Will I Stay A Coward?

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Will I Stay a Coward?
Verse 1:
I can still hear the words we threw like knives,
Cutting deep, leaving scars behind.
I don't know who was wrong or right,
But I hate the silence more than the fight.
Verse 2:
I was hurting, so I pushed you away,
Like I’ve done with the rest, now there’s no one to stay.
I swore I liked being on my own,
But the truth is, I just feared the unknown.
Chorus:
Can we put this behind us? Can we start again?
Or am I too much of a coward to reach out to a friend?
I don’t know what to say, but I don’t want to lose you,
So tell me, is there still a way to undo?
Verse 3:
I was lost, and I lashed out in pain,
Like a storm with nothing left to gain.
Now the wreckage is all I see,
And I don’t know if there’s room for me.
Verse 4:
I tell myself it’s too late to try,
But maybe that’s just another lie.
If I don’t reach out, I’ll never know,
Do I stay or find the strength to go?
Bridge:
My pride is heavy, my shame runs deep,
I built these walls, now they’re trapping me.
But if I let them stand, I’ll stay alone,
And I’m so tired of being on my own.
Chorus:
Can we put this behind us? Can we start again?
Or am I too much of a coward to reach out to a friend?
I don’t know what to say, but I don’t want to lose you,
So tell me, is there still a way to undo?
Outro:
I don’t have many friends left, and that’s on me,
But maybe there’s still a chance to be free.
If I find the words and face my doubt,
Maybe I can reach out… maybe I can reach out.