My son turns 11 next week, and since day 1, I quit doing smack and have been there for him his whole life. I work hard and take care of my family. If a dude can't get along with his baby momma, he should at least make visits and support his kid, 100%. Kids are the best. I love my son, he is a funny little dude. Much love to you and your family.
That's awesome! Your kid is so lucky! My mom had addiction issues and was in and out of our life for some years, (all good now amazingly!). But my dad was always there, raising us girls. I was so lucky to have him!
@Ryan Leone You are Doing Great Ryan!!! Just remember once this detox is over, you don’t ever have to go through this again. Then You can start a brand new life with your beautiful family!!!
Bro, I was the same way. I'd have a brick in my pocket, be loaded and set for the next day. But.... Because I'm a pig and had it, I did it all. I would tell myself, fuck it, I'll be good, I'll figure it out tomorrow.
@doodah man yeah that's wife material there! I'd NEVER saved any drugs... Ironically I DID have some leftover crack ONCE, but it was because I thought my heart would explode if I smoked anymore that night 🤯
RockNRoll Outlaw 504 the only time I ever woke up and had some extra crack was the time I was up for 13 straight days smoking and I passed out sitting up with the pipe in my hand. Woke up 3 hours later with a pile of rocks on my night table next to me.😂
*i hate when he says “we will wrap it up here” 😂 always want more. You’re doing great Ryan! Still haven’t had time to listen to the album but I’ll get round to it soon 🤞🏼*
I'm currently on 16 mgs of subs a day and am over 3 months sober after 12 years of being a menace to society while occasionally drinking juice in the hood. I luckily found your videos within the first month I got sober this round. You've truly inspired me and showed me that your past does not always have to be bad to reminisce on . This was my favorite video so far because you showed even more of the real you. Someone that is mid withdrawal off suboxone. Fantastic story telling and story but what I loved the most is your uncomfortableness in your seat and you still manage to clock in almost an hour video. The grind you have is hard to not see Ryan. You’re killing it rain or shine. Just bought ur Record... Palabra
I remember my step daughters 18th birthday party at Dave and Busters. I accidentally snorted a bit too much dope in the bathroom. Went back to the party acting like I was all good. 20 mins later made the mad dash for the bathroom and projectile vomited all over the bathroom. Quite a mess. Went back out like nothing happened. My wife never noticed. Lol
Can’t wait to see you completely clean bro and seeing you doing amazing things in the entertainment industry! I hope to get off this methadone soon myself. Been trying for a year now. 120 mgs for 10 years. I’m only 32. I’m down to 55 mgs. Hoping and praying I can be free someday. Kratom didn’t work for me either. God bless bro! Love the album! Fire 🔥
Thanks for the hour long video especially when you’re not feeling the best. I’m always excited when I see there’s a new video from you but I do miss Frank Friday’s already!
I've been subscribed since your 1st video and I must say that you seem like you are alot more upbeat and generally happy with your self and your future than ever before. Good luck shakey Jake
Can’t wait to see how much you grow while you continue to stay off the subs and stay sober. I have a feeling shit will really start picking up for you by doing this man. Just wanted to share some positive reinforcement, hang in there brotha man!
Good to see ya! I know you don't feel good I'm sorry I know it sucks. Sometimes it's good to just kinda push on and do things even tho you feel bad. It always feels good to get things done. Hope your day is as ok as it can be given everything. You got this 💕
Say bro I had to say this was the best video I have ever watched of yours and I laughed so hard not only listening to you but being able to predict most of what you're saying because I could relate to a lot of it.. LOL and also seeing that different side of you is scary because I think you're cool as fuck in that phase and would be a cool as nigga to kick it with because I understand what you're going through right now and how loopy you are but anyways keep up with trying to get sober bro I will never be negative to anybody trying to better themselves by getting off drugs nor will I judge you or have ever judged you would because of these Suboxone use and I am going to purchase the album.... stay up bro!
I hear you. Ive watched 90% of his content and lately its gone sideways. I still like his shit and I hope the best for him but hes admitted in the past that he always uses 'suboxone tapers/kicks' as an excuse when hes strung. I wouldnt blame an addict for relapsing but I think all that money that came in from the album sales sent him on one.
It's entertaining, take it for what it is, just a bunch of stories. I figured from the get go that it was partly a hustle I mean he puts it on front street that he pulls junkie moves all the time.
The only thing I dont believe is that they make Bud Light bottle 30 packs. Oh and that he loaded up furniture into a u haul and drove it from Denver to LA to rent a room at some dudes house. And then later says they took her car from Denver to LA. Then got his. So they have 2 cars. Everything else I believe. Love his channel. Been a fan since Profit.
Dude admitted to being involved with basically a murder overdose, saw a murder and drives away as an accomplice (complete bullshit), and knowing a dude running a child hooker ring with a cop. No way in fuck everything he says is true but the stories are entertaining and I'm sure some is true .
I am so so so happy for you ,I have seen the future for you ,If you stay clean and sober your life will be better than you could of ever dreamed.. So many great things ahead for you.😊You can do this🙏. Their is a Reason for this timing to kick right now🤔🤔🤜🏻🤛🏻
The way you describe being sick, omg! So graphic! I almost can feel what you're saying. Or when you say "leaking blood". I have a strong stomach but I feel queasy. You can tell you're a writer from the great descriptions!
Man I been where you at in this one and just about all your stories.... You’re fuckin hilarious and I think you can do wtfe you wanna do bro!! Good luck and Palabra
Yo Ryan, proud of you for kicking subs for your boy man. You know how they say u have to get clean for urself not for anyone else, i think thats bullshit. Because i think we as addicts actually care more about our loved ones than our own lives. Nikko deserves a sober dad. Also, once u get clean u have to stay clean and always remember that ur doing it for him.
I hated waking up on (E) my girl was a responsible junkie and usually would stash a couple wake up bags so I could start the treachery, crazy how much money you can generate when you are dead inside.
Love to see you back on here, brother. Foreal. Big ups to you quitting Suboxone for your family and for you. That's been a struggle of mine for the past 4 years, ever since I tried to get off of oxycodone. Should have never done it. Quit three times and always went back. Now I'm trying for a fourth time. And im in my early 20's. I got this, and you got this too. Palabra, homie.
Your showing me the light man. Think I’m going to quit subutex as well. Just can’t ever get past a week I fold and go get one every time. RLS constant shaking and not being able to sleep made me stop and realize what I was doing to my body to feel “normal” gonna see if I can actually kick this and I’ll keep you updated. Palabra!!!
zack sims I understand the feeling. I’m using Kratom now and I can’t get off. I make it 3 days then I go nuts and buy more. The sleepless nights and RLS kill me.
yankees29 mind over matter. As long as we know where the problem starts we can go from there. I was in Oregon where they had Kratom everywhere and I’m so mad because I didn’t use any at all. Could of made it a lot easier and potentially quit subs all together
zack sims yeah I helps some people. Unfortunately I have an addictive personality so it’s very hard for me to taper down. Cold turkey or nothing. Obviously sub withdrawals are worse but I tell you Kratom withdrawals suck balls too.
yankees29 any withdraws suck period. Atleast were fighting our demons now. One day at a time and try to keep yourself busy! It’s seriously the only thing I can do. Just got off work so time to dab myself into a coma 😅
So happy to see this! omg, i have the ugly junkie bile going on right at the very moment. i have puked so much the past couple of weeks that i swear i don't even remember what a day without bile is like. avoid methadone at all costs, folks...if u can possibly go another route to get sober. i think i have ptsd from the withdrawal itself now!
Cold Turkey off 70 mill,6 weeks off it,forced myself to go to work and was sound next day or 2,gotta keep strong, avoid methadone or more than likely signing up for life
Sorry your going through it. It gets better I'm sure you know that!! I used to take methadone pills methadone 10's as many as I could get a day and that was by far the worst detox I ever had I think. I was sick for a month it would been longer but after a month I gave up and got H and still dealing with the repercussions of that. You got this it will be ok! It may be ⚡ stormy 🌩️ now but it never ☔ rains💧 foreverr☀️🌈 💕 this to shall pass 💕
With methadone and buprenorphine a taper is really the way to go. A slow, gradual taper. Very minimal withdrawal symptoms, but I know that doesnt work for everyone. Wish all of you the best, foreal.
Yo the top corner of Johnny depps face from the fear and loathing hoodie keeps looking like ET I swore it was just a Trippy hoodie until you started moving around and I saw Benicia Del Toros face with the lollipop.. bro that hoodie is epic and would take up a whole entire thumbprint trip to discover it all
@@ryanleone5805 That's cool man. Carnivale was the bomb. Here's an off the wall question, but surely one you're qualifed to answer....there used to be (I'm talking 15+ years ago) a little underground/obscure record store in SB...had a lot of old punk and that kind of thing. My friends and I would drive up from Sherman Oaks to Solvang, and always stop there on the way. Does that place ring a bell, and if so...is it still around?
We should set up a addiction recovery mental health physical health podcast talk about exactly what drugs are the good and the bad and as well being honest sharing what really works and what don't information for people who at somepiont may see it and.come clean having other people who have been through addiction and got cleanI bet it would be a great things to be able to do
Yeah sometimes I wake up at like 3-5am and have explosive diarrhea and 9/10 I throw up some bile too at the same time lmao. Like I'll be shitting so intensely that my stomach gets so twisted I just throw up str8 yellow bile. Shit is fuckin awesome
only possible downside of telling stories about your ex's while in current relationship is even they were good exiting memories you wont tell to not upset your current partner .. lol to not make them jealous for your past.. palabra
You're doing really great on the detox and congratulations on the marriage and all the recent success! Im trying myself to stop subs, the struggle is real lol but you can do it, Best of luck bro and keep up the great work!
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Can’t wait for more stories! And it will be dope when you get a regular upload schedule! Keep up the good work man, I dig what you do and support you 100 my man! Also don’t mean to nag you, I’ve been waiting for an email back from you for a book for my dad? He’s in jail right now, awaiting trial, might go back for life, but I tell him about you every time we talk man, we get so into it, I summarize your stories and it’s some of the best convo we have! Anyways keep up the great work Ryan! P.s.s. I’m also trying to get off suboxone, so I look forward to your journey to help me get off it already, been on it a little over 5 years I think now
Me too but it’s weird whenever you do that nobody answers their phone in the morning but if you save yourself some, which is a very rare occurrence, you have no problem getting something
I have this weird pain at the moment that's moving between my chest and back. Not sure wtf it is. Anyway when you found out that your ex wife was a ' bag ho ' that cracked me up. Funny, but painful.
Dude you look like your kick is going very well, day 5-15 always been tbe worst for me. After though your body starts to feel normal without it. I always relapsed becuase of anixiety of having so much shit to do. Job amd kids and animals to take care off, my walls would start closing in and i would either go get dope or i would get subs. Gabapention helps with that forsure you start feeling panic, it relaxes you. Benzos are better but i personally dont like them. Barbiturates are good for kicking to as long as you limit, i went through detox on phenobarbitial and didnt feel sick the whole time i was withdrawaling. But done rambling, good luck bro.
Man, I'm glad you are getting off the subs. How do I talk you about it. I am prescribed them. And want to understand a better way to get off. And thanks for the great video.
Oh buttfuck....just same dude. Ur explanation of this phenomenon high end of low living deserves to go viral.u capture the essence of the few joys of addiction and really grasp the bottomless black hole of pain and suffering as well, dissected with a comedic knife...just surgical.
Hey Ryan, enjoyed this thoroughly. I appreciate you dropping this extra long one with all the shit your going thru. Even though u have comfort meds, it still fucking sucks. Idk anyone who could do a nearly hour long story having been off 24mg Subs for 8 days! Very inspiring! Palabra!
Drinking that heavily I think is worst than being a heroin addict. I've been both but I never drank 2 fifths a day that's beyond incomprehension. I was drinking a pint a day and I thought I was goin off the deep in. Even though the heroin ruined my life... 2 fifths a day and you keep up that behavior for 2 to 3 weeks you're deff going into DTs in just that time... Geez Ryan, much respect tho trying to get completely sober bruh bruh!
Omg I feel horrible for Zach”s 6 yr old being kicked out of his room!! How sad... edit guess I should finish vid before commenting, sad for both all boys and they saw that.
I know how you feel bro. Why not be at a clinic? I had to give up the dope. 1200 a week when I only made 500, 3 trips to prison, been on doan for 2 years and threw out the points for good. But still struggled w mad Xanax. Stay strong homie, you been in worse shape. Pretty bad when your use to being sick , that was me. You ain't alone bruh, 39:32 the best part. Your a cool ass dude man wish I was closer lol
My son turns 11 next week, and since day 1, I quit doing smack and have been there for him his whole life. I work hard and take care of my family. If a dude can't get along with his baby momma, he should at least make visits and support his kid, 100%. Kids are the best. I love my son, he is a funny little dude. Much love to you and your family.
Amazing. All about trying to be better for my son.
That's awesome! Your kid is so lucky! My mom had addiction issues and was in and out of our life for some years, (all good now amazingly!). But my dad was always there, raising us girls. I was so lucky to have him!
@Ryan Leone You are Doing Great Ryan!!! Just remember once this detox is over, you don’t ever have to go through this again. Then You can start a brand new life with your beautiful family!!!
Respect brother.
@@barnold23 never would have let yourself in wish i could help
I'm the figure it out in the morning guy too. My ex girlfriend used to stash some and surprise me when I'm sick in the morning. What a girl..
Bro, I was the same way. I'd have a brick in my pocket, be loaded and set for the next day. But.... Because I'm a pig and had it, I did it all. I would tell myself, fuck it, I'll be good, I'll figure it out tomorrow.
@doodah man yeah that's wife material there! I'd NEVER saved any drugs... Ironically I DID have some leftover crack ONCE, but it was because I thought my heart would explode if I smoked anymore that night 🤯
RockNRoll Outlaw 504 the only time I ever woke up and had some extra crack was the time I was up for 13 straight days smoking and I passed out sitting up with the pipe in my hand. Woke up 3 hours later with a pile of rocks on my night table next to me.😂
@@yankees29 bonus
Doodah Man definitely. Came out of the coma and did a blast so huge I went into convulsions. Gooooood times baby!😂😂
It makes my day when I see a new upload from you. Thanks for adding so many lately.
Ryan Leone is my man crush and he tells great stories 😅
I can’t get over the straight face “so when I meet him I take him to k mart n otw I just like tell him I’m your dad now” 😂 🤣 😆
Greatest story teller of all time! No one can argue with that. Bro be easy, I know the struggle.
Oh my God these stories just get better and better. The amount of kicking is unreal! And still not violated by Fed probation! Miraculous
*i hate when he says “we will wrap it up here” 😂 always want more. You’re doing great Ryan! Still haven’t had time to listen to the album but I’ll get round to it soon 🤞🏼*
Yay! I'm glad I have this to watch on break!
😂😂😂😂I find this shit so entertaining!!!its so much like my old life I thought I was the only one🤣🤣im buying your album now
Great story!!! The car bed made me laugh haha as well as some other parts. Keep kicking @$$ you're doing great!!
Thank God for KARINA
man i feel your withdrawals . memories coming back.... it's a marathon, not a sprint.
I have to laugh when you say you gotta shit cuz I got that same feeling lol hilarious
Bomb ass car bed just killed me. Busted out loud laughing at work tryin to be all low key. 😂😂😂
Been waiting on this brother. Palabra
Lol Ryan you killed it tonight. Everyone go down load his album. I can't wait to get it on album.
I'm currently on 16 mgs of subs a day and am over 3 months sober after 12 years of being a menace to society while occasionally drinking juice in the hood. I luckily found your videos within the first month I got sober this round. You've truly inspired me and showed me that your past does not always have to be bad to reminisce on .
This was my favorite video so far because you showed even more of the real you. Someone that is mid withdrawal off suboxone. Fantastic story telling and story but what I loved the most is your uncomfortableness in your seat and you still manage to clock in almost an hour video. The grind you have is hard to not see Ryan. You’re killing it rain or shine.
Just bought ur Record... Palabra
I remember my step daughters 18th birthday party at Dave and Busters. I accidentally snorted a bit too much dope in the bathroom. Went back to the party acting like I was all good. 20 mins later made the mad dash for the bathroom and projectile vomited all over the bathroom. Quite a mess. Went back out like nothing happened. My wife never noticed. Lol
yankees29 been there, done that, got the tshirt lol
Nice 👍🏼
@@barnold23 at this exact moment I’m at her baby shower dope sick. Let the good times roll! Lol
Can’t wait to see you completely clean bro and seeing you doing amazing things in the entertainment industry! I hope to get off this methadone soon myself. Been trying for a year now. 120 mgs for 10 years. I’m only 32. I’m down to 55 mgs. Hoping and praying I can be free someday. Kratom didn’t work for me either. God bless bro! Love the album! Fire 🔥
Thanks for the hour long video especially when you’re not feeling the best. I’m always excited when I see there’s a new video from you but I do miss Frank Friday’s already!
Same!!
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I've been subscribed since your 1st video and I must say that you seem like you are alot more upbeat and generally happy with your self and your future than ever before. Good luck shakey Jake
Thanks man. I’m trying to get right again.
Nice, been waiting on this one.
Dude. Your junkie stunts remind me of myself. Thanks. You rule.
Same! 💕
Can’t wait to see how much you grow while you continue to stay off the subs and stay sober. I have a feeling shit will really start picking up for you by doing this man. Just wanted to share some positive reinforcement, hang in there brotha man!
I've watched all your vids over the last few weeks. Dude, I've got a lot of respect for you. 👌🏻👍🏻
You're doing great bro. Much respect to you bro . You're a great guy man. Know your worth! One love homi
Just made my weekend and a long video at that! Hang in there kid. You got this
Good to see ya! I know you don't feel good I'm sorry I know it sucks. Sometimes it's good to just kinda push on and do things even tho you feel bad. It always feels good to get things done. Hope your day is as ok as it can be given everything. You got this 💕
Say bro I had to say this was the best video I have ever watched of yours and I laughed so hard not only listening to you but being able to predict most of what you're saying because I could relate to a lot of it.. LOL and also seeing that different side of you is scary because I think you're cool as fuck in that phase and would be a cool as nigga to kick it with because I understand what you're going through right now and how loopy you are but anyways keep up with trying to get sober bro I will never be negative to anybody trying to better themselves by getting off drugs nor will I judge you or have ever judged you would because of these Suboxone use and I am going to purchase the album.... stay up bro!
I literally love you n your story telling! Thank you for providing me entertainment and distraction from my bullshit job!
I just dont know if I believe you anymore. I've been a fan from the beginning and even bought your book, I'm definitely not a hater!
I hear you. Ive watched 90% of his content and lately its gone sideways. I still like his shit and I hope the best for him but hes admitted in the past that he always uses 'suboxone tapers/kicks' as an excuse when hes strung. I wouldnt blame an addict for relapsing but I think all that money that came in from the album sales sent him on one.
Give a fuck it was his cash he puts out classic stories.
It's entertaining, take it for what it is, just a bunch of stories. I figured from the get go that it was partly a hustle I mean he puts it on front street that he pulls junkie moves all the time.
The only thing I dont believe is that they make Bud Light bottle 30 packs. Oh and that he loaded up furniture into a u haul and drove it from Denver to LA to rent a room at some dudes house. And then later says they took her car from Denver to LA. Then got his. So they have 2 cars. Everything else I believe. Love his channel. Been a fan since Profit.
Dude admitted to being involved with basically a murder overdose, saw a murder and drives away as an accomplice (complete bullshit), and knowing a dude running a child hooker ring with a cop. No way in fuck everything he says is true but the stories are entertaining and I'm sure some is true .
Nice. Almost an hour video. Coming with that heat.
Keep on keepin on man. PALABRA.
Damn I feel bad for that kid..
I am so so so happy for you ,I have seen the future for you ,If you stay clean and sober your life will be better than you could of ever dreamed.. So many great things ahead for you.😊You can do this🙏. Their is a Reason for this timing to kick right now🤔🤔🤜🏻🤛🏻
Great job, I’m super stoked for how good your doing. I’m going to pick up the album today. Hang in there kid!
I'm suprised she didnt come back an hour later with 7 5mg vicodin
The way you describe being sick, omg! So graphic! I almost can feel what you're saying. Or when you say "leaking blood". I have a strong stomach but I feel queasy. You can tell you're a writer from the great descriptions!
Just finished the last video, perfect fucking timing Ryan!!! Hope you’re feeling better dude Palabra 😊
Man I been where you at in this one and just about all your stories.... You’re fuckin hilarious and I think you can do wtfe you wanna do bro!! Good luck and Palabra
Yo Ryan, proud of you for kicking subs for your boy man. You know how they say u have to get clean for urself not for anyone else, i think thats bullshit. Because i think we as addicts actually care more about our loved ones than our own lives. Nikko deserves a sober dad. Also, once u get clean u have to stay clean and always remember that ur doing it for him.
Palabra! Been here since day 1
Im definitely the figure it out in the morning guy too 😂😅🤣
I hated waking up on (E) my girl was a responsible junkie and usually would stash a couple wake up bags so I could start the treachery, crazy how much money you can generate when you are dead inside.
Love to see you back on here, brother. Foreal. Big ups to you quitting Suboxone for your family and for you. That's been a struggle of mine for the past 4 years, ever since I tried to get off of oxycodone. Should have never done it. Quit three times and always went back. Now I'm trying for a fourth time. And im in my early 20's. I got this, and you got this too.
Palabra, homie.
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@@ryanleone5805 Bless 🙏
Your showing me the light man. Think I’m going to quit subutex as well. Just can’t ever get past a week I fold and go get one every time. RLS constant shaking and not being able to sleep made me stop and realize what I was doing to my body to feel “normal” gonna see if I can actually kick this and I’ll keep you updated. Palabra!!!
zack sims I understand the feeling. I’m using Kratom now and I can’t get off. I make it 3 days then I go nuts and buy more. The sleepless nights and RLS kill me.
yankees29 mind over matter. As long as we know where the problem starts we can go from there. I was in Oregon where they had Kratom everywhere and I’m so mad because I didn’t use any at all. Could of made it a lot easier and potentially quit subs all together
zack sims yeah I helps some people. Unfortunately I have an addictive personality so it’s very hard for me to taper down. Cold turkey or nothing. Obviously sub withdrawals are worse but I tell you Kratom withdrawals suck balls too.
yankees29 any withdraws suck period. Atleast were fighting our demons now. One day at a time and try to keep yourself busy! It’s seriously the only thing I can do. Just got off work so time to dab myself into a coma 😅
Dude this series is great
Great stuff, palabra 👍
Great story!!
So happy to see this! omg, i have the ugly junkie bile going on right at the very moment. i have puked so much the past couple of weeks that i swear i don't even remember what a day without bile is like. avoid methadone at all costs, folks...if u can possibly go another route to get sober. i think i have ptsd from the withdrawal itself now!
It took me a month to feel normal and sleep coming off 5mg Methadone. Wasn't bad withdrawal, but uncomfortable. Cant imagine high dose kick
Cold Turkey off 70 mill,6 weeks off it,forced myself to go to work and was sound next day or 2,gotta keep strong, avoid methadone or more than likely signing up for life
Sorry your going through it. It gets better I'm sure you know that!! I used to take methadone pills methadone 10's as many as I could get a day and that was by far the worst detox I ever had I think. I was sick for a month it would been longer but after a month I gave up and got H and still dealing with the repercussions of that. You got this it will be ok! It may be ⚡ stormy 🌩️ now but it never ☔ rains💧 foreverr☀️🌈 💕 this to shall pass 💕
With methadone and buprenorphine a taper is really the way to go. A slow, gradual taper. Very minimal withdrawal symptoms, but I know that doesnt work for everyone. Wish all of you the best, foreal.
Getting on Methadone was the best and worst decision I have ever made. I am on 90mg currently since 2014.....I am terrified of getting off.
Yo the top corner of Johnny depps face from the fear and loathing hoodie keeps looking like ET I swore it was just a Trippy hoodie until you started moving around and I saw Benicia Del Toros face with the lollipop.. bro that hoodie is epic and would take up a whole entire thumbprint trip to discover it all
Nick Stahl is a great fucking actor. Doesn't surprise me you two know each other. Palabra.
He’s probably my closest friend here in LA. I didn’t grow up with him but we talk every day and hang out all the time. Such a talent!!!
@@ryanleone5805 That's cool man. Carnivale was the bomb. Here's an off the wall question, but surely one you're qualifed to answer....there used to be (I'm talking 15+ years ago) a little underground/obscure record store in SB...had a lot of old punk and that kind of thing. My friends and I would drive up from Sherman Oaks to Solvang, and always stop there on the way. Does that place ring a bell, and if so...is it still around?
We should set up a addiction recovery mental health physical health podcast talk about exactly what drugs are the good and the bad and as well being honest sharing what really works and what don't information for people who at somepiont may see it and.come clean having other people who have been through addiction and got cleanI bet it would be a great things to be able to do
Hi Ryan sending you all the best 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
"bomb ass car-bed fool" lol
Yeah sometimes I wake up at like 3-5am and have explosive diarrhea and 9/10 I throw up some bile too at the same time lmao. Like I'll be shitting so intensely that my stomach gets so twisted I just throw up str8 yellow bile. Shit is fuckin awesome
Bro..love. u really lived that LIFE
That fear & loathing hoody is dope! I need 1...
only possible downside of telling stories about your ex's while in current relationship is even they were good exiting memories you wont tell to not upset your current partner .. lol to not make them jealous for your past.. palabra
Karina a boss she doesn't get jelly
Keep it up, ur doing great. Thanks for the stories!
Great video!
I wish I could do a story on my crazy past like you do
I bought the album man great content!! Definitely worth 10$
You're doing really great on the detox and congratulations on the marriage and all the recent success! Im trying myself to stop subs, the struggle is real lol but you can do it, Best of luck bro and keep up the great work!
“J kitty” 😂🤣
I always seem to hook up with them. Love your stories and can completely relate. Keep up the good work and fuk all of the lame trolls
Kicking myself, enjoying the stories bro.
Download my album, DRUG STORIES FOR TRUCKERS VOLUME ONE, for $10
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Here’s the new merchandise- t-shirts, mugs, etc....
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If you want to buy signed blotter art it’s $40
If you’d like to buy a signed copy of my book Wasting Talent it’s $20
You can Venmo my fiancé karina Franco
@kfranco2018
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Or payapl me
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And here is my gofund me:
www.gofundme.com/f/donations-for-ryan-leones-projects
Can’t wait for more stories! And it will be dope when you get a regular upload schedule! Keep up the good work man, I dig what you do and support you 100 my man!
Also don’t mean to nag you, I’ve been waiting for an email back from you for a book for my dad? He’s in jail right now, awaiting trial, might go back for life, but I tell him about you every time we talk man, we get so into it, I summarize your stories and it’s some of the best convo we have! Anyways keep up the great work Ryan!
P.s.s. I’m also trying to get off suboxone, so I look forward to your journey to help me get off it already, been on it a little over 5 years I think now
This was the funniest video I've been laughing the whole time
Good Morning!!!
Good early afternoon
Just downloaded the album I can't wait to listen!! This video was fire too btw..one of the best yet. Reminds me a lot of my life lol
My favorite part was when she left you in Denver to score coke with no money hahaha
The Heineken bottle 😆😆😆 Im 5'7" too homie✌🏻
Yo where did you get that hoodie
Intenseeeeee
Hope you didnt kiss her after she ran her errand!!
26:23 - lmao deff cant be a junkie with good credit
JayTee no matter how responsible you are. No chance....if you didn’t wreck your credit you didn’t do it right!
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet !!!
I'm the figure it out in the morning type too lol
Me too but it’s weird whenever you do that nobody answers their phone in the morning but if you save yourself some, which is a very rare occurrence, you have no problem getting something
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I have this weird pain at the moment that's moving between my chest and back. Not sure wtf it is. Anyway when you found out that your ex wife was a ' bag ho ' that cracked me up. Funny, but painful.
Bomb ass car bed 😂
Dude you look like your kick is going very well, day 5-15 always been tbe worst for me. After though your body starts to feel normal without it. I always relapsed becuase of anixiety of having so much shit to do. Job amd kids and animals to take care off, my walls would start closing in and i would either go get dope or i would get subs. Gabapention helps with that forsure you start feeling panic, it relaxes you. Benzos are better but i personally dont like them. Barbiturates are good for kicking to as long as you limit, i went through detox on phenobarbitial and didnt feel sick the whole time i was withdrawaling. But done rambling, good luck bro.
This been the best One
Man, I'm glad you are getting off the subs. How do I talk you about it. I am prescribed them. And want to understand a better way to get off. And thanks for the great video.
Oh buttfuck....just same dude. Ur explanation of this phenomenon high end of low living deserves to go viral.u capture the essence of the few joys of addiction and really grasp the bottomless black hole of pain and suffering as well, dissected with a comedic knife...just surgical.
Hey Ryan, enjoyed this thoroughly. I appreciate you dropping this extra long one with all the shit your going thru. Even though u have comfort meds, it still fucking sucks. Idk anyone who could do a nearly hour long story having been off 24mg Subs for 8 days! Very inspiring! Palabra!
Keep it up mate. You're doing well
Show me the sign where it says no junkie pukes? Lol hahhaha
Good shit wood, I can certainly relate.
Bro, I can never save a bag for the morning. Ever. I'm such a junkie, It's always about the moment. Fuck tomorrow. I'll deal with that tomorrow. Lol
Big respect for the honesty all the way around! I left you a message. Love and Support from Massachusetts 508
Ryan your depravity knows no bounds!!!
Drinking that heavily I think is worst than being a heroin addict. I've been both but I never drank 2 fifths a day that's beyond incomprehension. I was drinking a pint a day and I thought I was goin off the deep in. Even though the heroin ruined my life... 2 fifths a day and you keep up that behavior for 2 to 3 weeks you're deff going into DTs in just that time... Geez Ryan, much respect tho trying to get completely sober bruh bruh!
Thank you bro. For handling business..I dont have social media..how can I send u cash
No money...suddenly cocaine appears🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
The merch link isn’t working
Omg I feel horrible for Zach”s 6 yr old being kicked out of his room!! How sad... edit guess I should finish vid before commenting, sad for both all boys and they saw that.
after 12 years of opiate addiction the one thing i learned RULE #1 ALWAYS leave some heroin for the morning, no matter what!!
I know how you feel bro. Why not be at a clinic? I had to give up the dope. 1200 a week when I only made 500, 3 trips to prison, been on doan for 2 years and threw out the points for good. But still struggled w mad Xanax. Stay strong homie, you been in worse shape. Pretty bad when your use to being sick , that was me. You ain't alone bruh, 39:32 the best part. Your a cool ass dude man wish I was closer lol