Good god man. I’ve done steps, therapy, psychedelics were super helpful at 5 years sober just like Bill but at 10 years sober I’m still constantly restless, suicidally depressed, completely dissatisfied and want it all to just be over. Been like that since I was 9 and at 53 it’s still exactly the same. I rarely think about drinking, “ the problem has been removed” but it’s starting to sound good again. A terrifying possibility. Love your book Herb. Bought it a few years ago. Have read most of it but I have little to no follow through. Frontal lobe brain damage and 13 major concussions makes completing a lot of things pretty difficult. Meh. It is what it is Just came out of a five day silent retreat with Dr. Angelo Dilullo. it was outstanding. And now I’m just back in the shit.
O My God, so what you are saying a Sponsor needs to be perfect. A Sponsor is another alcoholic trying to staying sober a day at a time. I am 30 years in the 26 years sober, I have never met another human being that is perfect and if I did, I would not want them to sponsor me and that is my opinion
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Good god man. I’ve done steps, therapy, psychedelics were super helpful at 5 years sober just like Bill but at 10 years sober I’m still constantly restless, suicidally depressed, completely dissatisfied and want it all to just be over. Been like that since I was 9 and at 53 it’s still exactly the same.
I rarely think about drinking, “ the problem has been removed” but it’s starting to sound good again.
A terrifying possibility.
Love your book Herb. Bought it a few years ago. Have read most of it but I have little to no follow through. Frontal lobe brain damage and 13 major concussions makes completing a lot of things pretty difficult.
Meh. It is what it is
Just came out of a five day silent retreat with Dr. Angelo Dilullo. it was outstanding. And now I’m just back in the shit.
Herb, what do you think of TM?
O My God, so what you are saying a Sponsor needs to be perfect. A Sponsor is another alcoholic trying to staying sober a day at a time. I am 30 years in the 26 years sober, I have never met another human being that is perfect and if I did, I would not want them to sponsor me and that is my opinion
ok what is your experience? ???? you seem upset??? have you dioe the work of the 12 steps???