on my fiend shit, self loath with out the reason, psychosis induced as another bruise push me closer to the brink, fuck how you feel the misery deeper than belief, rather suffer than give into the anti Christ's reach, always tryna get something out of me, possessive in the discrepancies, tryna pull me down beneath have me ride low frequencies, faced with anguish regularities, anger and hatred seethes, isolated but barely breaking I've built myself strong in my patience, found the equilibrium uphold my cadence with my will to continue breathing in this. time and space, change of perspectives doing me justice as I'm coming to realize my place, the will to lead doing whats right, even it if means I endure an empty life, closed off, no trust how the jit manage to court a wife, used to be blowing quarter keys just so I wouldn't pay the price of my lack of pickin sides, so scatter brained and misdirected in life, comparing myself to others had me taking bad advice, some them growing up without mothers, quick to seek the life of vice, rife with deceit and an itch for violence like blood tick lice quick to attract sirens, ambulances breaking the calm ambience playing in the distance like echoed violins, the cycle repeats, the standard rises, war never changes, blood on all horizons, malice entities engulf the mind and spread the virus, 9 circles of hell, serve an eternity timelessly mindless, caught in the death grip opposite of freedom of the pirates, lost in the fritz, lost in the void, facing a punishment unavoidable, toying with your soul, out of control witness to unending turmoil, throwin that rock into the foil till your bones brittle and the heart spoil, damn shame what its come to, so many I wish I can save, out of my control but I still I pray.
on my fiend shit,
self loath with out the reason,
psychosis induced as another bruise push me closer to the brink,
fuck how you feel the misery deeper than belief,
rather suffer than give into the anti Christ's reach,
always tryna get something out of me,
possessive in the discrepancies,
tryna pull me down beneath have me ride low frequencies,
faced with anguish regularities,
anger and hatred seethes,
isolated but barely breaking I've built myself strong in my patience,
found the equilibrium uphold my cadence with my will to continue breathing in this.
time and space,
change of perspectives doing me justice as I'm coming to realize my place,
the will to lead doing whats right,
even it if means I endure an empty life,
closed off, no trust how the jit manage to court a wife,
used to be blowing quarter keys just so I wouldn't pay the price of my lack of pickin sides,
so scatter brained and misdirected in life,
comparing myself to others had me taking bad advice,
some them growing up without mothers, quick to seek the life of vice,
rife with deceit and an itch for violence like blood tick lice quick to attract sirens,
ambulances breaking the calm ambience playing in the distance like echoed violins,
the cycle repeats, the standard rises, war never changes, blood on all horizons,
malice entities engulf the mind and spread the virus,
9 circles of hell, serve an eternity timelessly mindless,
caught in the death grip opposite of freedom of the pirates,
lost in the fritz, lost in the void, facing a punishment unavoidable,
toying with your soul, out of control witness to unending turmoil,
throwin that rock into the foil till your bones brittle and the heart spoil,
damn shame what its come to, so many I wish I can save,
out of my control but I still I pray.
Really great work this beat brought some stuff out of me that needed to come out
I felt that bro
This is beautiful ✨🙏✨
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