Male psychologist here.. I grew up on this music and believe an entire generation found solitude in the emotional expression of all the pain and distress their parents had no words or tools for. Drugs, divorce, death, we had no way to cope and no online communities. These metal artists SOAD, Slipknot, Korn, gave us a conduit to express the emotion we didn't even know we had. I'll forever be grateful for the connection I felt through headphones sitting in the dark alone..
i really really wanna spout back but , as you are a self pronounced mental health professional , would you not say this is a question of more what did i miss , and why was I not there ?
@@Rogers_Ranger We all miss something. Even the most balanced of upbringings and emotional subtstance can sometimes not offer what you need. I can see your question, however, we all miss something. And this music found a way into the hearts of some of us, and spoke truth in a way that was alien to whatever we had at hand at the time.I feel completely what @jessebahrke was saying. Some people need an avenue to be awoken from, and sometimes that comes trough music.
Interesting you associate SoaD, S/K and Korn - to me they are totally different. S/K I can only manage one cover version, because the cover artist does it better. My brother raves to me about Korn - but they miss me somewhere, not over the top I am sure. SoaD are great though.
This song was so controversial that the label refused to use the original name of “suicide” which forced the band to change the name to their favorite Chinese fast food. By the next year it was the most requested song on the biggest rock station in America
Yes. The band wanted to call the song "suicide" but it was deemed to be too negative. They chopped "suicide" down to "Sui"........ chopped sui............chop suey.
The RUclips algorithm suggested your channel, and I loved seeing the discussion about what’s behind the music, beyond just the heavy sound and intense visuals. To me, it feels like a more raw (sometimes not so much) way of expressing our fears and traumas, helping us learn more about ourselves. I had so much fun watching your reactions and Olivia’s, along with the talk about the music and the video. Can’t wait for the next one! Big hugs from a fan in Brazil!
Taylor - your joy in watching her reactions is hilarious and awesome!! BTW - yes it’s me, the same David Gregory that suggested Pushit. Love this song too!! Keep rockin!
The way Taylor looks at Olivia in this video is the way my dog looks at me hammered at 2:30 knowing I'm about to drop food on the floor. That level of psyched.
I always find it amazing how much music can convey a message that carries over through time. A song that I related to as a senior in high school was (showing my age) still resounds with the same message decades later. Music is powerful when depth of the message is paired with the context of a lived experience.
I love how giddy Taylor was showing this one to Olivia. It was like watching someone show off their favorite toy. Another two songs you should check out are Flaw- Whole and Three Days Grace- I hate everything about you. Both helped me thru some tough times. Keep up the amazing work!
Same here, imagine being in argentina when everybody just listen to trap and cumbia, singing about how much "street they have and how much women and money they spend" felt alone my whole f life.
My daughter goes to school for music education ... it's surprising how many people going to college for music don't listen to a lot of music with an open mind.
It's so fun to watch Taylor in the same position all us metal fans have been in for years. Watching someone experiencing the joy of the things we love, is very satisfying.
You two are a wacky lot :-D And watching Taylor having this slightly mischievous smile while glancing at Liv's reactions... priceless. And on top of that your insight on the mental health side of things and how things (might) relate. nice. Please more. its important.
@RageForSeven I was raised in a Baptist church. And then I was evangelical through Highschool... I've since come to my senses, but some things never leave you. Honestly, though, I did have to look up the verse number I only remembered Luke 23 off the top of my head
David I felt the same way. After reading your comment I realized that 90% of my focus of this video was on her facial expression/reaction. It was almost addictive.
Loving the channel. Recently discovered and so happy to see how (just like me, as somebody who works with students with special needs) therapists are reacting to my favourite musicians
Funny that the two songs she has reacted to so far Duality/Chop Suey were produced by Rick Rubin. And System Of A Down's first tour for this album "Toxicity" which this song is on, was with Slipknot in 2001.
She's just hovering the whole video at the right edge like :D Did you see that? :D Did you hear that? :D She has just the best smiley face and I love it
I always assumed the "Father why have you forsaken me?" was from the Gospel of Matthew, rather than the Psalm that you referred to, it was when Jesus is on the cross and yells, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" Many people call God the Father, and I think the whole martyrdom tie in fits with the songs message, but that's just my opinion.
As someone who has had mental health demons for a long time (I'm ok. I wasn't for a long time but I understand myself well enough to manage my lows) the juxtaposition of constant hiding of what you feel with the moments of crying out for help is very real. The lengths I would go to be the funny and outgoing centre of the world so no-one would expect me to be in such a dark place. Only to leave hints to the world... It was like screaming for help into a pillow so no-one would notice.... To anyone that does feel that way I wish you the best. It gets easier. If it's not getting easier please either get help you definitely deserve or at the very least try something new to break the cycle of self abuse. I focused on my strengths rather than my shortcomings (and found an amazing partner in life helped). I'm still self-conscious about my shortcomings. But they're easier to swallow if you see what you do well. Be well all
"Erratic" might be the best description I've heard of this song and it applies to a lot of great songs. That factor makes it very relatable and cathartic to people who are suffering from and/or work with depression. Calm can lead to chaos and chaos can lead to calm and there is no real warning for either state of mind. This song isn't about depression directly though. It's a story of a drug addict OD'ing. A good person with a problem and how people will look down of people who OD and not giving a single thought to the person it actually happened to. But obviously most drug abuse is connected to mental issues and escaping the reality they can't deal with. "I cry when angels 'deserve' to die".
I'd be really interested to see what you made of Clawfinger's "Do What I Say". I think it's an excellent expression of the cruelty that often exists in the father-son relationship. Also I think the band Rammstein will be a goldmine for you.
It’s almost like alternative music addresses the reality of the human condition in all its crazy forms 🤔 Human expression through music when it’s real touches us. Alternative music is made in the large part by people that deeply feel that battle between the light and dark. Be it traumatic experiences , substance abuse issues or generally experiencing emotional pain more than “regular” folk. That’s why it’s so relatable and offers people going through a difficult time something that’s says ‘I know that pain’ It’s great that you have found this out. Music as part of therapy should be a more commonly practised thing
I like how in the video there is this one short scene where they are eating chop suey and are having this "are you ffin kidding me?" look, because they had to change the name of the song for the label (which has been mentioned numerous times already).
I totally dig the reactions. It's cool watching you watch her reactions, too. Cool channel, great message, always entertaining! As I always do..screaming Motionless in White, Thoughts and Prayers! Be easy!!
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01:54 - in music theory it´s called dynamics - variation in volume / speed / intensity - along the musical piece. it´s a very powerful way to convey emotions. if the composer knows deeply musical theory he/she can use this intentionaly. many musically gifted composers that do not know musical theory use this concept intuitively
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04:53 - ps just to say that in a pure musical sence there is 0 chaos in this piece. it all seems meticulously planned , there is no improvising, the harmony and chord chages are very well structured. the melody lines are completly in accordance with the harmony. the beat is the same all along the piece. there is no chaos here. but of course the intention of delivering the sense of chaos to the listener is masterfuly well achieved.
You have to listen to Breathe by The Warning, live at the Pepsi Centre. The writer described it as a panic attack set to music. The song writer said she'd never play it live but it was such a special night she felt complelled to.
Hi, I love the reaction! I would love to hear your thoughts on their song Dreaming - not one of their biggest songs, but definitely subject matter that would interest you. Thanks!
Thankfully the RUclips algorithm has the other video of you and your friend listening to Slipknot over there becuase I missed it and was going to ask which vid it was. Heading to that one now. She seems pretty cool. W reaction
So..... Fade to black -metallica Falling in reverse - last resort Five Finger Death punch - wrong side of heaven Epica -code of life Metallica - Master of puppets Linkin Park - given up And soooo many more! 😊 Together ofcourse 😊
Would love to hear you’re review a place where you belong or bittersweet memories by bullet for my valentine would love to hear your thoughts about it / them 😊
I am a 57 year old male from the Netherlands. I am in therapy for an eating disorder (binge eating). 1 full day a week. And as I have been told: the eatingdisorder is the tip of the iceberg. Now that is under controle, the rest of the iceberg comes above the surface. At 57 for the first time autisme is mentioned and it seems I have had braindamage at around 10 years old (big carcrash, lost concisiousness for about 20 minutes). I have learned to work around my issues, but now it all seems to go wrong. At times I have suicidale thoughts, my head is often a big mess, at times I break down. The song Chop Suey resonates with me. It makes so much sence. I hope the therapy brings me what I need (I am in good hands, I know that, but it is still difficult). Musicwise I switch between happy songs and very dark songs. I needed to get this down in a reaction: it helps in my dark moments. Best wishes
From OneStepAtATime: @gerardjansen36 Hi there friend, Thank you so much for sharing with us. It takes a lot of courage to be open and honest about your past, battles, and feelings. I see your strength, and I admire that. SOD has done such a wonderful job with this song, so much emotion, so much power. And so raw. I am really happy that we can connect on this. You have been through so much in life. Going through something like a brutal car accident can have such a big impact on someones life. It can change things forever. Living with undiagnosed things can create huge challenges in life. They feel cruel and unjust. But from what you've said, I can tell you are an extremely resilient person. You possess the skills to overcome life's greatest challenges. And I am so proud of you for that. I am very happy to hear that you are in good hands with therapy. That can make a world of difference. I also battle with a binge eating disorder and had great support which allowed me to overcome. It is still incredibly hard. But I believe in you. And we are here for you at HS. Please feel free to reach out at any time. Much love, Blake
From OneStepAtATime: @gerardjansen36 Hi there friend, Thank you so much for sharing with us. It takes a lot of courage to be open and honest about your past, battles, and feelings. I see your strength, and I admire that. SOD has done such a wonderful job with this song, so much emotion, so much power. And so raw. I am really happy that we can connect on this. You have been through so much in life. Going through something like a brutal car accident can have such a big impact on someones life. It can change things forever. Living with undiagnosed things can create huge challenges in life. They feel cruel and unjust. But from what you've said, I can tell you are an extremely resilient person. You possess the skills to overcome life's greatest challenges. And I am so proud of you for that. I am very happy to hear that you are in good hands with therapy. That can make a world of difference. I also battle with a binge eating disorder and had great support which allowed me to overcome. It is still incredibly hard. But I believe in you. And we are here for you at HS. Please feel free to reach out at any time. Much love, Blake
From ebcoile: @gerardjansen36 Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your story. Youve been through a lot and are continuing to have things thrown at you. But it sounds like you are fighting to be better every day. Its amazing how much therapy a song can bring you, it doesn't matter if it's joyful or dark, its still speaking to your soul. Im so happy to know that you are able to have counseling and i pray also that it does bring you what you need to continue to cope with what life has laid upon you. You are a fighter and i believe that you will be victorious. We are always here when you need, whether it be to rant or to celebrate. With Love Eric
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Male psychologist here.. I grew up on this music and believe an entire generation found solitude in the emotional expression of all the pain and distress their parents had no words or tools for. Drugs, divorce, death, we had no way to cope and no online communities. These metal artists SOAD, Slipknot, Korn, gave us a conduit to express the emotion we didn't even know we had. I'll forever be grateful for the connection I felt through headphones sitting in the dark alone..
i really really wanna spout back but , as you are a self pronounced mental health professional , would you not say this is a question of more what did i miss , and why was I not there ?
@@Rogers_Ranger We all miss something. Even the most balanced of upbringings and emotional subtstance can sometimes not offer what you need. I can see your question, however, we all miss something. And this music found a way into the hearts of some of us, and spoke truth in a way that was alien to whatever we had at hand at the time.I feel completely what @jessebahrke was saying. Some people need an avenue to be awoken from, and sometimes that comes trough music.
Interesting you associate SoaD, S/K and Korn - to me they are totally different. S/K I can only manage one cover version, because the cover artist does it better. My brother raves to me about Korn - but they miss me somewhere, not over the top I am sure. SoaD are great though.
@@Nick_Sandman they're like the three most popular nu-metal bands
Korn's "Right Now" also gave me this relief!
Nothing better than showing a friend something and them loving it lol
That's the essence of why we like reaction videos.
This song was so controversial that the label refused to use the original name of “suicide” which forced the band to change the name to their favorite Chinese fast food. By the next year it was the most requested song on the biggest rock station in America
Yes. The band wanted to call the song "suicide" but it was deemed to be too negative. They chopped "suicide" down to "Sui"........ chopped sui............chop suey.
You forgot the part about that radio station saying they would never play there music
Honestly not my favorite system song, not trolling, just think they have better hits, guess this one's nostalgic.
On the record it starts with Serj saying "Rolling Suicide...."
@@seanmurphy637 The record company apparently told them to chop the name. "Chop suey" was the result.
Thsi song goes out to all the falling angels taken too early we cry for you
Man I wish I could go back and experience this song again for the first time
I absolutely love these Taylor shares with Olivia episodes!! Love love love
glad you love them! We love making them - T
@ Love hearing that! You two are a superb combo!
The RUclips algorithm suggested your channel, and I loved seeing the discussion about what’s behind the music, beyond just the heavy sound and intense visuals.
To me, it feels like a more raw (sometimes not so much) way of expressing our fears and traumas, helping us learn more about ourselves.
I had so much fun watching your reactions and Olivia’s, along with the talk about the music and the video.
Can’t wait for the next one!
Big hugs from a fan in Brazil!
Taylor - your joy in watching her reactions is hilarious and awesome!! BTW - yes it’s me, the same David Gregory that suggested Pushit. Love this song too!! Keep rockin!
David!!! So glad you're here so grateful for you
The way Taylor looks at Olivia in this video is the way my dog looks at me hammered at 2:30 knowing I'm about to drop food on the floor. That level of psyched.
Rick Rubin was such a genius in how he helped serj finish this song. it became the best part of the song at the end when he screams "Father!"
The face you pull when your just feeling it. I started watching this channel for your reactions, stayed for the evaluation. Just brilliant!
I always find it amazing how much music can convey a message that carries over through time. A song that I related to as a senior in high school was (showing my age) still resounds with the same message decades later. Music is powerful when depth of the message is paired with the context of a lived experience.
I love how giddy Taylor was showing this one to Olivia. It was like watching someone show off their favorite toy. Another two songs you should check out are Flaw- Whole and Three Days Grace- I hate everything about you. Both helped me thru some tough times. Keep up the amazing work!
Now you absolutely have to do Aerials. I loved Taylor's reaction and interpretation. I'd love to see Olivia's.
i love how Taylor went on full metalhead mode seeing her friend reaction. Her happy face was hilarious 🤘
God i wish i had open minded, intellectual, and opinionated friends to just sit down and listen to music with.
Same here, imagine being in argentina when everybody just listen to trap and cumbia, singing about how much "street they have and how much women and money they spend" felt alone my whole f life.
Change friends.
My daughter goes to school for music education ... it's surprising how many people going to college for music don't listen to a lot of music with an open mind.
@@FDx8500not much difference here in Romania. They sing about the same things, just different styles.
Lammmeeeee
Your two friendship is awesome. I bet this helps your audience too.
This song got me through a lot of drama and emotions ❤
It's so fun to watch Taylor in the same position all us metal fans have been in for years. Watching someone experiencing the joy of the things we love, is very satisfying.
Taylor had such a wholesome labrador energy
So that's what she reminded me of. I couldn't figure out where I'd seen that face she was making before 😂
You two are a wacky lot :-D And watching Taylor having this slightly mischievous smile while glancing at Liv's reactions... priceless.
And on top of that your insight on the mental health side of things and how things (might) relate. nice. Please more. its important.
It's from the gospel of Luke 23:46 when Jesus is in the cross. He says "father into your hands I comend my spirit... Father why have you forsaken me?"
did you know that off the top of your head? if so that's incredible!!
Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?
‘Commit’ my spirit…
@RageForSeven I was raised in a Baptist church. And then I was evangelical through Highschool... I've since come to my senses, but some things never leave you. Honestly, though, I did have to look up the verse number I only remembered Luke 23 off the top of my head
@vshrum it depends on the version you're reading, but yes, that is one way it was translated
HYPED love sharing music with friends, and scarring them forever.
This song spoke to me in words I didn't know I felt yet. Not in every word, but alot
David I felt the same way. After reading your comment I realized that 90% of my focus of this video was on her facial expression/reaction. It was almost addictive.
They harmonize so good together.
Im here just for watching Taylor sit behind Olivia like the Insidious demon 😂🤣😂
More with you two!! Olivia has so much metal to discover 😍🤘
You gotta react together more often!!!
Love having her on with you.
I just love when people actually get metal music and why we love it so much. It's therapy for a lot of us.
Loving the channel. Recently discovered and so happy to see how (just like me, as somebody who works with students with special needs) therapists are reacting to my favourite musicians
Give her more metal!! Her reactions are so cool to watch!!🤘🏼
So much vicarious joy in this video. :D
Funny that the two songs she has reacted to so far Duality/Chop Suey were produced by Rick Rubin. And System Of A Down's first tour for this album "Toxicity" which this song is on, was with Slipknot in 2001.
This was a GREAT reaction!! This song was a cry for help, feeling abandoned, needing someone to help, suicide.
I love how you're used to the chaos and just look to your friend for a reaction. Soad is goated.
Did you ladies ever think you would be sitting here jamming on some Metal? Love it.
She's just hovering the whole video at the right edge like :D Did you see that? :D Did you hear that? :D
She has just the best smiley face and I love it
I always assumed the "Father why have you forsaken me?" was from the Gospel of Matthew, rather than the Psalm that you referred to, it was when Jesus is on the cross and yells, "My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?" Many people call God the Father, and I think the whole martyrdom tie in fits with the songs message, but that's just my opinion.
As someone who has had mental health demons for a long time (I'm ok. I wasn't for a long time but I understand myself well enough to manage my lows) the juxtaposition of constant hiding of what you feel with the moments of crying out for help is very real. The lengths I would go to be the funny and outgoing centre of the world so no-one would expect me to be in such a dark place. Only to leave hints to the world... It was like screaming for help into a pillow so no-one would notice.... To anyone that does feel that way I wish you the best. It gets easier. If it's not getting easier please either get help you definitely deserve or at the very least try something new to break the cycle of self abuse. I focused on my strengths rather than my shortcomings (and found an amazing partner in life helped). I'm still self-conscious about my shortcomings. But they're easier to swallow if you see what you do well. Be well all
her eyes.. her hair, but mostly her is so pretty my goodness 🥲
You two are great together 🤘🏻💥🔥🙏🏻💯
#10 for Hellyeah- Love Falls, Hush, or Moth. You won't regret checking them out, they have so many great deep songs.
It's structured chaos. That's my best description for SOAD.
Y'all's reactions are always so entertaining to see! I'd recommend you show her Mein Hertz Brent by Rammstein next! Hope y'all have a good day!
Best duo ever!
one of the top ten metal tunes of all time
Not Taylor off to the side, smiling like a little gremlin as the song starts. Fantastic.
She’s great! I love watching her reactions !! ❤
I really like your therapist friend. She's cool and stuff.
"Erratic" might be the best description I've heard of this song and it applies to a lot of great songs. That factor makes it very relatable and cathartic to people who are suffering from and/or work with depression. Calm can lead to chaos and chaos can lead to calm and there is no real warning for either state of mind.
This song isn't about depression directly though. It's a story of a drug addict OD'ing. A good person with a problem and how people will look down of people who OD and not giving a single thought to the person it actually happened to. But obviously most drug abuse is connected to mental issues and escaping the reality they can't deal with.
"I cry when angels 'deserve' to die".
thank you for making this channel
The first song i heard from them was Toxicity and my first thought was "rollercoaster" after it I'm in love with that group
you two make a great duo; you should do more reactions together
bring taylor on more !!!
love this reaction!
I'd be really interested to see what you made of Clawfinger's "Do What I Say". I think it's an excellent expression of the cruelty that often exists in the father-son relationship. Also I think the band Rammstein will be a goldmine for you.
You two together was great
it's fun to see reactors get why we watch reactions :)
I Love Taylor faces kkkkkkkk
Hugs from Brazil 🇧🇷
Was it me that started the bring back team LIV chant? It’s Round 2 with her and we’re here for it! 🔥🤙🏾
It’s almost like alternative music addresses the reality of the human condition in all its crazy forms 🤔
Human expression through music when it’s real touches us. Alternative music is made in the large part by people that deeply feel that battle between the light and dark. Be it traumatic experiences , substance abuse issues or generally experiencing emotional pain more than “regular” folk. That’s why it’s so relatable and offers people going through a difficult time something that’s says ‘I know that pain’
It’s great that you have found this out. Music as part of therapy should be a more commonly practised thing
I like how in the video there is this one short scene where they are eating chop suey and are having this "are you ffin kidding me?" look, because they had to change the name of the song for the label (which has been mentioned numerous times already).
I totally dig the reactions. It's cool watching you watch her reactions, too. Cool channel, great message, always entertaining! As I always do..screaming Motionless in White, Thoughts and Prayers! Be easy!!
01:54 - in music theory it´s called dynamics - variation in volume / speed / intensity - along the musical piece. it´s a very powerful way to convey emotions. if the composer knows deeply musical theory he/she can use this intentionaly. many musically gifted composers that do not know musical theory use this concept intuitively
04:53 - ps just to say that in a pure musical sence there is 0 chaos in this piece. it all seems meticulously planned , there is no improvising, the harmony and chord chages are very well structured. the melody lines are completly in accordance with the harmony. the beat is the same all along the piece. there is no chaos here. but of course the intention of delivering the sense of chaos to the listener is masterfuly well achieved.
I think all the members are basically insane. Writing and performing is their therapy!
They literally are both blushing I love this shitt
Her body language is hilarious from quiet to the loud, very rollercoastery...
This song was written about how depending on how people die they a judged.
1:39 if ADHD was a song
Woww ur friend also analyses the song like a pro! It'll be a delightful experience to watch more of ur duo reaction videos...thank you
You are both beautiful. Also, I just met someone (a sister in law) who is a huge fan of System of a Down and we got to connect on that level.
please tell me you have more of these videos coming up! love seeing her go through the motions haha
Vocal coach reaction 👎
Therapist reaction 👍
This is refreshing 😅
The song that made me fall in love with SOAD ❤
Heart Support Duo reactions!!! More More!!!❤❤❤❤
Does Liv have her own channel? I need more of this Lady. *graceful bow*
The Goodburger clip got me 😂😂😂
I love how happy Taylor is watching her react to metal 🤘🤣
Love this channel.
When you are back, invite her once more. You two are amazing!
She is discovering Metal, you enjoy her reactions...
😂 🎉
Taylor is so freaking cute.
Now you watch music that makes you smile good music it’s hard to listen bullsh music good music hard to great music
You have to listen to Breathe by The Warning, live at the Pepsi Centre. The writer described it as a panic attack set to music. The song writer said she'd never play it live but it was such a special night she felt complelled to.
If you have time. Try a song called to the flowers by while she sleeps. It's truly heartbreaking ngl. But one of my favourite songs
Yay!! More of your friend!! 😄😍 Let her react to more Slipknot 😁😁
Hi, I love the reaction! I would love to hear your thoughts on their song Dreaming - not one of their biggest songs, but definitely subject matter that would interest you. Thanks!
Shes grinning the entire time lol i love it
Thankfully the RUclips algorithm has the other video of you and your friend listening to Slipknot over there becuase I missed it and was going to ask which vid it was. Heading to that one now. She seems pretty cool. W reaction
Great follow up from Slipknot lol Really enjoyed this Taylor and Olivia
Love y’all’s facial reactions.
Rick Rubin produced this as well.
Have a little looksie at SOAD live in Armenia
The setting and the town lighting are so pretty
💯♥️🇦🇺
Sometimes seems no matter how loud I scream, no one notices the pain
So.....
Fade to black -metallica
Falling in reverse - last resort
Five Finger Death punch - wrong side of heaven
Epica -code of life
Metallica - Master of puppets
Linkin Park - given up
And soooo many more!
😊
Together ofcourse 😊
Therapist Shows Therapist Chop Suey! by System of a Down : "Thats fire dude" (c)
Would love to hear you’re review a place where you belong or bittersweet memories by bullet for my valentine would love to hear your thoughts about it / them 😊
More SYSTEM with her! :D
I am a 57 year old male from the Netherlands. I am in therapy for an eating disorder (binge eating). 1 full day a week. And as I have been told: the eatingdisorder is the tip of the iceberg. Now that is under controle, the rest of the iceberg comes above the surface. At 57 for the first time autisme is mentioned and it seems I have had braindamage at around 10 years old (big carcrash, lost concisiousness for about 20 minutes). I have learned to work around my issues, but now it all seems to go wrong. At times I have suicidale thoughts, my head is often a big mess, at times I break down. The song Chop Suey resonates with me. It makes so much sence. I hope the therapy brings me what I need (I am in good hands, I know that, but it is still difficult). Musicwise I switch between happy songs and very dark songs. I needed to get this down in a reaction: it helps in my dark moments. Best wishes
From OneStepAtATime: @gerardjansen36 Hi there friend,
Thank you so much for sharing with us. It takes a lot of courage to be open and honest about your past, battles, and feelings. I see your strength, and I admire that.
SOD has done such a wonderful job with this song, so much emotion, so much power. And so raw. I am really happy that we can connect on this.
You have been through so much in life. Going through something like a brutal car accident can have such a big impact on someones life. It can change things forever. Living with undiagnosed things can create huge challenges in life. They feel cruel and unjust. But from what you've said, I can tell you are an extremely resilient person. You possess the skills to overcome life's greatest challenges. And I am so proud of you for that. I am very happy to hear that you are in good hands with therapy. That can make a world of difference. I also battle with a binge eating disorder and had great support which allowed me to overcome. It is still incredibly hard. But I believe in you. And we are here for you at HS. Please feel free to reach out at any time.
Much love,
Blake
From OneStepAtATime: @gerardjansen36 Hi there friend,
Thank you so much for sharing with us. It takes a lot of courage to be open and honest about your past, battles, and feelings. I see your strength, and I admire that.
SOD has done such a wonderful job with this song, so much emotion, so much power. And so raw. I am really happy that we can connect on this.
You have been through so much in life. Going through something like a brutal car accident can have such a big impact on someones life. It can change things forever. Living with undiagnosed things can create huge challenges in life. They feel cruel and unjust. But from what you've said, I can tell you are an extremely resilient person. You possess the skills to overcome life's greatest challenges. And I am so proud of you for that. I am very happy to hear that you are in good hands with therapy. That can make a world of difference. I also battle with a binge eating disorder and had great support which allowed me to overcome. It is still incredibly hard. But I believe in you. And we are here for you at HS. Please feel free to reach out at any time.
Much love,
Blake
From ebcoile: @gerardjansen36 Thank you so much for opening up and sharing your story. Youve been through a lot and are continuing to have things thrown at you. But it sounds like you are fighting to be better every day. Its amazing how much therapy a song can bring you, it doesn't matter if it's joyful or dark, its still speaking to your soul. Im so happy to know that you are able to have counseling and i pray also that it does bring you what you need to continue to cope with what life has laid upon you. You are a fighter and i believe that you will be victorious. We are always here when you need, whether it be to rant or to celebrate.
With Love
Eric
A great and underrated song to react to is Psychomachia by I, the Mighty. The lyrics are phenomenal
Taylor's goblin-mode smiling is something else