Lotus - jalan jalan // slowed and mic hog

I do not claim the song in the video, I only added the effects
Art by me :)
Song is: lotus by jalan jalan
Apologies for the lazy upload, lm having serious art block rn
Have a great day/night everyone

[@deybithlopez3620]

Somos pocos a los que nos gustan este tipo de músicas

[@Hadryn]

This is great. It reminds me of times when things were simple. More pleasant and memorable. Well... time for a lifestory eh?
I wasnt... the best growing up. but, I remember. Waking up, My eyes heavy as leather, Banishing away the bad dreams as i came to.
And id feel... alive, Like a fire ignited after so long. And id leave the house... and just. walk in the earliest hours of the morning.
Walking the dead and quiet neighborhood in the middle of the foggy streets. The towering figures of trees... standing as guides.
And id just walk. walk and walk. nothing but my footsteps agains the asphalt, and my own thoughts. Dont get me wrong. Im not sad, or depressed.
I was just tired. all the time. A literal deadbeat, you could say i never truly fitted in, A kid who loves writing and make believe stories. I was always awkward. strange... So i was distanced.
And whenever a mishap did happen. When id get frustrated... sad, or pissed off... those thoughts left quickly, like dirt washed away by soothingly cold water.
And id just wander, on and on and on. It gave me a feeling of relief and wade just as this music does.
Im not sure theres a point in sharing my life to this degree with strangers on youtube... But walking, often took my mind off of fear. A fear seeded so deeply and naively.
Its dumb, But i want to be remembered. I dont want to be gone and my name faded. I was to so desperately want to be remembered.
Call it selfish.. But i always try help people, Not out of goodwill... but because i hope theyd remember me. for years. I dont feel proud... Because its not enough. Its silly...
But i guess my fears make me, Me.