yeah its like i lost my emotions or something, when my dog died i didnt even feel sad or anything i just stood there and looked at him. @@ozzylepunknown551
im not trying to act "sigma" or anything like that, its a serious problem + i have derealization so life feels even more unreal sometimes. at this point im just writing this, so someone in the future may read this, cause im hella scared to be forgotten or a failure matter or fact thats my biggest fear...i hope i make it one day and actually get mad rich, famous or just have a good life and make my family proud. i love them a lot but i never tell them. if you read this, see this as a reminder to show your parents more love cause they never get enough of that anyways stay safe and and do something with your life. love you ♥
i listened to this song many times in 2023 and i'm still listening to it now. always makes me feel the deep tiredness it did back then. i wish i could stop listening to this, i feel stuck in 2023 and i wanna move on but this is just too good of a song
Congrats, you did it. Now it´s your turn, see the fruits of your hard work, enjoy them. It has been a too long journey, you saw horrors, faced the struggles and overcame the unsurpassed. Let´s go champ, breathe deep and rest.
I can see myself now. Im just sitting there in the dark thinking that i can have all that in my life. While infront of me is myself winning it. Having it in life that i wanted , Jesus. Hes the only one that can pull me out the darkness.
But I have hope that things will go right. And even if I don't live in the future... I'll make sure to live the best life as possible. I'll be fine. I'll make sure of it.
I can no longer feel sympathy for people, even if they are people I really care about. I feel as if I've lost some of my feelings, for as long as I can remember there's always been an emptiness inside of me. When I have to describe with words how I feel or how something makes me feel I don't know what to say. In the end, no matter how I say I feel at first, I always end up describing my feelings or that specific feeling as empty, emptiness, loneliness. I wonder if I one day will be able to describe what I'm feeling without confusion and the need to say "empty."
This song reminds me of the pain that you feel when you want to confess your love to someone, but you’re too scared. And when you finally do, they are in a relationship now.
Do mot despair, that's a weapon of Satan. God created you God made you in His image God knew you when you were in the womb God died for you to have salvation God loves you. Of course we can feel not worthy of this, but if in the eyes of God we are, then who are you to decide over the Truth? In His mercy God gave us another day, another day to do good, to repent, to be with Him. Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
nothing stabs deeper then a stab in the back by someone you would take a bullet for (i dont relate to this btw i js made it up and thought it was cool)
Repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. Behold Jesus Christ is returning for at that day and hour no one knows, not the angels in Heaven, nor the Son but the Father alone. Give your life to Christ for those who live according to the flesh will set their minds on the things of the flesh and those who live according to the Spirit the things of the Spirit. For the mind set on the flesh is death but a mind set on the Spirit is life and peace.
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It's both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply...🖤
Indeed
very true
I don't remember the last time i cried or died laughing
yeah its like i lost my emotions or something, when my dog died i didnt even feel sad or anything i just stood there and looked at him. @@ozzylepunknown551
im not trying to act "sigma" or anything like that, its a serious problem + i have derealization so life feels even more unreal sometimes. at this point im just writing this, so someone in the future may read this, cause im hella scared to be forgotten or a failure matter or fact thats my biggest fear...i hope i make it one day and actually get mad rich, famous or just have a good life and make my family proud. i love them a lot but i never tell them. if you read this, see this as a reminder to show your parents more love cause they never get enough of that anyways stay safe and and do something with your life. love you ♥
i listened to this song many times in 2023 and i'm still listening to it now. always makes me feel the deep tiredness it did back then. i wish i could stop listening to this, i feel stuck in 2023 and i wanna move on but this is just too good of a song
this.. makes me feel safe
Congrats, you did it.
Now it´s your turn, see the fruits of your hard work, enjoy them.
It has been a too long journey, you saw horrors, faced the struggles and overcame the unsurpassed. Let´s go champ, breathe deep and rest.
I can see myself now. Im just sitting there in the dark thinking that i can have all that in my life. While infront of me is myself winning it. Having it in life that i wanted , Jesus. Hes the only one that can pull me out the darkness.
Yes.
Sometimes you have to take responsibility for your own happiness
yeah ,
I'm struggling to find meaning in this...
Agreed
the right people can give you happiness too, but be careful as if u trust the wrong people they can take your happiness instead
@@phillipmabilu8429you will find it
there’s comfort in the inevitable. accept fate. find yourself.
i hope to reach this mental state
I feel nothing. But rage and tiredness. I had everything. And now its gone. All because i overthinked and was depressed with everything and everyone.
But I have hope that things will go right. And even if I don't live in the future... I'll make sure to live the best life as possible. I'll be fine. I'll make sure of it.
@@ToneyPrincegood I’m glad to hear it! How are you now?
I hope you’re okay man I feel your pain I wish I could turn back time but I’m here for you bro
This song plays after world peace is achieved
or after it has ended
@@rando5278 more realistically
_the picture, the song.....absolutely perfect_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
i expected it to be slowed not dropping in a black pit deeply satisfied my life is at an end slowed
Закат солнца, конец жизни.. 🌄🌇 🌾🍃🍂
You know the song is good when Russians hear it
@@loasa4946
LOL fr fr
ethereal
I heard this song when I fell in love now she’s gonna all have is this song life hasn’t been the same since
No enemies..... no friends.
*GOD LOVES YOU*
Jesus loves you Guys don’t ever forget that ☦️✝️
this caressed my inner deepest soul crevices
Idk why this reminds me of Arthur’s death in rdr2
Broo
this is gorgeous! could you please make an hour version?
I uploaded it!
or u can just put it on loop
idk whybut they deleted the loop seting
@@h3n1l96
0:33
I can no longer feel sympathy for people, even if they are people I really care about. I feel as if I've lost some of my feelings, for as long as I can remember there's always been an emptiness inside of me.
When I have to describe with words how I feel or how something makes me feel I don't know what to say. In the end, no matter how I say I feel at first, I always end up describing my feelings or that specific feeling as empty, emptiness, loneliness.
I wonder if I one day will be able to describe what I'm feeling without confusion and the need to say "empty."
I see a figure in the middle on the side and that caught my eye for a second
так комфортно…
it got so bad to the point where i just started accepting i will never move on from her for the rest of my life.
realest shi bro…
Where you find pain is where peace is found - unknown
This song reminds me of the pain that you feel when you want to confess your love to someone, but you’re too scared. And when you finally do, they are in a relationship now.
I have been there pal
I will not choose coffee today.
There is life and there is death
Just a very long and slow transition
I'll see you again.
Does anyone know the painting name?
1:20
yes
I’m not good enough for God.
Hey im a bit late but You ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR GOD he made you:(((. He loves you so much I really hope you know that
Do mot despair, that's a weapon of Satan.
God created you
God made you in His image
God knew you when you were in the womb
God died for you to have salvation
God loves you.
Of course we can feel not worthy of this, but if in the eyes of God we are, then who are you to decide over the Truth? In His mercy God gave us another day, another day to do good, to repent, to be with Him.
Isaiah 41:10
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
@@andreamarino6010 💖💖💖
God loves you
@@Hypnostor happy to see an atheist saying this tbh
almost every blade has a purpose of pain and recovery, swords are ones of pain and war. nothing else.
nothing stabs deeper then a stab in the back by someone you would take a bullet for
(i dont relate to this btw i js made it up and thought it was cool)
so corny but so real
Repent for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. Behold Jesus Christ is returning for at that day and hour no one knows, not the angels in Heaven, nor the Son but the Father alone. Give your life to Christ for those who live according to the flesh will set their minds on the things of the flesh and those who live according to the Spirit the things of the Spirit. For the mind set on the flesh is death but a mind set on the Spirit is life and peace.
Amen!!!!
Amen brother God loves you all
Forgive me Father for i do not understand what I do.
i love you, bro.
Bro shut UPPPPP
I choose to live in the darkness, so my enemies will seek for my existence
What would this genre of music be called…?
Ambient
Yess
Let's make america great again.
Real
real
i have a song for that: retire (final) but youre a liminal space
Rial.
hi
I love you so much 💐🦞
quiero crecer
0:50
Real
real