I want to be so thin that people whisper how skinny I’ve gotten behind my back........sometimes I feel so crazy it hurts. edit: ok, I completely forgot about this comment. I just wanted to say that I wasted three years of my life on this mentality. I was too worried to wear what I wanted to wear, I hated looking in the mirror, I was miserable, and it consumed my life. I look back now and I hate how much time I lost. All I have from grades 7-10 are journals full of self-hatred and diets. Also, I set habits that I can't seem to break away from, it's how I got used to coping with anxiety. I'm slipping back down this path again at the moment and I just wanted to say that beginning to idolize this behaviour is NOT worth it. Don't waste your childhood aspiring to be nothing more than thin.
I personally want them to worry, that basically 😅huh but I want a specific ‘she’🌷 to notice what I’ve accomplished, I want to catch her eye in worry, she’s so sweet❤️🍯
Oh the memories, why is it somehow nostalgic to listen to this again? It's been 2 years since I fully recovered from my ED but the super sad Ana songs still slap 😂 I used to listen to this all the time when I was like 14-16 being a teenager is rough 😅
Anyways, mandatory motivational speech incoming, I'm 23 now and fully recovered for 2 years, all in all it took me 10 years but if I can do it so can you. I too dealt with body shaming as a kid and an unsupportive family, but when I moved out I was finally able to start healing. It does get better!
@@JustmeNicii really needed this right now. Im 17 and have been struggling since i was 11 and got treatment almost 2 years ago and was recovering but relapsed 6 months ago
@@adayinthelifeofvenellope671 It's okay. Relapse is part of recovery. It's difficult but you get through it. Even after I recovered it took me quite some time to get over the urges and I'm still a perfectionist, but you just have to keep going. Two steps forward one step back is still one step forward
same here I'm mostly recovered I listen to these to see how far I've come how bad my life was when I was younger and you have you keep trying being healthy is what matters ❤
You know what's nice having your whole family saying you're fat, and everyone at school saying the same thing. it's nice to know you think I'm fat too, that's why I barely eat anymore. I don't eat to make you happy. I work out too hard to the point where I almost pass out. because if I do maybe you'll realize how much your words hurt.
Cryingisalright ' sweetheart, I've been struggling with anorexia for 7 years and was hospitalized 5 times and honestly it's not worth it. You're beautiful and don't let anyone tell you different 💕
Cryingisalright ' my family is like that too... I have self harmed the school wanted to help me but they said I needed to lose weight and I should just do it.. I feel you 😔
[diamond] beauty is in the eye of the beholder, everyone has different perceptions. And life isn't all about being 'beautiful' anyways, there are so many hardships that can get people down :p
Aylin Thanks for asking honestly a little better, my mind is still in a dark place but I am eating better. Sadly I relapsed after being clean for 6 months but I plan on going back to therapy to hopefully get help. I hope all is well with you!!
phoebe ann I hope therapy helps and find the light in the end of the tunnel. I’m so proud on you that you were able to be clean for 6 months hopefully one day you can pass that. And find happiness.
I used to starve myself. Thank god one of my friends finally noticed how thin I was. I was 12 when this happened. I was 4'9" and weighed 65lbs. Now I am 14, 5'1", and weigh 125lbs. I am content with my weight. I might not be super thin, but I am beautiful. and so is anyone who is reading this. I hope you feel great about yourself. ♥♥
i thought i got away from these thoughts in my head. its been a months since i had these disordered eating thoughts but they are back once again....back to hell i go, fasting for a week and 400 calorie days :(
i WISH i could eat only 400 calories each day. but my parents won't let me... they monitor me like a hawk, and i can never get past skipping a meal besides breakfast, which is because i usually sleep in.
my friends do that too. try not to let it get to you.. i know it's hard but if anything they're jealous. you look absolutely beautiful in your profile picture and im sorry you go through that.
lol i remember when i used to listen to this when i was 13 and my ed was still fresh. and i'm still at around the same weight after all these years.. i got so close to my gw so many times but messed everything up by binging. every time.
I remember listening to this when I first became anorexic. I was listening to this as I went for a 4 mile run after not eating for some time and fainted on the running trail.. I suffer with bulimia here and there nowadays, but I never want to be in the mindset I possessed when I had anorexia.. Bulimia is bad, but with anorexia, it was a different depth of poison
+Holly Warnick Thats his point. Everything about mental illness from songs to suicide awareness is aimed at females which is totally wrong. Males are more likely to suffer in silence and commit suicide because of this reprehensible attitude that society has towards mental illness and males.
+Wayne Morgan OMG YAAS guys have feelings too!!!! Guys can cry too, guys self harm too, guys starve too!!!! Guys also have feelings but no one ever seems to notice bc they are guys so fucking what if they are guys?? Guys have mental illness to!! (Fyi I'm a girl)
+FindingAlexanderNoHate I dont understand why people think guys are emotionless robots ;-; Guys have feelings too! I support you guys. ;-; :) Stay strong. OwO
i used to listen to this song every day when i was 12-13 years old struggling with anorexia. i can now say at 18 years old im a healthy weight and proud of how i look:)
i used to listen to this a lot when i started high school. now i’m in my last year of high school and listening to it after so long makes me sad because i haven’t changed. i’ve just been stuck in a hell cycle of losing and gaining the same weight. i’m so pathetic lmao. no one would take me seriously, everyone thinks an anorexic person is skinny. i’m fucking fat
you shouldn't hate yourself it will just bring you further down I know what it is like and I know it is hard but better days are ahead and if you are there to the world will be a much brighter place, to the world you may be one person, by to one person YOU are the world. the world needs survivors like you and me together we can make this world a brighter place for everyone we can open their eyes and their hearts we can make this world safe for all I promise you this all you have to do is hang in there, stand tall and strong because you are worth fighting for.
hey, if you're the one keeping the perfect ways and people don't have as much self control as you and obviously you're just as smart, with just that it shows that you're the best one, be proud no matter which path of life you choose, much love👑 king kyle, remember to go for the stars✨🌠
I remember discovering Rachel and talking to her on myspace back in 2007/08… does anyone know if she’s still making music? I’d love to find this or others on Spotify 😭
it breaks my heart how many young people are going through this. i love you all, don't let someone else tell you how to live your life. you're beautiful, everyone who doesn't say so is ugly on the inside.
I find, “An overachiever with low self-esteem” kinda relatable. I have some talents, (Typing quickly, playing an instrument well, playing a sport I really like, drawing, animating, etc.) yet I feel as if I can’t make my father proud. I somehow find a way to make him disappointed and start lecturing me. Most people’s low self-esteem comes from their weight. Mine particularly doesn’t, it comes from how I look. Not too fat or anything, just.. If my face has creases from smiling or a little too much sugar, I have a noticeable pimple or something, if my shirt looks too long, if the holes in my pants are too big, if my hair is too crazy, stuff like that.
Yes mine does too...I'm very thin for a guy...but I still find myself hating my looks. My mom just passed and I know she wouldn't want me to relapse...but like..I still feel the need to be "perfect" even at work.
13, 5'5, 120 lbs. Everyone tells me I'm pretty, I look cute, but being who I am, I always wonder, 'Are they joking? Are they being sarcastic? Or do they pity me?'
I would've rather eaten nothing today, but my mom said I had to eat before work and I felt reluctant and guilty about eating a small amount of food. But luckily when I got off work and home later, mom was distracted with her friend and TV so I snuck upstairs and my mom never caught on that I didn't have dinner. She was also sleeping this morning and missed me skipping breakfast. I still feel like I'm going to stay fat from the little bit of late lunch I had before work. I wish I could make my brain listen to all the advice from people telling me to avoid anorexia for means to lose weight, but it's too late. I'm already in it. I'm hungry right now but I refuse to eat.
15 year old female, 5'3" and I weigh 178 pounds. My thighs are fat, I have a big stomach and a forming double chin. I may seem like a confident person to other people but I'm really not.
well you're fat as hell BUT I bet that you're still beautiful. Some overweight people still look just as beautiful as skinny people and some look extra cute with some extra weight and I bet that you're one of them. I am skinny but I don't shame those who aren't. If your weight is really bringing *you* down then try to lose it but only if it's what *you* want. And I bet that you're perfect the way you are and don't even need to lose any weight. You should be a confident person because you shouldn't feel conscious of the size of your tummy and you don't need to be thin to be pretty. I hope that this comment helps
To everyone in the world who feels that they aren't good enough, never give up, you are all beautiful no matter what, stay strong and push forwards, I believe in you. ❤
It's pathetic what society has done to people these days. Don't you remember Marilyn Monroe? She was labeled the most beautiful women & she was a bigger girl.
I've been fighting this feeling for some time now... almost a year... tryin to convince everyone including myself that I am getting better. But here I am embrassing my depression and Ana, letting the familiar feeling sink in and it feels strangely like home
How I feel almost everyday right now. Really can't even look at myself in the mirror. Just hate myself so much. Told some friends about it and the ones I've told now basically ignore me. :'(
You are all important and all good enough. the only person who HONESTLY thinks you're not is you and if you look down on yourself, that's giving everyone else permission to do it too.You have to be strong. Being weak gets you no where.
To all the girls and boys on this video: no matter what age you are, there is always something you can do to change yourself. If you feel like you're over weight, try and do something to make yourself feel better about it and the same goes to those who are underweight. Every person is built differently, the structure of your body is something that can't be replaced. The scales may say one thing but you're body image says another. You're all beautiful regardless of whether you're 10 stone, 20 stone or 5 stone.
I always feel like i dont need or want to eat but my family alwayd force me and it just makes me feel so stupid so i go and make my self sick #bulimiaisathing
I started skipping breakfast and lunch in fifth grade cause my older brother did it so I thought it was okay. After I started to go through puberty I felt incredibly abnormal and continued hating on my body. It started out with me hating my body then it was to the point where I didn’t realise how much weight I was losing. I started eating more but in a healthy way. Then depression kicked in and I stopped caring about my appearance and hygiene and everything in general; I started feeling bad for myself and thought everyone hated me. To make matters worse-my parents got divorced and I felt like a mistake. I’ve made a lot of progress and am doing better. I still feel insecure every now and then but I care about my appearance and hygiene and well-being. I have problems socializing but I’ve gotten better. My body is kinda healthy but I want to lose some weight and have been exercising regularly and that’s okay just please don’t starve yourself. Fuck other people; you are the one who decides your worth and you are the only one who will always be there for you. Please be kind to yourself. It’s ok to want to be healthy and thinner but starving yourself isn’t healthy. If you were the last person on earth all this crap about a perfect body wouldn’t matter. I don’t like my body, yeah and sometimes I really hate myself but I’m trying so hard to love and accept myself; it takes time. But it also takes effort and sometimes you might need support from family or friends but you are the only one who can change yourself. Nobody else is but you. Those models aren’t changing you; you’re the one being influenced. I hope this helps and if you need help or someone to talk to I’m here. I know I’m just some stranger who’s probably a thousand miles away but it helps to talk with someone who has been through similar things. Anyways have a goodnight and eat something please. Get some rest. Do a face mask and take a bath or shower. Read a book or go for a walk. Hug someone you love or an animal you love. Do something that will make you happy.
ii have listened to both of them i agree but when she cries is not about anerexia it`s about depression but i do agree they all fit in the same group superchick,britt nicole and racel ferguson are the best thums up if u agree
Damn this messes with my self esteem even at almost 35 years old.....I wish I weighed 95 lbs again like I always have....I feel disgusting weighing 118 at only 5’ 1”..... how I even came across this song.....🤦🏻♀️
currently 15. less than 100 pounds and I start freaking out that once I hit the triple digits, I'm a failure. I need to stop eating again before school starts and before I become that failure.
Okay everyone needs to stop saying how fat they are and feel!! I'm 13, I'm 5'3", I weigh 120lbs. Am I always happy with my weight?? No but I d know Nguyen hate myself and neither should you!! You are beautiful no matter what anybody says. Everyone is made perfectly into the precise image of.God
I'm 12 and i keep asking my self is it realy worth it.I can't smile at home i fake smiles everywere i go *my personal reasons are why im sad* i hate my life but song like this show me that im not alone
hey u Yeah you. just wanted to say your worth it your beautiful . never give up. Jesus loves us he gave up his life for YOU ☺ feel special u should. he loves u. so do me a favor and go to church one day and get prayed over. trust me just one day. bye and never forget people love and care about you especially Jesus. Amen and God bless u. I will pray over u☺😄❤
HOW THE HELL DID NO ONE EVEN NOTICE! IM FUCKING 91 LBS! I THOUGHT SOME ONE WOULD SAY 'HEY YOU LOOK NICE' 16 YEAR OLD GIRL THATS FUCKING 91 LBS. I cant do this... I just cant.... NOTICE ME PLEASE....please....
I was first in my class, president of NHS, in 6 clubs, and a devoted dancer when I started having issues attributed to bipolar disorder. I've been hospitalized twice, on 17 meds, I now see a therapist twice a week. If you're having trouble, GET HELP, no matter who you are. Tell your parents, a counselor, a teacher, someone. I came very close to suicide, and no one should have to feel that pain. There is help out there.
Everything hurts. My body. My head. All this pain. I’m so sick and I can’t stop it. I’m hungry but I won’t eat. I’ll be skinny and everyone will regret. I won’t give up.
Starving for perfection...Hating her reflection...
story of my life.
Sonja Johnson Same here.. I'll be there for you!
Sonja Johnson same here...
I don't HATE my refection, im just unsatisfied…
you all are beautiful no mater wout
Sonja Johnson same
I want to be so thin that people whisper how skinny I’ve gotten behind my back........sometimes I feel so crazy it hurts.
edit: ok, I completely forgot about this comment. I just wanted to say that I wasted three years of my life on this mentality. I was too worried to wear what I wanted to wear, I hated looking in the mirror, I was miserable, and it consumed my life. I look back now and I hate how much time I lost. All I have from grades 7-10 are journals full of self-hatred and diets. Also, I set habits that I can't seem to break away from, it's how I got used to coping with anxiety. I'm slipping back down this path again at the moment and I just wanted to say that beginning to idolize this behaviour is NOT worth it. Don't waste your childhood aspiring to be nothing more than thin.
Being that skinny can cause serious problems.
Ps, I love your username!
Your name tho
i reached this. worst decision i've ever made in my life. still loving the high i get from it though
I understand... I want the same thing, but it's an unhealthy thing to want
I personally want them to worry, that basically 😅huh but I want a specific ‘she’🌷 to notice what I’ve accomplished, I want to catch her eye in worry, she’s so sweet❤️🍯
Oh the memories, why is it somehow nostalgic to listen to this again? It's been 2 years since I fully recovered from my ED but the super sad Ana songs still slap 😂 I used to listen to this all the time when I was like 14-16 being a teenager is rough 😅
Anyways, mandatory motivational speech incoming, I'm 23 now and fully recovered for 2 years, all in all it took me 10 years but if I can do it so can you. I too dealt with body shaming as a kid and an unsupportive family, but when I moved out I was finally able to start healing. It does get better!
@@JustmeNicii really needed this right now. Im 17 and have been struggling since i was 11 and got treatment almost 2 years ago and was recovering but relapsed 6 months ago
@@adayinthelifeofvenellope671 It's okay. Relapse is part of recovery. It's difficult but you get through it. Even after I recovered it took me quite some time to get over the urges and I'm still a perfectionist, but you just have to keep going. Two steps forward one step back is still one step forward
same here I'm mostly recovered I listen to these to see how far I've come how bad my life was when I was younger and you have you keep trying being healthy is what matters ❤
I was 13😭
You know what's nice having your whole family saying you're fat, and everyone at school saying the same thing. it's nice to know you think I'm fat too, that's why I barely eat anymore. I don't eat to make you happy. I work out too hard to the point where I almost pass out. because if I do maybe you'll realize how much your words hurt.
Cryingisalright ' Oh girl i totally understand you 😔💕
Cryingisalright ' sweetheart, I've been struggling with anorexia for 7 years and was hospitalized 5 times and honestly it's not worth it. You're beautiful and don't let anyone tell you different 💕
Cryingisalright ' my family is like that too... I have self harmed the school wanted to help me but they said I needed to lose weight and I should just do it.. I feel you 😔
Cryingisalright ' same
Please don't hurt yourself you are so important even to me and I don't know you
Oh no here I am falling straight back into my depression
You're beautiful and I'm not. You should not have depression....
[diamond] beauty is in the eye of the beholder, everyone has different perceptions. And life isn't all about being 'beautiful' anyways, there are so many hardships that can get people down :p
Maddy Legge same here but mine never left it just grows
Maddy Legge same
Brian Fretwell mine to
It’s funny how one thing can turn me back to my eating disorder and cutting
Hey I know it been two years. How are you? How has it been
Aylin Thanks for asking honestly a little better, my mind is still in a dark place but I am eating better. Sadly I relapsed after being clean for 6 months but I plan on going back to therapy to hopefully get help. I hope all is well with you!!
phoebe ann I hope therapy helps and find the light in the end of the tunnel. I’m so proud on you that you were able to be clean for 6 months hopefully one day you can pass that. And find happiness.
@@arson_tea9643 I hope you fully recover and find peace. You're doing amazing.
@@aylin1314 you are the best kind of person
I used to starve myself. Thank god one of my friends finally noticed how thin I was. I was 12 when this happened. I was 4'9" and weighed 65lbs. Now I am 14, 5'1", and weigh 125lbs. I am content with my weight. I might not be super thin, but I am beautiful. and so is anyone who is reading this. I hope you feel great about yourself. ♥♥
What did your parents do about ur thin weight back then if I may ask?
Been a while, hope you're doing alright right now
Sometimes I really miss being 96. 130 feels so disgusting sometimes.
Emika Ervin embrassed im 12 and my highest weigbt was 213 WHAT THE FUCK 213 im now at 143 but eww i was DISGUSTING stiII am but
OH
I FORGOT WHAT SONG THIS WAS AND THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT YOUR AGE
MS Paint same
Frankie Clark when I was 12 my highest weight was 128.7 and I literally felt like my stomach looked like I was pregnant
try being 15 and 12 stone...
i thought i got away from these thoughts in my head. its been a months since i had these disordered eating thoughts but they are back once again....back to hell i go, fasting for a week and 400 calorie days :(
I get you I almost died from dieing disorders I was eating one Apple a day it's not worth it
i WISH i could eat only 400 calories each day. but my parents won't let me... they monitor me like a hawk, and i can never get past skipping a meal besides breakfast, which is because i usually sleep in.
This Song is really inspirational. Everytime I listen to it I say to myself to not eat.
@@papongpapong1047 did you really just imply that they should die?
@@makaylah1599 no, they meant that pro ana is bad
@@makaylah1599 there saying that if you don't recover from anorexia you will probably starve to death
that’s the opposite of the purpose of this song
What-
My friends were like "WHO IS THE FATTST" AND of course they all pointed at me
if they'd do something like that they're no exactly friends are they.....it's ok...ignore them....you are strong xx
Mine do that too....but I know they are joking....it still hurts tho.
my friends do that too. try not to let it get to you.. i know it's hard but if anything they're jealous. you look absolutely beautiful in your profile picture and im sorry you go through that.
those aren't you true friends then. from what I can tell you are beautiful.
My friends do the same except they say I'm too skinny
this hits too close to home for comfort.....
Every single word in this song is EXACTLY ME. Even the “perfect weight 88” last time I weight myself I was 89. :(
lol i remember when i used to listen to this when i was 13 and my ed was still fresh.
and i'm still at around the same weight after all these years.. i got so close to my gw so many times but messed everything up by binging. every time.
I remember listening to this when I first became anorexic. I was listening to this as I went for a 4 mile run after not eating for some time and fainted on the running trail.. I suffer with bulimia here and there nowadays, but I never want to be in the mindset I possessed when I had anorexia.. Bulimia is bad, but with anorexia, it was a different depth of poison
starving for perfection...
HE hated his refelction.
Boys have anorexia too.
+FindingAlexanderNoHate Yes! We girls are not the only ones, boys do too.
+Holly Warnick Thats his point. Everything about mental illness from songs to suicide awareness is aimed at females which is totally wrong.
Males are more likely to suffer in silence and commit suicide because of this reprehensible attitude that society has towards mental illness and males.
+Wayne Morgan
OMG YAAS guys have feelings too!!!!
Guys can cry too, guys self harm too, guys starve too!!!!
Guys also have feelings but no one ever seems to notice bc they are guys so fucking what if they are guys?? Guys have mental illness to!!
(Fyi I'm a girl)
yesss
+FindingAlexanderNoHate I dont understand why people think guys are emotionless robots ;-; Guys have feelings too! I support you guys. ;-; :) Stay strong. OwO
I listen to this at the gym. It's surprisingly motivating.
i used to listen to this song every day when i was 12-13 years old struggling with anorexia. i can now say at 18 years old im a healthy weight and proud of how i look:)
The voice sounds like Avril Lavigne. Honestly, I thought it was her
yea thats probably why I've had this song on loop for about an hour
Ikr, I love Avril so much.
I love Avril, but I personally prefer Rachel's voice.
Oh wow. Your right..
Omg, yes!
i used to listen to this a lot when i started high school. now i’m in my last year of high school and listening to it after so long makes me sad because i haven’t changed. i’ve just been stuck in a hell cycle of losing and gaining the same weight. i’m so pathetic lmao. no one would take me seriously, everyone thinks an anorexic person is skinny. i’m fucking fat
I hate myself so fucking much
Same you're not alone
you shouldn't hate yourself it will just bring you further down I know what it is like and I know it is hard but better days are ahead and if you are there to the world will be a much brighter place, to the world you may be one person, by to one person YOU are the world. the world needs survivors like you and me together we can make this world a brighter place for everyone we can open their eyes and their hearts we can make this world safe for all I promise you this all you have to do is hang in there, stand tall and strong because you are worth fighting for.
+ nicole bolanos same :/
nicole bolanos same
same
Not going to post my weight or age... But i am here if anybody needs me.
Danielle Brill hey clique |-/
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Danielle Brill same :)
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Hello. I'm a teen and 98 lbs (7 stone). My grades suck. The voices in my head are messing me up. And nobody understands. Help.
Can't wait to be 67. Getting closer everyday.:)
well it’s been 10 years. i hope ur still here
I'll never be good enough. I'm such a failure.
Brittany Smith You're not a failure. You're you, and you are awesome. Smile, everything will be OK some day. Have hope ♡♡
You are good enough ♥️♥️
Same I try to practece gutair but no madder how ahard I try still no one loves me
Same
hey, if you're the one keeping the perfect ways and people don't have as much self control as you and obviously you're just as smart, with just that it shows that you're the best one, be proud no matter which path of life you choose, much love👑 king kyle, remember to go for the stars✨🌠
I remember discovering Rachel and talking to her on myspace back in 2007/08… does anyone know if she’s still making music? I’d love to find this or others on Spotify 😭
it breaks my heart how many young people are going through this. i love you all, don't let someone else tell you how to live your life. you're beautiful, everyone who doesn't say so is ugly on the inside.
Listening to this in 2021 still replacing lyrics thinking in my head that this is actually me... so tired of living.
i wishe the played songs like this on the radio more thumbs up if u agree
I find, “An overachiever with low self-esteem” kinda relatable. I have some talents, (Typing quickly, playing an instrument well, playing a sport I really like, drawing, animating, etc.) yet I feel as if I can’t make my father proud. I somehow find a way to make him disappointed and start lecturing me. Most people’s low self-esteem comes from their weight. Mine particularly doesn’t, it comes from how I look. Not too fat or anything, just.. If my face has creases from smiling or a little too much sugar, I have a noticeable pimple or something, if my shirt looks too long, if the holes in my pants are too big, if my hair is too crazy, stuff like that.
Yes mine does too...I'm very thin for a guy...but I still find myself hating my looks. My mom just passed and I know she wouldn't want me to relapse...but like..I still feel the need to be "perfect" even at work.
13, 5'5, 120 lbs.
Everyone tells me I'm pretty, I look cute, but being who I am, I always wonder, 'Are they joking? Are they being sarcastic? Or do they pity me?'
Same.
You’re 18 now, are you okay?
I am literally starving for perfection
It's been 4 years, how are you doing?💞
8 years. hope u living well. with or without ed
Oh look another relatable song
Anyone else here in 2020?
Here in 2021
Here in 2022 miss girl
I will not eat today
please don't do that to yourself... you're so beautiful and deserve so much better
Taylor Hill, I'm sure you mean well. And thank you. But it is okay. I'll be okay
Nobody in particular i've gone through so many eating disorders. i would be more than happy to help you
@@noblechef1528 what's so funny about it? Taylor Hill just wants to help. It's really nice of her.
I would've rather eaten nothing today, but my mom said I had to eat before work and I felt reluctant and guilty about eating a small amount of food. But luckily when I got off work and home later, mom was distracted with her friend and TV so I snuck upstairs and my mom never caught on that I didn't have dinner. She was also sleeping this morning and missed me skipping breakfast. I still feel like I'm going to stay fat from the little bit of late lunch I had before work. I wish I could make my brain listen to all the advice from people telling me to avoid anorexia for means to lose weight, but it's too late. I'm already in it. I'm hungry right now but I refuse to eat.
Yessss! This song describes life.
If only I could’ve told myself :(
15 year old female, 5'3" and I weigh 178 pounds. My thighs are fat, I have a big stomach and a forming double chin. I may seem like a confident person to other people but I'm really not.
well you're fat as hell BUT I bet that you're still beautiful. Some overweight people still look just as beautiful as skinny people and some look extra cute with some extra weight and I bet that you're one of them. I am skinny but I don't shame those who aren't. If your weight is really bringing *you* down then try to lose it but only if it's what *you* want. And I bet that you're perfect the way you are and don't even need to lose any weight. You should be a confident person because you shouldn't feel conscious of the size of your tummy and you don't need to be thin to be pretty. I hope that this comment helps
She is NOT fat as hell.
Eva Kat
B( read the rest of the comment
I really do appreciate the brutal honesty in the beginning. I was wary to finish the rest of that message but I'm glad I did. Thank you.
Aoife Darling I know, but calling someone fat isn't a great idea...
To everyone in the world who feels that they aren't good enough, never give up, you are all beautiful no matter what, stay strong and push forwards, I believe in you. ❤
I am here again :(
It's pathetic what society has done to people these days. Don't you remember Marilyn Monroe? She was labeled the most beautiful women & she was a bigger girl.
The time has changed
I don't give a fuck? I want to be fucking skinny, I don't care
She was in the low of a healthy weight still (bmi 20)
She Just got better propotions than Most of us so she Looks curvy,she was normal weight
She wasn’t even big though..
I heard this song a while ago and I've been looking for it for a while. I'm glad I found it.
I used to listen to this back in my “troubled teen times” years ago... I’m concerned that I’ve returned to this
My depression just got worse and plus my parents still don't understand what I feel
I've been fighting this feeling for some time now... almost a year... tryin to convince everyone including myself that I am getting better. But here I am embrassing my depression and Ana, letting the familiar feeling sink in and it feels strangely like home
How I feel almost everyday right now. Really can't even look at myself in the mirror. Just hate myself so much. Told some friends about it and the ones I've told now basically ignore me. :'(
It’s 2020 and I’m still here
She's always perfect enough....
started listening to this....full of depression .....11yrs old....I'm 17 now....
oh. im here again.
yep, you are.
starving for perfection...
You are all important and all good enough. the only person who HONESTLY thinks you're not is you and if you look down on yourself, that's giving everyone else permission to do it too.You have to be strong. Being weak gets you no where.
relate to this is song so much more then I can explain! falling right back into depression...
sometimes i wonder if i’ll ever actually love myself or if i’m just cursed
this explains my life... it is quite sad how bad people make you feel....
Mary Kate is beautiful...
this hit close to home, goddamn.
To all the girls and boys on this video: no matter what age you are, there is always something you can do to change yourself. If you feel like you're over weight, try and do something to make yourself feel better about it and the same goes to those who are underweight. Every person is built differently, the structure of your body is something that can't be replaced. The scales may say one thing but you're body image says another. You're all beautiful regardless of whether you're 10 stone, 20 stone or 5 stone.
I LOVE IT! I feel identified with this song... but it is amazing*.*
I always feel like i dont need or want to eat but my family alwayd force me and it just makes me feel so stupid so i go and make my self sick
#bulimiaisathing
this explains my whole life..
I started skipping breakfast and lunch in fifth grade cause my older brother did it so I thought it was okay. After I started to go through puberty I felt incredibly abnormal and continued hating on my body. It started out with me hating my body then it was to the point where I didn’t realise how much weight I was losing. I started eating more but in a healthy way. Then depression kicked in and I stopped caring about my appearance and hygiene and everything in general; I started feeling bad for myself and thought everyone hated me. To make matters worse-my parents got divorced and I felt like a mistake. I’ve made a lot of progress and am doing better. I still feel insecure every now and then but I care about my appearance and hygiene and well-being. I have problems socializing but I’ve gotten better. My body is kinda healthy but I want to lose some weight and have been exercising regularly and that’s okay just please don’t starve yourself. Fuck other people; you are the one who decides your worth and you are the only one who will always be there for you. Please be kind to yourself. It’s ok to want to be healthy and thinner but starving yourself isn’t healthy. If you were the last person on earth all this crap about a perfect body wouldn’t matter. I don’t like my body, yeah and sometimes I really hate myself but I’m trying so hard to love and accept myself; it takes time. But it also takes effort and sometimes you might need support from family or friends but you are the only one who can change yourself. Nobody else is but you. Those models aren’t changing you; you’re the one being influenced. I hope this helps and if you need help or someone to talk to I’m here. I know I’m just some stranger who’s probably a thousand miles away but it helps to talk with someone who has been through similar things. Anyways have a goodnight and eat something please. Get some rest. Do a face mask and take a bath or shower. Read a book or go for a walk. Hug someone you love or an animal you love. Do something that will make you happy.
High school days….
Im feeling this all the time fighting myself im 34 and been through this my hole life
This song, creep by Radiohead and scars to your beautiful are my favs
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Me and Ana are just listening to music together dont mind us...
I love this song
ii have listened to both of them i agree but when she cries is not about anerexia it`s about depression but i do agree they all fit in the same group superchick,britt nicole and racel ferguson are the best thums up if u agree
This song Describes me :'(
Dude this song has been out seance 2007-2008 it should of all ready been on iTunes
Stay Strong ❤
No one genuinely understands the only time I feel worth it or somewhat decent is when I’m hungry I’ve had the fear of being full for a long time
Okay girls and boys! You are good enough! You are perfect! You are wonderful!.Yes,i know! You are queen or king!💕
Damn this messes with my self esteem even at almost 35 years old.....I wish I weighed 95 lbs again like I always have....I feel disgusting weighing 118 at only 5’ 1”..... how I even came across this song.....🤦🏻♀️
Everyone , stop for a moment and participate this song , this song Is AMAZING......I think I broke the replay button tho ~
i go harder when the skinniest person isn't me
It got me at 15 too I love this song
currently 15. less than 100 pounds and I start freaking out that once I hit the triple digits, I'm a failure. I need to stop eating again before school starts and before I become that failure.
I an now 19. Still struggling with weight but doing good. Almost 100 lbs. Working with children is my life 🥰
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Thank you for your concern. I cant believe where I was 4 years ago
5'2, 11 yrs. 114 lbs. ugw: 70. ill never be good enough. this song explains me.
I’m from every Sims 2 depression/suicide/self harm/eating disorders/bullying short films
Okay everyone needs to stop saying how fat they are and feel!! I'm 13, I'm 5'3", I weigh 120lbs. Am I always happy with my weight?? No but I d know Nguyen hate myself and neither should you!! You are beautiful no matter what anybody says. Everyone is made perfectly into the precise image of.God
*The beginning...damn*
I'm not good enough for anybody,my parents,my sisters, my brothers,not even my own friends. I try and try but will never be good enough
I tried to buy it on iTunes but it couldn't find the song. :/
this song wasnt that popular so they didnt put it on there :(
I'm 12 and i keep asking my self is it realy worth it.I can't smile at home i fake smiles everywere i go *my personal reasons are why im sad* i hate my life but song like this show me that im not alone
My life story:(
15 years old. 5'1. 104 and losing. Started at 123... Ana got me last year...
I was 14 when I found this song... I'll be 21 this Oct.. I just want help.
This song describes me.
Why is Empty not in thus playlist??
Omg this is the story of my life
hey u Yeah you. just wanted to say your worth it your beautiful . never give up. Jesus loves us he gave up his life for YOU ☺ feel special u should. he loves u. so do me a favor and go to church one day and get prayed over. trust me just one day. bye and never forget people love and care about you especially Jesus. Amen and God bless u. I will pray over u☺😄❤
HOW THE HELL DID NO ONE EVEN NOTICE! IM FUCKING 91 LBS! I THOUGHT SOME ONE WOULD SAY 'HEY YOU LOOK NICE' 16 YEAR OLD GIRL THATS FUCKING 91 LBS. I cant do this... I just cant.... NOTICE ME PLEASE....please....
Senpai :D I will notice u ❤
I can relate to this song soo much.
I was first in my class, president of NHS, in 6 clubs, and a devoted dancer when I started having issues attributed to bipolar disorder. I've been hospitalized twice, on 17 meds, I now see a therapist twice a week.
If you're having trouble, GET HELP, no matter who you are. Tell your parents, a counselor, a teacher, someone. I came very close to suicide, and no one should have to feel that pain. There is help out there.
This is how I feel:(
Everything hurts.
My body.
My head.
All this pain.
I’m so sick and I can’t stop it.
I’m hungry but I won’t eat.
I’ll be skinny and everyone will regret.
I won’t give up.
I'm still not enough
I'm 13 and I have anorexia so that song completely described me
🥀 she’s never good enough
I want it so bad!!!!!