think I am tired. We need to relax.
I think nobody knows what they're doing tbh. Some might say they do, but I don't think so. I guess we just have to enjoy our journeys and keep pushing forward, even in our darkest days.
Maybe thats how its supposed to be. Everything happens for a reason. This era of your life is a lesson, maybe this is the lesson you needed to hear.
No Eman. Fuck that. Lol I don’t learn lessons from dumb shit people try to put me through. I do what what I want. My life is fucking stupid. The end.
Definitely having mixed feelings in my relationship 😕 hard not knowing what to do when it’s falling because of assumptions.
1:42 pm эта музыка космос
*”I’m Just A Kid. All The Decisions I Make Are A Mistake, That’s Why I Should Listen To My Parents”*
I feel nothing / I feel everything
Antisocial / Lonely
Anxious / Happy
Apathetic / Empathetic
Afraid / Excited
I hate myself / I love myself
# first person to be here keep up the good work bro
Brooo STOP SPYING ON MY LIFE!!!
Wow
Неотик, пожалуйста, сделай хотя бы ещё 1 раз Simpsonwave с фирменным монтажом от тебя, спасибо большое.
Neotic what’s up bro
💚💛✨🎶
Alice InWonderlandia 💐
Thanks no dislikes
Hey there @neotic the music is friggin dope and thank you for the playlist. Do you have any of the artist names for these tracks
loser
How do you know the right decision.. how do you know whether or not it's just the demons in your head playing tricks.. how do you know if those demons are actually passed loved ones who are trying to guide you..
I love her even though she cheated, but it was during our first attempt and we're now on our second.. I feel I've gotten past the event, but I can't shake the thoughts that follow.. I feel like I'd be lying to myself if I said I trust her, but I do.. im unemployed and we live together which isn't helping I'm sure.. but I can't help to feel like this just isn't right.. like it's just not going to work in the end.. but I get this sickening feeling when I think of it ending.. but I feel like I'd also be lying to myself if I said I wanted it to continue. Im so lost... I feel like a terrible person for staying with this mindset.. it's not fair to her, and it's not healthy for either of us.. yet I stay
can u pls tell me the name of the first song? cant find it by googling "above the sky"
I came from discord 🌚