John's R. / Homestuck Animatic
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- Опубликовано: 7 ноя 2019
- Because canon sucks anyway.
I made an animatic for this before with the theme being Dear Evan Hansen, and now I decided to revisit it with my current hyperfixation, which happened to be Homestuck lol. John is a very dear character to me. I kin him, along with Karkat(though I'm more Karkat than John), and his story really stuck to me. I know a lot of people don't like the epilogues, but it was by reading through the epilogues that I realized, hey, John and I are more similar than I thought.
I have dad issues that I won't talk about in the description of a RUclips video. I tend to project that onto John a lot, since he did lose his Dad somewhere in the story. And then the thing abiut his depression which was showcased in the epilogues- I don't know, it just hit me. It hit me harder than when I found out I kinned that asshole Karkat.
But yeah, I'll stop rambling now. Long story short, John is precious to me. Just wanted to share that.
Music: My R - rachie
Homestuck: Andrew Hussie
Art/Video: Me 
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The fact that Dave is wearing the shades Bro originally gave him, instead of the ones John gave him ajdibzhaid
it baby Dave
its likely its before he ever met john :o
@@vinny_rivera dude hes very obviously jumping thru the timeline. dave is obviously very young there its literally the glasses bro gave him read the pinned comment
@@vinny_rivera Dirk and Bro are kinda the same person just diffrent timelines and diffrent outcomes
More ouch
does anyone notice how when he teleports away it seems to go back in time? Jade was godtier. Rose was in the outfit she had on before scratch. Dave was wearing a pair of Bro's glasses. Just thought I would mention that.
ANYWAY I LOVE THIS SM EVEN THOUGH IM SOBBING
yeah its cause of johns retcon powers. He relives the timeline until everything fits right for Lord English's' demise. Its literal hell
We have the same profile picture lmao
@@theartistswings9810 y e a h my heart it hurts
,
"Everyone ignores me, everyone steals." I think it goes well with Rose; Among the Beta Kids, she seems to be the least liked by people. Of course she has popularity like the others, but her fame itself is reasonably less positive: She is intellectual and treats certain situations with sarcasm, some people think she has a grand ego and feels superior just because 'she reads a lot' ; She has a strong personality, it's easier to deal with John, Dave and Jade than with Rose. People see her talking and roll their eyes, ignore the important monologues she makes, I sure hated reading Rose's parts, and... It hurts. She do have feelings!
At least, I see it like this- ^^") And genuinely, thanks for the likes, it means a lot!!
Lmao Foses monologues are SHORT compared to the stuff Dave and Karkat get up to
I actually have a friend irl A LOT like Rose - sarcasm and knitting and all. I’m happy I have that friend, because knowing them made it easy to know and understand Rose - I understand your view completely!!
on my first reading rose was honestly my all time favorite beta kid, while the others only grew on me near the end. it's sad to see people dont like her as much as the others
my favourite character is rose because im very much like her 💀
the RAW DESPERATION you managed to convey in John when he really couldn’t save his friends was GODLY and I am CRYING but that is okay thank you for this food OP
Bruh how did I find you in the comment section of a youtube clip, this event is rare
Isketch Iguess woaah hey man!!
Mushie:does another my r video
*Me with tissues* : aw shit here we go again
Oh god. I kinda loved how John couldn't make people go away. As much as John's a great friend and a great leader, he doesn't do very well with emotions since he bottles it all up. This was really good! Thank you, I cried
I never really understood that John played any sort of leader role, so I'm a bit confused, as much as John was one of the most important players of suburb I always saw Rose as the leader of the beta kids session, or is that a reference to the epilogs? (I'm not saying that you are wrong or anithing, I think karkat said something about it but idk)
@@byto6810 he was references by the betas a lot as the leader! And john would always respond w/ "im not your leader im your friend" so they dubbed him friendleader :)
@@jramos833 oh yeah I remember now thank you so much I rl need to reread homestuck
by to
He was more of a lead by example.
His steadfast willingness to move forward when everything was going to shit made the others move.
JOOOOOOOHN NOOOOOOOOO
HE COULDNT STOP THEM... HHHHHHH WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME MUSHIE
He stopped Dave remember? Little dave listened...
Dave is the only one he could stop
@@dimensionenby3733 but not forever. If you look at the shadows, dave is there again. He could only save younger dave.
@@etherremosa8943 wait what time?
1:55
ok the fact that dave is wearing bro's sunglasses and that means he's at most 12 when he's attempting suicide is really hitting me really fucking hard
... am I really gonna cave in and finally read ALL of homestuck because of my favorite animator? Yes, yes I am
How far have you gotten :)?
@@__-wc5zn omg our trolltags have the same acronyms, my username is usuallu acidicTyrant
@@k1ngkatt446 Cool :o
It so awesome, just keep reading
Me too. But i got on chapter 921 and i accidentally clicked restarted :(
me thinking john would make everyone not suicidal: :)
the video : >:)
Cabbage Hoarder The video: “I’m about to end this mans whole career”
Me: Bad day, bad people, bad everything
Me: see this
Me: cry
I offer virtual cookies and hugs to you
Hey bud it will get better. If you need to talk I'm sure people will listen and if not i will.
@@anerrantecho i just have really toxic people around me right now but it's okey. I just need to wait a little bit
I’m not in this fandom but every animatic hits me like a rock slide
Reyzle Luna Gauang read HS is amazing
Toño F.C. I’ll check it out
Yes. Read it.
Its a good comic
for me it's an acid pool
[S]John:Jump
-fanfic writers you know what to do-
you... little.... shit....
IntrovertedIntrovert As John hopelessly jumps down patiently waiting for his doom a sudden blinding flash light appears behind him. The gust of wind consumes the young heir entirely. Without notice the pair of frail, and scrawny black arms around his shoulders.
*inhale*
Looking down upon the concrete meters below him, faded and cracked, crevices from weathering compensated with small weeds and dandelions filling them up. John took a deep breath. There was no going back now, he'd had the opportunity to save Jade and Rose, but failed to change the fates of the former, now deceased. *Pathetic,* he thought. He had two chances- what gave him the right to live? He was the one who drove them over, probably. He was too selfish, too ignorant. Ignnoring the metal barring, he hopped over, now only a thin line of concrete keeping him from meeting his demise. Putting his foot outwards, he held his breath, and released his grip from the railing.
*E X H A L E*
*sits upon throne made up of fanfiction*
707yorkie Le Then you have me a complete noob at fan fiction.
At least half of the comments: omg I’m not a part of this fandom but I love this!!
Me, who has followed homestuck since 2014: *drags a cigarette* god I wish that were me
You poor soul-
ah finally, someone who’s one of us
To my friend who's part of the fandom since 2010, _why the flying fuck did you drag me into this webcomic created by Satan._
finally another actual homestuck
@@ileanabriannemari if Satan is canonically Andrew Hussie, I’ll be glad to go to Hell.
* dave appears *
me, crying: no cmon this is just rude now omg you really did that omfg dude bro whY-
I literally felt nothing throughout the whole video until Dave appeared and it hit me like a brick wall...
@@KK-fr5jd god i know-
I literally screamed “WAIT THATS NOT HOW THE FORMULA GOES” I’m not complaining this is amazing but it totally caught me off guard
i love how John at the end is just like "whattHEFUCK"
Nobody:
Racoonhussie: *topples over everyones carefully hidden homestuck trash*
Everyone in 2019 and 20: O H N O I T S B A C K
they were 13 i- ARGHHH. the fact that john and karkat had to grow up, just to watch all of their friends die, is so surreal and heartbreaking. john especially feels like it's his fault for starting literally all of this- it was his birthday, his game, his friends. in reality, sburb is a ticking timebomb (quite literally) centered around ending the universe. it wasn't these kids fault, and they didn't start it either- but they don't KNOW that. the only ones that do are prince and time players (minus dave) so dirk's anime supervillian arc is even harder to watch because dirk KNOWS everything he does doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of the scratch. the kids have no idea that nothing they do will change things, so they try their damnedest to make their session successful. what really sticks out to me is dave's part, where john is BREAKING because he now has god tiered and knows how broken dave feels. dave in the midst of being abused by his brother, something he can't control and john, in a metaphorical sense, feels like he's being abused by the session. this entire animatic is horrifying to think about, because in john's mind, he knows saving his friends doesn't matter. they're all going to die, and get hurt and be traumatized- but even so, he knows about rosemary and davekat. he knows that jade will eventually grow to love herself and accept who she is, and he just wants everyone to live for that.
SORRY FOR THE MINI THEORY RANT HAHA! this is a fantastic animatic and really showcases how amazing these characters can be to analyze! thanks for being a god mushie
Don't forget that John being Godtier *also* means, that he already died once. It always seemed one of the most fucked up things in this story to me, that these literal children had to walk more or less knowingly into their own death to be reborn as Godtier. That isn't healthy in the least.
And also it means that he is urging his friends here not to die, fully knowing, that very soon he'll probably have to lead them to their death, even though it's only so that they'll achieve Godtier. Saving them only so that they can die again.
And last, but not least - he has the Retcon-Powers. Which means, that he made a trip into one of the spirit bubbles.And that he'll probably know that every single one of them who dies, every single one he couldn't save, in any timeline, won't even get their rest, won't be reborn, and just aimlessly wander around as a spirit. It's really unpleasant for poor John.
STOP YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY
yap yap yap
dude from friend sim ain't having it probably saved the others when we weren't looking to
NO. In all the other animatics ive seen, the people ACTUALLY walk away, and- and NooOooO
me: *sobbing at the end*
my dumb brain: ok but is it just or heroic
OH FUCK URITE
Ah shit-
Vernon probably just because of the Homestuck epilogues 😳😳😳
WAIT UR RIGHT
It's probably neither, tbh, which means John's attempt was doomed to fail.
I _should_ be happy about that, of course, 'cause I don't _want_ John to commit self deletion, but I also can't imagine jumping from a great height and then immediately coming back to life would be a pleasant experience...
D: they're dead
and did mspaint reader just saved John? :0
Pretty sure that's MSPA Reader
It is. The way Mushie drew the MSPA reader was like in Hiveswap Friendsim I think? I don't know. But yeah.
@@PC_Moss wouldn't they be the same in pesterquest?
@@byto6810 I haven't watched or played play throughs of Pesterquest so I'm not sure.
@@PC_Moss ok, I'll see a playthrough of it and then I'll tell u :)
Been in the fandom since 2009
Seeing this..makes me wanna cry since it helped me go through a lot, and the fact how john couldnt--oh god. Homestuck wrecked me, damn it hussie
@Dick Rider Shit i was 7 during 2009 too tho
I was 3
@@furiousmagician5912 literally same
@@furiousmagician5912 same bruh
OH MY GOD HOW DID IT TAKE ME THIS LONG TO REALIZE THAT HE WAS CONSTANTLY TRYING TO CONVINCE HIMSELF NOT TO DO IT THROUGH OUT THE SONG
*My Boi, Reader coming in for the Save!!! That's what I'm talking about, no way they'd let John go through with it!!! Especially if potential friendship is in the equation. Just goes to show how much of a kind soul they are.*
But jeez, this animatic really does hit hard!!! This does as well as a job explaining John's character as well as your "I'm still here" animatic for Karkat, did with his. Which would be very well!! This shows *exactly* what Egbert must've felt like, when trying to help out his friends. Whether it be during the comic, or the Epilogue. John always was trying to be there for his friends more than anything, but as you clearly show Mushie..he can't. And that's something that he always struggled with, both in a doomed timeline and one that he currently resided in. It's clearly taken it's toll on him. Since he's been through it all, and he's basically the only one who remembers it, as well as affected most by it. John is indeed this precious figure, since all he wanted in life was to help. And there are so many examples in which it backfired, that I'm Surprised he kept it going for so long. Like jeez he's as tragic of a character as he is relatable. And your animatic did a great job of reminding us this.
Man, John really did need all the help he could get, even if he'd disagree and think otherwise. :(
This fandom is god tier and this video his representative
when he glitches at "i made them turn away" because he didn't, really: OUCH
i barely know these characters but im almost crying
You should check out homestuck, it's good
@@FuzBrain i started reading it a few weeks ago! im reading the act 4 now
@@caodepedra hell yeah keep it up, if you're that far along you're getting to that good good
Good luck
It's horrible. John is one of my favorite character, I relate to him A LOT, and I just want him to be happy :c I cried
I just love to notice that the last part of the lyrics matches up to join being breath bound... Poor dude got a very painful power when you look at it closely but it just goes along to be a requirement for success for them
No such thing as a happy ending... Only bittersweet
My emotions switched between happiness and sadness because i was like
-THE ART IS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE IT
And
-DON'T JUMP PLEASE
Anyway,Great Video !!!
No one:
Mom: What's all that screaming?
me a john kinnie: ooh this hit differently
edit: KJSDNKSJDN 1K LIKES OMG??
Me, a Dave kinnie: God I wish that was me
me also a john kinnie: oh boy
Me a dave kinnie: its suicidal idolization time
Me not knowing wat a kinne is: I'm still gonna like this
Me, a dave kinnie:😳😳
i like the "scars that grow on me everday" from dave because hussie confirmed that he was abused by bro
So no one going to question that this is back? Eh whatever I’m happy now
I DON'T KNOW THIS FANDOM AND YET THIS IS PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS, MUSHIE ST O P
AHHHHHHHHH
I also have noticed that some of these people have zodiac signs like cancer and I am now intrigued-
This is from other videos I have watched
As someone whose been in that thing you're talking about for years.... Pls. Just mentally prepare yourself if u want to go down this road
@@sophiaerinnmape1678 Oh god, I'm now terrified to enter this road...Do I do it?
@@awkward_beanievods8280 become one of us
@@sophiaerinnmape1678 become a homestuck
@@awkward_beanievods8280 give into the darkness
I've been both awaiting and dreading a homestuck animatic like this.
This is making me realize how much I care about the characters in Homestuck
I-
THE WAY YOU DRAW THS CHARACTERS ARE JUST SO AMAZING AND ABSBXJAB
I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE ENTIRE BEING
Man I knew this was going to make me cry before I clicked on it
*i thought it said say sike kids in the beginning I can’t be the only one*
fugsknfd this song again,, i remember hearing that for the first time with your deh one,, that one hit hard,, but seeing them actually jump off while john was left powerless,, man this was even harder,,
I knew this was gonna be sad but then you made j o h n by the main character- my heart-
wait what happened..? all your other videos are gone..
wow. i just. wow. as i am writing this literal teaars are streaming down my face i-- i was just reading homestuck dude i didnt expect this at all?? i can actually feel my heart breaking into pieces (in a good way ofc), this was so beautiful!!! like, as i was watching i was reminded of how much i love ur animatics,, esp the way u draw expressions and just how u draw in general (i freaking love ur art style!!!),, and also those smol animation things u do like the thing at 1:29? i just felt that man,, i'm sorry for ranting oml i just love homestuck and this song and this video and u very much-- pls keep doing what ur doing (as long as it makes u happy!!^^) i wish u the freaking best and im still crying;;;
Owo let me cry with you
He's actually really friggin cute...
I sent this to my friend who is barely even been introduced to the beta kids and she just flat out says "Yeah Rose and Jade, what are you complaining about? John's dad bakes him cake" and I really don't know how to feel about her response to this
**flashback to your DEH animatic**
1:29 *holy shi-*
I DID NOT expect that
So smoth, so beautiful
2:45 another one
1:29 Smooooth anamation mushie
I didn't realize what this was until I clicked on it and I-
Mushie-
You can't do this to me my heart is too fragile right now no-
This might be the push to get into homestuck
tHaNKs FOr tHE TeaRS
MSPA Reader: sadstuck? in *my* timeline? *less likely than you thought, john*
Paranoid Puppet Mspa: Not in my timeline! BItCh!
SOBBING CURRENTLY
I like to think that since John left every time before they fully jumped that MSPA Reader saved all of them before they fell like they with John but he just didn’t see it
MY HEART-
USUALLY IN THESE THEY WALK AWAY OR DISAPPEAR AND ONLY DAVE DID THAT AHHHH!!!
AND THE MSPA READER AT THE END THATS SUCH A GOOD REPRESENTATION OF WHAT MC-CHAN WOULD DO. god you’re such a good artist mushie!!!
I WATCHED THIS DURING MY SCIENCE CLASS AND SLMOST CRIED PLEASE I LOVE THEMDG
Just finished the main comic like yesterday, am going onwards to read the epilogues. Wish me luck.
Samirah Santos HAHA just remember canon is a lie and that is a good thing
AHAHA. *slaps you on the back* HA. YOUR FUCKED BRO.
@@scuzzbug Did- Did Hussie just post a fanfic as canon I'm-
@@prisonerofdreamsss9783I wish he fucking had an actual fanfiction would have been less horrific then what Andrew hussie shat out
This is actually kinda in character for john. And woah! Friendsim came to save the day
*hears the start of the song*
nononononooonono
No this is a bad idea- *watches all of video anyway*
Nononono- Wait what?
As soon as I read the title I immediately understood and started crying
I like how in some scenes the art style shift from them looking like kids to them looking older... kinda reminds us that theyre still kids yknow
I really hope they come back, if not, totally fine, I just really enjoy ur stuff :) hope ur doing well
Oh look. My emotions are wrecked.
This would've been a INFINITELY better way for the retcon to happen, if John was aware of everybody dying, if he knew what was going on but kept getting teleported away before he could help, the retcon would've been WAAAAAAAAAY cooler. Having him racing against all odds to save himself and his friends would've been great
I knew i was gonna cry. Did I listen or wait after school? Nope. I fckn loved this
god uve matured so much as an artist and it really really shows june TvT
like??? the angles are more precise and the emotions are not just impactful and full of emotion but communicative of a certain intent : u
and also,, every reveal of which kid was going to jump next really hit me and i love how it happens at an almost abrupt pace,, just like how it can feel when u find out a friend is contemplating this,, it really puts u into the shoes of john, someone’s who’s also struggling but trying to stop his friends from making the same decisions he wants to : c
and also like,, i love how u represented each of the kids and their varying issues and how they were affected by them,, jades loneliness, roses insecurity and longing and daves emptiness and despair, just wishing for a better home life : (
and aaa how jade and rose sort of kind of ‘jumped’ and how john teleported away (the animATION 👌),, it really shows that no matter how seemingly unproblematic ur life and issues may be, anyone can be driven to suicide and not everyone can be stopped : <
it honestly brought me to tears Dx!!!!!
and also?? i love the animations at the bridge and all the other times, they’re so sparse but they make this extra FEELING that just adds to ur already wrecked emotional state and it’s just so GOOd but also : ‘ )
and love how u showed the desperation of johns running animation ((with SO much emotion even when it was LITERALLY JUST A SILHOUETTE!!!)) as he tried to help others while dealing with problems of his own, it really helps connect that close up of his face ;;;
and also when john finally breaks down,, its honestly heartbreaking and the pause bits are so much more significant because it’s like when johns heart stopped for a second when he was yelling at dave not to do it : c
it really breaks my heart because both of them are so VULNERABLE and i am in TEARS, daves mask of neutrality under bros shades and johns anger melting away into a sincere wish to make all of his friends’s problems go away just sends me Dx!!!!!!
and it makes us all even more tense about whether john is going to jump,, and u timed the execution so well with mspa reader saving him, u almost think he’s going to succeed but then reader comes and saves the day and honestly that’s?? so great we love that ;w;
june u are an utter blessing to this fandom thank u for the tears and the amazing art qwq
This video broke into my house and started slapping the hell out of me
Johns my favorite character wHYYY
THIS HITS LIKE A *TRUCK* AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW THESE CHARACTERS HOLY H E CK
This becomes rather upsetting with the reveal that God tiers who commit suicide will clock as just due to self hatred.
That's it, keep on reeling hopeless fools into the fandom.
Fresh meat for homestuck.
(No that was NOT an intended pun or reference )
You have blessed my eyes. You got me into Homestuck with this video my dude.
That's no blessing, that's a curse
@@ceebbees12345 Homestuck is a blessing and a curse.
Thank you Karkat for this wonderful animation
anything that involves john, makes me cry. I also relate to him with his dad issues :( and it huRTS.
stop stop stop stop
John's my favorite character I'm crying
Why Mushie??? Why hurt me like this???
I have no idea what the actual plot of homestuck is but I'm crying cuz the expression is just qwq👌
cant believe its taken me over a year to realize the My R. at the start is in the (for the most part) hand writing of each kid alternating like AHHH that's such a neat detail>???
you didnt *have* to make this animatic, mushie. you didnt have to fCUKCING RIP MY HEART OUT FJFJJDKDKSKANSBDNFNJD
I do hope u put ur old vids back up they always cheer me up when I’m sad ❤️
I just started reading homestuck, mostly cuz of your videos. All your homestuck stuff seems really interesting and I wanna know more about the characters. ^^
how is it?
@@pppenguig2627 Really good!
This hits me in the feels cause I've read homestuck and I'm in this fandom and so I understand what's going on
The END??? HHHH Hurts my heart. This fandom animatics knows how to make people cry
I really love it. brining me back to 2016s, when everything about me was HS
The homestuck fandom is really trying to drama me in 😭 it follows me everywhere and then you guys make this amazing art? I’m not sure how much longer I can stay away from this comic.
have you joined the cult yet
karkat yes. I have. I know kin half the characters in the comic and would gladly lay down my life for Karkat.
@@ChronicallyRabid welcome to the club
I keep coming back to watch this. Everytime i see it i always cry. I haven't read homestuck in forever,but this really speaks to me. Great job
June R. youve done it again, your animatics are always so good, the way you make stills still look like its moving either way. The way you draw is amazing and your style is absolutely stunning
also Johnnnn my babye :'( i love you,,,,,
Sees the end: WE SAVE HIM!
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HOMESTUCK IS BUT I'M LITERALLY IN TEARS YOUR ART IS BEAUTIFUL
I remember watching this before I got into homestuck and not understanding it at all, but now we're here
MUSHIE DON'T MAKE ME CRY LIKE THIS IM-
It took me 10 minutes to realize that this animatic is recent. Now with mind blown, the only thought that persists is "Wait, so I wasn't the only one that got into Homestuck like a decade later?"
Apparently people are still finding it!?? We aren't dead just yet!!
I found it like when I was 10 (I'm 15 now) so there was still a fair amount of content
But recently its exploded and I can't keep up lmao
This actually made me cry, Mushie you're so good
WIG???? if this were made in the prime era of hs media it would ABSOLUTELY be up there with how far we've come & blue lips & everything
This is too beautiful. The turn of events is unexpected, the animated moments strengthen feelings, the style of drawing is fantastic. Thank you for creating this and combining one of my favourite songs with my favourite fandom. The feels ;w;
aAA mushie you absolute god-
I really wanna read Homestuck but mAN THATS LOnG
I don’t know if you’ve read it yet But I’m kind a new to a Homestuck and read it all last month for me it took three days (four days or so maybe) even though it’s a lot of pages it’s still very enjoyable, so if you decide to go through with it, I believe in you!
homestuck animatic?!?!? with my r?!?!?
this is pain.
THE PLOT TWIST also u captured how i imagine john moves very well :,)