Rant on my feelings towards success...One Day ☀

no edits, just my raw feeling.
I feel like I will be successful in this life and be a public figure/influence on people and I want to go out and help people in this world but I just feel lost trying to find that "golden" thing but am I just chasing after nothing? idk. this shouldn't make sense to anyone really but if it does, then cool!
I hope future me can look back and see this. I wanna live a life that I love and with going into my senior year of HS it feels harder and scarier as if it may never happen. but I truly just feel some way some how I will make it and it will happen...although I really don't know how yet...I cannot wait to find out
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