🕚TIMESTAMPS🕝 Intro: (0:00) Pile Selection: (0:21) Pile 1 💜(Amethyst Cluster)💜: (05:13) Pile 2 🩷(Kunzite)🩷: (01:48:58) Pile 3 🤍(Astrophyllite)🤍: (02:53:05) Pile 4 ❤(Carnelian Heart)❤**TRIGGER WARNING: TRAUMA/ABUSE IS MENTIONED HEAVILY IN THIS PILE - IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU'RE HEALING & I DON'T WANT TO SPIRAL ANYONE HERE!: (04:17:59) **SPECIAL NOTE**: We will have a juicy and fun extended today, if you're interested! It will be centered around "Who Wants To Make Love To You?" So, for those in need of some spice in their life, I have just the 18+. goodies for you, hehe **Pile One Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/949385968 **Pile Two Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/949681554 **Pile Three Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/950354281 **Pile Four Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/950380263
Whaaat? 6 hours long? 😍😍What good in the world did we do to deserve this amount of love and kindness? Immensely grateful for your time and effort Taylor ❤ If anyone deserves the world here that'd start with you! Sending you so much love your way 🙌🏻✨ Lots of love too for the wonderful people in every pile ❤❤❤
Pile 4 here. I'm not used to commenting on readings, but this one was so helpful and healing. I felt so loved and uplifted after watching it and I really, really needed that, thank you so much ❤ To all my fellows pile 4 that are going through this process, wherever u are in the world, whenever you're reading this, know that I'm sending you a lot of love and that you are not alone. Life is tough sometimes, but we can do it, I believe in you 🥰
Pile 2 thank you lol. yes, i’ve come to this conclusion that a lot of people may call me “ idealistic “ & Im okay with that- because you’re right, it can exist. How do i know that? because I exist. I am working every day to show up in the world as my ideal self, and see this world as my ideal world, and because I exist, that is reason enough to keep on keeping on with it. I am hope, and i’ll never apologize or feel bad for seeing the God in this world.
pile 4: I never blame myself for anything, but hate it when people consciously point there finger at me, and blame me for something I have not done.I started self employment a while ago, and the clients evaporated, I must leave my appartment.I always had people around me I could count on, up to now- now, they're all gone. how amazing, they literally tell that I don't have them as friend/family, while I was there whenever they needed me. I can't even say that it hurts, as much as you feel rejected and betrayed. For others, good luck with whatever you'e going through!
“Weaponize your sensitivity“. Never have I ever heard 3 words that have explained so much about people’s behaviours, Thank you, you’ve changed the way I see the people in my environment.
the piles that I am drawn to and the amount of accurate descriptions you have...I still cannot believe just how good you are at this. truly appreciate your energy and dedication to all the readings. much love:)
🥹 Thank you so much! I’m so happy that my readings resonate with you. I’m grateful to connect with your energy and be part of your spiritual journey! 💛
Pile 4 was long but didn't even realize how long it was until I was right at the end 😅 It was accurate and confirmed a lot of things I have been feeling intuitively. It's a bit funny that I actually said to one of my friends that I understand she must be feeling bad, but I have my boundaries too and she just proved I need to keep them and no longer have anything to do with her. She really tried to make me feel crazy for speaking my truth and told me I wasn't myself. Little did she know, I am more of myself than ever. That attempt of manipulation was the last drop for me. Thank you for the reading ❤❤❤
Pile 2 so accurate. Earth angel thug here 😂. Virgo is karma for people. I have definitely shocked people even my twin that I cut them off for taking me for granted. People think the love I have is impossible or fake. I assure you it’s not. I don’t take anything from anyone. At the same time I’m also comfortable to be around and people feel seen. Bravo !
Wow…chills!!! Nice to know there are others out there I resonate with…rocking your authenticity with love but don’t poke the bear either!!! lol 😉 I wish you well on your journey!
Pile 4 was beautiful thank you. I’ve been healing boundaries for the last 6 years of my awakening process . I remember I used to get full body shaking uncontrollably when I was speaking my truth at the start. Now I am so much more sure of who I am , spirit has been sending in all this tests in the form of karmic connections , it’s been a a wild ride the last two months ! Definitely healing on another level where I see my worth in ways I’ve never felt. I have been gifted with a person I’m dating who is so conscious of my boundaries and my wants and needs . You can get there my loves! ❤ stay strong 💪🏾
Pile 4. You gave me chills. Libra sun, pisces moon, year of the dragon, Chiron in cancer in my 7th house, developed atlas syndrome-cptsd, learning and developing boundaries was the best thing I've done for myself. I'm an esthetician, so very much in the service industry, but have been in extreme hermit mode lately. I'm oddly enough, really enjoying the pull back and detox from people. You are so in tune, and I love these readings. Thank you for seeing me, and helping me acknowledge what I'm going/have gone through.
Pile 2- I am a Starseed, lightworker, North Node in Pisces, born on 7th, Owl is my spirit animal, doing forgiveness prayer. I have been called too sweet, nice, pure soul, scapegoated, taken for granted in the past and then I chose to walk away and choose myself and now they feel the loss of what’s true energy can be and find the loving energies to be irreplaceable😌😇🌸🔮 Looking forward to my soul family!!! Omgggg like this is 💯 accurate! Thank you beautiful soul❤️🥰🍀
I'm cancer sun, scorpio moon, pisces rising ✨️ similar feelings on not being where I want to yet, but people seeing what they want in me. I'm focused now on finding the path for the unique energy that's there to offer the world. Water placements in astrology are a beautiful but heavy gift. We show people how to experience and express emotion with authenticity.
Pile 4. Thank you for this reading. It was so healing. I cut off my family 3 years ago because of the scapegoating, smear campaigns, gaslighting and general abuse. Extended family told me to stay and that I was abandoning my mom, despite being kicked out and working on the final year of my degree. As you said “reactionary abuse” I also cut off an old friend that came back into my life. After almost 3 months of dealing with her bs. I saw that she was controlling, siphoning my energy and had anger issues.
You are so strong❤️I wish all the best things for you to come your way❤️never tolerate people or behaviors that tries to put you in their own darkness and toxicity❤️
🥹 Thank you so much! I love doing these and am honored to read like this, but it’s nice to be acknowledged. I appreciate you! I’m sending you lots of love. 💛
Wow. Pile 3 was me -is me. I just turned off a few people who had me in an energy that didn’t let me be. I realized that I can change my reality and not have them be a part of it without guilt. Thank you for this amazing reading. You are amazing.
I have to tell u smth! I picked Pile 4 and u kept apologizing that the reading is getting long and u assumed that the Viewers would click off or lose interest, (those who do actually should click off tho bcs then the reading is not meant for them and that's not your fault, okay?) BUT when I listen to Tarot readings and my Pile takes longer I'm happy it feels like a free extended Reading! And I'm so grateful for every extra word u say. Even when Readers repeat themselves and that's why the reading gets stretched out I'm just grateful to listen to them and them reading for me, it brings me comfort! So every second longer is a second longer comfort. Like listening to a friend giving me advice with warm chocolate or tea, in a dimly lit room with candles, when it's cold outside and some warm blankets warpped around us, talking through the whole Night. That's the energy I get and enjoy when I watch Tarot readings. And please don't feel ashamed to bring on personal experience it just makes me feel more safe since I know u know what ure talking abt. Thank you for your Service! And I'm proud of u for setting Boundaries bcs it's hard asf. U DID THAT
Pile 4 the ending I am in a situation with someone, and it feels just like that. I didn't want to, but I decided to end our friendship. Although I do feel we still had a reason to be in each other's energy.
PILE 4, every single thing you said from the start! I even played pile 1 first and realized that wasn’t my reading and came to my first choice (pile 4). Everything! Incredible reading 😮
Pile 2 - wow I literally just wrote a poem about me freeing people and I’ve been talking about that! I want to free people and yes In past I have come into a lot of fear based energy! Your amazing! I am on the cusp of Aquarius
Pile 4: wow! It’s crazy how much this resonates. I am a Libra sun, Aries ascending, Virgo moon, Scorpio in Venus, year of the tiger, most of my signs are in the 7th house- including Kyron. I grew up in a neglectful and abusive household. My mother left at the age of 4 so I took care of my sister who was 3 years younger and the house from a too young age. But I was the rebel, out of the box child who was the black sheep, because; in my soul (from a very young age) I knew that my life was dysfunctional and felt that so much about human treatment was not right even when I had minimal life experience. I met my TF 2 1/2 years ago. He is a Scorpio. We have been on and off this entire time, but we both still recognize how lucky and blessed we are to have this opportunity. Similar to me, and not surprising, we have come from similar but dissimilar upbringings- but the end result has been that we both struggle in intimate relationships and feeling worthy of real, unconditional love. Sadly, he does have his heart in a cage. I am walled to a degree- more with him now than I was initially because of his fear, inability and unwillingness to be fully vulnerable, and running. We both have CPTSD. But we love each and treasure each other so much and do have beautiful times as well as heartbreaking episodes. He was the one who taught me about boundaries, as you said. But he cannot deal with any arguments or criticisms. This is usually when he runs (like last week when I expressed disappointment and frustration about him backing out of dates). Thank you so very much for this reading. You are so gifted! And no apology whatsoever for sharing your story with us. I appreciate this! ❤
Pile 4: Energy Check; I definitely know why people keep me around. They’ve explicitly told me but it was never in a negative way. I don’t think they quite understand to find that for themselves they have to learn it for themselves and not keep me around or use me. I feel like it’s great to be an example but at the same time if I don’t have boundaries I’m teaching them that they need me to excel. What I do that’s best for me, is what’s best for them. Even if they feel angry or sad for my distance, if they truly love me that feeling would dissipate and they’d begin to understand.
Thank you, pile #2. I picked it because I am wearing all pink today! Turns out you described me very well and helped me to see how I am making a positive impact in the world. Thank you💞
The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.❤ Thanks 🙏 ❤❤❤ I love your vibes ❤ .. can’t believe believe you picked on these shadowy narcissists I encountered before hmmm .. this is interesting
Love it when a new Lotus reading drops, especially before bed. I feel all loved up and ready to make honk shoos. Thank you for spoiling us!! You provide so much support while on this self-love and healing journey and it's SO very appreciated. Sending love and my gratitude your way! 💖
I totally understand! I am sooo done with the manipulation. I cut off my abuser a few years ago and welcomed the peace after. Now I get to start building a life from scratch. I just want to focus on loving the process of learning tarot and honing in the craft.
From the moment you picked up the stone, I started crying, I don’t cry ever, the number 6, I am the sixth child in my family, I have loved your reading, so much laughter and that’s amazing, and I can find a song for all occasions. Love love you! That was for pile 3!❤
I chose Pile 2, I’m a Sagittarius and I truly resonated with this reading, thank you so much for your beautiful energy, and for helping me in my healing process, bringing light to some areas that are still in the dark for me, love and light for you and for the people in your channel ❤🌻
Honestly Taylor, I can’t tell you how grateful I am for your thorough readings, they always resonate to the point I know I have to start keeping a book of notes when I watch your readings. It’s like taking a small class. Pile 3 helped me trust I am on the right path. I have been going through so many levels of trusting Spirit and in turn realizing that I must also give that same trust to myself. Thank you for sharing your gifts. Sending you peace and love. 💕✨
Thank you for sharing what you have been through, because it helped me feel not so alone in what I have been through. Sometimes with readers there is this misconception that you all are protected from these things, but you are all just human on this path of life. Being given a beautiful gift most times means even more challenges are put in your path. So, your sharing helped me and I want to thank you for that.
Spirit had me wait a day before listening to pile 4. I'm glad, cause yesterday I don't know if I'd be ready to hear it. The self-hate was loud at the moment. I have sn and chiron in cancer in my first house, sun, Saturn, Mercury in aqua in the 8th, and Pluto in Scorpio in the 5th. Yep. This is the restructuring on my mind and self-concept after my Saturn return. Thanks for being here. You have no idea how much it helps, just feeling a little bit seen. Even if it's through a general RUclips reading, I still feel warmth you share with this collective as if you were speaking to just me. So thank you❤
“People project a lot onto you”… me, a 5/1 generator 😂😂😂 Yes to year of the tiger :) Thank you for #4❤ (just wanted to add that extremely accurate as per usual. Thank you, blessings 🙏🏼✨).
pile 3. gosh i’m like 10 minutes in and it’s so accurate. i’ve always resonated with phoenix energy. just trying to evolve constantly and do better and help people and animals and plants. but i do feel slept on, i don’t feel seen, and i absolutely don’t want to be in the town i am now. i feel like i give and give to people and i never really receive that energy back. i’ve never belonged. can’t believe how spot on this is so far, and i love how you referenced the shrek mirror scene “pile 3 pick pile 3” 😂 it’s like you know me! thank you so much for putting so much time and effort into this, it’s clear you have a gift. and thank you for making me feel seen 💜 edit: adding more as i go. i cannot believe you said people treat me as if im not human. i say that ALL THE TIME. it’s like they think im incapable of feeling or something and treat me however. i don’t get much empathy from people. wow. and i’ve been thinking about starting a healing youtube channel! thank you for the confirmation.
I was drawn to pile one, and my moon and raising signs are both Sagittarius and my sun is Aries,, so I instantly knew this was the correct pile for me. With the first energy, I ended up crying a bit when you talked about a passed loved one that is now a spirit guide, as I had a childhood friend pass away nearly 3 years ago which I'm still struggling with. With the second energy when you talked about the twin flame thing and I knew who it was easily, and it helps makes the whole mess situation make sense. And we do connect through music as that's also his line of work. The third energies sounded like my family and they were/are a nightmare which is exhausting. And the fourth energies, I have a number of ex boyfriends that this sounds like them and glad to be free of them. I really do have to work on the things you mentioned in terms of self love as still have those bad habits that I keep being reminded to work on when I use my own tarot deck that I have. 😅
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I deeply resonated with every word. And cherish the confirmarion of love. All the souls in pile 4, know you are infinitly precious to God and are worthy of love as his divine creation.
1:17:00 Very True. Every time I get into a romantic relationship I feel trapped. Those type of relationships just feel scary because I have such a big purpose and so many things I want to accomplish for myself. I can’t be feeling locked in and dealing with complaints and complacency. I’m so comfortable in solitude and it’s where I am most powerful and abundant. I’m in a romantic connection with myself, I get more done in my own energy.
I absolutely love your energy and also how considerate, compassionate and inclusive you always are in your communication. You’re also insanely accurate and it’s actually mind blowing sometimes. This was therapeutic thank you
Pile 3, and a Generator with Cancer and Capricorn placements....wowwwww this reading hit home for me, especially the energy from Spirit/Higher Self. I've been feeling for a long time like I'm just spinning my wheels, like I constantly have to be doing something but not really knowing WHAT. Taking a break to do self care and plant new seeds for myself sounds like exactly what I need! Thank you so much for this lovely reading 💖🌟
2:49:20 This really hit hard for me. I already resonated with this reading but this moment made me freeze. I am currently in a very dark moment in my life because my father passed away just recently. Taking the time to grief and care about myself and my family members. Thank you for the reading ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. I am sending you and your family so much love and healing energy at this time. Thank you for letting me read for you. I hope there was some comfort here for you. 💛
Pile 2 & 4 🥰💖. Such a beautiful reading as always! I don’t know why I still am in shock when so much resonates haha often feels like a personal reading. I’m so glad I listened to both extendeds too.. I originally just bought pile 2 but spirit was saying I needed pile 4 too and it was the same person but like a combination of his energy which was super interesting and loved the extendeds too! Boundaries are something I’m learning as well and to overcome being the “nice girl” but I’ve been working on my self concept & worth a lot lately and feel I’m stepping into more self love and power so I’ve realized why everything has happened for a reason to lead me to this place. But of course it’s a constant journey, and not always easy. Also I totally like when readers relate themselves and like hearing what you’ve been through as well! Sending love!
Pile 2: North Node in Pisces in the 12 house, Taurus stellium in the 2nd House (Sun, Mercury, Saturn), born on the 7th, grew up being scapegoated by toxic family, but always maintained my love of humanity despite numerous bullies. Did inner work to process generational trauma in my paternal line and healed emotionally myself, and am a firm believer in the power of Grace as a force for transformation. Favorite prayer is St Francis prayer “Lord, make me an instrument of your peace”. Not sure where on the starseed/earthangel/lightworker I am located, but something along that line.
Pile 1. Wildly accurate to the point of this feeling like a personal reading instead of a general ready. Omg. I almost fell off my chair when you channeled my mom during the guidance part
Deeply resonated with Pile 4. I actually was dealing with a situation today that led me to your video. I simply decided to say “no.” And their response/actions showed me they didn’t value nor respect me. It felt awful and though saying no absolutely still feels unpleasant and uncomfortable, it’s absolutely necessary for my growth and self love and protection. Thank you for sharing this video and advice you truly made me feel so much better ❤️❤️❤️ I really needed to hear much of this. I hope to get more in touch with my higher self. 🌟
you are amazing lotus! You did Pile 1 for almost 2 hours and it feels like a personal reading. from the very core of my childhood to love interest and my mbti type (infj) Your time is valued and appreciated and I am grateful for you! Thank you!!
Pile 3 was spot on, was still listening and then I heard the beginning of pile 4 and drawn into that. They both resonate so highly with me. You are truly a master reader. Thank you for all of your beautiful dedication to such in depth kind and thoughtful readings. I adore you for how kind you are. Many blessings and so much love to all who also feel lost and shattered and alone. 🥺🙏❤️🩹
Thank you for sharing your story during pile 4. I’ve been through sth similar. It means a lot to hear these encouragement and reassurance from you and spirits. Someone I thought was my friend tried to make me feel guilty for my reaction against a harassment, and when I was upset at her and stopped talking to her, she then tried to make me feel guilty for getting upset at her and even told other mutual friends of us how bad she felt etc. She was so good at gaslighting that I even spent so much energy to explain why I felt so bad about the situation and didn’t want to talk to her, but all she did was denying and accusing me and another friend for inferring more meanings to her words. After the “cosy talk” she realised we still didn’t want to talk to her, so she asked for another talk. I didn’t want to talk to her alone so I told her our mutual friends will be there too and she cancelled the plan. Then she made up of a story of me as a sneaky person doing things behind her back. Only until then that I realised she was not the angel she portrayed herself to be but a manipulative person whose only goal is to make herself a savior in all situations with others begging for her wisdom and when I didn’t agree with her about how to handle the harassment, she started playing the victim game and trying to portray me as a villain. I was lucky I had great compassionate and loyal friends, and smart as well, who helped me see through all of this and stick with me from start to end, not buying a word of the toxic snake 🐍 🐍 Such an energy vampire and ridiculously plastic face that once in a while, I’m still paranoid that I was harsh on her, such a fragile soul who never wants to harm an ant.
Accurate. Pile 3 . That's why I now only have a single friend because on my 35 years of living in this world people proved themselves to be just plain greedy a-holes. I'll reserve my love n energy to myself till my remaining years of life. All of the people can hate me I no longer care.
EVERYTHING (okay like almost everything) about pile 3 resonated with me and it felt so validating and at times a little hard to hear. I've lived my entire life for other people and it has led to some pretty severe burnout and feelings of being lost and detached from my own life. Now I'm 22 and have no idea what to do, but I know I don't want to live like this anymore. The final straw was recently realizing about a week ago that my friends don't actually care if I'm around and haven't been considering my well-being or feelings even when I try my best to help them out and be there. When you said someone has been crying recently it really confirmed it for me becacuse I spent that night sobbing in my apartment telling my boyfriend that I don't know if I have ever actually had friends and I've been letting my family and coworkers run my life for me. I recently broke into the modeling/acting industry after pursuing a career in veterinary medicine since high school and it feels so much more right for me. I loved to perform as a kid but my family always told me I was stupid for wanting to pursue it, and that I'd end up broke, so I lost my confidence. I'm slowly gaining it back and it feels wonderful. Now I'm caught between the two different career choices because vet med has burned me out almost completely and I'm afraid of pursuing things in the entertainment industry because I'm terrified of failing. I'm realizing I have to stop getting in my own way and if I really want to do something, I have to believe I actually can to succeed at it. It's easier said than done, and I don't want to leave vet med alltogether because I've grown to enjoy medicine and I don't want to disappoint the people who believe I'd make a great vet, but gosh, I can't be caught in this stalemate anymore. I really want to feel like I'm living my own life.
You're my favorite tarot reader and I resonate so much in pile 4, really was so much when I had this similar encounter, of someone disregarding my boundary but I stayed firm and strong 💪 it taught us healing and to be the queen of sword as well as the queen of cups. ❤❤❤ you are amazing thank you for being my guide x
Literally i am relaxing my way out of the devil’s snare at present - EVERYTHING you say is so divinely channeled - you are brilliant ❤ I feel so comfortable and seen in your energy 🥰💫
Pile 3, here…and this resonated SO MUCH…and, in SO MANY ways! You always hit the nail on the head with so many little details! It never ceases to amaze me. I’ve actually been considering just straight up quitting my job and pursuing what I now know, is my life’s purpose…and the messaging I’ve been repeatedly receiving around that, is that it will bring a lot of abundance my way…more importantly, I know it will be fulfilling to help people on a much deeper level. That said, that’s only the tip of the iceberg with the resonance of this reading…and many other readings of yours, as well. Thank you, so much, for your amazing readings! I really love your energy and I love that you go into great detail (mercury in Virgo, here)! I hope it’s not too taxing on you! I really appreciate the love and compassion that you give through your readings, as well. You’re such a TALENTED reader AND a beautiful person. I will definitely be looking into your personal readings… Your guidance and encouragement is MUCH appreciated, FOR REAL. 🙏🏼❤
Can I just say you mentioned a deceased loved one in pile 1 and you literally said the numbers 27 and 9. My step brother died in freak work accident on 9/27. That’s what got me into spirituality and just WOW.
Pile #4 and haven’t watched it yet, but the disclaimer is already resonating and wanted to say a huge thank you in advance for your love and time. 1hr 40mins!!! So grateful for you ❤️ all your readings resonate so so much and I know this will be a very healing message. Sending you so much love and gratitude 💞
Pile 1. 100% resonated that first energy was definitely my grandpa who had just passed away brought tears to my eyes. As well with that tower energy I’ve heard it from your videos and some others! Thanks Lotus!
Pile 4 I am feeling very grateful to have come across this reading and have these messages come right through you. I have been feeling very emotional and reflecting back on my childhood, the traumas. Even though I have been that person who always took care of themselves, it is still hard. It is hard to choose healing when the world is filled with people who would rather not heal and keep projecting their issues on others. Every word you said holds importance, thank you for doing what you do, I made some fun doodle notes & kept breathing deeply. To taking up more space and honouring the inner light. 💓🧚♀️
Your sharing really helped, so thank you. I send you so much love for what you went through. Good for you for getting through this difficult time and asserting your boundaries.
Wow, I've never clocked someone in one of my readings so fast for one of these. I'm pile 3 and you came back with the cards and within seconds I was like that's my mom! It was absolutely wild, her birthday is the 19, mine is 31, we're both Virgo sun, Sagittarius moon. And the more you've gone on the more sure I am it's her.
Pile 4, Chiron in my 11th along with moon in Virgo, and south node in 7th in Taurus, Saturn in 5th in pisces. Yeah haha, haven't listened all the way through yet, but just wanted to say thank you for these readings, they help me feel seen. 🙏❤️
Pile 2 is spot on. I am a life path 7, Sun, rising and Venus in ♐ and moon in ♓, midheaven in ♍. Definitely have dealt with a lot of Devil energy, and definitely have been told that I am a good listener and very dualistic, unconventional and feisty! Thank you for this reading! ❤❤❤
THANK YOU from a Pile 4, short-fused but caring Scorpio ♏️, a Goat/Sheep in the Lunar Zodiac, and a Wolf 🐺 in the Celtic one!! I really needed to hear this ❤ All the best to you 😘
Girl I am mind blown at how beautifully connected you were to my energy, I picked more than one pile and wow to how accurate you were 💗💗 thank you so much for the beautiful messages and your lovely soothing energy x
Thank you Lotus Tile Tarot for pile#4 reading,Thank also for validating two areas for me #1 that I am ascending when I saw the eagle ,I felt it ,I am a full moon in scorpio, an then you said it. An all of my life since I was young girl felt like I was more welcomed in the spiritual relams then here , an then you spoke about that too.I would like to leave for those who picked this Pile a quote to remember how beautiful they are People are like Stain glass windows they sparkle & shine when the sun is out but the True Beauty is when they shine when darkness is sbout ,that truth of themselves, the True Beauty inside.
Thank you so much for such beautiful readings. I just want to also let you know there is space for you in your readings... I really enjoy the personal stories you shared as symbolism for the situation you were describing. -No need to apologize for flowing with that 😊
Wow! That was so good. I want to keep it simple and just call it plain. Anything else would tarnish it. I stumbled upon this reading last night. I was a pile number 4 straight away , right to it. I was sobbing. Thank you reader. ❤
Pile 4 resonates with me except I don’t have a person who has loved me for myself. I don’t have past connections who have not been narcissistic. I have set my boundaries with former friends and now will go forward knowing my true worth. Thank you for the amazing reading ❤
Wow, this is so on point. Amazingly accurate. Thankfully I’ve moved beyond the emotions tied to feeling used up, or needing people to have the awareness of their actions and I have had to end some friendships but after moving through the pain of the loss I have begun to refurbish my energy and for once focus on myself. And what you predict is something that has been predicted many times for me in private readings. So this is very healing and great confirmation. Blue deck. 💗🙏💗 Thank you!
Pile 4- First time watching your videos and this definitely earned a subscribe. The reading was resonating very strongly for me and when you pulled the King of Pentacles I laughed out loud because I definitely don't feel like I fit that but I can certainly see how I would appear that way to the person that was coming through on this reading as loving me. It's all relative I suppose, and for everything life has thrown at me, I guess I really do have myself well put together and know how to roll with the punches. Lots of messages in here that I really needed to hear. Thanks.
I look at my parents.. what’s the purpose of their life if they live out the same shadows now (in their 60s-70s) as they did in their 30s? And they are both people who say they love to learn from others. They have a daughter who have transmuted a hugh amount of shadows. Is it different missions/goals for different generations? Looking back, my grandparents had different struggles.. What gives me hope is that my siblings are kind, respectful humans who are open to work on their shadows. 🤔 I don’t know why it pains me, but maybe we play different roles even though we’re not able to take the steps, next generation hopefully breaks loose and will.
Pile 3 wow… thank you so much for such an accurate and beautiful reading. Very much so the direction I’m moving towards and I’m closing a chapter of finishing grad school and moving back home! Nothing is planned out for me as of now and I’m surrendering to spirit to guide me to where I’m meant to be ❤ thank you so much again sending the love and light right back to you xoxox 🥰💕✨
Thank you for the beautiful reading. I liked pile 1 and 3. Leo Sun, Taurus Moon, Virgo Rising. Hurting from a marriage, reached native 8 months back unsure of future course, made friends with a Musician, Capricorn Sun and Moon. He was abandoned by his partner 2 years ago, has an 18 year old. He is very intuitive and said he felt we cud be together and i wont leave my place anytime soon bz i cant leave him. Funny, blunt, we were two cartoons. we worked well on music and i wanted to do so much for his talent. Both have childhood traumas. Felt safe and cared for a while. His family issues for property etc spiralled and he preferred isolation. We did have a fight and I ended it. No contact now. The whole thing looks like an illusion. Incomplete. I blame myself. So, lovable is nice but not real for me. I do believe in it though. May be he might come visit me with balloons and candies. I somehow believe that. 🙏❤
Pile 1: THE VIRGO MARS WTH that’s me 😭 gotta watch the whole reading now haha I’ll be back! Edit: At first I’m always like “How does she do that?” And then I’m like “Ofc she hits every spot- spirit is talking right through her!” You’re such an amazing reader and I deeply resonate with your bubbly energy ❤ So grateful for your readings! I’ve been kind of struggling in the Love department if I may say so haha so this really is healing indeed ❤
🕚TIMESTAMPS🕝
Intro: (0:00)
Pile Selection: (0:21)
Pile 1 💜(Amethyst Cluster)💜: (05:13)
Pile 2 🩷(Kunzite)🩷: (01:48:58)
Pile 3 🤍(Astrophyllite)🤍: (02:53:05)
Pile 4 ❤(Carnelian Heart)❤**TRIGGER WARNING: TRAUMA/ABUSE IS MENTIONED HEAVILY IN THIS PILE - IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU'RE HEALING & I DON'T WANT TO SPIRAL ANYONE HERE!: (04:17:59)
**SPECIAL NOTE**: We will have a juicy and fun extended today, if you're interested! It will be centered around "Who Wants To Make Love To You?" So, for those in need of some spice in their life, I have just the 18+. goodies for you, hehe
**Pile One Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/949385968
**Pile Two Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/949681554
**Pile Three Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/950354281
**Pile Four Extended Reading**: vimeo.com/950380263
Holy smokes 2 in one day I’m ❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤
6 hours is INSANE GIRL U NEED A RAISE
ikr I had to check if I seen that right 3 times 😭
u shouldn’t have to apologize for taking ur time creating long winded content, ur time is valued :)
Agreed. That's literally why I watch these.
She's just a humble sweetheart 💕
I really love long readings too.
Agree❤
Whaaat? 6 hours long? 😍😍What good in the world did we do to deserve this amount of love and kindness? Immensely grateful for your time and effort Taylor ❤ If anyone deserves the world here that'd start with you! Sending you so much love your way 🙌🏻✨ Lots of love too for the wonderful people in every pile ❤❤❤
Pile 4 here. I'm not used to commenting on readings, but this one was so helpful and healing. I felt so loved and uplifted after watching it and I really, really needed that, thank you so much ❤
To all my fellows pile 4 that are going through this process, wherever u are in the world, whenever you're reading this, know that I'm sending you a lot of love and that you are not alone. Life is tough sometimes, but we can do it, I believe in you 🥰
Sending you lots of love right back ♥️
Pile 2 thank you lol. yes, i’ve come to this conclusion that a lot of people may call me “ idealistic “ & Im okay with that- because you’re right, it can exist. How do i know that? because I exist. I am working every day to show up in the world as my ideal self, and see this world as my ideal world, and because I exist, that is reason enough to keep on keeping on with it. I am hope, and i’ll never apologize or feel bad for seeing the God in this world.
I love this and you! Thank you for sharing this powerful message. 💛
pile 4: I never blame myself for anything, but hate it when people consciously point there finger at me, and blame me for something I have not done.I started self employment a while ago, and the clients evaporated, I must leave my appartment.I always had people around me I could count on, up to now- now, they're all gone. how amazing, they literally tell that I don't have them as friend/family, while I was there whenever they needed me. I can't even say that it hurts, as much as you feel rejected and betrayed. For others, good luck with whatever you'e going through!
“Weaponize your sensitivity“.
Never have I ever heard 3 words that have explained so much about people’s behaviours,
Thank you, you’ve changed the way I see the people in my environment.
the piles that I am drawn to and the amount of accurate descriptions you have...I still cannot believe just how good you are at this. truly appreciate your energy and dedication to all the readings. much love:)
🥹 Thank you so much! I’m so happy that my readings resonate with you. I’m grateful to connect with your energy and be part of your spiritual journey! 💛
Pile 4 was long but didn't even realize how long it was until I was right at the end 😅 It was accurate and confirmed a lot of things I have been feeling intuitively. It's a bit funny that I actually said to one of my friends that I understand she must be feeling bad, but I have my boundaries too and she just proved I need to keep them and no longer have anything to do with her. She really tried to make me feel crazy for speaking my truth and told me I wasn't myself. Little did she know, I am more of myself than ever. That attempt of manipulation was the last drop for me. Thank you for the reading ❤❤❤
The accuracy of the energy check in alone my goodness. What comfort it is to be seen and to have Lotus Taylor’s reassurance.
Pile 2 so accurate. Earth angel thug here 😂. Virgo is karma for people. I have definitely shocked people even my twin that I cut them off for taking me for granted. People think the love I have is impossible or fake. I assure you it’s not. I don’t take anything from anyone. At the same time I’m also comfortable to be around and people feel seen. Bravo !
Wow…chills!!! Nice to know there are others out there I resonate with…rocking your authenticity with love but don’t poke the bear either!!! lol 😉 I wish you well on your journey!
Pile 4 was beautiful thank you. I’ve been healing boundaries for the last 6 years of my awakening process . I remember I used to get full body shaking uncontrollably when I was speaking my truth at the start. Now I am so much more sure of who I am , spirit has been sending in all this tests in the form of karmic connections , it’s been a a wild ride the last two months ! Definitely healing on another level where I see my worth in ways I’ve never felt. I have been gifted with a person I’m dating who is so conscious of my boundaries and my wants and needs . You can get there my loves! ❤ stay strong 💪🏾
Pile 4. You gave me chills. Libra sun, pisces moon, year of the dragon, Chiron in cancer in my 7th house, developed atlas syndrome-cptsd, learning and developing boundaries was the best thing I've done for myself. I'm an esthetician, so very much in the service industry, but have been in extreme hermit mode lately. I'm oddly enough, really enjoying the pull back and detox from people.
You are so in tune, and I love these readings. Thank you for seeing me, and helping me acknowledge what I'm going/have gone through.
❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2- I am a Starseed, lightworker, North Node in Pisces, born on 7th, Owl is my spirit animal, doing forgiveness prayer. I have been called too sweet, nice, pure soul, scapegoated, taken for granted in the past and then I chose to walk away and choose myself and now they feel the loss of what’s true energy can be and find the loving energies to be irreplaceable😌😇🌸🔮 Looking forward to my soul family!!!
Omgggg like this is 💯 accurate! Thank you beautiful soul❤️🥰🍀
Pile 3: Pisces/Scorpio/Capricorn here... & I always feel behind but I'm viewed as if I have my life together 🥹. Thank you 💖
I'm a pisces/scorpio/Capricorn too and I totally relate!
Do you have a pisces or scorpio sun?
I'm cancer sun, scorpio moon, pisces rising ✨️ similar feelings on not being where I want to yet, but people seeing what they want in me. I'm focused now on finding the path for the unique energy that's there to offer the world. Water placements in astrology are a beautiful but heavy gift. We show people how to experience and express emotion with authenticity.
@MichelleSmith-gt1py what are your placements? 💙
Pile 4. Thank you for this reading. It was so healing. I cut off my family 3 years ago because of the scapegoating, smear campaigns, gaslighting and general abuse. Extended family told me to stay and that I was abandoning my mom, despite being kicked out and working on the final year of my degree. As you said “reactionary abuse” I also cut off an old friend that came back into my life. After almost 3 months of dealing with her bs. I saw that she was controlling, siphoning my energy and had anger issues.
I totally understand the gaslighting and scapegoating and smear campaigns. I had to cut off my mother for the same reason.
You are so strong❤️I wish all the best things for you to come your way❤️never tolerate people or behaviors that tries to put you in their own darkness and toxicity❤️
dude you're such a cancer, the selflessness of these readings... like... it is wild you are so generous with your time to do such long free readings.
🥹 Thank you so much! I love doing these and am honored to read like this, but it’s nice to be acknowledged. I appreciate you! I’m sending you lots of love. 💛
Sending millions of dollars your way my love . In Jesus name Amen
Wow. Pile 3 was me -is me. I just turned off a few people who had me in an energy that didn’t let me be. I realized that I can change my reality and not have them be a part of it without guilt. Thank you for this amazing reading. You are amazing.
I have to tell u smth! I picked Pile 4 and u kept apologizing that the reading is getting long and u assumed that the Viewers would click off or lose interest, (those who do actually should click off tho bcs then the reading is not meant for them and that's not your fault, okay?) BUT when I listen to Tarot readings and my Pile takes longer I'm happy it feels like a free extended Reading! And I'm so grateful for every extra word u say. Even when Readers repeat themselves and that's why the reading gets stretched out I'm just grateful to listen to them and them reading for me, it brings me comfort! So every second longer is a second longer comfort. Like listening to a friend giving me advice with warm chocolate or tea, in a dimly lit room with candles, when it's cold outside and some warm blankets warpped around us, talking through the whole Night. That's the energy I get and enjoy when I watch Tarot readings. And please don't feel ashamed to bring on personal experience it just makes me feel more safe since I know u know what ure talking abt. Thank you for your Service! And I'm proud of u for setting Boundaries bcs it's hard asf. U DID THAT
Pile 4 the ending I am in a situation with someone, and it feels just like that. I didn't want to, but I decided to end our friendship. Although I do feel we still had a reason to be in each other's energy.
PILE 4, every single thing you said from the start! I even played pile 1 first and realized that wasn’t my reading and came to my first choice (pile 4). Everything! Incredible reading 😮
Pile 2 stood out for me… the owl card was confirmation because I literally saw a great horned owl when I was out for a walk the other night!
Pile 2 - wow I literally just wrote a poem about me freeing people and I’ve been talking about that! I want to free people and yes In past I have come into a lot of fear based energy! Your amazing! I am on the cusp of Aquarius
Pile 4: wow! It’s crazy how much this resonates. I am a Libra sun, Aries ascending, Virgo moon, Scorpio in Venus, year of the tiger, most of my signs are in the 7th house- including Kyron. I grew up in a neglectful and abusive household. My mother left at the age of 4 so I took care of my sister who was 3 years younger and the house from a too young age. But I was the rebel, out of the box child who was the black sheep, because; in my soul (from a very young age) I knew that my life was dysfunctional and felt that so much about human treatment was not right even when I had minimal life experience. I met my TF 2 1/2 years ago. He is a Scorpio. We have been on and off this entire time, but we both still recognize how lucky and blessed we are to have this opportunity. Similar to me, and not surprising, we have come from similar but dissimilar upbringings- but the end result has been that we both struggle in intimate relationships and feeling worthy of real, unconditional love. Sadly, he does have his heart in a cage. I am walled to a degree- more with him now than I was initially because of his fear, inability and unwillingness to be fully vulnerable, and running. We both have CPTSD. But we love each and treasure each other so much and do have beautiful times as well as heartbreaking episodes. He was the one who taught me about boundaries, as you said. But he cannot deal with any arguments or criticisms. This is usually when he runs (like last week when I expressed disappointment and frustration about him backing out of dates). Thank you so very much for this reading. You are so gifted! And no apology whatsoever for sharing your story with us. I appreciate this! ❤
Wishing all my fellow angels from pile 4 the most strength and graceful energy
Pile 4: Energy Check; I definitely know why people keep me around. They’ve explicitly told me but it was never in a negative way. I don’t think they quite understand to find that for themselves they have to learn it for themselves and not keep me around or use me. I feel like it’s great to be an example but at the same time if I don’t have boundaries I’m teaching them that they need me to excel. What I do that’s best for me, is what’s best for them. Even if they feel angry or sad for my distance, if they truly love me that feeling would dissipate and they’d begin to understand.
Thank you, pile #2. I picked it because I am wearing all pink today! Turns out you described me very well and helped me to see how I am making a positive impact in the world. Thank you💞
The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing
how blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere.
They’re in each other all along.❤ Thanks 🙏 ❤❤❤ I love your vibes ❤ .. can’t believe believe you picked on these shadowy narcissists I encountered before hmmm .. this is interesting
Love it when a new Lotus reading drops, especially before bed. I feel all loved up and ready to make honk shoos. Thank you for spoiling us!! You provide so much support while on this self-love and healing journey and it's SO very appreciated. Sending love and my gratitude your way! 💖
I totally understand! I am sooo done with the manipulation. I cut off my abuser a few years ago and welcomed the peace after. Now I get to start building a life from scratch. I just want to focus on loving the process of learning tarot and honing in the craft.
Pile 4 - That was amazing ! It made me cry and realize many things, thank you !
From the moment you picked up the stone, I started crying, I don’t cry ever, the number 6, I am the sixth child in my family, I have loved your reading, so much laughter and that’s amazing, and I can find a song for all occasions. Love love you! That was for pile 3!❤
Oddly enough, I often choose the pile with a trigger warning before I see it.
Same sending you love ♥️
@@jennydavis6296 Thanks, the same to you 💜
I chose Pile 2, I’m a Sagittarius and I truly resonated with this reading, thank you so much for your beautiful energy, and for helping me in my healing process, bringing light to some areas that are still in the dark for me, love and light for you and for the people in your channel ❤🌻
I always told my family, “If you can think it then it can exist!”
#2! Thank you so much for this - all really and truly resonates. I appreciate this most insightful reading !!
Honestly Taylor, I can’t tell you how grateful I am for your thorough readings, they always resonate to the point I know I have to start keeping a book of notes when I watch your readings. It’s like taking a small class. Pile 3 helped me trust I am on the right path. I have been going through so many levels of trusting Spirit and in turn realizing that I must also give that same trust to myself. Thank you for sharing your gifts. Sending you peace and love. 💕✨
Thank you for sharing what you have been through, because it helped me feel not so alone in what I have been through. Sometimes with readers there is this misconception that you all are protected from these things, but you are all just human on this path of life. Being given a beautiful gift most times means even more challenges are put in your path. So, your sharing helped me and I want to thank you for that.
Spirit had me wait a day before listening to pile 4. I'm glad, cause yesterday I don't know if I'd be ready to hear it. The self-hate was loud at the moment.
I have sn and chiron in cancer in my first house, sun, Saturn, Mercury in aqua in the 8th, and Pluto in Scorpio in the 5th. Yep.
This is the restructuring on my mind and self-concept after my Saturn return.
Thanks for being here. You have no idea how much it helps, just feeling a little bit seen. Even if it's through a general RUclips reading, I still feel warmth you share with this collective as if you were speaking to just me. So thank you❤
“People project a lot onto you”… me, a 5/1 generator 😂😂😂
Yes to year of the tiger :)
Thank you for #4❤ (just wanted to add that extremely accurate as per usual. Thank you, blessings 🙏🏼✨).
pile 3. gosh i’m like 10 minutes in and it’s so accurate. i’ve always resonated with phoenix energy. just trying to evolve constantly and do better and help people and animals and plants. but i do feel slept on, i don’t feel seen, and i absolutely don’t want to be in the town i am now. i feel like i give and give to people and i never really receive that energy back. i’ve never belonged. can’t believe how spot on this is so far, and i love how you referenced the shrek mirror scene “pile 3 pick pile 3” 😂 it’s like you know me! thank you so much for putting so much time and effort into this, it’s clear you have a gift. and thank you for making me feel seen 💜
edit: adding more as i go. i cannot believe you said people treat me as if im not human. i say that ALL THE TIME. it’s like they think im incapable of feeling or something and treat me however. i don’t get much empathy from people. wow. and i’ve been thinking about starting a healing youtube channel! thank you for the confirmation.
I was drawn to pile one, and my moon and raising signs are both Sagittarius and my sun is Aries,, so I instantly knew this was the correct pile for me. With the first energy, I ended up crying a bit when you talked about a passed loved one that is now a spirit guide, as I had a childhood friend pass away nearly 3 years ago which I'm still struggling with. With the second energy when you talked about the twin flame thing and I knew who it was easily, and it helps makes the whole mess situation make sense. And we do connect through music as that's also his line of work. The third energies sounded like my family and they were/are a nightmare which is exhausting. And the fourth energies, I have a number of ex boyfriends that this sounds like them and glad to be free of them. I really do have to work on the things you mentioned in terms of self love as still have those bad habits that I keep being reminded to work on when I use my own tarot deck that I have. 😅
Thank you, thank you, thank you! I deeply resonated with every word. And cherish the confirmarion of love. All the souls in pile 4, know you are infinitly precious to God and are worthy of love as his divine creation.
1:17:00 Very True. Every time I get into a romantic relationship I feel trapped. Those type of relationships just feel scary because I have such a big purpose and so many things I want to accomplish for myself. I can’t be feeling locked in and dealing with complaints and complacency. I’m so comfortable in solitude and it’s where I am most powerful and abundant. I’m in a romantic connection with myself, I get more done in my own energy.
I absolutely love your energy and also how considerate, compassionate and inclusive you always are in your communication. You’re also insanely accurate and it’s actually mind blowing sometimes. This was therapeutic thank you
Pile 3, and a Generator with Cancer and Capricorn placements....wowwwww this reading hit home for me, especially the energy from Spirit/Higher Self. I've been feeling for a long time like I'm just spinning my wheels, like I constantly have to be doing something but not really knowing WHAT. Taking a break to do self care and plant new seeds for myself sounds like exactly what I need! Thank you so much for this lovely reading 💖🌟
Pile 4 was amazing and hit home on so many levels. Thank you so much and I appreciated the lengthy video
4❤ Definitely was a "parent" as a child. Could have used that Spirit protection back then, for sure. 💙 Thanks for the message. 🙏🏾
Pile -1 Thank you so much for the amazing channeling message ♊♋ Love and Light 🙏🙏🙏
2:49:20 This really hit hard for me. I already resonated with this reading but this moment made me freeze. I am currently in a very dark moment in my life because my father passed away just recently. Taking the time to grief and care about myself and my family members. Thank you for the reading ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. I am sending you and your family so much love and healing energy at this time. Thank you for letting me read for you. I hope there was some comfort here for you. 💛
Pile 2 & 4 🥰💖. Such a beautiful reading as always! I don’t know why I still am in shock when so much resonates haha often feels like a personal reading. I’m so glad I listened to both extendeds too.. I originally just bought pile 2 but spirit was saying I needed pile 4 too and it was the same person but like a combination of his energy which was super interesting and loved the extendeds too! Boundaries are something I’m learning as well and to overcome being the “nice girl” but I’ve been working on my self concept & worth a lot lately and feel I’m stepping into more self love and power so I’ve realized why everything has happened for a reason to lead me to this place. But of course it’s a constant journey, and not always easy. Also I totally like when readers relate themselves and like hearing what you’ve been through as well! Sending love!
Pile 2: North Node in Pisces in the 12 house, Taurus stellium in the 2nd House (Sun, Mercury, Saturn), born on the 7th, grew up being scapegoated by toxic family, but always maintained my love of humanity despite numerous bullies. Did inner work to process generational trauma in my paternal line and healed emotionally myself, and am a firm believer in the power of Grace as a force for transformation. Favorite prayer is St Francis prayer “Lord, make me an instrument of your peace”. Not sure where on the starseed/earthangel/lightworker I am located, but something along that line.
Pile 1. Wildly accurate to the point of this feeling like a personal reading instead of a general ready. Omg. I almost fell off my chair when you channeled my mom during the guidance part
Deeply resonated with Pile 4. I actually was dealing with a situation today that led me to your video. I simply decided to say “no.” And their response/actions showed me they didn’t value nor respect me. It felt awful and though saying no absolutely still feels unpleasant and uncomfortable, it’s absolutely necessary for my growth and self love and protection. Thank you for sharing this video and advice you truly made me feel so much better ❤️❤️❤️
I really needed to hear much of this. I hope to get more in touch with my higher self. 🌟
Thanks for adding yourself into the last pile, you are appreciated
you are amazing lotus! You did Pile 1 for almost 2 hours and it feels like a personal reading. from the very core of my childhood to love interest and my mbti type (infj) Your time is valued and appreciated and I am grateful for you! Thank you!!
No idea how resident evil popped up here but the fact it is makes it all feel so accurate
Pile 3 was spot on, was still listening and then I heard the beginning of pile 4 and drawn into that. They both resonate so highly with me. You are truly a master reader. Thank you for all of your beautiful dedication to such in depth kind and thoughtful readings. I adore you for how kind you are. Many blessings and so much love to all who also feel lost and shattered and alone. 🥺🙏❤️🩹
Thank you for sharing your story during pile 4. I’ve been through sth similar. It means a lot to hear these encouragement and reassurance from you and spirits.
Someone I thought was my friend tried to make me feel guilty for my reaction against a harassment, and when I was upset at her and stopped talking to her, she then tried to make me feel guilty for getting upset at her and even told other mutual friends of us how bad she felt etc. She was so good at gaslighting that I even spent so much energy to explain why I felt so bad about the situation and didn’t want to talk to her, but all she did was denying and accusing me and another friend for inferring more meanings to her words. After the “cosy talk” she realised we still didn’t want to talk to her, so she asked for another talk. I didn’t want to talk to her alone so I told her our mutual friends will be there too and she cancelled the plan. Then she made up of a story of me as a sneaky person doing things behind her back.
Only until then that I realised she was not the angel she portrayed herself to be but a manipulative person whose only goal is to make herself a savior in all situations with others begging for her wisdom and when I didn’t agree with her about how to handle the harassment, she started playing the victim game and trying to portray me as a villain. I was lucky I had great compassionate and loyal friends, and smart as well, who helped me see through all of this and stick with me from start to end, not buying a word of the toxic snake 🐍 🐍
Such an energy vampire and ridiculously plastic face that once in a while, I’m still paranoid that I was harsh on her, such a fragile soul who never wants to harm an ant.
Accurate. Pile 3 . That's why I now only have a single friend because on my 35 years of living in this world people proved themselves to be just plain greedy a-holes. I'll reserve my love n energy to myself till my remaining years of life. All of the people can hate me I no longer care.
EVERYTHING (okay like almost everything) about pile 3 resonated with me and it felt so validating and at times a little hard to hear. I've lived my entire life for other people and it has led to some pretty severe burnout and feelings of being lost and detached from my own life. Now I'm 22 and have no idea what to do, but I know I don't want to live like this anymore. The final straw was recently realizing about a week ago that my friends don't actually care if I'm around and haven't been considering my well-being or feelings even when I try my best to help them out and be there. When you said someone has been crying recently it really confirmed it for me becacuse I spent that night sobbing in my apartment telling my boyfriend that I don't know if I have ever actually had friends and I've been letting my family and coworkers run my life for me. I recently broke into the modeling/acting industry after pursuing a career in veterinary medicine since high school and it feels so much more right for me. I loved to perform as a kid but my family always told me I was stupid for wanting to pursue it, and that I'd end up broke, so I lost my confidence. I'm slowly gaining it back and it feels wonderful. Now I'm caught between the two different career choices because vet med has burned me out almost completely and I'm afraid of pursuing things in the entertainment industry because I'm terrified of failing. I'm realizing I have to stop getting in my own way and if I really want to do something, I have to believe I actually can to succeed at it. It's easier said than done, and I don't want to leave vet med alltogether because I've grown to enjoy medicine and I don't want to disappoint the people who believe I'd make a great vet, but gosh, I can't be caught in this stalemate anymore. I really want to feel like I'm living my own life.
Okie-dokie, I see you're spoiling us today~🎺👑
Hehe, yessss! 💛🥰 Because y’all deserve it!
You're my favorite tarot reader and I resonate so much in pile 4, really was so much when I had this similar encounter, of someone disregarding my boundary but I stayed firm and strong 💪 it taught us healing and to be the queen of sword as well as the queen of cups. ❤❤❤ you are amazing thank you for being my guide x
Literally i am relaxing my way out of the devil’s snare at present - EVERYTHING you say is so divinely channeled - you are brilliant ❤ I feel so comfortable and seen in your energy 🥰💫
Pile 3, here…and this resonated SO MUCH…and, in SO MANY ways!
You always hit the nail on the head with so many little details! It never ceases to amaze me.
I’ve actually been considering just straight up quitting my job and pursuing what I now know, is my life’s purpose…and the messaging I’ve been repeatedly receiving around that, is that it will bring a lot of abundance my way…more importantly, I know it will be fulfilling to help people on a much deeper level.
That said, that’s only the tip of the iceberg with the resonance of this reading…and many other readings of yours, as well.
Thank you, so much, for your amazing readings! I really love your energy and I love that you go into great detail (mercury in Virgo, here)! I hope it’s not too taxing on you!
I really appreciate the love and compassion that you give through your readings, as well.
You’re such a TALENTED reader AND a beautiful person.
I will definitely be looking into your personal readings…
Your guidance and encouragement is MUCH appreciated, FOR REAL. 🙏🏼❤
Can I just say you mentioned a deceased loved one in pile 1 and you literally said the numbers 27 and 9. My step brother died in freak work accident on 9/27. That’s what got me into spirituality and just WOW.
Pile #4 and haven’t watched it yet, but the disclaimer is already resonating and wanted to say a huge thank you in advance for your love and time. 1hr 40mins!!! So grateful for you ❤️ all your readings resonate so so much and I know this will be a very healing message. Sending you so much love and gratitude 💞
Pile 3, thank you so much, i felt that deeply✨
Pile 1 is SOOO ME. It's so uncanny because of all it are accurate.
Pile 1. 100% resonated that first energy was definitely my grandpa who had just passed away brought tears to my eyes. As well with that tower energy I’ve heard it from your videos and some others! Thanks Lotus!
Pile 4 I am feeling very grateful to have come across this reading and have these messages come right through you. I have been feeling very emotional and reflecting back on my childhood, the traumas. Even though I have been that person who always took care of themselves, it is still hard. It is hard to choose healing when the world is filled with people who would rather not heal and keep projecting their issues on others. Every word you said holds importance, thank you for doing what you do, I made some fun doodle notes & kept breathing deeply. To taking up more space and honouring the inner light. 💓🧚♀️
Your sharing really helped, so thank you. I send you so much love for what you went through. Good for you for getting through this difficult time and asserting your boundaries.
Wow, I've never clocked someone in one of my readings so fast for one of these. I'm pile 3 and you came back with the cards and within seconds I was like that's my mom! It was absolutely wild, her birthday is the 19, mine is 31, we're both Virgo sun, Sagittarius moon. And the more you've gone on the more sure I am it's her.
Pile 4, Chiron in my 11th along with moon in Virgo, and south node in 7th in Taurus, Saturn in 5th in pisces. Yeah haha, haven't listened all the way through yet, but just wanted to say thank you for these readings, they help me feel seen. 🙏❤️
Listened to pile 3 last week and it's been so resonant I had to come back and relisten
Pile 2 is spot on. I am a life path 7, Sun, rising and Venus in ♐ and moon in ♓, midheaven in ♍. Definitely have dealt with a lot of Devil energy, and definitely have been told that I am a good listener and very dualistic, unconventional and feisty!
Thank you for this reading! ❤❤❤
THANK YOU from a Pile 4, short-fused but caring Scorpio ♏️, a Goat/Sheep in the Lunar Zodiac, and a Wolf 🐺 in the Celtic one!! I really needed to hear this ❤
All the best to you 😘
Take up space sis! Pile 4 and whew! What a doozy, it really resonated and I appreciate you really diving deep and taking your time. Bless ❤
Girl I am mind blown at how beautifully connected you were to my energy, I picked more than one pile and wow to how accurate you were 💗💗 thank you so much for the beautiful messages and your lovely soothing energy x
pile 3, I'm going through a really tough time right now mentally and this helped a lot, thank you.
Thank you Lotus Tile Tarot for pile#4 reading,Thank also for validating two areas for me #1 that I am ascending when I saw the eagle ,I felt it ,I am a full moon in scorpio, an then you said it.
An all of my life since I was young girl felt like I was more welcomed in the spiritual relams then here , an then you spoke about that too.I would like to leave for those who picked this Pile a quote to remember how beautiful they are People are like Stain glass windows they sparkle & shine when the sun is out but the True Beauty is when they shine when darkness is sbout ,that truth of themselves, the True Beauty inside.
Thank you so much for such beautiful readings. I just want to also let you know there is space for you in your readings... I really enjoy the personal stories you shared as symbolism for the situation you were describing. -No need to apologize for flowing with that 😊
Wow! That was so good. I want to keep it simple and just call it plain. Anything else would tarnish it. I stumbled upon this reading last night. I was a pile number 4 straight away , right to it. I was sobbing. Thank you reader. ❤
Sooooo many moments and details in pile 3 were just like “whoa!” 💗 Thank you
Pile 4 resonates with me except I don’t have a person who has loved me for myself. I don’t have past connections who have not been narcissistic. I have set my boundaries with former friends and now will go forward knowing my true worth. Thank you for the amazing reading ❤
pile 3. thank you. i really needed this :((
Wow, this is so on point. Amazingly accurate. Thankfully I’ve moved beyond the emotions tied to feeling used up, or needing people to have the awareness of their actions and I have had to end some friendships but after moving through the pain of the loss I have begun to refurbish my energy and for once focus on myself. And what you predict is something that has been predicted many times for me in private readings. So this is very healing and great confirmation. Blue deck. 💗🙏💗 Thank you!
Pile 4~ this is one of the most accurate readings for me yet😭
Double reading 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
My night is complete!!!!!!
Pile 3 💜 I'm a massage therapist, I posted that quote about blooming yesterday, and a few other specifics lined up a little too well! lol Thank you! 💯
Pile 2 person sending sooo much love to those in pile 3. You got this beautiful souls, its gona be okay ❤
Pile 2, partner pile 3!!
Loved both extended readings. YOU ARE AMAZING 😻 ❤❤❤
sis i just cried and the when i clicked my chosen pile you just said that
Pile 4- First time watching your videos and this definitely earned a subscribe. The reading was resonating very strongly for me and when you pulled the King of Pentacles I laughed out loud because I definitely don't feel like I fit that but I can certainly see how I would appear that way to the person that was coming through on this reading as loving me. It's all relative I suppose, and for everything life has thrown at me, I guess I really do have myself well put together and know how to roll with the punches. Lots of messages in here that I really needed to hear. Thanks.
Pile 4. GREAT reading. Thank you!!!!🙏🏻❤️
I look at my parents.. what’s the purpose of their life if they live out the same shadows now (in their 60s-70s) as they did in their 30s?
And they are both people who say they love to learn from others. They have a daughter who have transmuted a hugh amount of shadows.
Is it different missions/goals for different generations? Looking back, my grandparents had different struggles..
What gives me hope is that my siblings are kind, respectful humans who are open to work on their shadows.
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I don’t know why it pains me, but maybe we play different roles even though we’re not able to take the steps, next generation hopefully breaks loose and will.
Pile 3 wow… thank you so much for such an accurate and beautiful reading. Very much so the direction I’m moving towards and I’m closing a chapter of finishing grad school and moving back home! Nothing is planned out for me as of now and I’m surrendering to spirit to guide me to where I’m meant to be ❤ thank you so much again sending the love and light right back to you xoxox 🥰💕✨
Thank you for the beautiful reading. I liked pile 1 and 3. Leo Sun, Taurus Moon, Virgo Rising. Hurting from a marriage, reached native 8 months back unsure of future course, made friends with a Musician, Capricorn Sun and Moon. He was abandoned by his partner 2 years ago, has an 18 year old. He is very intuitive and said he felt we cud be together and i wont leave my place anytime soon bz i cant leave him. Funny, blunt, we were two cartoons. we worked well on music and i wanted to do so much for his talent. Both have childhood traumas. Felt safe and cared for a while. His family issues for property etc spiralled and he preferred isolation. We did have a fight and I ended it. No contact now. The whole thing looks like an illusion. Incomplete. I blame myself. So, lovable is nice but not real for me. I do believe in it though. May be he might come visit me with balloons and candies. I somehow believe that. 🙏❤
Pile 1: THE VIRGO MARS WTH that’s me 😭 gotta watch the whole reading now haha I’ll be back!
Edit: At first I’m always like “How does she do that?” And then I’m like “Ofc she hits every spot- spirit is talking right through her!” You’re such an amazing reader and I deeply resonate with your bubbly energy ❤ So grateful for your readings! I’ve been kind of struggling in the Love department if I may say so haha so this really is healing indeed ❤