I've had this 10 month relationship with someone I really admired. He is a kind of gentle and mysterious guys, just how I wanted a partner would be. But being with him, I felt like he wasn't telling me everything although we are happy. We both thought we were perfect till that one day that someone had told me that he was having fun with someone I do not know. It triggers me, he kept pursuing me, he kept coming to my door bringing me gifts and telling me that I misunderstood the whole thing. I didnt really want to listen because I felt lied to. After days, he went to his work which is far from our place. I decided to end the relationship while him not being around so I can easily move forward with my life. After months, I allowed another guy to court me. He is different, completely. He is open with everything. But due to the previous breakup, his openness made myself to be on guard. I always think that there's another thing behind his kindness and care towards me, that he has bad intentions. And these thoughts of mine are hurting him. I am really sorry for hurting him but I dont think I should be sorry for having my trauma. Some time before the 2nd relationship, the 1st guy had contacted me and asking me about my present relationship. He wanted to meet me but I refused because there's nothing to talk about. I dont wanna ruin the life and the guy who has been so careful about me. I know that he wanted a closure but some things without closure are already closed. I dont wanna open wounds.
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I've had this 10 month relationship with someone I really admired. He is a kind of gentle and mysterious guys, just how I wanted a partner would be. But being with him, I felt like he wasn't telling me everything although we are happy. We both thought we were perfect till that one day that someone had told me that he was having fun with someone I do not know. It triggers me, he kept pursuing me, he kept coming to my door bringing me gifts and telling me that I misunderstood the whole thing.
I didnt really want to listen because I felt lied to. After days, he went to his work which is far from our place. I decided to end the relationship while him not being around so I can easily move forward with my life.
After months, I allowed another guy to court me. He is different, completely. He is open with everything. But due to the previous breakup, his openness made myself to be on guard. I always think that there's another thing behind his kindness and care towards me, that he has bad intentions. And these thoughts of mine are hurting him. I am really sorry for hurting him but I dont think I should be sorry for having my trauma.
Some time before the 2nd relationship, the 1st guy had contacted me and asking me about my present relationship. He wanted to meet me but I refused because there's nothing to talk about.
I dont wanna ruin the life and the guy who has been so careful about me.
I know that he wanted a closure but some things without closure are already closed. I dont wanna open wounds.