It is Saturday August 17th 2024 at 3.35 in the day. I just watched this woman tell her story. I too am an alcoholic who has struggled with this disease all my life and has tried to beat this disease and get right, with GOD. I have exactly one day of sobriety today and after listening to this women's story, I feel inspired to seek a life of GOD in sobriety. Thank you for your story. You have touched me.
@@joes4990 you got this! The only way I was able to conquer this addiction was by the hand of Almighty God. I was a backslid Christian who had turned everyone I loved away from me because of my addiction and was in the worst despair of my life. My teenage son used to sit on the side of my bed and tell me “Mom , you’re better than this, this isn’t who you are” He being a kid, would tell me he was praying for me and I had 6 kids whom I was letting down because prior to that 3 to 4 year addiction. I was a stay at home mother who never allowed alcohol in the house, never drank etc. when my marriage started failing, I found so lace in drinking rather than the Lord that was my first mistake.. and then everything spiraled out of control, but I do clearly remember being so desperate and even being drunk 24 hours just talking to God and asking him to help me. Everytime I craved alcohol, I would pray for God to take it away, and sometimes the cravings would leave but other times they wouldn’t . I know that if I can do this, you can too. I am 5 years sober since that time.
In my first year of sobriety I was considering having a drink. I was driving at the time and there was suddenly a powerful voice right inside my head that said, "You have used up all your luck. You cannot drink. Your luck is gone." And I knew the truth in that moment, that I had driven drunk many times, that I had risked my life and the lives of others - including my children - too many times, and that the luck that had kept me safe was gone. Finished. That moment was 43-years-ago next month. I haven't had a drink since that moment and am still an active member of the most wonderful recovery program of them all, A.A.. Your story, Louisa, brought that memory powerfully back to me. We are so blessed. We are the lucky ones, to KNOW, to have learned, that GOD IS LOVE.
That was God speaking to you! I had a voice tell me nit to go when a light turned green! I waited beside another car that blocked m u veiw of z tractor trailing barreling thru his red light! Listen carefully when you are spoke too!
I’m so sorry for your loss. I deeply love the sharing of NDEers because they do offer so much comfort and reaffirmation of my own experience of God’s love. I believe God knows how hard it is to be human, and His grace and love are there for all.
Takes five years to get over a death. First year worse. Second a bit better. By third year getting easier. Life will never be same because you are not the same. Helps to know that. Next, let grief make you a better person and not bitter. We all have to face what you are now. May millions since 2019 to 2024 know three people that passed. You are not alone. Many suffering as you suffer. The thing to know is that we are really spirit and eternal and this is just a training camp. We develop character here like empathy and mercy and learn how hurt makes someone suffer and what to do to ease it. You are one of millions suffering. Not alone.
Hi , I agree . I’ve always thought I’m unremarkable looking , 20 years ago a beautiful looking woman that I didn’t know told me she thought I was quite handsome, I was very unhappy at that time , I’ve held on to those words ever since. She doesn’t know how much she helped me :)
@joneskayann I pray, in the name of Jesus, that your son lets go of alcohol, that he discovers he does not need it, that using alcohol only hurts and does not help. I pray that your son feels the love of God, the power of the Holy Spirit, and the brotherhood of Jesus in his life so that he does not feel the need for alcohol. I bind any spirits in the name of Jesus that are surrounding him with this crutch of alcohol. I pray for strength for your son, you, and your family. May God bless you all. Peace be with you.
Never stop praying for him. Never. Stop. Praying! After my 22 years of heavy drinking that almost killed me, I was saved by God’s Grace. My mother told me one day, ‘You know, I never stopped praying for you.’ I cling to those precious words. Her faith moved mountains. I know when she met the Lord face to face he told her, ‘Well done good and faithful servant.’ And so it can be with your son. Never stop praying for him! ❤
PRAYING FOR YOUR SON. MY DAD AND MANY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE ALCOHOLICS. I LIVED ASA FUNCTIONAL ALCOHOLIC. i have not had a drink in over 8 years. i just turned 79. I still have temptations to drink. tell ur son u love him no matter what
1 year sober but I just relapsed. Trying to find my place in life. I just found Jesus, thank you lord that you exist! EDIT: Haven’t touched any drugs since I wrote this. A bible verse comes to mind. Matthew 19:26, which says, “With God all things are possible.”
My sweet sweeeeeet MOM passed away from Cancer, bacterial meningitis, lungs infection, kidney failure, 18 chemo,40 rediations,fits,strokes internal bleeding and finally heart failure. She was only 48 year old ,but I know she’s in Heaven!!! She wasn’t just my mom, but my best friend. Please pray for her.
My dad came to me in a vision when he passed. He was 800 miles from me. When the vision ended the phone rang … to tell me dad just passed. What was amazing was he was healed before he sat up in bed, reached out his arm and called out my name. He had been barely able to move before that moment. In my vision he was walking with his light guide, going to heaven. He was instantly healed before he could call my name. Instantly. I felt an inexplicable peace for several months.
The exact thing happened to me . I was sleeping and had a dream / vision that my dad ( who was dying of cancer) sat up in his bed and said that he was fine and everything was great !! A second later my aunt called and said my dad had just passed away. I knew that he was with Jesus now.
I believe. After my wife died in 2003 she came to me in a dream and I just couldn't understand how she could be alive. We had her funeral and she was buried, yet here she was. This wasn't just any dream, it was real. She told me the cancer was gone and that she was in a perfect place and doing fantastic. I told her I was so, so sorry but I was married again and she told me she knew and everything was as it should be.
When my dad died last year, he didn't have legs. I had a dream about him recently. I was in his driveway leaning against my car. My old basketball hoop was up but it isn't anymore. It was sunset. My dad looked like he was 30 years old and he was walking towards me. I yelled out to him that he could have called me and I would pick him up. He lifted his arm up and waved. He didn't say anything to me. Thing is, in this dream, he's young and he has both legs and walking again.
When I was 11 years old, I fell asleep. I remember waking up and looking at the most beautiful skies, a beautiful mix of blue, pink and orange skies. I remember being so confused by the sky, it was too beautiful to be real. I was laid on the softest grass bed that I had ever felt before I heard multiple voices and laughter. When I got to a seating position, about 100 feet away, I saw my grandmother who had passed way before I was born walking by and waved. As soon as she noticed me, her eyes widened and she walked away from me in a rush, I got so scared that I started following her and calling her name, confused as to why she was ignoring me. About 200 feet away, I saw some children playing soccer and laughing. There I could remember seeing Marcia, a cousin who had also died before I was born and she had the same reaction as my grandmother and ran off. When the other kids saw her running away, they turned to see what she had seen. I remember seeing Jordan, my cousin and best friend who had died of cancer about a year before. I was beyond excited to see him, I remember thinking “he came back for me!” And I started running towards him. When I got about 20 feet away from him, he yelled “STOP! IT’S TOO SOON” I remember being confused and asking him “what do you mean? Don’t you miss me?” And he replied “you have to go back” then we started arguing because all I wanted was a hug and I couldn’t understand why everyone kept on running away from me. I remember telling him that I didn’t want to go back and him saying that I wasn’t done doing what I was supposed to do. I kept on arguing that I didn’t want to go back then, all of a sudden, Jordan’s voice got really deep and he yelled “I SAID IT’S NOT TIME! GO BACK NOW!” It was so deep and foreign to the 12 year old boy’s voice that I knew that I got scared. I remember taking a huge gasp of air then jumping awake in a hospital bed, I panicked because how did I find myself in this hospital bed when I was just with Jordan? That is when I found out that I was hit by a car going the wrong way on a one way street. The hospital workers thought I had died and were waiting for my family to come get me and bring me to a morgue. My mission hasn’t ended and whenever I feel depressed, that dream of me seeing who people who were essentially my ancestors (relatives who passed on) was God showing me that when I am done with my mission on this earth, my family will welcome me with open arms. I can’t do anything that will send me to a different place, even when I am tempted. God manifested himself through my family in my dream. The afterlife is such a taboo thing to talk about in my culture that I was always afraid to tell anybody about this in fear of being demonized and called a witch, this is my first time actually even typing this down in a public forum.
I love these stories and these people so much. This channel is the reason I started studying NDEs and now, a year later, I am becoming certified to practice end of life care. These stories alone can change lives, but so does sharing them! I found my purpose and owe a great deal of that to Coming Home. Thank you.
I send my deepest condolences to you and family, and friends while mourning your loss. I am a recovering addict. I have walked through some ugly, scary, and could have been fatal experiences. All my own decisions. I take accountability. I do not blame. Now, havi 4 years clean, I am GRATEFUL for my experiences in my active addiction. What I know to be true is this - the depths of hell in which one walks through AND makes it out and decides you deserve a better life is exactly the highs of joy that one can reach. Ying and Yang. The only person who can initiate change within self is YOURSELF. Some of us make that decision and stay clean for decades. Perhaps even the rest of their life. And some pop in and out God willing. From an addicts perception, that is nothing short of a miracle. For me, miracles are the most unbelievable and unexplainable synchronicities that had to happen exactly when they did to domino effect....one of the domino's is the decision to change. One gains strength, endurance, an understanding of what and who we are truly. Anyone who is not an addict will not ever fully comprehend. And that is good. I wouldn't wish the disease of addiction on anyone - no way. But I am grateful. I've lived 2 totally different lives. I am blessed and worthy of recovery. So are you!
I Lost my Dad to Cancer, My friend to suicide and my grandfather in the last 3 months and have since been obsessed with these NDE Stories. It gives me such comfort to know that this is a temporary experience, we are all eternal at our soul level and our job here is to love, to learn and to experience your life on earth.
I'm so sorry for your tremendous losses in such a short time! 😢 I'm glad you found NDE's, keep listening. They bring so much peace!! Big hugs to you, friend ❤
@@e-mulamastery My mom is battling the after effects of a lung cancer that they successfully stopped, and I have to lost a close friend to suicide. I quickly consume pretty much every testimonies I find here on RUclips and I find the evidence so convincing I now KNOW there is a God and and afterlife. I wish I could in a good way get my mom and other in my family to see and understand what I now know about the afterlife and maybe she would be less scared about her own death that one day will come for us all. But it is not the end.
Well, I never thought I would share this experience publicly, but some of the descriptions Louisa gave, are almost identical to something I experienced recently. So here we go. First of all, mine was not an NDE, but here's what happened. I spent nearly all of 2023 battling an issue in my kidneys, that had started in January. It wasn't until November before doctors finally started to realize...holy smokes, this dude is in really bad shape, we better do something. Tons of pain and just feeling absolutely sick...I described it as feeling like I had been poisoned. Early December, I had the first part of a procedure done, and then I had to spend an entire month in what can only be described as "living hell" with large stents fed up into my kidneys until early January. Pain beyond belief...and I've been through some stuff in my life...but both kidneys were so bad, that the stents put tremendous pressure on everything 24/7...my poor wife and kids really suffered through that, because I hurt so much I lost my voice from screaming in pain, and medications could not keep up with my pain levels. I eventually got to a point where instead of crying about how much I hurt...I thanked God for letting me experience it. I fully embraced it. I would pray to God thanking Him. Thank you God for letting me go through this, because I know I will appreciate it when I'm healed. And saying this was nothing compared to what Jesus did for us and thanking Him for His sacrifice. And thanking God and giving gratitude that I was even surviving it, no matter how bad I felt. Well, when I finally got through it all, by late January I felt like my head had been transplanted onto a brand new body. I had never felt better in my life. I was in what seemed like an almost constant state of prayer...just thanking God for helping me feel so much better and getting me through all of that. One day I was home by myself, and my pup was on my lap and I just said one of my little prayers, thanking God just kind of talking to Him out loud, nothing formal. Just thank you, thank you. Thank you Father....thank you Jesus so much. And my pup was getting excited and started licking my face like crazy, and I said to him...awwww buddy, you have no idea how much I love you. And...OH...MY...GOSH...instantly it was like those words boomeranged back onto me in a way that is beyond description. "You have no idea how much I love you" I could "hear" them in a different voice...very similar to the one Louisa described...which startled me...and honestly I thought I was imagining it...but then I immediately began to feel a sensation like I was completely enveloped in the most pure love I have ever felt in my life. It was like someone took a 55 gallon drum of love and poured it over my head. Like I was being drowned in it almost...I don't mean in a negative way, I mean it was just absolutely overwhelming. It was EXACTLY the sensation I have heard described in these NDE's but I was fully alive and aware. I simultaneously began to laugh and cry at the same time, which confused me...and kind of made me laugh even more lol. I had to stand up and walk around a bit, because I felt like my body could not handle the feeling I was experiencing. It was like every cell in my body...down to the atomic level...was rejoicing and going crazy. And the whole time...for what may have only been 2 or 3 minutes but it seemed to go on forever...I was just having this enormous amount of love being poured over me. None of the words I type...no words in any language...can really convey what that felt like. I don't believe our physical bodies are equipped to handle that for very long. It's hard to believe, but it was almost too much. And then it kind of faded out and I was just sitting there, thinking to myself..."whoa, am I going crazy?" But I have always believed in God, and I have no doubt He gave me that tiny little sample of what is to come just as a way to let me know He is there...through good and bad.
Your account is absolutely electrifying to me. You have reminded me of my own ungrateful shortcomings with talk about attitudes to pain and suffering and without one iota of preachiness or self-pity. Beautifully written too, have you ever thought getting anything published?
I so totally love this story and have walked a crooked enough path to never feel worthy of their love, but yet I know them well enough and have felt them strongly enough and had my own NDE 2x in my 35 years. I used to be a very reckless and angry person. Always had a good heart and a soft side, but did not believe and had my own journey in discovering them and their love for us. I'm so happy that the Lord God and Jesus of Nazareth love you and your family so much as to have put you through that so that you could become the diamond that you are now, my brother!!!!!!!!
I’m a senior now but back in my youth I lived your story without the NDE. I just celebrated 40 years of sobriety last month and remember it only gets better.😊
Congratulations 🎊 to you both on your sobriety!!!! This is the best loving gift you can give to yourself and loved ones. Earth is the land of addictions because we are homesick for God/spirit home but we are always connected and separateness is an illusion.
My husband got sober in '93, way before I met him. He put everything he had into the 12 Step to prove it wouldn't work, but it did. He had been guided there, and God was a strong presence in both his, and my, life. We met in 2009 and he was the biggest blessing to me and many others. He knew what love is. He passed in 2020 and he still shows me what love is. I came to believe that the 12 step teachings are timeless and effective if someone trusts them and does the work. The love is there for everyone, and it's powerful. Thanks for sharing your story!❤❤❤
I was struggling to listen to this story on the treadmill - just didn't feel like running today. Moved to the bike and completely listened to the message. Jesus intervened because I needed this message. Praise God!!
I knew all of this sounded so familiar. She wrote a book about all of this and that very book was the reason I finally admitted to myself I was an alcoholic. A few months later I got sober (told I was going to die since my liver quit working) . Thank you for guiding me and being an example.
I too died and came back. 1981 car accident. Went heaven and talking to God. I told him if he want me to stay , I will. But is still have so much to do. I was sent back. It is undescribable. But it changed my life.
Same. I had an NDE through a car accident at 18 and sent back as it wasn't my time. It definitely gives you a spiritual awakening and changes you forever. Instead of belief you KNOW we are eternal light spiritual beings and don't die. We continue on our journey back home after much learning and soul expansion from earthly experiences when our time comes. It removes the fear of death and teaches you much here on earth is an illusion.
@@anitaknight3915Don't you think this world is too cruel for learning? Think about animals. What are they learning from slaughter? A loving creator would never put their precious children to this cruel world. The suffering is huge for so many souls. To learn from this evil system is a bad idea.
Love love love this! I lost my 21 year old son to an accidental drug overdose in 2009. I always felt that he is in the most beautiful and peaceful place now without the stress of this world. It gives me comfort. ❤ Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience. 😢❤
Sending you love and comfort. My brother passed from overdose at 24 in 2009 too. I've had a NDE and connected to family on other side. Know that he didn't suffer and was welcome home in total love, acceptance, forgiveness, and peace. Death is painless and beautiful. We don't die merely transition back to source love energy. He'll always be connected to you through love.
Good for you, for understanding that Heaven is going home. Difficult of course, but true unconditional love understands transitions. I’ve spent my entire adult life learning and knowing the possibilities and wonders of the many soul levels.
May God grant you peace and love and hold you very tight during the dark days of this life without you baby. I lost my son 2 yrs ago. He was only 14 yrs old. He died of fentanyl poisoning. Many prayers and love to you and your family 🙏
I lost my 53 yr old son Reggie 2 yes ago to alcoholism...liver disease. He was sober his last 2 months, hoping to stop the damage. His wife Kathy passed away 9 months earlier to the same disease..I hope and pray they found each other. He missed her so much. These NDE's have been helping me. Thank you
My son's got a mate who's battling the booze as I speak. He's only 41, but his life already sounds like a C&W song. First his wife and baby son left him because he was spending £100's on drink, he's a delivery driver and was driving and swigging at the same time. Then he had a crash on the motorway, lost his job, driving licence, thankfully no one hurt. Offered rehab hostel, blew it by bringing in alcohol. He's had seizures. Now got a brilliant offer in a rehab facility, rare as hen's teeth. He had a good upbringing, he's got brilliant mates who have all been supportive. It was a mate who got him the driving job and he looked like an idiot at work for recommending him. He's inclined to blame his wife, who left their flat and had to go into emergency accommodation with their baby son. In fact, he blames everyone but himself. I keep trying to get him to go to AA but he won't. Sorry this has been so long but it really is right when they call it the demon drink.
I hope you're still sober and doing well! I've been sober 7 years. It's just a choice everyday. I have to make it fresh everyday. And if I ever get tempted to have a drink I try to say, wait 10 minutes. If you still want a drink in 10 minutes then you can have one. But I never have. You can do it.
Use a binding prayer, it's a spirit. Say this aloud: By the power of the blood and the Holy name of Jesus, I command the demon of addiction to stop afflicting me and to go to the foot of the cross for your sentencing. I used it and I smoked for 20 years and that's completely DEAD as of this last February.
I've been listening to NDE stories for the past year. They are a great sense of comfort as I start to prepare for my own death. These people are wayshowers for me and all that of us. I am very grateful that they have shared their stories with me. I also enjoy that you (the channel owner) stand back and let the NDErs be in the spotlight. Thanks for sharing their stories.
Never comment on these type of videos but as I was walking outside a few minutes ago listening to this with my airpods for a fews seconds on the sidewalk looking forward I felt like I saw the matrix right in front of me with the trees, grass, cars passing by looking hyper realistic and a sense of light sweep me, strangest feeling.
@@mauritaschut8466 Thank you, I meditate every morning after I wake up, and say thanks to you know who. Crazy how many likes I received, guess everyone is battling something.
Who is HP? Man what I would have given for just ONE opportunity in my crappy life. Never drank or smoked though. Lived a straight , boring and terrible life. It ain't worth it.
@@barrywhiteman7110 OK wonder how HP then decides who to give a break and who not? I lived a life of sacrifice to others (currently looking after a 2 month old baby with my wife as the mother have no means) and never got a single break. So I say all this mumbo jumbo is just BS.
My family doesn't like it when I tell them that I can't wait to cross over and experience that love that passes all understanding!! I can't wait to be back in the loving arms of my Father who art in Heaven!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
This story reminded me that I’m not just a “meat puppet “ ; my core essence is Love and Light, and I chose to be here on this planet and I have a purpose: spread love. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story and reminding us the Truth.
@@argophagley5309God is with Everyone, people might not like or believe it Hell is a Torment place that 100% separates you From God's lovely and Peaceful place
2.33 years clean and sober and so glad i don't have to live that way any more, and i can walk with god through my life. 54 years old. the only time i have ever 'heard' god speak inside me, the voice simply said, This Is My Sky. i hope this woman has a beautiful life from now on. AA is wonderful
To think he pursues and protects us our entire lives still blows my mind, no matter how deep we go he follows us to the depths of the darkness to bring us back to the light, I love you GOD 😢
I lost my brother to alcoholism in 2016 and my tears still come. I miss him and this comforts me tremendously. I hope he is smiling and happy finally with God. I appreciate everyone’s bravery that comes on this channel and the people who make it. Blessings to all!
I'm a friend of Bill's. Please know your Brother chose to learn the lesson of addiction and with this comes non judgement and true compassion. I've been sober for awhile but it took Ketamine to stop my cravings in my body and brain. Addiction affected my family and friends. I've lost so many people because of my poor behavior when I was active. I came close to dying many times. You might think of going to Al-anon. I went to these meetings long after my Mother passed and it helped tremendously. ❤
@@roxanemontegna9867 I really appreciate your comment. Alanon helped me so much! The pain will always be there at such a huge loss. Watching him do this to himself and his son nearly broke me. Blessings to you and your family!
@@walkinlight3380sending you love and compassion! I lost my brother to overdose and have had many addicts alcoholics in my family. I've had NDE and received many messages from loved ones. Know that he is free from all pain and suffering. Souls tell me they don't suffer and that they're death and addiction isn't their families fault. They typically say they take responsibility, remorseful for their actions/addiction impact on loved ones, and that it was a part of their souls plan. They are free and surrounded in love, peace, and bliss.
Her story plucked my heart strings 😢😭✝️🤍 I have 8 years sobriety, and my reasons were much like hers, without the NDE. 💕🙏🏼 Im glad and proud of you staying sober. You're here because of it. ❤️ God is realer than anything in this existance.
Gorgeous... Im12 years sober and I just moved to a new state Today this made me realise this is a fresh chance to LOVE all that I meet here, not the just ones who vote like i do, or like what i like, but all beings as they are and as I am! Thank you!
I will overcome in Jesus name as I struggle to provide for my children. GOD IS WORKING IT OUT. I’m a single mother. Both of my sons are special needs, and require much from me but I know God will give me the strength and courage that I need to continue to keep going. So while I struggle to buy groceries and while I struggle to pay rent. I will keep faith. Always. Amen Praise God!💕💕
Oh you will honey. In the meantime have you tried resources from the state you live? I.e. foodstsamps,food banks, Medicaid for your children and yourself since you’re single? There’s absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. A lot of people have too much pride. A person like yourself need the help! Please look into it, if you haven’t already. God bless you and your children.🙏
One of the most beautiful testimonies ever. What an authentic brilliant lady. She must be a writer to so eloquently explain purpose. She's a mix of sophistication but yet so grounded, thank you for your light, you shine so brightly. if you haven't, you must write a book! I love your old school humor and voice, lovely to see you keep that part of your personality as if you give credit to lessons learned. You definitely ended up as "cool" as they come. Charmed❤
Very inspiring Louisa! I never had a NDE, but I DID have a couple of OOBE, once as a young teenager, and once, believe it or not, performing on stage as a musician. The first time, I left my body and floated up above my suburban neighborhood. It only lasted for what seemed like perhaps a minute or so, and next thing I knew I was back in my bed. Was it a dream? Perhaps... but I felt the same sort of feelings that you described. The time it occurred while performing, I had this weird 'chills down my spine' feeling and the next thing I knew I was WATCHING MYSELF PERFORMING! It only lasted a few seconds and once I became aware of what was happening, BAM, I was back in my body again. I also am keenly aware of that 'voice in my head', what I call "Guardian Angels". One time in particular I was driving in heavy traffic. A voice as you described CLEARLY said; "Back off, this guy [the fellow in front of me] is going to have an accident". I immediately put several car lengths in between and slowed down and covered my brake pedal. Sure enough, a car pulled out in front of the fellow in front of me and he broad-sided the other car. Had I not heeded that voice (which was near impossible to ignore) I would have tail-ended him. It was not a terribly serious accident, but still... I've got more stories... but these are the ones that are forefront in my memory. I realize that they don't seem like much compared to Louise and other commenters stories, but even so, I know that there is a 'spirit realm'. Is it God? Probably. I like to think so. I say to all people that will heed; LISTEN TO THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD! They are your Guardian Angels trying to protect you! You are not alone !!!
I had an episode 4 years ago June 18th 2020. God spoke to me as I was freaking out with BP 212 over 125 my mouth was shooting out blood from a failed extraction. I was standing in the room by myself in the E.R. I thought I was going to die it was over. A loud BOOM like a speaker all around me said "STOP IT." I thought it was my father I haven't herd his voice in over 33 years since he died. At that exact moment I herd the words I became completely calm and walked over to the bed and sat down. My instant thought was everything is ok I'm in the ER they have everything under control. I felt so good and happy. I knew something crazy just went down. The doctor came in and said I will be dead or a heart attack and or a stroke if I don't stop drinking. I quit that day. I really hope when I die my family will be there and see all the work I have put in here trying to do the right things. I am now 4 years sober and I love life and I am thank full God or someone who yelled at me showed me I was killing myself. I really want that felling I had when I herd the voice it made my whole body calm and warm. I went from 100 freaking out to 0 and relaxed like I was on drugs. If that's God's love I sure would like some more please.
It was the Holy Spirit , Jesus promised us The Holy Spirit He would leave with us for comfort and direction! I have had your same experience! God does not leave us even though it feels like it sometimes!
God is real we are nothing and God is All he speaks volumes to us in scripture if we allow Him we will taste His Love I have often in the silence just try it and you will see !
The 24-hour day book says calmness is trust in action. You personally have experienced this calmness and this peacefulness you know how quickly you can obtain it in any moment or time. And you also can pass on the words to someone who is having an anxiety attack or very very upset, "stop it".. and then you can look at them from The Love in your eyes from your heart that you know is true. 🕊️✨❤️🔥
This came at a good time as I sit here and miss all of my family so much - the ones who died (today is the day my first born died 28 years ago), AND the ones who are still alive, but physically far away. I just hope they all know how much I love them.
This lady is super articulate - almost poetic in telling her story. I am glad she came back!!!! "It was the hugest bummer" was not her most poetic, but I remember the 80s and that was a hoot!
This is so personal to me because I’ve also had my life saved when I was a teenager and I fell off some rocks into the beach and the waves were violently crashing up against me, and a man saved me and I never got a chance to thank him. I don’t even remember his name. But if it weren’t for him I wouldn’t be here. Life has been hard since then, but I have a beautiful baby girl and that’s what I care about the most. If he hadn’t saved me then I wouldn’t be here and therefore my daughter wouldn’t be here, and she’s a gift to the world and to me. ❤
18 years sober & this happened to me.I still find it hard to explain but it was the most peacefull feeling ever.It helped me get sober& today im not afraid of dying,im so grateful to be free & feel blessed also.
I too have a "guardian angel" saved my life when I almost drowned as a 12 year old, I remember him raising me to the surface out of the warm depths of the waters.. like the bartender, I am soo grateful years later to this man who swam back and dove deep into the waters to save my pathetic life. Gods blessings
Im watching this because my sister has just passed away. It is still raw, she still awaiting cremation. My heart hurts right now, but I prayed to god on her behalf to let her through heavens gate. Its how I'm coping, otherwise I see her alone ( in the morgue) waiting till someone arrives and finishes her final journey. Its hard right now. It's these people sharing their stories that helps a lttle. Bless you all❤❤❤❤.
the body is just a vessel like a glass holding water. spill the glass. does the water not find its way into cracks in the floor or ground before becoming vapor and returning to the clouds? she is not in the morgue. she has returned Home. my wife died from sepsis in 2021. i had to orchestrate her passing by gradually having her meds shut off and her o2 and watching my wonderful wife and soul mate slip away. i walked her shell down to the elevator that would take her to the morgue knowing she walked with me by my side. i said my goodbyes and her body was wheeled into the elevator. a week after , the county examiner cleared the cremation. she was not til then in the morgue. when the doors closed she made her journey and it was only her shell that went to the cold of the morgue. the day of her cremation i got the word from the funeral parlor. we had no viewing, no service. i got there before they were officially opened because rain was coming.. bad rain. i sat in the dark in my car , heart hurting and a tiny knock on my window stirred me. one of the directors was there. 'she's all set for you now if you want to spend time with her. its ok.' i entered and there on the simple humble skid or pallet.. was her shell. i knew she was there with me in spirit but no longer bound to her shell. the 3 directors and tech that were there told me to take my time and went into the other side of the building. i did a small ritual for her body to bless it, kissed her forehead.. played a song on my cell phone and rubbed her arm gently... then called them back and we sent her body to its next stage of being. after saying goodbye to her body, i turned to walk out and go home to cry. an umbrella snapped open over me and one of the directors started walking me to the door of the bldg. it was not yet raining. i tried to shoo her off . . but she would not leave and the moment my foot hit outside , the sky opened as though the heavens were crying with me. i think my wife made sure i made it home safe, then went back to her new Home to rest and let me break down in peace. when we pass it would be cruel to think we are chained to that which we once were. we close our eyes to this physical world and open them to spirit, to find our loved ones there waiting to guide us Home. my wife came back to see me send her body off... and it is my truth she is constantly near if not here in spirit when needed. your sister is Home now. it is only that which was the physical self that was left behind. be at peace. i'm sorry for your loss and pain. it will get easier to carry in time.
@@daffodilfleur i really felt like i did not want to be here anymore. I have been getting very low. I hate leaving my house everyday. But This gives me hope and strength. Living in London has become difficult and dangerous. Lots of Anger. But i will be ok. Thank you for your message.
@@MarinaMJH I’m an American and live in California, but was just in London in March. My Gran’s family comes from Leicester. I’ve been following what’s been going on in England and I know it’s heart-wrenching. We’re having multiple problems here, too. It’s minor, but we just had an earthquake last night; it wasn’t too bad. Hope we don’t get another that’s worse. There’s definitely feelings of anxiety, but I feel you’ll be alright because you’re strong. I’m trying to be that, too. We’ll get through this!
@@daffodilfleur We will , Thank you for your kind mrssage.Bless you. London and the UK is tragic and heartbreaking right now. I am shocked what is Happening to our little Island.. We really need to Unite our Kingdom. Riots and Crime everywhere, Lawless mob Mentality.
to all who read this, and all who don't...sending you infinite peace, perfect health, abundant wealth, joyous freedom, and unconditional love... 🙏🏽💚💚💚💚💚🙌🏽
You've said two things that help me understand I am correct in my thinking and beliefs. 1- Your role is to be a blessing (be God) to others. Leaving them a little better than you found them. 2- What is on the other side is "more" real that what we know on this earth. Truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe that with everything in me......
I'm about to watch the video, but seeing the title I can say that something happened to me about 18 years ago that would change the entire course of my life. I was a severe alcoholic. I was attending AA and would get short periods of sobriety and go right back, each time drinking more and more. Every time I started back drinking it was like I never stopped. One night, I gave myself alcohol poisoning and fell out face first in the floor. It was some time later I suddenly came to and the first thing I noticed is that I wasn't intoxicated AT ALL. I was in this place that had like a black glass ground with white as snow mist and fog sweeping across it. I was on my hands and knees sobbing like a baby looking at the ground. This was a REAL PLACE you could tell I was actually somewhere else. As I'm sobbing, right in front of me I see glowing feet. As I look up there is a woman standing there. This woman was wearing a white dress made of light and she had a halo of blueish light all around her. Her face was so beautiful, but not in a traditional sense. It has been impossible to describe her face fully, but it looked like a lion mixed with human features and it was absolutely mind blowingly beautiful. She has this golden hair that seemed to be moving on it's on like blue flames or something. She put her hand under my chin and lifted my head up to her face. She asked me a question in a way that seemed like she knew rhe answer, but wanted me to know the answer. She asked " Why are you k||||g yourself"? I lowered my head in shame and began sobbing again. There were others there as well. There was two others, one on each side of her facing out in opposite directions with what seemed to be trumpets maybe? There were also others in the mist and fog I couldn't see. This place was so real I even remember the smell and it smelled like honeysuckles. After that, I came to in severe pain from the poisoning and checked myself into a rehab the next day. That event completely changed me with alcohol and drugs. It was like it scared me at first and I didn't tell anyone till years later when I had veen sober for a few years. I will NEVER forget that woman's face and how indescribably beautiful she was.
I'm 9 years sober after heavy drinking for 39 years straight, basically my whole shameful life. It is a miracle that AA could only have achieved by the gift of a spiritual awakening that I had walking along a deserted beach in my 3rd year sober, pins and needles started in my head and slowly encompassed my entire body like an electric current. After 2 minutes it stopped and I felt like I had 20/20 vision for the first time in my life when I opened my eyes, realising I was a completely different person. Before almost homeless, now I have been admitted to law school and going strong. A completely new life saved by mercy and love. Is there any way I can contact Louisa?
@@michaellincoln3739 Wow, you are blessed but you did all the hard work so you had it coming! I am a recovering addict and for a while I found some weird new fire in my body that made able to do and take on stuff I never could before. But I lost that energy and somehow I’m almost back in a full blown wet blanket, no energy, depression again. I have 1 + month sober after I relapsed after staying sober for my first year since I started 20+ years ago. So at least I have that. Never quit trying I guess. 😊
Amen, keep going buddy it gets easier believe me ,myself 10 years sober, became healthier more money in my pocket but most important my lord and savior Jesus!
Finally, a genuine NDE. Ive been seeing several that seemed so fake lately, with a book sale at the end. This one felt more authentic and was about God/love as opposed to the person telling the story
I really relate to your love of the clubs! There was no place like that in the day. I still have to drive by clubs that are triggers. I hope that you will know that you have helped me today. Thanks for believing that “God is everywhere “, which was the last statement that I made to my stepson before he overdosed at 33. Wonderful share!
AA brought me to my higher power. That knowing, is something I have now. Been sober since 4-24-10 almost died a few times but no NDE. I still believe in that Love, I am no longer afraid to live or die. ❤
I totally relate to this woman -- deeply. Her honesty is bracing and refreshing and her ability to truly face herself and TELL THE TRUTH is so beautiful. Thank you, Louisa.
This is the BEST one yet! I am sober the same time as this woman. I did not have an NDE (thank GOD) But the simplicity in her message lets me know I am on the right path. Hate cannot drive out Hate, ONLY LOVE works. I know everything I am doing is on the right path and if someone meets me and they feel better because of it, I have done my job💖
I want nothing more for her to find that bartender and thank him. Wonder if he’s still alive. I bet that would feel like a relief, to express her gratitude.
I grew up in Seattle and graduated in 82 also. I’m glad I got born again at 16 and was so in love with Jesus that I didn’t try to fit in with the people doing drugs and bad stuff.
I watch all the NDE's channels, the big ones as well as the small ones,podcasts or story telling. This is the best of them, especialy the story telling and the ambience, like a movie/ documantary. Its so well done, i thank you for doing this job for humanity.
Wow!!!! I’ve heard a lot of these NDE’s, this one almost leaves me pondering what my work is but really, I do know what it is. It was smiling and showing patience with a group of elderly ppl in wheelchairs at the dollar store instead of becoming impatient they were there, and how lucky I really am that I can walk around the store,,, I carry that daily to the best of my ability ,,,, smiles and eye contact with our fellow man goes a long way
I am still processing this lady's experience. It takes enormous courage to talk about all these experiences. I am poundering on how society and societal norms had forbidden and still do, to speak about them, marginalising and pactically denying someone's pain.
I’m so glad we were able to hear her story. I’m incredibly grateful for the positive moments of my life and the opportunities I have had to learn valuable lessons. She seems like an incredibly loving and supportive and wonderful person to be around. I experience much frustration in my job but I also get to experience so many joys when I see my students succeed.
I’ll have been trying to overcome my son’s drug addiction in the wrong way…this video made me realize that…I couldn’t understand him and was so angry at all the ways it hurt me for 15 years. This video made me want to try love again.
I know your pain! All three of my kids are drug addicts! One is also an alcoholic! Us parents become numb after years of heartache! We just turn off our hearts so they can't hurt us anymore! Kudos to you for choosing to open yours! I wish you well! None of my children speak to me so I just love them and my grandkids from afar! It's hard not to be angry with the parents who deprive their children of my love but I am tired of being angry! So I just send the grandkids love! I Am sending some your way too! Catch!
Thank you, Coming Home brothers. 💕. These are such wonderful stories, filmed in the most professional way. All your hard work in bringing us this information is greatly, greatly appreciated. 🙏🌺
I, too, had an NDE from driving off the road, under a guard rail and ending up at the bottom of a hill. The Austen Healey Sprite just fit under the wire but scraped off the windscreen resulting in 29 stitches to the scalp, and a concussion that knocked me out completely for several minutes. During that “time-out” I raced through a spiralling tunnel at great speed and arrived at last to a place of the most brilliant, beautiful light with towering white “ice cream” clouds. I never saw anyone but the relief, the relinquishing, the casting off of all earthly cares was so very strong, and the peace, as they say, “passeth understanding”. I cannot emphasize enough the sense of complete joy, warmth, and peace that I felt. And oh!! I did not want to go back!! I fought it with all my being, but return I did. So again I spun but in reverse, landing with a jolt, and without a clue as to who, what, why, or when. I had no context, no history, no name even. It was the rudest “awakening” imaginable!
What a powerful loving story. Truly Love conquers all. I am blessed to have heard this and hopefully continue to spread the love you shared. Praise God!
I had a very similar life experience. It also was the source of my spiritual awakening. My sob. date is 1.24.94. This is where the faith and strength to stay sober has come from. I can’t wait to go back and see my family and rexperience the love. Thank you for sharing your story! 🦋
i have listened to this story at least 3 times before. It captivates me everytime. This woman reminds me so much of my aunt who has the exact same personality and alcoholic weaknesses as she did. Amazing.
Beautiful I love this one ❤. I lost my oldest daughter this time last year and I just love feeling her peace, even though I would do anything to have her back💧✨.
When Louisa was talking about being so completely loved, I thought 'I want that' and immediately the answer came that I AM completely lived (as are we all). We simply forget, that's all. Love the expression 'meat puppet' (some comedian called it a meatsuit). It can be delightful to see the beautiful blue sky, sunshine and the green of nature, but the notion that this is not true reality holds a promise of what is to come when we leave the meat puppet. Thanks, Louisa.
I needed this soooo badly 😢 I had a tough week and yesterday (Saturday) was a huge blow to everything I was in mentally during the week. My self-esteem, my mentality, my emotions were just so negative towards myself; basically auto destroying my self. Today I woke up more "optimistic" and thinking of God's love and purpose for oneself in this life. Also the "dreams" I've had about him and the signs that I'm ok and not alone and this beautiful video pops up and just the message that I needed to hear. Is just beautiful how God works on you and fills your energy and positivity ❤ I still need work on myself 😅😂 but it gave me my focus again. ❤
When it happens again, find another video like this. I am finding that it becomes ingrained, after a while and all the love and light talk is real. If you lose sight of the light, turn back to love, start with yourself and project outward. It really works. Don’t pay for this knowledge, just walk in light and love ✌️ that is the one true thing, I’ve found.
It is Saturday August 17th 2024 at 3.35 in the day. I just watched this woman tell her story. I too am an alcoholic who has struggled with this disease all my life and has tried to beat this disease and get right, with GOD. I have exactly one day of sobriety today and after listening to this women's story, I feel inspired to seek a life of GOD in sobriety. Thank you for your story. You have touched me.
Beautiful. One day at a time - you got this.
You got this ❤
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How we doing big dog?! Just checking in, we are PROUD OF YOU!
@@joes4990 you got this! The only way I was able to conquer this addiction was by the hand of Almighty God. I was a backslid Christian who had turned everyone I loved away from me because of my addiction and was in the worst despair of my life. My teenage son used to sit on the side of my bed and tell me “Mom , you’re better than this, this isn’t who you are” He being a kid, would tell me he was praying for me and I had 6 kids whom I was letting down because prior to that 3 to 4 year addiction. I was a stay at home mother who never allowed alcohol in the house, never drank etc. when my marriage started failing, I found so lace in drinking rather than the Lord that was my first mistake.. and then everything spiraled out of control, but I do clearly remember being so desperate and even being drunk 24 hours just talking to God and asking him to help me. Everytime I craved alcohol, I would pray for God to take it away, and sometimes the cravings would leave but other times they wouldn’t . I know that if I can do this, you can too. I am 5 years sober since that time.
In my first year of sobriety I was considering having a drink. I was driving at the time and there was suddenly a powerful voice right inside my head that said, "You have used up all your luck. You cannot drink. Your luck is gone." And I knew the truth in that moment, that I had driven drunk many times, that I had risked my life and the lives of others - including my children - too many times, and that the luck that had kept me safe was gone. Finished. That moment was 43-years-ago next month. I haven't had a drink since that moment and am still an active member of the most wonderful recovery program of them all, A.A.. Your story, Louisa, brought that memory powerfully back to me. We are so blessed. We are the lucky ones, to KNOW, to have learned, that GOD IS LOVE.
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You are going great I was a hopeless case now 30 years sober you stick in a day at a time yes our lord will look after you
That is the Holy Spirit!!
That was God speaking to you! I had a voice tell me nit to go when a light turned green! I waited beside another car that blocked m u veiw of z tractor trailing barreling thru his red light! Listen carefully when you are spoke too!
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Just over 10 years sober now. All my thanks to All Mighty God.
Bless you all!
My brother passed from liver failure two months ago… these stories help so much with this horrible grief. Thanks for sharing
I’m so sorry for your loss. I deeply love the sharing of NDEers because they do offer so much comfort and reaffirmation of my own experience of God’s love. I believe God knows how hard it is to be human, and His grace and love are there for all.
Takes five years to get over a death. First year worse. Second a bit better. By third year getting easier. Life will never be same because you are not the same. Helps to know that. Next, let grief make you a better person and not bitter. We all have to face what you are now. May millions since 2019 to 2024 know three people that passed. You are not alone. Many suffering as you suffer. The thing to know is that we are really spirit and eternal and this is just a training camp. We develop character here like empathy and mercy and learn how hurt makes someone suffer and what to do to ease it. You are one of millions suffering. Not alone.
So sorry for the loss of your brother. If u don’t mind I will keep you in my prayers!! Yx
I lost my brother to alcoholism and organ failure 3 years ago. It was and is awful and confusing. I am sending you and your brother love and care.
Am really sorry for your loss. But I am sure he is at peace now. Trust in God
A kind word to a stranger is so loving. I try every day.
Hi , I agree . I’ve always thought I’m unremarkable looking , 20 years ago a beautiful looking woman that I didn’t know told me she thought I was quite handsome, I was very unhappy at that time , I’ve held on to those words ever since. She doesn’t know how much she helped me :)
Yes! This. We are here to love. It's tough when things are really going wrong, but it is still our primary directive here on this planet.
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One kind act can change your life and someone else's as well!
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My son is an alcoholic. May God give him a life changing experience like Louisa in the Mighty Name of Jesus.
@joneskayann I pray, in the name of Jesus, that your son lets go of alcohol, that he discovers he does not need it, that using alcohol only hurts and does not help. I pray that your son feels the love of God, the power of the Holy Spirit, and the brotherhood of Jesus in his life so that he does not feel the need for alcohol. I bind any spirits in the name of Jesus that are surrounding him with this crutch of alcohol. I pray for strength for your son, you, and your family. May God bless you all. Peace be with you.
Never stop praying for him. Never. Stop. Praying! After my 22 years of heavy drinking that almost killed me, I was saved by God’s Grace. My mother told me one day, ‘You know, I never stopped praying for you.’ I cling to those precious words. Her faith moved mountains. I know when she met the Lord face to face he told her, ‘Well done good and faithful servant.’ And so it can be with your son. Never stop praying for him! ❤
PRAYING FOR YOUR SON. MY DAD AND MANY FAMILY MEMBERS WERE ALCOHOLICS. I LIVED ASA FUNCTIONAL ALCOHOLIC. i have not had a drink in over 8 years. i just turned 79. I still have temptations to drink. tell ur son u love him no matter what
I have stayed sober for 7 years by attending Alcoholics Anonymous. There is a solution.
I will pray for him. I had that problem, and angels and God helped me.
1 year sober but I just relapsed. Trying to find my place in life. I just found Jesus, thank you lord that you exist!
EDIT: Haven’t touched any drugs since I wrote this.
A bible verse comes to mind. Matthew 19:26, which says, “With God all things are possible.”
You got this. Keep pushing!
@@tabbylynn8191 Thank you. 🙏
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Keep going!! ❤❤❤
Jesus is in ur boat. No condemnation in christ
My sweet sweeeeeet MOM passed away from Cancer, bacterial meningitis, lungs infection, kidney failure, 18 chemo,40 rediations,fits,strokes internal bleeding and finally heart failure. She was only 48 year old ,but I know she’s in Heaven!!! She wasn’t just my mom, but my best friend. Please pray for her.
I believe she is doing well on the other side
I will. I'm sorry.
I just finished praying a Hail Mary & Our Father... Sorry for your loss 🙏😔
That’s incredibly sad…so sorry for your loss.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Praying. 🙏🏼 she is safe now.
My dad came to me in a vision when he passed. He was 800 miles from me. When the vision ended the phone rang … to tell me dad just passed.
What was amazing was he was healed before he sat up in bed, reached out his arm and called out my name. He had been barely able to move before that moment. In my vision he was walking with his light guide, going to heaven. He was instantly healed before he could call my name. Instantly. I felt an inexplicable peace for several months.
Were you sleeping when this happened or awake?
The exact thing happened to me . I was sleeping and had a dream / vision that my dad ( who was dying of cancer) sat up in his bed and said that he was fine and everything was great !! A second later my aunt called and said my dad had just passed away. I knew that he was with Jesus now.
I believe. After my wife died in 2003 she came to me in a dream and I just couldn't understand how she could be alive. We had her funeral and she was buried, yet here she was. This wasn't just any dream, it was real. She told me the cancer was gone and that she was in a perfect place and doing fantastic. I told her I was so, so sorry but I was married again and she told me she knew and everything was as it should be.
When my dad died last year, he didn't have legs. I had a dream about him recently. I was in his driveway leaning against my car. My old basketball hoop was up but it isn't anymore. It was sunset. My dad looked like he was 30 years old and he was walking towards me. I yelled out to him that he could have called me and I would pick him up. He lifted his arm up and waved. He didn't say anything to me. Thing is, in this dream, he's young and he has both legs and walking again.
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When I was 11 years old, I fell asleep. I remember waking up and looking at the most beautiful skies, a beautiful mix of blue, pink and orange skies. I remember being so confused by the sky, it was too beautiful to be real. I was laid on the softest grass bed that I had ever felt before I heard multiple voices and laughter. When I got to a seating position, about 100 feet away, I saw my grandmother who had passed way before I was born walking by and waved. As soon as she noticed me, her eyes widened and she walked away from me in a rush, I got so scared that I started following her and calling her name, confused as to why she was ignoring me. About 200 feet away, I saw some children playing soccer and laughing. There I could remember seeing Marcia, a cousin who had also died before I was born and she had the same reaction as my grandmother and ran off. When the other kids saw her running away, they turned to see what she had seen. I remember seeing Jordan, my cousin and best friend who had died of cancer about a year before. I was beyond excited to see him, I remember thinking “he came back for me!” And I started running towards him. When I got about 20 feet away from him, he yelled “STOP! IT’S TOO SOON” I remember being confused and asking him “what do you mean? Don’t you miss me?” And he replied “you have to go back” then we started arguing because all I wanted was a hug and I couldn’t understand why everyone kept on running away from me. I remember telling him that I didn’t want to go back and him saying that I wasn’t done doing what I was supposed to do. I kept on arguing that I didn’t want to go back then, all of a sudden, Jordan’s voice got really deep and he yelled “I SAID IT’S NOT TIME! GO BACK NOW!” It was so deep and foreign to the 12 year old boy’s voice that I knew that I got scared. I remember taking a huge gasp of air then jumping awake in a hospital bed, I panicked because how did I find myself in this hospital bed when I was just with Jordan? That is when I found out that I was hit by a car going the wrong way on a one way street. The hospital workers thought I had died and were waiting for my family to come get me and bring me to a morgue. My mission hasn’t ended and whenever I feel depressed, that dream of me seeing who people who were essentially my ancestors (relatives who passed on) was God showing me that when I am done with my mission on this earth, my family will welcome me with open arms. I can’t do anything that will send me to a different place, even when I am tempted. God manifested himself through my family in my dream.
The afterlife is such a taboo thing to talk about in my culture that I was always afraid to tell anybody about this in fear of being demonized and called a witch, this is my first time actually even typing this down in a public forum.
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Isn’t it nice knowing who we truly are, light beings in an earthsuit! Yay
@@aminam6430 What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing it! 🥰
Thank you for sharing that 🙏
You are awesome 👍
I love these stories and these people so much. This channel is the reason I started studying NDEs and now, a year later, I am becoming certified to practice end of life care. These stories alone can change lives, but so does sharing them! I found my purpose and owe a great deal of that to Coming Home. Thank you.
Wow this is incredible! Thank you so much for sharing - amazing that you found your way to a powerful life of service 🙏
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Me too. Thanks for noting this. 🤗🙏🏾❤️
My people are worried that I watch/listen to these stories too much.
I started because my brother killed himself 😢
My wife was a wonderful person unfortunately she had a OD. These stories bring peace to my heart knowing she is in a better place
I’m sorry, it’s awful for the family and the ones left behind..
@@Babyblue689 thank you
So awful, pay attention and be set free. Nothing happens to you but for you. Search. Believe in more. Love you
God bless you sir. Glad you are rediscovering your peace. You deserve it!
I send my deepest condolences to you and family, and friends while mourning your loss. I am a recovering addict. I have walked through some ugly, scary, and could have been fatal experiences. All my own decisions. I take accountability. I do not blame. Now, havi 4 years clean, I am GRATEFUL for my experiences in my active addiction. What I know to be true is this - the depths of hell in which one walks through AND makes it out and decides you deserve a better life is exactly the highs of joy that one can reach. Ying and Yang. The only person who can initiate change within self is YOURSELF. Some of us make that decision and stay clean for decades. Perhaps even the rest of their life. And some pop in and out God willing. From an addicts perception, that is nothing short of a miracle. For me, miracles are the most unbelievable and unexplainable synchronicities that had to happen exactly when they did to domino effect....one of the domino's is the decision to change. One gains strength, endurance, an understanding of what and who we are truly. Anyone who is not an addict will not ever fully comprehend. And that is good. I wouldn't wish the disease of addiction on anyone - no way. But I am grateful. I've lived 2 totally different lives. I am blessed and worthy of recovery. So are you!
I Lost my Dad to Cancer, My friend to suicide and my grandfather in the last 3 months and have since been obsessed with these NDE Stories. It gives me such comfort to know that this is a temporary experience, we are all eternal at our soul level and our job here is to love, to learn and to experience your life on earth.
I'm so sorry for your tremendous losses in such a short time! 😢 I'm glad you found NDE's, keep listening. They bring so much peace!! Big hugs to you, friend ❤
I've known a few soul-less ppl.
I find it very comforting too, love wins
Absolutely.. love prevails!
@@e-mulamastery My mom is battling the after effects of a lung cancer that they successfully stopped, and I have to lost a close friend to suicide. I quickly consume pretty much every testimonies I find here on RUclips and I find the evidence so convincing I now KNOW there is a God and and afterlife.
I wish I could in a good way get my mom and other in my family to see and understand what I now know about the afterlife and maybe she would be less scared about her own death that one day will come for us all. But it is not the end.
Wow. Do not hit back but you love back so that the other person realises he was wrong. Strong teaching. God bless you.
Well, I never thought I would share this experience publicly, but some of the descriptions Louisa gave, are almost identical to something I experienced recently. So here we go. First of all, mine was not an NDE, but here's what happened. I spent nearly all of 2023 battling an issue in my kidneys, that had started in January. It wasn't until November before doctors finally started to realize...holy smokes, this dude is in really bad shape, we better do something. Tons of pain and just feeling absolutely sick...I described it as feeling like I had been poisoned. Early December, I had the first part of a procedure done, and then I had to spend an entire month in what can only be described as "living hell" with large stents fed up into my kidneys until early January. Pain beyond belief...and I've been through some stuff in my life...but both kidneys were so bad, that the stents put tremendous pressure on everything 24/7...my poor wife and kids really suffered through that, because I hurt so much I lost my voice from screaming in pain, and medications could not keep up with my pain levels. I eventually got to a point where instead of crying about how much I hurt...I thanked God for letting me experience it. I fully embraced it. I would pray to God thanking Him. Thank you God for letting me go through this, because I know I will appreciate it when I'm healed. And saying this was nothing compared to what Jesus did for us and thanking Him for His sacrifice. And thanking God and giving gratitude that I was even surviving it, no matter how bad I felt. Well, when I finally got through it all, by late January I felt like my head had been transplanted onto a brand new body. I had never felt better in my life. I was in what seemed like an almost constant state of prayer...just thanking God for helping me feel so much better and getting me through all of that. One day I was home by myself, and my pup was on my lap and I just said one of my little prayers, thanking God just kind of talking to Him out loud, nothing formal. Just thank you, thank you. Thank you Father....thank you Jesus so much. And my pup was getting excited and started licking my face like crazy, and I said to him...awwww buddy, you have no idea how much I love you. And...OH...MY...GOSH...instantly it was like those words boomeranged back onto me in a way that is beyond description. "You have no idea how much I love you" I could "hear" them in a different voice...very similar to the one Louisa described...which startled me...and honestly I thought I was imagining it...but then I immediately began to feel a sensation like I was completely enveloped in the most pure love I have ever felt in my life. It was like someone took a 55 gallon drum of love and poured it over my head. Like I was being drowned in it almost...I don't mean in a negative way, I mean it was just absolutely overwhelming. It was EXACTLY the sensation I have heard described in these NDE's but I was fully alive and aware. I simultaneously began to laugh and cry at the same time, which confused me...and kind of made me laugh even more lol. I had to stand up and walk around a bit, because I felt like my body could not handle the feeling I was experiencing. It was like every cell in my body...down to the atomic level...was rejoicing and going crazy. And the whole time...for what may have only been 2 or 3 minutes but it seemed to go on forever...I was just having this enormous amount of love being poured over me. None of the words I type...no words in any language...can really convey what that felt like. I don't believe our physical bodies are equipped to handle that for very long. It's hard to believe, but it was almost too much. And then it kind of faded out and I was just sitting there, thinking to myself..."whoa, am I going crazy?" But I have always believed in God, and I have no doubt He gave me that tiny little sample of what is to come just as a way to let me know He is there...through good and bad.
WOW
Your account is absolutely electrifying to me. You have reminded me of my own ungrateful shortcomings with talk about attitudes to pain and suffering and without one iota of preachiness or self-pity.
Beautifully written too, have you ever thought getting anything published?
This sounds like such an amazing experience! Thank you for sharing! I believe every word.
I so totally love this story and have walked a crooked enough path to never feel worthy of their love, but yet I know them well enough and have felt them strongly enough and had my own NDE 2x in my 35 years. I used to be a very reckless and angry person. Always had a good heart and a soft side, but did not believe and had my own journey in discovering them and their love for us. I'm so happy that the Lord God and Jesus of Nazareth love you and your family so much as to have put you through that so that you could become the diamond that you are now, my brother!!!!!!!!
WOW! Thank you.
I’m a senior now but back in my youth I lived your story without the NDE. I just celebrated 40 years of sobriety last month and remember it only gets better.😊
Congratulations! I am 39 years of continuous sobriety.
Congratulations 🎊 to you both on your sobriety!!!! This is the best loving gift you can give to yourself and loved ones. Earth is the land of addictions because we are homesick for God/spirit home but we are always connected and separateness is an illusion.
Congratulations! Wonderful to read of success stories!
Congrats ,🥳 👍10 years sober myself thanks to Jesus my savior
Amen! And congratulations. 20 years for me.
My husband got sober in '93, way before I met him. He put everything he had into the 12 Step to prove it wouldn't work, but it did. He had been guided there, and God was a strong presence in both his, and my, life. We met in 2009 and he was the biggest blessing to me and many others. He knew what love is. He passed in 2020 and he still shows me what love is. I came to believe that the 12 step teachings are timeless and effective if someone trusts them and does the work. The love is there for everyone, and it's powerful. Thanks for sharing your story!❤❤❤
The 12 steps are truly spiritual. In Fact they come from the bible. Read the book if James.
It’s in the 12 steps where people find the miracle.
I was struggling to listen to this story on the treadmill - just didn't feel like running today. Moved to the bike and completely listened to the message. Jesus intervened because I needed this message. Praise God!!
Jesus is with us sister. We shall inherit the Kingdom of God. God Bless you.
@@2235-j8lGod bless you as well!!
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Louisa if you’re reading this, you’re amazing, and your testimony is life-changing! ❤❤
Great testament....thank you Louisa!
I knew all of this sounded so familiar. She wrote a book about all of this and that very book was the reason I finally admitted to myself I was an alcoholic. A few months later I got sober (told I was going to die since my liver quit working) . Thank you for guiding me and being an example.
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I too died and came back. 1981 car accident. Went heaven and talking to God. I told him if he want me to stay , I will. But is still have so much to do. I was sent back. It is undescribable. But it changed my life.
So you talked to Jesus...
How did it change your life? Thank you
It would absolutely change someone's life. I have no doubt at all! Praise Jesus!
Same. I had an NDE through a car accident at 18 and sent back as it wasn't my time. It definitely gives you a spiritual awakening and changes you forever. Instead of belief you KNOW we are eternal light spiritual beings and don't die. We continue on our journey back home after much learning and soul expansion from earthly experiences when our time comes. It removes the fear of death and teaches you much here on earth is an illusion.
@@anitaknight3915Don't you think this world is too cruel for learning? Think about animals. What are they learning from slaughter? A loving creator would never put their precious children to this cruel world. The suffering is huge for so many souls. To learn from this evil system is a bad idea.
Love love love this! I lost my 21 year old son to an accidental drug overdose in 2009. I always felt that he is in the most beautiful and peaceful place now without the stress of this world. It gives me comfort. ❤ Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience. 😢❤
Sending you and your son love and hugs.
Sending you love and comfort. My brother passed from overdose at 24 in 2009 too. I've had a NDE and connected to family on other side. Know that he didn't suffer and was welcome home in total love, acceptance, forgiveness, and peace. Death is painless and beautiful. We don't die merely transition back to source love energy. He'll always be connected to you through love.
Good for you, for understanding that Heaven is going home. Difficult of course, but true unconditional love understands transitions. I’ve spent my entire adult life learning and knowing the possibilities and wonders of the many soul levels.
May God grant you peace and love and hold you very tight during the dark days of this life without you baby.
I lost my son 2 yrs ago. He was only 14 yrs old. He died of fentanyl poisoning.
Many prayers and love to you and your family 🙏
I lost my 31 year old son. Glad you have comfort ❤
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I lost my 53 yr old son Reggie 2 yes ago to alcoholism...liver disease. He was sober his last 2 months, hoping to stop the damage. His wife Kathy passed away 9 months earlier to the same disease..I hope and pray they found each other. He missed her so much. These NDE's have been helping me. Thank you
Sorry for your loss.
God bless your family
Peace be with you.
I trust and believe your son is with his loving wife, in the light of God!!! Happy and healthy!!! God Bless❤❤❤❤❤
Love and prayers to you and your family. I’m so sorry for your loss of your son
May God grant you peace 🙏
TY for this. I've been drinking since 8 yrs old .. 55 now. Started AA in 2019, but still relapsing. Prayers up for ALL 🙏✨😇💖
My son's got a mate who's battling the booze as I speak. He's only 41, but his life already sounds like a C&W song.
First his wife and baby son left him because he was spending £100's on drink, he's a delivery driver and was driving and swigging at the same time. Then he had a crash on the motorway, lost his job, driving licence, thankfully no one hurt. Offered rehab hostel, blew it by bringing in alcohol. He's had seizures. Now got a brilliant offer in a rehab facility, rare as hen's teeth.
He had a good upbringing, he's got brilliant mates who have all been supportive. It was a mate who got him the driving job and he looked like an idiot at work for recommending him.
He's inclined to blame his wife, who left their flat and had to go into emergency accommodation with their baby son. In fact, he blames everyone but himself. I keep trying to get him to go to AA but he won't.
Sorry this has been so long but it really is right when they call it the demon drink.
I hope you're still sober and doing well! I've been sober 7 years. It's just a choice everyday. I have to make it fresh everyday. And if I ever get tempted to have a drink I try to say, wait 10 minutes. If you still want a drink in 10 minutes then you can have one. But I never have. You can do it.
Use a binding prayer, it's a spirit.
Say this aloud:
By the power of the blood and the Holy name of Jesus, I command the demon of addiction to stop afflicting me and to go to the foot of the cross for your sentencing.
I used it and I smoked for 20 years and that's completely DEAD as of this last February.
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I've been listening to NDE stories for the past year. They are a great sense of comfort as I start to prepare for my own death. These people are wayshowers for me and all that of us. I am very grateful that they have shared their stories with me. I also enjoy that you (the channel owner) stand back and let the NDErs be in the spotlight. Thanks for sharing their stories.
Same here. I'm in the very last stage of my life, and it's scary in general. These videos give me so much peace.
Most people will have all memories of this life wiped and be reincarnated into another body to begin the cycle of suffering all over again.
ruclips.net/video/w4XW5jvR7R4/видео.html another amazing story of conversion
Don't die without giving your life to Jesus x
@@godsown7947 Jesus who? Do you realize how many guys in Mexico are named Jesus?
You have made my life better. Thank you, dear soul. I came here grieving and am leaving uplifted. ❤️🔥
Never comment on these type of videos but as I was walking outside a few minutes ago listening to this with my airpods for a fews seconds on the sidewalk looking forward I felt like I saw the matrix right in front of me with the trees, grass, cars passing by looking hyper realistic and a sense of light sweep me, strangest feeling.
Very cool
That's so cool. I've had some strange experiences too, particularly since I started meditating daily.
@@mauritaschut8466 Thank you, I meditate every morning after I wake up, and say thanks to you know who. Crazy how many likes I received, guess everyone is battling something.
Awakening means things get alot more vibrant and real, focus on that energy and try to increase it 😇
@@praywithoutceasing2966 Thank you. 🍔
Thankyou
40 years sober
NDE 13 years before I got sober.
HP gave me so many opportunities, never gave up on me.
Who is HP? Man what I would have given for just ONE opportunity in my crappy life. Never drank or smoked though. Lived a straight , boring and terrible life. It ain't worth it.
Higher Power
@@barrywhiteman7110 OK wonder how HP then decides who to give a break and who not? I lived a life of sacrifice to others (currently looking after a 2 month old baby with my wife as the mother have no means) and never got a single break. So I say all this mumbo jumbo is just BS.
@@hendrikdebruin4012 Keep doing your good helping others. I appreciate it. Hope you can find the joy you give.
I'm in alanon bless you 🏴🇬🇧🙏
My family doesn't like it when I tell them that I can't wait to cross over and experience that love that passes all understanding!! I can't wait to be back in the loving arms of my Father who art in Heaven!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Amen 👏💜🌸💜🌸👏
OK.
"God is the energy that is everywhere." So very beautiful. Thank you so much.
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This story reminded me that I’m not just a “meat puppet “ ; my core essence is Love and Light, and I chose to be here on this planet and I have a purpose: spread love. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story and reminding us the Truth.
I commented the same exact thing
"I chose to be here."
RUclips puppet
Good side effects of alcohol...
Jesus…………. you better seek Him
You must know who the Meat Puppets are!
This woman in this video speaks the word of truth where I have been there myself. This woman is good.
God IS EVERYWHERE! No truer words right there. Love is the answer and we have God to thank daily about that! Praise HIM whom all blessings flow🙏🏻🕊️
@@argophagley5309God is with Everyone, people might not like or believe it
Hell is a Torment place that 100% separates you From God's lovely and Peaceful place
Jesus said, No one comes to The Father but by me.
I don't believe that God wants to be praised. I believe that God wants to be loved, just as we do (there is a difference).
@@argophagley5309 delusion of grandeur much? Like anyone believes what you feel GOD is.
2.33 years clean and sober and so glad i don't have to live that way any more, and i can walk with god through my life. 54 years old.
the only time i have ever 'heard' god speak inside me, the voice simply said, This Is My Sky.
i hope this woman has a beautiful life from now on. AA is wonderful
Please 🥺 try to put capital G when you're talking about that Dad who we will meet again
@@jacklinemutungu946why is it a he, male please explain to me? Love is surely not a person?
@@jacklinemutungu946 i wouldn't worry about it
@@lilasfaves7846 if you read your Bible and it's still my Bible says He is He
@@jacklinemutungu946 yes if you have one and that’s your thing, but I don’t follow the bible …
Loved it! Thank you so much for making these videos.
To think he pursues and protects us our entire lives still blows my mind, no matter how deep we go he follows us to the depths of the darkness to bring us back to the light, I love you GOD 😢
God loves you too
Amen! God loves us all, and I love God!
@@MarCapa-ed5uv hhahaha! god does not exist
@@marilyn6556 you have pubic hair,you are an adult,so stop babbling sheet about a god that does not exist
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Whatever rocks your boat sistah
I lost my brother to alcoholism in 2016 and my tears still come. I miss him and this comforts me tremendously. I hope he is smiling and happy finally with God. I appreciate everyone’s bravery that comes on this channel and the people who make it. Blessings to all!
I'm a friend of Bill's. Please know your Brother chose to learn the lesson of addiction and with this comes non judgement and true compassion. I've been sober for awhile but it took Ketamine to stop my cravings in my body and brain. Addiction affected my family and friends. I've lost so many people because of my poor behavior when I was active. I came close to dying many times. You might think of going to Al-anon. I went to these meetings long after my Mother passed and it helped tremendously. ❤
@@roxanemontegna9867 I really appreciate your comment. Alanon helped me so much! The pain will always be there at such a huge loss. Watching him do this to himself and his son nearly broke me. Blessings to you and your family!
Blessed Be ❤. . Marie from the uk 🇬🇧🏴🌹
So sorry for your loss. May you be reunited in joy one day
@@walkinlight3380sending you love and compassion! I lost my brother to overdose and have had many addicts alcoholics in my family. I've had NDE and received many messages from loved ones. Know that he is free from all pain and suffering. Souls tell me they don't suffer and that they're death and addiction isn't their families fault. They typically say they take responsibility, remorseful for their actions/addiction impact on loved ones, and that it was a part of their souls plan. They are free and surrounded in love, peace, and bliss.
Her story plucked my heart strings 😢😭✝️🤍 I have 8 years sobriety, and my reasons were much like hers, without the NDE. 💕🙏🏼 Im glad and proud of you staying sober. You're here because of it. ❤️ God is realer than anything in this existance.
Gorgeous... Im12 years sober and I just moved to a new state Today this made me realise this is a fresh chance to LOVE all that I meet here, not the just ones who vote like i do, or like what i like, but all beings as they are and as I am! Thank you!
Amen. Thank you for this reminder.
I will overcome in Jesus name as I struggle to provide for my children. GOD IS WORKING IT OUT. I’m a single mother. Both of my sons are special needs, and require much from me but I know God will give me the strength and courage that I need to continue to keep going. So while I struggle to buy groceries and while I struggle to pay rent. I will keep faith. Always. Amen Praise God!💕💕
your children look beautiful, what are their special needs? you are lucky and blessed!
You will! Jesus loves you and will provide for all your needs if you just trust in Him with all your heart! Bless you, sister! 💓
Oh you will honey. In the meantime have you tried resources from the state you live? I.e. foodstsamps,food banks, Medicaid for your children and yourself since you’re single? There’s absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. A lot of people have too much pride. A person like yourself need the help! Please look into it, if you haven’t already. God bless you and your children.🙏
Amen
You will because you are determined. You can be super mom. Your love for them will take you wherever you needs and want!!
One of the most beautiful testimonies ever. What an authentic brilliant lady. She must be a writer to so eloquently explain purpose. She's a mix of sophistication but yet so grounded, thank you for your light, you shine so brightly. if you haven't, you must write a book! I love your old school humor and voice, lovely to see you keep that part of your personality as if you give credit to lessons learned. You definitely ended up as "cool" as they come. Charmed❤
Yes, absolutely right
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Very inspiring Louisa!
I never had a NDE, but I DID have a couple of OOBE, once as a young teenager, and once, believe it or not, performing on stage as a musician. The first time, I left my body and floated up above my suburban neighborhood. It only lasted for what seemed like perhaps a minute or so, and next thing I knew I was back in my bed. Was it a dream? Perhaps... but I felt the same sort of feelings that you described. The time it occurred while performing, I had this weird 'chills down my spine' feeling and the next thing I knew I was WATCHING MYSELF PERFORMING! It only lasted a few seconds and once I became aware of what was happening, BAM, I was back in my body again.
I also am keenly aware of that 'voice in my head', what I call "Guardian Angels". One time in particular I was driving in heavy traffic. A voice as you described CLEARLY said; "Back off, this guy [the fellow in front of me] is going to have an accident". I immediately put several car lengths in between and slowed down and covered my brake pedal. Sure enough, a car pulled out in front of the fellow in front of me and he broad-sided the other car. Had I not heeded that voice (which was near impossible to ignore) I would have tail-ended him. It was not a terribly serious accident, but still...
I've got more stories... but these are the ones that are forefront in my memory. I realize that they don't seem like much compared to Louise and other commenters stories, but even so, I know that there is a 'spirit realm'. Is it God? Probably. I like to think so.
I say to all people that will heed; LISTEN TO THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD! They are your Guardian Angels trying to protect you! You are not alone !!!
I had an episode 4 years ago June 18th 2020. God spoke to me as I was freaking out with BP 212 over 125 my mouth was shooting out blood from a failed extraction. I was standing in the room by myself in the E.R. I thought I was going to die it was over. A loud BOOM like a speaker all around me said "STOP IT." I thought it was my father I haven't herd his voice in over 33 years since he died. At that exact moment I herd the words I became completely calm and walked over to the bed and sat down. My instant thought was everything is ok I'm in the ER they have everything under control. I felt so good and happy. I knew something crazy just went down. The doctor came in and said I will be dead or a heart attack and or a stroke if I don't stop drinking. I quit that day. I really hope when I die my family will be there and see all the work I have put in here trying to do the right things. I am now 4 years sober and I love life and I am thank full God or someone who yelled at me showed me I was killing myself. I really want that felling I had when I herd the voice it made my whole body calm and warm. I went from 100 freaking out to 0 and relaxed like I was on drugs. If that's God's love I sure would like some more please.
It was the Holy Spirit , Jesus promised us The Holy Spirit He would leave with us for comfort and direction! I have had your same experience! God does not leave us even though it feels like it sometimes!
you were high. god does not exist
@@cathyandresiak hahaha! nah! it was Harry Potter! there is no god
God is real we are nothing and God is All he speaks volumes to us in scripture if we allow Him we will taste His Love I have often in the silence just try it and you will see !
The 24-hour day book says calmness is trust in action. You personally have experienced this calmness and this peacefulness you know how quickly you can obtain it in any moment or time. And you also can pass on the words to someone who is having an anxiety attack or very very upset, "stop it".. and then you can look at them from The Love in your eyes from your heart that you know is true. 🕊️✨❤️🔥
One of the best NDE messages I have ever heard. Louisa is amazing! We love you!!
Omg, that is the exactly how I felt. I just wanna have a conversation with her. Her personality is so attractive, like you have to know her.
OMG , totally agree ..... the best ( still in tears )....
This came at a good time as I sit here and miss all of my family so much - the ones who died (today is the day my first born died 28 years ago), AND the ones who are still alive, but physically far away. I just hope they all know how much I love them.
This lady is super articulate - almost poetic in telling her story. I am glad she came back!!!! "It was the hugest bummer" was not her most poetic, but I remember the 80s and that was a hoot!
Yep, she's for real. The shizznizzle !!
Yes, nicely narrated
I loved ‘it was the hugest bummer’ too.
This is so personal to me because I’ve also had my life saved when I was a teenager and I fell off some rocks into the beach and the waves were violently crashing up against me, and a man saved me and I never got a chance to thank him. I don’t even remember his name. But if it weren’t for him I wouldn’t be here. Life has been hard since then, but I have a beautiful baby girl and that’s what I care about the most. If he hadn’t saved me then I wouldn’t be here and therefore my daughter wouldn’t be here, and she’s a gift to the world and to me. ❤
It may have been an angel!
Peace be with you.
18 years sober & this happened to me.I still find it hard to explain but it was the most peacefull feeling ever.It helped me get sober& today im not afraid of dying,im so grateful to be free & feel blessed also.
I love how she explains that humans are worth loving.
I too have a "guardian angel" saved my life when I almost drowned as a 12 year old, I remember him raising me to the surface out of the warm depths of the waters.. like the bartender, I am soo grateful years later to this man who swam back and dove deep into the waters to save my pathetic life. Gods blessings
Im watching this because my sister has just passed away. It is still raw, she still awaiting cremation. My heart hurts right now, but I prayed to god on her behalf to let her through heavens gate. Its how I'm coping, otherwise I see her alone ( in the morgue) waiting till someone arrives and finishes her final journey. Its hard right now. It's these people sharing their stories that helps a lttle. Bless you all❤❤❤❤.
the body is just a vessel like a glass holding water. spill the glass. does the water not find its way into cracks in the floor or ground before becoming vapor and returning to the clouds? she is not in the morgue. she has returned Home. my wife died from sepsis in 2021. i had to orchestrate her passing by gradually having her meds shut off and her o2 and watching my wonderful wife and soul mate slip away. i walked her shell down to the elevator that would take her to the morgue knowing she walked with me by my side. i said my goodbyes and her body was wheeled into the elevator. a week after , the county examiner cleared the cremation. she was not til then in the morgue. when the doors closed she made her journey and it was only her shell that went to the cold of the morgue.
the day of her cremation i got the word from the funeral parlor. we had no viewing, no service. i got there before they were officially opened because rain was coming.. bad rain. i sat in the dark in my car , heart hurting and a tiny knock on my window stirred me. one of the directors was there. 'she's all set for you now if you want to spend time with her. its ok.' i entered and there on the simple humble skid or pallet.. was her shell. i knew she was there with me in spirit but no longer bound to her shell. the 3 directors and tech that were there told me to take my time and went into the other side of the building. i did a small ritual for her body to bless it, kissed her forehead.. played a song on my cell phone and rubbed her arm gently... then called them back and we sent her body to its next stage of being. after saying goodbye to her body, i turned to walk out and go home to cry. an umbrella snapped open over me and one of the directors started walking me to the door of the bldg. it was not yet raining. i tried to shoo her off . . but she would not leave and the moment my foot hit outside , the sky opened as though the heavens were crying with me. i think my wife made sure i made it home safe, then went back to her new Home to rest and let me break down in peace.
when we pass it would be cruel to think we are chained to that which we once were. we close our eyes to this physical world and open them to spirit, to find our loved ones there waiting to guide us Home. my wife came back to see me send her body off... and it is my truth she is constantly near if not here in spirit when needed.
your sister is Home now. it is only that which was the physical self that was left behind. be at peace. i'm sorry for your loss and pain. it will get easier to carry in time.
@@argophagley5309 Thankyou
Sending hugs and prayers Kate ❤ God bless you
@@argophagley5309what a beautiful story. Thank you.
God is there with your sister. I’m so sorry for your pain
I am watching this in a very low place in my life, i felt hopeless, useless. Thank you . This is giving me strength to get up tomorrow and try .
God and Jesus Christ help me everyday. They’re with you, too! You’re important and you’re of value. You are loved!
@@daffodilfleur i really felt like i did not want to be here anymore. I have been getting very low. I hate leaving my house everyday. But This gives me hope and strength. Living in London has become difficult and dangerous. Lots of Anger. But i will be ok. Thank you for your message.
@@MarinaMJH I’m an American and live in California, but was just in London in March. My Gran’s family comes from Leicester. I’ve been following what’s been going on in England and I know it’s heart-wrenching. We’re having multiple problems here, too. It’s minor, but we just had an earthquake last night; it wasn’t too bad. Hope we don’t get another that’s worse. There’s definitely feelings of anxiety, but I feel you’ll be alright because you’re strong. I’m trying to be that, too. We’ll get through this!
@@daffodilfleur We will , Thank you for your kind mrssage.Bless you. London and the UK is tragic and heartbreaking right now. I am shocked what is Happening to our little Island.. We really need to Unite our Kingdom. Riots and Crime everywhere, Lawless mob Mentality.
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to all who read this, and all who don't...sending you infinite peace, perfect health, abundant wealth, joyous freedom, and unconditional love...
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Same for you.🙏
@sandraflores3175 thank you, Sandra...i love you 😘
Right back at you
Thanks; God bless you as well!
@badactor3440 thank you...i love ya 😘
This is such a beautiful, lovely spiritual story of ancestors and love. Thank you!
You've said two things that help me understand I am correct in my thinking and beliefs. 1- Your role is to be a blessing (be God) to others. Leaving them a little better than you found them. 2- What is on the other side is "more" real that what we know on this earth. Truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe that with everything in me......
I'm about to watch the video, but seeing the title I can say that something happened to me about 18 years ago that would change the entire course of my life. I was a severe alcoholic. I was attending AA and would get short periods of sobriety and go right back, each time drinking more and more. Every time I started back drinking it was like I never stopped. One night, I gave myself alcohol poisoning and fell out face first in the floor.
It was some time later I suddenly came to and the first thing I noticed is that I wasn't intoxicated AT ALL. I was in this place that had like a black glass ground with white as snow mist and fog sweeping across it. I was on my hands and knees sobbing like a baby looking at the ground. This was a REAL PLACE you could tell I was actually somewhere else. As I'm sobbing, right in front of me I see glowing feet. As I look up there is a woman standing there. This woman was wearing a white dress made of light and she had a halo of blueish light all around her. Her face was so beautiful, but not in a traditional sense. It has been impossible to describe her face fully, but it looked like a lion mixed with human features and it was absolutely mind blowingly beautiful. She has this golden hair that seemed to be moving on it's on like blue flames or something. She put her hand under my chin and lifted my head up to her face. She asked me a question in a way that seemed like she knew rhe answer, but wanted me to know the answer. She asked " Why are you k||||g yourself"? I lowered my head in shame and began sobbing again. There were others there as well. There was two others, one on each side of her facing out in opposite directions with what seemed to be trumpets maybe? There were also others in the mist and fog I couldn't see. This place was so real I even remember the smell and it smelled like honeysuckles. After that, I came to in severe pain from the poisoning and checked myself into a rehab the next day. That event completely changed me with alcohol and drugs. It was like it scared me at first and I didn't tell anyone till years later when I had veen sober for a few years. I will NEVER forget that woman's face and how indescribably beautiful she was.
Wow, what a story. How long did it last?
Beautiful story, Louisa. You bring Light to the world we share. Thank YOU!
She's so beautiful and brutally honest. Thank you for this... it
really helps.😔☺👍
"Important not to segregate God from anything ", that's beautiful, what she said.
It is so true
Absolutely, yes! Agree.
"God wants us to find the path to love" Absolutely beautiful and so simple.
I'm 9 years sober after heavy drinking for 39 years straight, basically my whole shameful life. It is a miracle that AA could only have achieved by the gift of a spiritual awakening that I had walking along a deserted beach in my 3rd year sober, pins and needles started in my head and slowly encompassed my entire body like an electric current. After 2 minutes it stopped and I felt like I had 20/20 vision for the first time in my life when I opened my eyes, realising I was a completely different person. Before almost homeless, now I have been admitted to law school and going strong. A completely new life saved by mercy and love. Is there any way I can contact Louisa?
Continue to expect miracles. Talk about this in meetings
@@michaellincoln3739 Wow, you are blessed but you did all the hard work so you had it coming! I am a recovering addict and for a while I found some weird new fire in my body that made able to do and take on stuff I never could before. But I lost that energy and somehow I’m almost back in a full blown wet blanket, no energy, depression again. I have 1 + month sober after I relapsed after staying sober for my first year since I started 20+ years ago. So at least I have that. Never quit trying I guess. 😊
She has a channel @2Louisa here on youtube
Woooohoooo Michael! Go, fight, win! Yes, I'm cheering for you!!!
Amen, keep going buddy it gets easier believe me ,myself 10 years sober, became healthier more money in my pocket but most important my lord and savior Jesus!
Finally, a genuine NDE. Ive been seeing several that seemed so fake lately, with a book sale at the end. This one felt more authentic and was about God/love as opposed to the person telling the story
I really relate to your love of the clubs! There was no place like that in the day. I still have to drive by clubs that are triggers. I hope that you will know that you have helped me today. Thanks for believing that “God is everywhere “, which was the last statement that I made to my stepson before he overdosed at 33. Wonderful share!
One of the best NDE channels IMO.
THANATOS TV is very good, too.
THE best one
How do we know if these stories are real
@theonlyjefebuddy49we31 We don't and what does it matter if they're not.😘😻
@@theonlyjefebuddy4931 you feel it in your heart. There is fake everywhere here on earth too. So, want truth mostly and do your best
AA brought me to my higher power. That knowing, is something I have now. Been sober since 4-24-10 almost died a few times but no NDE. I still believe in that Love, I am no longer afraid to live or die. ❤
I totally relate to this woman -- deeply. Her honesty is bracing and refreshing and her ability to truly face herself and TELL THE TRUTH is so beautiful. Thank you, Louisa.
I think all of us have that
feeling
wanting to shed our physical selves
with all the baggage and heartache
This is the BEST one yet! I am sober the same time as this woman. I did not have an NDE (thank GOD) But the simplicity in her message lets me know I am on the right path. Hate cannot drive out Hate, ONLY LOVE works. I know everything I am doing is on the right path and if someone meets me and they feel better because of it, I have done my job💖
Thanks Louisa for sharing this. You are loved, unconditionally, and that applies to all humans.
The Premiere Gold Standard of NDE Channels 🎉 These are our modern day prophets. Thank you so much ❤❤❤
Agree 🙏🏽
I want nothing more for her to find that bartender and thank him. Wonder if he’s still alive. I bet that would feel like a relief, to express her gratitude.
I'm sure her Angel was working through him.
This woman is wonderful, she’s so open and lively I could listen to her for days.
So glad to see another installment from the Coming Home channel ❤❤❤ They're so well done with beautiful music and graphics and people 👍
Thank you! Excited to be releasing another incredible story :)
She's telling the truth. That's exactly what happened to me. I didn't die. I saw them in a dream.
Yea true, it must be real if you saw it in a dream
Thank you Louisa! Speaking of smiling at people in airports...by sharing your beautiful story, you have smiled at 444K people...and counting!
I grew up in Seattle and graduated in 82 also. I’m glad I got born again at 16 and was so in love with Jesus that I didn’t try to fit in with the people doing drugs and bad stuff.
I watch all the NDE's channels, the big ones as well as the small ones,podcasts or story telling. This is the best of them, especialy the story telling and the ambience, like a movie/ documantary. Its so well done, i thank you for doing this job for humanity.
You really moved me. I have been going through something and I needed to hear your message. Thank you.
Wow!!!! I’ve heard a lot of these NDE’s, this one almost leaves me pondering what my work is but really, I do know what it is. It was smiling and showing patience with a group of elderly ppl in wheelchairs at the dollar store instead of becoming impatient they were there, and how lucky I really am that I can walk around the store,,, I carry that daily to the best of my ability ,,,, smiles and eye contact with our fellow man goes a long way
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No words to describe this beautiful NDE . By far the best experience I have ever heard and it resonates with me . This is it.
I am still processing this lady's experience. It takes enormous courage to talk about all these experiences. I am poundering on how society and societal norms had forbidden and still do, to speak about them, marginalising and pactically denying someone's pain.
This gives me hope that I will meet my beloved mother on the other side. ❤
Me too.❤
That “knowing” is so important. We can all strive for that. We are all the very thoughts of God ❤
I really like how raw, how brutally honest yet gentle Louisa tells her story, full of profound insights. Thank you for this wonderful testament!
I loved her amazing story of redemption! She is very well spoken and I could easily visualize the details! ❤
She looks great to be 62. Such a great smile, beautiful eyes. Happy for her choosing life.
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I’m so glad we were able to hear her story. I’m incredibly grateful for the positive moments of my life and the opportunities I have had to learn valuable lessons. She seems like an incredibly loving and supportive and wonderful person to be around. I experience much frustration in my job but I also get to experience so many joys when I see my students succeed.
What a radiant light she is, such a BEAUTIFUL soul❤
Louisa is as genuine as her life story, making her message very believable. Thanks, Louisa!
I’ll have been trying to overcome my son’s drug addiction in the wrong way…this video made me realize that…I couldn’t understand him and was so angry at all the ways it hurt me for 15 years. This video made me want to try love again.
I know your pain! All three of my kids are drug addicts! One is also an alcoholic! Us parents become numb after years of heartache! We just turn off our hearts so they can't hurt us anymore! Kudos to you for choosing to open yours! I wish you well! None of my children speak to me so I just love them and my grandkids from afar! It's hard not to be angry with the parents who deprive their children of my love but I am tired of being angry! So I just send the grandkids love! I Am sending some your way too! Catch!
Thank you, Coming Home brothers. 💕. These are such wonderful stories, filmed in the most professional way. All your hard work in bringing us this information is greatly, greatly appreciated. 🙏🌺
I, too, had an NDE from driving off the road, under a guard rail and ending up at the bottom of a hill. The Austen Healey Sprite just fit under the wire but scraped off the windscreen resulting in 29 stitches to the scalp, and a concussion that knocked me out completely for several minutes. During that “time-out” I raced through a spiralling tunnel at great speed and arrived at last to a place of the most brilliant, beautiful light with towering white “ice cream” clouds. I never saw anyone but the relief, the relinquishing, the casting off of all earthly cares was so very strong, and the peace, as they say, “passeth understanding”. I cannot emphasize enough the sense of complete joy, warmth, and peace that I felt. And oh!! I did not want to go back!! I fought it with all my being, but return I did. So again I spun but in reverse, landing with a jolt, and without a clue as to who, what, why, or when. I had no context, no history, no name even. It was the rudest “awakening” imaginable!
What a powerful loving story. Truly Love conquers all. I am blessed to have heard this and hopefully continue to spread the love you shared. Praise God!
She is amazing. One of the best NDE. She is obviously chosen as a messanger to many people.
I had a very similar life experience. It also was the source of my spiritual awakening. My sob. date is 1.24.94. This is where the faith and strength to stay sober has come from. I can’t wait to go back and see my family and rexperience the love. Thank you for sharing your story! 🦋
What an amazing testimony ❤
i have listened to this story at least 3 times before. It captivates me everytime. This woman reminds me so much of my aunt who has the exact same personality and alcoholic weaknesses as she did. Amazing.
Beautiful I love this one ❤. I lost my oldest daughter this time last year and I just love feeling her peace, even though I would do anything to have her back💧✨.
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When Louisa was talking about being so completely loved, I thought 'I want that' and immediately the answer came that I AM completely lived (as are we all). We simply forget, that's all.
Love the expression 'meat puppet' (some comedian called it a meatsuit). It can be delightful to see the beautiful blue sky, sunshine and the green of nature, but the notion that this is not true reality holds a promise of what is to come when we leave the meat puppet. Thanks, Louisa.
I needed this soooo badly 😢 I had a tough week and yesterday (Saturday) was a huge blow to everything I was in mentally during the week. My self-esteem, my mentality, my emotions were just so negative towards myself; basically auto destroying my self. Today I woke up more "optimistic" and thinking of God's love and purpose for oneself in this life. Also the "dreams" I've had about him and the signs that I'm ok and not alone and this beautiful video pops up and just the message that I needed to hear. Is just beautiful how God works on you and fills your energy and positivity ❤ I still need work on myself 😅😂 but it gave me my focus again. ❤
When it happens again, find another video like this. I am finding that it becomes ingrained, after a while and all the love and light talk is real. If you lose sight of the light, turn back to love, start with yourself and project outward. It really works. Don’t pay for this knowledge, just walk in light and love ✌️ that is the one true thing, I’ve found.
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