"I have not learned a single thing for two years.." so relatable. yung tipong kagigising mo pa lang, pagod ka na. maghapon sa laptop, phone + absorb mo pa mga problema sa bahay haaaaaaaay....
i also think that way, spending your almost half of your life in school isn't my thing, i get jealous when i see people at my age having fun and they have nothing to worry about, sometimes i just cry wondering what is the purpose of life, why am i suffering? i just want to be happy at totoo nga yung sinasabi ni nisa na sobrang nakakainggit na nakikita mo yung mga friends at people na living there lives to the fullest, minsan kinequestion ko nalang ang universe kung bakit gantong buhay ang binigay nya sakin hahaha
what you said about the effort you put doesn't align with the expected result gets me. ayaw mong ma-disappoint after putting so much effort but still, you can't help but to think, is everything enough and worth it? i think every youtubers have this love and hate relationship with the platform and we're feeling the same way especially this pandemic :
i'm that bibo kid dahil..... Time stamps sa "Podcast ni Anisa" ✨ 00:58 - Bakit di ko ginagawa ganting video (Branding) 2:30 - School 9:56 - RUclips 11:34 - The wonderful and not so wonderful world of RUclips 17:05 - Sahod sa RUclips 17:41 - Nag - iiba sa harap ng camera 19:14 - The most frustrating thing....
i don't know why i found myself tearing up whenever nisa talks about her struggles on youtube or her life. thank you so much for teaching us :)) i've been watching you for more than a year now and i do not regret one bit that i discovered you. for me, i love the funny anisa and this open and transparent anisa. you deserve everything you've worked for. we're alright with you not focusing on youtube, don't worry. we understand that you're only human too. you make us happy sobra too kasi sa totoo lang ikaw isa sa mga happy pill ko and kahit sobrang stressed ko or sad about anything, you make me happy :)) again, i am grateful for you to be a part of my life :)) keep going and don't feel pressured because you deserve everything you're enjoying now because of youtube. just enjoy what you're doing bc that makes us happy for you too. we love you always nisa!!
tbh it's nice to know na andami satin na may pinagdadaanan na "slump" siguro +++ nakakarelate ako sa karamihan ng sinabi mo madz kaya ayun take your time lang po with youtube, you dont really have to feel burdened with having to vlog every single moment of your life kasi mabburnout ka lang nang husto :((( we're always here for you ate nisa hehe
tawang tawa ako sa start first time akong pinasok sa medyas 😂 pero super love ko pagopen up mo nisa felt na felt ko yung ibang sinabi mo... online school sucks din omg :(
this podcast was sooo goooood. the obsession over numbers will truly never end, no matter how big or small your platform is. it's nice to see creators i look up to open up about "the numbers", it makes me feel like I'm not alone
"if they're your friends diba dapat parang mas maging madali for you to do what you want?" felt. we should really be careful of who consider as our "friends" talaga
You’re so strong and brave for this, Anisa!! Kaya pala sobrang gaan ng pakiramdam ko sayo e dahil napagdaananan mo rin yung mga naranasan ko 😭😭 MAS RELATE NA RELATE NA KO SAU BHIE!! Sobrang raw ng video na to dama ko yung puso at pawis at inet i love u poh!
grabe nakikinig ako while doing my modules and i can relate 100%. we've been in this online setup aka hellhole for 2 YEARS already. and it's not getting better nor it is effective for everyone. i'm already in my freshman year of college kasi uso gano'n for clout. char pero, adulting is indeed pressuring. na we need to achieve something within a specific timeline. but !! anw, breaks are important. we all have our own pace. ily nisa more podcasts like this please!!
This content is my current issue SA aking pag aaral. I just don't like the learning setup. It's okay not to be okay mareehhhh Nisa, andito Lang Kaming mga supporters mo. Padayon Lang Kita. Lab u mare. Let's iyak this virtually.
This is a reminder that we all go through bad times in life, lalo na this online classes, but always remember that you're not aloneee, that it's okay to feel that way, and that you shouldn't blame yourself. We can all go through this
Most of the time, I cannot focus on what my teacher is saying, BUT, there is this one learning facilitator that really make me intently listen to them. Maybe, it depends on the teacher or not, though this is purely based on my opinion,
Same! I believe that it's in the vibe and aura of the teacher(s) or their teaching ways that makes me hyped up and interested. Meron kasi talagang mga teachers na magaling makipag communicate na tipong mararamdaman mo na connected ka sa kanya, o gaganahan ka pag klase niya na.
Same lang, ang profession na gusto ko is Therapist not because I want money but to genuinely help people. Ang concern ko lang talaga is "What if I don't do a good job doing this?". I'm not confident with my skills nor intellect which makes me doubt myself most of the time.
as a new youtuber din i always overthink and everytime i upload a video di ko alam kung susuko na ba ko coz iam feeling bad seing my videos not growing well beside of that when the pandemic was started everything for me is suck idk if i will be okay in the future like EVERYONE IS TIRED NOW 😴 may time na mapapaisip ka nalang o tutunga nang ilang minutes thinking "am i okay?" u still think and show na di ka stress di ka pagod pero pagod na pagod ka na Well nisa i like this video send hugs to you💓💓💓
Modified online kami means palagi dapat makikinig or sasagot palagi may google meeting, tapos kailangan sumagot palagi so I have no choice but makinig. But I agree sobrang mentally draining nang lahat, Idk kahit ginagawa ko naman lahat feeling ko walang kwenta lahat I feel so lost ang hirap but I need to keep going. But I usually take a break to relax
It's nice that you're supporting Nisa but I hope you're doing your task now or after you take rest hehe wala lang, ako kasi napressure sayo te hahahahaha napakanosy ko na naman huhu.
Relate? Relate!!! Thank you so much for this vlog. It somehow validated my feelings towards this ✨existential crisis✨. Akala ko ako lang. It's just so very comforting to know may kasama ka pa lang lumalaban rin sa buhay. I love youuuuuuu!!! 💓
Nisa! Same na same tayo ng story with online classes and feeling like not doing anything anymore. Tapos yung mindset abt medicine, but mine was mostly fuelled by pride, kasi nga yun lahat sa family ay medicine field pero fortunately di ko pinursue ang nursing or medtech nagstop pa nga ako for a year kasi i was super undecided. I'm enrolled na rn but I mostly did it for my family but I really want to do youtube talaga, for years since I was 15 I've always wanted to do RUclips pero di ko magawa, rn while at school I feel so tired, drained and unhappy I just wanna drop out and start RUclips but I can't, I don't have resources to start wala talaga right now but filming and editing and brainstorming for content makes me happy, I enjoy it a lot and its what I really want to do . :
Totoo yung sobrang lunod na tayo sa workload ngayong OLC compared f2f. Yung wala ka nang ibang inaatupag kundi school work, wala ka nang time magpahinga kasi ang gusto mo matapos na lahat at maka pasa on time. Tas sa gmeets/zoom clases, di ka maka focus, minsan nga tutulugan mo nakang kasi kulang ka sa tulog the night before. Nakaka drain ng sobra
I left college around 2017 (w/c makes me a 2nd year undergrad), became a first-time mom late 2018, and now I'm 26 but still 'di ko pa din alam kung anong gusto ko gawin sa buhay other than taking care of my baby. Naka-relate ako sa mental and physical exhaustion mo when it comes to studying- mine is working tho. WFH jobs are very helpful esp I have a baby to take care of, but totoo naman kasi talagang wala din akong naiintindihan sa discussions during training kasi for me, mas effective talaga pag face to face (whether work or study). HUGS FOR EVERYONE, KAYA NATIN 'TO 🤗
Thank you ate nisa for this podcast actually right now feeling sobrang drain ko na at wala pa akong nasasagutang exam saktong nag upload ka medyo nawala ang pagod and stress ko sooo ate nisa tysm!!I hope may next ep pa
Proud of you Ate🤗 don't pressure yourself po you are doing great a vlog per month or two is fine po😊 take it easy. I know it's easy to say but hard to do but then I think you need to organize yourself (your thoughts) po and do what you love and enjoy.
oh my god, i felt this 😭 i went to college thinking that i want to pursue med but now i’m on my third year of nursing school, i realized that med isn’t for me. thank you nisa, for this :(
i don't know why but i felt very emotional watching this video, i feel resonated with what you just said about everything but its with my gaming consumption. thank you for opening this up to us
nagrereview na dapat ako for biochem, anaphy, anf funda of nursing kaso shet. Existential crisis in me is back, too. NISAAAA YOU SPIT FAXX THANKS FOR WAKING ME UP @1:03 in the morning habang nagmememorize ng mga kung ano anong katangahan sa course na di ko naman gusto.
at 22 I totally get being overstimulated bai. I recently started a new job that has nothing to do with my past jobs they explained and asked us to do very simple computing lang. now I am lost. everybody in my age group has been doing so well and there I was murag tanga and cant even make a decent google sheet to make my shit look pretty and professional. tengene. i think I'm underqualified for my current job. and I'm not studying and i haven't graduated yet while my friends are at school and working in the same company as I do. but I'm still holding on to the flicker of hope that things will get better for you, me, and the rest of the early twenty-somethings. but pukinanginuh its very lisod gyud trying to figure out if I can do this.
covid has been a big hunk of shet. i’m currently at america dahil may rare condition ako. and finally when i’m cured ph is not accepting flights🥲 and if they do, may quarantine bullshet pa. hayyysst, God pls bless us all. i’m very happy ate nisa that u’re opening up bc u’re the only youtuber that i can relate to so much and hearing u talk personally makes me feel not alone.
When I thought I had everything in control but here came a pandemic we thought would only last for 2 weeks but turns out to be more than a year, it’s just exhausting. Love you, Ma’am!
5:16 Kalako ako lang, gr. 11 here ang hirap and very complex ang view ko sa online class considering na ang daming distraction sa paligid ko naiiyak nalang ako madalas. I'm slowly being unproductive and unorganized with my system. Methods aren't applying really well to me by then I somehow overthink other unnecessary possibilities on my surroundings
Relate much especially when you put a lot of efforts on something, and you did not get the result you wanted. It's so frustrating. But kelangan mo ulet bumangon at gumawa ng paraan. Laban!
this podcast I really need ahhck!grabe talaga parang naging spokesperson ng feelings ko ikaw sa part ng first year of college and having little bit of existential crisis✨ hahahahha i love youuuuuuii
I genuinely enjoy this type of video from you. Your brand indeed was being loud & happy with the people that you love but it makes me feel closer to you that you are open about your life, like telling your worries & everything. Just do you.
Pinapakinggan ko to habang nag rereview ako, akalako ma distract ako pero woww mas nakareview pako ng maayos kesa kapag nakikinig ako ng musiccc. Thank for this ateeee
Dont worry ate, you keep alot of students happy during tough times, ako im a student myself, when im struggling and stressed, i look for your videos, it energises me, feel ko di lang ako nakaka ramdam neto, you are important to some people and those people will always be there for you since you were there when we were struggling :))
Same mare. Nagaattendance lang ako after ko matawag manonood nako sa netflix or maglalaro. Di ko na feel na natututo ako. I tried na makinig pero sobrang distracted ako. Parang walang pumapasok. Nagaaral lang ako pag may exam/quiz kami na gagawin. Then everyday palagi may activity, lam mo yorn nakaka-drain mare. Hayy. Pero konting tiis nalang naman kaya kinakaya.
ILY HABANG BOHAI MADZAE, MABUHAY KA NAWA HABANG BOHAI but aside from that, its all about motivation and willingness to learn. In a span of 2 year online class, i learned alot, but it a ton in me on the long run. It drained me a lot, that's why the thing is, just do where your heart will lead you. It is never wrong to choose yourself. self love and care, isn't selfish. it is an answer to your heart.
Same , in my case I thought after college I can do things to what I planned before but reality hits me ( and pandemic added ). My anxiety and depression like symptoms developed further which is not helpful in my situation coz I already experienced pressure indirectly from family and friends ever since I was young. Seeing someone at your age having job and do things they like is a bittersweet for me. I am genuinely happy for them but at the same time self pitying myself coz I am still lost and jobless .And yeah until now I am still struggling to overcome that situation,feelings and pressure. I know, everyone has their own battle but sometimes its hard to stay positive all the time. Maybe we are destined to experience being lost in a sense we dont know where to start or where are we going. Hope we can get out in this suck situation soon. Stay strong, keep moving and dont stop finding the true happiness (and self) in life is the only thing that fuels me right now
this js one of the most relatable video you've posted 😭 thank you for posting this, i feel so represented and seen. keep going anisa, we're always proud of you madz!!!
I applaud u madzie for being vulnerable and showing this new side of you! Your feelings and stand on your youtube and personal life are all valid! I hope you are happy nisaaaaa and well rested! we r proud u madzzieeeee
One time nakatulog ako sa psychiatric nursing na course namin at paggising ko, kami nalang ng clinical instructor namin sa gmeet. Don't worry, hindi ka nag iisa na naging diminished na ang attention span. :'> Tysm for this podcast and i'm very happy na dumaan ka sa yt page ko.
Oo noh? Nisa, sng nag open forum kami bala sa guidance namon ligad, hambal ko naka adjust na ko kahit papano sa ol class pero listening to you now, wala man gali galayo experience mo sa na experience ko kay sa school tasks lang ko gali naka adjust wherein makapasa ko before gd sng deadline nga wala na ga 11:59 pm pero inang gapamati gd ko sa wakal sng maestro ko? Wala na gd, ga enter lang ko sa call tas gatulog bsan lawig man tulog ko sa gab e. Tapos gakawad an naman ko gana sa mga topics nga namian man ko sng una :(( thank you gd for letting me here u process your emotions kay comforting ang mabal an nga indi malang gali ako ang nabudlayan japon. Love you!!! Stay safe alwayz
As a student who's new to experience online class learning, I find myself listening talaga sa teachers all the time. That's the only way I can feel that I am still a student who's at school because there's presentation and discussion. I also always try my best to give my full attention to the teacher because it helps my brain to absorb information. I find it hard to understand kase if I'd only read the learning materials. So yea, kahit pagod or antok pa nakikinig talaga me.
i love this ate nisa! i write in ao3 too sometimes and i know how frustrating it is na hindi makuha yung ine-expect mong likes or views after all the effort you've done. kahit ano pang sabihin natin na we do these stuff for ourselves or we create content because we like it and we don't care about what others think... at the end of the day, we still want people to see it and appreciate it. and hanggang ngayon, i'm still trying to learn how to not become obsessed with numbers. yun lang, more podcast vids pa pls!!! luv u huhu
i know the feeling of being lost and alone, like wala akong constant friend ever since hs. college na ako now, on my 3rd year but guess what? wala parin akong friends hehe. kaya im so happy for you nissa, for finding dan and others. everytime na you'd upload vlogs with them im jelous cuz im getting older pero i have never experience that kind of bond :((
hope u keep uploading video with ur friends. since pandemic happened and all of my college friends started working already and also me tas di kami same sched. nakakagagaan ng loob panuorin interaction niyo ng friends mo. parang kasama rin ako kasi sobrang tagal ko ng hinahanap yung genuine interaction with friends.
I can resonate with what you said na pagmay-cam na, yung emotions natin mas high, exaggerated( and i am not even someone who do videos) and pag wala na, mas lowkey na lang yung vibe or like mas mababa compared to when we're doing videos or even taking pictures. And what do we do to have that ecstatic state again, we post our pictures and share it to our friends and im guilty of doing that. I am not saying it's a bad thing pero minsan, parang di na natin kilala sarili natin at kung ano ba feelings natin. Minsan, dinedepend na lang natin yung happiness natin sa social media which is very alarming. Taking pictures and making videos and contents, yes these are all relishing things to do however too much engagement on these things can be detrimental to our health. So payo ko lang, make sure to achieve a balance life. What i mean is that nama-manage mo yung time so intrapersonal, interpersonal at social media life mo because if you can be able to maneuver this maturely, mas makikilala natin mga sarili natin at mas mapra-priotize natin kung ano ba talaga ang Importante sa buhay natin and Kailangan ng katawan natin which is Happiness and Good health/state in the five realms of life which is the physical, emotional, mental, social and spiritual. Alam kong mahirap pero kailangan lang talaga nating subukan. I love you Nisa Nuggets, tingnan mo ginawa mo naging sentimental na rin ako haha
I appreciate this type videos from a different variety of youtubers mas nakikita yung insights, just raw emotions words and thoughts from it, maybe its harsh to discuss lalo na if you watch the "big-time" youtubers here but at the back your head you'll have this realization, reflection and feeling that this type of field is really exhausting in every part and would really define on how you see youtubers
i rlly regret na ngayon ko lang to pinanuod, i am currently not okay, and this vid of yours, sobrang nakakacomfort dahil nakakarelate ako about online class. thank you nisa.
This is my first time to listen sa not so typical "podcast" like others influencers do but all I can say is anisa really got my focus and ending up na makinig sakanya hanggang sa matapos. I totally agreed sa lahat ng sinabi niya dahil tao lang din naman siya, may emotional side and kinemberlu that many of her supporters/viewers don't see. Pero I really salute how transparent she is, how open she is lalo na sa pagiging estudyante niya and I really appreciate it. I just want to say nisa (hOPE NA MABASA MO 2 HUHU) na you really made me feel na I am not alone, na hindi lang ako yung estudyanteng nahihirapan, nakaka feel ng pressure and all. Thank you for doing this, and to all students in the world and universe eme at kung ano ka man you can do it, we can do it. Its sucks but its worth it. I believe
Also me ate I just can't learn how to focus on my studies anymore dahil wala naman syang benefits sa akin maybe in the future meron pero sobrang konti lang I can feel it, madalas kasi yan yung na fefeel ko like bakit hindi na lang nila ituro yung legit na makakatulong sayo sa future at sa fam mo. And also most of my profs and teachers way back on my senior days as in wala talaga silang pake kung mamatay ka na sa depression and anxiety, they all care about the damn work loads na kailangan mong I pass due short period of time. Kaya minsan mas maganda talaga mag focus don sa Alam mong sigurado don sa may kita na. Kaya ate Nissa no judgement cuz believe it or not I would also choose the same if I have the privilege.
ang ironic lagi yung kung hindi mo gusto yung ineffort mo doon pa may recognition while you're proud sa nagawa mong output was barely enough to be recognized :x felt that in a way. :x love your insights btw, it's refreshing to hear galing sa'yo. :]
I feel the same ate nisa. I'm a grade 12 student I supposed to stop but my parents won't let me. I'm really tired and drained saka mahirap din makipagsabayan sa mga kaklase lalo na pag sila sila magkakilala tas ikaw transfer.
Make more of this, ate nisa! this is so calming to watch and i felt like i was listening about your rants and how your day was. Love u anisa! Stay strong, always, mentally and physically!
This podcast made me calm somehow kasi i relate to it and knowing the kinda raw version of someone you thought who had their sht together most of the time they can also feel drained, it makes me feel like we can actually have bad days and super good days pero nao-overwhelmed lang tayo sa bad days that we can't appreciate the good days. and how we over stressed ourselves on something we can't control. i like this type of videos ♥
One time, pinasok ako ni Nisa sa medyas niya, it was awesome!!!
Mean girls yarn? 😂
@@balzaannshanizd.8918 YESSSS!
naol pinasok
I heard she was pregnant.So I got pregnant too so we could be pregnant at the same time ,turns out it was just a rumor.
naurrrrr 😭😭
jokes aside, this podcast was really nice. glad we got to see nisa open up a bit.
yep
Omg benimaru my man 😍😍😍😍
Agreed
factz on factz on factz.
"I have not learned a single thing for two years.."
so relatable. yung tipong kagigising mo pa lang, pagod ka na. maghapon sa laptop, phone + absorb mo pa mga problema sa bahay haaaaaaaay....
:((((
nisa: "effort input does not equal to success output"
that's so truee
i also think that way, spending your almost half of your life in school isn't my thing, i get jealous when i see people at my age having fun and they have nothing to worry about, sometimes i just cry wondering what is the purpose of life, why am i suffering? i just want to be happy at totoo nga yung sinasabi ni nisa na sobrang nakakainggit na nakikita mo yung mga friends at people na living there lives to the fullest, minsan kinequestion ko nalang ang universe kung bakit gantong buhay ang binigay nya sakin hahaha
what you said about the effort you put doesn't align with the expected result gets me. ayaw mong ma-disappoint after putting so much effort but still, you can't help but to think, is everything enough and worth it? i think every youtubers have this love and hate relationship with the platform and we're feeling the same way especially this pandemic :
nandito ka zerr
*OWEMJJIIIIII MY IDOL SUPPORTING MY IDOL TOO!*
SHEESHHH YOU'RE HERE TOO
"sorry my false" yesss we love an understanding anisa🤩
Sobrang tawa ko!!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣
GANDANG DILAG GRABE TALAGA 🤤🤤🤤🤤
i'm that bibo kid dahil.....
Time stamps sa "Podcast ni Anisa" ✨
00:58 - Bakit di ko ginagawa ganting video (Branding)
2:30 - School
9:56 - RUclips
11:34 - The wonderful and not so wonderful world of RUclips
17:05 - Sahod sa RUclips
17:41 - Nag - iiba sa harap ng camera
19:14 - The most frustrating thing....
i don't know why i found myself tearing up whenever nisa talks about her struggles on youtube or her life. thank you so much for teaching us :)) i've been watching you for more than a year now and i do not regret one bit that i discovered you. for me, i love the funny anisa and this open and transparent anisa. you deserve everything you've worked for. we're alright with you not focusing on youtube, don't worry. we understand that you're only human too. you make us happy sobra too kasi sa totoo lang ikaw isa sa mga happy pill ko and kahit sobrang stressed ko or sad about anything, you make me happy :))
again, i am grateful for you to be a part of my life :))
keep going and don't feel pressured because you deserve everything you're enjoying now because of youtube. just enjoy what you're doing bc that makes us happy for you too. we love you always nisa!!
tbh it's nice to know na andami satin na may pinagdadaanan na "slump" siguro +++ nakakarelate ako sa karamihan ng sinabi mo madz kaya ayun take your time lang po with youtube, you dont really have to feel burdened with having to vlog every single moment of your life kasi mabburnout ka lang nang husto :((( we're always here for you ate nisa hehe
tawang tawa ako sa start first time akong pinasok sa medyas 😂 pero super love ko pagopen up mo nisa felt na felt ko yung ibang sinabi mo... online school sucks din omg :(
YESSSSSSS NICOLE WATCHING NISA IS SOMETHING I'M NOT EXPECTING BUT I'M HERE FOR IT
OMGGG HI NICOLE HAHAHAHAHA
this podcast was sooo goooood.
the obsession over numbers will truly never end, no matter how big or small your platform is. it's nice to see creators i look up to open up about "the numbers", it makes me feel like I'm not alone
"there was a point in my life na wala na akong kaibigan"
im not cryiiing, you areee😭☹️
me :((
"if they're your friends diba dapat parang mas maging madali for you to do what you want?"
felt. we should really be careful of who consider as our "friends" talaga
You’re so strong and brave for this, Anisa!! Kaya pala sobrang gaan ng pakiramdam ko sayo e dahil napagdaananan mo rin yung mga naranasan ko 😭😭 MAS RELATE NA RELATE NA KO SAU BHIE!! Sobrang raw ng video na to dama ko yung puso at pawis at inet i love u poh!
grabe nakikinig ako while doing my modules and i can relate 100%. we've been in this online setup aka hellhole for 2 YEARS already. and it's not getting better nor it is effective for everyone. i'm already in my freshman year of college kasi uso gano'n for clout. char pero, adulting is indeed pressuring. na we need to achieve something within a specific timeline. but !! anw, breaks are important. we all have our own pace. ily nisa more podcasts like this please!!
This content is my current issue SA aking pag aaral. I just don't like the learning setup. It's okay not to be okay mareehhhh Nisa, andito Lang Kaming mga supporters mo. Padayon Lang Kita. Lab u mare. Let's iyak this virtually.
This is a reminder that we all go through bad times in life, lalo na this online classes, but always remember that you're not aloneee, that it's okay to feel that way, and that you shouldn't blame yourself. We can all go through this
Most of the time, I cannot focus on what my teacher is saying, BUT, there is this one learning facilitator that really make me intently listen to them. Maybe, it depends on the teacher or not, though this is purely based on my opinion,
Same! I believe that it's in the vibe and aura of the teacher(s) or their teaching ways that makes me hyped up and interested. Meron kasi talagang mga teachers na magaling makipag communicate na tipong mararamdaman mo na connected ka sa kanya, o gaganahan ka pag klase niya na.
Same lang, ang profession na gusto ko is Therapist not because I want money but to genuinely help people. Ang concern ko lang talaga is "What if I don't do a good job doing this?". I'm not confident with my skills nor intellect which makes me doubt myself most of the time.
as someone who overthinks and worries abt my future and my career path i felt so comforted knowing im not alone,, thank you for this nisa ♡
as a new youtuber din i always overthink and everytime i upload a video di ko alam kung susuko na ba ko coz iam feeling bad seing my videos not growing
well beside of that when the pandemic was started everything for me is suck idk if i will be okay in the future like EVERYONE IS TIRED NOW 😴 may time na mapapaisip ka nalang o tutunga nang ilang minutes thinking "am i okay?" u still think and show na di ka stress di ka pagod pero pagod na pagod ka na
Well nisa i like this video send hugs to you💓💓💓
It just feels more refreshing and even tho it's not much, you can really feel the genuine and honesty of nissa thru this video/vlog
Modified online kami means palagi dapat makikinig or sasagot palagi may google meeting, tapos kailangan sumagot palagi so I have no choice but makinig.
But I agree sobrang mentally draining nang lahat, Idk kahit ginagawa ko naman lahat feeling ko walang kwenta lahat I feel so lost ang hirap but I need to keep going.
But I usually take a break to relax
we need more podcast eps from u kween !!!
“Kailan ka nagbubulakbol?”
Nisa: Uhm, minsan everyday.
Prioritizing this over doing my stacked up school works🤩🤩🤩
Queen thingz only
It's nice that you're supporting Nisa but I hope you're doing your task now or after you take rest hehe wala lang, ako kasi napressure sayo te hahahahaha napakanosy ko na naman huhu.
@@biennaaang4744 bat mo naman sinalo yung pressure maddie hahshahahh ginagawa ko na tasks ko pwede ka na huminga maddie HAHAHAHAHA
@@Sam-gl6xi natapos ko na kasi lahat ng akin kaya yung iba naman prinoblema ko hahahahahaha😭
@@Sam-gl6xi good luck sa tasks mo sana makakuha ka ng magandang results
Finally, something to watch while drinking hot chocolate milk.
same lol
Nisa's timing is always perfect...like every time I feel stressed out I open YT and I always find a new Nisa Nuggets video and that makes me happy
Relate? Relate!!! Thank you so much for this vlog. It somehow validated my feelings towards this ✨existential crisis✨. Akala ko ako lang. It's just so very comforting to know may kasama ka pa lang lumalaban rin sa buhay. I love youuuuuuu!!! 💓
Nisa! Same na same tayo ng story with online classes and feeling like not doing anything anymore. Tapos yung mindset abt medicine, but mine was mostly fuelled by pride, kasi nga yun lahat sa family ay medicine field pero fortunately di ko pinursue ang nursing or medtech nagstop pa nga ako for a year kasi i was super undecided. I'm enrolled na rn but I mostly did it for my family but I really want to do youtube talaga, for years since I was 15 I've always wanted to do RUclips pero di ko magawa, rn while at school I feel so tired, drained and unhappy I just wanna drop out and start RUclips but I can't, I don't have resources to start wala talaga right now but filming and editing and brainstorming for content makes me happy, I enjoy it a lot and its what I really want to do . :
watching this for my quick study break, it's my finals week kasi 😭 thank you for being my comfort person ms. nisa, i enjoyed ur first podcast so much
Totoo yung sobrang lunod na tayo sa workload ngayong OLC compared f2f. Yung wala ka nang ibang inaatupag kundi school work, wala ka nang time magpahinga kasi ang gusto mo matapos na lahat at maka pasa on time. Tas sa gmeets/zoom clases, di ka maka focus, minsan nga tutulugan mo nakang kasi kulang ka sa tulog the night before. Nakaka drain ng sobra
this is one of the most relatable podcast I heard haaays. MOREEE MAMI!!
I left college around 2017 (w/c makes me a 2nd year undergrad), became a first-time mom late 2018, and now I'm 26 but still 'di ko pa din alam kung anong gusto ko gawin sa buhay other than taking care of my baby. Naka-relate ako sa mental and physical exhaustion mo when it comes to studying- mine is working tho. WFH jobs are very helpful esp I have a baby to take care of, but totoo naman kasi talagang wala din akong naiintindihan sa discussions during training kasi for me, mas effective talaga pag face to face (whether work or study).
HUGS FOR EVERYONE, KAYA NATIN 'TO 🤗
Thank you ate nisa for this podcast actually right now feeling sobrang drain ko na at wala pa akong nasasagutang exam saktong nag upload ka medyo nawala ang pagod and stress ko sooo ate nisa tysm!!I hope may next ep pa
:((
Proud of you Ate🤗 don't pressure yourself po you are doing great a vlog per month or two is fine po😊 take it easy. I know it's easy to say but hard to do but then I think you need to organize yourself (your thoughts) po and do what you love and enjoy.
I'm living for this laid back and chill Nisa.. ✨❤️
exactly
nisa as much as i think this will happen one time, please do more of this because repeating this podcast really helps me relax and feel better.
ako: naiistress sa school works kasi ang dami
nisa: uploads a youtube vid
ako: naistress pa din, pero papanodin ang bidyo ni mareng nisa.
oh my god, i felt this 😭 i went to college thinking that i want to pursue med but now i’m on my third year of nursing school, i realized that med isn’t for me. thank you nisa, for this :(
i don't know why but i felt very emotional watching this video, i feel resonated with what you just said about everything but its with my gaming consumption. thank you for opening this up to us
You have no idea how much your vlogs boost up my mood. relatable, witty, and very gen z! that’s why you’re my comfort vlogger eh.
This podcast is so so so good and relaxing, and i can relate to it so much. Please do more episodes.
nagrereview na dapat ako for biochem, anaphy, anf funda of nursing kaso shet. Existential crisis in me is back, too. NISAAAA YOU SPIT FAXX THANKS FOR WAKING ME UP @1:03 in the morning habang nagmememorize ng mga kung ano anong katangahan sa course na di ko naman gusto.
finally, someone put my feelings into words. the assurance i need... thank you, i love you maddie!
at 22 I totally get being overstimulated bai. I recently started a new job that has nothing to do with my past jobs they explained and asked us to do very simple computing lang. now I am lost. everybody in my age group has been doing so well and there I was murag tanga and cant even make a decent google sheet to make my shit look pretty and professional. tengene. i think I'm underqualified for my current job. and I'm not studying and i haven't graduated yet while my friends are at school and working in the same company as I do. but I'm still holding on to the flicker of hope that things will get better for you, me, and the rest of the early twenty-somethings. but pukinanginuh its very lisod gyud trying to figure out if I can do this.
i'm happy you've decided to make something like this.
covid has been a big hunk of shet.
i’m currently at america dahil may rare condition ako. and finally when i’m cured ph is not accepting flights🥲 and if they do, may quarantine bullshet pa.
hayyysst, God pls bless us all.
i’m very happy ate nisa that u’re opening up bc u’re the only youtuber that i can relate to so much and hearing u talk personally makes me feel not alone.
Madzwae, I can relate to this. We want more of this mare hehe
nissa love u! pag nag bubukas ako ng youtube tas nakita ko may bago kang video super excited ko huhu la lang us2 ko lang ishare :) LAB U NISSANUGGETS
Don't be too hard on yourself. You're doing a great job, nisa! ♥️
When I thought I had everything in control but here came a pandemic we thought would only last for 2 weeks but turns out to be more than a year, it’s just exhausting. Love you, Ma’am!
love thiss... this is literally how i feel about school rn
5:16 Kalako ako lang, gr. 11 here ang hirap and very complex ang view ko sa online class considering na ang daming distraction sa paligid ko naiiyak nalang ako madalas. I'm slowly being unproductive and unorganized with my system. Methods aren't applying really well to me by then I somehow overthink other unnecessary possibilities on my surroundings
I love this!!! looking forward for your next podcast eps kahit na nakalagay sa thumbnail isang ep lang to baka magbago isip mo 😅🤍
Relate much especially when you put a lot of efforts on something, and you did not get the result you wanted. It's so frustrating. But kelangan mo ulet bumangon at gumawa ng paraan. Laban!
this podcast I really need ahhck!grabe talaga parang naging spokesperson ng feelings ko ikaw sa part ng first year of college and having little bit of existential crisis✨ hahahahha i love youuuuuuii
I genuinely enjoy this type of video from you. Your brand indeed was being loud & happy with the people that you love but it makes me feel closer to you that you are open about your life, like telling your worries & everything. Just do you.
WE STAN A ROBOTIC KWEEN!!!💗💗💗🥰
Pinapakinggan ko to habang nag rereview ako, akalako ma distract ako pero woww mas nakareview pako ng maayos kesa kapag nakikinig ako ng musiccc. Thank for this ateeee
Ka nays hearing these from you dzae
Dont worry ate, you keep alot of students happy during tough times, ako im a student myself, when im struggling and stressed, i look for your videos, it energises me, feel ko di lang ako nakaka ramdam neto, you are important to some people and those people will always be there for you since you were there when we were struggling :))
I love how honest and genuine this vid is ✨
Same mare. Nagaattendance lang ako after ko matawag manonood nako sa netflix or maglalaro. Di ko na feel na natututo ako. I tried na makinig pero sobrang distracted ako. Parang walang pumapasok. Nagaaral lang ako pag may exam/quiz kami na gagawin. Then everyday palagi may activity, lam mo yorn nakaka-drain mare. Hayy. Pero konting tiis nalang naman kaya kinakaya.
nasa dagat ako at isang bar lang ang signal pero manunuod ako ng vlog mo wie
ILY HABANG BOHAI MADZAE, MABUHAY KA NAWA HABANG BOHAI
but aside from that, its all about motivation and willingness to learn. In a span of 2 year online class, i learned alot, but it a ton in me on the long run. It drained me a lot, that's why the thing is, just do where your heart will lead you. It is never wrong to choose yourself. self love and care, isn't selfish. it is an answer to your heart.
OMG SHE REALLY DID IT YAASSSSS
*GRABE I FEEL YOU ATE ANG HIRAP IBUILD ULI NUNG OLD COMMUNITY, THIS PANDEMIC REALLY SUCKS TALAGA!*
"it was the first time I realized that effort doesn't guarantee success"
BTS Suga 🙂
Same , in my case I thought after college I can do things to what I planned before but reality hits me ( and pandemic added ). My anxiety and depression like symptoms developed further which is not helpful in my situation coz I already experienced pressure indirectly from family and friends ever since I was young. Seeing someone at your age having job and do things they like is a bittersweet for me. I am genuinely happy for them but at the same time self pitying myself coz I am still lost and jobless .And yeah until now I am still struggling to overcome that situation,feelings and pressure. I know, everyone has their own battle but sometimes its hard to stay positive all the time. Maybe we are destined to experience being lost in a sense we dont know where to start or where are we going. Hope we can get out in this suck situation soon. Stay strong, keep moving and dont stop finding the true happiness (and self) in life is the only thing that fuels me right now
Podcast queen with a cool aesthetic intro 💖
this js one of the most relatable video you've posted 😭 thank you for posting this, i feel so represented and seen. keep going anisa, we're always proud of you madz!!!
ANO MUNANG LIPSTICK MO
HAHAHAHHAAH EVER BILENA DUSKY ROSE MHIE
Hi toni sis!!! ✨
I love podcast so muchh more miss Nisa!!!
I applaud u madzie for being vulnerable and showing this new side of you! Your feelings and stand on your youtube and personal life are all valid! I hope you are happy nisaaaaa and well rested! we r proud u madzzieeeee
One time nakatulog ako sa psychiatric nursing na course namin at paggising ko, kami nalang ng clinical instructor namin sa gmeet. Don't worry, hindi ka nag iisa na naging diminished na ang attention span. :'>
Tysm for this podcast and i'm very happy na dumaan ka sa yt page ko.
Nisa forgetting to make an outro scene and does it in her bed is me forgetting the dishes when its 12 midnight and I'm so comfy in bed 😭😭😭
Oo noh? Nisa, sng nag open forum kami bala sa guidance namon ligad, hambal ko naka adjust na ko kahit papano sa ol class pero listening to you now, wala man gali galayo experience mo sa na experience ko kay sa school tasks lang ko gali naka adjust wherein makapasa ko before gd sng deadline nga wala na ga 11:59 pm pero inang gapamati gd ko sa wakal sng maestro ko? Wala na gd, ga enter lang ko sa call tas gatulog bsan lawig man tulog ko sa gab e. Tapos gakawad an naman ko gana sa mga topics nga namian man ko sng una :(( thank you gd for letting me here u process your emotions kay comforting ang mabal an nga indi malang gali ako ang nabudlayan japon. Love you!!! Stay safe alwayz
tama sizt, may natutunan ako pero a little bit lang 😭 i feel so physically, mentally and emotionally tired and drained!!!
As a student who's new to experience online class learning, I find myself listening talaga sa teachers all the time. That's the only way I can feel that I am still a student who's at school because there's presentation and discussion. I also always try my best to give my full attention to the teacher because it helps my brain to absorb information. I find it hard to understand kase if I'd only read the learning materials. So yea, kahit pagod or antok pa nakikinig talaga me.
I love you nisa for this. I need this. Thank you
i love this ate nisa! i write in ao3 too sometimes and i know how frustrating it is na hindi makuha yung ine-expect mong likes or views after all the effort you've done. kahit ano pang sabihin natin na we do these stuff for ourselves or we create content because we like it and we don't care about what others think... at the end of the day, we still want people to see it and appreciate it. and hanggang ngayon, i'm still trying to learn how to not become obsessed with numbers. yun lang, more podcast vids pa pls!!! luv u huhu
i know the feeling of being lost and alone, like wala akong constant friend ever since hs. college na ako now, on my 3rd year but guess what? wala parin akong friends hehe. kaya im so happy for you nissa, for finding dan and others. everytime na you'd upload vlogs with them im jelous cuz im getting older pero i have never experience that kind of bond :((
hope u keep uploading video with ur friends. since pandemic happened and all of my college friends started working already and also me tas di kami same sched. nakakagagaan ng loob panuorin interaction niyo ng friends mo. parang kasama rin ako kasi sobrang tagal ko ng hinahanap yung genuine interaction with friends.
I can resonate with what you said na pagmay-cam na, yung emotions natin mas high, exaggerated( and i am not even someone who do videos) and pag wala na, mas lowkey na lang yung vibe or like mas mababa compared to when we're doing videos or even taking pictures. And what do we do to have that ecstatic state again, we post our pictures and share it to our friends and im guilty of doing that. I am not saying it's a bad thing pero minsan, parang di na natin kilala sarili natin at kung ano ba feelings natin. Minsan, dinedepend na lang natin yung happiness natin sa social media which is very alarming. Taking pictures and making videos and contents, yes these are all relishing things to do however too much engagement on these things can be detrimental to our health. So payo ko lang, make sure to achieve a balance life. What i mean is that nama-manage mo yung time so intrapersonal, interpersonal at social media life mo because if you can be able to maneuver this maturely, mas makikilala natin mga sarili natin at mas mapra-priotize natin kung ano ba talaga ang Importante sa buhay natin and Kailangan ng katawan natin which is Happiness and Good health/state in the five realms of life which is the physical, emotional, mental, social and spiritual. Alam kong mahirap pero kailangan lang talaga nating subukan. I love you Nisa Nuggets, tingnan mo ginawa mo naging sentimental na rin ako haha
ANISAAAAAA please make more, I swear you can literally do this na series and people will LOVE this.
I appreciate this type videos from a different variety of youtubers mas nakikita yung insights, just raw emotions words and thoughts from it, maybe its harsh to discuss lalo na if you watch the "big-time" youtubers here but at the back your head you'll have this realization, reflection and feeling that this type of field is really exhausting in every part and would really define on how you see youtubers
i rlly regret na ngayon ko lang to pinanuod, i am currently not okay, and this vid of yours, sobrang nakakacomfort dahil nakakarelate ako about online class. thank you nisa.
this is my therapy😍
This is my first time to listen sa not so typical "podcast" like others influencers do but all I can say is anisa really got my focus and ending up na makinig sakanya hanggang sa matapos. I totally agreed sa lahat ng sinabi niya dahil tao lang din naman siya, may emotional side and kinemberlu that many of her supporters/viewers don't see. Pero I really salute how transparent she is, how open she is lalo na sa pagiging estudyante niya and I really appreciate it. I just want to say nisa (hOPE NA MABASA MO 2 HUHU) na you really made me feel na I am not alone, na hindi lang ako yung estudyanteng nahihirapan, nakaka feel ng pressure and all. Thank you for doing this, and to all students in the world and universe eme at kung ano ka man you can do it, we can do it. Its sucks but its worth it. I believe
Also me ate I just can't learn how to focus on my studies anymore dahil wala naman syang benefits sa akin maybe in the future meron pero sobrang konti lang I can feel it, madalas kasi yan yung na fefeel ko like bakit hindi na lang nila ituro yung legit na makakatulong sayo sa future at sa fam mo. And also most of my profs and teachers way back on my senior days as in wala talaga silang pake kung mamatay ka na sa depression and anxiety, they all care about the damn work loads na kailangan mong I pass due short period of time. Kaya minsan mas maganda talaga mag focus don sa Alam mong sigurado don sa may kita na. Kaya ate Nissa no judgement cuz believe it or not I would also choose the same if I have the privilege.
ang ironic lagi yung kung hindi mo gusto yung ineffort mo doon pa may recognition while you're proud sa nagawa mong output was barely enough to be recognized :x felt that in a way. :x
love your insights btw, it's refreshing to hear galing sa'yo. :]
I feel the same ate nisa. I'm a grade 12 student I supposed to stop but my parents won't let me. I'm really tired and drained saka mahirap din makipagsabayan sa mga kaklase lalo na pag sila sila magkakilala tas ikaw transfer.
Make more of this, ate nisa! this is so calming to watch and i felt like i was listening about your rants and how your day was. Love u anisa! Stay strong, always, mentally and physically!
I don't really like listening to podcast but Nisa, you are the only exception. Luv youuuuu
i really stan nisa because of her attitude and mindset. rooting for u. don't be hard to urself :>
This podcast made me calm somehow kasi i relate to it and knowing the kinda raw version of someone you thought who had their sht together most of the time they can also feel drained, it makes me feel like we can actually have bad days and super good days pero nao-overwhelmed lang tayo sa bad days that we can't appreciate the good days. and how we over stressed ourselves on something we can't control. i like this type of videos ♥