Just a life update... I was fired from my job last month, and my present situation kind of sucks. I do have a LOT of positive transition news, but that I'm saving for my next video.
I was in your position a while ago with transition. You are at a point where you need to go forward with your transition fully. I did not have nice clothes last year and I kept going forward. You should not worry about what other people think, go with what is in your heart. Find out what is in your heart and follow the plan as it unfolds in your heart. You cannot go wrong with that. I came up with a lot of reasons and factors that held me back, but use that as determination to move forward and you will.
I'm still teetering back and forth on what the best thing to do in regards to that is. I'm feeling the itch to go full-time and get it over with, but at the same time, the prospect terrifies me because it's such a new thing, and I'm so scared about not being accepted. Plus the worries about being able to get a job at all as a trans woman. I really don't know. I can't imagine myself starting a new job as a guy either. It's really confusing.
I was in your position a while ago with transition. You are at a point where you need to go forward with your transition fully. I did not have nice clothes last year and I kept going forward. You should not worry about what other people think, go with what is in your heart. Find out what is in your heart and follow the plan as it unfolds in your heart. You cannot go wrong with that. I came up with a lot of reasons and factors that held me back, but use that as determination to move forward and you will.
I'm still teetering back and forth on what the best thing to do in regards to that is. I'm feeling the itch to go full-time and get it over with, but at the same time, the prospect terrifies me because it's such a new thing, and I'm so scared about not being accepted. Plus the worries about being able to get a job at all as a trans woman. I really don't know. I can't imagine myself starting a new job as a guy either. It's really confusing.
One minimum wage job but two could be better.
Not sure how you feel about that.
Even part time & full time.
Much Love