June 25th Edit: Hello Everyone! Yiman here - I connected with the Delutaya Translator/Discord Mod team and they let me know there were various inaccuracies to this video. In order to rectify this, I'm going to include all video timestamps providing both corrections and clarifications to these points that were off. I want to sincerely apologize to the Delutaya community and going forward I was do my absolute best to prevent misinformation of this nature happening again. 00:17 - Delutaya does not live in an apartment; she lives in her parents' house with does not have seven stories. No balcony was ever mentioned, either. 1:30 - Each "Holofive" talent debuted on different days starting on August 12th with Lamy, 13th with Nene, 14th with Botan, 15th with Aloe, and 16th with Polka. The 15th was the debut date of Aloe alone. 2:00 - Delutaya has never talked publicly about her mother being ill nor that she intends to use the money she earns for her mother. 3:35 - Delutaya is an alias that has existed far before 2020. Additionally, much of the material used as ammunition to justify harrassing her was from this Delutaya twitter account that existed before her Hololive debut. The idea that she'd create a new identity after having lost the will to continue with internet content creation is contradictory. While it may seem nitpicky, it's this persona that existed prior that not only gave the antis a direction to move, but also the fans that would reach out to her and ultimately provide her the path to recovery. 4:00 - In the clip referenced where Delutaya talked about domestic violence, she provided no details other than that her brother received the worse end of it. 4:30 - Delta has never given an explicit reason for why she endured her father's tyranny 5:10 - Like 2:00, this is an assumption 6:27 - Confirming this was not one fan, but two different groups of fans, one from the English-speaking community, one from the Chinese-speaking community, that got in contact with her. This was only possible due to an impostor trying to take advantage of her username appearing and Delutaya getting online in order to warn people about them. 6:42 - This correspondence was from a single fanbox comment however does not actually represent the actual convo that Delutaya had with the group of fans who told her about Fanbox.
They're not critical inaccuracies. He is just clearing up some things since her story in that period is pure insanity. I mean he didn't even mention the craziest part in February-March 2021.
@3zzzTyle Because Delutaya's info from 2020-2022 is extremely hard to follow. You have to dig through days worth of Fanbox Vods with different sets of translations which get corrected often and no clips for any key moments. Like there have been arguments amongst her fans over false memories because there is a lot to take in.
That fan deserves the medal of honor. One small act of kindness saved her life. Our actions can effect others more than we realize. My hope for humanity has been restored a little now. Thank you for sharing her story to the English speaking world. Hopefully, this video is the catalyst to her finally breaking out in the star she's always dreamed of becoming.
I was really bitter at the incident back then. Would've been better to direct my energy to help the victim rather than to argue with haters. Lesson learned.
Take the second lesson too. A small act of callousness, of hatred, can end a life. Both the good and the bad, no matter how "inconsequential", can change the world around us.
Done a similar thing to an indie one. Message them privately , didn't know what happened later but she seems to be fine now. I'm not actually a fan either just stumbled upon and went on , I don't know empathy struck me at the time
@@pcalix17 yeah but ask yourself: does the person acting out hatred care? Nope So to them, it doesn't matter who they hate. It's not their problem Also, newsflash: she is the lucky one. Most people don't give a f about anyone struggling, it's deal with it or drown. Doing a "good" thing is an investment into someone who will never repay you, why do that in the first place
Reminds me of another RUclipsr who I personally got into contact with, who I suggested doing a specific Kickstarter to get him and his family out when the Ukraine war happened. At the beginning Russia was steamrolling through Ukraine and everyone thought Ukraine would face a very bloody conflict, and the country began to conscript all young men, and potentially throwing them into the meat grinder.
I still remember how sudden and shocking the news was of her graduation, but I didn't know anything about her after that. I'm glad to hear she's doing better now. I wish her and her mother well.
Was so sad when we couldn't see the succubus can't tell dirty jokes and grow her horn, but not anymore I'm glad Delutaya found a place where she truly belongs! Glad to see everyone supporting her kindly
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
I remember how it went down back then. It was really confusing to the overseas and mainly western audience, cause there have been multiple issues brought up. Hololive didn't have a as strong track record as it does now, so there were doubts about their sincerity, too. Some Japanese antis complained about Aloe talking shit about soem Niji vtubers before as an indie as well. Online, it appeared a lot like a clash of cultures on top of the personal drama. I wish she didn't make the choice to graduate, but then again, I've never been in her situation. It could've been unbearably tough, and getting hate calls in a home with an abusive father and a sick mother was probably way too much to handle, even if it was just one or two calls in total. Thank god she made it through. Hopefully she will find success and ease in the future.
@@adrianaslund8605 That's how a lot of people in the west saw it back then. The official graduation notice from Hololive claimed something along the lines of them trying to find a solution, but ultimately Aloe decided ending her activities would be the best course of action. Naturally that didn't come across too genuine, not after the suspension. However, given the context in the video and Hololive's solid track record since then, I think it's safe to say there's a good chance that statement was true. Aloe seemed to have been in a rough spot without any sort of harassment, and with her beating herself up over the screwup of her one big chance, it could easily have led to her decision, even if - theoretically - Hololive management would be actively trying to make her vtubing career work after the suspension. Imagine having an abusive father and suddenly he gets a hate call about his daughter... it wouldn't take much to make Aloe's life absolutely miserable if it went on for a while. We'll never know for sure, though, as it always is with these things
I’m so glad to hear that her father is finally divorced. It just goes to show how bad parenting can ruin a life. With him gone, she must feel so much safer now
Damn. I always heard people say she’s been doing perfectly well after the whole thing in hololive, I’ve never heard of this story before. I’m glad she got help, world be cruel
Been a long time supporter of Delu and honestly as much as she is doing much better these days, a part of me really wished she was able to remain with Hololive and have that life she really deserved. It has always disgusted me that absolute sh*t bags on the internet just couldn't let go of mistakes made by her and just let it be. I remember Mano's debut stream fondly since she was just so excited to have been given that opportunity as it was a step in making her dreams a reality. Having it be taken away from her due to such pettiness still angers me to no end. Alas her story is just one of many and for Delu to be still with us and at least trying to have a happy life as this new persona & given this 2nd chance, i just wish her all the best and a long prosperous career. So thank you for giving those who don't know the up & downs of Delu a chance to get to know her. She's a special one that for sure.
That, in general, is just antis being antis. We've seen it happen recently with Zaion Lanza and how the internet steamrolled her until she was able to give her side of things through an "intermediary" or the borderline State sanctioned harassment campaign of Kiryu Coco by the mainland Chinese antis or more recently with Pikamee and who she reincarnated into (as it is a current, ongoing drama at this moment in time of posting). What gives these antis so much power is anonymity. There are many studies that show how peoples' attitudes change towards others online when they can't be identified. For example, the long running question of asking someone what they would do if they were invisible or completely unidentifiable, their answers say more about their morals and personal ethics than they may let on.
@@PhillyCh3zSt3ak Huh, there's a 'clarification' from Zaion? Where can I see it, if you don't mind? I've only seen Niji's statement and circulating rumours, but not from her. And who does Pikamee reincarnates into?
Yeah I really want her on that stage with other holomem especially her gen but maybe this is the way. She's really doing better now and she also have signed a label but I dunno which
It's insane that delutaya managed to get so far to the point she can look back and laugh and joke about her past. She's stronger than she knows and chat has been very supportive since her start as delutaya.
It is a shame that she never reached the status as one of Holo's idols. It is really heartbreaking to think the what ifs of that situation. It is really sad but seeing her stream again is making me happy. I wish her happiness
Bipolar disorder is a type of disorder that affect your mood swings and emotions, it could give you a sudden depression even though you know you're ok.
i knew that pretty well because i have that too... and its always screw me over... good thing that she actualy didnt do it.. unlike me who actualy really do it more then 3 times.. and end up Hospitalized.. but then again eh.. nevermind... it all good...
@@ciniapacifica8211 I don't know if this would be helpful coming from a stranger but I hope you overcome the challenges you are facing right now. I'm sure you'll find the strength to keep going no matter what and you're doing great trying to keep it together despite everything. Take care!! 😄
That's so weird. I was just wondering what ever happened to Delutaya and then this popped into my recommendations as soon as I opened RUclips. I only knew what happened to her with Hololive so it's disheartening to hear how much worse things were for her in her personal life. I am really happy that she's managed to bounce back and will make sure to check out her music.
Being in that fanbox and not being able to tell other fans anything about her, was really tough man. Really happy for her now. Great work with the video
Antis ain't gonna spend a dime to get upset. That's the whole point of Fanbox in the first place. And she had total control who goes in. So technically even if haters do decided to pay up, she will be able to boot them in a heartbeat.
@@gilgameshlfx7006 Yeah but what she didn't have in control was the choice of who doxxes her and who doesn't So even if she could moderate those comments on her streams and videos, there was still harassment done from external mediums, and said harassment was not minimum Just be glad that she could move on from that
@@zombielizard9383 The only way to get to her stream back then is through the Fanbox. People need to actually pay to even know when she's going to stream. Haters couldn't get to her because of the Fanbox gatekeeping.
@@gilgameshlfx7006 Oh I didn't know that, thanks But my point still holds, fanbox or not she still got the absurd amount of hate, and in one of her most difficult times of her life too
Mental condition is the greatest debuff imo, esp because people can't see it. Anyone will help the wheelchaired people cross the road but won't even notice adhd person forgetting something around.
i remember making a letter in a website for Delu back in 2020 that was made by fans that absolutely love her. Stay strong del, your time will come where you will shine the brightest and I will be there to watch!
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
Sad to see A mistake destroy somebody this much.. Not everyone can be A Kiryu Coco and rebound sadly. Good to see she has grown and is hopefully making enough
Sad thing is… since she probably didn’t really have any conversation with Coco, she didn’t receive the same help that Nazuna and Henya had. Because we all know by now that Coco will ALWAYS be there to help her friends out.
When Mano got doxxed online and got harassed everywhere, I was just worried about her... I know a person that young does not have the means to do a safe sail those waters... when I saw the first Delutaya stream, and then another stream months later I cried because I was just soo happy that she made it through, that the internet did not kill her dream. Thanks for the video man!
Damn this is a really interesting story you could actually make a movie out of this or even a show, at first when Mano Aloe graduated I wasnt fazed that much as i wasnt and am still not that much into vtubers, i just watch them from time to time. Watching this really does hammer into me that there is a real person behind that avatar, and hearing this story really does remind me that people are shitty, but individual people can truly be golden. I probably wont watch her much but its nice to know shes at a better place than before, i do truly hope she achieves her dream, maybe ill look to donate a few dollars.
i hope she can one day show up on stage like her dream when joining hololive, if she still have that dream. regardless, i'll send prayer for her who fight through many adversities towards her goal and dreams. may her be blessed in all her current and future endeavor.
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
@@nerdbased24That is what is sad, she was almost there yet her stay didn't last long. Imagine the Holofive together on stage, Delu singing together with NePoLaBo is the biggest what if of Hololive
Hello everyone just wanted to take this time to thank everyone we viewed and commented on this video. I am frankly overwhelmed from the outpour of support and love. This is a video that I approached with a lot of hesitancy because it is covering many complex topics and its even opening old wounds from past events. However, as someone that advocates for mental health and someone that loves to see a bounce back story, I had to make this video no matter what. If you are currently dealing with a mental health issue, just know you are not alone. Please reach out to your loved ones or if not possible, please seek professional help. *You got this!* Lastly, please go follow @delutaya! It will obviously be hard to understand her streams because it is in Japanese but def check out her music whenever she drops it!!
Of course! You did a great job covering these topics! I feel like this can actually have some kind of inspiration on other people to keep fighting and pushing forward ^^ And not only is it inspirational but it also brings More people to Delutaya to go show her Love and Support, and thanks to you I'm now one of those people! ^^ 🤍💚💓I'm actually really glad I saw this video and watched it, because now I have a new person to show my Love and Support too! Although to anyone who sees this an answer really would be nice and appreciated, even though Delutaya is Japanese and often speaks Japanese and everything and If anyone knows, Is Delutaya able to speak or let alone understand English at all?? If anyone has an answer to that then please let me know, and thank you! Have a good day everyone, and just as Yiman said.. You Got This ❣^^ ❤💖💗
Do you plan to make this kinds of Videos with other Vtubers as well? who may had the similar experiences like Delutaya, like when they went down and got back up.
@@kigitsune Ok got it, I mean as long as she can read English In general then thats all I need because I want to wish her my Best Hopes for her and check on her In some way, and considering last time when I failed trying to use a Japanese Translator for Pikamee when I first knew about her during the Hogwarts Legacy Incident, I don't want to say something in Japanese completely different from what I was originally trying to say. So If she can read my English text and have little to no trouble doing so, then that'll be great and MUCH Easier for me. 👍(I'm planning on checking on her tonight now just seeing the confirmation she can read basic English so I hope it goes well!)
frankly, all mistakes are dangerous when society witnesses it no matter how small that mistake is, its gonna send 10 years of built up goodwill down the drain
Damn I genuinely teared up watching this, as someone who read Oshi no ko, her situation reminded me of how Akane was treated on the internet which really pained me so much how similar their situation are. Im really glad that she lived through this, good thing that she had kind fans who came on clutch saving her from doing another suicide attempt
I love Delu, she is so strong, so talented. I wish she could've stayed Aloe with her friends. But even with all that happened, she's still out there, laughing, creating, pulling thousands of concurrent views. Fight on Delu, we're proud of you, and we love you! 💚🔺
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
Thank you for giving recognition to Delu. For sharing her story. This really feels like an iconic video that will introduce Delu to millions and propel her fandom forward. To all those who have supported her over the years, ARIGATOU!!!!!
Man, I'm glad you make a video telling all about her story. I always want to support her , but I don't have anything (basically just the thought and prayer all i can do). I just wish her all the best.
i've noticed that too. I never knew that this story is so powerful, even the host who read this script is almost break into tear. Hang in there, brother.
As someone who has been diagnosed bipolar, i can understand the pain one goes through when afflicted. I just want to give her a hug and tell her things are okay.
I never knew about this talent before watching this, but this story is amazing. She took a load of Ls an her life and now she can start taking some Ws.
i remember she said this too on stream , she's not there that long as aloe, but her fanbase is quite a lot. maybe they know she just doesn't deserve that graduate. she deserves her fame now.
I unconsciously cried while watching this video, it was tears of both sadness and joy. I'm not one of her first fanbox fan but I was there at the moment she decided to do her first public live on youtube, she is the strongest woman I ever met, despite going through some cruel things this much, but was able to stand up and keep going. And she was the one who made me decide to learn japanese. The time that bad things happened in my life, I saw her face, I hear her voice, I believe that it's not just me who feels like this. She is the light of mine and many others. And in the end, I believe that this light will go on forever. 💚
I was devastated when she graduated all of a sudden. A discord was created called M.A.S.S standing for Manamoto Alliance Support Squad. There a big project was being organized at that time in response to Aloe's graduation many of us wrote messages, created websites, collected tweets and artworks to show to her and hopefully reach her and tell her that we will always be with her and support her no matter what path she has taken. Even if it was a little we were able to save a person's life due to the many efforts that was done. I was a month late discovering her fanbox but it was all worth since we were able to personally convey our support to her. I am proud that she has come a long way and is now doing really well. Unfortunately, I had to stop my subscription due to my own problems but to see her endure and become resilient has given me hope. Thank you for sharing this and giving awareness.
Wow I always knew there was one HoloTalent who graduated because she got Doxxed.. but that’s all i ever knew about her. I really wish she stayed in Hololive, she would have been my main favs alongside Towa-sama and AkiRose. That aside, what a Powerful story! The kinds of story you’d hear on Anime and stuff. Big W for the fan who came in clutch with the message. 🙏 glad this video got recommended to me and officially introducing her to me
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
She was and still remains to be my favorite hololive member, i remember being completely entranced by her voice, her design, the way she carried herself, and her unique electronic singing. I never missed a live stream which was a first for me i usually just watch the vods days after. Then her 2 week suspension i checked in every single day to see when she was returning and then later the announcement of her graduation and the wiping of her channel vods made me extremely sad. I've been searching for her again for so long and knowing shes been delta this entire time brings me Joy and the fact that she had to endure so much pain over the years even trying to take her own life i cant help but feel for her being in that same sotuation myself when i was younger. Im so glad she didnt give up and is flourishing now, i wish her the best for everything lots of love Delta
I would personally like to thank nature for saving her from her attempts, Green friends look out for each other, I consider Delutaya as my precious Green friend, no matter how shtty life gets for her, I will always be there, I know we will. Let's support her with everything this time.
this is so sad. as someone in a pretty dangerous and toxic environment i really feel for her and it kinda disappoints me that I never heard of her or the things she went through until stumbling across this video. I'm glad she's doing well these days and I can only hope things continue to go well for her.
That was really... my english can not describe what i felt by watching her story. Im sad for her and all the Pain she must have lived throu and im so glad that there are people who helped her, even that tree who saved her life. Sometimes it helpes to remember that behind those avatars are real Peopel with reallife struggels who have to endure the same Problems, pain, fear or Illnesses everyone of us could have too (or sadly has). As much as Vtubers can bring Joy in our Lifes, they not always bring Joy in ther owen Life.
thank you for sharing her story, she was the only one of the five that i was not able to see debuting live but i felt more attached to her than the other, the announcement that came later was hard to swallow but i couldn't do nothing. after some time i do not know if was luck or else i discovered that she was still around, knowing that i started searching and in december 2020 i was finally able to meet her again, the first live i joined is still imprinted in my mind it was a rollercoaster of emotions happy to see her but also sadnes for what she went through, the day after with my broken english i writed one message of support to her, i do not know if she has read it or just ignored it but as i writed to her that time she will be my star
@@philip2205 Sorry i Just noticed i made a mistake, obviously i couldn't do anything, the only thing in my and other fans power was to try and support her in the middle of everything that was happening, it would be nice to be omnipotent and change everyone and everything that goes wrong, but until then i'm powerless
GOSH I SAW HER DEBUT!!!! I DIDN'T KNOW SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS.... Didn't understand why everyone supported her..Thank you for telling this beautiful story!!!! I'm crying right now😭
What a powerful story 👏🏾 😢. It's also shows just how terrible and ugly humanity is, and yet encouraging and compassionate people who actually care and reach out to someone in need. Caring and compassionate people never boasts about how great they are, actions speak louder than words🤟🏿😤.
way back then I wached her debut stream and I loved it, it was really good but for school and work I had to leave youtube and.... the bomb was dropped... I was really sad for her situation and years later scrolling in some random videos I watched a lot o clips o Delta and later I found that delta was aloe, I was so happy that she could came back one more time. I didnt know her situation and Im rally glad that she is improving !! TT^TT I wish her the best in the world Also, thank you for sharing this story :'D
Jesus christ.... Now im in shambles thinking about her genmates being able to keep it together when this all went down. 7 story building is like almost a guaranteed fatal jump and the fact that a tree saved her life from it is no short of a blessing. God bless whatever was at work there.
I have been avoiding commenting on this video but recently something has forced me to comment. To all of those who are supporting Delutaya, thank you from the bottom of my heart. However, please refrain from mentioning the content of this video to Delu. There has been quite a few people that have been commenting about this video and situation on Delu's streams. I know you all mean well and your hearts are in the right place; but again please do not bring up these topics as it is a painful subject for Delu and can bring down her mood. With all that said, I am personally not a fan of this video as it is riddled with inaccuracies or flat out wrong information; specifically the part about the one fan. I do not wish to dissect all the issues this video had in the comments section as I'm sure the creator was working with what they had or found and tried to piece together what they could even when it was incorrect. One thing is true and that is Delu has had a extremely tough life and went through some extremely depressing events. Thank you all for showing your love and support to Delu. If you wish to support her even further than please check into her FANBOX. Delu also has a extremely active Discord server that keeps up to date with all the latest information (corrects the errors this video has), live stream translations and even notification pings for when she goes live. I won't post the links here because I believe it is rude to comment links on another persons video. Both links can easily be found on Delu's channel. Thank you for taking the time to read this and once again; thank you for showing support to the most wonderful and talented girl in the world, Delutaya.
I was one of many who were heart broken to what happened to her as Mano Aloe. I thought that she was doing fine in between her shift to Delutaya. I just remember being so happy to see her sing again in her comeback stream. I never knew things were so bad. :( Thank you for informing me!
I remember the sudden Aloe graduation killed a lot of my motivation that day because she was the only holo member that peaked my interest. It sucks that these petty idol purist won't let go of her past post. The thumbnail did gave me a heartatrack
Damn...I didn't expect this to be how I discovered how she is doing now...quite tragic, but I'm happy she made a comeback in the end!! Ngl, thou, this makes me all the more worried about people I follow and admire online that show signs of struggle, specially when they disappear, but also motivates me to further share kindness!! You never know when a simple act of empathy or support can mean so much and even save a life!!
I'm never a fan of vtuber and believed that they are all fake fanservice tools. But after watching your videos shining lights on the people, the passion, determination and hardwork, the humanity and compassion behind every vtuber out there that I now find myself deeply in love with vtuber streams. I found my true love for anime culture and everything both the fun and the feels around it. Thank you for being awesome!
Now that is something. She did overcome it. Imagine being that fans the first one who send message to her now. He/she must be proud. With just word, he/she can save someone out of their misery. To the one who did that. Look at this. This is what you do to one depressed person. This is fruit of your simple words. Thank you. Now because of it, you save her from deep depth of depression. Be proud. Stand up. Just...dont be parasocial just because you did it please
This is so sad. She has it pretty tough. I'm so happy that she trusted that one guy and I'm so happy she's still in this fight. Bless the fans with their golden hearts. I can only hope that things will continue to climb for her
Delu's story is so amazing. She went through the worst of it all, was saved by her fans, and now she's getting constantly better. I hope she reaches success beyond her dreams, she really deserves it.
This is the definition of "a little knowledge is a dangerous thing" as you know some of her story, but then felt the need to make up BS to fill in the gaps, and as such, this video is an insult to her supporters who were there from the start. Firstly, if you actually knew what you were talking about, then you would know she didn't jump from "her apartment building" as you claimed, she lives in a house, not an apartment building. Second, it wasn't ONE fan who saved her and ONE fan who reached out to her. She already knew that overseas fans were sending her messages of support, she knew of their existence, and their efforts during the 2 week suspension. So when she came back to twitter, many fans came to show their support, many stayed silent to not overwhelm her, but there were quite a few who reached out and talked to her - myself included, So no, she didn't think of people as the enemy, and her belief in her fans never waivered for a second, as they had stood by her and supported her throughout. So, when she opened up about her situation, it wasn't ONE fan who reached out to her and then told her about fanbox, because several fans offered support at that time and tried to find ways to help her, including having her use her Amazon Wishlist so she would have the means to eat meals in her room. And what immediately helped her, and improved her situation was the wishlist as that meant she had everything she needed to live in her room without needing to go downstairs. And when fanbox was suggested, this idea was supported by many fans, and she was only initially hesitant because she wasn't sure how it might work as she wasn't able to 'create content' at the time, of cause people said that didn't matter, but someone suggested she could make journal / dairy entries, and the rest is history. Because the way Fanbox works, it was always going to be something that would help long term, but wouldn't help immediately, whereas the wishlist filled that gap, and right from the start there were a few hundred people who were supporting her however they could. There was no one lone mythical fan that saved her, it was FANS
This was very well made, and what a great finish with that quote. I only got into VTubers late last year and never followed up on her after the whole Hololive debacle, not familiar with her current identity, and assumed the best because of comments saying that she got right back on her feet. It's rough hearing what she went through, but seeing that she's still pushing onward in spite of her hardships and mental illnesses, it's definitely a story worth telling. I hope things only get better for her.
I remember I got in the Fanbox as soon as it was available, but both because I got way busier with work and because I don't know a single word of japanese I kinda stopped over the months. I'm glad to see she's now doing better, no one deserves to go through all of that.
I'm so fucking proud to have seen her battle and overcome the hell she's endured I hope with all my heart she achieves her dream, those antis will never be forgiven by me
Watch the clip of her saying these things. I was honestly shocked. I really didn't know she experienced the horrible stuff behind her hiatus(I wasn't in the rabbit hole then). She tells the story while giggle. I guess that means she already found herself in this world.
The scenarios she went through... I'm pissed off she couldn't get any resources herself to get through all that. I can only pray she keeps earning these glimmers of hope to keep going, and that she armors through. But fuq internet and the system.
Damn. This one really hit home. I think the description sums this one up really well as "tragic but beautiful." While she definitely struggled and did things that could've ended horrifically, it is so inspirational and triumphant in a sense in the fact that she was able to push through and find a place of stability, and it's nothing short of wonderful to see she's doing well. I honestly didn't know the full extent of Mano/Delutaya's story, so this video was very helpful in that regard and hopefully helps other people to jump on the support train for Delutaya.
Delutaya is one of the strongest people I will ever know, and her story goes to show that even when it feels like the world is out to force you down into submission, there will always be someone out there who wants nothing more than to help you stand up again. A small act of kindness can go a long way.
The universe decided it wasn’t her time to go. Glad I’m subscribed to her already and I’m fully gonna support her from here on out. Now to wait for an anime based off this
To be completely honest I had no idea about this person's existance until I saw this video in my "Recommended videos" section here on RUclips (i'm writing this comment literally right after I finished watching it) and I am sad to hear that such things have happened to her (or anyone really, but that's besides the point) and even though I now literally nothing about her other than what was stated and shown in this video i'm glad to know that her story (so-to-speak) has a happy ending, atleast for now. I'm sure that she's definitively going to have even more ups and down, but for her sake (as well as her mother's sake) I hope that said highs are really high and that the lows are as high as they possibly could be due to being lows. So (for example) a friend of hers potentially saying one negative thing about themselves (while she hears it) rather than them let's say inflicting serious physical self-harm (which she'd probably see later) or commiting suicide (which would very obviously hit harder than hearing or seeing said friend making a negative comment about themselves or inflicting self-harm). Also, on a slightly unrelated note: The last thing mentioned about her (that being the "quote" she made) reminds me of the "I don't want to survive, I want to live!"-quote from Wall-E. I sincerely apologize if I wrote or phrased anything in a confusing manner as well as for making overly long run-on-sentences (which i'm also about to do now). 😅 I tend to write, phrase, say and explain things in a confusing manner due to me not having the easiest time with coming up or realizing how to write/phrase/say/explain something; and the reason as to why I tend to make overly long run-on-sentences is because i'm usually not too sure when I should stop a sentence i'm currently making and make a new sentence (most often happening when what i'm writing about is related to what I just wrote).
@@Yiman Okay, that's good to know I suppose and no problem. This is actually the first (and as of me making this comment) only video i've watched or seen on your channel; and to be completely honest I think it's the only video on your channel i'll ever have watched (well, for a long while anyway) but i'll subscribe to you anyway because "Why not?".
Man, from hearing about her Mano days being cut short and her fellow genmates honoring her by keeping her on their posters to being so elated finding out that she had found her niche as Delutaya Then I get caught up with stuff on my side of stuff and I turn back and I see this? Like Vtubers appealed to me because many of them went through many hard times and honestly were/are more relatable and "human" to me than plenty of creators/streamers and you could tell just by how they talked and how they behaved over the course of their career And I know falling into the rabbit hole also opens you up/signs you on for the relative misery of graduations, personal situations, oversaturation burnout (who doesn't want to be an anime character nowadays?) Etc. But fuck dude, shit sucks, I'm sorry that Delutaya went through all the stuff she did and I am extremely happy she's still with us. I hope that she's come out this with some newfound strength that let's her piece everything together and push forward, Im really proud that she is able to hold on and keep on going But hell, I almost stay away from most vtuber related content save for some random clips and whatnot because whenever I look back it's something that pushes me right away (the most recent one before this was the mass graduation of Niji ID members) or almost feels manipulative to watch ("Check out my twitter, which just so happens to also have a link to my softcore/hardcore porn on fansly or whatever")
As some one who has been in the Hololive Fandom since Sora's debut and also being among thos who love Aloe, being appart of the Fanbox crew from the very beginning. As hard and heavy hitting as this is. I am glad some one finnaly brought light to what the poor girl has been going trough for the English speaking fans. Many of her English speaking fans only ever catched small hints as to what hell she went trough. Or dont know untill now that Delu-chan was Aloe. I have been asked many many times why i have a Delta in my Twitter handle, only ever replayed with a Headset Emoji and many instantly understood why. Thank you for bringing the Story of Delu-chan to light for the fans who dont know Japanese or understand only smal parts of what she has been talking about. We might not have been able to save her Smile as Mano Aloe, but i will be damned if we fans dont run with the second chance we have been given and keep her smileing now as Delutaya.
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
Bipolar is such a difficult disorder, our only treatments really just aren't enough. Lithium has too many side effects, SSRI's and SNRI's don't mesh well with manic episodes, and more intense mood stabilizers, like low doses of anti-psychotics, have extreme side effects. I truly hope for a breakthrough in research for those struggling with bipolar disorder.
yes my friend was telling me about lithium and how it also leads to abnormal weight gain, the world of bi polar disorder medication seems complicated and yes i hope we will have breakthrough soon
When your in such a dark place in life, a little flicker of light can be enough to light your way. With that i gotta give a shout-out out to Nene. Nene quickly rose to my top 3 fave hololive members with the way she keeps Aloe alive and well in her heart. She still holds on that the 5th gen still has 5 members. And that vid of her putting up a 5th lantern in minecraft for Aloe was really touching. It was such a sweet and wholesome gesture, that I can only conclude they're really close behind the scenes. Im at least glad to know Aloe had people as kind as Nene and this random fan on her side.
June 25th Edit:
Hello Everyone! Yiman here - I connected with the Delutaya Translator/Discord Mod team and they let me know there were various inaccuracies to this video. In order to rectify this, I'm going to include all video timestamps providing both corrections and clarifications to these points that were off. I want to sincerely apologize to the Delutaya community and going forward I was do my absolute best to prevent misinformation of this nature happening again.
00:17 - Delutaya does not live in an apartment; she lives in her parents' house with does not have seven stories. No balcony was ever mentioned, either.
1:30 - Each "Holofive" talent debuted on different days starting on August 12th with Lamy, 13th with Nene, 14th with Botan, 15th with Aloe, and 16th with Polka. The 15th was the debut date of Aloe alone.
2:00 - Delutaya has never talked publicly about her mother being ill nor that she intends to use the money she earns for her mother.
3:35 - Delutaya is an alias that has existed far before 2020. Additionally, much of the material used as ammunition to justify harrassing her was from this Delutaya twitter account that existed before her Hololive debut. The idea that she'd create a new identity after having lost the will to continue with internet content creation is contradictory. While it may seem nitpicky, it's this persona that existed prior that not only gave the antis a direction to move, but also the fans that would reach out to her and ultimately provide her the path to recovery.
4:00 - In the clip referenced where Delutaya talked about domestic violence, she provided no details other than that her brother received the worse end of it.
4:30 - Delta has never given an explicit reason for why she endured her father's tyranny
5:10 - Like 2:00, this is an assumption
6:27 - Confirming this was not one fan, but two different groups of fans, one from the English-speaking community, one from the Chinese-speaking community, that got in contact with her. This was only possible due to an impostor trying to take advantage of her username appearing and Delutaya getting online in order to warn people about them.
6:42 - This correspondence was from a single fanbox comment however does not actually represent the actual convo that Delutaya had with the group of fans who told her about Fanbox.
Lol dude wtf. You totally dramatized her story and made shit up everywhere.
if you have so many inaccuracies, maybe you should consider remake the video
They're not critical inaccuracies. He is just clearing up some things since her story in that period is pure insanity.
I mean he didn't even mention the craziest part in February-March 2021.
bro how do you get so much wrong in a 10 min video 💀
@3zzzTyle Because Delutaya's info from 2020-2022 is extremely hard to follow. You have to dig through days worth of Fanbox Vods with different sets of translations which get corrected often and no clips for any key moments.
Like there have been arguments amongst her fans over false memories because there is a lot to take in.
That fan deserves the medal of honor. One small act of kindness saved her life. Our actions can effect others more than we realize. My hope for humanity has been restored a little now. Thank you for sharing her story to the English speaking world. Hopefully, this video is the catalyst to her finally breaking out in the star she's always dreamed of becoming.
I was really bitter at the incident back then. Would've been better to direct my energy to help the victim rather than to argue with haters. Lesson learned.
Take the second lesson too. A small act of callousness, of hatred, can end a life. Both the good and the bad, no matter how "inconsequential", can change the world around us.
Done a similar thing to an indie one. Message them privately , didn't know what happened later but she seems to be fine now. I'm not actually a fan either just stumbled upon and went on , I don't know empathy struck me at the time
@@pcalix17 yeah but ask yourself: does the person acting out hatred care? Nope
So to them, it doesn't matter who they hate. It's not their problem
Also, newsflash: she is the lucky one. Most people don't give a f about anyone struggling, it's deal with it or drown. Doing a "good" thing is an investment into someone who will never repay you, why do that in the first place
Reminds me of another RUclipsr who I personally got into contact with, who I suggested doing a specific Kickstarter to get him and his family out when the Ukraine war happened. At the beginning Russia was steamrolling through Ukraine and everyone thought Ukraine would face a very bloody conflict, and the country began to conscript all young men, and potentially throwing them into the meat grinder.
I am just glad she is doing fine. it sucks that she experienced many ups and downs.
Well, atleast she experienced "ups", to be fair one has to experience either of them to experience the other.
@@gameman3981 exactly, there is no good without the bad, no happy without sad, no hot without cold. Its a whole damn law of conservation.
It sucks that Cover would rather just brush all this under the rug and pretend none of it ever existed.
Fuck the idol industry so fucking much.
@@apolloisnotashirt Yeah, or as one could also put it, "The law of equivalent exchange."
@@gameman3981 yours* sounds more correct ngl
I thought she was dead omg 😭. I’m glad she’s doing fine. Thank you for sharing this story.
Bruh, give me a mini heart attack for a moment when I saw the video thumbnail... omg💀
He is a gaslighter☹️
@@ZenithintheMakingnothing in this thumbnail is gaslighting. Clickbaity maybe but since it is true it's not even that
It scares me that if it went slightly different than what happened, we could not have seen Delutaya ever again
@@ZenithintheMaking thats... not what gaslighting means
I still remember how sudden and shocking the news was of her graduation, but I didn't know anything about her after that. I'm glad to hear she's doing better now. I wish her and her mother well.
Was so sad when we couldn't see the succubus can't tell dirty jokes and grow her horn, but not anymore
I'm glad Delutaya found a place where she truly belongs! Glad to see everyone supporting her kindly
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
@@nerdbased24 Maybe in an alternate universe that would be the case
@@nerdbased24 Not all are autotone I think not sure tho
Yes
I'm all for her man... hopefully i van buy her official merch one day
Honestly this is too much, an honest mistake screwed someone over so much
I remember how it went down back then. It was really confusing to the overseas and mainly western audience, cause there have been multiple issues brought up. Hololive didn't have a as strong track record as it does now, so there were doubts about their sincerity, too. Some Japanese antis complained about Aloe talking shit about soem Niji vtubers before as an indie as well. Online, it appeared a lot like a clash of cultures on top of the personal drama.
I wish she didn't make the choice to graduate, but then again, I've never been in her situation. It could've been unbearably tough, and getting hate calls in a home with an abusive father and a sick mother was probably way too much to handle, even if it was just one or two calls in total. Thank god she made it through. Hopefully she will find success and ease in the future.
@@tlk889 I thought she was forced to quit.
With that kind of environment at home .that calls were the last straw. A lot more people wasnt as lucky as her
@@adrianaslund8605 That's how a lot of people in the west saw it back then. The official graduation notice from Hololive claimed something along the lines of them trying to find a solution, but ultimately Aloe decided ending her activities would be the best course of action. Naturally that didn't come across too genuine, not after the suspension.
However, given the context in the video and Hololive's solid track record since then, I think it's safe to say there's a good chance that statement was true. Aloe seemed to have been in a rough spot without any sort of harassment, and with her beating herself up over the screwup of her one big chance, it could easily have led to her decision, even if - theoretically - Hololive management would be actively trying to make her vtubing career work after the suspension. Imagine having an abusive father and suddenly he gets a hate call about his daughter... it wouldn't take much to make Aloe's life absolutely miserable if it went on for a while.
We'll never know for sure, though, as it always is with these things
@@tlk889 She wasn't talking shits. She knew the Nijitalents and the actual reason for graduating.
And people don't like that.
I’m so glad to hear that her father is finally divorced. It just goes to show how bad parenting can ruin a life. With him gone, she must feel so much safer now
that was a huge w for her! that trash human being needed to go asap
@@Yiman True
Damn. I always heard people say she’s been doing perfectly well after the whole thing in hololive, I’ve never heard of this story before. I’m glad she got help, world be cruel
Been a long time supporter of Delu and honestly as much as she is doing much better these days, a part of me really wished she was able to remain with Hololive and have that life she really deserved. It has always disgusted me that absolute sh*t bags on the internet just couldn't let go of mistakes made by her and just let it be. I remember Mano's debut stream fondly since she was just so excited to have been given that opportunity as it was a step in making her dreams a reality. Having it be taken away from her due to such pettiness still angers me to no end.
Alas her story is just one of many and for Delu to be still with us and at least trying to have a happy life as this new persona & given this 2nd chance, i just wish her all the best and a long prosperous career.
So thank you for giving those who don't know the up & downs of Delu a chance to get to know her. She's a special one that for sure.
That, in general, is just antis being antis. We've seen it happen recently with Zaion Lanza and how the internet steamrolled her until she was able to give her side of things through an "intermediary" or the borderline State sanctioned harassment campaign of Kiryu Coco by the mainland Chinese antis or more recently with Pikamee and who she reincarnated into (as it is a current, ongoing drama at this moment in time of posting). What gives these antis so much power is anonymity. There are many studies that show how peoples' attitudes change towards others online when they can't be identified. For example, the long running question of asking someone what they would do if they were invisible or completely unidentifiable, their answers say more about their morals and personal ethics than they may let on.
@@PhillyCh3zSt3ak Huh, there's a 'clarification' from Zaion? Where can I see it, if you don't mind? I've only seen Niji's statement and circulating rumours, but not from her. And who does Pikamee reincarnates into?
Thanks for supporting her hope you're doing well hope she's doing well hope everybody s good ndoing well
Yeah I really want her on that stage with other holomem especially her gen but maybe this is the way. She's really doing better now and she also have signed a label but I dunno which
Humans will always Human.
(heck, wasn't the Cain thing just him being so petty he killed his bro?)
She truly must've had an angel on her shoulder.
and the angel spoke to her, the comment that gave her the push and direction she needed...
It's insane that delutaya managed to get so far to the point she can look back and laugh and joke about her past. She's stronger than she knows and chat has been very supportive since her start as delutaya.
It is a shame that she never reached the status as one of Holo's idols. It is really heartbreaking to think the what ifs of that situation. It is really sad but seeing her stream again is making me happy. I wish her happiness
Bipolar disorder is a type of disorder that affect your mood swings and emotions, it could give you a sudden depression even though you know you're ok.
i knew that pretty well because i have that too... and its always screw me over... good thing that she actualy didnt do it.. unlike me who actualy really do it more then 3 times.. and end up Hospitalized.. but then again eh.. nevermind... it all good...
@@ciniapacifica8211 I don't know if this would be helpful coming from a stranger but I hope you overcome the challenges you are facing right now. I'm sure you'll find the strength to keep going no matter what and you're doing great trying to keep it together despite everything. Take care!! 😄
yes i can't even imagine what that is like, my closest friend has it so i could only empathize w/ ppl that have it
Yeah that's what I got, it took years to manage and now it's just a mild annoyance.
My sister have it, she doesn't have anyone in her life to help except me. Please tell me how should i help her?
That's so weird. I was just wondering what ever happened to Delutaya and then this popped into my recommendations as soon as I opened RUclips. I only knew what happened to her with Hololive so it's disheartening to hear how much worse things were for her in her personal life. I am really happy that she's managed to bounce back and will make sure to check out her music.
yes her singing is amazing and im glad this video cleared up some things for you!
I wasn't ready to tear up. Thank you for sharing the story.
thank you for taking the time to watch my vid🙏🙏
Me to
@@Yimanthe dox happened due to nijiniggers who were angry they got called out
Being in that fanbox and not being able to tell other fans anything about her, was really tough man. Really happy for her now. Great work with the video
Antis ain't gonna spend a dime to get upset. That's the whole point of Fanbox in the first place.
And she had total control who goes in. So technically even if haters do decided to pay up, she will be able to boot them in a heartbeat.
@@gilgameshlfx7006 Yeah but what she didn't have in control was the choice of who doxxes her and who doesn't
So even if she could moderate those comments on her streams and videos, there was still harassment done from external mediums, and said harassment was not minimum
Just be glad that she could move on from that
@@zombielizard9383 The only way to get to her stream back then is through the Fanbox.
People need to actually pay to even know when she's going to stream.
Haters couldn't get to her because of the Fanbox gatekeeping.
@@gilgameshlfx7006 Oh I didn't know that, thanks
But my point still holds, fanbox or not she still got the absurd amount of hate, and in one of her most difficult times of her life too
@@zombielizard9383 why was she hated again?
quick note about bipolar: it never goes away you only get better at managing it, through medication or otherwise.
Mental condition is the greatest debuff imo, esp because people can't see it. Anyone will help the wheelchaired people cross the road but won't even notice adhd person forgetting something around.
Or you can just CTB
i remember making a letter in a website for Delu back in 2020 that was made by fans that absolutely love her. Stay strong del, your time will come where you will shine the brightest and I will be there to watch!
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
whoa that is amazing and we need more kind hearted people like you in this world!!
@@nerdbased24 are you a bot?
She sang Happy Synthesizer once, and it forever becomes her theme song in Hololive, that's the power of her voice
Hearing her singing that Happy Synthesizer make me smile with tears. She really love her work bad sadly, it almost took her life...
Sad to see A mistake destroy somebody this much.. Not everyone can be A Kiryu Coco and rebound sadly. Good to see she has grown and is hopefully making enough
Sad thing is… since she probably didn’t really have any conversation with Coco, she didn’t receive the same help that Nazuna and Henya had. Because we all know by now that Coco will ALWAYS be there to help her friends out.
@@williamcote4208You may never know, if Delu gets noticed by Kson then that may be the spark
@@pbyn153 but kson relations with nazuna will make things more complicated, because nazuna and her have some weird beef going on
When Mano got doxxed online and got harassed everywhere, I was just worried about her... I know a person that young does not have the means to do a safe sail those waters... when I saw the first Delutaya stream, and then another stream months later I cried because I was just soo happy that she made it through, that the internet did not kill her dream. Thanks for the video man!
Damn this is a really interesting story you could actually make a movie out of this or even a show, at first when Mano Aloe graduated I wasnt fazed that much as i wasnt and am still not that much into vtubers, i just watch them from time to time. Watching this really does hammer into me that there is a real person behind that avatar, and hearing this story really does remind me that people are shitty, but individual people can truly be golden. I probably wont watch her much but its nice to know shes at a better place than before, i do truly hope she achieves her dream, maybe ill look to donate a few dollars.
I hope you gave her a Sub too :)
commenting and sharing their vid goes a long way as well! you are a kind soul and wish you all the best!!
I am deeply touched by this story. I am glad she survived her suicide attempt and I hope her life will keep improving.
i hope she can one day show up on stage like her dream when joining hololive, if she still have that dream.
regardless, i'll send prayer for her who fight through many adversities towards her goal and dreams.
may her be blessed in all her current and future endeavor.
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
@@nerdbased24That is what is sad, she was almost there yet her stay didn't last long. Imagine the Holofive together on stage, Delu singing together with NePoLaBo is the biggest what if of Hololive
don't think she will join hololive again it's quite traumatic for her
Hello everyone just wanted to take this time to thank everyone we viewed and commented on this video. I am frankly overwhelmed from the outpour of support and love. This is a video that I approached with a lot of hesitancy because it is covering many complex topics and its even opening old wounds from past events. However, as someone that advocates for mental health and someone that loves to see a bounce back story, I had to make this video no matter what. If you are currently dealing with a mental health issue, just know you are not alone. Please reach out to your loved ones or if not possible, please seek professional help. *You got this!*
Lastly, please go follow @delutaya! It will obviously be hard to understand her streams because it is in Japanese but def check out her music whenever she drops it!!
I will add here that she normally has someone do live translation IN the stream and discord
Of course! You did a great job covering these topics! I feel like this can actually have some kind of inspiration on other people to keep fighting and pushing forward ^^ And not only is it inspirational but it also brings More people to Delutaya to go show her Love and Support, and thanks to you I'm now one of those people! ^^ 🤍💚💓I'm actually really glad I saw this video and watched it, because now I have a new person to show my Love and Support too! Although to anyone who sees this an answer really would be nice and appreciated, even though Delutaya is Japanese and often speaks Japanese and everything and If anyone knows, Is Delutaya able to speak or let alone understand English at all?? If anyone has an answer to that then please let me know, and thank you! Have a good day everyone, and just as Yiman said.. You Got This ❣^^ ❤💖💗
Do you plan to make this kinds of Videos with other Vtubers as well? who may had the similar experiences like Delutaya, like when they went down and got back up.
@@isaacismail-beigi She can read basic English, but her speech is incredibly limited.
@@kigitsune Ok got it, I mean as long as she can read English In general then thats all I need because I want to wish her my Best Hopes for her and check on her In some way, and considering last time when I failed trying to use a Japanese Translator for Pikamee when I first knew about her during the Hogwarts Legacy Incident, I don't want to say something in Japanese completely different from what I was originally trying to say. So If she can read my English text and have little to no trouble doing so, then that'll be great and MUCH Easier for me. 👍(I'm planning on checking on her tonight now just seeing the confirmation she can read basic English so I hope it goes well!)
your voice narrating her lifestory made me cry...and as a big man who rarely cry thats fcking impressive
honestly super unfortunate lol, mistakes are dangerous sometimes
frankly, all mistakes are dangerous when society witnesses it
no matter how small that mistake is, its gonna send 10 years of built up goodwill down the drain
Damn I genuinely teared up watching this, as someone who read Oshi no ko, her situation reminded me of how Akane was treated on the internet which really pained me so much how similar their situation are. Im really glad that she lived through this, good thing that she had kind fans who came on clutch saving her from doing another suicide attempt
I love Delu, she is so strong, so talented. I wish she could've stayed Aloe with her friends. But even with all that happened, she's still out there, laughing, creating, pulling thousands of concurrent views. Fight on Delu, we're proud of you, and we love you! 💚🔺
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
@@nerdbased24 Of course, and i wish she'd be still there. Imagine the silly fun with her and Polpol for instance.
But what happened, happened 😔
holy shit, she's really a strong person, I mean, even despite that suicide attempt, she managed to pull trough this in the end
Thank you for giving recognition to Delu. For sharing her story. This really feels like an iconic video that will introduce Delu to millions and propel her fandom forward. To all those who have supported her over the years, ARIGATOU!!!!!
Man, I'm glad you make a video telling all about her story. I always want to support her , but I don't have anything (basically just the thought and prayer all i can do).
I just wish her all the best.
We can all help by making the internet a more welcoming space.
you even embodying that kind spirit goes a long way!🫡
If delta sees this video, i would like to appreciate how much she's gone through and how strong she is.
Thank you.
Are you good man? It sounds like your voice is breaking. Stay strong out there
I mean, who wouldnt be on the verge of tears hearing that?
i've noticed that too. I never knew that this story is so powerful, even the host who read this script is almost break into tear. Hang in there, brother.
@@danielestrada3390 yea that was some strong ass opening whole vibe in my room changed
it wasn't an easy video to make forsure! going to take it easy this weekend to reset😅
@@Yiman thank you for covering what people call "The Dark side". It's not the dark side, it's life. And please, look after yourself.
As someone who has been diagnosed bipolar, i can understand the pain one goes through when afflicted. I just want to give her a hug and tell her things are okay.
I never knew about this talent before watching this, but this story is amazing. She took a load of Ls an her life and now she can start taking some Ws.
i remember she said this too on stream , she's not there that long as aloe, but her fanbase is quite a lot. maybe they know she just doesn't deserve that graduate. she deserves her fame now.
Try not to cry challenge: impossible
Thank you for sharing this story, bless this woman and all her endeavors.
I unconsciously cried while watching this video, it was tears of both sadness and joy.
I'm not one of her first fanbox fan but I was there at the moment she decided to do her first public live on youtube, she is the strongest woman I ever met, despite going through some cruel things this much, but was able to stand up and keep going. And she was the one who made me decide to learn japanese.
The time that bad things happened in my life, I saw her face, I hear her voice, I believe that it's not just me who feels like this. She is the light of mine and many others.
And in the end, I believe that this light will go on forever. 💚
@Tetra Yeah, it is. I do it sometimes
im glad this video spoke to you in some way😊
Unconsciously 💀💀
I can just imagine her dying multiple times in the multiverse... But we're lucky to live in the universe where she managed to live.
This is the single most stupid and funnies comment I've ever seen LMAO
Never knew who Delutaya was but because of this I’m going to check her out. You did a great job with this video
yes, go show here a lot of love!!
Bad parenting can make the life of a child a living hell.
Good thing she's strong-willed w/ a guardian angel. 🙏🏼
I was devastated when she graduated all of a sudden. A discord was created called M.A.S.S standing for Manamoto Alliance Support Squad. There a big project was being organized at that time in response to Aloe's graduation many of us wrote messages, created websites, collected tweets and artworks to show to her and hopefully reach her and tell her that we will always be with her and support her no matter what path she has taken. Even if it was a little we were able to save a person's life due to the many efforts that was done. I was a month late discovering her fanbox but it was all worth since we were able to personally convey our support to her. I am proud that she has come a long way and is now doing really well. Unfortunately, I had to stop my subscription due to my own problems but to see her endure and become resilient has given me hope. Thank you for sharing this and giving awareness.
Really nice job on this one. 👏
Really appreicate the super thanks! it was my first one😊
Wow I always knew there was one HoloTalent who graduated because she got Doxxed.. but that’s all i ever knew about her.
I really wish she stayed in Hololive, she would have been my main favs alongside Towa-sama and AkiRose.
That aside, what a Powerful story! The kinds of story you’d hear on Anime and stuff.
Big W for the fan who came in clutch with the message.
🙏 glad this video got recommended to me and officially introducing her to me
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
She was and still remains to be my favorite hololive member, i remember being completely entranced by her voice, her design, the way she carried herself, and her unique electronic singing. I never missed a live stream which was a first for me i usually just watch the vods days after. Then her 2 week suspension i checked in every single day to see when she was returning and then later the announcement of her graduation and the wiping of her channel vods made me extremely sad. I've been searching for her again for so long and knowing shes been delta this entire time brings me Joy and the fact that she had to endure so much pain over the years even trying to take her own life i cant help but feel for her being in that same sotuation myself when i was younger. Im so glad she didnt give up and is flourishing now, i wish her the best for everything lots of love Delta
I would personally like to thank nature for saving her from her attempts, Green friends look out for each other, I consider Delutaya as my precious Green friend, no matter how shtty life gets for her, I will always be there, I know we will.
Let's support her with everything this time.
this is so sad. as someone in a pretty dangerous and toxic environment i really feel for her and it kinda disappoints me that I never heard of her or the things she went through until stumbling across this video. I'm glad she's doing well these days and I can only hope things continue to go well for her.
That was really... my english can not describe what i felt by watching her story. Im sad for her and all the Pain she must have lived throu and im so glad that there are people who helped her, even that tree who saved her life.
Sometimes it helpes to remember that behind those avatars are real Peopel with reallife struggels who have to endure the same Problems, pain, fear or Illnesses everyone of us could have too (or sadly has).
As much as Vtubers can bring Joy in our Lifes, they not always bring Joy in ther owen Life.
thank you for sharing her story, she was the only one of the five that i was not able to see debuting live but i felt more attached to her than the other, the announcement that came later was hard to swallow but i couldn't do nothing. after some time i do not know if was luck or else i discovered that she was still around, knowing that i started searching and in december 2020 i was finally able to meet her again, the first live i joined is still imprinted in my mind it was a rollercoaster of emotions happy to see her but also sadnes for what she went through, the day after with my broken english i writed one message of support to her, i do not know if she has read it or just ignored it but as i writed to her that time she will be my star
You couldn't do nothing? So you could do something?
@@philip2205 Sorry i Just noticed i made a mistake, obviously i couldn't do anything, the only thing in my and other fans power was to try and support her in the middle of everything that was happening, it would be nice to be omnipotent and change everyone and everything that goes wrong, but until then i'm powerless
GOSH I SAW HER DEBUT!!!! I DIDN'T KNOW SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS.... Didn't understand why everyone supported her..Thank you for telling this beautiful story!!!! I'm crying right now😭
この話をニュースで聞いたのを覚えています…聞いてとても胸が張り裂けるような思いでしたし、彼女の苦しみも分かります。私も父親から虐待を受け、その後ひどいうつ病になりました。しかし、私は立ち直り、再び幸せな生活を送ることができました。この話を聞いただけで泣きそうになりますが、泣ける価値のある話です
As one of her supporters i’m happy that she’s getting more support lately. She’s stronger now
Her story Hit to home because like I struggled with Bipolar too , now she shine truly like an emerald . Forever Gen 5
What a powerful story 👏🏾 😢.
It's also shows just how terrible and ugly humanity is, and yet encouraging and compassionate people who actually care and reach out to someone in need.
Caring and compassionate people never boasts about how great they are, actions speak louder than words🤟🏿😤.
yin and yang, there will always be good out there no matter how horrible things get!
way back then I wached her debut stream and I loved it,
it was really good but for school and work I had to leave youtube and.... the bomb was dropped... I was really sad for her situation and years later scrolling in some random videos I watched a lot o clips o Delta and later I found that delta was aloe, I was so happy that she could came back one more time.
I didnt know her situation and Im rally glad that she is improving !! TT^TT
I wish her the best in the world
Also, thank you for sharing this story :'D
yes wishing her only the best and its only up from here🙏
@@Yiman of course, I wish only the best for her :'D
Jesus christ.... Now im in shambles thinking about her genmates being able to keep it together when this all went down. 7 story building is like almost a guaranteed fatal jump and the fact that a tree saved her life from it is no short of a blessing. God bless whatever was at work there.
I really glad she's doing great, kinda know her around last year (yes, someone mentioned that she's Mano), yeah, humanity isn't dead yet
I have been avoiding commenting on this video but recently something has forced me to comment. To all of those who are supporting Delutaya, thank you from the bottom of my heart. However, please refrain from mentioning the content of this video to Delu. There has been quite a few people that have been commenting about this video and situation on Delu's streams. I know you all mean well and your hearts are in the right place; but again please do not bring up these topics as it is a painful subject for Delu and can bring down her mood.
With all that said, I am personally not a fan of this video as it is riddled with inaccuracies or flat out wrong information; specifically the part about the one fan. I do not wish to dissect all the issues this video had in the comments section as I'm sure the creator was working with what they had or found and tried to piece together what they could even when it was incorrect. One thing is true and that is Delu has had a extremely tough life and went through some extremely depressing events.
Thank you all for showing your love and support to Delu. If you wish to support her even further than please check into her FANBOX. Delu also has a extremely active Discord server that keeps up to date with all the latest information (corrects the errors this video has), live stream translations and even notification pings for when she goes live. I won't post the links here because I believe it is rude to comment links on another persons video. Both links can easily be found on Delu's channel. Thank you for taking the time to read this and once again; thank you for showing support to the most wonderful and talented girl in the world, Delutaya.
OMFG for a sec I though she was gone because of the thumbnail and the title... I was so sure I'm still seeing her in my twitter notifs
I was one of many who were heart broken to what happened to her as Mano Aloe. I thought that she was doing fine in between her shift to Delutaya. I just remember being so happy to see her sing again in her comeback stream. I never knew things were so bad. :(
Thank you for informing me!
I remember the sudden Aloe graduation killed a lot of my motivation that day because she was the only holo member that peaked my interest. It sucks that these petty idol purist won't let go of her past post.
The thumbnail did gave me a heartatrack
Damn...I didn't expect this to be how I discovered how she is doing now...quite tragic, but I'm happy she made a comeback in the end!! Ngl, thou, this makes me all the more worried about people I follow and admire online that show signs of struggle, specially when they disappear, but also motivates me to further share kindness!! You never know when a simple act of empathy or support can mean so much and even save a life!!
I'm never a fan of vtuber and believed that they are all fake fanservice tools. But after watching your videos shining lights on the people, the passion, determination and hardwork, the humanity and compassion behind every vtuber out there that I now find myself deeply in love with vtuber streams. I found my true love for anime culture and everything both the fun and the feels around it. Thank you for being awesome!
All the strength to her... I'm glad her life is getting better now.
I was an early sub to her pic fanbox, and still am. I was glad to be able to support her, even if it wasn't with much
you are amazing and thanks for supporting Delu from behind the scenes!!
I'm glad she managed to bounce back from such a difficult situation and hope her future can shine brighter than ever
Now that is something. She did overcome it. Imagine being that fans the first one who send message to her now. He/she must be proud. With just word, he/she can save someone out of their misery.
To the one who did that. Look at this. This is what you do to one depressed person. This is fruit of your simple words. Thank you. Now because of it, you save her from deep depth of depression. Be proud. Stand up.
Just...dont be parasocial just because you did it please
Let's do our best to support her.
I never knew this Vtuber but hearing her heart breaking story made me cry😭 I'm glad that she is ok now and doing great
with oshi no ko episode 6 coming out today, this is way too well timed of a video
This is so sad. She has it pretty tough. I'm so happy that she trusted that one guy and I'm so happy she's still in this fight. Bless the fans with their golden hearts.
I can only hope that things will continue to climb for her
No wonder why she's my oshi. When my life is a bit fucked up I always remind myself how powerful she is and I will always support her.
This hits harder after the latest oshi no ko episode. Glad she’s doing well now!
Same, literally just watched it before this video, what a coincidence 😢
Delu's story is so amazing. She went through the worst of it all, was saved by her fans, and now she's getting constantly better. I hope she reaches success beyond her dreams, she really deserves it.
This is the definition of "a little knowledge is a dangerous thing" as you know some of her story, but then felt the need to make up BS to fill in the gaps, and as such, this video is an insult to her supporters who were there from the start.
Firstly, if you actually knew what you were talking about, then you would know she didn't jump from "her apartment building" as you claimed, she lives in a house, not an apartment building.
Second, it wasn't ONE fan who saved her and ONE fan who reached out to her.
She already knew that overseas fans were sending her messages of support, she knew of their existence, and their efforts during the 2 week suspension. So when she came back to twitter, many fans came to show their support, many stayed silent to not overwhelm her, but there were quite a few who reached out and talked to her - myself included,
So no, she didn't think of people as the enemy, and her belief in her fans never waivered for a second, as they had stood by her and supported her throughout.
So, when she opened up about her situation, it wasn't ONE fan who reached out to her and then told her about fanbox, because several fans offered support at that time and tried to find ways to help her, including having her use her Amazon Wishlist so she would have the means to eat meals in her room.
And what immediately helped her, and improved her situation was the wishlist as that meant she had everything she needed to live in her room without needing to go downstairs.
And when fanbox was suggested, this idea was supported by many fans, and she was only initially hesitant because she wasn't sure how it might work as she wasn't able to 'create content' at the time, of cause people said that didn't matter, but someone suggested she could make journal / dairy entries, and the rest is history.
Because the way Fanbox works, it was always going to be something that would help long term, but wouldn't help immediately, whereas the wishlist filled that gap, and right from the start there were a few hundred people who were supporting her however they could.
There was no one lone mythical fan that saved her, it was FANS
....yeah got a little teared eye by the end. What a sad story that actually had a happy ending, i wish her only the best
I had no idea it got this bad. Glad to hear she's doing better now!
I just wanna hug her ;_; what an incredible person to be able to push through all if that and claim her well deserved crown.
This was very well made, and what a great finish with that quote.
I only got into VTubers late last year and never followed up on her after the whole Hololive debacle, not familiar with her current identity, and assumed the best because of comments saying that she got right back on her feet. It's rough hearing what she went through, but seeing that she's still pushing onward in spite of her hardships and mental illnesses, it's definitely a story worth telling. I hope things only get better for her.
I remember I got in the Fanbox as soon as it was available, but both because I got way busier with work and because I don't know a single word of japanese I kinda stopped over the months. I'm glad to see she's now doing better, no one deserves to go through all of that.
I'm so fucking proud to have seen her battle and overcome the hell she's endured
I hope with all my heart she achieves her dream, those antis will never be forgiven by me
We did it bros 😭
We’re all gonna win 😭
She is not just a survivor she became a star for people to look up at their darkest hours knowing that before a star is born it was all dark
damnit im sobbing, my sob turned to a waterfall at the end part especially at the music video description
Watch the clip of her saying these things. I was honestly shocked. I really didn't know she experienced the horrible stuff behind her hiatus(I wasn't in the rabbit hole then). She tells the story while giggle. I guess that means she already found herself in this world.
strongest vtuber ever existed, hopefully delutaya watch this video so her motivation will rise up to living this life
The scenarios she went through...
I'm pissed off she couldn't get any resources herself to get through all that.
I can only pray she keeps earning these glimmers of hope to keep going, and that she armors through.
But fuq internet and the system.
I came in worried for this poor girl and leave now tears in my eyes, knowing she's a true survivor and a champion. You go Delutaya, fight on
Damn. This one really hit home. I think the description sums this one up really well as "tragic but beautiful." While she definitely struggled and did things that could've ended horrifically, it is so inspirational and triumphant in a sense in the fact that she was able to push through and find a place of stability, and it's nothing short of wonderful to see she's doing well.
I honestly didn't know the full extent of Mano/Delutaya's story, so this video was very helpful in that regard and hopefully helps other people to jump on the support train for Delutaya.
Delutaya is one of the strongest people I will ever know, and her story goes to show that even when it feels like the world is out to force you down into submission, there will always be someone out there who wants nothing more than to help you stand up again. A small act of kindness can go a long way.
The universe decided it wasn’t her time to go. Glad I’m subscribed to her already and I’m fully gonna support her from here on out.
Now to wait for an anime based off this
To be completely honest I had no idea about this person's existance until I saw this video in my "Recommended videos" section here on RUclips (i'm writing this comment literally right after I finished watching it) and I am sad to hear that such things have happened to her (or anyone really, but that's besides the point) and even though I now literally nothing about her other than what was stated and shown in this video i'm glad to know that her story (so-to-speak) has a happy ending, atleast for now.
I'm sure that she's definitively going to have even more ups and down, but for her sake (as well as her mother's sake) I hope that said highs are really high and that the lows are as high as they possibly could be due to being lows.
So (for example) a friend of hers potentially saying one negative thing about themselves (while she hears it) rather than them let's say inflicting serious physical self-harm (which she'd probably see later) or commiting suicide (which would very obviously hit harder than hearing or seeing said friend making a negative comment about themselves or inflicting self-harm).
Also, on a slightly unrelated note: The last thing mentioned about her (that being the "quote" she made) reminds me of the "I don't want to survive, I want to live!"-quote from Wall-E.
I sincerely apologize if I wrote or phrased anything in a confusing manner as well as for making overly long run-on-sentences (which i'm also about to do now). 😅
I tend to write, phrase, say and explain things in a confusing manner due to me not having the easiest time with coming up or realizing how to write/phrase/say/explain something; and the reason as to why I tend to make overly long run-on-sentences is because i'm usually not too sure when I should stop a sentence i'm currently making and make a new sentence (most often happening when what i'm writing about is related to what I just wrote).
no totally understand your comment! thanks for watching my vid😊
@@Yiman Okay, that's good to know I suppose and no problem.
This is actually the first (and as of me making this comment) only video i've watched or seen on your channel; and to be completely honest I think it's the only video on your channel i'll ever have watched (well, for a long while anyway) but i'll subscribe to you anyway because "Why not?".
Man, from hearing about her Mano days being cut short and her fellow genmates honoring her by keeping her on their posters to being so elated finding out that she had found her niche as Delutaya
Then I get caught up with stuff on my side of stuff and I turn back and I see this?
Like Vtubers appealed to me because many of them went through many hard times and honestly were/are more relatable and "human" to me than plenty of creators/streamers and you could tell just by how they talked and how they behaved over the course of their career
And I know falling into the rabbit hole also opens you up/signs you on for the relative misery of graduations, personal situations, oversaturation burnout (who doesn't want to be an anime character nowadays?) Etc.
But fuck dude, shit sucks, I'm sorry that Delutaya went through all the stuff she did and I am extremely happy she's still with us. I hope that she's come out this with some newfound strength that let's her piece everything together and push forward, Im really proud that she is able to hold on and keep on going
But hell, I almost stay away from most vtuber related content save for some random clips and whatnot because whenever I look back it's something that pushes me right away (the most recent one before this was the mass graduation of Niji ID members) or almost feels manipulative to watch ("Check out my twitter, which just so happens to also have a link to my softcore/hardcore porn on fansly or whatever")
you can just tell how bad this planet is when stories like this are a weekly occurrence the worst one’s are where nobody takes a stand to help them
As some one who has been in the Hololive Fandom since Sora's debut and also being among thos who love Aloe, being appart of the Fanbox crew from the very beginning. As hard and heavy hitting as this is. I am glad some one finnaly brought light to what the poor girl has been going trough for the English speaking fans. Many of her English speaking fans only ever catched small hints as to what hell she went trough. Or dont know untill now that Delu-chan was Aloe.
I have been asked many many times why i have a Delta in my Twitter handle, only ever replayed with a Headset Emoji and many instantly understood why.
Thank you for bringing the Story of Delu-chan to light for the fans who dont know Japanese or understand only smal parts of what she has been talking about.
We might not have been able to save her Smile as Mano Aloe, but i will be damned if we fans dont run with the second chance we have been given and keep her smileing now as Delutaya.
But if she was still Hololive today, we'd have a lot of original songs created in Autotone, she would have been one of the best members to create electro/pop and Autotone songs.
@@nerdbased24 No shit buddy, but you are underestimating the mental exhaustion of all this to someone with a broken family and disorder.
this was a lovely message! thank you for supporting hololive for so long!!
Respect for tree-kun and fan dude, the true giga chad mvps
Bipolar is such a difficult disorder, our only treatments really just aren't enough. Lithium has too many side effects, SSRI's and SNRI's don't mesh well with manic episodes, and more intense mood stabilizers, like low doses of anti-psychotics, have extreme side effects. I truly hope for a breakthrough in research for those struggling with bipolar disorder.
True
yes my friend was telling me about lithium and how it also leads to abnormal weight gain, the world of bi polar disorder medication seems complicated and yes i hope we will have breakthrough soon
Bro I thought she was dead from the thumbnail had to check her channel, jesus.
When your in such a dark place in life, a little flicker of light can be enough to light your way. With that i gotta give a shout-out out to Nene.
Nene quickly rose to my top 3 fave hololive members with the way she keeps Aloe alive and well in her heart. She still holds on that the 5th gen still has 5 members.
And that vid of her putting up a 5th lantern in minecraft for Aloe was really touching. It was such a sweet and wholesome gesture, that I can only conclude they're really close behind the scenes.
Im at least glad to know Aloe had people as kind as Nene and this random fan on her side.