5:04 is just unbelievable..these screams in the background, I just want to shout out loud, cry, laugh and feel all the emotions at the same time.. it's beautiful!
everything will get better hun keep your head up high. I hope that you are okay . I promise you this everything will get wayyyy better. remember I love you yes I may not know you but I love you :)
This song made me realise how alone i am. Everyone tells me im not but where are they? I dont see them. Suicide is something thats always been in the back of my mind, except i never wanted that, and i know ill never take that route. But its hard, theres no reason why im like this. My closest friends called me selfish for feeling like this, and yet.. why? Im not being selfish, especially when you left me. They made me feel worse than i already have been, theyve made me feel worthless more than i already did. I want to cry all the time but i cant, my body refuses it. And yet, im not sure what to do anymore. For someone like me, i see so many people my age become so successful, enjoying their lives, yet i sit in the same place everyday and let it all pass by without a thought. I dont regret it, i jus wish it was easier. Many of you have worse things happening, i always get told that others have it worse. I always get told to acknowledge the good things around me. What is that? I have a decent family who doesnt seem to realise how i feel? The friends who always blame me, call me the bad guy? To be distracted by everything by playing the sims. Living a life ive thought about many times. I never realised my own mental health and my trust issues until very recently. And i cant deal with the thought that me, someone so lively, could he so numb.
Your friends aren't your friends if they only invalidate your feelings or make you feel worthless. I know I should be greatfull with my family cause they give a lot in this life but the suicide has also passed through my mind in fact I tried 3 times but it didn't work (nobody knows) I feel like my life is going out of my hands and I can’t do anything about it, just sit back and watch as others are happy and live their lives hoping to be happy some day and that makes me feel more alone, my family hasn’t noticed either. English is not my first language so forgive if something is badly written.
I feel so bad... I'm going through the same feelings. And i get the same words from others but i want you to know is normal to feel this way, you're not alone , i have issues too , but let's control them together, all together. I hope we all are gonna become greater people and find the happiness we need to go through this life. And if i could , in this moment, this minute, i would hug u, my friend. If anyone needs to talk to someone , to not feel alone, welp , I'm here . And as much as I'm still breathing i want to do at least this... Please take care of yourselves , wonderful souls!♥️ Don't forget to drink water!!💧
hey i know its super tough but you WILL get through this. there will be a lot of lows in your life, but at the end of the day, there are more things to live for then reasons to die. youre strong. you got this.
Same it’s a different type of pain. I am sad because I had to leave my dad and my home but when I think about home I cry but still kinda laugh at the same time💔
My mental health has been so bad. Everything hurts but listening to this while high... wow. I feel free. The wind blowing. Eyes closed. I don’t feel so alone. I feel like it’s okay..
this song makes me cry bcz i realize i'll never be a child ever again...i am just gonna grow up and then get old...i'll never feel as free and as happy as i felt back then.
Sometimes life hurts so much that I physically can’t take the pain. It hurts with every fibre of my being, I wake up and I don’t want to get out of bed and when I do get out of bed I waste my day away doing nothing. It hurts so much to be alive. My question is why, why does it need to hurt this much and why were we designed to feel so much emotion and empathy and sadness and hurt and it breaks us until we can’t breathe anymore and we can’t hear anything cause we are drowning. We are drowning and it hurts to breathe but it hurts even more to stop
It hurts a lot, I’ve been there too and still am but this road of delving deeper into the questions of self purpose make us self loathe and I know we can’t avoid overthinking but there certain mental barriers we need to build that should never be crossed. I’m not going to say it gets better but we learn to recognise patterns and deal with it. You’re never alone. xo
I'm so sorry that you're hurting so much... But know that you're not alone and that life can also be awesome :) I hope you will keep fighting for happiness and will find it! Please know that you're never alone
I get what you mean and the people who are supposed to love you most are the ones who constantly remind you, you aren't enough You're not smart enough You're not pretty enough You're not skinny enough You're not kind enough You're not happy enough You're not ENOUGH!
Do your eyes ever just get so blurry from ur own tears? I cant imagine a world without this song in my life. Even though it makes me sad, idc it makes me feel alone. As I should be.
Wow, my dad introduced me to M83 and I’m glad he did. I love the original of ‘Wait’ but I like this one aswell. The rhythm is slowed and comforting and though very emotional, it’s calming and feels like I’m being ‘understood’ in a way. I don’t know, basically I really like both versions. They’re both beautiful and full of emotion
Same. I love the song too, i actually came across it on my Recommended. I didnt mean to click on the video, best mistake iv ever made :) Stay safe stranger
I need someone. No, not the someone who'll fall in love with me romantically, not want me to be their man. Not someone who'll just suddenly fix all my problems when they arrive. Not someone who'll try their best to get to know me, try their best to impress. Not someone who'll introduce themselves to my friends. Not someone who'll brag about me, not someone who'll post me on their gram and tell others about how lucky they are about me. Not someone who'll look to me as their leader, who looks up to me when there's something wrong. Not someone who'll ask me for directions on where to go, what to do, what to feel. Not someone who'll depend on me, just like they all do. Not someone who'll approach me when they need assistance. Not someone that wants anything from me in return. Not someone who'll love me in terms of relationships. Not someone who'll hit me up to fuck. Not someone who'll try to get close to me to seduce. Not someone who looks at me as something to achieve, to look up to, to depend, to lean on, to experience. But someone who'll look to me, just like any other human. A human who needs someone too. A human that's lost the ability to depend upon someone, who's lost the feeling of what it feels when someone's got your back. A human that's forgotten about themselves. I want someone to love me. Love me because I deserve some too.
And you will find someone. I believe in you. You just gotta look up. The ground may be covered in rotten fruit, but if you look up, the tree is still blooming with ripe fruit. It will get better. The good things will feel so much better when you're used to darkness. But no matter what, you will be okay
It do would be nice to find someone who can just be there, wouldn't it? A connection with another human being is actually not that hard to find, at first. But then life happens and your interests might diverge or you'll end up growing apart overnight and that kind of really sucks, I know. That's when someone else will come, though, and it's in this cycle of meeting and parting that you'll eventually find a kindred soul, maybe more than one. When you do find them, do me a favour and treasure them for what they are, someone who decided to stick by your side simply because you're yourself. It might sound obvious but it is easy to grow distant if you're too caught up in your head, I hope it doesn't happen to you though. All the best, random stranger, and to everyone else reading this.
Thank you guys. I know this is cliche, but just knowing a total stranger can be a good friend, makes me strong again. I am sure that a path to Greatness will be available for you guyss
@@hopes_in_hearts aye. If you ever need someone to talk to, or if you want a good friend that will always be there, day and night. And that won't hurt you. Because I know what it feels like and I don't wish that on anyone. And I know the same way you feel. I'm on discord if you wanted to c: User: ->River#1111
I can't believe its been a year since she took her own life I would do anything to go back in time to hug her and let her know i'll never leave her side to laugh again at her jokes To dance in the rain again at 2am Because i wasn't there for her. Im sorry. I remember you everyday,everything i do and see,its like you're there with me. I remember our first day of kindergarten. And I remember when you called me to say goodnight one last time,except i didn't pick up. If i'd known you were suffering I wouldve never left your side You promised we'd sell all our stuff and buy a little mini cooper and a travel trailer to go to europe in. I miss your laugh I miss your smile I miss your randomness that would never cease to make me laugh I can't believe i was selfish and let you slip right through my fingers I'll always cherish and miss you, i'll make sure everybody knows how great of a person you were,i promise.... I promise.
I'd like to take the time to sit here, and tell each and every one of you one million one hundred and forty one thousand, two hundred and sixty seven of you viewers, that I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for sticking through it, and staying alive. For waking up every day, knowing how it'll be, and going through it anyway. I know it's so very hard. I know that life can be hell, and I have every hope in the world that things get better for each and every one of you. I believe in you. I see you. I acknowledge you, and everything you have endured to reach this point. Keep on fighting, lovelies. You can do this.
one hundred reasons why you should stay alive 1. your friends, your family, and your pets would miss you 2. it's not worth the regret. either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you 3. it does get better. believe it or not it will eventually get better. sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow 4. there's so much you would miss out on doing 5. there is always a reason to live. it might not be clear right now, but it is always there 6. so many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself 7. you are worth it. don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise 8. you are amazing. 9. a time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. you will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. because things always get better 10. what about all the things you've always wanted to do? what about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? you can't do them when you're dead 11. i love you. Platonically. even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive 12. you won't be able to listen to music if you die 13. killing yourself is never worth it. you'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about 14. there are so many people that would miss you, including me 15. you're preventing a future generation, _your kids_, from even being born 16. how do you think your family would feel? would it improve their lives if you died? 17. you're gorgeous, amazing, handsome, and to someone you are perfect 18. think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again 19. you'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. listening to incredibly loud music. 21. being alive is just fucking amazing 22. not being alive is really bad. and boring 23. finding your soulmate 24. red pandas. just… THEY ARE SO CUTE 25. going to diners at three in the morning 26. really soft pillows. or blankets 27. eating pizza in new york city 28. proving people wrong with your success 29. watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life 30. seeing someone trip over a garbage can 31. being able to help other people 32. bonfires 33. sitting on rooftops 34. seeing every single country in the world. and not being ignored 35. going on road trips. have fun doing that as a ghost, or whatever 36. you might win the lottery someday, who knows! how would you enter while you’re dead? 37. listening to music in your own special place 38. going to the top of the eiffel tower, staring down at everyone with the wind in your hair 39. taking really cool pictures 40. literally meeting thousands of new people 41. hearing crazy stories 42. telling crazy stories 43. eating ice cream on a hot day with your best friends 44. more interesting books or episodes could come out, you never know 45. travelling to another planet someday. it’s gonna happen 46. having an underwater house 47. randomly running into your hero on the street 48. having your own room at a fancy hotel 49. trampolines 50. think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again 51. think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke 52. your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more 53. people do care. 54. treehouses, you won’t really be able to have a treehouse while dead 55. hanging out with your soulmate in a treehouse 55. snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees. 56. i love you. platonically 57. i care about you 58. because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness goddamnit 59. you won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. you won’t even be influenced by it 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. starbucks. or caribou coffee. 62. hugs. the kind that makes you squeal because of how tight they are, the kind that you really love 63. stargazing with your favorite person in this universe at 4am because you can’t sleep 64. you have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is 65. you've changed somebody's life 66. now you could change the world 67. you will meet the person that's perfect for you. maybe you already have 68. no matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you 69. you can’t look at any more memes if you're dead 70. if you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things 71. making snow angels 72. making snowmen 73. snowball fights 74. life is what you make of it 75. everybody has a talent 76. laughing until you cry 77. having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy 78. the world would not be the same if you didn't exist. think about it, will you? 79. it’s possible to turn frowns upside down 80. be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive 81. heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. be your own hero 82. being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections 83. one day your smile will be real. it will, i promise you. 84. having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day 85. lying on grass and laughing at the clouds 86. laughing insanely hard with your best friends 87. eating weird food 88. staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one 89. sleeping in all day 90. creating something you're proud of 91. you can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud that you didn't commit. and if you did, feeling regret that you did 92. being able to meet your Internet friends 93. coffee 94. the new season of your favorite show 95. staying up late with your best friend 96. being stupid in public just because you can 97. if you are reading this then you are alive! is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven’t seen in years 99. people care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. but, the final and most important one is just being able to experience life. because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen *wait for it to get better please* for me.
Human touch. Our first form of communication. Safety, security, comfort, all in the gentle caress of a finger. Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek. It connects us when we’re happy, bolsters us in times of fear, excites us in times of passion and love. We need that touch from the one we love, almost as much as we need air to breathe. But I never understood the importance of touch. His touch. Until I couldn’t have it. so if you’re watching this, and you’re able, touch him. Touch her. Life’s too short to waste a second.
youre such a beautiful person though . even though i dont know what you look like , everyone is beautiful . it doesnt matter what you look like , we're all human and are pretty in our own way ., did you know that at least over 100 people in this world would think youre the most beautiful person on the planet ? theyll be so infatuated with you and think youre absolutely perfect .
Jocelyn....that happened to me too. I don't love me, put i hope that in time...you see yourself in the mirror ok, you deserve it. I hope see myself ok one day....love myself after many time...
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
When you want someone to hold you while you tell them all your problems but then you realize you have no one to hold you and no words to express the pain you’re going through. Feels nice.
I’m loosing myself again I thought things were getting better I thought I was starting to find happiness and forget but the truth is it’s always going to be there in the back of my mind it doesn’t always get better and I think I’m okay with that
i’m so sorry. please hold on and keep fighting. i know you can find yourself again. you might not be the same person, but you can find happiness. please keep going.
For how sad this song sounds and makes me, the lyrics give me a sense of peace of mind with where I am in life and who I’ve gotten to know, to love, to care for, and to befriend throughout my entire life. *“There’s no end, there is no goodbye.”* This lyric specifically makes me feel better in a sense, I’ve never liked having to say goodbye or when my relationships/friendships falling out. But in life, there truly is never any definite *“goodbye.”s* unless you make it that way. It’s only ever a *“see you later.”*
I've never imagined feelings could physically hurt so much...I love this feeling though. I'm attached to the pain. And I don't mean it in the unhealthy masochistic way, I think it's completely normal and good in this situation.
I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND like it’s good to know you can still feel those feelings but if you feel a certain way for too long you tend to get attached to it and are afraid to let go of that feeling cause that’s all you know
Same. I HATE my life so much. I wish I was not depressed. I wish I didn't had anxiety. I wish I had more confidence. I wish I had better grades. I wish I wasn't a failure. I wish my mom had never given birth to me... I just want it to end
I miss my great gramps. I never actually met him but I hear all the stories, and I really wish I could meet him. Everyone says he was always smiling, and I think he would give the best hugs.
I wish I was a kid again, im too old even though im only 18. I miss not having to worry about every single damn thing, good fucking grief, its like a repetitive cycle.
I remember crying to this song three or some years ago but everything was just too much. Now here I am, happy to be alive and just it really is worthy y'all. Today, I'm crying to this song for a complete other reason, bc i'm happy and can't believe how much i'm happy to be here. I hope y'all can find the strength too
I don’t have a family;parents, sisters, cousins, etc I am an orphan. And I’m still happy living on this earth as I am an independent person fighting and staying strong, healing from my past self, learning new experiences and understanding all the good and bad things.
This brings back the memories of when I was little and the daddy daughter dances happened and all the kids who’s dads didn’t get to come had to sit there and just watch while trying to read a book I remember I waited every year to have my dad dance with me it’s all I’ve ever wanted and I never got it he was always deployed or with my brother and it was only me and I wanted his attention so much cuz I never got it as a child when he retired he used to pick me up from school every day and get dq with me when I tell you I cherished those memories I really did and then he got a job far away and it was all the same again and I really just gave up so i am so so sorry to all of you out there that don’t have a dad or a mom at all I wanna tell you that you are wanted and loved and so strong🥺🙃❤️
This makes my soul feel like is floating on an ocean of emotions with an abyss of melancholy and oddly hopeful, then it’s slowly levitating towards a warm light that makes me peaceful !
I’m crying rn I’m the reason my parents got a divorce...Im such a disappointment to them I wish I was better in school and been more mature and happy but I’m the opposite dumb fat ugly no wonder my family hate me... and I hate myself I’m tried of this 😞
Hey dont think about yourself like that , if I knew you I'd definitely say that it's not worth it , I know I'm just a stranger, but I've been in that place and it horrifying , please please please stay strong . ❤
My mother used to say this to me, too. Believe me it’s not true. The only reason why parents get divorced is because they just don’t belong together. Don’t let this thoughts ruin your life, you will get into a dark hole that’s really hard to get out. I hug you virtually. I know it’s hard, but keep going on!
Sadmusiclover daycore you are NOT the one at fault. Please don’t think like that - if they got a divorce it’s because they made that choice, you can’t let them put that on you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this, but stay strong it’ll all get better. ❤️
See the funny thing about depression, is it doesn't care who you are or what you've been through. It just finds you. And it blooms in your lungs and weighs you down and even though you may feel like suffocating, you're still breathing. And you have a heartbeat. And your brain is made of electricity. I know it hurts, but it will get better. And when it does, you'll be glad you went through hell. Because now you're so much stronger than everyone else you know. And you know exactly what it looks like when some one else needs help. Yeah, you'll still have bad days, but you'll still have your fighting spirit to drive you and push you beyond what those around you can do, so keep fighting, it will get better
This makes me remember my best moments with my bff (Oliver) he left me 4 months ago due to suicide.. And I remember whenever it was just me and my friend group one time we were at a skate park. It was me, Oliver, Bella, and Samantha they were joking about death, they didn't know I was suicidal or having issues. so I started crying and said "I wish I was dead am I right?" Everyone looked at me and I realized I said it out loud.. I said "I'm.joking guys, obviously.." And just "laughed" to trying to stop for more tears to come out.. I failed.. First time.I've ever seen them feel really bad for.me I Broke down into tears and they gave me the longest group hug I've had
You know a couple months ago I had friends, I was happy and actually had some confidence now I don’t have friends, can’t feel almost anything and I hate every inch of myself, funny how Time changes you
everyone says things in these comments, it makes you realize that you're not alone in this world after all, there's someone out there that matches your pain. I love you, kiddo. please stay safe.
The person who is reading this, I wanna tell you one thing....You have the most beautiful soul🌻 Don't ever try to be good enough for anyone....just be you❤
Crying yourself to sleep while listening to this feels so peaceful. Closing your eyes and just imagine yourself sitting underneath a blossom tree... It's so peaceful and I feel at ease for once..
From 5:07 on is the most hauntingly tragic yet beautiful serenity of sound that I've ever listened to. I don't know whether to sigh in grief or count my blessings that this was created in my lifetime.
sometimes i just feel so lost? and it’s like everything is just happening so fast around me and i just need a rest. i just want to feel okay. i just want to feel. something. anything.
I was alone so I listened to this on New Years Eve crying and right when the time hit 12 and the beat dropped all the fire works and gun shots were fired and I just screamed at the top of my lungs for the pain to go away and it just felt great but still hurt, I'm glad to say I'm getting better tho :)
Don't worry guys, you will get through this. Keep your head high and face your battles. You will get through this. I'm proud of you. Remember Jesus loves you he died on the cross for you❤.
I’m reading some of these and I understand a lot but I promise you something great will happen either a person is going to walk in or an event will happen. I just met the love of my life and me and her both couldn’t be happier. I’m gonna keep all of y’all in my prayers
I'm thankful for the people who came in, stayed, left, left memories. I want the life I've lived to have meant something - to have brought me to this point. But what's ahead, what's left, what's in my tomorrow - none of it means more than this moment. This moment where I have confessed to the one I love, loved them regardless, and every waking day spent thinking about them. Tragedy and Heartbreaks are all part of the wait. So don't. Jump in, break out - and speak your mind. Live. And Be okay.
The movies about a person struggling with their connection to emotions, they've grown up never really feeling what it's like to love, to cry for a cause, to hurt for a cause. Much of their life has been them on an island of nothingness surrounded by blurred and faded colours. They're told by a close companion that it's ok to feel, it's ok to be open to the world, and through hearing it, their colours become more vibrant and clearer. The world is coming back into view and with it, both that person and life itself.
It would be about a girl that has always tried to fit in failing at first but succeeding in highschool. She's only suffering more, getting into fights, having bad grades, losing her connection with her parents, getting depressed and is ready to die. But she gives life 1 more chance, she decides to let go, not care about any of the stuff she did at first, dressing the way she's always wanted and hanging out with new people. She decides to have a slaap over with one of the new people, they sneak out and meet up with their other friends in the middle of the night. Theyre standing on a tall, lit up bridge, smoking when this song starts to play. She realises she's finally found her people
I've only heard this song on TikTok and when I stumbled upon it on here oh course I didn't know it was this song and then I got to the chorus and I just broke down, it's a truly beautiful song with so much emotion.
I don't want to die. I just want life as it is to stop. Except for you, I want you and I to never stop, we can feel like a comet in the sky but comets burn out, and I don't want us to burn out. I see the pain you're going through and it hurts my heart. We made a promise to never leave each other and I'll keep my side. I just hope that you can keep yours and no one breaks it for you. I love you more than anything, you make me love life itself. You are the reason the sunsets are the most beautiful thing I could see a thousand times. You're the reason I can smile everyday. You've caused so much good in my life, please don't ever think you could cause me so much hurt that I wouldn't love you. Because I do, I love you so much it hurts.
I was first introduced to the original song through my dad, and I keep coming back to both this and the original version. Now, I'm sitting in my bed, listening to this song on repeat, going through the comments, and for the first time I feel like I'm not alone in the way I feel in my daily life... I can't seem to find my strength to keep living, and yet, I do, because the thoughts on how selfish I will be if I take my own life or give everything up make me continue with my life, since I "have the perfect life, a roof over my head, food on the table, clothing to wear and perfect health", and I can't stop wondering why do I feel so miserable... I've lived 18 years, been through a few things that have given me some traumas, but I work three days a week, have a full scholarship for an online college, have a house in my name that dad gave me when I was a kid, have a few nice friends, whom I love a lot... Yet I still feel selfish but broken, specially when I remember how I'm a disappointment and not accepted because of my gender identity, and I just want those feelings to end, to stop... This texts makes no sense at all, but it's just a way for me to vent... And get these questions off of my head Why does my life hurt like that? And why do I feel so guilty about feeling so bad when I have everything I need to properly live a good life?
Its just. My dad and me had a great relationship always when i was younger. We used to laugh together until we cried. I used to sleep in his arms he used to read my favourite book before sleep. And now he won’t even answer my calls. I didn’t change guys. He did. I don’t know why he suddenly stoped loving me. I didn’t do anything wrong. The only thing i did was love him. Now this song really hits hard. Because i miss my old dad. I miss us. I miss how he used to hug me tight after coming from school. I miss his smell. I miss his comfort. I miss his smile. His happines. I miss him. I really don’t know why he hates me. It’s probably because my mom left him. But why does he hate me? I don’t know guys but it’s okay! I will figure it out. Love all of yall
You have every right to feel that way. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my life the way it is because I’m complaining and there are people dying because of hunger. But then again I think: Don’t be grateful that you don’t have it worse. There will always be people who will have it worse than you and that doesn’t mean that you aren’t allowed to feel unhappy. Everybody is going through something. Never apologize for feeling bad, you can’t be happy all the time. We are all just people who need a time out to figure our life out. Take care of you, there is always a reason to fight! (Sorry if there are mistakes, but it’s not my first language)
One day you'll realize that the pain you carried for so long will make you stronger beyond belief and you will be able to love yourself first, So Please don't give up endure all life throws at you with a smile .If anything know this I don't know you but if your reading this "I Love you so much you matter and I'm grateful your here today. ✨🥀✨
Send your dreams where nobody hides Give your tears to the tide No time No time There's no end, there is no goodbye Disappear with the night No time No time No time No time No time
i did it. i got out of a toxic 8 month long relationship. i realized holding onto how it used to be wasn’t healthy bc it wasn’t like that anymore. the hardest part is when i thanked his family. i grew so close to them and had a second family. not only did i get out of a relationship, i no longer have that family. and it sucks:/
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5:04 is just unbelievable..these screams in the background, I just want to shout out loud, cry, laugh and feel all the emotions at the same time.. it's beautiful!
Literally same..
Same mam same 😫😞
I wanna scream without people thinking I’m getting hurt
@@allisona5403 I wanna scream w out my toxic mom yelling at ne
i literally hear the whole song to just hear those screams🥺 fav part of that song
this just hits different on a personal level of sadness.
Yeaaa
Like Badly It Hurts
i just wanna say I'm really proud of myself that i haven't given up yet
thank you all for the kindness it means a lot ily
I'm so incredibly proud of you! You can do it! I'm here along the whole way! I love you sooooo much!
I'm proud of you:) keep going
We are of you proud too🥺🤍
i’m proud of you too
i’m so proud of you!! i love you so much keep it it up you’re doing so well!! ❤️❤️
i wish my whole life were slowed down, lol.
I wouldn't want that during school presentations😬
I wouldent because i want it to be over faster
every song slowed down is so beautiful aaa
oh hell yes, life feels like it's slipping through my fingers, week on week on week on week it never ends untill you die
it feels like my life is, i feel like i'm slowly drowning but i'm still here just watching myself fall.
If you’re reading this... hey everything’s gonna be ok. you’re a strong, amazing human being. I love you.
I love you too
I needed that. Thanks🖤
I just wanna go already......
@@ripandem you got this ❤️
@@samariainestroza862 no I don’t actually but it’s ok🙃
I'm reading all of these comments and umm... I just want to hug all of u and tell u that you're not alone
Pls i need it
thank you.
I would love a hug I'm touched deprived :(
Avery Nipper i promise if i knew you i’d come give you a hug rn
Zainy why thank you ♥️🥺🥺
now I cant hear my parents fight.
(I'm fine don't worry lol)
Are you okay tho?
are you ok? x
everything will get better hun keep your head up high. I hope that you are okay . I promise you this everything will get wayyyy better. remember I love you yes I may not know you but I love you :)
I really felt that 😔, also I hope that you are okey.
How are you?
This song made me realise how alone i am. Everyone tells me im not but where are they? I dont see them. Suicide is something thats always been in the back of my mind, except i never wanted that, and i know ill never take that route. But its hard, theres no reason why im like this. My closest friends called me selfish for feeling like this, and yet.. why? Im not being selfish, especially when you left me. They made me feel worse than i already have been, theyve made me feel worthless more than i already did. I want to cry all the time but i cant, my body refuses it. And yet, im not sure what to do anymore. For someone like me, i see so many people my age become so successful, enjoying their lives, yet i sit in the same place everyday and let it all pass by without a thought. I dont regret it, i jus wish it was easier. Many of you have worse things happening, i always get told that others have it worse. I always get told to acknowledge the good things around me. What is that? I have a decent family who doesnt seem to realise how i feel? The friends who always blame me, call me the bad guy? To be distracted by everything by playing the sims. Living a life ive thought about many times. I never realised my own mental health and my trust issues until very recently. And i cant deal with the thought that me, someone so lively, could he so numb.
Your friends aren't your friends if they only invalidate your feelings or make you feel worthless.
I know I should be greatfull with my family cause they give a lot in this life but the suicide has also passed through my mind in fact I tried 3 times but it didn't work (nobody knows) I feel like my life is going out of my hands and I can’t do anything about it, just sit back and watch as others are happy and live their lives hoping to be happy some day and that makes me feel more alone, my family hasn’t noticed either.
English is not my first language so forgive if something is badly written.
I feel so bad... I'm going through the same feelings. And i get the same words from others but i want you to know is normal to feel this way, you're not alone , i have issues too , but let's control them together, all together. I hope we all are gonna become greater people and find the happiness we need to go through this life. And if i could , in this moment, this minute, i would hug u, my friend.
If anyone needs to talk to someone , to not feel alone, welp , I'm here . And as much as I'm still breathing i want to do at least this...
Please take care of yourselves , wonderful souls!♥️
Don't forget to drink water!!💧
You just described the way I feel in a way I never could of
hey i know its super tough but you WILL get through this. there will be a lot of lows in your life, but at the end of the day, there are more things to live for then reasons to die. youre strong. you got this.
you just explained my whole year. ily stay strong 🥺
everybody: depressed and crying
me: * also depressed and crying, but giggling through my tears * heha bill hader go *brr*
me rn im a psyco
"hey, it bill"
Same it’s a different type of pain. I am sad because I had to leave my dad and my home but when I think about home I cry but still kinda laugh at the same time💔
you mean za warudo to me my friend, keep going
@@friendlyneighbourhoodbisex4811 Okay that was funny as hell LMAO
Whoever disliked this video has obviously never felt real pain
the 7+ people that disliked: 👁️ 👁️
👄
Facts.
Yea, you know real pain cause you like to listen to slowed down emotional music.
SEEN yeah I do and?
@@rachella3417 I know real paid cause I found my dad on pornhub
I had an abusive childhood, and listening to this helps soothes my flashbacks of trauma
I’m so sorry
im so sorry x
im so sorry, i know what ur feeling! you are not alone okay? ill aways be here for you
thats me omg
I'm 11 , my dad hates me he yell at me everyday , im tired :(
the hardest thing in life is, when the person who gave you the best memories, becomes a memory
this one hurt
My brother......
fck this made me even sadder. i miss that person buts its okay...
My mental health has been so bad. Everything hurts but listening to this while high... wow. I feel free. The wind blowing. Eyes closed. I don’t feel so alone. I feel like it’s okay..
this is a whole new vibe
Brings me back to watching the fault in our stars and life was soooo much different
Yeah
if I could I would hug all of you guys, we deserve better
this song makes me cry bcz i realize i'll never be a child ever again...i am just gonna grow up and then get old...i'll never feel as free and as happy as i felt back then.
It’s all in your mind, you are free as ever, fuck what anyone thinks
Sometimes life hurts so much that I physically can’t take the pain. It hurts with every fibre of my being, I wake up and I don’t want to get out of bed and when I do get out of bed I waste my day away doing nothing. It hurts so much to be alive. My question is why, why does it need to hurt this much and why were we designed to feel so much emotion and empathy and sadness and hurt and it breaks us until we can’t breathe anymore and we can’t hear anything cause we are drowning. We are drowning and it hurts to breathe but it hurts even more to stop
It hurts a lot, I’ve been there too and still am but this road of delving deeper into the questions of self purpose make us self loathe and I know we can’t avoid overthinking but there certain mental barriers we need to build that should never be crossed. I’m not going to say it gets better but we learn to recognise patterns and deal with it. You’re never alone. xo
I'm so sorry that you're hurting so much... But know that you're not alone and that life can also be awesome :) I hope you will keep fighting for happiness and will find it! Please know that you're never alone
Same:(
im so sick of not being good enough, theres always something im doing wrong be it failing a test or not cleaning up enough. im so tired man.
I get what you mean and the people who are supposed to love you most are the ones who constantly remind you, you aren't enough
You're not smart enough
You're not pretty enough
You're not skinny enough
You're not kind enough
You're not happy enough
You're not
ENOUGH!
you are good enough my love :(
Sane
ehy, im tellin you, you are good enough! dont ever understimate yourself like that
You have the most beautiful soul love❤You don't have to be good enough....you just need to be you❤
For a minute or two I’m so happy to be alive.
Do your eyes ever just get so blurry from ur own tears? I cant imagine a world without this song in my life. Even though it makes me sad, idc it makes me feel alone. As I should be.
That first sentence hits so hard in a metaphorical way, I feel that so much. Hope you’re doing okay today
i hope everyone here is genuinely okay. you are not alone in this. i love you so much, please stay a little longer.
and this is how they receive you in heaven
i’m gonna leave it all behind start fresh. i’m ready for this new me, new life.
i only wish u the best
Wish I can find someone the makes me feel the way this song makes me feel
🙏🏻
I did but he doesnt exist
Wow, my dad introduced me to M83 and I’m glad he did. I love the original of ‘Wait’ but I like this one aswell. The rhythm is slowed and comforting and though very emotional, it’s calming and feels like I’m being ‘understood’ in a way. I don’t know, basically I really like both versions. They’re both beautiful and full of emotion
Same. I love the song too, i actually came across it on my Recommended. I didnt mean to click on the video, best mistake iv ever made :)
Stay safe stranger
I need someone.
No, not the someone who'll fall in love with me romantically, not want me to be their man. Not someone who'll just suddenly fix all my problems when they arrive.
Not someone who'll try their best to get to know me, try their best to impress. Not someone who'll introduce themselves to my friends. Not someone who'll brag about me, not someone who'll post me on their gram and tell others about how lucky they are about me.
Not someone who'll look to me as their leader, who looks up to me when there's something wrong. Not someone who'll ask me for directions on where to go, what to do, what to feel. Not someone who'll depend on me, just like they all do. Not someone who'll approach me when they need assistance.
Not someone that wants anything from me in return. Not someone who'll love me in terms of relationships. Not someone who'll hit me up to fuck. Not someone who'll try to get close to me to seduce.
Not someone who looks at me as something to achieve, to look up to, to depend, to lean on, to experience.
But someone who'll look to me, just like any other human. A human who needs someone too. A human that's lost the ability to depend upon someone, who's lost the feeling of what it feels when someone's got your back.
A human that's forgotten about themselves.
I want someone to love me. Love me because I deserve some too.
And you will find someone. I believe in you. You just gotta look up. The ground may be covered in rotten fruit, but if you look up, the tree is still blooming with ripe fruit. It will get better. The good things will feel so much better when you're used to darkness. But no matter what, you will be okay
i hope you find
It do would be nice to find someone who can just be there, wouldn't it? A connection with another human being is actually not that hard to find, at first. But then life happens and your interests might diverge or you'll end up growing apart overnight and that kind of really sucks, I know. That's when someone else will come, though, and it's in this cycle of meeting and parting that you'll eventually find a kindred soul, maybe more than one. When you do find them, do me a favour and treasure them for what they are, someone who decided to stick by your side simply because you're yourself. It might sound obvious but it is easy to grow distant if you're too caught up in your head, I hope it doesn't happen to you though.
All the best, random stranger, and to everyone else reading this.
Thank you guys. I know this is cliche, but just knowing a total stranger can be a good friend, makes me strong again. I am sure that a path to Greatness will be available for you guyss
@@hopes_in_hearts aye. If you ever need someone to talk to, or if you want a good friend that will always be there, day and night. And that won't hurt you. Because I know what it feels like and I don't wish that on anyone. And I know the same way you feel. I'm on discord if you wanted to c: User: ->River#1111
1:32 the Magic’s going to happen, close your eyes and listen to the song, turn your volume up and use headphones... 😴
I can't believe its been a year since she took her own life
I would do anything to go back in time
to hug her and let her know i'll never leave her side
to laugh again at her jokes
To dance in the rain again at 2am
Because i wasn't there for her.
Im sorry.
I remember you everyday,everything i do and see,its like you're there with me.
I remember our first day of kindergarten.
And I remember when you called me to say goodnight one last time,except i didn't pick up.
If i'd known you were suffering I wouldve never left your side
You promised we'd sell all our stuff and buy a little mini cooper and a travel trailer to go to europe in.
I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
I miss your randomness that would never cease to make me laugh
I can't believe i was selfish and let you slip right through my fingers
I'll always cherish and miss you, i'll make sure everybody knows how great of a person you were,i promise....
I promise.
Im sorry for your loss:( wish you the best, hope you're doing alright
i love you
I’m so sorry for your loss bae, she’s ur angel🤍
she knows u love her dont worry
I can't stop crying..i felt this so bad..ur an amazing person too..much love..breathe
Man, it's like my depression left me and became a music composer...
scrolling through everyone’s stories during the song hits different. you are not alone
you’ve survived 100% of your bad days. you’re capable of this. you got this :)
If you're reading this, I'm glad you're here my friend.
this makes me rethink my entire
life man. it’s painful to know you’ve f*cked up everything..
Sending love❤
yeah :// i wish everything was different
Fuck yeah it does.
I feel bad for everyone in the comments, I hope everyone is okay.
i hope you okay :)
I'd like to take the time to sit here, and tell each and every one of you one million one hundred and forty one thousand, two hundred and sixty seven of you viewers, that I'm proud of you.
I'm proud of you for sticking through it, and staying alive. For waking up every day, knowing how it'll be, and going through it anyway.
I know it's so very hard. I know that life can be hell, and I have every hope in the world that things get better for each and every one of you.
I believe in you. I see you. I acknowledge you, and everything you have endured to reach this point.
Keep on fighting, lovelies. You can do this.
This song is literally that sinking feeling in your chest and stomach personified
yes
This was the best 7 min of my fcking life
one hundred reasons why you should stay alive
1. your friends, your family, and your pets would miss you
2. it's not worth the regret. either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you
3. it does get better. believe it or not it will eventually get better. sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow
4. there's so much you would miss out on doing
5. there is always a reason to live. it might not be clear right now, but it is always there
6. so many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself
7. you are worth it. don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise
8. you are amazing.
9. a time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. you will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. because things always get better
10. what about all the things you've always wanted to do? what about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? you can't do them when you're dead
11. i love you. Platonically. even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive
12. you won't be able to listen to music if you die
13. killing yourself is never worth it. you'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about
14. there are so many people that would miss you, including me
15. you're preventing a future generation, _your kids_, from even being born
16. how do you think your family would feel? would it improve their lives if you died?
17. you're gorgeous, amazing, handsome, and to someone you are perfect
18. think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again
19. you'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. listening to incredibly loud music.
21. being alive is just fucking amazing
22. not being alive is really bad. and boring
23. finding your soulmate
24. red pandas. just… THEY ARE SO CUTE
25. going to diners at three in the morning
26. really soft pillows. or blankets
27. eating pizza in new york city
28. proving people wrong with your success
29. watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life
30. seeing someone trip over a garbage can
31. being able to help other people
32. bonfires
33. sitting on rooftops
34. seeing every single country in the world. and not being ignored
35. going on road trips. have fun doing that as a ghost, or whatever
36. you might win the lottery someday, who knows! how would you enter while you’re dead?
37. listening to music in your own special place
38. going to the top of the eiffel tower, staring down at everyone with the wind in your hair
39. taking really cool pictures
40. literally meeting thousands of new people
41. hearing crazy stories
42. telling crazy stories
43. eating ice cream on a hot day with your best friends
44. more interesting books or episodes could come out, you never know
45. travelling to another planet someday. it’s gonna happen
46. having an underwater house
47. randomly running into your hero on the street
48. having your own room at a fancy hotel
49. trampolines
50. think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again
51. think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke
52. your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more
53. people do care.
54. treehouses, you won’t really be able to have a treehouse while dead
55. hanging out with your soulmate in a treehouse
55. snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees.
56. i love you. platonically
57. i care about you
58. because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness goddamnit
59. you won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. you won’t even be influenced by it
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. starbucks. or caribou coffee.
62. hugs. the kind that makes you squeal because of how tight they are, the kind that you really love
63. stargazing with your favorite person in this universe at 4am because you can’t sleep
64. you have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is
65. you've changed somebody's life
66. now you could change the world
67. you will meet the person that's perfect for you. maybe you already have
68. no matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you
69. you can’t look at any more memes if you're dead
70. if you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things
71. making snow angels
72. making snowmen
73. snowball fights
74. life is what you make of it
75. everybody has a talent
76. laughing until you cry
77. having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy
78. the world would not be the same if you didn't exist. think about it, will you?
79. it’s possible to turn frowns upside down
80. be yourself, don't take anyone's crap, and never let them take you alive
81. heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. be your own hero
82. being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections
83. one day your smile will be real. it will, i promise you.
84. having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day
85. lying on grass and laughing at the clouds
86. laughing insanely hard with your best friends
87. eating weird food
88. staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one
89. sleeping in all day
90. creating something you're proud of
91. you can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud that you didn't commit. and if you did, feeling regret that you did
92. being able to meet your Internet friends
93. coffee
94. the new season of your favorite show
95. staying up late with your best friend
96. being stupid in public just because you can
97. if you are reading this then you are alive! is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you haven’t seen in years
99. people care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. but, the final and most important one is just being able to experience life. because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
*wait for it to get better please*
for me.
This is the best comment I've read in my life. Bless you, truly. 💗 Thanks for reminding me. Love you so much💗
💖💖💖
Human touch. Our first form of communication. Safety, security, comfort, all in the gentle caress of a finger. Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek. It connects us when we’re happy, bolsters us in times of fear, excites us in times of passion and love. We need that touch from the one we love, almost as much as we need air to breathe. But I never understood the importance of touch. His touch. Until I couldn’t have it. so if you’re watching this, and you’re able, touch him. Touch her. Life’s too short to waste a second.
i hate having to look myself in the mirror and break down
youre such a beautiful person though . even though i dont know what you look like , everyone is beautiful . it doesnt matter what you look like , we're all human and are pretty in our own way ., did you know that at least over 100 people in this world would think youre the most beautiful person on the planet ? theyll be so infatuated with you and think youre absolutely perfect .
@@lavendersgrove that's a beautiful message
Jocelyn....that happened to me too. I don't love me, put i hope that in time...you see yourself in the mirror ok, you deserve it. I hope see myself ok one day....love myself after many time...
living is too hard…
Please don't leave! I love you so much!
@@allyjames7607 Thank you very much for the support 🥺
your life is way 2 important to j throw away okay ? j keep pushing through it all . hold on for me alright ? i love you:) .
@@lavendersgrove thank you so much!! Things will get better!!
@@lourivaleverton yes thats the good mentality you gotta have:] things WILL get better ilyyy:)
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
This is sooo beautiful.....thanks for being there.....I'll use your voice to help others. Thanks for existing....I love you.
5:04 makes me feel something icant explain.
same
When you want someone to hold you while you tell them all your problems but then you realize you have no one to hold you and no words to express the pain you’re going through. Feels nice.
I’m loosing myself again I thought things were getting better I thought I was starting to find happiness and forget but the truth is it’s always going to be there in the back of my mind it doesn’t always get better and I think I’m okay with that
i’m so sorry. please hold on and keep fighting. i know you can find yourself again. you might not be the same person, but you can find happiness. please keep going.
kookielover 23 thank you for showing me there’s good in the world
I love you so so so so so so so so much
@@allyjames7607 thank you I love you to 🥺
@@Lena-nj8tv I love you wayyyyyyyyyyyy more and know that I am here for you through everything! I love you way too much to know that you're hurting.
I can't wait until i'm able to drive so I can blast this in my car on a cold night and just endlessly drive around in the dark and scream the lyrics.
For how sad this song sounds and makes me, the lyrics give me a sense of peace of mind with where I am in life and who I’ve gotten to know, to love, to care for, and to befriend throughout my entire life.
*“There’s no end, there is no goodbye.”*
This lyric specifically makes me feel better in a sense, I’ve never liked having to say goodbye or when my relationships/friendships falling out.
But in life, there truly is never any definite *“goodbye.”s* unless you make it that way. It’s only ever a *“see you later.”*
I've never imagined feelings could physically hurt so much...I love this feeling though. I'm attached to the pain. And I don't mean it in the unhealthy masochistic way, I think it's completely normal and good in this situation.
I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND like it’s good to know you can still feel those feelings but if you feel a certain way for too long you tend to get attached to it and are afraid to let go of that feeling cause that’s all you know
This song makes me feel nothingness, but in a good way. I feel free, but numb at the same time. I’m only 12, why do I have to go through this?
Same. I HATE my life so much. I wish I was not depressed. I wish I didn't had anxiety. I wish I had more confidence. I wish I had better grades. I wish I wasn't a failure. I wish my mom had never given birth to me... I just want it to end
When I thought this song couldn't get sadder. It is. What a great song anyway.
"I miss you." Those are the words I want you to say so badly. Mainly because I miss you so God damn much.
i listen to this song when im losing myself
I miss my great gramps. I never actually met him but I hear all the stories, and I really wish I could meet him. Everyone says he was always smiling, and I think he would give the best hugs.
the worst thing is looking at yourself in the mirror and thinking that u failed every single thing in ur life
I wish I was a kid again, im too old even though im only 18. I miss not having to worry about every single damn thing, good fucking grief, its like a repetitive cycle.
I remember crying to this song three or some years ago but everything was just too much. Now here I am, happy to be alive and just it really is worthy y'all. Today, I'm crying to this song for a complete other reason, bc i'm happy and can't believe how much i'm happy to be here. I hope y'all can find the strength too
I don’t have a family;parents, sisters, cousins, etc I am an orphan.
And I’m still happy living on this earth as I am an independent person fighting and staying strong, healing from my past self, learning new experiences and understanding all the good and bad things.
funny how you can go from happy to miserable in just a second . all you can do is cry and think about your life.
This brings back the memories of when I was little and the daddy daughter dances happened and all the kids who’s dads didn’t get to come had to sit there and just watch while trying to read a book I remember I waited every year to have my dad dance with me it’s all I’ve ever wanted and I never got it he was always deployed or with my brother and it was only me and I wanted his attention so much cuz I never got it as a child when he retired he used to pick me up from school every day and get dq with me when I tell you I cherished those memories I really did and then he got a job far away and it was all the same again and I really just gave up so i am so so sorry to all of you out there that don’t have a dad or a mom at all I wanna tell you that you are wanted and loved and so strong🥺🙃❤️
i don't know how to describe my emotions rn tbh. christmas is my only motivation to live rn
Have you ever just thought about life and think wow i hate my life. and then cry yourself to sleep.
Cause i can relate.
I cant explain what this song makes me feel. It’s beyond beautiful.
This makes my soul feel like is floating on an ocean of emotions with an abyss of melancholy and oddly hopeful, then it’s slowly levitating towards a warm light that makes me peaceful !
I’m crying rn I’m the reason my parents got a divorce...Im such a disappointment to them I wish I was better in school and been more mature and happy but I’m the opposite dumb fat ugly no wonder my family hate me... and I hate myself I’m tried of this 😞
Hey hey don't think that way. You are perfect and don't let them bring you down. Keep your head up high
Hey dont think about yourself like that , if I knew you I'd definitely say that it's not worth it , I know I'm just a stranger, but I've been in that place and it horrifying , please please please stay strong . ❤
@@luxxdawn7533 life sucks my friend. stay focused on the good sides.
My mother used to say this to me, too. Believe me it’s not true. The only reason why parents get divorced is because they just don’t belong together. Don’t let this thoughts ruin your life, you will get into a dark hole that’s really hard to get out. I hug you virtually. I know it’s hard, but keep going on!
Sadmusiclover daycore you are NOT the one at fault. Please don’t think like that - if they got a divorce it’s because they made that choice, you can’t let them put that on you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this, but stay strong it’ll all get better. ❤️
I feel so bad and painful, although nothing happened in my life, but it breaks me, I don't even know how to say it. Thanks for your attention)
See the funny thing about depression, is it doesn't care who you are or what you've been through. It just finds you. And it blooms in your lungs and weighs you down and even though you may feel like suffocating, you're still breathing. And you have a heartbeat. And your brain is made of electricity. I know it hurts, but it will get better. And when it does, you'll be glad you went through hell. Because now you're so much stronger than everyone else you know. And you know exactly what it looks like when some one else needs help. Yeah, you'll still have bad days, but you'll still have your fighting spirit to drive you and push you beyond what those around you can do, so keep fighting, it will get better
this is officially the saddest song to ever exist
you should try listen to “experience” but slowed
This makes me remember my best moments with my bff (Oliver) he left me 4 months ago due to suicide.. And I remember whenever it was just me and my friend group one time we were at a skate park. It was me, Oliver, Bella, and Samantha they were joking about death, they didn't know I was suicidal or having issues. so I started crying and said "I wish I was dead am I right?" Everyone looked at me and I realized I said it out loud.. I said "I'm.joking guys, obviously.." And just "laughed" to trying to stop for more tears to come out.. I failed.. First time.I've ever seen them feel really bad for.me I Broke down into tears and they gave me the longest group hug I've had
Am so sorry bb 😭😭😭 May he rest in peace
I hope you’re doing okay now xx
You know a couple months ago I had friends, I was happy and actually had some confidence now I don’t have friends, can’t feel almost anything and I hate every inch of myself, funny how Time changes you
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everyone says things in these comments, it makes you realize that you're not alone in this world after all, there's someone out there that matches your pain. I love you, kiddo. please stay safe.
The person who is reading this, I wanna tell you one thing....You have the most beautiful soul🌻 Don't ever try to be good enough for anyone....just be you❤
Crying yourself to sleep while listening to this feels so peaceful. Closing your eyes and just imagine yourself sitting underneath a blossom tree... It's so peaceful and I feel at ease for once..
Said, your, dreams, where nobody hides.
they don't care about how i actually feel lol
same
From 5:07 on is the most hauntingly tragic yet beautiful serenity of sound that I've ever listened to. I don't know whether to sigh in grief or count my blessings that this was created in my lifetime.
This song reminds me of everything it helps me idk why i like it
sometimes i just feel so lost? and it’s like everything is just happening so fast around me and i just need a rest. i just want to feel okay. i just want to feel. something. anything.
Rest easy Naya. I will always miss you! 💔
I'm so sorry for your loss baby
You just KNOW listening to this type of music is... dangerous
Am I the only one that finds this type of music uplifting. Slow motion dance scenes in my head.
I was alone so I listened to this on New Years Eve crying and right when the time hit 12 and the beat dropped all the fire works and gun shots were fired and I just screamed at the top of my lungs for the pain to go away and it just felt great but still hurt, I'm glad to say I'm getting better tho :)
yall i made it. i found something that makes me happy and i just made it. i’m happy.
i hope whatever it is , stays in your life for as long as you live:) . i am so happy for you:D .
Don't worry guys, you will get through this. Keep your head high and face your battles. You will get through this. I'm proud of you. Remember Jesus loves you he died on the cross for you❤.
this was uploaded on my birthday a year ago today now here i am once again on my birthday listening
Arriva el America!!!
I’m reading some of these and I understand a lot but I promise you something great will happen either a person is going to walk in or an event will happen. I just met the love of my life and me and her both couldn’t be happier. I’m gonna keep all of y’all in my prayers
I'm thankful for the people who came in, stayed, left, left memories. I want the life I've lived to have meant something - to have brought me to this point. But what's ahead, what's left, what's in my tomorrow - none of it means more than this moment. This moment where I have confessed to the one I love, loved them regardless, and every waking day spent thinking about them. Tragedy and Heartbreaks are all part of the wait. So don't. Jump in, break out - and speak your mind. Live. And Be okay.
i cry so much that i cant cry anymore. i just stare off into space when i feel like crying and it wont come out.
Alright if you guys were gonna make a movie which scene would have this as the soundtrack. Describe it in deep detail.
The movies about a person struggling with their connection to emotions, they've grown up never really feeling what it's like to love, to cry for a cause, to hurt for a cause. Much of their life has been them on an island of nothingness surrounded by blurred and faded colours. They're told by a close companion that it's ok to feel, it's ok to be open to the world, and through hearing it, their colours become more vibrant and clearer. The world is coming back into view and with it, both that person and life itself.
@@purplemenace8819 You basically just described the giver
@@ArtApocalypse well then I'm gonna have to give it a watch! Thanks for the reply
It would be about a girl that has always tried to fit in failing at first but succeeding in highschool. She's only suffering more, getting into fights, having bad grades, losing her connection with her parents, getting depressed and is ready to die. But she gives life 1 more chance, she decides to let go, not care about any of the stuff she did at first, dressing the way she's always wanted and hanging out with new people. She decides to have a slaap over with one of the new people, they sneak out and meet up with their other friends in the middle of the night. Theyre standing on a tall, lit up bridge, smoking when this song starts to play. She realises she's finally found her people
I've only heard this song on TikTok and when I stumbled upon it on here oh course I didn't know it was this song and then I got to the chorus and I just broke down, it's a truly beautiful song with so much emotion.
I don't want to die. I just want life as it is to stop. Except for you, I want you and I to never stop, we can feel like a comet in the sky but comets burn out, and I don't want us to burn out. I see the pain you're going through and it hurts my heart. We made a promise to never leave each other and I'll keep my side. I just hope that you can keep yours and no one breaks it for you.
I love you more than anything, you make me love life itself. You are the reason the sunsets are the most beautiful thing I could see a thousand times. You're the reason I can smile everyday. You've caused so much good in my life, please don't ever think you could cause me so much hurt that I wouldn't love you. Because I do, I love you so much it hurts.
the song when it’s not slowed down makes me sob but this, this was a whole other level of pain
I was first introduced to the original song through my dad, and I keep coming back to both this and the original version.
Now, I'm sitting in my bed, listening to this song on repeat, going through the comments, and for the first time I feel like I'm not alone in the way I feel in my daily life...
I can't seem to find my strength to keep living, and yet, I do, because the thoughts on how selfish I will be if I take my own life or give everything up make me continue with my life, since I "have the perfect life, a roof over my head, food on the table, clothing to wear and perfect health", and I can't stop wondering why do I feel so miserable...
I've lived 18 years, been through a few things that have given me some traumas, but I work three days a week, have a full scholarship for an online college, have a house in my name that dad gave me when I was a kid, have a few nice friends, whom I love a lot... Yet I still feel selfish but broken, specially when I remember how I'm a disappointment and not accepted because of my gender identity, and I just want those feelings to end, to stop...
This texts makes no sense at all, but it's just a way for me to vent... And get these questions off of my head
Why does my life hurt like that? And why do I feel so guilty about feeling so bad when I have everything I need to properly live a good life?
Its just. My dad and me had a great relationship always when i was younger. We used to laugh together until we cried. I used to sleep in his arms he used to read my favourite book before sleep. And now he won’t even answer my calls. I didn’t change guys. He did. I don’t know why he suddenly stoped loving me. I didn’t do anything wrong. The only thing i did was love him. Now this song really hits hard. Because i miss my old dad. I miss us. I miss how he used to hug me tight after coming from school. I miss his smell. I miss his comfort. I miss his smile. His happines. I miss him. I really don’t know why he hates me. It’s probably because my mom left him. But why does he hate me? I don’t know guys but it’s okay! I will figure it out. Love all of yall
Sometimes I forget how pretty this song really is
You have every right to feel that way. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my life the way it is because I’m complaining and there are people dying because of hunger. But then again I think: Don’t be grateful that you don’t have it worse. There will always be people who will have it worse than you and that doesn’t mean that you aren’t allowed to feel unhappy. Everybody is going through something. Never apologize for feeling bad, you can’t be happy all the time. We are all just people who need a time out to figure our life out. Take care of you, there is always a reason to fight! (Sorry if there are mistakes, but it’s not my first language)
please i just need a hug
ill give you 1 but only if i get 1 in return>:I since its only fairrr:)
One day you'll realize that the pain you carried for so long will make you stronger beyond belief and you will be able to love yourself first, So Please don't give up endure all life throws at you with a smile .If anything know this I don't know you but if your reading this "I Love you so much you matter and I'm grateful your here today. ✨🥀✨
POV: ur listening to this in 2021
Send your dreams where nobody hides
Give your tears to the tide
No time
No time
There's no end, there is no goodbye
Disappear with the night
No time
No time
No time
No time
No time
i did it. i got out of a toxic 8 month long relationship. i realized holding onto how it used to be wasn’t healthy bc it wasn’t like that anymore. the hardest part is when i thanked his family. i grew so close to them and had a second family. not only did i get out of a relationship, i no longer have that family. and it sucks:/
congrats im proud Ik it was hard i hope everything gets better
Im so proud of you