Most of the time when I stutter a lot there is this voice in my head that says to me: you’re stuttering a lot just try to stutter less, they’re thinking badly of you… and things like these. I’m trying to change this thoughts in my head but it’s not easy and I think these thoughts hold me back to be 100% myself. I also found myself in what Andrea said about teaching because I’m studying primary education and sometimes I thought like “you can never be a good teacher if you stutter” even if no one ever told me… it’s just all in my head.
Not just for being myself but for what myself can be in the future. Lots and lots of opportunities have passed on to me only for me to reject it as it includes talking a lot (especially the type where it holds meetings time and time) so i'm stuck with settling like this or going upfront and do the things that i want to do regardless of these speech impediment/stutter...
Most of the time when I stutter a lot there is this voice in my head that says to me: you’re stuttering a lot just try to stutter less, they’re thinking badly of you… and things like these. I’m trying to change this thoughts in my head but it’s not easy and I think these thoughts hold me back to be 100% myself.
I also found myself in what Andrea said about teaching because I’m studying primary education and sometimes I thought like “you can never be a good teacher if you stutter” even if no one ever told me… it’s just all in my head.
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Not just for being myself but for what myself can be in the future. Lots and lots of opportunities have passed on to me only for me to reject it as it includes talking a lot (especially the type where it holds meetings time and time) so i'm stuck with settling like this or going upfront and do the things that i want to do regardless of these speech impediment/stutter...
Do you think stutter holds you back from being yourself? And if you don't stutter, what are things that can hold you back?
It most certainly does hold me back!!! Makes me feel like hiding when I was never like this before!!! I am certainly NOT myself anymore!!!
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