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  • Опубликовано: 3 дек 2024

Комментарии • 85

  • @declouxa
    @declouxa 3 дня назад +12

    You can do it brother ! have you taken the first steps of GA ?
    1) admit to another human being whats going on
    2) find somebody you can trust to hold your finances
    these two things have helped me get started and make progress, a relapse is normal - its exactly what you need to remind you what direction you are headed

  • @Roberto-ie6hk
    @Roberto-ie6hk 3 дня назад +10

    Stay strong, try again. Never give up!

  • @patricialewis-payton7114
    @patricialewis-payton7114 3 дня назад +9

    Thank you 🙏 being honest.

  • @peterlee3016
    @peterlee3016 3 дня назад +11

    don't be so hard on yourself frezzy. we've all done dumb sh* before. I've bet on korean women's volleyball, indonesia women's soccer, russian ping pong etc.
    you are very courageous to post. thousands of people have the same problems, and you are the only one open and honest enough to admit to it. I admire you, and your commitment. hang in there my friend. things will get better

  • @SOBERCANADIAN-u9h
    @SOBERCANADIAN-u9h 3 дня назад +8

    I was the 6th sub. I'm on this journey with you. It's therapy to listen and to understand from your perspective. My husband used to gamble on E-sports during covid. I played online card and casino games. Now it's worse since all the advertising gambling. Dec 1 better days ahead! I have the same feelings about all the money I lost.

  • @Abysmal-o1c
    @Abysmal-o1c 3 дня назад +14

    I decided 1 december I'm done with alcohol. I just decided no stopping. I want to live to 1 Jan 2025 so i'm going to get off the booze. Going to get meds to help wean off the alcohol. No one will understand my struggles but since your brave to put yourself out to the world of strangers in the matrix. My motto is "I want to continue to live, but not this way."

  • @WilliamVan2010
    @WilliamVan2010 3 дня назад +10

    You are not alone my friend. I have been struggling with gambling addiction especially sports betting. Sports betting are a lie! I no more believe these bloodsucking companies who are destroying people who are addicted. Keep strong my friend.

    • @washredskin887
      @washredskin887 2 дня назад

      DO NOT buy picks. I repeat, DO NOT buy picks. It is a losing investment.

  • @ALASKANTY
    @ALASKANTY 3 дня назад +9

    I've been following you not sure what subscriber I was but It was when you had under 20 so i'm glad your still at it. I dig for oil so I can't get on the internet except for the few days I have off. I'm going back to the videoes I missed and I'm giving up gambling on sports I was abe to use draftkings on the oil rigs but since they only give company phone to use so I'll be not able to gamble and it's so tough. You've Dug a hole and now it's time to tell your story and fill that hole with cement and Keep on wheels up and rolling.

  • @MST9525
    @MST9525 3 дня назад +9

    just be minimal and you will be fine. you may actually live longer than most people. my great grandfather worked as a farmer his whole life until 65 and hes a 100 years old this year

  • @AndreasG-m4q
    @AndreasG-m4q 3 дня назад +6

    Three things I know for sure about gambling addiction:
    1. The big win of today is the big loss of tomorrow. Worst thing for an addicted person is winning as it will generate more new shame in the future.
    2. No win is big enough for a seasoned gambler that it can cover his/her lifelong losses.
    3. Willpower does not work. Society's ideas of willpower are pure poison as that idea will cause new shame in the future. Shame leads to chasing losses and to awareness-reducing activities such as drinking and yes, more gambling. The only way out of this poisonous shame and guilt is empathy. Empathy of others (join GA) and empathy with yourself.
    Whatever you do, stop beating yourself up and disciplining yourself. That's a terrible approach.

    • @JamaicanMeCrazy-j1w
      @JamaicanMeCrazy-j1w 3 дня назад

      Its all manipulated, rigged, scripted ect,,,,,still fanboys and fangals are gambling on hope and they are relying on getting back to even. This sports gambling is going to destroy the american dreams for 80% of manipulated brainwashed information. And it's scripted so shows americans are suckers just like getting pig butchered but instead it's online sports butchering the fans.

  • @Akiko-w3p
    @Akiko-w3p 3 дня назад +8

    You are spilling your secret life and that took responsibility and accepted the mistake and ready to write this chapter of giving up gambling. It's Day 1 ready to focus. My judgment for those that won't accept their struggles and have all the help and support they may need and won't ask for help or express their story because they think they will be judged, then it's too late. When I die, I have told the 1 person I trust to tell all the friends and family that show up, "he was not loved by all his family and friends that's a Lie and a sin and now you're all here Judging on all the why's."

  • @JamaicanMeCrazy-j1w
    @JamaicanMeCrazy-j1w 3 дня назад +6

    If money is not thy servant, it will be thy master.

  • @lorenzo-in-tokyo
    @lorenzo-in-tokyo 3 дня назад +7

    praying for you brother, went through a crypto gambling addiction in 2021 and lost a ton of money..its not easy giving up the habit. rooting for you.

    • @Mike549ll
      @Mike549ll День назад

      😂😂😂 you people baffle me

    • @lorenzo-in-tokyo
      @lorenzo-in-tokyo День назад

      @@Mike549ll whats so disappointing in your life that you have to act so ugly? get some friends, find a father figure and be better than this. whatever attention you need from others, you're not going to find it here.

  • @TheCapitalCounty
    @TheCapitalCounty 3 дня назад +4

    I relapsed 3 times in my first month of detox of gambling and drinking. The next time it was 2 times then 1 time then weene'd myself off the addiction of both alcohol and gambling. This is your journey your the one in control that makes your own choices.

  • @scottmack6656
    @scottmack6656 3 дня назад +7

    People that don't gamble on sports can't understand sometimes things that happen when money is involved! This is your story I don't think many people are gonna judge you.

  • @AlbertEinswine-f8e
    @AlbertEinswine-f8e 3 дня назад +7

    I've gave up eating meat until 1 January 2025 then I'm going to allow myself to say I was able to keep that life changing goal for 30 days...I've got this but I believe the abiilty to listen to your story and journey is better than watching NFL so those that gamble that have to watch the RED zone channel, go ahead and watch 7 hours of this gambling journey to quit from the start of chapter 1 video 1. Next goal is to give up soda and chocolate. My journey is weight loss and improving my health with maintning lower cholosteral ect. So my that's my next goal. You have a different story but releatable feelings.

  • @iblack1634
    @iblack1634 3 дня назад +12

    Gambling epidemic.. especially when u can do it on your phone

    • @Akiko-w3p
      @Akiko-w3p 3 дня назад +4

      It was all planned during covid. Back to the future part 2. Since the over 60 age used to gamble with a local bookie is still there but not the next generation. This is all been planned. I asked 10 different people if the NFL is scripted, fixed and a story line like a once a week reality sports show. The all say yup it's all scripted and rigged and agree but will still talk about their parlays they almost won. WWE offers odds to bet on since it's for entertainment just like the NFL. There's a hero and a villian. Since gambling merged with draftkings it's just a reality show that people are gambling on and just like the slots they are rigged but there's that chance. It was designed for those that play lottery tickets and that hope and chance a $5 parlay will change their life but their existince is fraud.

    • @Chikanini
      @Chikanini 3 дня назад

      Couldn't agree more. I've been saying this but ppl with low IQs won't see and believe sports are not real it's all scripted. Even live dealer online card games are not real cards. We went thru the crack epidemic, heroin epidemic and now this​@@Akiko-w3p

    • @Mike549ll
      @Mike549ll День назад

      Simple solution. Don't gamble 😂

  • @omnientertainment5852
    @omnientertainment5852 3 дня назад +3

    Good on you man. Gambling is horrible and the only way out is to quit.

  • @ilaskybiz
    @ilaskybiz 3 дня назад +5

    I’ve done the same

  • @Louiseangie
    @Louiseangie 2 дня назад +1

    Dont worry about it, thanks for you're honesty, its not easy
    They say you have to go back to being a baby and relearn finance responsibility. The only way i can deal is give my money to a family member to have until i need it for a bill. You'll be okay ❤

    • @jogoldcoaster2847
      @jogoldcoaster2847 2 дня назад

      That is a great idea...cut out your cash flow.....it really helps

  • @trevorc3063
    @trevorc3063 День назад

    The algorithm blessed me with your channel today, happy to be the 207th sub and see the positive changes in your and your followers' lives!
    I'd like to believe that you're your own worst critic on the matter, and that you won't be judged for it. I'm not sure I want to completely quit gambling, personally, but I am trying to take a break and get back to a spot I'm more comfortable with. I know that I can have a lot of fun on a small budget, especially if it's a part of a road trip or something where I can keep myself occupied with other things along the way. That being said, it has turned into every few days figuring out some way to make a bet, and that _has_ done bad things for my financial state. I'm also 6 months sober from weed and alcohol. I think one of the biggest things that helps me on my journey is that each "relapse", which I find to be a bit of a gross word, isn't a personal failure, it's a new chance to start fresh. You're not a bad person for being imperfect, but can continue to improve, every day, every hour. When you recognize your triggers, and delve into why they make you feel a certain way, that is more therapeutic than taking a hit or sip or making a bet can ever be. As for the "if you're going to gamble, at least bet it on something real," I don't mean to overreach, but that sounds like that might be your own brain trying to justify the idea of gambling in general. I can very much resonate with that feeling; if I pull out some 20s and say I'm headed to the craps table so I can extend my playtime, then I'm down a G on a slot before I know it, I have the same feeling. But in reality, that's just a sign that my relationship with gambling isn't healthy.
    Anywho, best of luck (maybe poor phrasing 😅) on your journey, and I'm looking forward to following along!!

  • @sopgent
    @sopgent 2 дня назад

    Hey man, its all good just dust yourself off and step back up, and try again. Its not going to be easy, but at least youre being honest with yourself. Big kudos for talking about this online, we'll get through our struggles one day at a time, one win at a time.

  • @alexl.102
    @alexl.102 2 дня назад

    I feel you. Been going through it for the past year lost about 20-25k and at times having to delay bills and rent. One step at a time. Almost a new year new goals. It will get better

  • @M21-1-j9ggf
    @M21-1-j9ggf 3 дня назад +2

    I was the 16th sub or 26th it was last week and here you are with approaching 200. Do you do music reviews besides Kendrick?

  • @hassanabdi4586
    @hassanabdi4586 3 дня назад

    You’re not alone brother I have the same problem we will get through this together stay strong

  • @Bonanza86
    @Bonanza86 2 дня назад

    You're being accountable. That's what matters. We are not perfect, and we make mistakes. Pick yourself up, start again. I wish you the best of luck, sir.

  • @marieortiz3429
    @marieortiz3429 2 дня назад

    Yeah I feel you ! I struggle with it to !

  • @EmiHyashida
    @EmiHyashida 3 дня назад +3

    日本からこんにちは あなたの成功を祈ります。

  • @ilaskybiz
    @ilaskybiz 3 дня назад +5

    Turned my last $25 to $2000 last week and still tryed to double it because your still down in the long run lost it all when I needed it gambling is a loosing game

  • @PeterBornAgain
    @PeterBornAgain 3 дня назад +1

    Wealth from get-rich-quick schemes quickly disappears; wealth from hard work grows over time. ~ Proverbs 13:11

  • @mikemalonetv5385
    @mikemalonetv5385 2 дня назад

    It’s all good my guy. I gamble every day on sports .
    It’s a hard life .

  • @SeniorDi-p3k
    @SeniorDi-p3k 3 дня назад

    It's okay to admit you don't have control over something. You can get control over it. However much money you've lost at this point, you'll get it back in the future and more but not through gambling. It's got to come from getting well first and then the money comes back.

  • @50sents-rw1lx
    @50sents-rw1lx 3 дня назад

    Recovery is not a race. You don’t have to feel guilty if it takes you longer than you thought it would. You just have to get it started. READY.....SET......GO.......

  • @sjbr2567
    @sjbr2567 3 дня назад +3

    You gambled again after exposing yourself on RUclips for your issue? That’s a really serious addiction you may need to see a therapist for

  • @SeniorDi-p3k
    @SeniorDi-p3k 3 дня назад

    All you need is the plan, the road map, and the courage to press on to your destination.

  • @GregF-k7w
    @GregF-k7w 2 дня назад

    What triggers you? For me it was boredom.
    It also helped me when I finally understood that I was paying 5% to flip coins. The lines are set by experts and we pay a hefty price to bet them.

  • @TheCapitalCounty
    @TheCapitalCounty 3 дня назад

    Learn to Forgive Yourself.
    Realize Relapse Is a Part of Recovery.
    Deal With Your Triggers.
    Adjust Your Sobriety Strategy.
    Find the Professional Help You Need.
    Talk to Your Family and Friends.

  • @SOBERCANADIAN-u9h
    @SOBERCANADIAN-u9h 3 дня назад

    Recovery is about progression, not perfection.

  • @Noel207
    @Noel207 2 дня назад

    I love sports, I love sports betting, it’s tough when you lose consistently, and all you doing is putting $ on the sports betting account. Keep your head up

  • @suiybnfisyfe
    @suiybnfisyfe 2 дня назад

    99.9% of gamblers quit before hitting it big.

  • @SpX-StarCraft
    @SpX-StarCraft 2 дня назад

    I’m an addict to sport betting. Spend my whole paycheck every week for over 11 years. I stopped last year and never look back. I’m 38years old. If I can you can also. Spend time with family is the best

    • @EnemyTec
      @EnemyTec День назад

      How do you pay rent through this? I’m struggling myself and not being sarcastic or demeaning

  • @climbing_for_dollars
    @climbing_for_dollars 3 дня назад +1

    betting on E-sports lmao u might as well play the lottery!

  • @Awmmboy21
    @Awmmboy21 14 часов назад

    Up your discipline, know how you lost to win

  • @50sents-rw1lx
    @50sents-rw1lx 3 дня назад +2

    Finding a safe space to talk and knowing that you're not alone. In gambling, you only really lose when you quit.

    • @EnemyTec
      @EnemyTec День назад

      Don’t bring that shxt here man some people actually want to rid themselves of this plague.

  • @alexl.102
    @alexl.102 2 дня назад

    One thing you learn is, money comes and goes. Health doesn't. Work on that first and you'll soon feel better

  • @climbing_for_dollars
    @climbing_for_dollars 3 дня назад +2

    u shoulda bet Michigan yesterday dogg

  • @pvtglarson1
    @pvtglarson1 День назад

    if i told you how they rig most games and how it is not possible to beat them would you stop gambling? i can show you every modern "way" things are "randomized"

  • @azman210
    @azman210 День назад

    If you have a phone you can contact people for help. Call the GA hotline. Get to a meeting

  • @mikedonato2977
    @mikedonato2977 3 дня назад +6

    Minimum wage work isn't that bad.....

  • @4775willy
    @4775willy 3 дня назад +5

    Start betting ten cent bets and when you lose you my back up and realize your not that good. Thats what I did and now my parlays be bussin. Good luck and stay safe!!

    • @AlbertEinswine-f8e
      @AlbertEinswine-f8e 3 дня назад

      Vegas makes more money on 1 cent machines. Why would betting on sports be any different with parlays? PLay the penny stocks it's all a gamble....nobody is safe anymore except the ability to tell your story.

  • @azman210
    @azman210 День назад

    Sounds like you do not have a desire to stop. When you get real contact someone who can help as with gamblers anonymous.

  • @tylerkrelle7091
    @tylerkrelle7091 2 дня назад

    Sports bettors are losers and only cry when they lose You're not alone though but being a loser has become acceptable in our society

  • @washredskin887
    @washredskin887 2 дня назад

    I bet on sports for a living using a betting system. I make 25k to 30k per month. It takes a lot of $ to do it and 25-30 sports books. If you are losing and just betting for kicks and can't stop then go get help. It's a business for me and I treat it as such. It sounds like you need help cause it can and will ruin your life. Good luck.

  • @Louiseangie
    @Louiseangie 2 дня назад

    Gambling is a disease..riding the drangon. Its all fun and games till the dragon throws you off and you land hard to the ground

    • @washredskin887
      @washredskin887 2 дня назад

      Cancer is a disease. Gambling is an addiction.

  • @ghettohiphopdrop817
    @ghettohiphopdrop817 2 дня назад

    Smh bro 2k tho🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️im sitting here like how he bet on celtics twice in a day. this nigga bet on 2k🤣🤣i was feeling sympathy but SMH. But i might sub.

  • @HenryJuicer-sx4sr
    @HenryJuicer-sx4sr 2 дня назад

    Bet responsibly for fun...if you bet to pay the rent that's a problem

  • @phillipbrown2318
    @phillipbrown2318 2 дня назад

    Don't be so hard on yourself.

  • @matt28767
    @matt28767 День назад

    You gambled again? I thought you learned your lesson from losing $30k

  • @ilaskybiz
    @ilaskybiz 3 дня назад +3

    Betting all my bill money on college games like life is game now it’s the first life not a game

  • @ELDORADO-of9jn
    @ELDORADO-of9jn 2 дня назад

    It takes time to stop gambling

  • @Nonaddictive
    @Nonaddictive День назад

    its only $300 dollars bro chill lol

  • @funwithsunshine
    @funwithsunshine 3 дня назад

    Thank You For Doing This Video New Subscriber You Can Do It And You Will Do It 🙏

  • @nancybenton5635
    @nancybenton5635 День назад

    I’m going to tell you what you don’t want to hear. Son, grow up. Lose the beard. Shave your face every day. Like a grown ass man. Marry your girlfriend. You have children. Be an example to them. Then, get a second job. Block yourself from all the apps that are on your phone that are causing you to gamble. Go to church. Get into a Bible based church. Focus on something else. Volunteer for some homeless shelter and help people do something for them. Stop focusing on yourself.
    There’s one thing that you have to learn, the more you focus on something the more you bring that thing to you. Stop saying gamble, and you will stop thinking about gambling. I know that sounds ridiculous and simple. But it’s kind of a well-known fact. It’s called The Secret. Read the book The Secret. Whatever you put your mind to will bring more of that to you so if you think about gambling all the time and you talk about gambling all the time you’re going to bring more gambling to yourself. Change the subject in your mind and you will do better. If you want to see a different man, when you look in the mirror, look like a different man. I’m telling you, life is not as hard as you are making it.

  • @richj011
    @richj011 День назад

    Lol. Another hustle to get views.

  • @ARBets23
    @ARBets23 3 дня назад +3

    lol 100 percent you gonna bet again

  • @climbing_for_dollars
    @climbing_for_dollars 3 дня назад

    if u gamble u dont have to go all-in every bet man