A GoFundMe to help our family is now up, sorry it took me weeks to get it done. www.gofundme.com/f/in-memory-of-my-mother-mary Right now I'm having a hard time sleeping through the night, this is truly the hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. Thank you all so much for your love and support!
Great news! Please do not apologize for for taking time to get it up. Much love and prayers for you. Hang in there, things will get better with time I promise. And it takes some time to get through the worst broken heart in your life. The physical pain will subside but truthfully in my experience it's really something that you never completely get over. You just learn to manage it. 🤗 🙏
Glad to hear you are still here with us during these wild times. Sorry you are dealing with such personal hardships. Look forward to next video when you are ready. Until then take car stay safe and you will remain in my prayers.
I’m so sorry to hear this - Stop blaming yourself it’s not your fault - You need to take care of yourself - I’m just so sorry I have no words. The only words of comfort I have for you is that I do not believe this is the end I believe that our soul moves forward and your mom knows your heart she knows you’re a good son💐
Maka it hurts to see you in pain like this. You will find your own way of dealing with it in time. You and your family will be in my prayers. Stay strong brother
You are in my thoughts and prayers Maka! ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss! Please dont hold on to guilt, she wouldn't want you to do that! Keep your head up! 🙏
Oh Maka, I'm very very sorry to hear the sad news about your mother. Please don't worry about rushing to do any videos .... you must have time to mourn and heal first. Try to stay strong and keep your focus on the happy memories you had with your mother. May our Heavenly Father bless you and comfort you.
Sorry about your mom, you cannot blame yourself for all the circumstances that cause others trouble, your mom is in a better place and still aware of you and yours. Long time viewer, take all the time ya need to heal. Leaving is a transfer to another realm for the spirit (which is eternal). Take care Maka Electric. I hope you can find help where you need it.
Oh MaKa.... *Please* forgive yourself!!!! We can never see past the choices we don’t understand. We don’t know what would have happened. My mom fell and was “alone” too (but I know her guardian angels were with her- your mother was not alone either) 🙏🏼❤️ Take care of yourself. I wish I could somehow take away your pain.
The way the so called decision makers are handling COVID is a billion times worse than COVID itself. Those people are turning this world into a miserable place. I know it's hard, but keep your head up, MaKa.
Big Pharmaceutical Industrial complex. Men in suites psychologically out of this world passing down orders to staff. These people are alien to normal behaviour
I’ve been so worried, Thank you for the video. We love you so much. I wish I could send you my strength friend. I would give anything to to lessen your heartbreak. This really sucks but I’m glad your alive and I’m sending you the strength.
I’m so sorry maka. I’m so sorry. My mom is dying and it’s tearing me up. My heart is so broken for you though. I’m so sorry friend. Don’t hold yourself responsible. You HAVE to let yourself off the hook for that. It’s NOT your fault. It’s not, and don’t you let yourself believe that it is. She would not hold you responsible and she would not want you to hate yourself for not being there. I love you friend.
I also have a history of heart disease. Dilated cardiomyopathy. I finally got a doctor to write an exemption, but my company denied the exemption request. This world is evil and disgusting beyond belief. I also told my kids NEVER to call an ambulance and to let me die at home in peace. I don't want to go to the hospital killing field.
Maka she’s in a loving place. I am sorry.. Do not hate yourself she knows you were prevented.. Take care of yourself ok… we send you love we send your sister n family love…we send your mother love too… peace were all going to leave here…one day. Be strong for those here now… 💚🙏💚
I am so sorry to hear this man. We lost our Grams this way. Almost 100 years. She was the backbone of our entire family. 8 kids. 7 daughters and a son. More grand kids, Great grands and great great grand kids then I can count. She died in a nursing home, alone. They told us her room mate had covid but she tested negative, she was dead the next morning. She did not deserve to die like that. She had literally a town of family that loved her beyond words... fucking gov put positive covid patience in there. They killed her by doing so...these fucks are all going to be held accountable. They HAVE TOO be.
Oh my goodness. Please know that so many people are praying for you. We all stand together strong. This is what the world has come to. We live in the last days. God bless you brother.
...I'm very sorry for your loss....I lost my wife 13 years ago due to cigarettes,. She wouldn't give them up either no matter what. 40 years of smoking caught up with her completely out of the blue and she was gone in 17 days....you never get over it...we just have to go on the best we can....I'm sorry for your loss and pain. I do miss your reports....
John 14:26 “But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.”🙏🙏
bro you got me when u said expecting her to walk through the door my heart goes out to you big time no words anyone says will heal ur heart it's a loss of unthinkable proportion love you brother will pray for you
I happy to see someone realizing that we are under severe attack .. because they worked so hard for the past 80 years to make sure we are very disconnected, we lost CARE and now we can not connect with each other. So they started the needle attacks
I so sorry buddy !! I wish to God I could say something , anything that could help !! You did nothing wrong !! You did what any of us would've done in your situation !! You did the right thing !! I will say a prayer for you and your mom .... Take care my friend !! We will be right here when you are ready , OK !! PEACE !!
You are an amazing, brilliant human being Maka. This video shows this in spades Brother. You’ve been in my prayers every day since you lost your beloved cat. Your Mother knows how much you love her. Please know that.🙏🏽You are one of the most authentic, brave people I’ve ever “met”. This video is YOUR STRENGTH. Take good care of yourself. Thank you for sharing what you are going through. Sending you and your family my love.♥️
I am so sorry Maka. I remember how awful it was when my daughter was murdered by her baby's father in March 2018. When the police finally caught up to him he committed suicide. Then CYFD stole my grandson and gave him to the murderer's family. Indian Child Welfare Act. He never even knew his father's family. But that's where he is now. On the Laguna Indian Reservation. If we're lucky I get to see him occasionally. It took me awhile but I finally realized the only true help came from getting close to God and Jesus Christ. I understand the pain you are in. God Bless You.
Dont you dare hate yourself. Your mom is still right by your side. And you are going to be alright. I didnt know what to do next either when my mom passed..I just did one thing at a time. We love you out here in yt world Maka..go slow. We are here with you. ❤️
Stay strong buddy you are one of the original you tubers bringing truth going way back. We are sorry for your mom believe us we know the enemy and there intention. What can I say , we are with your grief MK . Love and Peace to you.
There are no words that would ease this pain for you. If there were, I would be typing them. Please know you are loved and missed. I have missed seeing you , but mostly worried about you. Grief is hell my you tube friend. In this, I am where you are. Sending you cyber hugs. And sharing in your tears. I am so sorry...
I am praying for you my friend as I personally have suffered a similar event. It is important that you remember all of the good times. The fact that you give so much to others is a testament to what a great person she was.
I'm so sorry Maka. I know she is looking down feeling very proud of you because her boy has a very kind and loving big heart. We all loved your videos for the last 14 years, and she loves you very much. Talk it out on here or elsewhere when you need to talk, we will all be here for you if you need it. People will help you, you just to have to ask and the help will come. Stay strong please take care of yourself brother.
I'm so Sorry Maka. *There are no words that can comfort in such a time.* Its not your fault that the hospital wouldn't allow you there. And I'm sure your mother wouldn't want you blaming yourself. These are bad times and we have to deal the best we are able with whatever situation we are facing at the moment. This is a beast system and you know far better than most about their plans and the major events in progress. Take some comfort in the fact thats she's asleep and will not have to see or endure the things that come upon her friends, family and loved ones in the days right ahead. You've tried to help as many who would listen over the years in the subjects and topics you know. Now you need to take time and do what you need to help take care of yourself. You got people here who will listen and help in whatever way they can. Try to get some rest and stay safe
Sorry for you loss. Praying for her sweet soul. In Gods hands. My parents refuse to hear me out and wear that mask even if their sleep. Justice is coming.. There is no escape. My condolence my dear patriot.
Pulmonary embolism… blood clot in the lungs. Was she vaccinated? Wish I could hug you. What to do next… take it one day at a time, one hour at a time. The crashing waves of reality will get smaller and farther apart. It never goes away but it will get better. I know that seems impossible. You’ll get through this. Lean on those who love you. You shouldn’t have to make any more payments for her bills if they’re only in her name. Her medical bills do not have to be paid by you. The hospital has to write it all off once the patient is deceased. Her debts do not pass on to you. Find a friend who has been through this and let them help direct you in how to manage all the private and money. Just take it a day at a time.
A GoFundMe to help our family is now up, sorry it took me weeks to get it done.
www.gofundme.com/f/in-memory-of-my-mother-mary
Right now I'm having a hard time sleeping through the night, this is truly the hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. Thank you all so much for your love and support!
Great news! Please do not apologize for for taking time to get it up. Much love and prayers for you. Hang in there, things will get better with time I promise. And it takes some time to get through the worst broken heart in your life. The physical pain will subside but truthfully in my experience it's really something that you never completely get over. You just learn to manage it. 🤗 🙏
Glad to hear you are still here with us during these wild times. Sorry you are dealing with such personal hardships.
Look forward to next video when you are ready. Until then take car stay safe and you will remain in my prayers.
Take your time Maka. We're here for you. Stay strong brother.
Couldn't have said it better myself. Take care and take time to heal.
I'm so sorry for your loss...Don't blame yourself for something that was out of your control.
My heart breaks for you man. Stay strong,...take your time, take care of yourself and reach out if you need us for anything.
I’m so sorry to hear this - Stop blaming yourself it’s not your fault - You need to take care of yourself - I’m just so sorry I have no words. The only words of comfort I have for you is that I do not believe this is the end I believe that our soul moves forward and your mom knows your heart she knows you’re a good son💐
My mom passed. I feel your loss. Hang in there buddy. I know she could never be replaced. Take your time. We will be here
Sorry for your loss. Been listening to you for 10+ years.
Maka it hurts to see you in pain like this. You will find your own way of dealing with it in time. You and your family will be in my prayers. Stay strong brother
Deepest condolences
Before I hated politicians
,,I hated 'doctors'
So very sorry for your loss, I am sure your MOM is so proud of you,
You are in my thoughts and prayers Maka! ❤
I'm so sorry for your loss!
Please dont hold on to guilt, she wouldn't want you to do that! Keep your head up! 🙏
No self hate!! She's in the Universe and is the essence of pure 😘💕
Only if she accepted Jesus as Lord and Savior. Only.
Stay strong. We’re all behind you Maka. You know your mother would want to see you go forward from this and live your life.
My condolences brother. Were all here for you no matter the circumstance. Keep it together man. She was your world and you were hers❤️
Oh Maka, I'm very very sorry to hear the sad news about your mother.
Please don't worry about rushing to do any videos .... you must have time to mourn and heal first.
Try to stay strong and keep your focus on the happy memories you had with your mother.
May our Heavenly Father bless you and comfort you.
My prayers and thoughts are with you
Condolences Maka. Losing your Mom is hard!
Sorry for your loss Maka 🙏🏻
Thanks for the update. Hang in there. You're in our thoughts.
Sorry for your loss Maka. Had my run in with hospital staff and you are right about the disconnect it's bad really bad.
So sorry Maka, love and prayers sent your way.
Sorry about your mom, you cannot blame yourself for all the circumstances that cause others trouble, your mom is in a better place and still aware of you and yours. Long time viewer, take all the time ya need to heal. Leaving is a transfer to another realm for the spirit (which is eternal). Take care Maka Electric. I hope you can find help where you need it.
I’m so sorry bro.
My heart goes out to you and your family. Hang in there shit will even out just hang tight my man.
Sorry for your loss brother...I'm sure she is at peace in a better place...my condolences
Oh MaKa....
*Please* forgive yourself!!!!
We can never see past the choices we don’t understand. We don’t know what would have happened. My mom fell and was “alone” too (but I know her guardian angels were with her- your mother was not alone either) 🙏🏼❤️
Take care of yourself.
I wish I could somehow take away your pain.
The way the so called decision makers are handling COVID is a billion times worse than COVID itself. Those people are turning this world into a miserable place. I know it's hard, but keep your head up, MaKa.
Exactly, hospital's protocols = murder
Big Pharmaceutical Industrial complex. Men in suites psychologically out of this world passing down orders to staff. These people are alien to normal behaviour
I’ve been so worried, Thank you for the video. We love you so much. I wish I could send you my strength friend. I would give anything to to lessen your heartbreak. This really sucks but I’m glad your alive and I’m sending you the strength.
I’m so sorry maka. I’m so sorry. My mom is dying and it’s tearing me up. My heart is so broken for you though. I’m so sorry friend. Don’t hold yourself responsible. You HAVE to let yourself off the hook for that. It’s NOT your fault. It’s not, and don’t you let yourself believe that it is. She would not hold you responsible and she would not want you to hate yourself for not being there. I love you friend.
I am so very sorry! She is at peace now!
Sorry for your family's loss 🙏🙏🙏
So sorry to hear about your mother. It's an unbearable pain.
Sorry for your loss brother, take good care of yourself !
May the Lord shine HIS face upon you in these times brother! I'm here if you need a friend.
I'll share my phone number if you need a solid dude to talk to. So sorry bud!
I’m sorry MaKa .. so so sorry -crying with you.
I also have a history of heart disease. Dilated cardiomyopathy. I finally got a doctor to write an exemption, but my company denied the exemption request. This world is evil and disgusting beyond belief. I also told my kids NEVER to call an ambulance and to let me die at home in peace. I don't want to go to the hospital killing field.
Maka she’s in a loving place. I am sorry.. Do not hate yourself she knows you were prevented..
Take care of yourself ok… we send you love we send your sister n family love…we send your mother love too… peace were all going to leave here…one day. Be strong for those here now… 💚🙏💚
I am so sorry to hear this man. We lost our Grams this way. Almost 100 years. She was the backbone of our entire family. 8 kids. 7 daughters and a son. More grand kids, Great grands and great great grand kids then I can count. She died in a nursing home, alone. They told us her room mate had covid but she tested negative, she was dead the next morning. She did not deserve to die like that. She had literally a town of family that loved her beyond words... fucking gov put positive covid patience in there. They killed her by doing so...these fucks are all going to be held accountable. They HAVE TOO be.
I'm very sorry for your loss Maka 💔🙏
Condolences
I can’t even imagine the pain you’re feeling. So sorry for your loss.
So sorry brother, lost my poppa on the 27th of January. Wish you luck buddy
I am so sorry for your loss. It is not your fault and your mom would not want you blaming yourself. Take care.
I hope you're doing better.. it's got to be very difficult...prayers for you and your family...I am sorry...God bless You
So sorry. Prayers. U will see her again.
I got no words brother. All I can say I'm sorry for your loss. We all love you bro,so sorry.
Sorry for your loss.
praying for you.... my mom is 88 and I am taking care of her now... so sorry for your pain.
Praying for you and your family.
So sorry...what a terrible loss...what a terrible time for you...I'll pray for you...God bless
Prayers for you buddy!
Oh my goodness. Please know that so many people are praying for you. We all stand together strong. This is what the world has come to. We live in the last days. God bless you brother.
My condolances, may you find strenght and hope. Much love ❤️
Sorry for your loss. Praying for you. Peace 🕊️.
Take all the time you need brother. There is no rush just focus on your wellbeing.
Condolences friend!! Take a breath and relax a bit. We are here for you!
...I'm very sorry for your loss....I lost my wife 13 years ago due to cigarettes,. She wouldn't give them up either no matter what. 40 years of smoking caught up with her completely out of the blue and she was gone in 17 days....you never get over it...we just have to go on the best we can....I'm sorry for your loss and pain. I do miss your reports....
YOU COULD NOT HAVE MADE A BETTER VIDEO.🙏🏽WE WILL HELP YOU BROTHER MAKA.🙏🏽
John 14:26
“But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.”🙏🙏
i am so sorry.for your loss..God Bless you..your Mama is in Jesus arms..no more pain is she in...
bro you got me when u said expecting her to walk through the door my heart goes out to you big time no words anyone says will heal ur heart it's a loss of unthinkable proportion love you brother will pray for you
I had no idea. I was wondering why you haven't done a vid in a while and just saw this. What a nightmare. Sending hugs. Stay strong.
We’re under attack. Take your time friend. We need you ❤️
I happy to see someone realizing that we are under severe attack .. because they worked so hard for the past 80 years to make sure we are very disconnected, we lost CARE and now we can not connect with each other. So they started the needle attacks
I so sorry buddy !! I wish to God I could say something , anything that could help !! You did nothing wrong !! You did what any of us would've done in your situation !! You did the right thing !!
I will say a prayer for you and your mom .... Take care my friend !! We will be right here when you are ready , OK !!
PEACE !!
You are an amazing, brilliant human being Maka. This video shows this in spades Brother. You’ve been in my prayers every day since you lost your beloved cat. Your Mother knows how much you love her. Please know that.🙏🏽You are one of the most authentic, brave people I’ve ever “met”. This video is YOUR STRENGTH. Take good care of yourself. Thank you for sharing what you are going through. Sending you and your family my love.♥️
I'm so sorry. I lost both my mom and dad during this plandemic. Prayers for you and you're family. Blessings
Much love brother.
My condolences to you and to your family.
Thinking of you bro. Love ya buddy.
Very sorry to hear, my condolences to you, and your family. Would love to grab lunch with you sometime, I’m from Stl myself.
I am so sorry Maka. I remember how awful it was when my daughter was murdered by her baby's father in March 2018. When the police finally caught up to him he committed suicide. Then CYFD stole my grandson and gave him to the murderer's family. Indian Child Welfare Act. He never even knew his father's family. But that's where he is now. On the Laguna Indian Reservation. If we're lucky I get to see him occasionally. It took me awhile but I finally realized the only true help came from getting close to God and Jesus Christ. I understand the pain you are in. God Bless You.
I am so sorry MaKa. Everything will work out, I know it will. Hang in there.
Sending you LOVE 💜
Dont you dare hate yourself. Your mom is still right by your side. And you are going to be alright. I didnt know what to do next either when my mom passed..I just did one thing at a time.
We love you out here in yt world Maka..go slow. We are here with you. ❤️
Stay strong buddy you are one of the original you tubers bringing truth going way back. We are sorry for your mom believe us we know the enemy and there intention. What can I say , we are with your grief MK . Love and Peace to you.
I am so sorry Maka. Truly and deeply sorry❤️
There are no words that would ease this pain for you. If there were, I would be typing them. Please know you are loved and missed. I have missed seeing you , but mostly worried about you. Grief is hell my you tube friend. In this, I am where you are. Sending you cyber hugs. And sharing in your tears. I am so sorry...
Oh man, I am so sorry
So very sorry 💔😢 I know your pain … I wish I could give you a ((((( HUG)))) I’ll be praying for you and yours 🙏🏻🌹stay strong 🥰
My prayers are with you.
People were so worried about you. I'm so sorry for what happened.
You need to stay STRONG for her!!!
Its not your fault bro. We are all here for you.
My condolences. Death is never easy, especially in these twisted times.
I am praying for you my friend as I personally have suffered a similar event. It is important that you remember all of the good times. The fact that you give so much to others is a testament to what a great person she was.
I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.
The way the hospitals are operating is disgusting. Your dear Mom is in no more pain.
The US medical system is a weapon.
My mother passed in the same way only she had COPD…I understand where your head is at…don’t blame yourself…🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I'm so sorry Maka. I know she is looking down feeling very proud of you because her boy has a very kind and loving big heart. We all loved your videos for the last 14 years, and she loves you very much. Talk it out on here or elsewhere when you need to talk, we will all be here for you if you need it. People will help you, you just to have to ask and the help will come. Stay strong please take care of yourself brother.
I'm so Sorry Maka. *There are no words that can comfort in such a time.* Its not your fault that the hospital wouldn't allow you there. And I'm sure your mother wouldn't want you blaming yourself. These are bad times and we have to deal the best we are able with whatever situation we are facing at the moment. This is a beast system and you know far better than most about their plans and the major events in progress. Take some comfort in the fact thats she's asleep and will not have to see or endure the things that come upon her friends, family and loved ones in the days right ahead.
You've tried to help as many who would listen over the years in the subjects and topics you know. Now you need to take time and do what you need to help take care of yourself. You got people here who will listen and help in whatever way they can. Try to get some rest and stay safe
So sorry brother..stay strong and stay safe.
Sorry for you loss. Praying for her sweet soul. In Gods hands. My parents refuse to hear me out and wear that mask even if their sleep. Justice is coming.. There is no escape. My condolence my dear patriot.
Solace Her troubles are over my friend and she wouldn"t want you to suffer
Pulmonary embolism… blood clot in the lungs. Was she vaccinated? Wish I could hug you. What to do next… take it one day at a time, one hour at a time. The crashing waves of reality will get smaller and farther apart. It never goes away but it will get better. I know that seems impossible. You’ll get through this. Lean on those who love you.
You shouldn’t have to make any more payments for her bills if they’re only in her name. Her medical bills do not have to be paid by you. The hospital has to write it all off once the patient is deceased. Her debts do not pass on to you. Find a friend who has been through this and let them help direct you in how to manage all the private and money. Just take it a day at a time.
Oh Lord. I'm so sorry.
I’m having a hard time getting the right words…there aren’t any…I’m so sorry for your loss and the circunstancies around it
I am sorry for your joss
I am sorry about, Hope you are good, you are good heart , hope you will recover after i-m so sorry
We love you. Mom is ok.
I'm sorry Maka.
I know what your going thru brother. Take your time. We're praying for ya!