Im not crying. You are. I heard the story when i was a couple years younger snd it broke my heart and now that i finally listen to it. At work. In the middle of the night. Im balling my eyes out.
we had something to do in health class regarding hella bad coping mechanisms like drinking, drugs, smoking, and the person’s name was isabelle so i just wrote this song down to the side :)
Sorry about it, i cant help it im an anarchist in love. And i forgot to call you, i cant break you down while i think about honey and the sweet New York sounds~
How I interpret this song; Grey numbness of drug use, Everything looks alike, numbness, not being aware of surroundings. She's heavy into her use, can't sleep because the sunlight hurts. She won't be here in a year because its killing her. Her butane mouth, she's blaming him. Chlorine and wine, somewhat similar to "Cocoa Butter Kisses" we're just kids numbing ourselves into memory loss, until we become unstable. We forget how to act right. We can't think straight. We can't even see, hear or feel correctly because it how heavily we're getting high. I probably shouldn't be posting this on such a personal account..but nowadays everyone gets so butt hurt because they take everything personal, they weren't taught how not to. We as a population seem to care so much about our own feelings but no one else's. I'm a recovery drug addict, I used cocaine, weed and meth heavily. I mixed all 3 and even when using separately I'd go so overboard until I couldnt breathe and would physically black out and drop. I usually puked before I blacked out if I didn't as I dropped. It was mostly blood and stomach acid. I'd wake up and my lungs would hurt more. I'd do it all over again. I'd smoke weed until I felt my lungs compress so much I would pass out. cocaine I did it until I'd hit my face into a counter so hard I'd wake up and be covered in blood. I used meth so heavily I forgot how to eat, sleep, and I'd sit in one spot for over 2days. I'm allergic to heroin because of my mother, thank god for that. I was around people who usually shot it into their arms, I was around one who smoked and I felt my whole body swell. I walked away and had to stick something down my throat so I could breathe. I've witnessed plenty of people overdose. At the point of their overdose it was already too late to call and I just held them. The shock therapy the 450volts experiment, can be applied but put it into drug terms. You can get so high your brain turns into the 300volts damage. You're already so close to death. Its also called permanently fried. Perma fried. It happens over time, as any. Perma fried can be where you dont know how act, you think you're fine, your tone is overly aggressive when things aren't going your way, you lash out sometimes in violence. Depending on self control. the sunlight, the UV rays hurt when you're on meth, or speed balls. You can't sleep if there's any light, usually you don't sleep, you say you will but you don't end up actually sleeping. Cognitive behavioral therapy, that I've done by myself has helped me to quit, helped me to recover, and gain more self control. ive been clean and am very proud. I can finally feel a breeze on my skin, the different temperatures in tye wind, the sunshine warmth, i can see different shades of color and hear so much more. Thank you for coming to my "ted talk" Please if I offend you, please by all means lash out and go to your "safe space" For the world is cruel and sees no beauty only horror. If only death could teach that without harming. I stood next to him and even he turned me away, so here I stay to try and show that change isnt bad, that to apply things to a generalization is far greater than taking it personal and feeling hurt. Why feel hurt when its not the intent to hurt? ~recovering addict, Lindi, Shaydon, 2019~
You have to break it down to be able to do it..your temperature varies on the high and the more your heartrate speeds up the higher you get. I didnt talk to people for weeks because I forgot my phone existed when I'd be busy getting doped up. Getting paranoid and hearing things the whole time until you relaxed yourself. Fighting yourself on what's real and what's not while sped up.
This song sounds like disjointed thoughts that make sense to the writer, but not to anyone else. References to specific feelings and memories that only that only the author knows.
My name is Isabelle and this is my favorite song and I don't know who sang this but it is really good and it probably will get a bunch of likes and I like the beet to this song I really like it I will give it a ten out of ten like if you love or like this song😁😁😁😄😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
She paints in grey She closes her eyes Till fireworks and palm trees almost look alike She looks up to me and whispers "I won't be here in a year" So I take the long road to think and wonder why I can't sleep with all this sunlight If there's still evidence of us Why can't that be enough? I don't mean to drag you down You taste just like you always do Isabelle hides so I can find my way I'd give anything just to surround your dreams, oh The envy of the dead The sound of scissors and sleep I can't believe you dreamed and pulled all of your clothes off You're not supposed to drink with what's inside your purse And not expect me to not to call you out I'm guiding your chin to my lips Using only my fingertips All we have are parking lots and nowhere to go, if you love me Then show me more Isabelle watches me from far away I'd give anything just to surround your dreams I know you like when the temperature rises to a boiling heat The chlorine and wine found, he sees through her nightgown And everything fades away The stars awake But we can't see them out, so why pretend? Is there a train that travels back to yours at five AM? Or are we walking? Car alarms and leaves that blow They're calling out our names But it's gone too far Your butane mouth will spit me into flames Sorry 'bout it, I can't help it I'm an anarchist in love And I forgot to call you, I can't break you down while I think about honey and the sweet New York sounds Isabelle hides so I can't find my way I'd give anything to carry on and on and on the same way The temperature rises to this boiling heat The chlorine and wine found, he sees through her nightgown As Saturday burns away, oh Back in the days, when I was young I'm not a kid anymore But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again Back in the days when I was young I'm not a kid anymore But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again
that last part of "back in the days, when i was young..." is a refernce to this song "Ahmad - Back In The Day 1994", I first heard it Anthony Green/Circa Survive sing it live - in the "great golden baby"
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This song gives me the chills because it's so good.
Same tbh
I know this song is for someone but I can't help but get really happy because my name is Isabelle
lmao i love ur username omg
So is my name
Lol, my name too :p
you pathetic meat sack lmao same
Same 🥺✌️
the meaning of this song is so sad and I can relate to the girl he wrote this about and plus my name is isabelle
Me too lol
So is mine!
Sameee
right
Same
i love the sense of urgency and real emotions in your songs they really speak to me !
This aisnt pierce the veils channel
Im not crying. You are. I heard the story when i was a couple years younger snd it broke my heart and now that i finally listen to it. At work. In the middle of the night. Im balling my eyes out.
First! I love this song 😀, and I definitely sit and wish I was a kid again 😢
Same. Fuck life tbh. It made me realise how shit the world is.
we had something to do in health class regarding hella bad coping mechanisms like drinking, drugs, smoking, and the person’s name was isabelle so i just wrote this song down to the side :)
My favorite song on the album
2:58 destroyed my speakers ;p
Sorry about it, i cant help it im an anarchist in love. And i forgot to call you, i cant break you down while i think about honey and the sweet New York sounds~
How I interpret this song;
Grey numbness of drug use,
Everything looks alike, numbness, not being aware of surroundings. She's heavy into her use, can't sleep because the sunlight hurts. She won't be here in a year because its killing her. Her butane mouth, she's blaming him. Chlorine and wine, somewhat similar to "Cocoa Butter Kisses" we're just kids numbing ourselves into memory loss, until we become unstable. We forget how to act right. We can't think straight. We can't even see, hear or feel correctly because it how heavily we're getting high.
I probably shouldn't be posting this on such a personal account..but nowadays everyone gets so butt hurt because they take everything personal, they weren't taught how not to. We as a population seem to care so much about our own feelings but no one else's.
I'm a recovery drug addict, I used cocaine, weed and meth heavily. I mixed all 3 and even when using separately I'd go so overboard until I couldnt breathe and would physically black out and drop. I usually puked before I blacked out if I didn't as I dropped. It was mostly blood and stomach acid. I'd wake up and my lungs would hurt more. I'd do it all over again. I'd smoke weed until I felt my lungs compress so much I would pass out. cocaine I did it until I'd hit my face into a counter so hard I'd wake up and be covered in blood. I used meth so heavily I forgot how to eat, sleep, and I'd sit in one spot for over 2days. I'm allergic to heroin because of my mother, thank god for that. I was around people who usually shot it into their arms, I was around one who smoked and I felt my whole body swell. I walked away and had to stick something down my throat so I could breathe. I've witnessed plenty of people overdose. At the point of their overdose it was already too late to call and I just held them.
The shock therapy the 450volts experiment, can be applied but put it into drug terms. You can get so high your brain turns into the 300volts damage. You're already so close to death. Its also called permanently fried. Perma fried. It happens over time, as any. Perma fried can be where you dont know how act, you think you're fine, your tone is overly aggressive when things aren't going your way, you lash out sometimes in violence. Depending on self control.
the sunlight, the UV rays hurt when you're on meth, or speed balls. You can't sleep if there's any light, usually you don't sleep, you say you will but you don't end up actually sleeping.
Cognitive behavioral therapy, that I've done by myself has helped me to quit, helped me to recover, and gain more self control. ive been clean and am very proud. I can finally feel a breeze on my skin, the different temperatures in tye wind, the sunshine warmth, i can see different shades of color and hear so much more.
Thank you for coming to my "ted talk"
Please if I offend you, please by all means lash out and go to your "safe space"
For the world is cruel and sees no beauty only horror. If only death could teach that without harming. I stood next to him and even he turned me away, so here I stay to try and show that change isnt bad, that to apply things to a generalization is far greater than taking it personal and feeling hurt. Why feel hurt when its not the intent to hurt?
~recovering addict, Lindi, Shaydon, 2019~
Or does he feel like she's accomplishing more whilst he faulters?
You have to break it down to be able to do it..your temperature varies on the high and the more your heartrate speeds up the higher you get.
I didnt talk to people for weeks because I forgot my phone existed when I'd be busy getting doped up. Getting paranoid and hearing things the whole time until you relaxed yourself. Fighting yourself on what's real and what's not while sped up.
U made it maybe we can too
Glad your still with us love
thank you for sharing your story. Hopefully you’re okay even after many years of commenting this. ❤
This is the best lyric video for this song hands down
This song sounds like disjointed thoughts that make sense to the writer, but not to anyone else. References to specific feelings and memories that only that only the author knows.
I know someone must have said this before; but that city (I'm thinking it's somewhere in Europe?) looks so lovely!
I wanna go there when I find it But that's high hopes😝
It looks like a pretty typical village in England. Maybe Bowness? Idk
Fav song
This song is so beautiful
i wanna meet someone named isabelle/isabella and dedicate this to them x
I think we could be good friends
Love this song 🖤
_id give anything just to surround her dreams._
Such a beautiful song
i love this song so much
I love this song so much, it’s so fucking beautiful! I can relate to the lyrics and my name is Isabelle- Izzy🥀
My name is Isabelle and this is my favorite song and I don't know who sang this but it is really good and it probably will get a bunch of likes and I like the beet to this song I really like it I will give it a ten out of ten like if you love or like this song😁😁😁😄😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
Vic fuentes
It's in the tittle just look up pierce the veil
Half the views on this are just me at this point
Vic has such a beautiful voice 🥰😍
The glory in wine found love that part
This song expresses how I feel
She paints in grey
She closes her eyes
Till fireworks and palm trees almost look alike
She looks up to me and whispers
"I won't be here in a year"
So I take the long road to think and wonder why
I can't sleep with all this sunlight
If there's still evidence of us
Why can't that be enough?
I don't mean to drag you down
You taste just like you always do
Isabelle hides so I can find my way
I'd give anything just to surround your dreams, oh
The envy of the dead
The sound of scissors and sleep
I can't believe you dreamed and pulled all of your clothes off
You're not supposed to drink with what's inside your purse
And not expect me to not to call you out
I'm guiding your chin to my lips
Using only my fingertips
All we have are parking lots and nowhere to go, if you love me
Then show me more
Isabelle watches me from far away
I'd give anything just to surround your dreams
I know you like when the temperature rises to a boiling heat
The chlorine and wine found, he sees through her nightgown
And everything fades away
The stars awake
But we can't see them out, so why pretend?
Is there a train that travels back to yours at five AM?
Or are we walking?
Car alarms and leaves that blow
They're calling out our names
But it's gone too far
Your butane mouth will spit me into flames
Sorry 'bout it, I can't help it I'm an anarchist in love
And I forgot to call you, I can't break you down while
I think about honey and the sweet New York sounds
Isabelle hides so I can't find my way
I'd give anything to carry on and on and on the same way
The temperature rises to this boiling heat
The chlorine and wine found, he sees through her nightgown
As Saturday burns away, oh
Back in the days, when I was young
I'm not a kid anymore
But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again
Back in the days when I was young
I'm not a kid anymore
But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again
that last part of "back in the days, when i was young..." is a refernce to this song "Ahmad - Back In The Day 1994", I first heard it Anthony Green/Circa Survive sing it live - in the "great golden baby"
A HAHA its meee
My fav song it makes me cry so much
the last bit of the lyrics always make me tear up
Well hello:)
THEN SHOW ME MOOORE❤
My boyfriend told me to look this up because my name is Isabelle 😂 awesome
My name is isabel😊 it's spelled different but u pronounce it the same.. this describes me so much it hurts
Isabel Salcedo My name is spelt the same as yours, the song is semi-accurate for me.
Isabel Langton that's still cool, we have a song for us basically (not really, but a girl can dream)
lol nice
Ive always wanted to go to the Dominican Republic
Mart Blart oh that’s cool, it’s so pretty there
My name is Isabell this is....
Anyone else feel??
My sis is cooled isabell
ISABELLA YOUR BOYFREINDS HERE 🎶
It’s not me but my real name is Isabelle
is this song a jojo reference?
Fuck off
Fuck off
My name is Isabell 👍👍👍😀😁😘
5:54pm feb 15 2019 friday 5:55 58-59 sec
3:42 am may 7 2022 saturday
I love how ur 1st comment was 3 years ago
Vic has such a beautiful voice 🥰😍