I don’t know if i’ll ever be able to relate to you, but when it comes to love, it’s painful. I know you have the strength to make it through this, not because I know you, but I’m confident in the power of will power. At first it hurts you want them back, maybe you become better, lay in your bed for a couple days. But I know eventually one day off, you will accept it. Took me four months with my last girlfriend to accept it, but that day will come. Love is a moment of pleasure for a lifetime of pain. Go on and carve your destiny. From one man to another I believe in you.
Sometimes you grow so used to hating yourself, you become addicted to the feeling of it. Enjoying being right over feeling good, but for me there was a point where I finally understood what everyone who loved me, was seeing in me, it broke me to finally love myself as others have. It remade me in to a different as well fuller person~ 💜
I was with her for 7 years, married for 3, and she was a genuinely good person, but…she was adulterous and ended up telling me she wasn’t even sure she ever loved me. All of this started happening less than 1 year after losing my dog, Daisy, who I had since she was just a few weeks old. Daisy was my best friend and I had to sit and watch her body die from old age, helpless to change anything no matter what I did…then all of my friends (including my now ex-wife) just told me versions of the same thing, “She’s just a dog” “You’ll get over it” “You can always get a new pet”. Now my stepbrother is dead from a drug overdose, my ‘friends’ couldn’t care less about my life, my family is fractured, my ex has moved on into a new relationship, and I’m stuck trying to pick up the pieces and make sense of everything. All I’m left with are broken memories and pain in my heart, even in my dreams, I can’t escape this hellish carnal world. But I must push onwards in life
at least you told us so. For many people, even this can be a huge step. keep those feelings to yourself and turn them into something beautiful, and only after that, you will turn around and see the MEANING.
I understand you man. Life is not ending by that. You are good person. Keep your will and try your best to improve your life. Someday you will met a good woman, that will understand you and love you as much as possible. Take your time. Keep your head up. I believe in you, my friend. I myself live in such horror after broke up with my ex gf. She cheated and get another man when we were in relationship. She is bitch. But no me myself. You doesn't do nothing wrong. Problem not in you, but in people around you. God bless you, my dear.
Today, I wondered if the world around us just stops when we die. We just sort of exist as a shade in a world that is never moving forward or backward. All things just sort of hang there, like a music note that wavers and changes, but the note remains the same. For all eternity. This song makes me think of what that feeling is like.
I have come to terms with it at this current moment. We exist but our matter returns to the universe. So in a sense we never die, we are all one with the universe.
It's a Nietzsche quote btw. They referenced it in the game but re-worded it to: "He who is not bold enough to be stared at from across the abyss is not bold enough to stare into himself."
This is such a crazy noise to me - I was like in a different dimension stuck in a trance and nothing was awkward anymore and everything was ok and I was walking around and taking everything in and then I just stopped still and closely observed my surroundings and thought about my memories with the thing I’m looking at and it is so nice to feel real and that everything around you is real and ur in the present and have no worries or thoughts at all idk does that make any sense - that is just how I feel whilst listening to that (somehow did this for an hour straight?) (wtf I’m crazy)
Lost someone very close to me years ago now but can’t come to terms with it now my mind shut down, seeing death right in front of my eyes has tormented me daily for nearly a decade I just wish I could forget about it for a day or two and rest my mind but I don’t think that will ever happen.
I can't imagine what you're going through but I hope that you find the rest and solace you need and deserve. I can only imagine that your loved one would want that for you. Take care of yourself
to true. good things should stay with us but they never last as soon as you become a young adult, in my experience around 19/20 mis when things go south. m sick of life im sick of living and read to throw in the towel. ive got everything i want except the love my soul demands so badly. nobody picks up the phone to ask me if im okay. the only things keeping me going is channels of this youtube app.
we do not need to suffer...... though when we do.... tge beautiful things in life bring much more pleasure.. . we get tp appreciate things more♡ please... take a look at the flowers frien♡ one daye yu will bloom just like them☆
I’m just speaking from personal experience cuz I can relate a lot to what you’re going through, but even though things feel hopeless now there’s better days ahead for you. Take care of yourself ❤
Every time I have meaningful relationship to somebody it falls apart. I’m asking myself if its me or just the people. Maybe it’s normal and the problem is me, but then I’m tormented by being different, wanting deep, platonic, selfless relationships and attaching myself a lot. I’m really sick of people. I don’t even wanna get to know anyone anymore. My family thats all I got. Still I‘m lonely.
I have similar feelings. Before I met a certain girl in my second year at college, I had that fixed thought that God somehow made me a sole soul here and that there was no one who was fit to be with me. Not that I was bad enough, but I saw that I was just different. I didn't like what others liked-neither their clothes, nor their slang, nor their habits; not anything in common. But after I met that girl, it all changed. I realized for the first time that no matter who you think you are, there is at least one person like you, and you fit together. Now I am single again, even after I had the thought of marrying her. She just left quietly abroad, and we ceased to communicate about a year and a half ago, back in April 2023. Still thinking about her every day, I wonder how many other different lives and futures I could have had if I had asked her to become my other half. God bless your souls with good faith and a good life. Monday, October 21st, 2024, 5:51 AM
Silent hill is not a place, it's a mental state.
Especially Silent Hill 2, is a journey to your own inner demons...
It literally is, though (so is Hell)
All broken hearts go through silent hill..
facts
+++
I love coming back to this video and reading the comments.
It makes me feel understood.
We’ll get through this.
I don’t know if i’ll ever be able to relate to you, but when it comes to love, it’s painful. I know you have the strength to make it through this, not because I know you, but I’m confident in the power of will power. At first it hurts you want them back, maybe you become better, lay in your bed for a couple days. But I know eventually one day off, you will accept it. Took me four months with my last girlfriend to accept it, but that day will come. Love is a moment of pleasure for a lifetime of pain. Go on and carve your destiny. From one man to another I believe in you.
Sometimes you grow so used to hating yourself, you become addicted to the feeling of it. Enjoying being right over feeling good, but for me there was a point where I finally understood what everyone who loved me, was seeing in me, it broke me to finally love myself as others have.
It remade me in to a different as well fuller person~ 💜
Damn this is that rare obscure ambient stuff I love
Akira Yamaoka is a LEGEND!
I'm so glad that our Silent Hill is back!
silent hill will never be the same, they shouldnt do a remake honestly
I was with her for 7 years, married for 3, and she was a genuinely good person, but…she was adulterous and ended up telling me she wasn’t even sure she ever loved me. All of this started happening less than 1 year after losing my dog, Daisy, who I had since she was just a few weeks old. Daisy was my best friend and I had to sit and watch her body die from old age, helpless to change anything no matter what I did…then all of my friends (including my now ex-wife) just told me versions of the same thing, “She’s just a dog” “You’ll get over it” “You can always get a new pet”. Now my stepbrother is dead from a drug overdose, my ‘friends’ couldn’t care less about my life, my family is fractured, my ex has moved on into a new relationship, and I’m stuck trying to pick up the pieces and make sense of everything. All I’m left with are broken memories and pain in my heart, even in my dreams, I can’t escape this hellish carnal world. But I must push onwards in life
at least you told us so. For many people, even this can be a huge step.
keep those feelings to yourself and turn them into something beautiful, and only after that, you will turn around and see the MEANING.
"As long as you remain alive, hope and prosperity is still within reach."
-Yukharri Tassharri.(A picture of her in on my avatar)
I understand you man. Life is not ending by that. You are good person. Keep your will and try your best to improve your life. Someday you will met a good woman, that will understand you and love you as much as possible. Take your time. Keep your head up. I believe in you, my friend. I myself live in such horror after broke up with my ex gf. She cheated and get another man when we were in relationship. She is bitch. But no me myself. You doesn't do nothing wrong. Problem not in you, but in people around you. God bless you, my dear.
What does not kill you, makes you stronger brother.
Now would be a good time to call onto Jesus my friend. He’s been waiting for you ❤
He's experiencing how it feels to chew 5 gum
I love this 😭
havent heard that in a while
This one got me 😂
5 gum stimulates your senses, even in Silent Hill.🧘
Lmaoooooo😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂x1000
What a lovely and melancholic work.
Today, I wondered if the world around us just stops when we die. We just sort of exist as a shade in a world that is never moving forward or backward. All things just sort of hang there, like a music note that wavers and changes, but the note remains the same. For all eternity.
This song makes me think of what that feeling is like.
I have come to terms with it at this current moment. We exist but our matter returns to the universe. So in a sense we never die, we are all one with the universe.
Nah the world will be just fine without us. Without consciousness as a whole however, the world couldn't exist
''why do all the good things disappear?''
that question is in my head frequently.
Man this while tripping is top tier
falling asleep to this goodnight chat
Night night
Good Night friend
"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."
Okay buddy
It's a Nietzsche quote btw. They referenced it in the game but re-worded it to:
"He who is not bold enough to be stared at from across the abyss is not bold enough to stare into himself."
@@benjaminve3140 Wise words
This is such a crazy noise to me - I was like in a different dimension stuck in a trance and nothing was awkward anymore and everything was ok and I was walking around and taking everything in and then I just stopped still and closely observed my surroundings and thought about my memories with the thing I’m looking at and it is so nice to feel real and that everything around you is real and ur in the present and have no worries or thoughts at all idk does that make any sense - that is just how I feel whilst listening to that (somehow did this for an hour straight?) (wtf I’m crazy)
Lost someone very close to me years ago now but can’t come to terms with it now my mind shut down, seeing death right in front of my eyes has tormented me daily for nearly a decade I just wish I could forget about it for a day or two and rest my mind but I don’t think that will ever happen.
But why is that scary or make you tear up, you will end up in the same place with that loved one soon when you pass away right~
Just gotta say f it sometimes and rest
I can't imagine what you're going through but I hope that you find the rest and solace you need and deserve. I can only imagine that your loved one would want that for you. Take care of yourself
to true. good things should stay with us but they never last as soon as you become a young adult, in my experience around 19/20 mis when things go south. m sick of life im sick of living and read to throw in the towel. ive got everything i want except the love my soul demands so badly. nobody picks up the phone to ask me if im okay. the only things keeping me going is channels of this youtube app.
You need bad experiences to value the good ones. Things will improve one day, even though it feels like it never will.
It's how we grow, we need to suffer in life. There's light at the end of the tunnel my friend.
we do not need to suffer...... though when we do.... tge beautiful things in life bring much more pleasure.. . we get tp appreciate things more♡ please... take a look at the flowers frien♡ one daye yu will bloom just like them☆
I’m just speaking from personal experience cuz I can relate a lot to what you’re going through, but even though things feel hopeless now there’s better days ahead for you. Take care of yourself ❤
@@shapingashadow ill try. just trying to distract myself. if i focus on fun then ts ok. i dont think i just play and my pc does to. it helps
Everything I've loved mysteriously vanished, never to be seen again.
Every relationship I make ends so soon. romantic or platonic. I'll forever be alone, and that's soul crushing.
Stop trying to chase love but instead chase what's best for you
Get over it and grow a pair. Great advise, worked well for me.
Defeatist attitude. Seek the help you obviously need. Talk to a psychiatrist my dude.
@@sicboi80 for real! This person goes to every comment being so negative.
At least people have noticed and loved you
Y’all ever just jump ah vibe
james....take a leap of faith haha
This video is everything!
absolutely♤ lovely♡
So relaxing, thx !
Thank you for listening!
Omg i love it sooo much. Thank you ❤
I’m happy it resonates with you😊 got more on the way
Every time I have meaningful relationship to somebody it falls apart. I’m asking myself if its me or just the people. Maybe it’s normal and the problem is me, but then I’m tormented by being different, wanting deep, platonic, selfless relationships and attaching myself a lot. I’m really sick of people. I don’t even wanna get to know anyone anymore. My family thats all I got. Still I‘m lonely.
I have similar feelings. Before I met a certain girl in my second year at college, I had that fixed thought that God somehow made me a sole soul here and that there was no one who was fit to be with me. Not that I was bad enough, but I saw that I was just different. I didn't like what others liked-neither their clothes, nor their slang, nor their habits; not anything in common.
But after I met that girl, it all changed. I realized for the first time that no matter who you think you are, there is at least one person like you, and you fit together. Now I am single again, even after I had the thought of marrying her. She just left quietly abroad, and we ceased to communicate about a year and a half ago, back in April 2023. Still thinking about her every day, I wonder how many other different lives and futures I could have had if I had asked her to become my other half.
God bless your souls with good faith and a good life.
Monday, October 21st, 2024, 5:51 AM
Love 🖤
"There was a hole here, Its gone now"
"All good things must come to an end" - N.Tropy - Fucker! 😅😆🙃😝
Gorgeous ambience.
love
What location is that? Never seen it before?
Really? Pretty easy to find.
Maybe near the beginning of the game... It looks like that area you walk when you're taking the walking trail into Silent Hill.
You can find it on the outskirts of the map right when you first get into town.
its dark but why i feel like im near G.
I ask my self everyday… since she disappeared from my life 😔
*!!!*
This ain't Silent Hill