Fell in love with my own emotions, how they shift and swirl like forgotten oceans, I'm sat here mixing potent potions filled with true devotion to the moment I'm fixing to a poem, one I can throw 'em. Writing lines for a song I'll never sing, composing rhymes to express the love I can bring, angels and demons on my shoulders I guess I'm growing wings, life's not necessarily a game to win, but more a lesson about sins, remember I used to eat out the bins and was so damn thin, sometimes I think of the damage done to my soul, when I wasn't so gold or so bold, when I was cold and felt worthless, when I had to be shirtless, when I went wordless, I guess now I have a surplus, but I'm still sorry I burned us when I should have earned us. Now I fly like a dove to find the real love, I'm not here to push and shove, I'm here to fly above thereof
0:51 OK lemme put sumthing down This shii been on my mind It's like every time you not around I tend to lose my mind I'm just tryna live my life We still deal with pain and strife Only way to save yourself is take a blunt, my soul ignite I'm sorry, I got a drug problem Really can't help myself It's damaging my health but still it helps when I don't got no help Perkies turn me to a demon, know I'm gonna go to hell Fuck a therapist, I'm a pessimist, I told her fuck herself I'm an asshole, really I work on it, but it don't work at all Even when I'm on the low, my faults find a way to stand tall Every single verse feels like a curse Im watching how I talk Ever since birth, questioned my worth Now I feel like I should end it all What should happen if I disappear And I'm not here, it's only yall I hope you're happy now, cuz now I'm gone, I still hear them applaud At least I got the recognition Attention, I feel it all Still I question if it was the best decision, I don't think so...
Lord have mercy on my soul, I've grown numb, know my world has gone cold, these vices catching hold, life stresses heightened at my lowest of lows, I want to say I can withstand the rain, this pain bearing on my back bone' getting old, A wise man, at 24 years bold, feels like a lonely road, I know what most aren't told, I see the hidden evil like it's Morse code, can't turn a blind eye if I see 20/20 ten fold, it don't sit right with my soul feel something wrong, I'm seeing shit no one probes bliss is for the one's who keeps the shutters closed & wisdom for the one's who burns the blindfold I watch the globe like it's time zones, funny how I still don't know when my times gone, it's a fear of mine, the unknown limited time in this period of lives it's hard to wrap my mind around the day it'll die, that's why, I've learned to love mines, right now the struggle is real but still sublime, spine tingles when I fill these lines, oh my God feel these rhymes, reveals my shine, pshh... instant revive, drums and hi-hats keeps me alive', this passion keeps me inline, this drive far from naturally aspirated, collaborations, supernaturally accelerated, my guess, heaven made it, no exaggeration, equivalence equated, to meditation for medication, a way to exult over the lies & manipulations, Only surround my self with paper chasers my clique tight knitted, there's no fabrications, we move like soldiers only 4 deep but we satur"rated",
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Fell in love with my own emotions, how they shift and swirl like forgotten oceans, I'm sat here mixing potent potions filled with true devotion to the moment I'm fixing to a poem, one I can throw 'em. Writing lines for a song I'll never sing, composing rhymes to express the love I can bring, angels and demons on my shoulders I guess I'm growing wings, life's not necessarily a game to win, but more a lesson about sins, remember I used to eat out the bins and was so damn thin, sometimes I think of the damage done to my soul, when I wasn't so gold or so bold, when I was cold and felt worthless, when I had to be shirtless, when I went wordless, I guess now I have a surplus, but I'm still sorry I burned us when I should have earned us. Now I fly like a dove to find the real love, I'm not here to push and shove, I'm here to fly above thereof
0:51 OK lemme put sumthing down
This shii been on my mind
It's like every time you not around
I tend to lose my mind
I'm just tryna live my life
We still deal with pain and strife
Only way to save yourself is take a blunt, my soul ignite
I'm sorry, I got a drug problem
Really can't help myself
It's damaging my health but still it helps when I don't got no help
Perkies turn me to a demon, know I'm gonna go to hell
Fuck a therapist, I'm a pessimist, I told her fuck herself
I'm an asshole, really I work on it, but it don't work at all
Even when I'm on the low, my faults find a way to stand tall
Every single verse feels like a curse
Im watching how I talk
Ever since birth, questioned my worth
Now I feel like I should end it all
What should happen if I disappear
And I'm not here, it's only yall
I hope you're happy now, cuz now I'm gone, I still hear them applaud
At least I got the recognition
Attention, I feel it all
Still I question if it was the best decision, I don't think so...
First view is crazy
Lord have mercy on my soul,
I've grown numb,
know my world has gone cold,
these vices catching hold, life stresses heightened at my lowest of lows,
I want to say I can withstand the rain, this pain bearing on my back bone' getting old,
A wise man, at 24 years bold,
feels like a lonely road, I know what most aren't told,
I see the hidden evil like it's Morse code,
can't turn a blind eye if I see 20/20 ten fold,
it don't sit right with my soul feel something wrong, I'm seeing shit no one probes
bliss is for the one's who keeps the shutters closed & wisdom for the one's who burns the blindfold
I watch the globe like it's time zones,
funny how I still don't know when my times gone,
it's a fear of mine, the unknown
limited time in this period of lives it's hard to wrap my mind around the day it'll die,
that's why, I've learned to love mines,
right now the struggle is real but still sublime,
spine tingles when I fill these lines,
oh my God feel these rhymes, reveals my shine,
pshh...
instant revive,
drums and hi-hats keeps me alive',
this passion keeps me inline,
this drive far from naturally aspirated,
collaborations, supernaturally accelerated,
my guess, heaven made it,
no exaggeration, equivalence equated, to meditation for medication,
a way to exult over the lies & manipulations,
Only surround my self with paper chasers
my clique tight knitted, there's no fabrications,
we move like soldiers only 4 deep but we satur"rated",
Please re upload the kid cuddi beat you removed yesterday ❤️
@@Gree_Zee Gonna drop it tomorrow, sorry about that 🤣
@@chxsebank thank you