perhaps the saddest thing about the movie is knowing the night could’ve gone “perfectly” and it would still be a horror movie. what about after the prom? what does carrie have to head towards? not a relationship with this “prince charming” or even organic acceptance from her classmates. she would’ve likely ended up back in her mothers clutches eventually. carrie may have developed a sense of will but lack of real-world connection with others would’ve left her lonely and vulnerable against going back to the only place she knows where and how to survive. great sound, beautiful, like everything ethel cain touches
I usually hate repeativness but the end of this song hits every inch of my soul. "They're all gunna laugh at me" 😢 my heart shatters 9 times every time!
The first time she says it, there's a realisation. And every time after that is a resignation to that end. And she sings it with such sadness, like a plea.
Repetition is such a powerful literary device that she uses really well! We’ve just lost that as an art unfortunately because of pop songs that kind of drone on and on without a purpose imo
@@GentaroYumenothe song and video are inspired by the 1976 horror film “Carrie”. Ethel initially sings about her and Willoughby’s chaotic and passionate love they share. “Can I tell you a secret? I’m desperate for you” Ethel is Deeply in love. She later talks about them being buried next to each other after they’re love inevitably kills them. She then says “ brought a knife to the gun fight, but they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight” in the film Carrie is the victim of a very cruel joke. They pour pigs blood on her after she’s crowned prom queen but even before then when she arrives at prom with her date, everyone is staring at her because he was a part of the prank. Hayden has said before that Ethel Cain is trans so the lyric about everyone staring and feeling like there’s no air in the room probably have to do with Ethel being anxious about everyone staring at her at the homecoming dance because she’s visibly trans. Making her feel like she’s the butt end of an inside joke that everyone els is in on. “THEY’RE ALL GOING TO LAUGH AT ME” is inspired by a line from the movie where Carrie’s mother warns her that everyone’s going to laugh at her at the dance. “They’re all going to laugh at you” he mother told her before she left the dance, and she was right. Carrie ends up killing everyone in the dance with her telepathic powers and burns it to the ground, locking everyone inside for good measure.
@@Charliiie415this is a genuine question/query/point. I love your interpretation. However to counter it, Hayden has said that anything before PD that she hasn’t officially released isn’t canon to the Ethel Cain lore around PD. More just Hayden finding her sound. But again, once she said that her EP’s etc are more a reflection of her (Hayden’s) own life experiences, not Ethel’s directly (lore canon wise); but can be associated with Ethel more so as an extension of Hayden not anchored into the EC/PD storytelling. I’d argue this is around Carrie and how Hayden relates to it through her own life experience, rather than EC/PD lore. At least until she releases it as an extension of EC/PD lore as she will with some of her old demos etc for the B-sides. ⛪️♥️
unfortunately it won’t happen it doesn’t fit into the ethel cain lore. this was a side project she did and it won’t ever be officially dropped since “ethel cain” is a story and a very curated art piece
This track sounds like a song that you could actually hear and dance at a Homecoming. It's pretty sad and painfull, specially when the "I am secretly still scared that you'll see underneath and you'll leave me here" hits.
When this kind of fire starts, it’s very hard to put out. The tender boughs of innocence burn first, and the wind rises, and then all goodness is in jeopardy.
this is my favorite song ever. theres just something about it that makes me repeat it over and over again for hours and somehow it gets better each time. its such a relatable song in a way and its just so so good its so me i love it.
@@BOO_BAT Yes! I've been listening to this song pretty much daily since I last heard it earlier last year and it never, ever gets old. One of Hayden's best, if not my favorite of hers (tied very closely with Waco). Unreal sound, no other song has this kind of staying power for me
Thank ya...ONLY Sissy Spacek Nailed Carrie. You are something truly GREAT, Kid....keep it up! Anyone able should watch the Film "'G'Night Mother"...another Sissy Classic...in a more Artsy, Stage-Adaptation type Film. YOU WILL NOT regret it. Love and Light to all yaz Yungstas!
Gente tan mala y egoísta rompieron los sueños e ilusiones de carrie hermosa canción me hizo llorar y mas aun recordar aquella película me identifico mucho con ella ella tenía una madre muy religiosa igual yo ella sufría de bullying en la prepa yo también oh dios mío tanta gente cruel no se ponen a pensar que hay personas diferentes y sencibles que merecen un trato digno no seamos crueles con angeles q vinieron a esta tierra con una misión.
Great song but I'll admit Carrie always made me sad because anyway you cut it there was never going to be a happy ending for her because she truly had no one. And what's really Hart breaking is even with all our modern day technology like the internet there are still so many men and women that feel so utterly alone.
“my love is my love its big love for u. Til its ur love and its ur love and its ur problem too”the way she sings is so hauntingly beautiful. i wish this song was on spotify
fire in my eyes i just stand here and bleed crying in your arms baby can we just leave everyone's watching us and i cant breathe theyre all gonna laugh at me
Stolen gardenia, makeshift lapel It's bad behavior but I’ll never tell if you don’t And you won’t Your breath on my neck through my homecoming dress I'm more patient now then I ever have been Placated by a cold flask on your hip And we’re dancing Can I tell you a secret? I’m desperate for you [Chorus] My love is my love, it’s big love for you ’Til it’s your love, then it’s your love And it’s your problem too Here, just inches away from you Four left feet in a room Always all over you You know and I know it’s just how it goes We both get too close ’til we fucking explode And I hope they bury me right next to you [Verse 2] Brought a knife to the gunfight But they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight But I’m secretly still scared That you’ll see underneath and you’ll leave me here I’ll cry till my hair all falls out Is it just me or is this room way too loud? Don’t look now but everyone’s staring at us weird And is it just me, or is there no air in here? [Chorus] My love is my love and bleeds like a wound You pretend not to notice something I like about you Young and sweet, only seventeen I’m the real pig blood soaked fucking homecoming queen Fire in my eyes, I just stand here and bleed Crying in your arms, baby, can’t we just leave? Everyone’s watching us and I can’t breathe They’re all gonna laugh at me [Interlude] They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh at me They’re all gonna laugh
Actual spelling of my real name. Decided it would be the fkn coolest to dress up as her post blood bucket. Got suspended for the lighter. It was elementary school so I get it but still.
Your everything in my meenless life i don't have anything else to look forward to I'll never get tired of listening to you or looking at you id be the lucky one to take you to the prom ❤
The EP was supposed to be a summer release this year, however we’re not sure if it’s even coming before the end of the year now. However she has confirmed Homecoming will not be on the EP :/
perhaps the saddest thing about the movie is knowing the night could’ve gone “perfectly” and it would still be a horror movie. what about after the prom? what does carrie have to head towards? not a relationship with this “prince charming” or even organic acceptance from her classmates. she would’ve likely ended up back in her mothers clutches eventually. carrie may have developed a sense of will but lack of real-world connection with others would’ve left her lonely and vulnerable against going back to the only place she knows where and how to survive. great sound, beautiful, like everything ethel cain touches
beautifully said
i love this
Too bad Charles Xavier didn't find Carrie First 😢
Carrie realizing this is what actually prompts the massacre in the book
not to mention she's going home to her mother who's planning on killing her for being a witch anyways so :(
I usually hate repeativness but the end of this song hits every inch of my soul. "They're all gunna laugh at me" 😢 my heart shatters 9 times every time!
The first time she says it, there's a realisation. And every time after that is a resignation to that end. And she sings it with such sadness, like a plea.
Repetition is such a powerful literary device that she uses really well! We’ve just lost that as an art unfortunately because of pop songs that kind of drone on and on without a purpose imo
i felt that; my body just sinks
This is an extremely intimate song; both emotionally and sensually. I love Ethel so much and YOU for making this a certified ~ vibe ~
imagine Carrie themed music video with Ethel as Carrie?😱
I'm making a video like that
Been in the works for a while
@@moodybassist that is amazing! cannot wait. :)
I Made one to ptolomaea!
@@420filmgirlz YOU SLAY!!!! Watched every video and liked them all!!!
i wish she released this on spotify
i literally uploaded soundcloud just for this song
they're all gonna laugh at me on repeat.... so genius. you either get it or you dont
I don't get the meaning of the song. I usually do, but can you please tell me? :)
@@GentaroYumenothe song and video are inspired by the 1976 horror film “Carrie”. Ethel initially sings about her and Willoughby’s chaotic and passionate love they share. “Can I tell you a secret? I’m desperate for you” Ethel is Deeply in love. She later talks about them being buried next to each other after they’re love inevitably kills them.
She then says “ brought a knife to the gun fight, but they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight” in the film Carrie is the victim of a very cruel joke. They pour pigs blood on her after she’s crowned prom queen but even before then when she arrives at prom with her date, everyone is staring at her because he was a part of the prank.
Hayden has said before that Ethel Cain is trans so the lyric about everyone staring and feeling like there’s no air in the room probably have to do with Ethel being anxious about everyone staring at her at the homecoming dance because she’s visibly trans.
Making her feel like she’s the butt end of an inside joke that everyone els is in on.
“THEY’RE ALL GOING TO LAUGH AT ME” is inspired by a line from the movie where Carrie’s mother warns her that everyone’s going to laugh at her at the dance. “They’re all going to laugh at you” he mother told her before she left the dance, and she was right. Carrie ends up killing everyone in the dance with her telepathic powers and burns it to the ground, locking everyone inside for good measure.
@@Charliiie415 Oh... so putting Carrie as the background wasn't a coincidence..
@@GentaroYumeno no lol, it was intentional
@@Charliiie415this is a genuine question/query/point. I love your interpretation. However to counter it, Hayden has said that anything before PD that she hasn’t officially released isn’t canon to the Ethel Cain lore around PD. More just Hayden finding her sound.
But again, once she said that her EP’s etc are more a reflection of her (Hayden’s) own life experiences, not Ethel’s directly (lore canon wise); but can be associated with Ethel more so as an extension of Hayden not anchored into the EC/PD storytelling.
I’d argue this is around Carrie and how Hayden relates to it through her own life experience, rather than EC/PD lore. At least until she releases it as an extension of EC/PD lore as she will with some of her old demos etc for the B-sides. ⛪️♥️
my life won’t be complete until she releases this
unfortunately it won’t happen it doesn’t fit into the ethel cain lore. this was a side project she did and it won’t ever be officially dropped since “ethel cain” is a story and a very curated art piece
Agreed
could fit with ethel's mother story though 😢 @@ynnahhh12
"My loves is your love and your problem too."
This track sounds like a song that you could actually hear and dance at a Homecoming. It's pretty sad and painfull, specially when the "I am secretly still scared that you'll see underneath and you'll leave me here" hits.
Sissy spacek is divine, what an angel my god. Definitely belongs to Ethel Cain universe
Idk why but “we both get too close til we fuckin explode” always gets to me
When this kind of fire starts, it’s very hard to put out.
The tender boughs of innocence burn first, and the wind rises, and then all goodness is in jeopardy.
ethel needs to watch twin peaks ffs
Whats that from
@@growing.flowers twin peaks fire walk w me!
Man that movie made me cry so much
2:03 the harmonies still haunts me beautifully to this day
this is my favorite song ever. theres just something about it that makes me repeat it over and over again for hours and somehow it gets better each time. its such a relatable song in a way and its just so so good its so me i love it.
Same, I was wondering if it was just me 💔
@@BOO_BAT Yes! I've been listening to this song pretty much daily since I last heard it earlier last year and it never, ever gets old. One of Hayden's best, if not my favorite of hers (tied very closely with Waco). Unreal sound, no other song has this kind of staying power for me
This song being removed from SoundCloud was the start of my downfall. deadass.
It’s so addictive. Hauntingly beautiful. Don’t even know how many times i watched it now
been listening to this on repeat for a month this edit is really good.
Just found out about this artist & fell in love. The voice, style, vibe - Just on another level 💙
every few weeks i come back to this video and it still tears me apart
I’ve literally listened to this thirty times today. Thank you mother
half of this views is just me, i have to come back here atleast once a day religiously
Thank ya...ONLY Sissy Spacek Nailed Carrie. You are something truly GREAT, Kid....keep it up! Anyone able should watch the Film "'G'Night Mother"...another Sissy Classic...in a more Artsy, Stage-Adaptation type Film. YOU WILL NOT regret it. Love and Light to all yaz Yungstas!
Gente tan mala y egoísta rompieron los sueños e ilusiones de carrie hermosa canción me hizo llorar y mas aun recordar aquella película me identifico mucho con ella ella tenía una madre muy religiosa igual yo ella sufría de bullying en la prepa yo también oh dios mío tanta gente cruel no se ponen a pensar que hay personas diferentes y sencibles que merecen un trato digno no seamos crueles con angeles q vinieron a esta tierra con una misión.
This is genius imagery and imagination thank you to whoever edited this video to this song
You’re welcome 🙃
The synth on homecoming queen just hits hard
I hate the way this song makes me feel, but I love it
Ethel really did this omg, favorite song ever ❤❤❤
this video is beautiful and perfect w this song its like ethel made it herself
Great song but I'll admit Carrie always made me sad because anyway you cut it there was never going to be a happy ending for her because she truly had no one. And what's really Hart breaking is even with all our modern day technology like the internet there are still so many men and women that feel so utterly alone.
Will she ever release this? It’s my first time listening to this song since I refrain from listening to unreleased work. My God, this song is good.
Her unreleased demos honestly go harder than a lot of her releases, id avoid refraining
Someone said it might be on the b-sides???
no she said she made this for fun about carrie
@@achoo5891For fun turned really serious
@@achoo5891SHES NOT RELEASING THIS ARE U FVCKING SERIOUS
Ethel's music is heavenly & heartbreaking. Yet another song I relate so deeply to that I just cry.
This song saved my life 💔
I think she just removed the song off of SoundCloud I’m gonna cry myself to sleep
She did 😭😭😭😭 went to listen this morning and saw
claiming this sound for the next album
bro got taken out by a bucket 😭
How did she write my high school experience 🥰 (I know this is about Carrie obviously but I was mercilessly bullied for being gay lmao)
I hope you are doing better now
this has been on repeat for days. its the only thing i can listen to. i wake up with it in my head. its my favorite ethel song
me too ❤
the lyrics and the movie match so perfectlyy
She made the song based on the movie “Carrie” which the clips in this video are from
@@klarion2636 ahh that makes sense
this song is so beautiful
This is her saddest song ever wow
It’s on Spotify btw, although not officially by Ethel herself.
“my love is my love its big love for u. Til its ur love and its ur love and its ur problem too”the way she sings is so hauntingly beautiful. i wish this song was on spotify
she best release soon i swear to god this shit is so amazing!!!!!! Also i love the vid and i have to watch that movie now
love the editing
Please be on Preacher's wife or an ep
Since it’s a demo I assume it will be on the b sides
fire in my eyes i just stand here and bleed
crying in your arms baby can we just leave
everyone's watching us and i cant breathe
theyre all gonna laugh at me
The video really fits....absolutely beautiful Ethel ❤️
This song and this edit together are perfect, makes me transcend thank you!!!!😜
“Everyone’s watching us, and I can’t breathe. They’re all gonna laugh at me.” ☹️
Stolen gardenia, makeshift lapel
It's bad behavior but I’ll never tell if you don’t
And you won’t
Your breath on my neck through my homecoming dress
I'm more patient now then I ever have been
Placated by a cold flask on your hip
And we’re dancing
Can I tell you a secret?
I’m desperate for you
[Chorus]
My love is my love, it’s big love for you
’Til it’s your love, then it’s your love
And it’s your problem too
Here, just inches away from you
Four left feet in a room
Always all over you
You know and I know it’s just how it goes
We both get too close ’til we fucking explode
And I hope they bury me right next to you
[Verse 2]
Brought a knife to the gunfight
But they shoot blanks and I’m feeling crazy tonight
But I’m secretly still scared
That you’ll see underneath and you’ll leave me here
I’ll cry till my hair all falls out
Is it just me or is this room way too loud?
Don’t look now but everyone’s staring at us weird
And is it just me, or is there no air in here?
[Chorus]
My love is my love and bleeds like a wound
You pretend not to notice something I like about you
Young and sweet, only seventeen
I’m the real pig blood soaked fucking homecoming queen
Fire in my eyes, I just stand here and bleed
Crying in your arms, baby, can’t we just leave?
Everyone’s watching us and I can’t breathe
They’re all gonna laugh at me
[Interlude]
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh at me
They’re all gonna laugh
Actual spelling of my real name. Decided it would be the fkn coolest to dress up as her post blood bucket. Got suspended for the lighter.
It was elementary school so I get it but still.
You’re a genius.
great editing and great vid thank you for this
to me, this is like Gibson girl but better
Carrie’s religious and family trauma echo Ethel’s Preacher’s Daughter… of course the ending is different 😅
I haven’t heard this one?? Was it leaked/released recently?
Just found out about this artist, this is absolutely beautiful
THEE BEST SONG EVER
"my love is my love and bleeds like a wound"
I was hoping someone would edit this
Sissy spacek is so Ethel Cain coded
This is perfect. Carrie White didn’t deserve this and this is so Ethel Cain Core. I didn’t know I needed this. Thank you 🙏🏽😞
they're all gonna laugh at me.
i’ll be awake every night thinking of carrie white
she needs to hurry up on those b sides 😅
My love is my love is big love for you
Been here for a week
same💔
I'VE BEEN HERE FOR WEEKS I'VE BEEN HWRE FOR YEARS I'VE BEEN HERE TOO LONGG 😟😩😩😩
@@eveismand I forgot what stop means
I fucking love carrie
they're all gonna laugh at me
Your everything in my meenless life i don't have anything else to look forward to I'll never get tired of listening to you or looking at you id be the lucky one to take you to the prom ❤
balled my eyes out to this song, hayden youve done it again
THE ANXIETIES OF BEING A TEEN :/
This makes me so emotional and feel so sorry for Carrie, beautiful song and you've done an incredible job creating this video. Thank you for it ❤
Phenomenal
such a fucking beautiful voice and a gorgeous song..
This is PERFECT!!!!
Is this available on Spotify?
unfortunately no it's not but you can always download this and import it. ❤
@@junlucas69 omg my future husband
THIS IS AMAZING OMG
this is fuckimg beautiful
I don’t think she went to homecoming in rl.
❤
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY! I can't find it💔
It's unreleased
She looks so much like an Olsen
amazingggg
I’ve never loved a song more than I love this one
Best song everrrrr❤🙌🖤💜
Lee Daniel Gonzalez Ruth Hernandez Betty
Vander brought me here
Made me watch Carrie ❤
Harris William Moore Larry Robinson Robert
Time after Time
Ethereal
reminds me a bit of prom by sza for some reason.
Mother knows Best.
Hall Mary Allen William Miller Betty
this is a perfect edit
anyone know where to download this in high bitrate so I can put in my Apple Music library?
If only Charles Xavier had found Carrie first she could have been an X-Men. 😢 When is this EP dropping btw?
The EP was supposed to be a summer release this year, however we’re not sure if it’s even coming before the end of the year now. However she has confirmed Homecoming will not be on the EP :/
NOOOO, Ive been using local files on spotify this whole time but an official release would go hard@@Joshua_Kyle
I'm haunted by this song in the best way which is why I keep returning.
Carrie on Ethel.
cant stop listening to this song :(