I pray for restoration of our marriage of almost 40 years and touch my husband's heart soul and bring him to salvation and restore our marriage with renew hearts. With our Lord Jesus anything is possible. Faith & prayers thank you God for healing my God my Victory...on Your time my husband's return home will be my testimony and glorify You thank you God ❤❤🙏💏🏡🐶🦊❤🙏
44 years old, and I've never yet, been in a REAL relationship. Only a hideous horrendous horrific series... Of "situationships". 24 years worth of them. The last man I loved, marks the last UNAVAILABLE man, that I'll ever love. I'm done. NO MORE. The next love, is real love. I pray it is so. By stonewalling me, he neglected me, by neglecting me, he abused me. HE FUCKING ABUSED ME. I miss him and what we had, with every fiber of my being. From the very depths of my soul... He's gone now. I'm left to suffer, and he has a replacement. He replaced me in an instant. It's like a drug, a drug I can't have and I've been in withdrawal for over 5 months, now... And the withdrawal is HELL!!! I crave him and our talks and our connection, even though, at the end, he treated me like absolute shit... But is it really him that I miss? Or was the attention, the drama, the fun, the excitement, the feeling that I had a purpose, a best friend, a partner... Simply intoxicating? FUCKING HELL WAS IT EVER INTOXICATING! I'm beautiful and full of life I refuse to let him win all of me, I can't let this monster's raping of my soul... Keep me down! He's given me SEVERE PTSD. I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks. He raped my soul. He used me while he needed me and then discarded me like garbage. My soul is raped. When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever: he'd give me the silent treatment. REMINDER TO SELF: Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment: * Stonewalling * Gaslighting * Emotional immaturity * Lack of interpersonal skill * Victimhood * Dysregulation * Avoidant attachment style * Doing to me, what was done to him * Terrified of conflict * Not knowing any other way * Fear/panic/anxiety/terror * Felling incapable/not good enough * Desperation * Power over * Regaining a (false) sense of control * Punishment EVEN STILL, regardless of the above, I miss him and what we had, our friendship, our connection: WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. But he never really cared about me. He used me and discarded me. Replaced me so easily. Why is she better than me? Why? What makes her so much more profoundly better than me? Is he her best friend now? Or maybe is there even more between them? Why couldn't he love me like he loves her? Is there something wrong with me? Does she fucking LIVE with him? Oh my fucking goodness. I die inside. I just truly die. The PTSD is unbearable. He's replaced me with another. In an instant: just like that. HE REPLACED ME. HE SHATTERED MY HEART. HE RAPED MY SOUL. I'm all alone and suffering in anguish, and they are living happily ever after together. The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me... Makes it so that I can't breathe. I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside. I'm in hell with no escape. NO ESCAPE. I need him. I loved him. He raped my soul: brutally viciously violently maliciously. Every night: nightmares. Every day: panic attacks. I want to die. Every morning I wake up in despair, desperately praying to die. I can no longer bear the pain. I could die from the pain of missing my best friend. He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage. My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend. I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing... I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear. I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified. I'm dying inside. My soul is raped. He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe! How and when will I ever heal? God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief, I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me... Please please please please please HEAL ME! Please. I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!! It's time to be free: in Jesus's name! I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%! *PROVERBS 18:22 I FAITHFULLY PRAY FOR THE HUSBAND GOD HAS ORDAINED FOR ME!* I invite you, Holy Spirit! I welcome you, Holy Spirit! I love you, Holy Spirit! I trust you, Holy Spirit! Help me, Holy Spirit! I consent to your help! Guide me. Deliver me. Lead me. Save me! I need you, Holy Spirit! I thank you, Holy Spirit! ❤💓
Please pray for marriage restoration it’s been 7 months & my spouse is rebellious & seeking out a free single life. We have 2 children & 14 years plus of marriage & history. 🙏🏽
It doesn’t matter if it is 100 years. Psalm 127 1 Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain. Unless the Lord rebuilds your marriage, your marriage will be in vain. Marriage should be 3 cord. Jesus, you and your husband.
Holy Spirit please tell my beloved husband Jonathan to come back home. Thank you @restoration journey for sharing and most importantly allowing the Lord to guide you.
Thank you my love. He will come home in Jesus name. The deceiver and the deceive are both in the hands of the lord. It doesn’t have to be the ow. The enemy itself is a deceiver.
God, please help me to restore my Family and fix what is broken.. No contact for the past 3 months. Please tell my Husband Jonathan Jasper to come back home and leave the OW.. 😢😢😢 Jesus help me to wait patiently..
Beautiful testimonies! I'm praying that my wife will return with our kids. Ive been praying and fasting for months, i believe they will return. Please pray with me. Thank you, God bless
Thankyou for your testimony the reality of marriage restoration the way you explained it was very good I had this image of it is like building a house from scratch it's a messy muddy building site with everything all over the place even if the tools and materials are there to build you will get some bad weather which can affect the progress but once the House (marriage) is built and made to withstand the elements it will need regular maintenance to keep it strong the craftsman in our marriages is God.
Thank u for this I believe my restoration is Sooo close my husband has lost his job and can no longer pay for his rent and has asked me for money to pay. I told him to just come back home to his family. I could see his heart is hard and he just does not want to but I know it’s so close. I had a vision of him with all his bags packs walking into our house with a key…I believe it’s close. I have not heard from him since that day tho
God please bring my husband Michael into his right mind. Please give him the mind of Christ and help him to be 100% Ephesians 5 husband, a man of God, a high priest, leader and to only desire my breast. Let him hear your voice loudly over all other voice. Lead him back to our covenant that we made with you.
God bless you sister. And thank you for helping all of us. We love you. Mr . Campos I believe I will see you again, we will be a family who serves God together ❤.
God,convict my beautiful Jenny's heart for walking out of your will for marriage and bring her home so I can be the husband you called me to be, and continue to show me where i need to improve and grow🙏
My marriage is at the verge of separation. I'm trusting God to restore my marriage. I still love my wife and want to do life with her. We have alot to work on as individuals but I'm trusting God through it all
Please pray for complete Marriage restoration for my wife to come back to me and my family in Jesus name, Amen. Please take the enemy out of our family, Amen.
Please pray for my marriage. Pray for my wife Tao's salvation. She is a Buddhist from China. please pray that the Lord will soften her hardened heart towards me and our marriage. thank you , love in Christ Jesus
Pray for my son Michael and his wife shelexus my daughter in law they’ve only been married for a year and she has left help me to pray for there salvation and reconciliation thank you
Hi dear my husband been cheating on me last 6 years, we been married 7 years . He had multiple affairs and serial cheated On me. He had no job until last July but as soon as he got the job he tried to threw me from his life. He wanted divorce, he been asking me. He is an unbeleiver, his family is also not happy with relationship . He also refused pregannacy with me last 7 years. His profile is still in dating site still has no regrets or guilt. I came to know about everything only last month only since then I started standing for the marraige. Noone belive that can be restored, I'm the only one who thinks.i been having very rough path last 7 years, we are in distsnt relationship too. How to be hopeful in this situation dear. Also we have no communication between ourselves. He looks like completely moved on. Pls pray for Asha and Jojo.
For man it is impossible, but with God everything is possible. Even if it stink, even if he is in the tomb for 4 days, even if your marriage is dry and dead and all bones, if Jesus say “Lazarus, come forth,”it will come forth.
All Glory to Almighty God in Christ Jesus' name through the Power of His Holy Spirit Amen. May Almighty God continue to Bless you and your precious family and ministry in Christ Jesus' name, Amen. May Almighty God grant you the desires of your heart in Christ Jesus' name, Amen
@@creatorofRestorationJourney you're correct! Once you have the Holy Spirit, there are times when it's questionable and there's times when you KNOW it's him! Can't wait to hear the rest of your story!
I pray for restoration of our marriage of almost 40 years and touch my husband's heart soul and bring him to salvation and restore our marriage with renew hearts. With our Lord Jesus anything is possible. Faith & prayers thank you God for healing my God my Victory...on Your time my husband's return home will be my testimony and glorify You thank you God ❤❤🙏💏🏡🐶🦊❤🙏
This is my story exactly
44 years old,
and I've never yet,
been in a REAL relationship.
Only a hideous horrendous horrific series...
Of "situationships". 24 years worth of them.
The last man I loved,
marks the last UNAVAILABLE man,
that I'll ever love.
I'm done.
NO MORE.
The next love, is real love. I pray it is so.
By stonewalling me,
he neglected me,
by neglecting me,
he abused me.
HE FUCKING ABUSED ME.
I miss him and what we had,
with every fiber of my being.
From the very depths of my soul...
He's gone now.
I'm left to suffer,
and he has a replacement.
He replaced me in an instant.
It's like a drug, a drug I can't have
and I've been in withdrawal for over 5 months, now...
And the withdrawal is HELL!!!
I crave him and our talks and our connection,
even though, at the end, he treated me like absolute shit...
But is it really him that I miss?
Or was the attention, the drama, the fun, the excitement,
the feeling that I had a purpose, a best friend, a partner...
Simply intoxicating?
FUCKING HELL WAS IT EVER INTOXICATING!
I'm beautiful and full of life
I refuse to let him win all of me,
I can't let this monster's raping of my soul...
Keep me down!
He's given me SEVERE PTSD.
I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks.
He raped my soul.
He used me while he needed me
and then discarded me like garbage.
My soul is raped.
When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever:
he'd give me the silent treatment.
REMINDER TO SELF:
Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment:
* Stonewalling
* Gaslighting
* Emotional immaturity
* Lack of interpersonal skill
* Victimhood
* Dysregulation
* Avoidant attachment style
* Doing to me, what was done to him
* Terrified of conflict
* Not knowing any other way
* Fear/panic/anxiety/terror
* Felling incapable/not good enough
* Desperation
* Power over
* Regaining a (false) sense of control
* Punishment
EVEN STILL, regardless of the above,
I miss him and what we had,
our friendship, our connection:
WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING.
But he never really cared about me.
He used me and discarded me.
Replaced me so easily.
Why is she better than me? Why?
What makes her so much more profoundly better than me?
Is he her best friend now?
Or maybe is there even more between them?
Why couldn't he love me like he loves her?
Is there something wrong with me?
Does she fucking LIVE with him?
Oh my fucking goodness.
I die inside. I just truly die.
The PTSD is unbearable.
He's replaced me with another.
In an instant: just like that.
HE REPLACED ME.
HE SHATTERED MY HEART.
HE RAPED MY SOUL.
I'm all alone and suffering in anguish,
and they are living happily ever after together.
The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me...
Makes it so that I can't breathe.
I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside.
I'm in hell with no escape.
NO ESCAPE.
I need him.
I loved him.
He raped my soul:
brutally viciously violently maliciously.
Every night: nightmares.
Every day: panic attacks.
I want to die.
Every morning I wake up in despair,
desperately praying to die.
I can no longer bear the pain.
I could die from the pain of missing my best friend.
He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage.
My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend.
I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing...
I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear.
I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified.
I'm dying inside. My soul is raped.
He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe!
How and when will I ever heal?
God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief,
I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me...
Please please please please please HEAL ME! Please.
I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!!
It's time to be free: in Jesus's name!
I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%!
*PROVERBS 18:22
I FAITHFULLY PRAY
FOR THE HUSBAND
GOD HAS ORDAINED FOR ME!*
I invite you, Holy Spirit!
I welcome you, Holy Spirit!
I love you, Holy Spirit!
I trust you, Holy Spirit!
Help me, Holy Spirit!
I consent to your help!
Guide me.
Deliver me.
Lead me.
Save me!
I need you, Holy Spirit!
I thank you, Holy Spirit!
❤💓
Oh my! I'm have some similar situations like you but the same excruciating pain & PTSD for 3 years. How are you today.
Please pray for marriage restoration it’s been 7 months & my spouse is rebellious & seeking out a free single life. We have 2 children & 14 years plus of marriage & history. 🙏🏽
It doesn’t matter if it is 100 years. Psalm 127 1
Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain. Unless the Lord rebuilds your marriage, your marriage will be in vain. Marriage should be 3 cord. Jesus, you and your husband.
amen please check your emails
Holy Spirit please tell my beloved husband Jonathan to come back home. Thank you @restoration journey for sharing and most importantly allowing the Lord to guide you.
Thank you my love. He will come home in Jesus name. The deceiver and the deceive are both in the hands of the lord. It doesn’t have to be the ow. The enemy itself is a deceiver.
God, please help me to restore my Family and fix what is broken.. No contact for the past 3 months. Please tell my Husband Jonathan Jasper to come back home and leave the OW.. 😢😢😢 Jesus help me to wait patiently..
Beautiful testimonies! I'm praying that my wife will return with our kids. Ive been praying and fasting for months, i believe they will return. Please pray with me. Thank you, God bless
Thankyou for your testimony the reality of marriage restoration the way you explained it was very good I had this image of it is like building a house from scratch it's a messy muddy building site with everything all over the place even if the tools and materials are there to build you will get some bad weather which can affect the progress but once the House (marriage) is built and made to withstand the elements it will need regular maintenance to keep it strong the craftsman in our marriages is God.
Thank u for this I believe my restoration is Sooo close my husband has lost his job and can no longer pay for his rent and has asked me for money to pay. I told him to just come back home to his family. I could see his heart is hard and he just does not want to but I know it’s so close. I had a vision of him with all his bags packs walking into our house with a key…I believe it’s close. I have not heard from him since that day tho
He will come home in Jesus name!
God please bring my husband Michael into his right mind. Please give him the mind of Christ and help him to be 100% Ephesians 5 husband, a man of God, a high priest, leader and to only desire my breast. Let him hear your voice loudly over all other voice. Lead him back to our covenant that we made with you.
I agree with you in Jesus name!
I pray for this in my home in Jesus name amen.
In prayer with you
God bless you sister. And thank you for helping all of us. We love you. Mr . Campos I believe I will see you again, we will be a family who serves God together ❤.
Amen! He will come home in Jesus name
God,convict my beautiful Jenny's heart for walking out of your will for marriage and bring her home so I can be the husband you called me to be, and continue to show me where i need to improve and grow🙏
My marriage is at the verge of separation. I'm trusting God to restore my marriage. I still love my wife and want to do life with her. We have alot to work on as individuals but I'm trusting God through it all
This blessed me. New subscriber ❤
Please pray for complete Marriage restoration for my wife to come back to me and my family in Jesus name, Amen. Please take the enemy out of our family, Amen.
Please pray for my marriage. Pray for my wife Tao's salvation. She is a Buddhist from China. please pray that the Lord will soften her hardened heart towards me and our marriage.
thank you ,
love in Christ Jesus
Im married 23year god protect my family and soul amen 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
Pray for my son Michael and his wife shelexus my daughter in law they’ve only been married for a year and she has left help me to pray for there salvation and reconciliation thank you
Hi dear my husband been cheating on me last 6 years, we been married 7 years . He had multiple affairs and serial cheated On me. He had no job until last July but as soon as he got the job he tried to threw me from his life. He wanted divorce, he been asking me. He is an unbeleiver, his family is also not happy with relationship . He also refused pregannacy with me last 7 years. His profile is still in dating site still has no regrets or guilt. I came to know about everything only last month only since then I started standing for the marraige. Noone belive that can be restored, I'm the only one who thinks.i been having very rough path last 7 years, we are in distsnt relationship too. How to be hopeful in this situation dear. Also we have no communication between ourselves. He looks like completely moved on. Pls pray for Asha and Jojo.
For man it is impossible, but with God everything is possible.
Even if it stink, even if he is in the tomb for 4 days, even if your marriage is dry and dead and all bones, if Jesus say “Lazarus, come forth,”it will come forth.
@@creatorofRestorationJourney amen thank you dearest. God bless you pls continue to pray for me Asha and Jojo
@@tnj4ever thanks Tina great help.. Pls pray for Asha and Jojo.
Godbless you sister stay strong and understand that I’m your weakness His strength is made perfect. Lean on the Lord at all times and pray tirelessly.
God bless you Asha and Jojo
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Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for restoration in my marriage with Floyd Custodio Goes my husband
Awesome 👌
Amen 🙏
All Glory to Almighty God in Christ Jesus' name through the Power of His Holy Spirit Amen.
May Almighty God continue to Bless you and your precious family and ministry in Christ Jesus' name, Amen.
May Almighty God grant you the desires of your heart in Christ Jesus' name, Amen
Amen! Thank you
Love this sooo much!!!! You’ve shared so many gems in here!
Question: How did God reveal it would be your old husband and not a new one, for you?
In my spirit. When God speaks, you just know. I’ll share part 2 very soon! So stay tuned. God bless you
@@creatorofRestorationJourney Thank you! God Bless you Sis! 🙏🏾
@@creatorofRestorationJourney you're correct! Once you have the Holy Spirit, there are times when it's questionable and there's times when you KNOW it's him! Can't wait to hear the rest of your story!
Good morning, what is the name of the song used at the end?
Lord you are holy