This is the first song I've ever heard bout PTSD. I got PTSD right before I went to prison for the 3rd time bout 15 years ago, I think.(memory sucks now as far as my timeliness goes). I witnessed a little baby boy being shot. I can't go 1 darn day without visioning or dreaming that senerio over n over. I'm more extreme then what I used to be....on bothe ends. I was already screwed in the head from the drugs cuz I don't play well with others. I wish I was normal, but they say what's normal. Tech n9ne ,thanks for making this song n thank you all for putting in on this. You don't know what it means to me.
I just wanted to say Tech your one of if not the best in the game much love and respect, krizz you are the perfect compliment to Tech N9ne's flow. Strange music in effect
Damn, if I didn't know better... I'd swear this song was written about me. Just shows how much you rappers understand PTSD, and how to make your Fans relate. 🔥 FIRE
Tech I have no voice so glad you're here to speak for the people who suffer in silence I wish I could sit down with you and have ya tell the world my story but you'll probably never see this so I just send you all my love an respect man thanks for doing what you do man.
No prob, gone through more than most, at around 6yr old it was like Michael Myers almost stabbing my dad to death, years of many different types of counseling
So the years go on but memories don't. Better understand these words. If not then move on because this is truth. As past haves it, Truth won't be forgotten. If you feel the lyrics then you KNOW! Yessir tech
FLOORED!! UH YEAH WOW!! GOT COMPLETELY LOST IN THIS!! I MAY BE A FEMALE BUT STILL HEARD EVERY SINGLE WORD! GOT EVERY SINGLE MESSAGE AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I FELT MYSELF THERE IN THE MOMENT BEING PULLED INTO EVERY SINGLE WARRIORS LIFE AS IF I WERE THEM!! PTSD HAS GOTTEN ME!!! STILL FIGURING OUT HOW TO COPE WHAT WORKS AND WHAT DONT FOR ME!! SO FOR NOW SINC I HAVENT GOT THERE YET, I CAN SAY I AM A SURVIVOR, NEGER A VICTIM AND NOT QUITE YET A WARRIOR SI I AM A SURVIVOR AT TJIS POINT IN MY LIFE !! °one point I am currently using my dads phone, cuz I completely locked myself out of mine and have no way to get past the lock screen pattern. With MUCH LOVE AND MAD SUPPORT!! KEEP KILLIN THOSE BARS!! . . . . . 💋 JAY~JAY
This is amazing. this song is highly underrated and needs more views and subs and etc....should be on the top of the charts by now. As someone with PTSD this is legit real LMAO I love it. Great thing to listen to
Now THAT is sum slick spittin....on fire! Yeah I have it stuffed in my bag...(ptsd) it seems to fall out often....my hypersensitive hearing....good/bad curse. And I could lose the "startle" response..&...never miss it! I'm no war hero....just an O~HER... I make em chatter and scatter....for some sad reason many mistake kindness for weakness.......and learning how to pack for your trip keeps ya from losing your grip! I'm the captain of my own ship.....learning how to swim is key to survival.......along with thicker skin! And working on myself......hardest job I ever volunteered for!! But SO worth it......
i have ptsd hard to dill with n i also am bipolar manic depression anxieties hard but if anyone needs to talk about it im names Christie i havent had people there to talk to when you need it n know just to talk can help a lil some time God bless you all
Holy shit Cryptic Wisdoms vurse was amazing!!! He had soul, lyrical wisdoms and a quick rap all at the same time plus he did his verse that quick and well done all well scrolling down and reading his lyrics on a phone so thats bonus point. Not one artist on this compilation didn't murder the beat and have lyrical content but I loved Cryptic Wisdom and Jay's the best out of the non Strange artists. I will definitely be listening to this everyday for a month and then it will be something I come back to week after week.
@@ryanaalderks1228search PTSD Cryptic Wisdom on youtube and you can listen to it there, I usually download things like that I can't buy other places through a RUclips MP3 converter for free and then put it on my phone that way
I have no words wow absolutely love it 👍 up to everyone thanks for this helps me get through my day I can and im sure most can relate to this song keep bringing it
Hey love do you know much about CPTSD RAGE. And who I should speak too. It's triggered by people's words ... I've busted my hand. And both feet lastnight from kicking wooden chairs. It's like I'd rather feel my bones break than put up with this mental torture that gets set off when people say something that triggers me..... Do I speak to a psychiatrist ( seeing him tomorrow ) dunno how the fuck I'm gonna explain my feet and hand..... :/ I'll say I fell or jumped... I dunno I'll work it out , or do I be honest ... What the hell do u say without him locking my arse up. I'm no danger to anyone else except myself. Which is worse I guess. :/ I can only break so many bones before I'm put in hospital..... Sigh does this shit show ever end .... Or should I just book myself into hospital. ... ? Serious question... :/
@@lanashowler5906 a psychologist would help as well. A psychiatrist can perscribe medicine, but coupled with talking to someone. The best I've ever heard it put was it doesn't take the tornado you're in the middle of away, but it can help you stand firm in the middle of it. As far as being straight up with the psych, you can be pretty straight and be pretty general. You'll feel when you get to trust them.
Fuck. I've listened to this shit a million times, but I think this is the first time I'm really hearing it. I can relate to this shit so heavy I feel that this moment is the one that went back in time and burrowed into Einstein's mind through a dream and the imprinted echo of a nightmare afterwards came forward as PTSD he could only finally express as e=mc². Especially the "background" noises\voices.. at all.. fuckin.. times.
Uh... I mean.. You see... Technically... I guess its fine.... Another classic from Tech Nine! A banger I play over n over over time the feeling never dies. Love the flow the guys bring.
PTSD feels like having a loaded gun pointed to you head and that feeling you get inside. It feels like that all the time. You never know weather to run or fight.
Cause if you run it like holding an explosion inside self hate depression anxiety and if you fight... well the winner always goes to jail no matter how many you're fighting.... but you cant win if you're fighting the man in the mirror . Self control is everything. Implode and work again tomorrow it'll get better i know better then most still alive and sober....
To the real ones that deal. Lost my best friend and twin flame to suicide by cop because of PTSD he developed in special ops medic service in the Iraqi war. One love . RIP MC
That's terrible, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you've gotten better in the subsequent years. Alot of guys I served with took their own lives down the road. It sucks knowing people that you love and fought with ended that way, but me and my boys keep them alive. Til Valhalla Marines
Can we address the way this video was shot please? It’s insane the way that cuts and angle changes can instill anxiety. The sick flow in addition just adds to this.
I broke my right hand 3 weeks ago due to another trigger. It's like a switch I can't stop once it's flicked on, I cry and then flip and hurt myself in the worst ways doable .. physical pain is what I need , so the mental pain STOPS.... How do I fix this shit ????
I've built up mental strength because medication is temperary, a stronger mentality is life. Just remember you are in control and let your brain speak to you. I know it sounds fucked but it's helped me out for the last 25 yrs.
Everybody got a homie or family member with some kind of military back ground so the select few who really got issues can fully understand how messy your head gets when you seen some real stuff a endless image if you will that can never die and rest
For me, it's automatic flinch with weird looks afterward or being woken up and freaking out because subconsciously, I'm terrified what comes after I awake! Scarring friends and family because I'm not awake! Then I'm embarrassed about it!
Damn wishing they had my homeboy Javen Jordan aka the Illust Illuminati for this track. That would have been dope but there are a lot of my favorite artists on this track so far
This is the first song I've ever heard bout PTSD. I got PTSD right before I went to prison for the 3rd time bout 15 years ago, I think.(memory sucks now as far as my timeliness goes).
I witnessed a little baby boy being shot. I can't go 1 darn day without visioning or dreaming that senerio over n over. I'm more extreme then what I used to be....on bothe ends. I was already screwed in the head from the drugs cuz I don't play well with others. I wish I was normal, but they say what's normal. Tech n9ne ,thanks for making this song n thank you all for putting in on this. You don't know what it means to me.
hey man, thats rough, hope you are doing ok
Cryptic wisdom killed it love the fact that yall have so many people spitin shit this is a true work of art i want more
Thank you for understanding what I am going through
🫶🏼
I just wanted to say Tech your one of if not the best in the game much love and respect, krizz you are the perfect compliment to Tech N9ne's flow. Strange music in effect
Absolute banger. The beat pops into my head throughout the day and makes anything more exciting.
Bro seph phacts
A beautiful test of skills. Everyone was exceptional in this roster. Put together nicely.
Damn, if I didn't know better... I'd swear this song was written about me. Just shows how much you rappers understand PTSD, and how to make your Fans relate. 🔥 FIRE
Game know game
Tech I have no voice so glad you're here to speak for the people who suffer in silence I wish I could sit down with you and have ya tell the world my story but you'll probably never see this so I just send you all my love an respect man thanks for doing what you do man.
No prob, gone through more than most, at around 6yr old it was like Michael Myers almost stabbing my dad to death, years of many different types of counseling
This was honestly awesome and it was put together really well!
So the years go on but memories don't. Better understand these words. If not then move on because this is truth. As past haves it, Truth won't be forgotten. If you feel the lyrics then you KNOW! Yessir tech
one of the best comps of this song I've heard... fuck yeah, thanks for putting in the leg work to get this chopped up
STRA A A ANGE MUSIK, when all you can do is hit the floor, contort, shift and sweat JUST TO BE ABLE TO BREATHE,
THANK YOU FOR THE GUIDANCE. ONE.
Beautiful.
No other word does it any justice
Except the fact that Dax
Ain’t on here
This is like the stairway to heaven of PTSD. Just keeps going and going
Feeling this. 3 years late but on time. I'm so fucking out of the loop! Rest in power Devious!
holy crap. Cryptic Wisdom, that guy killed it.
FLOORED!! UH YEAH WOW!! GOT COMPLETELY LOST IN THIS!! I MAY BE A FEMALE BUT STILL HEARD EVERY SINGLE WORD! GOT EVERY SINGLE MESSAGE AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST I FELT MYSELF THERE IN THE MOMENT BEING PULLED INTO EVERY SINGLE WARRIORS LIFE AS IF I WERE THEM!! PTSD HAS GOTTEN ME!!! STILL FIGURING OUT HOW TO COPE WHAT WORKS AND WHAT DONT FOR ME!! SO FOR NOW SINC I HAVENT GOT THERE YET, I CAN SAY I AM A SURVIVOR, NEGER A VICTIM AND NOT QUITE YET A WARRIOR SI I AM A SURVIVOR AT TJIS POINT IN MY LIFE !! °one point I am currently using my dads phone, cuz I completely locked myself out of mine and have no way to get past the lock screen pattern. With MUCH LOVE AND MAD SUPPORT!! KEEP KILLIN THOSE BARS!! . . . . . 💋 JAY~JAY
I really appreciate this song more and more every time I hear it. I also enjoy playing spoons as a musical instrument aling to it 🎵🎶🎶😎🔥
This is amazing. this song is highly underrated and needs more views and subs and etc....should be on the top of the charts by now. As someone with PTSD this is legit real LMAO I love it. Great thing to listen to
Yes we know this
Just the beginning!
Hi there! You should hit me up? I’ll be waiting!
YEP 🧊🧊🧊🍙🍙🍙⚘⚘⚘🕸🐰🐇🐇🦚🤯😭🥶👽🤏👋💦💥💫💦
@@christianwyatt3361 THE WAIT IS OVER THIS IS ME HITTIN U UP. SO WHAT UP
I love it when rappers can incorporate an Orchestra into thier raps the fact that there's some Opera ibn there is a bonus
That’s always been how tech has been
Krizz Kaliko is always incorporating opera , Go check out some of his older stuff you will like it :) .
MrDoom4plague do you have any recommendation of where to start or what song?
Cryptic Wisdom kills it with technique! Flipping the flow and singing. OOOF nice.
come back and make more please!
the world needs a hero !!!
Best 14 minutes I've ever spent! Thanks! Definitely have me pumped for my work outs, keep it up friend! You earned my subscribe!!🔥🔥
Awesome! Nice to have another remix from you, I love them :D
Everybody on this song was great👏I really like how the song was put together nice meaningful hard flow
Just added this to my workout playlist. Thank you for sharing this firestorm 🔥🔥🔥
🔥🔥🔥
a nod to to beats and relatable circumstance. LOVE, Peace, Light!!
2022 still amazing!!great mix
This hits me hard! Ptsd isn't easy to deal with, I live with it everyday.... and my husband is a real warrior for having to deal with me on the daily!
Ditto
That’s y mine is clean!
My dad says I'm choosing to live in the past, that everyone has bad dreams... any advice?
@@darkfang797 talk to a professional. They’re seriously saving me right now.
Ptsd really sucks I also have it any advice 😕
PTSD is my life. Can't even give it a age.... red life.. even with my straight jacket buckles and release it's always there
Shaw
You aren't alone sweety.
First time I can say that a remix is better than the first strange will never die
Awesome to see @crypticwisdom on this.
This track n video gon' make my... Phone Explode!!!
So needed to rock. Still rocks. Respect Australia 🇦🇺
Now THAT is sum slick spittin....on fire! Yeah I have it stuffed in my bag...(ptsd) it seems to fall out often....my hypersensitive hearing....good/bad curse. And I could lose the "startle" response..&...never miss it! I'm no war hero....just an O~HER... I make em chatter and scatter....for some sad reason many mistake kindness for weakness.......and learning how to pack for your trip keeps ya from losing your grip! I'm the captain of my own ship.....learning how to swim is key to survival.......along with thicker skin! And working on myself......hardest job I ever volunteered for!! But SO worth it......
Been subscribed since I heard this. keep checking your channel for more so bring it... well done good sir!!
i have ptsd hard to dill with n i also am bipolar manic depression anxieties hard but if anyone needs to talk about it im names Christie i havent had people there to talk to when you need it n know just to talk can help a lil some time God bless you all
MAN TECH NEVER LETS ME DOWN. MUCH LOVE
Straight fire! I would love to meet your boys.
tech9 underrated king of rap !!!!
Reason 1,000 why I love tech, always puttin out his neck to help other's more unknown tryin to get a check💯👽💨💨
Absolutely, Heard it No word when persons goes through this my respect too them, love the meaning too it❤👍
Holy shit Cryptic Wisdoms vurse was amazing!!! He had soul, lyrical wisdoms and a quick rap all at the same time plus he did his verse that quick and well done all well scrolling down and reading his lyrics on a phone so thats bonus point. Not one artist on this compilation didn't murder the beat and have lyrical content but I loved Cryptic Wisdom and Jay's the best out of the non Strange artists. I will definitely be listening to this everyday for a month and then it will be something I come back to week after week.
Yessss where can I find that cryptic verse ?? He's so good
@@ryanaalderks1228search PTSD Cryptic Wisdom on youtube and you can listen to it there, I usually download things like that I can't buy other places through a RUclips MP3 converter for free and then put it on my phone that way
Damn.. this mix is intense!
Shaw
I have no words wow absolutely love it 👍 up to everyone thanks for this helps me get through my day I can and im sure most can relate to this song keep bringing it
Hey love do you know much about CPTSD RAGE. And who I should speak too. It's triggered by people's words ... I've busted my hand. And both feet lastnight from kicking wooden chairs. It's like I'd rather feel my bones break than put up with this mental torture that gets set off when people say something that triggers me..... Do I speak to a psychiatrist ( seeing him tomorrow ) dunno how the fuck I'm gonna explain my feet and hand..... :/ I'll say I fell or jumped... I dunno I'll work it out , or do I be honest ... What the hell do u say without him locking my arse up. I'm no danger to anyone else except myself. Which is worse I guess. :/ I can only break so many bones before I'm put in hospital..... Sigh does this shit show ever end .... Or should I just book myself into hospital. ... ? Serious question... :/
@@lanashowler5906 a psychologist would help as well. A psychiatrist can perscribe medicine, but coupled with talking to someone. The best I've ever heard it put was it doesn't take the tornado you're in the middle of away, but it can help you stand firm in the middle of it. As far as being straight up with the psych, you can be pretty straight and be pretty general. You'll feel when you get to trust them.
I think somebody's been using my phone
Eqseeaasas
@@lanashowler5906 One day at a time. Hope you're hanging on there if not doing better.
This song hit hard, I felt this in my soul..
Reckless and playboy killed it. Flows straight 🔥 🔥🔥
What track is that by reckless?
Thank you thank you thank you. To know that I am not alone means the world to me!!!
I like how y'all stitched that together
Dwaaamn, that was sick, awesome mashup
Ty et
the man is back again with some fire... Nice one dude. Shit's fire.
This is fire pit all together like that
Still keeping from going to jail 🙏🏼💯 thank you tech!!!
Fuck. I've listened to this shit a million times, but I think this is the first time I'm really hearing it. I can relate to this shit so heavy I feel that this moment is the one that went back in time and burrowed into Einstein's mind through a dream and the imprinted echo of a nightmare afterwards came forward as PTSD he could only finally express as e=mc².
Especially the "background" noises\voices.. at all.. fuckin.. times.
Wow....Just came in my suggested.
C Ptsd and DiD here. Absolute gold to find a rap about others struggles with this shit 🤍🙏🤍
This a dope ass roster let's get a real track with everyone
💯
The best
Uh...
I mean..
You see...
Technically...
I guess its fine....
Another classic from Tech Nine!
A banger I play over n over over time the feeling never dies. Love the flow the guys bring.
Imma tell everyone about Jay Trilogy. This kid sick wit it. And down with Tech. Fan for life and many more to follow. Keep em coming G.
Jay killed it!
I Love This Song Just Became My Favorite Welcome. Back Boi
PTSD feels like having a loaded gun pointed to you head and that feeling you get inside. It feels like that all the time. You never know weather to run or fight.
Run fight or give up. I hear u on this one. It's a never ending battle
Cause if you run it like holding an explosion inside self hate depression anxiety and if you fight... well the winner always goes to jail no matter how many you're fighting.... but you cant win if you're fighting the man in the mirror . Self control is everything. Implode and work again tomorrow it'll get better i know better then most still alive and sober....
💯 Truth!!
Mad respect 👿 from Bulgaria
🙏. Bro. Don’t I know man
To the real ones that deal. Lost my best friend and twin flame to suicide by cop because of PTSD he developed in special ops medic service in the Iraqi war. One love . RIP MC
Shit..that made me tear up!..I'm sorry for all that you've been through and what you continue to fight.
That's terrible, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you've gotten better in the subsequent years. Alot of guys I served with took their own lives down the road. It sucks knowing people that you love and fought with ended that way, but me and my boys keep them alive. Til Valhalla Marines
God damn where have I been, this is amazing!
How did I miss this song he slaying it
Can we address the way this video was shot please? It’s insane the way that cuts and angle changes can instill anxiety. The sick flow in addition just adds to this.
omg i love this it means alot i served from 99-03 so i can understand the insanity i now have ptsd and depression life is no longer happy
Love that voice from cryptic wisdom, but God damn I give that to Jay trilogy
This song is one my favs! I have been trying to figure out how many different rappers are in this remix!
There are seventeen in the description.
There's literally a list in the description
Very powerful! Soul deep💯✌️💗
Straight fire found some new artists because of you THANKS
I broke my right hand 3 weeks ago due to another trigger. It's like a switch I can't stop once it's flicked on, I cry and then flip and hurt myself in the worst ways doable .. physical pain is what I need , so the mental pain STOPS.... How do I fix this shit ????
I've built up mental strength because medication is temperary, a stronger mentality is life. Just remember you are in control and let your brain speak to you. I know it sounds fucked but it's helped me out for the last 25 yrs.
Cryptic straight fire 🔥🔥🔥
I didn’t know this was out here, it’s dope tho! Most of these guys are my homies so I’m happy it was made.
I so love Mr Yates one of my crushes 😜
Everybody got a homie or family member with some kind of military back ground so the select few who really got issues can fully understand how messy your head gets when you seen some real stuff a endless image if you will that can never die and rest
DNA needs a new name; only one of the biggest names in all of battle rap. Oh, and Jay Trilogy KILLED it.
nice mix man!
I love you for this!💞💫🌟✨💥
Very well put together. Thank you!
Pure Banger pure savage UK crew out !
I was hurt in 2015 Tbi PTSD needed finnaly dope mcs speak a language i truly overstand Thanksgiving to you all
Beautiful Job straight up 🏴☠️☠️🥷💙❗️🧜♂️💚🤍♥️🔊🎙🌵🔥🎯☝🏻✊🙌💡
For me, it's automatic flinch with weird looks afterward or being woken up and freaking out because subconsciously, I'm terrified what comes after I awake! Scarring friends and family because I'm not awake! Then I'm embarrassed about it!
Damn wishing they had my homeboy Javen Jordan aka the Illust Illuminati for this track. That would have been dope but there are a lot of my favorite artists on this track so far
I needed this right now
Brings out the side of me I need right now to sleigh it.
N R u mean to slay it? Or are u one of Santa’s helpers and going to sleigh it with Rudolph and the reindeer?
🚞 🦄```
9:15 of this song is exactly what's happening to me, what I'm doing no control, true hell. But I'm a survivor not a victim.
Now I'm in the process of healing myself so that I can let my desire in, and not be lonely anymore
What happened to the version tech did with D. Lector? I can't seem to find it anywhere....
Imma definitely listen to this
There is sooo much good rappers
Brilliant. Proper masterpiece
goddamn! beast mode
Got my bro Loc saint on here!
Totally amazing! I love it all the way through!
Ty Tech for this song. Feel understood
Y'all are awesome
Loved how Jay was putting his thoughts on the paper in front of him💯
DNA along with Splytsecond would have murdered this track. no joke.
Dope remix bro 🤛
I was diagnosed with severe C-PTSD over a decade ago in my teens, this rap cypher explains perfectly what its like
Such a great song as having P T S D myself can relate to it keep up the good work
Young man got it🤘🏼🕊💯
2nd to last guy is fire