People are so exaggerated. You’re not bipolar! Medical school is hard and you’re a human reacting to it in a normal way. I appreciate that you’re vulnerable and that you share your story with us. It motivates me to push through when I’m feeling down. Keep working hard Rachel! You got this
Yes, it's utterly ridiculous. Most boring, small-minded people can't handle those of us that are open, vulnerable and complex. I encounter it literally all of the time. Keep going, Rachel! Love you
Rachel Puentes System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities..... 1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can. 2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later. 3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most. 4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice. 5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life. 6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it. 7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success. 8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments. 9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences. 10, Always try to give more than you take. Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you. 🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all. People are controlled by system why? The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more. Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix) 😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression. ruclips.net/video/HbvCxMfcKv4/видео.html ruclips.net/video/Z_Mxjdrd7Sw/видео.html ruclips.net/video/wLzeakKC6fE/видео.html ruclips.net/video/P8vHa8zD7jY/видео.html ruclips.net/video/pIJHJzDQcRM/видео.html
Hi Rachel! As a licensed psychologist, I don't think you have bipolar disorder lol. On a more serious note, stressing during professional school is completely normal. Your videos remind me of when I was earning my PhD. You will get through this and someday will look back on this time in your life very fondly. I went through the Match for psychology and you will end up where you're meant to be :) good luck and continue to do well!
Michelle O'Connor System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities..... 1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can. 2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later. 3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most. 4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice. 5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life. 6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it. 7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success. 8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments. 9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences. 10, Always try to give more than you take. Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you. 🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all. People are controlled by system why? The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more. Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix) 😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression. ruclips.net/video/HbvCxMfcKv4/видео.html ruclips.net/video/Z_Mxjdrd7Sw/видео.html ruclips.net/video/wLzeakKC6fE/видео.html ruclips.net/video/P8vHa8zD7jY/видео.html ruclips.net/video/pIJHJzDQcRM/видео.html
Michael B System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities..... 1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can. 2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later. 3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most. 4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice. 5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life. 6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it. 7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success. 8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments. 9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences. 10, Always try to give more than you take. Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you. 🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all. People are controlled by system why? The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more. Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix) 😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression. ruclips.net/video/HbvCxMfcKv4/видео.html ruclips.net/video/Z_Mxjdrd7Sw/видео.html ruclips.net/video/wLzeakKC6fE/видео.html ruclips.net/video/P8vHa8zD7jY/видео.html ruclips.net/video/pIJHJzDQcRM/видео.html
Rachel, second year medical student here, I often don’t sleep, have problems with digestion, cry... People have no idea what they are talking about, stress is a huge part of the road you chose, and everything works out. ❤️❤️
Hi Rachel, I never react to youtube clips but I just wanted to say that you are perfectly normal. I am a cardiologist (finished residency a year ago) and medical school can be tough and feeling overwhelmed is normal. You are doing great!
You should set up a drop box so we can send you chocolates, books, letters, etc. That last supper comment was hilarious! Those who only watch from the outside we'll never fully comprehend what you're going though, but we can only wish you the best.
The person who said you are bipolar is ignorant as heck! Rachel, thank you for being real with the ups and downs in your life instead of just the highlight reel
Right? How do people(most likely not educated on mental health anyway) just assume someone has a mental disorder? and the fact that it was enough people for her to say something about it is alarming...some people don’t know how to just click off of a video they don’t like watching
Rachel, I'm in first year of medical school and honestly I am always stressed. Even when I pass tests, I know I have so much more coming up and I don't know if I remember half the things I was tested on the previous day. With my frequent crying sessions etc I can relate to you one hundred percent. You are NOT bipolar. In fact, you always motivate me to keep going. With the amount of information we are supposed to memorize and retain, stress is inevitable. But we will become good doctors one day so let's look at the light at the end of the tunnel!
The pass/fail system went into place in nursing several years ago. Of course, I had to do it old style and the scores meant everything. I will say the schools with a lower pass rate had to step it up. There were huge numbers trying to get into the top schools while seats sat empty in others. Sad really. Look at the crisis nation wide with a shortage of nurses. Also I wanted to say thanks for recommending Soylent. Battling a tumor and not every day is a good tummy day but I'm getting good protein from this amazing drink. Hang in there ur so close to the first year finish line. How awesome that will be. And thanks for sharing everything. Emotions and all. That takes courage and I agree. Ur emotions will make u a great doctor.
Hey Rachel, I'm an MS2 and just wanted to jump on and say that the stress you're feeling is very normal, and having emotions is a perfectly normal reaction to that stress! Being in such a high-stakes and overwhelming environment all the time can really take its toll on you. Also, love the comment you made about how everybody knows a whole bunch of nothing right now about p/f Step 1 - it is so true!
I just love how open you are about everything. I'm subbing to your channel because of that. We need more RUclipsrs like you, someone who isn't afraid to say it how it is.
Hey Rachel! I am currently an undergrad wanting to pursue into the medical field! I love your videos! When I feel down or feel like I can't study, your videos make me feel so much better with more confidence and determination! I absolutely love you!!! I really loved when Austin said "the system is set up for you to succeed, not for you to fail." AH that got me!! I am fueled with hope! I am so happy to be part of the herd!
Unnecessary stress - finding your pants where you last hung them up 😱. It’s called panicky moments when your brain is so full, it’s about to blow up! Breathe, Red Ant, breathe! Love you, you’re doing great! ❤️
Rachel Southard System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities..... 1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can. 2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later. 3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most. 4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice. 5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life. 6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it. 7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success. 8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments. 9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences. 10, Always try to give more than you take. Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you. 🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all. People are controlled by system why? The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more. Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix) 😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression. ruclips.net/video/HbvCxMfcKv4/видео.html ruclips.net/video/Z_Mxjdrd7Sw/видео.html ruclips.net/video/wLzeakKC6fE/видео.html ruclips.net/video/P8vHa8zD7jY/видео.html ruclips.net/video/pIJHJzDQcRM/видео.html
i’m only in my first year of pre medical school and this was so encouraging!! thank you and your friend so much for thinking about those that come after you and encouraging us and what we should do to prepare. love you❣️✨
Every single time I feel like what I’m doing to work towards my goal of becoming a medical student isn’t going to be worth it... I come and watch your videos and I feel so motivated. You’ve got this Rachel! Very much look up to you.
I think its great and applaud you for how brave you are for showing the vulnerable side. You are human & what you go thru every day is tough. You got this! 👍 💪
I feel you Rachel. Lately I have just been feeling so lost in my engineering courses and having someone to relate to helps a lot, even though you're in a different stream of training/education. We're both students and I know we can do this with shear effort and a little crying :')
We love you Rachel 💖! You are a such an honest human being, beautiful and transparent! I remembered my days in college, before computers , and I recalled going through all the emotions you go through ! You got this, you are stronger than you think and braver than you could imagine!
Still rooting for you!! I admire you for really letting out your emotions it can take a toll on you keeping it all inside. I hope you're feeling a lot better! Stay strong, Red Ant
Omg I have Invisalign and it’s kind of embarrassing for me since my family couldn’t afford braces when I was younger. So it’s awesome to see such an awesome person show that they’re human too! Between the Invisalign and you showing your raw emotions, you shoe the real human side of you that makes you both relatable and inspiring! So thank you!
I feel you so much!! I’m premed and engineering. I don’t handle stress silently. I NEED to let it out- whether that be talking about it out loud, crying, and just feeling my emotions. A lot of people think I’ll just crumble under pressure and that’s so not true! I just have a different way of handling stress. I’m still getting great grades, making friends, working, and doing so so so much. And so are you!! So don’t let people make you feel bad for coping in a way that is healthy for you. You’re accomplishing so muchhhh! I can’t wait to be in med school like you one day :)
Hi Rachael, I just wanted to take a moment to let you know how inspiring you are. I am no psychologist, but I definitely DON’T think you are bipolar because if you are then I definitely am too! Lol I am in an accelerated, 3 year PharmD program and I find myself having emotional reactions to my school stress weekly. Before finding your channel, it started to make me question if I was “cut-out” to be a pharmacist and push through. I know it’s so cheesy to lay this all out on a comment, but I just wanted to let you know the positive impact you have, and I hope skeptical people never discourage you from showing your vulnerable moments. You’re awesome and I love your content! By the way, I am currently searching for the perfect sized Pooh to purchase to practice my patient encounters too, lol!
Wow, thank you Jennifer. You're so sweet. And the fact that you're trying to find a Pooh to buy to practice on warms my heart. Please email or message me on instagram with your Pooh if you ever get one.
Hey Rach, thanks for keeping up the vids I love watching! I also loved that you were able to include your friends wise words about the new STEP 1 scoring. I think people love to overreact but its true that the system at this level "isn't set up for us to fail" and we all will make great doctors some day! You have a unique set of gifts and talents that will make your future patients feel known and cared for. Your hard work now is training to be used as a tool to heal others later!
Hi Rachel, keep working hard and you will see the results in your future.i am a doctor in Florida and your videos remember me all my years in medical school. The best for you.Has faith in God and keep working hard.God bless you always.
If someone thought you were bipolar they clearly haven't been studying their psychiatric disorders 😎 As a 4th year med student who didn't manage my time very well but was miserable and stressed the first 2 years of med school I just wanna say how impressed I am with how hard you work to manage your time and priorities. You're doing great! I did find counseling really helpful, even just a couple times a month. Hang in there, I think things are way better on the clinical side!
If you're going to be a physician you have to go beyond being a premed gunner test taker. Premeds/1st years cling to tests to their detriment, because it's what they know how to do. They spent college ignoring learning the knowledge and just mastering what will be on the test. College is history. Medical school is designed to mold you into becoming a physician, so let them do their job and trust the process. Your job is to be molded. Every day in your car say to yourself "OK SCHOOL MOLD ME!" and it will come to pass. If you want to be great, be aggressive in allowing yourself to be molded. Be the first to learn, not the last. Be the one who steps up. The patient encounter is a case in point. It went fine. It will go fine 95% of the time and 100% of the time you will learn from your success and mistakes. They won't let you make any mistakes that matter, but the knowledge you gain from failing is invaluable to your success. You have to learn what you are good at and what needs to be improved. Clinic instructors don't give a crap about "liking you" or "hating you" they care first about their patients and second about you becoming a mature physician capable of managing patients in an expert way. Be smart, be prepared, be aggressive in acquiring knowledge, work on being mature in your approach to patients, be useful. If all you do is worry about passing tests they will hate you. Be who you actually are, not some phony caricature of who you think you need to be. Dare to be average and seek to improve rather than pretending to be "best" when in fact you're clueless. They let you in, it is NOT to their advantage to kick you out. It is to their advantage to mold you into someone capable of attaining greatness since that is their mission and they are dead serious about their mission. That is their vision for you, make it your vision for yourself. I don't think there is anything wrong with you regarding your mental health. You seem perfectly normal to me. Med school is at once stressful and amazingly rewarding. Residency even more so. You have 4 years to learn everything, not one year, and everything important will be repeated 5 times or more during the course of the 4 years. Above all have a blast and don't buy into being a weenie, angsting out with the rest of the angsters. Angsting is a waste of time.
Honestly I needed this right now. I find that whenever I am studying for long periods of time, I tend to get depressed. What do you do to overcome that?
@@somyasaxena412 Study to possess the knowledge, not to just pass the test. There is inherent joy in being smart and inherent stress in pretending to be smart. When your school selected you they knew who they were getting, and they selected you anyway, so the process of "getting in" is over and the process of becoming is underway. Different processes.
Can you make a video specifically addressing mental health in medical school, the hardships, emotions, and coping skills that help you in those high stress? As someone looking forward to going to medical school (I'm concerned for myself in the high stress environment because I struggled with mental health) this is something that isn't talked about enough and I feel needs to be addressed more. Love watching your experience!
Honestly I am in my 4th year of medicine now but seeing you motivates me every day there is so much love and respect for you .. You are strong and you will get through this hard time .. love you Rachel stay strong girl... and these little breakdowns are normal don't worry continue doing your best .. look after yourself and stay focused on your passion much love🤗💖💖💖
It’s so cute that your mom labeled your package red ant! That’s so cute! ☺️ Moms are literally the best! You got this Rachel! Thank you for the constant inspiration! I know you’re going to get through this! God bless you! 😊❤️
I rolled up a blanket for a body and drew a smiley face into a piece of paper to practice my physical assessment... I’m so embarrassed 😂 gotta do what you gotta do
I’ve honestly been stressing about the switch despite still being a premed student given the implications it has on matching into residency, but what you and Austin said made me a little less nervous about matching. 😅
i lifted u when u crying before 4 months , and i back to u now and u steel crying , please u make me depressed from be student in med school , be strong please not only for u it also for me 🖤.
Happy Valentine's day!!! Honestly, I don't think it's going to change much. People will just use Step2CK to screen applicants. If I have to be screened by either Step 1 or CK, rather be screened out by CK. I'm personally glad that they changed it. Remembering whether a virus is an icosahedral shouldn't determine if you can go into Ortho. I'd rather take an ortho person who does well clinically and did research.
The issue is that step 2 is taking so late in a med students career that by the time you have taking it you are already knowing what specialty you want to go into. Also Step 2 before was an opportunity for a student who scored less then ideal on their step 1 to show that they improved and now that 2nd chance is gone. Step 1 was a horrible judge on how well someone will be a doctor but they did this change without a plan to replace it, which makes this a really bad move.
@@mattf8779 I agree with you on that. I think schools will now have to change their curriculum and try to get into clinic much faster. Many schools are already 12-18 months preclinic anyway. I think eventually all schools will move that way. But you're right. CK is taken so late that you really only have 1 chance to show out. I guess away rotations become important now
This week was a tough and stressful week for a lot of people! I had 3 exams and started a new job, my friends were just as crazy! Eventually you just push through :) always look forward to your videos!
Step 1 was mostly basic science, Step 2 was mostly clinical. Schools and training programs will always find ways to distill you down to some number or grade no matter what. Just be happy that soon it will be Step 2, which by far covers much more important material.
Rachel, you are always very kind. Keep up consistency. It will keep building your credibility and medical intuition. That’s what matters. You are a champ.
😬 I spoke to an adcom I know who is on the board and he said they haven’t ironed out the details entirely but there is a chance that even if you took the test prior to Jan 2022 you will have a numerical score but it will be reported to programs as pass/fail if you apply after Jan 2022
I used to cry a lot while I am in Meds college (It's a college in our country :p) ..and I still cry and got depressed a lot as I am preparing for AMC part 2 which is nothing compare to USMLE.. You are doing great. You are such hard worker ..
I love your videos Rachel. Your emotions are very normal and I am of the opinion that being in touch with your emotions will enable you to make a great doctor! I loved your little insert of piano playing. Beautiful music. What level do you play?
I’m taking a 5-6 week gen chem 2 course right now, so I understand what it’s like to have emotional breakdowns. I know so many people that have bad, over emotional days. You’re not bipolar. Definitely human.
Step 1 was never created to be used as such a high-stakes consequential tool for residency, but of course it became one. I happy for future med students who will benefit from this change. I do hope that the other metrics that will become more salient will not reinforce many biases present in med school eval tools already though!
Really I believe being emotionally intelligent is a great trait it means you care. I’m nowhere near med school yet. Haven’t taken any of my science pre-med classes chem,phys, bio. And decided to take human physiology to see if I can handle the sciences just for fun this semester . I’m two weeks in and I’m feeling so many emotions wish I took an intro to chem before this class got a 5 out 10 on first quiz first f I got in college but am pushing through because I know I can come back from that and also this is a great learning experience but also great knowledge to have for my goal!
You are so inspiring, Rachel. Keep working hard! I watch every single vlog but I am usually quiet in the comments. Just wanted to tell you that you are awesome and amazing! Keep it up you, red ant, you! #love, a struggling nursing student
Hey Rachel! I'm interested in how grades are calculated in your classes and what the differences are between the classes you are taking. I know you don't share your personal scores on tests, etc, so please don't think I'm trying to pry into your own scores. Curious as to if you have papers/homework or if you only have exams. Thanks!!
I’m in pharmacy school and I had two mental health off days lol didn’t go to lecture but I’m catching up it’s not about failing it’s about resilience we have to keep going !
i love you so much. i always feel inspired and motivated to try and do new things every day just by watching your videos. You really put your heart into your videos and studies and it really shows in your every word. Love from Texas (also a new subscriber😜❤)
The biggest thing with pass/fail step1 is that it puts wayyy more emphasis on clerkship and letters of recommendation. Welcome to being a self-salesman!
People are so exaggerated. You’re not bipolar! Medical school is hard and you’re a human reacting to it in a normal way. I appreciate that you’re vulnerable and that you share your story with us. It motivates me to push through when I’m feeling down. Keep working hard Rachel! You got this
Also I love Austin!! Haha he’s awesome
exactly what I was thinking ! We love you & appreciate the fact that you don’t hide away the reality of going into medical school (goods & badd )
Yes, it's utterly ridiculous. Most boring, small-minded people can't handle those of us that are open, vulnerable and complex. I encounter it literally all of the time. Keep going, Rachel! Love you
Me too Rachel you motivate me a lot
Rachel Puentes System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities.....
1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can.
2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later.
3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most.
4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice.
5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life.
6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it.
7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success.
8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments.
9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences.
10, Always try to give more than you take.
Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you.
🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all.
People are controlled by system why?
The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more.
Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix)
😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression.
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Hi Rachel! As a licensed psychologist, I don't think you have bipolar disorder lol. On a more serious note, stressing during professional school is completely normal. Your videos remind me of when I was earning my PhD. You will get through this and someday will look back on this time in your life very fondly. I went through the Match for psychology and you will end up where you're meant to be :) good luck and continue to do well!
Love this!
Michelle O'Connor System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities.....
1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can.
2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later.
3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most.
4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice.
5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life.
6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it.
7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success.
8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments.
9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences.
10, Always try to give more than you take.
Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you.
🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all.
People are controlled by system why?
The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more.
Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix)
😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression.
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Your friend Austin is really well spoken and has some seriously valid insight/opinions about the new pass/fail STEP 1 exam. Was nice to hear
I totally agree but I'm 15 and I didn't understand anything😭😂😂
Michael B System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities.....
1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can.
2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later.
3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most.
4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice.
5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life.
6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it.
7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success.
8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments.
9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences.
10, Always try to give more than you take.
Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you.
🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all.
People are controlled by system why?
The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more.
Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix)
😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression.
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Perfect title for this weeks vlog! As an IMG I'm watching this situation CLOSELY 🙏🏻
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Me too
Same here!
Same here 😂❤️👍🏻
Rachel, second year medical student here, I often don’t sleep, have problems with digestion, cry...
People have no idea what they are talking about, stress is a huge part of the road you chose, and everything works out.
❤️❤️
Hi Rachel, I never react to youtube clips but I just wanted to say that you are perfectly normal. I am a cardiologist (finished residency a year ago) and medical school can be tough and feeling overwhelmed is normal. You are doing great!
ArtiAnushka oh wow!! that’s wonderful. Congratulations. Thank you!!
Hey, were u an IMG from India?
You should set up a drop box so we can send you chocolates, books, letters, etc. That last supper comment was hilarious! Those who only watch from the outside we'll never fully comprehend what you're going though, but we can only wish you the best.
yes! I am getting a PO box soon! just haven't had time to get one ):
omg i cannot believe someone actually thought you were bipolar! like what? some people just feel things more strongly gosh
Agustina Diener right? That person definetely does not know what being bipolar means, kind of made me mad hearing that
The person who said you are bipolar is ignorant as heck! Rachel, thank you for being real with the ups and downs in your life instead of just the highlight reel
Right? How do people(most likely not educated on mental health anyway) just assume someone has a mental disorder? and the fact that it was enough people for her to say something about it is alarming...some people don’t know how to just click off of a video they don’t like watching
“The system isn’t set up for us to fail”. THANK. YOU. More people need to hear this because the sky is not falling like they’re making it out to be
that doesn't hold true for IMGs tho... the 50% match rate kinda says they're setting at least half of them to fail.
It is for international and foreign students. This is very bad news for them.
‘’Pooh has free healthcare’’ 😂
LOL
Guess Pooh is Canadian!
@@Animelover196196 HAHAHAHA yes thankful to be Canadian :)
Feeling your feelings do make you a better doctor. Hang in there girl. You are amazing ❤️
Jenny Le thank you Jenny 😭
Rachel, I'm in first year of medical school and honestly I am always stressed. Even when I pass tests, I know I have so much more coming up and I don't know if I remember half the things I was tested on the previous day. With my frequent crying sessions etc I can relate to you one hundred percent. You are NOT bipolar. In fact, you always motivate me to keep going.
With the amount of information we are supposed to memorize and retain, stress is inevitable. But we will become good doctors one day so let's look at the light at the end of the tunnel!
The practicing with Pooh clip was the cutest thing! I feel you on experiencing emotions strongly. You’re the best! We are rooting you on 💪🏻
The pass/fail system went into place in nursing several years ago. Of course, I had to do it old style and the scores meant everything. I will say the schools with a lower pass rate had to step it up. There were huge numbers trying to get into the top schools while seats sat empty in others. Sad really. Look at the crisis nation wide with a shortage of nurses. Also I wanted to say thanks for recommending Soylent. Battling a tumor and not every day is a good tummy day but I'm getting good protein from this amazing drink. Hang in there ur so close to the first year finish line. How awesome that will be. And thanks for sharing everything. Emotions and all. That takes courage and I agree. Ur emotions will make u a great doctor.
That step 1 interview part of the video has by far been the best content you have posted on this channel.
I love how she talks about poo like he’s a real person 😂❤️❤️ also Rachel, we do care about your Invisalign!!!!!
Hey Rachel, I'm an MS2 and just wanted to jump on and say that the stress you're feeling is very normal, and having emotions is a perfectly normal reaction to that stress! Being in such a high-stakes and overwhelming environment all the time can really take its toll on you.
Also, love the comment you made about how everybody knows a whole bunch of nothing right now about p/f Step 1 - it is so true!
Once you become a doctor you are going to collaborate with doctor mike in a video. I know the future @_@
omg yes! i would love that collab 🤩
YES
I absolutely love how she talked to Pooh! She is going to be an amazing doctor!!! ❤️❤️ keep up the good work!
I just love how open you are about everything. I'm subbing to your channel because of that. We need more RUclipsrs like you, someone who isn't afraid to say it how it is.
You using Pooh as your patient is the sweetest thing I've seen this week :)
Hey Rachel! I am currently an undergrad wanting to pursue into the medical field! I love your videos! When I feel down or feel like I can't study, your videos make me feel so much better with more confidence and determination! I absolutely love you!!! I really loved when Austin said "the system is set up for you to succeed, not for you to fail." AH that got me!! I am fueled with hope! I am so happy to be part of the herd!
Unnecessary stress - finding your pants where you last hung them up 😱. It’s called panicky moments when your brain is so full, it’s about to blow up! Breathe, Red Ant, breathe! Love you, you’re doing great! ❤️
“I didn’t go to lecture, what’s a kidney?” 😂😂
i'm so bad lmao
Rachel Southard System is the problem 🏡 Our Life should be around these Great Qualities.....
1, Show all living creatures; all the love and kindness as much as you can.
2, Only try to be honest with yourself. If you try to be honest with others, you will get into big trouble soon or later.
3, Aim only one target at a time; otherwise you are chasing two rabbits and you will miss both. So, the reason behind it. Have one powerful reason and never ever give up the one you want the most.
4, Don't try to be good person only but be the powerful person. We will grow to be the one or we will die. There is no other choice.
5, Always learn and look for to improve something your life.
6, You are not alone. Love and faith the high power reduces unnecessary stress in life. But never completely rely on it.
7, Success and happiness are the byproducts of our usefulness. So, always increase the possibility of success.
8, Life is not going to be easy. Because of our unnecessary things. Eliminate all the unnecessary things as much as you can by organising yourself well with the environments.
9, Never believe anything without the proper evidences.
10, Always try to give more than you take.
Because it is dignity/ character of the divinity within you.
🌎 As long as people continue to see themselves as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. Success depends on how well we relate to everything around us. Joy comes from that bliss of connectedness. I believe that unarmed truth and love will have the final word in reality. To love; you should have good heart. I am a good person until I see a person better than my standard of goodness. Being good is the progress towards a worthy cause. Love is God. Whoever lives in love, lives forever. How selfish it is to try to keep something forever? Love is all about nourishing, nurturing, sharing and expanding the love within you for all. The principle to which we adhere to is that we have kindness of love at heart for the whole of mankind. As long as there is the unnecessary differences within us; we can not live peacefully so we have to eliminate all the unnecessary differences among us so we can love all. People abilities may vary but not there true love. If we love a person/ God for a reason then we love the reason but not the person. No reason is the reason to love the person because true love never fails. So do not compare or measure the true love as first or the last but love all truly. If you love people truly then you can understand people. If you don't love then you don't understand people at all.
People are controlled by system why?
The Cyclical Consumption is the current economy all over the World. It is making the scarcity problems of the earth finite resources to deteriorate day by day. Current Monetary System is legalised theft. Real money is Gold and Silver. Scarcity gives the money more value. Real money won't lose it's value. When Governments stay away from Gold & Silver then very easy to transfer the wealth / resources to upper class the Rich (Corporatocracy) Elite. When the Governments are printing out more new fiat currency with reserve banks, our old currency is losing its purchasing power everyday. They are printing millions of currency everyday. All governments and laws are existing right now to transfer wealth to upper class the rich elite. The USA Government & other Governments are in many countries, bailed the investment banks & financial institutions in 2008 against the majority of the people. There is no democracy in any countries. Because of the Money System based on profits motive only above all else even humans lives and well-being. So, we do not have freedom to protect our values with the money so on. The violence, bankruptcy & all the negativities are build into the Monetary System of our society. All are owned (including ourselves) by Reserve Bank. Which is private cartel the corporation. So, in legal system, we are legally considered as chattel the properties. They make money in the capital markets with our birth certificates. They do not consider us as Humans. That's the truth. We are at the invisible war with the Elites (Corporatocracies). We have to fight for our Freedom. Resource Based Economy is the Solution. We have to declare the earth resources as the heritage of all the people of this world. So everyone has access to it. Please have your research about zeitgeist movement then you know the truth more.
Truth About Health/Drugs Industry Because Of It Your Life At High Risk The drug industry is a 1/2 trillion dollars a year worldwide conglomerate. Almost 300 billions dollars just in North America. That is really big business. What would happen if everyone were well? There is no money in health. You see, good health makes a lot of sense but it doesn't make a lot of dollars. Because everything they do is toxic. Every drug they use, prescription drugs, all drugs are liver toxic, bar none. If you've had amalgam fillings put in your mouth by dentists. It is highly toxic. There's cancer because most of the chemos are themselves carcinogens. To view the tumor as the cancer and we know the tumor is not the cancer. The cancer industry is 200 billions dollars a year. The more work they get, the more profit there is. You have to dismantle; If the truth ever came out about what we would need to do. 30% of people of females in America are at risk of getting, will get cancer of the breast. The ones that are already dead have been grossly mistreated by the medical profession and by the government that supposedly is supposed to encourage free research and development of all possibilities. Why would medical doctors who studied medicine and practice medicine and are heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies why would they go and look into vitamins? That they never had the answer orthomolecular. And as more and more of our population start taking their health into their own hands, there's going to be even more and more of changes. It can't go on the way it is. The system is failing apart. We must make nutrition the primary prevention strategy for the population. You are what you eat. You are everything that you have ever done to yourself. The choices you make directly affect the outcome of your life. - (Food Matters Documentary in Netflix)
😊 Well, I truly love God. I am not religious but very spiritual person. So, I believe 1) Religion is the beliefs in someone experiences But spirituality is having my own experiences. The mainstream religions people promote religious ideology by giving guidelines and guide but In my spiritual life; I do not want anyone or anything between God and me to restrict my freedom to worship God. 2) We do not need any authorities to do good work. The god work is the good work always. In contrast; organised mainstream religions are claiming that they have the authorities to do God works as leaders so on. 3) God is not capable of doing wrong thing, change the past for us and create anything out of nothing for us. Nothing means not anything. So, even God is limited. The mainstream religious people believe that God is unlimited. 4) God wants us to take responsibilities for our righteousness life but not for all the consequences of our actions because they are continued to exist among us. So, How can god punish us for all our consequences? The mainstream religious people believe we are full of sins because of all our actions. 5) Freewill is an illusion. People always choose the perceived path of greatest pleasure. So, we do not have choices all the time. In contrast teachings of the mainstream religions are promoting people to do god's will always because we all have choices of freewill always. 6) We can not separate everything into groups. So, everything for good and evil and there's no success and failure for everything. If everything is real then real things can not be threatened. Once you come to understand that God/The Holy Spirit is in each of us, You will no longer need a Book to tell you how to live. Then why we need religious scriptures? The Virtue is the expression of the basic goodness in our actions. The Basic goodness is the fundamental worthiness of every individuals. We are worthy to God always in everything. 7) Beliefs in a cruel God makes a cruel man. No matter what; every living creatures has the right to live and What makes their life cheap? Everything depends on everything. Nothing too big or too small in value. We can not love and hate at the same time; Being a vegetarian means love without cruelty happily. The mainstream religious people are killing people and sacrificing animals in the name of God. They promote God's cruel punishments. The Punishment is endless for Sinners/Devil according to religious scriptures. But God is love always. Overcome hate with love. If all religions for peace, unity? No way. Because they are not for peace. 8) Well, The God gave us everything to go from moment to moment in our lives as we do our part and pray only to thank god then the Love is in progress. The Love is always for everyone. We are always worthy of the God's love. Our greatest fear is; not to be loved by anyone but we are all loved by someone. When we eliminate all our unnecessary differences among us then true peaceful life is possible with the true love. If we can't find the peace within ourselves then we will never find it anywhere else. 9) This is the Fight for independence and freedom of humanity to worship God freely without religious guide and guidelines to restrict us. Unnecessarily, We do not want third party controls over us in anything ; especially in spirituality. 10) Revive Survive Thrive. Sincerely, The Real Peacemaker against religious oppression.
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i’m only in my first year of pre medical school and this was so encouraging!!
thank you and your friend so much for thinking about those that come after you and encouraging us and what we should do to prepare. love you❣️✨
Every single time I feel like what I’m doing to work towards my goal of becoming a medical student isn’t going to be worth it... I come and watch your videos and I feel so motivated. You’ve got this Rachel! Very much look up to you.
I think its great and applaud you for how brave you are for showing the vulnerable side. You are human & what you go thru every day is tough. You got this! 👍 💪
thank you love!
I feel you Rachel. Lately I have just been feeling so lost in my engineering courses and having someone to relate to helps a lot, even though you're in a different stream of training/education. We're both students and I know we can do this with shear effort and a little crying :')
"i feel like i'm up to here with information but i know none of it" is exactly how i feel.. but we're red ants!
The daddy's heart in me sunk when you said you had a bad day and then showed you crying. I'm glad you are better.
"There's nothing wrong with me woman, but you are still checking my heart!" Pooh (2020) hahahaha
We love you Rachel 💖! You are a such an honest human being, beautiful and transparent! I remembered my days in college, before computers , and I recalled going through all the emotions you go through ! You got this, you are stronger than you think and braver than you could imagine!
Still rooting for you!! I admire you for really letting out your emotions it can take a toll on you keeping it all inside. I hope you're feeling a lot better! Stay strong, Red Ant
Omg I have Invisalign and it’s kind of embarrassing for me since my family couldn’t afford braces when I was younger. So it’s awesome to see such an awesome person show that they’re human too! Between the Invisalign and you showing your raw emotions, you shoe the real human side of you that makes you both relatable and inspiring! So thank you!
I feel you so much!! I’m premed and engineering. I don’t handle stress silently. I NEED to let it out- whether that be talking about it out loud, crying, and just feeling my emotions. A lot of people think I’ll just crumble under pressure and that’s so not true! I just have a different way of handling stress. I’m still getting great grades, making friends, working, and doing so so so much. And so are you!! So don’t let people make you feel bad for coping in a way that is healthy for you. You’re accomplishing so muchhhh! I can’t wait to be in med school like you one day :)
Hi Rachael, I just wanted to take a moment to let you know how inspiring you are. I am no psychologist, but I definitely DON’T think you are bipolar because if you are then I definitely am too! Lol I am in an accelerated, 3 year PharmD program and I find myself having emotional reactions to my school stress weekly. Before finding your channel, it started to make me question if I was “cut-out” to be a pharmacist and push through. I know it’s so cheesy to lay this all out on a comment, but I just wanted to let you know the positive impact you have, and I hope skeptical people never discourage you from showing your vulnerable moments. You’re awesome and I love your content! By the way, I am currently searching for the perfect sized Pooh to purchase to practice my patient encounters too, lol!
Wow, thank you Jennifer. You're so sweet.
And the fact that you're trying to find a Pooh to buy to practice on warms my heart. Please email or message me on instagram with your Pooh if you ever get one.
Medical school is something extraordinary!You may not get it but it is such a rollercoaster!Keep working hard as the hard work pays off!
Hey Rach, thanks for keeping up the vids I love watching! I also loved that you were able to include your friends wise words about the new STEP 1 scoring. I think people love to overreact but its true that the system at this level "isn't set up for us to fail" and we all will make great doctors some day! You have a unique set of gifts and talents that will make your future patients feel known and cared for. Your hard work now is training to be used as a tool to heal others later!
You’re not bipolar! Simply an Empath 🗣☺️
you are emotionally intelligent and you absolutely will be a great doctor!
Your videos are always the best study breaks, I swear!
Thanks, Austin for the pep talk!! We are not being set up for failure people!
Thank you Austin for that very well spoken piece, you really calmed me down about this whole step 1 change and I appreciate it.
Hi Rachel, keep working hard and you will see the results in your future.i am a doctor in Florida and your videos remember me all my years in medical school. The best for you.Has faith in God and keep working hard.God bless you always.
cesar castro thank you so much!
If someone thought you were bipolar they clearly haven't been studying their psychiatric disorders 😎 As a 4th year med student who didn't manage my time very well but was miserable and stressed the first 2 years of med school I just wanna say how impressed I am with how hard you work to manage your time and priorities. You're doing great! I did find counseling really helpful, even just a couple times a month. Hang in there, I think things are way better on the clinical side!
Absolutely you’re going to be a great doctor! We so proud of you. Bi polar (load of crap).
If you're going to be a physician you have to go beyond being a premed gunner test taker. Premeds/1st years cling to tests to their detriment, because it's what they know how to do. They spent college ignoring learning the knowledge and just mastering what will be on the test. College is history. Medical school is designed to mold you into becoming a physician, so let them do their job and trust the process. Your job is to be molded. Every day in your car say to yourself "OK SCHOOL MOLD ME!" and it will come to pass. If you want to be great, be aggressive in allowing yourself to be molded. Be the first to learn, not the last. Be the one who steps up. The patient encounter is a case in point. It went fine. It will go fine 95% of the time and 100% of the time you will learn from your success and mistakes. They won't let you make any mistakes that matter, but the knowledge you gain from failing is invaluable to your success. You have to learn what you are good at and what needs to be improved. Clinic instructors don't give a crap about "liking you" or "hating you" they care first about their patients and second about you becoming a mature physician capable of managing patients in an expert way. Be smart, be prepared, be aggressive in acquiring knowledge, work on being mature in your approach to patients, be useful. If all you do is worry about passing tests they will hate you. Be who you actually are, not some phony caricature of who you think you need to be. Dare to be average and seek to improve rather than pretending to be "best" when in fact you're clueless. They let you in, it is NOT to their advantage to kick you out. It is to their advantage to mold you into someone capable of attaining greatness since that is their mission and they are dead serious about their mission. That is their vision for you, make it your vision for yourself. I don't think there is anything wrong with you regarding your mental health. You seem perfectly normal to me. Med school is at once stressful and amazingly rewarding. Residency even more so. You have 4 years to learn everything, not one year, and everything important will be repeated 5 times or more during the course of the 4 years. Above all have a blast and don't buy into being a weenie, angsting out with the rest of the angsters. Angsting is a waste of time.
Honestly I needed this right now. I find that whenever I am studying for long periods of time, I tend to get depressed. What do you do to overcome that?
@@somyasaxena412 Study to possess the knowledge, not to just pass the test. There is inherent joy in being smart and inherent stress in pretending to be smart. When your school selected you they knew who they were getting, and they selected you anyway, so the process of "getting in" is over and the process of becoming is underway. Different processes.
Can you make a video specifically addressing mental health in medical school, the hardships, emotions, and coping skills that help you in those high stress? As someone looking forward to going to medical school (I'm concerned for myself in the high stress environment because I struggled with mental health) this is something that isn't talked about enough and I feel needs to be addressed more. Love watching your experience!
Medical School can be tough Rachel! It’s okay to feel all that you are feeling. Just don’t give up! You can do this!
I'm starting 6 yrs of med school from this year hopefully.. Rachel is maadd inspiring❤️
“I’m not bipolar. I’m human”
Sooo great. Put that on a shirt girl
shotkallah People who have bipolar disorder are also human.
_iraina for real? Cmon. I know that
Honestly I am in my 4th year of medicine now but seeing you motivates me every day there is so much love and respect for you .. You are strong and you will get through this hard time .. love you Rachel stay strong girl... and these little breakdowns are normal don't worry continue doing your best .. look after yourself and stay focused on your passion much love🤗💖💖💖
I'm in optometry school and I feel the same way. I'm so tired all the time and cry and then ill be happy. I understand you're doing great!
It’s so cute that your mom labeled your package red ant! That’s so cute! ☺️ Moms are literally the best! You got this Rachel! Thank you for the constant inspiration! I know you’re going to get through this! God bless you! 😊❤️
You are so inspiring!! I want to be a pediatric surgeon and seeing you through the highs one lows sets me up for the real thing.
I rolled up a blanket for a body and drew a smiley face into a piece of paper to practice my physical assessment... I’m so embarrassed 😂 gotta do what you gotta do
HAHAHA omg love it
I’ve honestly been stressing about the switch despite still being a premed student given the implications it has on matching into residency, but what you and Austin said made me a little less nervous about matching. 😅
I can sense how smart austin is just by how he speaks
i lifted u when u crying before 4 months , and i back to u now and u steel crying , please u make me depressed from be student in med school , be strong please not only for u it also for me 🖤.
Happy Valentine's day!!! Honestly, I don't think it's going to change much. People will just use Step2CK to screen applicants. If I have to be screened by either Step 1 or CK, rather be screened out by CK. I'm personally glad that they changed it. Remembering whether a virus is an icosahedral shouldn't determine if you can go into Ortho. I'd rather take an ortho person who does well clinically and did research.
The issue is that step 2 is taking so late in a med students career that by the time you have taking it you are already knowing what specialty you want to go into. Also Step 2 before was an opportunity for a student who scored less then ideal on their step 1 to show that they improved and now that 2nd chance is gone. Step 1 was a horrible judge on how well someone will be a doctor but they did this change without a plan to replace it, which makes this a really bad move.
@@mattf8779 I agree with you on that. I think schools will now have to change their curriculum and try to get into clinic much faster. Many schools are already 12-18 months preclinic anyway. I think eventually all schools will move that way. But you're right. CK is taken so late that you really only have 1 chance to show out. I guess away rotations become important now
This week was a tough and stressful week for a lot of people! I had 3 exams and started a new job, my friends were just as crazy! Eventually you just push through :) always look forward to your videos!
Step 1 was mostly basic science, Step 2 was mostly clinical. Schools and training programs will always find ways to distill you down to some number or grade no matter what. Just be happy that soon it will be Step 2, which by far covers much more important material.
I too am emotionally extreme 🙃 I schedule regular cry seshes to get thru the week of studying and endless deadlines. It works!
Rachel, you are always very kind. Keep up consistency. It will keep building your credibility and medical intuition. That’s what matters. You are a champ.
😬 I spoke to an adcom I know who is on the board and he said they haven’t ironed out the details entirely but there is a chance that even if you took the test prior to Jan 2022 you will have a numerical score but it will be reported to programs as pass/fail if you apply after Jan 2022
I enjoy your videos so much
I used to cry a lot while I am in Meds college (It's a college in our country :p) ..and I still cry and got depressed a lot as I am preparing for AMC part 2 which is nothing compare to USMLE.. You are doing great. You are such hard worker ..
rachels vlog and a hot coffee = the perfect morning
I love your videos Rachel. Your emotions are very normal and I am of the opinion that being in touch with your emotions will enable you to make a great doctor! I loved your little insert of piano playing. Beautiful music. What level do you play?
You are the best, you make me go every day to the hospital with a smile in my face... Grettings from Cuba!
She practiced on Pooh SO FREAKING CUTE!!!!!
I wanted to hear more of your beautiful piano playing! 💗
Honestly you are just the best, most down to earth person that anyone can relate you! And let me just say I CAN RELATE 💓. Just keeping going ✨
As a nursing student deep in clinicals I do think you will make a great DR. you're going to be one of the good ones.
I’m taking a 5-6 week gen chem 2 course right now, so I understand what it’s like to have emotional breakdowns. I know so many people that have bad, over emotional days. You’re not bipolar. Definitely human.
literally Austin is so cute!! y’all are rocking it in med school!
Step 1 was never created to be used as such a high-stakes consequential tool for residency, but of course it became one. I happy for future med students who will benefit from this change. I do hope that the other metrics that will become more salient will not reinforce many biases present in med school eval tools already though!
You are so inspiring and motivating we all believe in you so much never give up!!
Really I believe being emotionally intelligent is a great trait it means you care. I’m nowhere near med school yet. Haven’t taken any of my science pre-med classes chem,phys, bio. And decided to take human physiology to see if I can handle the sciences just for fun this semester . I’m two weeks in and I’m feeling so many emotions wish I took an intro to chem before this class got a 5 out 10 on first quiz first f I got in college but am pushing through because I know I can come back from that and also this is a great learning experience but also great knowledge to have for my goal!
Loved to hear you and your friends perspective on step 1, thank you!
Hang in there it only gets better, my daughter is in her 4th year. Wish you the best of luck
Loved hearing from Austin on the USMLE
Wow loving the part about step 1 explaining/ thoughts!! 😍
You are so inspiring, Rachel. Keep working hard! I watch every single vlog but I am usually quiet in the comments. Just wanted to tell you that you are awesome and amazing! Keep it up you, red ant, you! #love, a struggling nursing student
Gosh never waited for a channel this eagerly🙈
whenever I watch your video I feel so positive and motivated
Hey Rachel! I'm interested in how grades are calculated in your classes and what the differences are between the classes you are taking. I know you don't share your personal scores on tests, etc, so please don't think I'm trying to pry into your own scores. Curious as to if you have papers/homework or if you only have exams. Thanks!!
I love the heart that said inhale confidence exhale doubt❤️
You’re perfect!❤️ i feel the same too but iam trying to survive , stay strong , we’re here for u
Omg you should have Austin in other videos, both of you are so intelligent, it was nice listening to everything he had to say ☺️ love your videos 💗💗
So... will the USMLE Step 2 be more like Step 1?
Keep up with the good work that you.So very proud of you getting this far.Sending you hugs and kisses from Arizona.
I’m in pharmacy school and I had two mental health off days lol didn’t go to lecture but I’m catching up it’s not about failing it’s about resilience we have to keep going !
you inspire me so much! I love your videos and feel like I know you
I'm in class and can't watch but I had to jump into the comments and spread love
i love you so much. i always feel inspired and motivated to try and do new things every day just by watching your videos. You really put your heart into your videos and studies and it really shows in your every word. Love from Texas
(also a new subscriber😜❤)
Would you consider doing a live Q&A?
The biggest thing with pass/fail step1 is that it puts wayyy more emphasis on clerkship and letters of recommendation. Welcome to being a self-salesman!
Practicing with Pooh Bear is soo cute 😍😍😭😭💔
awww wow i used to LOVE playing piano & i am so sad i stopped 💔 but i loved that quick clip of u playing 🥺❤️
Luv ya girl, stay strong!💖😘