verse 1: hes a nice guy, thinking about the past he thinks about all the mistakes and then he laughs he thinks about all the texts he cant take back and the sad part is, he knows nice guys finish last he's the type to be bullied, made fun of, resented h'es running out of time, and the cards he was given so what, yeah he is a little bit different but don't write him off cause of the things hes mixed with
Fighting through it all as i try to make it through the day Knowing wat i hold deep inside n reason why pray n being as it may Even though things didn't work out I'm still hoping that u ok You hear the tick in the seconds as the hours just fly away
You lied to my face You lied to my heart You lied to the time And it tore me apart My self care was shrinking Tears pouring out my eyes And when you left me There was nothing left inside My heart was broken I didn't know what to do All that was left for me Was to crawl back to you My life was going by It left me feeling confused Was it just tough love? Or was I being sad? Even if it was love It felt so abused Mistaken, mistreated And most definitely misused My legs are stumbling The knife to my wrist Thinking "i'm so done with this" Listening to all your crap Sayin you love me n' shit All those "kind" words I knew that they was fake You were saying them to me But for your own sake Never wanted to get high Never wanted to get shy Always wanted to spread my wings and fly Always just wanted to find true love Maybe i will soon But if i do i want it to be you Trust me It frustrates me That i can't have you around
Feeling like a mirror Because i hide Hide my deppression Grab a shovel it buried deep inside Now im lost in my thoughts Thought you were the one but you ditched me Now im stuck here feeling empty Drinking till im more than tipsy Wishing you were here next to me All them broken promises Said you'd die for me But those were just lies to me Cause you left me with a broken heart Now im stuck here putting the pieces back My life isn't like a track There is no restarting and no redo Now i got undo do the stress you gave me You over feed me with stress All you did was undress Undress my love for yoy
Heard my dawg made it out tha city Like shii im right behind you But this right here takes more than time tho Shooting these dice feel like a high roller 12 got my life in a filing folder Keepin my distance like i got covid Late nights i been riding lower
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Alex was a good friend to me He had a chemical dependency The Percs and the cocaine led to the suffering put the pills down Your brother grieves, 6 feet down now your underneath, And it bothers me, had a premanition I saw you die from drugs in a dream, you did a day later, like how could it be, God give me an apology Lord Is this how it's supposed to be, I hope you see you took him way to fast like he was lost at sea, Why can't I see him one more time my homie paid that price And so You owe me this alright, that night I had another vision I was talking to him on the other side and reminiscing, he was happy up in heaven than I woke up And I'd find, the message that I typed after he died he opened up with no reply so Jesus Christ thank God for this I'm so surprised oh Lord I give you all my life A lot to give
s-e-c-r-t? ! verse 1: “back down” but you know i won’t if i said it i won’t take it back because of my pride i’m often locked up inside my mind i’ve had enough of our fights this time i won’t give up but that’s the problem with me i won’t admit i’m wrong i’m too prideful to tell you that all along that i know you’re right but i won’t let it be sometimes i think selfishly what it comes down too is my need to able to do it own my own, i subconsciously tell myself if i ask for help i’m showing trust and my weakness will soon be up for sale i’m scared to be open and vulnerable with you with something as simple as asking for your help but i won’t give in i can do it myself won’t show weakness hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help verse 2: okay look i’m weak, i’m being honest here, i think what i really need is for you to hear what i have to say and don’t dismiss it i’m not trying to start and argument i just want to be heard not just listened to but hear what i have to say and understand too often i feel what i say gets lost and no one really cares don’t you think that’s exhaust- ing so i get hard headed and blame you when you’re helping i created a wall that separates you and me cause i wanna be heard and you want me to ask for help but i don’t see the point in asking when nobody wants to hear how am i supposed to back down when i feel that i can’t feel i wanna be open and ask for help but i’m scared you won’t listen like everyone else so i make assumptions that come off rude and it starts a fight between me and you and you say- hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help x2 outro: hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help s-e-c-r-t? ! 8 days ago (edited) 33 subscribers verse 1: “back down” but you know i won’t if i said it i won’t take it back because of my pride i’m often locked up inside my mind i’ve had enough of our fights this time i won’t give up but that’s the problem with me i won’t admit i’m wrong i’m too prideful to tell you that all along that i know you’re right but i won’t let it be sometimes i think selfishly what it comes down too is my need to able to do it own my own, i subconsciously tell myself if i ask for help i’m showing trust and my weakness will soon be up for sale i’m scared to be open and vulnerable with you with something as simple as asking for your help but i won’t give in i can do it myself won’t show weakness hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help verse 2: okay look i’m weak, i’m being honest here, i think what i really need is for you to hear what i have to say and don’t dismiss it i’m not trying to start and argument i just want to be heard not just listened to but hear what i have to say and understand too often i feel what i say gets lost and no one really cares don’t you think that’s exhaust- ing so i get hard headed and blame you when you’re helping i created a wall that separates you and me cause i wanna be heard and you want me to ask for help but i don’t see the point in asking when nobody wants to hear how am i supposed to back down when i feel that i can’t feel i wanna be open and ask for help but i’m scared you won’t listen like everyone else so i make assumptions that come off rude and it starts a fight between me and you and you say- hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help x2 outro: hook: back down you tell me to ask for your help but you know i won’t take it back now i wish i could but my pride won’t let me say sorry back down i know you’re right but my pride won’t let me apologize take it back now is what i tell myself but then i’d have to ask for help
verse 1: hes a nice guy, thinking about the past
he thinks about all the mistakes and then he laughs
he thinks about all the texts he cant take back
and the sad part is, he knows nice guys finish last
he's the type to be bullied, made fun of, resented
h'es running out of time, and the cards he was given
so what, yeah he is a little bit different
but don't write him off cause of the things hes mixed with
Fighting through it all as i try to make it through the day
Knowing wat i hold deep inside n reason why pray n being as it may
Even though things didn't work out I'm still hoping that u ok
You hear the tick in the seconds as the hours just fly away
I’m stuck and tired of anxiety attacks
Left in the dust like a swifter rack
I never observed the world so dearly
Left alone everyone dies away dearly
Fireeeeeeee
You lied to my face
You lied to my heart
You lied to the time
And it tore me apart
My self care was shrinking
Tears pouring out my eyes
And when you left me
There was nothing left inside
My heart was broken
I didn't know what to do
All that was left for me
Was to crawl back to you
My life was going by
It left me feeling confused
Was it just tough love?
Or was I being sad?
Even if it was love
It felt so abused
Mistaken, mistreated
And most definitely misused
My legs are stumbling
The knife to my wrist
Thinking "i'm so done with this"
Listening to all your crap
Sayin you love me n' shit
All those "kind" words
I knew that they was fake
You were saying them to me
But for your own sake
Never wanted to get high
Never wanted to get shy
Always wanted to spread my wings and fly
Always just wanted to find true love
Maybe i will soon
But if i do i want it to be you
Trust me
It frustrates me
That i can't have you around
Feeling like a mirror
Because i hide
Hide my deppression
Grab a shovel it buried deep inside
Now im lost in my thoughts
Thought you were the one but you ditched me
Now im stuck here feeling empty
Drinking till im more than tipsy
Wishing you were here next to me
All them broken promises
Said you'd die for me
But those were just lies to me
Cause you left me with a broken heart
Now im stuck here putting the pieces back
My life isn't like a track
There is no restarting and no redo
Now i got undo do the stress you gave me
You over feed me with stress
All you did was undress
Undress my love for yoy
blesss your soul so much, please drop another one🥺🥺
Sounds very clean🔥🔥
Heard my dawg made it out tha city
Like shii im right behind you
But this right here takes more than time tho
Shooting these dice feel like a high roller
12 got my life in a filing folder
Keepin my distance like i got covid
Late nights i been riding lower
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Alex was a good friend to me
He had a chemical dependency
The Percs and the cocaine led to the suffering put the pills down
Your brother grieves, 6 feet down now your underneath,
And it bothers me,
had a premanition I saw you die from drugs in a dream, you did a day later, like how could it be,
God give me an apology
Lord Is this how it's supposed to be,
I hope you see you took him way to fast like he was lost at sea,
Why can't I see him one more time my homie paid that price
And so You owe me this alright,
that night I had another vision
I was talking to him on the other side and reminiscing, he was happy up in heaven than I woke up
And I'd find, the message that I typed after he died he opened up with no reply so Jesus Christ thank God for this I'm so surprised oh Lord I give you all my life
A lot to give
🔥♥️🌊💯
s-e-c-r-t? !
verse 1: “back down”
but you know i won’t
if i said it
i won’t take it back
because of my pride
i’m often locked up
inside my mind
i’ve had enough
of our fights
this time i won’t give up
but that’s the problem with me
i won’t admit i’m wrong
i’m too prideful to tell you that all along
that i know you’re right
but i won’t let it be
sometimes i think selfishly
what it comes down too is my need
to able to do it own my own, i subconsciously
tell myself if i ask for help
i’m showing trust
and my weakness will soon be up for sale
i’m scared
to be open
and vulnerable
with you
with something as simple as asking for your help
but i won’t give in
i can do it myself
won’t show weakness
hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help
verse 2: okay look i’m weak,
i’m being honest here,
i think what i really need
is for you to hear
what i have to say
and don’t dismiss it
i’m not trying to start and argument
i just want to be heard
not just listened to
but hear what i have to say and understand too
often i feel what i say
gets lost
and no one really cares
don’t you think that’s exhaust-
ing
so i get hard headed and blame you when you’re helping
i created a wall that separates you and me
cause i wanna be heard
and you want me to ask for help
but i don’t see the point in asking
when nobody wants to hear
how am i supposed to back down
when i feel that i can’t feel
i wanna be open
and ask for help
but i’m scared you won’t listen like everyone else
so i make assumptions that come off rude
and it starts a fight between me and you
and you say-
hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help x2
outro: hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help
s-e-c-r-t? !
8 days ago (edited)
33 subscribers
verse 1: “back down”
but you know i won’t
if i said it
i won’t take it back
because of my pride
i’m often locked up
inside my mind
i’ve had enough
of our fights
this time i won’t give up
but that’s the problem with me
i won’t admit i’m wrong
i’m too prideful to tell you that all along
that i know you’re right
but i won’t let it be
sometimes i think selfishly
what it comes down too is my need
to able to do it own my own, i subconsciously
tell myself if i ask for help
i’m showing trust
and my weakness will soon be up for sale
i’m scared
to be open
and vulnerable
with you
with something as simple as asking for your help
but i won’t give in
i can do it myself
won’t show weakness
hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help
verse 2: okay look i’m weak,
i’m being honest here,
i think what i really need
is for you to hear
what i have to say
and don’t dismiss it
i’m not trying to start and argument
i just want to be heard
not just listened to
but hear what i have to say and understand too
often i feel what i say
gets lost
and no one really cares
don’t you think that’s exhaust-
ing
so i get hard headed and blame you when you’re helping
i created a wall that separates you and me
cause i wanna be heard
and you want me to ask for help
but i don’t see the point in asking
when nobody wants to hear
how am i supposed to back down
when i feel that i can’t feel
i wanna be open
and ask for help
but i’m scared you won’t listen like everyone else
so i make assumptions that come off rude
and it starts a fight between me and you
and you say-
hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help x2
outro: hook: back down
you tell me to
ask for your help
but you know i won’t
take it back now
i wish i could
but my pride won’t
let me say sorry
back down
i know you’re right
but my pride won’t let me apologize
take it back now
is what i tell myself
but then i’d have to ask for help