I've had chronic pain for so long I keep forgetting that my pain levels aren't "normal". I'm always in pain, so if I actually make the effort to say it, I'm REALLY not doing too good.
@@Azathoth343 Hope this isn't too long of an explanation. It's actually a complex subject for me to try to break down. Like the name implies, it's when you experience pain in your body for long periods of time. 6 months is the standard in the US. It can either be something that comes and goes, or you're in constant pain like in my case. Because you experience this pain so often, it becomes your new baseline. Pain can also vary in severity and type. It could feel like a constant dull ache, all the way to a constant burning hot enough to feel like someone actually set you on fire. For a lot of people with this condition they typically don't show "normal" pain symptoms. It won't be readily obvious they're in pain, unless you know the person well enough. It impacts just about every bodily function as your body can waste energy attempting to heal something it can't, instead of putting it towards more productive functions. There's also the comorbid conditions that can come with it, as it's very taxing on the body for it to experience pain so frequently.
@@SenailCooledge I hope you’re doing better. I can probably relate to that, because I had Guillain-Barré syndrome, and what that is when the immune system attacks the nervous system, and that pain I had was unbearable. My hands felt like they were on fire, temporal headaches, and it got to the point where all my face was numb, and walking became so painful. All my body was going through pain that I couldn’t even imagine. Even though it’s not like what you’re going through, but it is similar, and I hope you live a fulfilling life
as someone who deals with chronic pain who tries to act like it doesn't affect me. Even on the days I cant move I hope to have someone who understands or doesn't belittle me for having such a problem. this brought tears to me on a day I could barely move. i felt happy and reasured that I was valid. so I thank you for doing this, as it helps me get through the days I feel like I cant get through.
This made the tears run. I hope to have a partner who understands as much as you do. You get what it's like, I hope it's not because you deal with chronic pain yourself. My pain caused a decline in my mental health. Thankfully I had an online friend (Cinnamons calm corner) who pushed me to get help. Things have improved. I'm starting university this year. I'm doing my degree online as in person isn't for me. Because I need crutches to walk society knows I'm disabled and in pain. But my heart goes out to people with invisible disabilities because society isn't kind to them. I frequently do to much because I feel guilty. Other people my age can do so much more than me. This was a fantastic audio Kat
Well done for taking the difficult step to getting help :-) It sounds like you are doing well for yourself and you should be proud! I wish you the best of luck with university. Also, I appreciate your comments re invisible illnesses. It can be hard to explain chronic explain pain and fatigue to people when you look ok on the outside, especially when you can have good days where it seems like anything is possible followed by very dark days when everything seems impossible. I think a lot of people just can't comprehend that just because last month I was able to do something without help, it doesn't mean that I can do it this month, or the next.
@@PineKatAudio thank you Kat. All this pain because a taxi driver decided to reverse his car without looking. I wish I'd at least done something awesome that was worth wrecking my life over, but it wasn't even my actions. I lost so much due to the accident. Mainly the job I loved. Can't care for others when I need crutches to walk. But I'm lucky, I'm alive. And incredibly grateful for it. Thank you again Kat. This audio touched me deeply.
This is perfect, I have medical issues that make it so I'm often in pain. I woke up sore this morning and This was the only notification when I checked my phone
Sorry that you have to deal with pain, it sucks. Especially when you wake up and the pain seems to beat you with a 2 by 4. I hope your pain eases. I was hit by a car 4 years ago and still need crutches to walk. My ankle is screwed, which caused damage to my hips and other leg. CBD products have changed my like. I wish you a happy pain free weekend.
@@justtracie8636 I'm sorry, you have it worse off than I do my friend. I can walk and move around fine most days, it's only on especially bad days that I need my Cane. Mine is from a combination of Lyme disease and injuries that didn't heal correctly, so it doesn't get too bad unless I overwork or if there's bad weather.
@@princetannis9741 try not to think of it as one having it worse than the other. Pain is a personal thing. There are so many different things that can make the pain worse. I have a lot of respect for you and everyone who deals with chronic pain. I don't know much about lymes disease. I'm going to go and Google it. Take care my friend. Check out Cinnamons calm corner if you like comfort Audios. She's a friend of mine who is the only reason I sought help when my mental health crashed last year. I don't know if I'd still be here if it wasn't for her.
@@justtracie8636 the stage of lyme disease I had breaks down cartilage and causes severe arthritis. I caught it before it spread too far but the damage to my knees had already been done. I checked out cinnamon like you suggested, I enjoyed it. Thanks for the tip
@@princetannis9741 I read about Lyme disease. I feel for you. One thing I didn't read about was if the damage is treatable. Or are you left to deal with it?
I live with chronic pain. I have defects in my spine and neck damage. And I’m only young. I have to do physio therapy all my life and have a Lot of health problems. This was super comforting thank you
Sounds like -maybe- you get it- you really understand the difficulties folks in chronic pain have. My husband of 40 years gets it(most of the time!) But most people just haven't had enough experience to understand what it's like to have pain, 24/7. Thanks- this does help ,mentally if not physically..BTW, sometimes I enjoy these videos but just don't have the energy to make comments.😑
This is nice, I’ve been abused my entire life (21 years) (verbally, mentally and physically) and because of that I was constantly in survival mode I couldn’t feel the pain at all and now that I’m out of that I feel everything. the pain, the nearly constant hurt, sometimes It gets so bad that can’t stand for more than 10 seconds and I feel worthless. I can’t fed myself sometimes because walking to the kitchen takes too much out of me, I’m certain that no one will love me because of chronic pain and severe mental illness. Who would willingly love someone so broken?
Sometimes my lungs hurt so much and my heart feels like it might explode if it gets any faster, I don’t know much about chronic pain (only thing I know is it’s not normal to hurt this bad), is it normal for organs to feel like that when experiencing a chronic pain attack? Do organs get involved in it as well?
Disclaimer: I'm not a medical professional. Judging by your comment, our upbringing had a fair bit in common so it might be true that our symptoms do as well. My brain, heart and spine are all afflicted with at best a hum of discomfort, at worst levels of agony that incapacitate me for hours with intermittent convulsions. Short answer, I don't know if it's common to have that level of internal pain, but I do know it's possible.I hope activating a year old comment isn't unnerving, and take care.
@@LeeHauser thank you, I've done a bit more research into my condition since I posted this comment. Being in constant survival mode means that your body doesn't get a chance to heal itself, so normal injuries build and build leading to constant pain. How I'd describe it is like when someone has really bad anxiety stomach problems are very common so the mental pain manifest as physical pain when the mind is constantly worried about safety.
I know my pain isnt as bad as some others. But i know when it hits i can barely stand, since it is my back, so audios like these help me feel not as alone
Hey kat, I’m not sure if you remember me. I was the one asking for a terminal illness audio. I am unsure if this is from my request, but it helped me all the same. I got my best sleep in months from this and I thank you so much for being here with me near the end. You do so much good for so many people.
I've dealt with chronic pain for more than 15 years. Pain to some degree every day. If I had to estimate my "average" pain level I would probably say it was a 4 or a 5. Which is probably a 6 or a 7 for most other people because prolonged exposure to pain tends to warp the scale to the weaker end because your normal pain becomes considered "average" or normal. Eventually, when I was in the military and they tracked down the source of some of my pain, they started performing RF ablation procedures in my back every six months (they insert four catheters in my back and burn off the offending nerves. I got to the point where I could have the procedure done without anesthesia. When I retired and had the procedure done in a civilian clinic and when they heard how my previous procedures had been done they looked at me like I was bonkers. In the civilian world, after they place the catheters, they sedate you (they don't knock you out but they put you in like a twilight sleep) before they perform the burn. I told them I had had the procedure done at least 20 times and have never been sedated. When I showed up for my first civilian procedure, they hadn't told me about the sedation and I had driven myself so I didn't have a driver. I convinced them to do it without sedation so I could drive home. After the procedure, a saw several nurses poking their heads in my recovery room. My nurse came by to do my vitals and she said "They all wanted to see the guy who got RF ablation on his spine without sedation. That doesn't happen".
This really helps alot thank you , idk why but sometimes I don't wanna tell my girlfriend about my pain because I don't wanna bother her so this helps I know I should really tell her sometimes but when it's the middle of the night or early morning I can't
I know I am late to this video but this is perfect I just got in a nasty car accident after I hit gravel and I am still in pain so this really is amazing thank you
Every day for 3 months sharp stabbing aching mind-ripping pain from so many points in my body and I’m so exhausted, can’t do things I used to do with ease - there’s crystal arthritis (cppd) in both hands. I lost my temper today while trying to fold a sheet- and there’s nothing nothing nothing that stops this stinking, rotten pain. There is no joy
I don't have the same kind of chronic pain that others in this comment section do...I have chronic canker sores (mouth sores not related to cold sores), which can last anywhere from a week to months (for a single sore, though usually I have multiple). It's exhausting and talking or eating can be a huge challenge without numbing gel. Some days, the pain never stops and even when I'm idle there's just pain. I have yet to visit a doctor but I hope that soon I can and maybe figure out what's causing them. But in the meantime, thanks so much for the comforting audio.
Physically, mentally and emotionally exhausting all at the same time. I wish it wasn't part of my life. I wish it was not part of my wife's life even more.
None of the clinics or docs i see can figure out whats wrong. My job is physically intensive but i need its health insurance or i cant find out whats causing me this pain. Sometimes it feels like everyone around me is just humoring me. Like they dont think im really in constant agony and am just looking for pity or attention. Sometimes i wonder if i am. If its all just in my head, but then bad days come. When my nerves turn to ice and my skin feels like its vibrating off my bones and my legs give way under me i know its not made up, but theres nothing to be done. These words are comforting, but what i wouldnt sacrifice to have someone say them personally and truly mean it...
Cronic pain is just awful… (Also isn’t it spelled Chronic, idk I’m bad at spelling so just ignore me if so) anyways thank you Kat for another comfy ASMR. I’m in a lot of pain myself, not just physically but emotionally. Plus I tend to get headaches commonly so this will be a big help, as always TY Kat ❤
Seems like folk here come here too vent out about their pain, so I'll do the same I guess? As long as I can remember, I've always had pain in my back and neck. Not always constant but really bad pain, one week I'm fine and next one I barley could get up from bed. Recently after years of nagging from people like family, friends and ex lovers and currently lover. I went too see the doctor because 2022 around early January, I got back pain and wouldn't stop. So 2022 July I reached out and got a appointment late September. Well beetwen Christmas 2022 and New years eve I got my results back and I've got Bechterews. So I'm pretty much fucked for life and have not got any kind of pain killers, and like I said, longest as I can remember I've had pain, so I've tried every non-prescription painkiller out there. But I didn't get any prescription pain killers neither and I have too wait for at least a month if I'm lucky. My pain is constant, can't walk, sit or stand. Not only that, I have IBS, my heart is bad too, and due too past life bad decisions, my liver is fucked. Had it as a child but didn't help getting high on every substance and piller I could get my hand on or drink a bottle or two eatch day, that was things which made me pain free. Now I'm sober, drank a little on new years eve due too depression. I'm in constant pain, by the time I might get pain killers, I'm most likly deep into drugs and alcohol once again or perhaps dead. But this really helps, just someone pretending too be here for a lost soul means alot!
![Comfort During a Panic Attack [F4A]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Y8BSOe9uY6A/mqdefault.jpg)
![Comfort During a Panic Attack [F4A]](/img/tr.png)
![ASMR | Prince Takes Care Of You On A Bad Chronic Pain Day [M4A] [Knight listener] [Reverse comfort]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/mxuGPV_EIRc/mqdefault.jpg)
![Depression Comfort [F4A]](/img/1.gif)
I've had chronic pain for so long I keep forgetting that my pain levels aren't "normal". I'm always in pain, so if I actually make the effort to say it, I'm REALLY not doing too good.
May I get a explanation of chronic pain please.
@@Azathoth343 Hope this isn't too long of an explanation. It's actually a complex subject for me to try to break down.
Like the name implies, it's when you experience pain in your body for long periods of time. 6 months is the standard in the US. It can either be something that comes and goes, or you're in constant pain like in my case. Because you experience this pain so often, it becomes your new baseline. Pain can also vary in severity and type. It could feel like a constant dull ache, all the way to a constant burning hot enough to feel like someone actually set you on fire.
For a lot of people with this condition they typically don't show "normal" pain symptoms. It won't be readily obvious they're in pain, unless you know the person well enough. It impacts just about every bodily function as your body can waste energy attempting to heal something it can't, instead of putting it towards more productive functions.
There's also the comorbid conditions that can come with it, as it's very taxing on the body for it to experience pain so frequently.
@@SenailCooledge thx for the explanation also I hope you have a great life.
@@Azathoth343 Same to you
@@SenailCooledge I hope you’re doing better. I can probably relate to that, because I had Guillain-Barré syndrome, and what that is when the immune system attacks the nervous system, and that pain I had was unbearable. My hands felt like they were on fire, temporal headaches, and it got to the point where all my face was numb, and walking became so painful. All my body was going through pain that I couldn’t even imagine. Even though it’s not like what you’re going through, but it is similar, and I hope you live a fulfilling life
as someone who deals with chronic pain who tries to act like it doesn't affect me. Even on the days I cant move I hope to have someone who understands or doesn't belittle me for having such a problem. this brought tears to me on a day I could barely move. i felt happy and reasured that I was valid. so I thank you for doing this, as it helps me get through the days I feel like I cant get through.
This made the tears run. I hope to have a partner who understands as much as you do. You get what it's like, I hope it's not because you deal with chronic pain yourself. My pain caused a decline in my mental health. Thankfully I had an online friend (Cinnamons calm corner) who pushed me to get help. Things have improved. I'm starting university this year. I'm doing my degree online as in person isn't for me. Because I need crutches to walk society knows I'm disabled and in pain. But my heart goes out to people with invisible disabilities because society isn't kind to them. I frequently do to much because I feel guilty. Other people my age can do so much more than me. This was a fantastic audio Kat
Well done for taking the difficult step to getting help :-) It sounds like you are doing well for yourself and you should be proud! I wish you the best of luck with university.
Also, I appreciate your comments re invisible illnesses. It can be hard to explain chronic explain pain and fatigue to people when you look ok on the outside, especially when you can have good days where it seems like anything is possible followed by very dark days when everything seems impossible. I think a lot of people just can't comprehend that just because last month I was able to do something without help, it doesn't mean that I can do it this month, or the next.
@@thenargles thanks Nargles. My sister has fibromyalgia. Sometimes it hurts to see her in so much pain. I hope life is treating you kindly my friend.
I’m sorry you’re dealing with that. I’m really glad you had a kind friend to be there! I hope university goes well!
@@PineKatAudio thank you Kat. All this pain because a taxi driver decided to reverse his car without looking. I wish I'd at least done something awesome that was worth wrecking my life over, but it wasn't even my actions. I lost so much due to the accident. Mainly the job I loved. Can't care for others when I need crutches to walk. But I'm lucky, I'm alive. And incredibly grateful for it. Thank you again Kat. This audio touched me deeply.
Legend, Kat. Whomever you did this for will have found comfort from this audio, thanks a lot.
*in
Unnecessary correction, but appreciated all the same.
Beautiful audio, Kat. Your empathy and understanding is pretty much unrivalled.
I’m fortunate to be friends with some incredibly kind people who have taught me a lot!
This is perfect, I have medical issues that make it so I'm often in pain. I woke up sore this morning and This was the only notification when I checked my phone
Sorry that you have to deal with pain, it sucks. Especially when you wake up and the pain seems to beat you with a 2 by 4.
I hope your pain eases. I was hit by a car 4 years ago and still need crutches to walk. My ankle is screwed, which caused damage to my hips and other leg. CBD products have changed my like. I wish you a happy pain free weekend.
@@justtracie8636 I'm sorry, you have it worse off than I do my friend. I can walk and move around fine most days, it's only on especially bad days that I need my Cane. Mine is from a combination of Lyme disease and injuries that didn't heal correctly, so it doesn't get too bad unless I overwork or if there's bad weather.
@@princetannis9741 try not to think of it as one having it worse than the other. Pain is a personal thing. There are so many different things that can make the pain worse. I have a lot of respect for you and everyone who deals with chronic pain. I don't know much about lymes disease. I'm going to go and Google it. Take care my friend. Check out Cinnamons calm corner if you like comfort Audios. She's a friend of mine who is the only reason I sought help when my mental health crashed last year. I don't know if I'd still be here if it wasn't for her.
@@justtracie8636 the stage of lyme disease I had breaks down cartilage and causes severe arthritis. I caught it before it spread too far but the damage to my knees had already been done.
I checked out cinnamon like you suggested, I enjoyed it. Thanks for the tip
@@princetannis9741 I read about Lyme disease. I feel for you. One thing I didn't read about was if the damage is treatable. Or are you left to deal with it?
I got so excited when I seen you posted something no matter what it is I love everything you post
Aw thank you!
Comfort is always nice
I have chronic pain and have wished a partner would act like that. Thank you I actually cried from relief
Thank you for uploading this one I've been looking for something like this, hope you are well and don't forget to hydrate 🤗🤗💜💜
Thank you!
@@PineKatAudio np and make sure you take care of yourself 💜💜🤗🤗
Thank you Kat. This video helped me a lot to articulate thoughts and feelings about my chronic pain. Take care.
I live with chronic pain. I have defects in my spine and neck damage. And I’m only young. I have to do physio therapy all my life and have a Lot of health problems. This was super comforting thank you
Sounds like -maybe- you get it- you really understand the difficulties folks in chronic pain have. My husband of 40 years gets it(most of the time!) But most people just haven't had enough experience to understand what it's like to have pain, 24/7.
Thanks- this does help ,mentally if not physically..BTW, sometimes I enjoy these videos but just don't have the energy to make comments.😑
I try to listen to people and even though I’ll never 100% understand their experience I want them to feel heard!
Hey Kat I've had some bad headache pain this video works out perfectly & once again this is perfect thank you kat 😁❤️
I don’t have chronic pain but I’ll take the comfort thanks Kat ❤️🤗
This is nice, I’ve been abused my entire life (21 years) (verbally, mentally and physically) and because of that I was constantly in survival mode I couldn’t feel the pain at all and now that I’m out of that I feel everything. the pain, the nearly constant hurt, sometimes It gets so bad that can’t stand for more than 10 seconds and I feel worthless. I can’t fed myself sometimes because walking to the kitchen takes too much out of me, I’m certain that no one will love me because of chronic pain and severe mental illness. Who would willingly love someone so broken?
Sometimes my lungs hurt so much and my heart feels like it might explode if it gets any faster, I don’t know much about chronic pain (only thing I know is it’s not normal to hurt this bad), is it normal for organs to feel like that when experiencing a chronic pain attack? Do organs get involved in it as well?
Disclaimer: I'm not a medical professional. Judging by your comment, our upbringing had a fair bit in common so it might be true that our symptoms do as well. My brain, heart and spine are all afflicted with at best a hum of discomfort, at worst levels of agony that incapacitate me for hours with intermittent convulsions. Short answer, I don't know if it's common to have that level of internal pain, but I do know it's possible.I hope activating a year old comment isn't unnerving, and take care.
@@LeeHauser thank you, I've done a bit more research into my condition since I posted this comment. Being in constant survival mode means that your body doesn't get a chance to heal itself, so normal injuries build and build leading to constant pain. How I'd describe it is like when someone has really bad anxiety stomach problems are very common so the mental pain manifest as physical pain when the mind is constantly worried about safety.
I love you Pine Kat, you make me feel less alone
I know my pain isnt as bad as some others. But i know when it hits i can barely stand, since it is my back, so audios like these help me feel not as alone
Hey kat, I’m not sure if you remember me. I was the one asking for a terminal illness audio. I am unsure if this is from my request, but it helped me all the same. I got my best sleep in months from this and I thank you so much for being here with me near the end. You do so much good for so many people.
Oh it probably was from your request! (When I add things on the list don’t have the original comment) I’m really glad it helped 💕
Just thank you 💚
You are welcome :)
I've dealt with chronic pain for more than 15 years. Pain to some degree every day. If I had to estimate my "average" pain level I would probably say it was a 4 or a 5. Which is probably a 6 or a 7 for most other people because prolonged exposure to pain tends to warp the scale to the weaker end because your normal pain becomes considered "average" or normal.
Eventually, when I was in the military and they tracked down the source of some of my pain, they started performing RF ablation procedures in my back every six months (they insert four catheters in my back and burn off the offending nerves. I got to the point where I could have the procedure done without anesthesia.
When I retired and had the procedure done in a civilian clinic and when they heard how my previous procedures had been done they looked at me like I was bonkers.
In the civilian world, after they place the catheters, they sedate you (they don't knock you out but they put you in like a twilight sleep) before they perform the burn. I told them I had had the procedure done at least 20 times and have never been sedated.
When I showed up for my first civilian procedure, they hadn't told me about the sedation and I had driven myself so I didn't have a driver. I convinced them to do it without sedation so I could drive home. After the procedure, a saw several nurses poking their heads in my recovery room. My nurse came by to do my vitals and she said "They all wanted to see the guy who got RF ablation on his spine without sedation. That doesn't happen".
This really helps alot thank you , idk why but sometimes I don't wanna tell my girlfriend about my pain because I don't wanna bother her so this helps I know I should really tell her sometimes but when it's the middle of the night or early morning I can't
Thank you so much
Of course!
I don’t know of the pain I feel is chronic or not, but this audio definitely helps ❤
I know I am late to this video but this is perfect I just got in a nasty car accident after I hit gravel and I am still in pain so this really is amazing thank you
Every day for 3 months sharp stabbing aching mind-ripping pain from so many points in my body and I’m so exhausted, can’t do things I used to do with ease - there’s crystal arthritis (cppd) in both hands. I lost my temper today while trying to fold a sheet- and there’s nothing nothing nothing that stops this stinking, rotten pain. There is no joy
I don't have the same kind of chronic pain that others in this comment section do...I have chronic canker sores (mouth sores not related to cold sores), which can last anywhere from a week to months (for a single sore, though usually I have multiple). It's exhausting and talking or eating can be a huge challenge without numbing gel. Some days, the pain never stops and even when I'm idle there's just pain. I have yet to visit a doctor but I hope that soon I can and maybe figure out what's causing them. But in the meantime, thanks so much for the comforting audio.
Those are the worst and I am so sorry! Mouth pain when trying to eat or talk is so tough!
Have you tried L-lysine? I’ve heard it works for some people quite well.
@@enigma9625 I haven’t, but I’ll look into it. Thanks!
i get chronic headaches all the time so this helps a lot
Physically, mentally and emotionally exhausting all at the same time.
I wish it wasn't part of my life. I wish it was not part of my wife's life even more.
Very nice!
None of the clinics or docs i see can figure out whats wrong. My job is physically intensive but i need its health insurance or i cant find out whats causing me this pain.
Sometimes it feels like everyone around me is just humoring me. Like they dont think im really in constant agony and am just looking for pity or attention. Sometimes i wonder if i am. If its all just in my head, but then bad days come.
When my nerves turn to ice and my skin feels like its vibrating off my bones and my legs give way under me i know its not made up, but theres nothing to be done.
These words are comforting, but what i wouldnt sacrifice to have someone say them personally and truly mean it...
Cucumber Approved
Thank you, Cucumber 🥒
I am becoming more than just a forklift
Oh wow you’ve moved into another realm!
Could you do Comfort for a seizure? idk if I’ve seen a seizure comfort audio on your page yet.
Yes, I definitely can! It’s on my list, good idea
❤❤❤
crab🦀
🤙🏻💚💯🤗
Cronic pain is just awful… (Also isn’t it spelled Chronic, idk I’m bad at spelling so just ignore me if so) anyways thank you Kat for another comfy ASMR. I’m in a lot of pain myself, not just physically but emotionally. Plus I tend to get headaches commonly so this will be a big help, as always TY Kat ❤
I didn’t know how to spell it at first, I had to look it up and change the thumbnail later! 😆Sorry about your headaches! That sounds tough
@@PineKatAudio don’t worry about it, I suck at spelling too. Also please don’t feel the need to say sorry. Your so sweet. 🥺
Comfort for Asthma listener? 🥺
That’s a good one!
@@PineKatAudio Yay
As someone with asthma, I would also appreciate this audio.
Yes that would be awesome!
Seems like folk here come here too vent out about their pain, so I'll do the same I guess?
As long as I can remember, I've always had pain in my back and neck. Not always constant but really bad pain, one week I'm fine and next one I barley could get up from bed.
Recently after years of nagging from people like family, friends and ex lovers and currently lover. I went too see the doctor because 2022 around early January, I got back pain and wouldn't stop. So 2022 July I reached out and got a appointment late September.
Well beetwen Christmas 2022 and New years eve I got my results back and I've got Bechterews.
So I'm pretty much fucked for life and have not got any kind of pain killers, and like I said, longest as I can remember I've had pain, so I've tried every non-prescription painkiller out there.
But I didn't get any prescription pain killers neither and I have too wait for at least a month if I'm lucky.
My pain is constant, can't walk, sit or stand.
Not only that, I have IBS, my heart is bad too, and due too past life bad decisions, my liver is fucked.
Had it as a child but didn't help getting high on every substance and piller I could get my hand on or drink a bottle or two eatch day, that was things which made me pain free.
Now I'm sober, drank a little on new years eve due too depression.
I'm in constant pain, by the time I might get pain killers, I'm most likly deep into drugs and alcohol once again or perhaps dead.
But this really helps, just someone pretending too be here for a lost soul means alot!