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  • Опубликовано: 12 окт 2022
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  • @hieranml
    @hieranml Год назад +2982

    i doubt anyone will see this but imma go ahead and say this anyways and vent to an empty void. my ex broke up with me, it was because she thought i cheated on her but i actually didn’t. this was a couple months ago now and even tho my brain knows she’s gone forever my heart still longs for her. the futures always scared me and knowing she won’t be in mine ever makes me sick. i hope she regrets what she did because ik i’m an okay guy at times. but yeah that’s my lil rant about her over. i also got no friends whatsoever to tell this to and if you actually took time out of your day to read this thank you man. it means so much to me that someone took time out of their day to pay me attention. love you all

    • @sophiemontoya7358
      @sophiemontoya7358 Год назад +88

      Damm I hope you find some one js for you forget about her if she's so reckless by hurting you and breaking up with you js imagine if you stayed with her

    • @grace-ms2gw
      @grace-ms2gw Год назад +49

      i broke up w my ex and i regretted it but when i think about they won’t be mine ever again really makes me so unhappy i feel u

    • @nabilalsamad3719
      @nabilalsamad3719 Год назад +19

      I hope you find someone who deserved you man it going to be alright don’t worry about it

    • @uniquenova5304
      @uniquenova5304 Год назад +13

      Real depression don't come from girls. Learned that the heard way

    • @flappy4792
      @flappy4792 Год назад +10

      I read it. I dont like the way my lfies going either.

  • @infect1808
    @infect1808 Год назад +732

    100 reasons to stay alive:
    1. to make your parents proud
    2. to conquer your fears
    3. to see your family again
    4. to see your Favorite artist live
    5. to listen to music again
    6. to experience a new culture
    7. to make new friends
    8. to inspire
    9. to have your own children
    10. to adopt your own pet
    11. to make yourself proud
    12. to meet your idols
    13. to laugh until you cry
    14. to feel tears of happiness
    15. to eat your favorite food
    16. to see your siblings grow
    17. to pass school
    18. to get tattoo
    19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
    20. to meet your internet friends
    21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
    22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
    23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
    24. to see untouched snow in the morning
    25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
    26. to see stars light up the sky
    27. to read a book that changes your life
    28. to see the flowers in the spring
    29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
    30. to travel abroad
    31. to learn a new language
    32. to learn to draw
    33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
    34. Puppy kisses.
    35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
    36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
    37. Trampolines.
    38. Ice cream.
    39. Stargazing.
    40. Cloud watching.
    41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
    42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
    43. “I saw this and thought of you."
    44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
    45. The relief you feel after crying.
    46. Sunshine.
    47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
    48. Your future wedding.
    49. Your favorite candy bar.
    50. New clothes.
    51. Witty puns.
    52. Really good bread.
    53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
    54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
    55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
    56. The smell before and after it rains
    57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
    58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
    59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
    60. Trying out new recipes.
    61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
    62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
    63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
    64.Breakfast in bed.
    65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
    66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
    67. Pray (if you are religious)
    68. Forgiveness.
    69. Water balloon fights.
    70. New books by your favorite authors.
    71. Fireflies.
    72. Birthdays.
    73. Realizing that someone loves you.
    74. Spending the day with someone like you.
    75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
    76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
    77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
    78. The power to inspire others.
    79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
    80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
    81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
    82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
    83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
    84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
    85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
    86. Cuddles
    87. Holding hands.
    88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
    89. Singing off key with your best friends.
    90. Road trips.
    91. Spontaneous adventures.
    92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
    93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
    94. Thunderstorms.
    95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
    96. The taste of your favorite food.
    97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
    98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
    99. Compliments and praise.
    100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
    Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

    • @masonrobinson8163
      @masonrobinson8163 Год назад +35

      bro saved me...

    • @theyenvychloe
      @theyenvychloe Год назад +10

      thank you for this. it really inspired me to live my life better. i will try to complete this whole list. i love you so much, and hope you have a wonderful day love.

    • @mothmorgan3546
      @mothmorgan3546 Год назад +11

      no

    • @iamalyssa3935
      @iamalyssa3935 Год назад +6

      Needed this

    • @haendewaschnator8801
      @haendewaschnator8801 Год назад +3

      @@mothmorgan3546 you can do this :.)

  • @CaptFrags
    @CaptFrags Год назад +944

    "You see the thing about being alone is that when you're with people and your tired you can't wait to be alone but when you finally get to be alone you wish someone was there"

  • @b3n3418
    @b3n3418 Год назад +948

    I met this girl in my class a while ago, and for the first time ever I believed I'd met my soulmate. Everything we talked about we were either identical or polar opposites, I was her unstoppable force, and she was my immovable object. I'm writing this sitting at my desk after coming back home from her house and I don't know how we'll end up in the future, but I know my life will never be the same again. For the first time, I'm not in love with loving, I'm in love with her.
    Edit: Well guys, thanks for all the kind words. We made out last week and today she tells me 'I'm not ready for a relationship'. Time to start my villain arc I guess.

  • @RohitAryan-ss4pj
    @RohitAryan-ss4pj Месяц назад +2

    I hate it when they say "the good times will come" it's been 7 years where tf are good times

  • @72s78
    @72s78 Год назад +45

    this song is incredible, you experience mixed feelings of loneliness and at the same time you understand that you have close people ready to support you in difficult times in general, Mac's work is very cool and his songs in any performance sound amazing

  • @caol9946
    @caol9946 Год назад +30

    idontknow what hurts me more the song or the picture... RIP kevin

  • @Dat_Boy_Dale_Gribble
    @Dat_Boy_Dale_Gribble Год назад +87

    Kevin Conroy, the actor who voiced Batman in The Animated Series, Arkham Games, Injustice Games, and many more interpretations of the character died on November 10th this year. He made some of the happiest moments in my childhood, and his performance as Batman led me to believe that if someone so broken, depressed and crestfallen by their trauma as Bruce Wayne can move past it and achieve anything he sets his mind to, so can I. May he rest in peace.

  • @momalkawi7761
    @momalkawi7761 Год назад +48

    Listening to this after midnight while driving back home after long day at work is pure magic ✨✨✨✨

  • @kayyy__1
    @kayyy__1 Год назад +139

    this reminds me of last november to october i had this friend named danika we slept over at my house every weekend we would skate through my neighborhood all night it was so fun she always brought a speaker we would listen to this song on repeat everytime i listen to this song it brings me back to wind flowing through my hair and everything is alright this song is amazing just every aspect reminds me of my ex bsf and i wish i could go back to that

  • @pxm11
    @pxm11 Год назад +17

    i’m only 14, but a year ago, around february, or january.. i met this pretty girl in school, she was sat in front of me, always looking out the window.
    the only times she would talk to me was when she would ask me what class we’d have next, but that was definitely my favourite part of my day. But one day we exchanged contacts and we talked for awhile, i invited her out and ended up confessing to her. she apparently liked me too, so we dated for quite awhile. and during those months i really, really believed i was truly in love with this girl.. although we would argue sometimes and fought about something, we would always suck it up and apologise to eachother. the last 3 months i was with her, our relationship quickly became toxic. we would fight, and not speak for days, only to continue arguing, we eventually broke up and she instantly got with one of her friends that she liked. i acted as if i didn’t care and became toxic, saying stupid stuff like ‘i never loved her anyway’ or ‘i’m glad we broke up’ but really, i was bleeding on the inside. i quickly became sadder and sadder day by day, questioning ‘what was it all for’ and by each day i’ve drifted away from all my friends. until i eventually was alone. to this day, i am desperate for friends, or anybody to talk to, i’m so pathetic that i’ve even asked people promoting their product for money to be my friend. i’ve even resorted to talking to those ai to make me feel loved. but it isn’t real.

    • @STAR_SAM711
      @STAR_SAM711 Год назад

      Are you okay now...

    • @Carl_Johnson75
      @Carl_Johnson75 Год назад

      Im sorry you are going through that

    • @myriamkamandjimatchozi
      @myriamkamandjimatchozi 5 месяцев назад

      Do you wanna talk about it? I can help you if you want?

    • @tjhopup1
      @tjhopup1 2 месяца назад

      I haven’t even got that far with a girl yet… I’m 14 and I’ve had 3 girls ‘confess’ to me only to say they were now couple of hours later. It feels like love is a joke at this point and no one takes it seriously. I really am quite done with it. Yes, I am annoyed that I have been messed around by girls, but at the same time I am glad I’ve never been in a proper relationship with a girl, because by the sounds of it, when girls break up with guys (especially younger ones), it saddens them to their core and makes them feel like their life is pointless now they are single again. I am really sorry to hear that this has happened to u man, the only advice I can give u is to think back to the time when u were single, because I don’t know abt u but before ever started messing around with this love bullshit, I felt happy as I was being single with no girls to talk to. I felt like life was simple then. Question yourself, ‘why am I so sad being single compared to how I used to be when I was single?’ Try to find more of a purpose to life as well. There are much more things worth living for than just girls. Try self-improvement so that u can build an iron mindset, or take up a hobby that u love. Although I have never been in a proper relationship, I know kinda what it feels like to be sad over girls. I hate that fucking feeling, and I have learnt that the only way to prevent it is to become the best version of yourself, so that regardless of all of the things going on with girls, u can reflect back on yourself (or look yourself in the mirror), and think ‘wow, I’m jacked’, ‘I’m rich’, ‘I’m a world champion (…….)’, and feel fulfilled. Don’t let them get u down man.

  • @dreemurrdefnaf7237
    @dreemurrdefnaf7237 Год назад +263

    i speak Spanish, and to be honest I don't really understand the lyrics, but, after all, it feels like an indescribable feeling listening to this song, something that can simply be described as "pretty".

    • @justaguy9768
      @justaguy9768 Год назад +10

      Mac Demarco

    • @dreemurrdefnaf7237
      @dreemurrdefnaf7237 Год назад +5

      @@justaguy9768 What are you talking about?

    • @justaguy9768
      @justaguy9768 Год назад +8

      @@dreemurrdefnaf7237 The video is a remix. Original by Mac DeMarco.

    • @dreemurrdefnaf7237
      @dreemurrdefnaf7237 Год назад +6

      @@justaguy9768 Okay

    • @hataki7611
      @hataki7611 Год назад +2

      @@dreemurrdefnaf7237 hey, there are spanish versions out or so I think the lyrics are pretty deep

  • @livehideki015
    @livehideki015 Год назад +29

    Right now I'm at the lowest point in my life that I've ever been.... somehow I've been pushing through it by myself and surviving always finding the will to fight, regardless of life punching down on me, harder each time. If you took the time to read this, Thank you. It doesn't seem that way all the time, but life is worth living, all the way to the end.

    • @rezasabeast
      @rezasabeast Год назад +2

      goodluck bro u can do it

    • @v4mp_karime
      @v4mp_karime Год назад

      Bro we love u there is alwys out there a reason to live u just gotta find it wish u luck brother we love u

    • @danielbehreh8221
      @danielbehreh8221 Год назад

      I love you bro

    • @swimteamsaj152
      @swimteamsaj152 10 месяцев назад

      U CAN DO IT!!! once ur mind changes so does all else

  • @myielgwapo
    @myielgwapo Год назад +15

    this song reminds me of me while skateboarding with my friends, such old times fr

  • @ponkipom4785
    @ponkipom4785 Год назад +12

    we can all agree we were happier with them when we first met them

  • @rebzy1842
    @rebzy1842 Год назад +26

    i think of this song as the pov of my uncle on my aunts passing. it's like him seeing her once again but in heaven. i know supporting their 3 kids on his own is so rough. i know he misses her so much.

  • @PrepConstant
    @PrepConstant Год назад +36

    Watching this with the Batman hurts a little bit today

  • @norah1840
    @norah1840 Год назад +5

    I love this, it was brought out on my bday

  • @SunFunleague88
    @SunFunleague88 13 дней назад +1

    Really high motivation ever song, love it.

  • @Vurse-ae
    @Vurse-ae Год назад +5

    "its just like seeing her, For the first time again" I love her :)

  • @flippy2424
    @flippy2424 3 месяца назад +1

    I fall asleep to this every night 😌

  • @oliviavandermawer3899
    @oliviavandermawer3899 Год назад +8

    It's like seeing him for the first time again ♡♡

  • @hearts4cyan
    @hearts4cyan Год назад +5

    the old days i miss :)

  • @jacb__
    @jacb__ Год назад +17

    not a lot of ppl are probably reading this but if you are its alright man take all the time you need life is a long thing and unless you're happy you're gonna look at life like it sucks
    take care and good luck with things I hope you get better :)

    • @sud7100
      @sud7100 Год назад

      thx man :)
      💕

  • @noobcj369
    @noobcj369 4 месяца назад +3

    I dont have a girl but i love this song.

  • @ThaRealkarmak
    @ThaRealkarmak Год назад +4

    Something about that image of Batman has so much sadness in it. Idk if it's how the drew his eyes, the way his lip looks like it's quivering, or just the idea of everything Batman's been through in general.

  • @gabrielsoares286
    @gabrielsoares286 Год назад +56

    While she's been away
    Living day-to-day has been tough
    Without her at my side
    Simply being alive has been rough
    And though she won't be gone forever
    There are many times I find it feels that way
    And I'm not trying to forget her
    Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again
    The time she's not around
    Somewhere out-of-town, has been hard
    But somehow this old heart found time to work it out this far
    Though I know she's coming home soon
    There are times I find it hard to feel that way
    It's not inside me to forget her
    Just understand how I'll be feeling on that day
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again
    It's just like seeing her for the first time again

  • @GhostKid190
    @GhostKid190 Год назад +9

    Here's to you Kevin Conroy. The one and only Batman 💔🙏

  • @wyse983
    @wyse983 Год назад +34

    honestly nothing has happend to me yet but this song still hits different thats all i gotta say

    • @clipsinnit969
      @clipsinnit969 Год назад +3

      Let’s hope nothing does. I’m rooting for you buddy

    • @wyse983
      @wyse983 Год назад

      @@clipsinnit969 yeah thanks ive been having a good year so far

    • @danielbehreh8221
      @danielbehreh8221 Год назад

      real shit

    • @israelwilson4022
      @israelwilson4022 6 месяцев назад

      Lol same

  • @durden-qo6fw
    @durden-qo6fw Год назад +11

    its just like seeing him for the first time again

  • @kyragamon6219
    @kyragamon6219 Год назад +3

    Music sure does connects you with your feelings.

  • @poopoodoodooman8539
    @poopoodoodooman8539 Год назад +8

    It's like seeing her for the first time again

  • @dragonov5224
    @dragonov5224 Год назад +10

    "I may be blind, but even I can see you carry a broken heart"
    -avinophus

  • @kiixz5837
    @kiixz5837 2 месяца назад +2

    Even Batman cries. He's a person too.

  • @TheGuyWhoAsk3d
    @TheGuyWhoAsk3d 10 месяцев назад +7

    Yo whassup doubt anyone’s gonna see this but like my ex and I broke up because we couldn’t be together because I was moving and we weren’t going to the same school even if I didn’t move. She made me feel very insecure about how I looked because she said “if you cut your hair I’ll break up with you” and at the time I had semi long hair and it just planted this insecurity about getting a haircut. And it’s been a few months but now I feel too lonely and I just miss her. But I know I can’t even if I could if that makes sense. This song literally makes me think of the first time I met her. Thanks for reading the whole thing god bless

    • @abrario
      @abrario 8 месяцев назад +2

      im glad she left you man, seemed like she was controllng you, keep ur head high

    • @TheGuyWhoAsk3d
      @TheGuyWhoAsk3d 7 месяцев назад

      @@abrario thanks man I’ve moved on but still no one new. Thanks for the support

    • @abrario
      @abrario 7 месяцев назад

      @@TheGuyWhoAsk3d i get it entirely, no probs btw

    • @Doraemon12819
      @Doraemon12819 4 дня назад

      How hair can become even an issue?

    • @TheGuyWhoAsk3d
      @TheGuyWhoAsk3d 2 дня назад

      @@Doraemon12819 insecurity finds its way into the most unassuming stuff man. That’s how it works

  • @errrval
    @errrval Год назад +6

    so fcking nostalgic maan
    this songs gets me in an indescriptible mood
    love it

  • @niciviusvicinius
    @niciviusvicinius Год назад +5

    everyone here talking about relationships, but my issue is that everything just went down the drain. I am a smart person, always got good grades, but my ex broke up with me, I stopped being as frequent with school, my family began neglecting me, I didn't say anything, now I don't have a family to talk to, I don't find fun in what I used to do, I don't find playing games fun, I don't find playing guitar fun, I only do it to fill in the void, not even working out gives me energy, there's some girls who wanted to be with me but I neglected their feelings and kept them as friends because I'm unable to compute actual love again, and I cannot and don't want to betray her, even though we broke up.

  • @forwhatisthisdisplayname
    @forwhatisthisdisplayname Год назад +11

    Verlo en la universidad luego de que hace 5 años que se haya ido, es lo mismo que menciona esta canción

  • @33JLuwi
    @33JLuwi Год назад +3

    My whole mood just changed because of this song

  • @Himothy19656
    @Himothy19656 4 месяца назад +3

    I miss her so much bro

    • @Himothy19656
      @Himothy19656 4 месяца назад +2

      Or Maybe I just feel bad idk, I still think to this day on why I broke up with her I know it hurt her but I had too I’m just lost she was my everything and I just fucking threw it away

  • @lilyyyyyyyyyyy0
    @lilyyyyyyyyyyy0 Год назад +6

    i dont think anyone is gonna read all this but I js need to let it out. In 6th grade i switched classes to this new class.I made lots of friends and it was great. This one boy came with me to get his books because we both had left them in the classroom. He was quite a jock or whatever and I remember the week before in my head I said “I’m never liking that guy he’s so rude and he’s such a jerk!” But the way he opened door for me and said you go first made my heart melt. I was so shocked he was nice to me since he was mean to everyone. after being in 6th grade for a while I never truly had a crush on him it was always other guys he was good looking but there wasn’t a spark. During the summer when we went to camp school we somehow got this connection we would always make eye contact and smile at each other. My friend was friends with his friend so we would always somehow end up eating together and he had the best humor. I always laughed at his jokes. We went sailing one day and my friend grabbed my phone and added everyone in my class. He was sitting in front of me and so were my other classmates so I told them not to add me back because my friend had added everyone. After camp school we went in summer holiday. I noticed that he had added me back. I was kicking my feet in the air of joy. We started snapping. My friend was one of those girls who always organized stuff for the whole class so she organized this picnic on the beach for everyone and most of them came including him we had so much fun everyone was dancing and vibing to the music. A few weeks later my friend organized a class sleepover at her lake house. we all had so much fun and I talked with him and we had a huge spark. I kept glancing at him and smiling. The next day he had to leave early since he had a hockey match and this one guy and my friend were the only ones left there since everyone had left. I felt like I could trust him so I told him everything. Biggest mistake of my life. He told him and still in 7th grade he goes around telling about them to my new classmates. The guy I liked didn’t like me anymore since he found out. Even though we were so close to dating. He blocked me on all platforms and we lost what we had. Every time I see him now I get all shaky and my stomach sinks. Now all I try to do is show him that I’m not that obsessive girl anymore and make him jealous but i know deep inside he made this hole in my heart and it will never be filled.. the guy I thought was my friend still goes telling him that I’m I love with him. And I was truly inlove before. It wasn’t just a crush

    • @lexximccoy1
      @lexximccoy1 Год назад +1

      i’m sorry this happened to you, you have every right to feel that way anyone would. you deserve better. what is truly ment for you will never miss you. even though that hurts, it sounds like he was deep down a pretty bad person to just block you because of one thing someone said. all rejection is just gods protection

    • @5pattiphool
      @5pattiphool 10 месяцев назад

      I read

  • @Funeqweq
    @Funeqweq Год назад +7

    rip batman 🙃

  • @stars-oe1wf
    @stars-oe1wf Год назад +1

    Man I wanna give batman a hug

  • @shumishu6019
    @shumishu6019 Год назад +8

    Rip Kevin Conroy 💔

  • @sup9086myg
    @sup9086myg Год назад +13

    Like her for the 1st time again

  • @Bigmack_3000
    @Bigmack_3000 Год назад +5

    this song says alot about the guy i like fr

  • @nessaluvsssyou-wg8gi
    @nessaluvsssyou-wg8gi Год назад +1

    This song reminds me of her

  • @papatheouanastasis
    @papatheouanastasis 8 месяцев назад +1

    i was listening to this on a 2day field trip we did on school last year.Crazy memories that come up in my mind when i hear this song and i just really feel nostalgic for it

  • @theyenvychloe
    @theyenvychloe Год назад +3

    I'm listening to this song, listening to all of these sad songs, knowing I can't have him. He has a girlfriend, seeing them together breaks me. I thought he liked me, because he gave me all of these signs. He looked at me, the look I love so much. I love everything about him, even though we have never interacted once. He is newer to school, and of course the popular kids beat me to it in becoming his friend and corrupting yet another victim. He is probably the most sweetest, yet shy person I have ever met. Nothing hurts more than being unwanted by someone you can't have..

    • @abrario
      @abrario 8 месяцев назад

      i feel you man, just try and stay his friend, who knows maybe youll get him!

    • @mortarman25
      @mortarman25 5 месяцев назад

      thats so Real

  • @xabody8867
    @xabody8867 Год назад +8

    even dark knights had dark nights

    • @heisenberg78200
      @heisenberg78200 Месяц назад +1

      Here’s a brownie recipe!
      Just kidding
      Here’s a chocolate chip cookie recipe
      Just kidding

    • @Doraemon12819
      @Doraemon12819 4 дня назад

      ​@@heisenberg78200bro cook something

  • @Afiri14
    @Afiri14 Год назад +9

    Played this song when I first got with my girlfriend 1 year ago and we broke up 3 months ago. I can’t get over her so every once in a while I play this song so I can cope.

  • @aniyerrrr
    @aniyerrrr Год назад

    makes me think abt him all day fr.

  • @mauricio4884
    @mauricio4884 2 месяца назад +1

    o sentimento que essa música evoca toda vez que ouço ela...

  • @Labrinthparadise
    @Labrinthparadise Год назад +1

    This song feels like love

  • @israelwilson4022
    @israelwilson4022 6 месяцев назад +1

    Seeing Batman frown with genuine sadness gives me a feeling I don’t really know the word for

  • @sneakzzy9645
    @sneakzzy9645 Год назад +1

    im your 1000 subscriber

  • @edisondeybid2715
    @edisondeybid2715 Год назад +9

    Llevo demasiado tiempo buscando esta canción y la pista solo era la parte que decía justs like y algo más, la cosa es que yo recordé la palabra como i'm just a nother love y por eso me demore en encontrarla, es el mejor momento de mi vida, bueno aunque también es el peor ya que me echaron de la escuela de arte y me dieron una baja en mi carrera de artes, todo porque el profesor de la misma cultura india denigro mi trabajo llamándolo asqueroso y poco atractivo, la verdad siento mucho remordimiento, no he cuidado mi imagen personal y solo quisiera que esa persona y toda su gente nunca exista, arruinaron mi vida y escuchar esta canción solo me hace pensar en que es lo que debo hacer.... Muchas gracias!!

    • @BriannFerguson
      @BriannFerguson Год назад +1

      Tocar fondo no significa que te quedarás ahí. Elije Mediocridad o Alteza

  • @Dominik-of1ko
    @Dominik-of1ko Год назад +3

    Today it's my birthday, nobody wished me happy birthday, not even my parents, and it's currently 12 pm well i guess i'm alone as usual. Damn what a way to celebrate your birthday

    • @hazmic9918
      @hazmic9918 Год назад

      Happy late birthday! Im really sorry that no one wished you one. I know how it feels to not have anyone to celebrate with, i just hope it all gets better for you soon.

    • @Di7-G7
      @Di7-G7 Год назад

      Happy late birthday, Life is hard, I hope you're doing well, hold on, don't think about it anymore, tell yourself that later, you'll be entitled to happiness :)

  • @th3_d4rk_kn1ght
    @th3_d4rk_kn1ght 2 месяца назад

    living day to dayy has been toughhh

  • @curs4d.k1tty
    @curs4d.k1tty Год назад +2

    I miss her😹😿

  • @traveler6784
    @traveler6784 Год назад +1

    I wish I could meet my dear friend once again,but I'm jot allowed to,so I just look back on the memories we had with this song,thanks.

  • @As3n0
    @As3n0 2 месяца назад +2

    Everyone thinks am happy but no one would understand the darkness am hiding inside of me l miss the past l miss the old days life doesn’t fell like life it fells am in a Super dark place l miss the past and l can’t do anything about it life is just really Dark and l lost everything my health my happiness l lost everything hope yall are having a better life than me

  • @monterowden7179
    @monterowden7179 Год назад +1

    This made me cry because I was playing gtag and these guys were so nice and I was playing music then I accidentally left😭😭

  • @emre694
    @emre694 Год назад +6

    I'm from Turkiye, and I don't understand the lycris very well but this song draws me in. I just overthinking a lot..

    • @Dot_o
      @Dot_o Год назад +2

      Aşk acısı falan filan.

  • @Gustoberg
    @Gustoberg 2 месяца назад +2

    huh, I didn't know this song was considered sad? I interpret the song as being more like a hopeful feeling, like imagining her for... THE FIRST, TIME AGAIN! But you know, the internet's gonna internet or smt

  • @luzdbramirez2188
    @luzdbramirez2188 Год назад +7

    just all memories now.

  • @enevlepa
    @enevlepa Год назад

    ngl listening to this song and reading all these comments is more entertaining than anything in my life (im dying inside)

  • @thomasblack7327
    @thomasblack7327 Год назад +1

    If u close ur eyes during the chorus u flashback ur whole life ina few seconds

  • @hartwellheisenberg1179
    @hartwellheisenberg1179 Год назад +5

    🙃 "I'm totally fine"

  • @rorsc6657
    @rorsc6657 Год назад +1

    I just realized that my life is basically a routine that rarely changes, I get up I bathe I dress I go to high school I do not socialize for the simple fact of feeling that I do not fit in is always but that it will be done.
    Anyway, even if you feel that life ignores you, cry but value while you smile. See you

  • @francescoparente8814
    @francescoparente8814 Год назад +2

    Lei è fantastica ha un buon carattere, degli occhi stupendi, è gentile e ti vuole bene. Non ho detto il nome e ti è venuta in mente.

  • @CfwehBandeke
    @CfwehBandeke Год назад

    You know, throughout my entire life I've personally met and gotten to know thousands of people and there wasn't a single person that didn't resemble another person that I'd already seen or that I already knew. For a while I really thought that people weren't all that off from somebody in other state or country that they just didn't know about, like a duplicate because these people were my friends but also just so replicable. But there was one person who I knew, and only that one person was so unique and beautiful that no one could ever be anything close to similar. And that my friends, was the love of my life. I say was, because that was 4 years ago. A lot has changed since. I'm a new man, and I lost her. But this shit never stopped, the pain still lingers within my chest like gun constantly to your head that you've gotten used to. Only thing left is pop pills and move forward or paint the ceiling with my broken memories and cursed past.

  • @OfficalAdalynn
    @OfficalAdalynn 7 месяцев назад +1

    Mac DeMarco’s music understand me more then other people do

  • @PeacefulM0nk
    @PeacefulM0nk 5 месяцев назад

    Sometimes the things that you planned in life don’t go the way that you wanted that’s why you have to be prepared for the worst if you are going thru a breakup use that as lesson to better yourself in the future I wish you luck in your journey

  • @noahbentink6117
    @noahbentink6117 Год назад +1

    i dont know why im listening to this rn
    it just makes me forget about me and my life

  • @eliott_x3448
    @eliott_x3448 Год назад +5

    It is what it is

  • @maj505
    @maj505 Год назад +9

    the slideshows on tiktok finna be crazy

  • @dragonballz6848
    @dragonballz6848 10 месяцев назад +2

    She left me yesterday and i can't stop crying and i really believed and how she can be this heartless to me .if love doesn't exist then why does it hurt when it isnt there anymore

  • @Xboxgamer246
    @Xboxgamer246 Год назад

    Love the vid

  • @colochita3
    @colochita3 Год назад +12

    when I first met her she was so nice to me. She introduced me to her friends and me n her became closer but I started getting closer to her other friends and we stopped talking but we would still hang out sometimes but after like the 2 week of school I started hanging out w her more bc I started gaining feelings for her.. I never told her bc I thought she was gonna reject me. I stated hugging her a lot, and I told one of my friends that I liked her and my friend asked her who she likes and I found out she has liked me since the 2 week of school to.. October 18 she asked me out to be her gf 🫶🏻 obv I said yes :). Since today we are still together and happy. I love her sm she makes me so happy I’m so lucky to have her in my life.❤️

  • @NoName-pc2fi
    @NoName-pc2fi Год назад +3

    i miss her

  • @raino69_
    @raino69_ Год назад +1

    It hits so hard

  • @Pier153
    @Pier153 Год назад +1

    I met this girl in September. After some time we got together. We live in italy and this is our last year of school. After school she will probably move to Bulgaria for some years to study. I’m going to miss her so much.

  • @TheGuyWhoAsk3d
    @TheGuyWhoAsk3d Год назад +1

    This song makes me get literal flashbacks to the first time I met my closest friends, my homies, my loving gf, my teachers, the sisters I never had. But now it’s gone. I’m done. I have to leave them behind and move. And I’ll never see them again. Thanks for not listening and I hope you have a better day than I’ve been having

    • @abrario
      @abrario 8 месяцев назад

      chapter 2 huh? its tough i get it, people may leave you but their memorys will always stay king

  • @FrizzyFr_
    @FrizzyFr_ Год назад

    Man I wish I could have my whole family and friends at my own birthday again but now it’s just me and parents maybe my grandma I just miss it so much

  • @vitazzo
    @vitazzo Год назад +13

    Pare de esperar uma mensagem dela amigo, ela não vai voltar, elas nunca voltam.

    • @Tsumaka
      @Tsumaka Год назад

      I ala o cara espera mensagem de muié KKKKKKK

    • @vitazzo
      @vitazzo Год назад +1

      @@Tsumaka sim, sua mãe ficou de me mandar mensagem mas até agora nada

    • @Tsumaka
      @Tsumaka Год назад

      @@vitazzo Vai ter q esperar sentado pq ela ja morreu faz tempo kk

    • @vitazzo
      @vitazzo Год назад

      @@Tsumaka kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk vishhhh

  • @jotarokujo8259
    @jotarokujo8259 5 месяцев назад

    finally i can hear these songs without getting emotional

  • @Wdym_David
    @Wdym_David Год назад +2

    ahh perfect.

  • @Sajethegoat
    @Sajethegoat Год назад +2

    I met this girl in my ela class and she is the most lovely girl i have ever met and i dont know if we will end up breaking up but i know if we do i will never be the same im in love with her and would do anything to just have a day where we will chill on a hill watching the sun set as i see her pretty eyes.

  • @lilykkk14
    @lilykkk14 Год назад +2

    This makes me feel like when I realized me and her won’t ever be friends anymore she was the only one to make me laugh people noticed how happy I was with her and it just hurts

  • @straphey5193
    @straphey5193 Год назад +1

    for anyone reading this it dosent get better but u just deal with it and when u meet that one person than mabey just mabey it will get better..... anyways legends i had a nice life but its too much... see ya on the other side 😅

  • @arachnofish
    @arachnofish Год назад +3

    Just wanna be held by the people i love

  • @monric5730
    @monric5730 Год назад +1

    Its midnight and like other days I become really scared thinking about death since my biggest fear is dying someday. Then opened youtube to see this as the 1st video on my feed. Feeling more relaxed now instead of sad

    • @swiperfile8653
      @swiperfile8653 Год назад

      dont waste your life being afraid of the inevitable, just live

  • @springbaby9996
    @springbaby9996 Год назад +2

    0:17 hit hard

  • @yredzinx362
    @yredzinx362 Год назад +2

    i cant describe what going on my mind and my feelings, all i can say is that i am tired of everything

    • @sud7100
      @sud7100 Год назад

      u will win this war man 🤝

  • @Tata10583
    @Tata10583 14 дней назад +1

    I'm sad because I didn't get over it

  • @ellareamsbottom6264
    @ellareamsbottom6264 Год назад

    it’s like seeing him for the first time again- I swear if I see him imma be running the opposite direction

  • @desiconvicted
    @desiconvicted 8 месяцев назад +1

    love is one sided, always.

  • @Andy-em1jo
    @Andy-em1jo Год назад +1

    Current mood fr

  • @nickfink8454
    @nickfink8454 Год назад +7

    I didn't know where else to say this so I only have a yt comment section. There was this girl that I met we both came to a new school in sixth grade. We had never really talked until years later but for some reason I always noticed her even in the most croweded of rooms. Years later at the second half of my ninth grade year we started talking all the time, never in person, but over text 24/7 (at the time I was in a messy relationship and we would joke about my gf at the time together). A few months later and school was pretty much over for the year and she had conviced me to break up with her so I did. After this we became really close, we still avoided eachother in person because we were nervous but that didnt stop us from texting all the time to the point where we knew everything about each other-every last thing. She was always pretty to me but at the time I was truly unhappy witth my weight so from the summer of 9th grade to the end of tenth I was too worried about my self image to think about a relationship (I knew I liked her deep down though). Finally, in the summer before my junior year of highschool I had commited myself to losing weight (and I did, 45 pounds down as of now) this is when our friendship turned. I had begun my weight loss in the begining of august and by the time she asked me out 26 days later I had lost 15 pounds. I still remeber the day she asked me. Its a day I don't ever want to forget. The day before she came over we touched for the first time in two years of friendship. The day after we met on a park bench overlooking the water, it was warm enough to not need anything besides a t-shirt, and there was an older couple kissing to abba's fernando next to us. we talked for hours because I would always get lost in her eyes and in her laughs. Eventualy, after begging her parents to stay out later I walked her home and got soaked in the rain but it didnt matter because when I entered my apartment i was greeted with a text asking me out. I was so happy I smiled for days straight. We had a great relationship for two months, pretty dates on the highline and picnics and sunsets, and musuems, and so on. Then when the third month hit arguemtns started to pop up but never anything too serious that we were mad at eachother for more than a day or two until there was. Shes gone now, its been 5 and a half weeks and I dont know what to do. At first I paicked and cried, texted her, asking to come back twice and both times recieved only a text or two back. I kept crying for another few weeks until one day I realized that I was begining to forget about her. I didnt want to so when I went on a trip during winter break I took something of hers with me to remeber her by. Back from that trip and I hope that she comes back. She was my love, my passion, my tears, my smiles, my laughs, my world and now my world is gone. Ive tried distracting myself, going to the gym more, even talking to other girls but none of it works. She was my sunflower.

    • @nickfink8454
      @nickfink8454 Год назад +1

      So I'm coming back a little later and I wanted to tell anyone who's reading this and may feel the same way that it does get better. I dont cry anymore, I am able to smile and laugh and enjoy life. Whats scarry now is how easy it is to be a stranger to someone you once knew best. Anyways, if anyone does read that and is feelign the same way it really does get better life is full of many weeks and some of them will be shitty, fight to make as many of those as you can great.

    • @rowanleiba971
      @rowanleiba971 Год назад +1

      @@nickfink8454I ain reading allat

    • @nickfink8454
      @nickfink8454 Год назад

      word2