Oh this makes me sad. They should have brought in this relationship BEFORE reuniting the couple. Then it wouldn't have been cheating. I don't like jumping to conclusions, but man oh man this breaks my heart.
@@prisc_acoustic that's why I try to go into every series non judgemental because you never know how the story is going to play out! But whew this scene is sad! 😅😭
Tan tranquilo y fiel que parecía, quizá se le pueda perdonar ese primer beso en la calle, el dijo que no, que tenia pareja, entiendo que se sienta tentado, simplemente pudo haber dejado las cosas así e irse, Pero lo llevo a su casa, el sabía lo que iba a pasar al final pero aún así siguió, no tiene perdón, espero que Nami se entere y lo abandone y lo haga sufrir mucho, Nami merece alguien mejor, no digo que Jaemin sea una mala persona, pero no sabe poner límites y se deja lleva muy fácil, espero que aprenda la lección y se aleje de Nami.
But even for the first kiss, don't you feel like he pecked him back? I might be mistaken but I think he kissed him back for just 2 seconds. But I guess since he's already subconsciously attracted to TH, his inner self which he was suppressing because it's wrong, got exposed and he kissed him back because deep inside he wanted it/liked it?. That's emotional cheating 😮
If jaemin and Nami end up together than this story I will give it a negative point. Nami is too good for jaemin and he deserves someone way better not a boy who leads another person to his bedroom just after he confessed his love to his lover
Exactly, even if he's dreaming. Why ? That's emotional cheating too. And he didn't push him away when he kissed him for the first time. He just stood there n accepted it n maybe even pecked him back.
Que triste saber que el amor que siente es tan frágil que a la primera oportunidad mete a un desconocido a su casa y a su cama y lo peor que esto si sucede en la vida real...hoy en día ya no existe el relación responsable donde existe el respeto,amor por tu pareja😢😢😢😢
Le dice "No puedes", cuando ya lo tiene en su habitación, osea tenía toda la intención de ser infiel desde que se le quedo mirando. Nami le dijo "Babearan por ti", sin saber que era el novio quien iba a estar baboso desde el principio. Ojala le duela cuando se de cuenta que fue por una calentura, o sea, era segunda vez que veía al chico. Además todo por que no le contestaron un mensaje y lo dejaron solo. no se merece a Nami, el le dijo "Confío en ti"...que triste...
I don’t think it was a coincidence that Taeha showed up at the same cafe and same TIME that Jaemin was there. Jaemin texted Nami that he was by Nami’s house so I feel like Taeha was definitely either given information by someone (like Sol) that Jaemin was there, or he’s keeping tabs on Jaemin himself. It feels way too much like a set up. He definitely has an ulterior motive. About the kissing scene, it may be just my wishful thinking but what if it was a manifestation in Jaemin’s head of what it would feel like if he kissed Taeha and gave into his desires. I noticed the camera panned out to show a bottle of alcohol that was blurred but still visible like maybe Jaemin went home alone and just got himself drunk. It’s a stretch but I feel like showing that bottle of alcohol was intentional. We’ll see what happens next episode. Oh and please drop the full OST! We need it! All the songs are soooo good 🥹💙
Es increíble como Naemi se dejó endulzar con algunas palabras de Taeha y aunque Nami estuviera ocupado y no le prestará atención no quiere decir que por eso debe engañarlo de esta forma, sé dejó besar y encima lo llevó a su casa, me rompe el corazón desde ahora cuando Nami se enteré 😢😭 muy decepcionada de Jaemin 😡😤 aunque se arrepienta después ya el daño esta hecho y no podrá volver a atrás, pense que amabas a Nami Jaemin pero es obvio que no, sé que en los próximos episodios voy a sufrir como el diablo 😩😫😢😭
This series is so funny because jaemin and nami didn't date but already become a couple in less than a week and then he cheated on him for a guy he meet 2 times
Esta jamás te la perdonaré Jaemin!!!! Tienes a Nami que es un amor, que esta de entrevista en entrevista porque quiere empatizar contigo, ser alguien confiable para ti. Que se la pasa desde su ciudad a Seúl para estar contigo! No te lo creo, por un par de días en los que no se pudieron ver ya vas por otro. Jódete!
I feel bad for nami😢 . Jaemin shouldn't have done that like how can he do that to nami 😢. I hope he regret it and that new guy 😡you can't go around kissing someone else bf . Jaemin should regret his doing cheating on nami😡
😢😢😢😢mi Nami....qué decepción con Jaemin... Seria la 4ta. Vez que decepciona a Nami... NO SE LO MERECE ... Dejarse besar y después en su cama? La misma donde duerme con Nami 😤😤😤 Que hombre tan fácil es Jaemin...si lo hace con ese extraño , lo hará con cualquiera. Asi sea enviado por quien sea...TRAICIONO LA CINFIANZA Y EL AMOR DE NAMI. NO HAY PERDON...
Jaemin why, why Jaemin why!!!!!! You too fickle dude. I know its a short series, so some time may have passed and Jaemin may be lonely because Nam is busy but no excuse for cheating, you just told him you have a boyfriend and bring him home in the next breath, seriously.
Is Jaemin crazy....mad.....or just plain horny for the guy.....this is insane.......and in his room and bed too where Nami and Jaemin sleep....the writers sure are not making things easy for fans to take sides......first Nami had issues now Jaemin's being adulterous for no apparent reason
Pido perdón por haberme emocionado cuando dijo que no le importaba!! "Soy bueno esperando" Es un buen seductor😭😭😭 pero jaemin eso me dolió!!! Que hizo nami... El deseo le ganó, se que su corazón no quiere eso😢 que debería hacer😭😭😭
I'm so sad 😭. He started a good relationship with someone who fought for him, and yet he goes to someone else? Really? Is cheating something to celebrate now💔? I mean, if you are easy just because a good looking guy talk to you, you don't deserve someone who loves you no matter what you're going through. You deserve to be left alone when you need someone because if you only care about yourselves, you don't deserve a relationship. I know it's just a drama, but I saw it soooooo many times in both straight AND gay relationships 😡. Listening to your heart is ok, but always wonder why your heart is starting to beat for someone else. Is it just physical? Is it loveliness? or is it the end of your relationship? All this doesn't lead to cheating, it should lead to conversation with your partner and making a decision. Are you ready to risk it all???🤔
Lesson learned, I'll never vouch for a character. Cheating is something that can happen in a relationship. At your grown age, you should be able to open your mouth and communicate with your lover. However, I have no words for Jaemin sitting up here pretending like you care for Nami and your relationship, and yet, bring Taeha to your place and lead him into the bed where you and Nami sleep.
Exactly, declare you have a boyfriend, yet you brought a stranger who you just met an episode ago to your place. And Taeha guy said he could wait. How long? Half an hour until you got into his place?
@kris-oy7cg Quick question: Was your comment meant for me? If so, were you saying, "Hooray! He didn't cheat dream," or "Get over it because it was dream"? Because if it was the last one we can discuss it.
Nami is too good for Jaemin. Right after the guy kissed him he should have left but instead he brought him to his ROOM!!! Nami has been hurt by Jemin so many times and fogives him in the end just for Jaemin to do this. My heart breaks for Nami T_T
I mean I hate too see this in the beginning he thought that his bf cheating on him bc the phone but this is something different he kissing another guy but he knows he have a bf and I think he's gonna me bad and breaking up with him
Babes he should never have put himself in that situation i the first place !! He knew the guy was hitting on him and still played innocent and ignorant He is nothing but an attention seeking whore 😒😭😭😭
Apparently it was a dream we dont know because it only shows in the uncut version which i think its unfair to us. I still dont condone this you just got back together and you are having sex dreams of a guy you literally just met
Its crazy how Jaemin is the one that had no trust in the relationship from the start. When it comes to his job, his friendship or even trust enough to tell what was the issue with the girl....and yet here we are...
@@AgustinaRD5 i guess your the type to level the cheating....having a wet dream over the guy you just met isnt cool while in a relationship eather but maybe your more open minded idk lol
@@AgustinaRD5 You are very kee on defending him, when all i said was "here we are", so you can also tell that what he did was very wrong lol...if your the type to level cheating thats on you...but leading someone to the point of a kiss and also having a wet dream about a college is all consider cheating try asking some people lol
@@Gray_bl803 but taeha alr proved himself that he's loyal to jaemin when he rejected someone who likes him like he was so angry when he found out that the girl caused smth bad to their rs and it proves how he love jaemin sm
Yes I agree wholeheartedly… speaking from hard earned experience, cheating in any form ALWAYS, ALWAYS brings bad karma to oneself and those around the perpetrator. That one has to have a clean heart and trust is everything. I hope the final of the series will bring this message home. you all need to watch the uncut members only episode as there is more to the story I’m sorry to say.
@@enlilly2405Что за интервью, которое длится неделю и днём и НОЧЬЮ? Где и с кем проводил ночи Нами? Мне кажется это странным, Джемин возможно чувствовал что там не всё гладко.
@@ВалентинаКуликова-к8еnami is looking for a job he needs to interview in a lot of places just to be careful. during the day he has interview during the night he is searching for more companies. Jaemin also told nami that he is busy what if nami doesn't want to distract him there are different explanations for this BUT one thing that can not be explained is jaemin cheating. Yes it was a dream but why would you think about having s*x with a colleague. That is a big red flag. You have been separated for what 1 week what about long distance couples 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
“Apparently my boyfriend is busy and I’m lonely in fact I have to eat alone. “ shows that to a very hrny man who take a hint at his vulnerability at the moment just to be kissed out side and then continue his “I have a boyfriend you can’t “ in the room on the bed. WTF? Seriously? If it wasn’t for their chemistry I’d be mad.
Girl, same! All of this.. he didn’t text for ten min cuz he’s busy and ur so lonely that you just kiss the first guy who offers? Say you have a man but then take him straight to sitting on ur bed?? The timeline has to be missing something! And there has to be more than just another 8-10 min .. unless the producers are doing this to us on purpose to make us beg for a third season!
The timeline is of course not showing every detail. You gotta learn to read between the lines in very short series . In this case Nami probably been saying no to meet up many times due to being busy. Its just not shown. So Jeamin been feeling lonely for a longer period of time. But I wish he rather break up with Nami then kiss the new guy 😭😭😭
@@empawprint my dumb self needs them to spell it out lol.. but seriously.. they needed a little more than just being a little lonely for him to be cheating ten seconds after all that “stay by my side, never let go of my hand” stuff… it’s hard to believe them as so in love when I got whiplash from how fast he faltered
I'm praying that he is not Nami's ex or step-brother (who liked Nami) looking to get revenge on Nami by sleeping with Jaemin. His approach towards Jaemin was too smooth. He has an ulterior motive. I can feel it in my bones.
It's so funny to see how people are disappointed and regret defending jaemin in season 1. They also regret insulting nami as a red flag. Now the tables have turned and jaemin is truly the lowest of the low 🤷♀️
@@reallynow3387jesus christ, what's the reason??? Let me guest. Because he's just trying to find out about his feelings or do they think this is karma for nami??? 😂
@@RR-or1lm main character n (maybe even pretty) privilege. They'd bash Nami when he hadn't even cheated but even this isn't enough for them to turn their back on JM. Double standards. Sol broke them up, she was thrashed n cursed but Taeha who's doing the same is adored haha. Wow. Hypocrisy. Most people just care about a pretty face( which even sol had but she's a girl ig lol).
NOOOO.. that Taeha guy, arghhhh The sound of their kisses, full of lust, not passion. Atp, i hate jaemin for breaking Nami's heart once again. Nami deserves better
Sure it's hot but what makes me angry is that they could have added all this without the cheating trope.Example:they could have waited for Nami and him to be back together and add this guy,i wouldn't have been as salty cause it would've made sense, he's still not sure about his feelings and all that,being with another guy could have helped him figure out who he really loved.Or,they could have made it become a threesome or something, that's also hot.Or simply added another couple.SO MANY PLOTS TO CHOOSE FROM.But that's the problem with the majority of writers and producers, they're lazy and so to add drama they always end up using the cheating trope,which sucks.Sorry I got heated,it's just that after city boy log and now this I'm so tired of seeing the couples I rooted for go to shit,even if they're fictional characters.I watch dramas to escape from reality,not to further prove how much people can suck💀
@@sofialuu8162 I agree 100%! Thats why I said I wish they could be put into a different storyline cause I agree I am tired of the cheating trope too. There was so many ways they could have gone about this that didn’t make him cheat but unfortunately it does get people riled up and does bring more engagement for them which is why I think they do it this way, sadly. Cause more people talk about the show, even if they are saying bad things. I really wish they could have them be put into another series where they leave out the cheating aspect because they really do have insane chemistry! And a threesome would have for sure been sooo much better than this 👏🏼 City boy log has just scarred us all sadly! Haha so we are all sensitive to it.
I'm crying so hard because of this, if I could send a picture of my face you would know, what the hell is jaemin thinking, I'm so mad at him, I just want nami to enter the room they're in and confront them😭😭😭
I know it's a series and Jaemin is the protagonist, but I wish Nami would leave him. He doesn't deserve this. Jaemin's love lasted for 5 seconds; building a relationship based on trust and respect was too much for him.
@@LSG-tq2wj n y know even if it turns out to be a dream or something, what you said remains a fact, his love indeed lasted for 5 secs. Atleast we know that the first kiss definitely couldn't be a dream. It won't exactly be cheating if the second one is a dream coz he didn't initiate the first one n it only lasted for 2 seconds but he liked it, or he would have shoved him away if he didn't like it. He even made a 😗 face I thought haha. He's barely controlling himself. He's being totally shitty towards Nami. Break up dude. Let someone who cherishes Nami appear.
역시나 미인수는 잘생공들이 가만 안두네,,, 가만히 있어도 나타나,, ㅎㅎ 게이 특유의 특성을 잘 잡기도 했는데,, 매력 있는 사람 나타나면 휘둘리는,, 흠,, 다음이 어떤 스토리로 갈지 산으로만 안갔으면 좋겠고 BL보면서 항마력 딸려서 미치겠는 사람들을 위해서 좀더 스토리적인면을 강화해서 부탁드려요,, 말로 표현하기 어려운데 서사 그런것도 필요하고 여자들이 미치는 포인트들이 있는뎁,,, 암튼 잘되서 팬미팅도 진행해보자구요~ 요즘 배우님들 팬미팅가는 재미로 삽니다,, ㅎㅎ 이럴려고 현생에서 돈 버는거 아니겠습니까??
Crying for Nami right now but I love the sudden cheating plot, it really adds a good thrill and reality in relationships. I can’t deny the chemistry these two have even tho it’s under bad circumstances 😭😅 now onto my complaining part how it’s ridiculous that Jaemin is so quick to give in and cheat even tho him and Nami literally discussed that they’ll both be busy but suddenly Nami not being able to have lunch with him is enough to kiss another man. Anyway I’m excited for next week
But this is life, isn’t it?? People do cheat, most BL is all about sweetness’s, but this one depicts something that is closer to reality. Actually I applaud the writer for daring to bring this plot line into the storytelling 😮
So you telling me you can't wait ONE week for your partner to come home and the best thing to do is cheat?? Actually I think the opposite. More BLs tends to lead into drama/cheating/rumors of one of the partners instead of the partner standing their group when being approached by another person. Like loyalty and honesty is not hard to write into a script...it doesn't have to be drama/cheating in every BL.
@@Khepri01331 I hope it will depict something even more closer to reality nd keeping in line with that, JM and NM don't end up together. Coz in real life don't many people also break up after their partner cheats willingly. They break up n separate forever, that'd be realistic. But we know that won't happen and NM will once again easily give in shedding the ounce of self respect he has, n would be left hurt yet again. And there'd be no retribution for JM.
Like, there are many storylines that too are easy to write? The depiction of the happy and fluffy life of LGBTQ couples needs to be seen by people as well. Contrary to cheating tropes that have been normalized by many of you.
I hear this argument all the time but with the frequency of cheating storylines you can hardly say that is based in reality. Never mind how the cheating is portrayed. I don't know about you but where I'm from although cheating happens, these shows will have you believe its prevalent in 9/10 relationships and everyone is at it for the flimsiest of reasons. Therefore, it's insane to bring 'reality' into this as a justification as even in reality this is way over the top. Imagine if every asian drama had a love interest that was a serial killer. Serial killers exist but even you would have to admit that would be an overrepresentation not based in actual reality.
La gente comentando que engañar es algo normal en la vida real, algo normal no significa que esté bien, y engañar para nada esta bien, si Jaemin no se siente a gusto en su relación con Nami, que la termine y entonces si haga lo que quiera con el chico nuevo.
Jaemin why??!!😭😭 I feel so betrayed 😢… Nami doesn’t deserve this kind of betrayal. To make matters worse you brought him to your house couldn’t you go to a different place??? Poor Nami 😢hope he doesn’t walk in on them. It’s a little better to be told than to actually see the person you love cheating on you..😡😭
I'm happy to see that most of the comments are saying that Jaemin is the wrong guy here, you need to tell your partner when you feel lonely or whatever you're uncomfortabe with. I really don't get why jaemin is letting go so easily, how can you let a boy, who just kissed you, come to your room, WHEN YOU HAVE A BF,, i feel so bad for Nami for being called the red flag when Jaemin actually is. Can't wait to see what's going to happen to them, hope i don't get disapointed
Uma semana de espera para 8 minutos de episódio, e ainda por cima focar em traição. Aff que Decepção tudo isso!! Ok mesmo sabendo que o beijo não acontece de fato, é sim um sonho, mas é obvio que o clima não está simples, enfim traição eu não concordo, mesmo sendo uma imaginação.Foi só um sonho (mais ai tem coisa ,se namora isso não é tipo de sonhos de se ter com outra pessoa). Acho que esses roteiristas do blue boys fizeram aulas com os estagiários do City boys 😂😂, que fetiche de 💩 é esse desse povo romantizar triângulo amoroso e traição .FODA ISSO 🤦🏻♀️🤬
It makes no sense they just went thru all that and the next day they can’t eat lunch together so jaemin has next bruh in his bed already.. and only one more 10 min episode to resolve this .. either we are missing something, this is terrible writing.. or these producers are geniuses that are gonna leave us hanging so we beg for more episodes or have to get VIP to get the full episode to understand WTF is happening!
When they kiss in the uncut scene you can even see how it is a copy paste of what Nami does to him, especially when he stops and touched JM’s lip, which makes it extra fucked up 🤮🤮🤮
for me cheating is unthinkable. I know it happens but what I mean is that i would never do something like that or forgive someone if he ever cheated on me. So i truely hope that he is brave enough to be honest and tell Nami and tell him he cheated, so that he can end up with someone who truely loves and respects him, becuase the trust he once had will be gone. Trust is earned not given.
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재민아. 빨리와 니남자빼겨
Jajajaja incluso sí viniera ya sé comió el pastelito😢@@정명희-y4y6f
Song title please
Зачем, ну зачем? 😡☹️😩
this is a really good show! esp good at making me angry 😂
근데 저 새로운 서브남 너무 훈남에 꿀성대라 괜히 더 설레긴하네...하하...ㅠ
섭브 이거 ....일부러 접근한거 아녀... 수상한 냄새나는데... 특히 저번에 남이 좋아한다는 그여자애가 재민이랑남이 헤어지게 할려고 보낸것 같음
ㅇㅈ요..
Oh this makes me sad. They should have brought in this relationship BEFORE reuniting the couple. Then it wouldn't have been cheating. I don't like jumping to conclusions, but man oh man this breaks my heart.
Exactly. The story would have felt more like a natural progression then.
I watched the uncut episode and it seems like the kiss and everything was only a dream ! I really hope he didn't cheat
@@prisc_acoustic that's why I try to go into every series non judgemental because you never know how the story is going to play out! But whew this scene is sad! 😅😭
Tan tranquilo y fiel que parecía, quizá se le pueda perdonar ese primer beso en la calle, el dijo que no, que tenia pareja, entiendo que se sienta tentado, simplemente pudo haber dejado las cosas así e irse, Pero lo llevo a su casa, el sabía lo que iba a pasar al final pero aún así siguió, no tiene perdón, espero que Nami se entere y lo abandone y lo haga sufrir mucho, Nami merece alguien mejor, no digo que Jaemin sea una mala persona, pero no sabe poner límites y se deja lleva muy fácil, espero que aprenda la lección y se aleje de Nami.
Siento que puede ser algo similar a lo de los mensajes, donde nos confunden conque Nami lo esta engañando, pudiera ser
But even for the first kiss, don't you feel like he pecked him back? I might be mistaken but I think he kissed him back for just 2 seconds.
But I guess since he's already subconsciously attracted to TH, his inner self which he was suppressing because it's wrong, got exposed and he kissed him back because deep inside he wanted it/liked it?.
That's emotional cheating 😮
If jaemin and Nami end up together than this story I will give it a negative point. Nami is too good for jaemin and he deserves someone way better not a boy who leads another person to his bedroom just after he confessed his love to his lover
Exactly, even if he's dreaming. Why ? That's emotional cheating too. And he didn't push him away when he kissed him for the first time. He just stood there n accepted it n maybe even pecked him back.
Noooooo Jaemin…. pull back man, abort, abort. 😊 love this series ❤Can’t wait for the next episode
It's the way I'm actually obsessed with this series right now. I need to know what happens 😭
seriously clicked the notif immediately when i saw 😭
Nami finds out😂😂 or he doesn’t but the guy breaks up with him with I don’t feel the same excuse 😂
the uncut version can answer that 😂
Actually why. this kid has me out here screaming into my pillow in frustration. How dare he do that to my child 😭😭😭
@@makenzie1639 do you want to watch the uncut version?
Que triste saber que el amor que siente es tan frágil que a la primera oportunidad mete a un desconocido a su casa y a su cama y lo peor que esto si sucede en la vida real...hoy en día ya no existe el relación responsable donde existe el respeto,amor por tu pareja😢😢😢😢
Me encanta este giro porque está pareja me gusta. Y tengamos en cuenta que es una serie. Tiene que haber tema.
Le dice "No puedes", cuando ya lo tiene en su habitación, osea tenía toda la intención de ser infiel desde que se le quedo mirando. Nami le dijo "Babearan por ti", sin saber que era el novio quien iba a estar baboso desde el principio. Ojala le duela cuando se de cuenta que fue por una calentura, o sea, era segunda vez que veía al chico. Además todo por que no le contestaron un mensaje y lo dejaron solo. no se merece a Nami, el le dijo "Confío en ti"...que triste...
아니...... 도대체 이게 무슨.....??????????...뭐야 이게????? 남이랑 다시 잘된지 얼마나 되었다고
Jaemin, why you do that? Tell me that's just a dream😭😭
Aku kecewa sama jaemin🤔🤔😤😤😤😤
I don’t think it was a coincidence that Taeha showed up at the same cafe and same TIME that Jaemin was there. Jaemin texted Nami that he was by Nami’s house so I feel like Taeha was definitely either given information by someone (like Sol) that Jaemin was there, or he’s keeping tabs on Jaemin himself. It feels way too much like a set up. He definitely has an ulterior motive.
About the kissing scene, it may be just my wishful thinking but what if it was a manifestation in Jaemin’s head of what it would feel like if he kissed Taeha and gave into his desires. I noticed the camera panned out to show a bottle of alcohol that was blurred but still visible like maybe Jaemin went home alone and just got himself drunk. It’s a stretch but I feel like showing that bottle of alcohol was intentional. We’ll see what happens next episode.
Oh and please drop the full OST! We need it! All the songs are soooo good 🥹💙
This reminded me to never trust a character 😂😂😂😂
Guys actually the bedroom kiss was a dream by jaemin
It's in the uncut version!
This the first bl drama i watch where im left shooketh
Es increíble como Naemi se dejó endulzar con algunas palabras de Taeha y aunque Nami estuviera ocupado y no le prestará atención no quiere decir que por eso debe engañarlo de esta forma, sé dejó besar y encima lo llevó a su casa, me rompe el corazón desde ahora cuando Nami se enteré 😢😭 muy decepcionada de Jaemin 😡😤 aunque se arrepienta después ya el daño esta hecho y no podrá volver a atrás, pense que amabas a Nami Jaemin pero es obvio que no, sé que en los próximos episodios voy a sufrir como el diablo 😩😫😢😭
Поддерживаю каждое ваше слово 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢Джемини как потаскушка 😡😡😡😡
재민이랑 태하랑 너무 잘어울려서 어지러워요ㅠ 남이야.ㅠㅠㅠ
This series is so funny because jaemin and nami didn't date but already become a couple in less than a week and then he cheated on him for a guy he meet 2 times
Reality is already hard enough and then this 😭gosh am crying
Esta jamás te la perdonaré Jaemin!!!! Tienes a Nami que es un amor, que esta de entrevista en entrevista porque quiere empatizar contigo, ser alguien confiable para ti. Que se la pasa desde su ciudad a Seúl para estar contigo! No te lo creo, por un par de días en los que no se pudieron ver ya vas por otro. Jódete!
남이는 이제부터 재민이 꽁꽁싸매서 가방에 넣고 다닐 것!!
Anyone else feel this is too convenient? Something feels off.
여기 브금도 좋음
Be good to your lover unless you want someone else to be good to them. Jaemin you are too cute to be waiting around and be manipulated.
OST를 언제 나와요???? 와 듣고싶어요~ ㅜ-ㅜ
I feel bad for nami😢 . Jaemin shouldn't have done that like how can he do that to nami 😢. I hope he regret it and that new guy 😡you can't go around kissing someone else bf . Jaemin should regret his doing cheating on nami😡
BRO WATTA YOU DOING. He can't act like he cares for his relationship and for Nami and bring someone else in their bed! BRO FR
😢😢😢😢mi Nami....qué decepción con Jaemin...
Seria la 4ta. Vez que decepciona a Nami...
NO SE LO MERECE ...
Dejarse besar y después en su cama? La misma donde duerme con Nami 😤😤😤
Que hombre tan fácil es Jaemin...si lo hace con ese extraño , lo hará con cualquiera.
Asi sea enviado por quien sea...TRAICIONO LA CINFIANZA Y EL AMOR DE NAMI.
NO HAY PERDON...
Jaemin , can't you wait for just 1 week ?😒What would be the reaction when Nami know about this😢
노래정보좀요……
Cheating can't be glorified 😏
재민아...너그렇게 쉬운남자여니? 남이가 어떻게햇는데...짐그남자가 널 이용할수도잇는데...결국 그유혹에 넘어간거니...ㅠㅠ 분명 의도적으로 너에게 접근햇을꺼야 아니 ~~그여자가 시켜던가 아님 이렇게 쉬울리 읍지 후해한다 재민아
마지막에 나온 ost 알려주세요!!
the uncut version... woah i'm speechless
Jaebal tell me what happened?😂
Jaemin why, why Jaemin why!!!!!!
You too fickle dude.
I know its a short series, so some time may have passed and Jaemin may be lonely because Nam is busy but no excuse for cheating, you just told him you have a boyfriend and bring him home in the next breath, seriously.
Is Jaemin crazy....mad.....or just plain horny for the guy.....this is insane.......and in his room and bed too where Nami and Jaemin sleep....the writers sure are not making things easy for fans to take sides......first Nami had issues now Jaemin's being adulterous for no apparent reason
i really hate this kind of series that involves cheating... Nami jist come to me, i won't ever cheat on you, LOL.
Hell with Jaemin and his likes!
Oh shit.. I knew after watching all the behind-the-scenes that they would give us drama and play with our emotions 😂 Let’s see where this goes.
Song name?
Omg no ! Pourquoi il a fait ça ! C’est sûr que le rival est très beau mais bon …. Je sais pas quoi dire là !
Nami deja a Jaemin desatendido 5 minutos y éste ya se pone de adúltero pese a que él anteriormente había sospechado que Nami le era infiel
I have never been so mad at a tv show, or is it a you tobe show! Ahh whatever i am still mad 😡
Omg that was a shocker. How could Jaemin do that?😮
Pido perdón por haberme emocionado cuando dijo que no le importaba!! "Soy bueno esperando" Es un buen seductor😭😭😭 pero jaemin eso me dolió!!! Que hizo nami... El deseo le ganó, se que su corazón no quiere eso😢 que debería hacer😭😭😭
This seems more like a dream tbh. We'll have to wait for the next episode to fund out 🤞
I'm literally crying right now.
No Stop!!! Hey boy it's not true you almost have a partner
I can't believe that bls from small channels like this always put "cheating plot" as a conflict😭 WHY THO?😭 IT'S THE SAME THING AS CITY_BOYLOG MAN
I'm so sad 😭. He started a good relationship with someone who fought for him, and yet he goes to someone else? Really? Is cheating something to celebrate now💔? I mean, if you are easy just because a good looking guy talk to you, you don't deserve someone who loves you no matter what you're going through. You deserve to be left alone when you need someone because if you only care about yourselves, you don't deserve a relationship.
I know it's just a drama, but I saw it soooooo many times in both straight AND gay relationships 😡. Listening to your heart is ok, but always wonder why your heart is starting to beat for someone else. Is it just physical? Is it loveliness? or is it the end of your relationship? All this doesn't lead to cheating, it should lead to conversation with your partner and making a decision. Are you ready to risk it all???🤔
could I ask about the background song 7:11?
If you find out, can you tell me 🥹?
What if in the next episode Jae-Min is dreaming that this happened and wakes up relieved that it was just a dream? #fingerscrossed 😉
They look good it doesn't mean that they're cheating is also considered as a good work.... really!!🫤
This comment section is another drama on its own😂😂
😂😂😂 You are right, it's very funny
Ikr came here for the comments 😊
😂
Lmao
Legit, like i have never been this morally confused.
Lesson learned, I'll never vouch for a character. Cheating is something that can happen in a relationship. At your grown age, you should be able to open your mouth and communicate with your lover. However, I have no words for Jaemin sitting up here pretending like you care for Nami and your relationship, and yet, bring Taeha to your place and lead him into the bed where you and Nami sleep.
Ikr, like he kissed him outside why did they end up sitting on the same bed if he wasn’t gonna let him cuz he’s got a boyfriend?
Jaemim es un tramposo , si es un plan de alguien , se lo merece por tonto , y espero que nami lo mandé al infinito y más allá .
Estoy muy molesta .😡😡
Exactly, declare you have a boyfriend, yet you brought a stranger who you just met an episode ago to your place. And Taeha guy said he could wait. How long? Half an hour until you got into his place?
omg it was just a dream
@kris-oy7cg Quick question: Was your comment meant for me? If so, were you saying, "Hooray! He didn't cheat dream," or "Get over it because it was dream"? Because if it was the last one we can discuss it.
Nami is too good for Jaemin. Right after the guy kissed him he should have left but instead he brought him to his ROOM!!! Nami has been hurt by Jemin so many times and fogives him in the end just for Jaemin to do this. My heart breaks for Nami T_T
So he just went this. Did he think what happened after
So he his new boyfriend
@@czenniebyforce Exactly, Nami has been showing too much of this doormat behaviour. Enough now
I mean I hate too see this in the beginning he thought that his bf cheating on him bc the phone but this is something different he kissing another guy but he knows he have a bf and I think he's gonna me bad and breaking up with him
Babes he should never have put himself in that situation i the first place !!
He knew the guy was hitting on him and still played innocent and ignorant
He is nothing but an attention seeking whore 😒😭😭😭
Apparently it was a dream we dont know because it only shows in the uncut version which i think its unfair to us. I still dont condone this you just got back together and you are having sex dreams of a guy you literally just met
Its crazy how Jaemin is the one that had no trust in the relationship from the start. When it comes to his job, his friendship or even trust enough to tell what was the issue with the girl....and yet here we are...
I know ryt 😭😭😭
@@LaLisakpip crazy....but people think the sex is real...is just a dream lol...he still kissed thou
@@anna.l4329 He was kissed* and stopped him and told him he had a boyfriend orr are we forgetting that happened?
@@AgustinaRD5 i guess your the type to level the cheating....having a wet dream over the guy you just met isnt cool while in a relationship eather but maybe your more open minded idk lol
@@AgustinaRD5 You are very kee on defending him, when all i said was "here we are", so you can also tell that what he did was very wrong lol...if your the type to level cheating thats on you...but leading someone to the point of a kiss and also having a wet dream about a college is all consider cheating try asking some people lol
Jaemin is a red flag , he could literally sense what was gonna happen from the start ,but he proceeded to let it happen 😒
THIS IS CHEATING RIGHT?? THIS IS WRONG JAEMIN!! YOU'RE PARTNER IS LITERALLY A GOOD GUY (i think) !!! I'M SO SAD RN
@@Gray_bl803THIS! I thought exactly this 👏🏼
@@Gray_bl803 but taeha alr proved himself that he's loyal to jaemin when he rejected someone who likes him like he was so angry when he found out that the girl caused smth bad to their rs and it proves how he love jaemin sm
Wtf? New dude didn't prove anything! He just nice cause he wants Jeamin for himself . Love? More like a crush/lust.
It's the I think for me. 🤣
@@Gray_bl803your boyfriend ignores you cheated😂😂😂
Cheating is never an option it's a choice...a bad choice
Here is not justifiable too. Nami is busy with his interviews may be one week , but jaemin can handle this one week. He is a shitty boyfriend.
@@enlilly2405 he's trash 🗑️
Yes I agree wholeheartedly… speaking from hard earned experience, cheating in any form ALWAYS, ALWAYS brings bad karma to oneself and those around the perpetrator. That one has to have a clean heart and trust is everything. I hope the final of the series will bring this message home. you all need to watch the uncut members only episode as there is more to the story I’m sorry to say.
@@enlilly2405Что за интервью, которое длится неделю и днём и НОЧЬЮ? Где и с кем проводил ночи Нами? Мне кажется это странным, Джемин возможно чувствовал что там не всё гладко.
@@ВалентинаКуликова-к8еnami is looking for a job he needs to interview in a lot of places just to be careful. during the day he has interview during the night he is searching for more companies. Jaemin also told nami that he is busy what if nami doesn't want to distract him there are different explanations for this BUT one thing that can not be explained is jaemin cheating. Yes it was a dream but why would you think about having s*x with a colleague. That is a big red flag. You have been separated for what 1 week what about long distance couples 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
“Apparently my boyfriend is busy and I’m lonely in fact I have to eat alone. “ shows that to a very hrny man who take a hint at his vulnerability at the moment just to be kissed out side and then continue his “I have a boyfriend you can’t “ in the room on the bed. WTF? Seriously? If it wasn’t for their chemistry I’d be mad.
Girl, same! All of this.. he didn’t text for ten min cuz he’s busy and ur so lonely that you just kiss the first guy who offers? Say you have a man but then take him straight to sitting on ur bed?? The timeline has to be missing something! And there has to be more than just another 8-10 min .. unless the producers are doing this to us on purpose to make us beg for a third season!
That’s what I’m saying. As I’m observing this episode sounds about right.
The timeline is of course not showing every detail. You gotta learn to read between the lines in very short series . In this case Nami probably been saying no to meet up many times due to being busy. Its just not shown. So Jeamin been feeling lonely for a longer period of time. But I wish he rather break up with Nami then kiss the new guy 😭😭😭
@@empawprint my dumb self needs them to spell it out lol.. but seriously.. they needed a little more than just being a little lonely for him to be cheating ten seconds after all that “stay by my side, never let go of my hand” stuff… it’s hard to believe them as so in love when I got whiplash from how fast he faltered
@@GimmieFwopFwop I agree. Jaemin really didn't last long before being swiped off his feet by the new guy ☠️
I'm praying that he is not Nami's ex or step-brother (who liked Nami) looking to get revenge on Nami by sleeping with Jaemin. His approach towards Jaemin was too smooth. He has an ulterior motive. I can feel it in my bones.
That's why I am saying he easy if you're that easy, your loves will fall
For some reason I was thinking that if this could be some kind of set up and Jaemin fell right in it.
Si esto fuera así sería una lección doble para jaemim porque por algo así perdería a nami , que deporsi siento que ya lo perdió por tramposo .
@@irmasuarez5931 que bueno. la vrd nami no se merece eso
I was thinking the girl set this up because nami told her off and got rid of her completely
It's so funny to see how people are disappointed and regret defending jaemin in season 1. They also regret insulting nami as a red flag. Now the tables have turned and jaemin is truly the lowest of the low 🤷♀️
He so easy
They're still defending him.
@@reallynow3387jesus christ, what's the reason??? Let me guest. Because he's just trying to find out about his feelings or do they think this is karma for nami??? 😂
@@RR-or1lm main character n (maybe even pretty) privilege. They'd bash Nami when he hadn't even cheated but even this isn't enough for them to turn their back on JM. Double standards. Sol broke them up, she was thrashed n cursed but Taeha who's doing the same is adored haha. Wow. Hypocrisy. Most people just care about a pretty face( which even sol had but she's a girl ig lol).
Season 1?
하이고...저 서브남 배우분 목소리도 좋고 선한데 훈훈한 외모에 남자답게 저돌적이기까지 하니...개인적으로 더 맘에든다...ㅠㅠ
WHAT ARE YOU DOING JAEMIN?!
they cut the ending, it was just a dream
Cheating on a dream is still not legal😂@@kris-oy7cg
@@kris-oy7cg really👀
@@madhuyuiyeah
@@kris-oy7cgdream of whom? Jaemin or the other guy? If its Jaemin then it's absolutely wrong
NOOOO.. that Taeha guy, arghhhh
The sound of their kisses, full of lust, not passion.
Atp, i hate jaemin for breaking Nami's heart once again. Nami deserves better
Why doesnt he stand his ground...like your bf is only out for ONE week? You cant possibly loose feelings after all that time. Why cheat -
Here I am enjoying the drama and enjoying the drama on the comments section 😳😂
Edit: I just watched the uncut version 😂😏
So they did it
What happened in the uncut version. Kindly spill the tea🙏🏻😭
@@hari-jk4sl He was dreaming...but y would he dream about another guy while Nami was there watching him😢
Where can I watched the uncut version ?
Pls share some uncut with us too🥲
I know the cheating is soo bad but I cannot deny their chemistry is UNREAL!! We need them on another series with a different plot 😭😭
So he going to find out
😂😂😂 I came here to complain just to caught by your comment.
@@btsmilitarywife HAHA am I wrong tho 👀
Sure it's hot but what makes me angry is that they could have added all this without the cheating trope.Example:they could have waited for Nami and him to be back together and add this guy,i wouldn't have been as salty cause it would've made sense, he's still not sure about his feelings and all that,being with another guy could have helped him figure out who he really loved.Or,they could have made it become a threesome or something, that's also hot.Or simply added another couple.SO MANY PLOTS TO CHOOSE FROM.But that's the problem with the majority of writers and producers, they're lazy and so to add drama they always end up using the cheating trope,which sucks.Sorry I got heated,it's just that after city boy log and now this I'm so tired of seeing the couples I rooted for go to shit,even if they're fictional characters.I watch dramas to escape from reality,not to further prove how much people can suck💀
@@sofialuu8162 I agree 100%! Thats why I said I wish they could be put into a different storyline cause I agree I am tired of the cheating trope too. There was so many ways they could have gone about this that didn’t make him cheat but unfortunately it does get people riled up and does bring more engagement for them which is why I think they do it this way, sadly. Cause more people talk about the show, even if they are saying bad things. I really wish they could have them be put into another series where they leave out the cheating aspect because they really do have insane chemistry! And a threesome would have for sure been sooo much better than this 👏🏼 City boy log has just scarred us all sadly! Haha so we are all sensitive to it.
I'm crying so hard because of this, if I could send a picture of my face you would know, what the hell is jaemin thinking, I'm so mad at him, I just want nami to enter the room they're in and confront them😭😭😭
서브공..묘하게 대니구 생각남 ;ㅅ; 근데 연기 왜케 자연스럽게 잘해요? 어디사 이런분을 모셔온거죠 ㅠㅠㅠ 넘 좋다 ㅜㅠㅠ
I know it's a series and Jaemin is the protagonist, but I wish Nami would leave him. He doesn't deserve this. Jaemin's love lasted for 5 seconds; building a relationship based on trust and respect was too much for him.
I wish the same. He doesn't deserve this shit. Why does he have to go through this?
But unfortunately they will end up together,, because some people still can't tolerate open endings
You are right I still want them to end up together even if he cheated
@@LSG-tq2wj n y know even if it turns out to be a dream or something, what you said remains a fact, his love indeed lasted for 5 secs. Atleast we know that the first kiss definitely couldn't be a dream. It won't exactly be cheating if the second one is a dream coz he didn't initiate the first one n it only lasted for 2 seconds but he liked it, or he would have shoved him away if he didn't like it. He even made a 😗 face I thought haha. He's barely controlling himself. He's being totally shitty towards Nami. Break up dude. Let someone who cherishes Nami appear.
Update: the last part was a dream. I still hate Jaemin and his innocent victim face.
재민아 ㅜㅜ 널 어쩌면 좋니.....진짜 한번 혼나봐야겠니? 잠시 흔들인거라 생각할께 빨리 제자리로 돌아와 ㅜㅜ 흔들리는 갈대가 문제인건지 갈대를 흔드는 바람이 문제인건지 ㅜㅜ......바람이 갈대를 피해갈수는 없는건가요? 이번 바람은 너무 강력해서 걱정이네요 ㅜㅜ
역시나 미인수는 잘생공들이 가만 안두네,,, 가만히 있어도 나타나,, ㅎㅎ
게이 특유의 특성을 잘 잡기도 했는데,, 매력 있는 사람 나타나면 휘둘리는,, 흠,,
다음이 어떤 스토리로 갈지 산으로만 안갔으면 좋겠고 BL보면서 항마력 딸려서 미치겠는 사람들을 위해서 좀더 스토리적인면을 강화해서 부탁드려요,, 말로 표현하기 어려운데 서사 그런것도 필요하고 여자들이 미치는 포인트들이 있는뎁,,,
암튼 잘되서 팬미팅도 진행해보자구요~ 요즘 배우님들 팬미팅가는 재미로 삽니다,, ㅎㅎ 이럴려고 현생에서 돈 버는거 아니겠습니까??
I’m so pissed. it’s Jaemin who was jealous because Nami saved his mother’s name “honey” but he’s the one who literally cheating on his boyfriend
벌써 'EP7'이네요
앞으로 몆 회가 더 남았을까요?
새 영상이 올라오면 넘 반갑지만 한편으론 아쉽기도 하네요 남이랑 재민이 오래오래 보고싶은데..ㅠ
섭공이 이랗게 깅력하다니!!! 메인공 아닌가요??
Crying for Nami right now but I love the sudden cheating plot, it really adds a good thrill and reality in relationships. I can’t deny the chemistry these two have even tho it’s under bad circumstances 😭😅 now onto my complaining part how it’s ridiculous that Jaemin is so quick to give in and cheat even tho him and Nami literally discussed that they’ll both be busy but suddenly Nami not being able to have lunch with him is enough to kiss another man. Anyway I’m excited for next week
How many episodes exactly is it
@@_nemerem_ not too sure. On tv time it lists only 7 episodes but it also says “more episodes to come” so idk how many more they’ll put out
서브공이 너무 강력하다 흔들리면 어떡하니ㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋ
But this is life, isn’t it?? People do cheat, most BL is all about sweetness’s, but this one depicts something that is closer to reality. Actually I applaud the writer for daring to bring this plot line into the storytelling 😮
Thissss. Most shows are very unrealistic to what the real world is. This is what soo many people go through.
So you telling me you can't wait ONE week for your partner to come home and the best thing to do is cheat??
Actually I think the opposite. More BLs tends to lead into drama/cheating/rumors of one of the partners instead of the partner standing their group when being approached by another person. Like loyalty and honesty is not hard to write into a script...it doesn't have to be drama/cheating in every BL.
@@Khepri01331 I hope it will depict something even more closer to reality nd keeping in line with that, JM and NM don't end up together. Coz in real life don't many people also break up after their partner cheats willingly. They break up n separate forever, that'd be realistic. But we know that won't happen and NM will once again easily give in shedding the ounce of self respect he has, n would be left hurt yet again. And there'd be no retribution for JM.
Like, there are many storylines that too are easy to write? The depiction of the happy and fluffy life of LGBTQ couples needs to be seen by people as well. Contrary to cheating tropes that have been normalized by many of you.
I hear this argument all the time but with the frequency of cheating storylines you can hardly say that is based in reality. Never mind how the cheating is portrayed. I don't know about you but where I'm from although cheating happens, these shows will have you believe its prevalent in 9/10 relationships and everyone is at it for the flimsiest of reasons. Therefore, it's insane to bring 'reality' into this as a justification as even in reality this is way over the top. Imagine if every asian drama had a love interest that was a serial killer. Serial killers exist but even you would have to admit that would be an overrepresentation not based in actual reality.
La gente comentando que engañar es algo normal en la vida real, algo normal no significa que esté bien, y engañar para nada esta bien, si Jaemin no se siente a gusto en su relación con Nami, que la termine y entonces si haga lo que quiera con el chico nuevo.
Jaemin why??!!😭😭
I feel so betrayed 😢… Nami doesn’t deserve this kind of betrayal.
To make matters worse you brought him to your house couldn’t you go to a different place???
Poor Nami 😢hope he doesn’t walk in on them.
It’s a little better to be told than to actually see the person you love cheating on you..😡😭
꿈일꺼야~~ 재민 남이 쉽게 헤어질수없어~~
꿈이였어요.
Fué un sueño pero antes estaba asustada
So apparently it was a dream that Jaemin was having about that guy which makes it even worse!! Can't believe we all wanted a pt 2 for this s**t!!! 🙄🙄
I'm happy to see that most of the comments are saying that Jaemin is the wrong guy here, you need to tell your partner when you feel lonely or whatever you're uncomfortabe with. I really don't get why jaemin is letting go so easily, how can you let a boy, who just kissed you, come to your room, WHEN YOU HAVE A BF,, i feel so bad for Nami for being called the red flag when Jaemin actually is. Can't wait to see what's going to happen to them, hope i don't get disapointed
Uma semana de espera para 8 minutos de episódio, e ainda por cima focar em traição. Aff que Decepção tudo isso!! Ok mesmo sabendo que o beijo não acontece de fato, é sim um sonho, mas é obvio que o clima não está simples, enfim traição eu não concordo, mesmo sendo uma imaginação.Foi só um sonho (mais ai tem coisa ,se namora isso não é tipo de sonhos de se ter com outra pessoa).
Acho que esses roteiristas do blue boys fizeram aulas com os estagiários do City boys 😂😂, que fetiche de 💩 é esse desse povo romantizar triângulo amoroso e traição .FODA ISSO 🤦🏻♀️🤬
It makes no sense they just went thru all that and the next day they can’t eat lunch together so jaemin has next bruh in his bed already.. and only one more 10 min episode to resolve this .. either we are missing something, this is terrible writing.. or these producers are geniuses that are gonna leave us hanging so we beg for more episodes or have to get VIP to get the full episode to understand WTF is happening!
It's like that sometimes, no matter how much effort you put the other person may stab you in the back
You said a very deep thing. Now I feel worse for Nami.
재민아 너 제정신이야? 뭐하는거야 남이생각해 남이는 여태껏 바람피거나 다른생각 하나도 안했잖아 너 왜그래 진짜 남이 놔두고 왜그러냐 그럴거면 나줘!!!!!ㅠㅠ 진짜 재민아...싫어하고싶지않은데 니 행동은 싫다.;;; ㅡㅡ
I agree 1000% !!
석필름 일 잘한다~~~ 😊😊
if this cheating is actually real, I will be so angry.
So true
Its not
When they kiss in the uncut scene you can even see how it is a copy paste of what Nami does to him, especially when he stops and touched JM’s lip, which makes it extra fucked up 🤮🤮🤮
노래OST 좋아요. 다음편 기대됩니다... 남이 언제 오니!!
for me cheating is unthinkable. I know it happens but what I mean is that i would never do something like that or forgive someone if he ever cheated on me. So i truely hope that he is brave enough to be honest and tell Nami and tell him he cheated, so that he can end up with someone who truely loves and respects him, becuase the trust he once had will be gone. Trust is earned not given.
I just hope it's a bad dream from Jaemin, the product of a moment of crazy thoughts, I DREAM of seeing Naemin and Jaemin together ❤❤
Omg..i wish that u are so rite
Yes u r right because it is just a dream i m so relaxed after knowing this lol
메기남 너무 강력함....전 좋아요^^
🚹: I want to be a useful person in the world
🚹: You smell so good, I want to pounce on you now.
Lmao could he be a bigger red flag?
WTH ARE YOU DOING JAEMIN??? SERIOUSLY??? WHAAAAAYYYYYYY
What an a**hole! How can he cheat on someone who has been proving to him that he cares for him.
i agree
Finally someone said... that's what I'm thinking too
@@Acolo9 exactly, nami put so many efforts for the relationship. This hideous cheater isn't worth it at all.
I can’t believe he was actually innocent and all and then this 😭😭am breaking into pieces gosh