I love your videos Mai!! Thank you for the update video. I’m so happy for all the things you are accomplishing. Keep shining like you do. You got this!
Hi Mai! nice to hear from you again. I didn't get a notification for your video, but I clicked on the bell button! No worries about making a video regularly; you did what you enjoyed back then, you should do whatever you enjoy now! I hope things get better for you!
Hi there, so happy to see you here again! Thank you for stopping by even though you didn’t get notified! Things are slowly but steadily getting better so I have hope… 💜 looking forward to what’s to come!
I've been watching u sense highschool and still to this day re-watch your sims 3 100 baby challenge that is by far my fav and it gets me through my rough patches and depression episodes. we love you Mai and we will be here whenever u come back! mental health comes first, it can be a tough thing to tackle but even just take one step a day gets u closer to your goal slow and steady wins the race, we're rooting fornu gurl! ❤️
Welcome back, Mai! Tackling school while trying to stabilize your mental health is never an easy balance, and I want to commend you on those A's in the middle of it all!! 🥳 Sharing your mental health journey with us has been comforting and reminds me I'm not alone in my own. You have a natural gift for shedding light on the stigma of mental health and I want to thank you for sharing that so openly with your audience! Cheering you on as you work through this recent diagnosis! Take all the time you need before you're ready to come back fully, we'll be here waiting :)
Ahhhh, Victoria! So glad to hear from you again! You are so kind to me, thank you... the encouragement means more than I can express. I feel so enveloped in warmth thanks to folks like you who keep returning for my mental health ramblings. 🥰 I hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself! Big virtual hugs! 💜
You are so incredibly cool and charismatic, I have no doubt you will get out of this rough period. Finishing school (and with good grades wow!) and working on your mental health is probably a lot more productive than it feels like right now. I relate a lot with feeling like you can do less than you used to. Though honestly, looking back on old pictures or old videos always feels like you were doing so much, but you don't really see all your low points, so it's not really fair to compare, you know? Maybe right now you are finally in a good enough place so you can relax and process everything that's happened. So maybe you're doing exactly what you need to be doing right now. Not to mention getting a diagnosis for what you are dealing with is a huge plus, maybe this is something that will make things easier in the future.
That is so kind of you to say! Thank you so much... 💗 You’re absolutely right that there’s a bias when reflecting on the past from a place of self-judgment. Such a fantastic point - we can certainly be selective in our memory! Thank you for reminding me to just relax and release judgment. I think I can understand what you mean about the low self-esteem as well! I sometimes get so absorbed in my perfectionism that I don’t notice that it is inherently reflective of a belief that I am not good enough if I fall short of perfect, which of course I do. Like you said though, all things in due time… I do believe that these things start to click in our brains when they’re supposed to, not a moment too soon. Thank you for sticking around and sharing with me, it’s always so good to hear from you as well! I look forward to your comments every time! 🥰
@@MaiKayxo "it is inherently reflective of a belief that I am not good enough if I fall short of perfect" ^ This exactly describes this so well! So the next step is trying to work on believing that I'm good enough and cutting myself some slack. Easier said than done, but you gotta start somewhere :)
Love you Mai!!! Travelling next month to my bestie's wedding so that's the only exciting thing I've got going on right now but I'm excited to get out of this state again even if it's brief. Life is normal bleh life, still just been taking it day by day. (5-year plan who? Not me whoops) Been reading more than normal and trying to exercise a bit these days. I'm glad you're doing okies and always proud of you!! *hugs* P.S. Don't ever feel like you have to push yourself to do something for us, just do you ✨(does this make sense? lol) *extra huggies* 💞💞
Hahaha oh man I feel you on the 5 year plan, OUT THE WINDOW 🤣🤣 I’m so glad to hear that things are going pretty well for you though!! I hope I can do some traveling soon too, I’m definitely getting stir crazy out here in the Midwest 🥴 Thank you for always being here and being so encouraging!! It’s so nice to hear from you again, BIG HUGS! 💜💜💜
I started watching you when I was 12, and now I'm 20 and finishing my second year of college (actually ive been rewatching the Zora lets play) It's been a privilege to watch you grow, and trust me I'm not going anywhere anytime soon🤍Sending all my love to you Mai🥰
Oh my gosh such a long time!! Thank you so much for supporting me all these years… I’m actually tearing up 😭 I’m so honored and happy to have you here! 💜💜
I will say and not to trauma dump. My mum died at the end of 2020 and now in 2022 and as I’ve started process a lot of my trauma - basic tasks have gotten harder. I used to be someone who used social media as a coping mechanism and now a days it’s hard to create content on a regular basis so I get it. I get having month long hiatus’ bc for me there really no room in my brain for anything other than going to work anymore. I didn’t expect that. I always thought social media would be my life… forever
@@amybenham1796 I’m so sorry for your loss… I can only imagine 😞 It’s really disheartening when the load gets so heavy you can’t even enjoy your creative outlets and escape routes anymore. Hang in there, I have faith we’ll get through it. Thank you so much for sharing and helping me feel less alone as well 💜
I love your videos Mai!! Thank you for the update video. I’m so happy for all the things you are accomplishing. Keep shining like you do. You got this!
Thank you so much Emily!! The encouragement means more than you know! 🥰💜💪🏻
Hi Mai! nice to hear from you again. I didn't get a notification for your video, but I clicked on the bell button! No worries about making a video regularly; you did what you enjoyed back then, you should do whatever you enjoy now! I hope things get better for you!
Hi there, so happy to see you here again! Thank you for stopping by even though you didn’t get notified! Things are slowly but steadily getting better so I have hope… 💜 looking forward to what’s to come!
I've been watching u sense highschool and still to this day re-watch your sims 3 100 baby challenge that is by far my fav and it gets me through my rough patches and depression episodes. we love you Mai and we will be here whenever u come back! mental health comes first, it can be a tough thing to tackle but even just take one step a day gets u closer to your goal slow and steady wins the race, we're rooting fornu gurl! ❤️
Welcome back, Mai! Tackling school while trying to stabilize your mental health is never an easy balance, and I want to commend you on those A's in the middle of it all!! 🥳 Sharing your mental health journey with us has been comforting and reminds me I'm not alone in my own. You have a natural gift for shedding light on the stigma of mental health and I want to thank you for sharing that so openly with your audience! Cheering you on as you work through this recent diagnosis! Take all the time you need before you're ready to come back fully, we'll be here waiting :)
Ahhhh, Victoria! So glad to hear from you again! You are so kind to me, thank you... the encouragement means more than I can express. I feel so enveloped in warmth thanks to folks like you who keep returning for my mental health ramblings. 🥰 I hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself! Big virtual hugs! 💜
Happy to hear you’re on an upswing! I hope it continues and you are extremely brave to be tackling everything you’ve been going through
Thank you so much!! The words of encouragement mean more than you know! 💜 hope you are doing well also!
@@MaiKayxo I am doing well! Just trying to find my next career path after leaving a toxic job environment.
@@Tianaaaax3 I hear you, sounds very familiar! I wish you the best of luck. I know at least for me it took a lot of courage so I commend you big time!
i always have and always will adore you, mai
Thank you so much for always supporting me! 😭💜
You are so incredibly cool and charismatic, I have no doubt you will get out of this rough period. Finishing school (and with good grades wow!) and working on your mental health is probably a lot more productive than it feels like right now.
I relate a lot with feeling like you can do less than you used to. Though honestly, looking back on old pictures or old videos always feels like you were doing so much, but you don't really see all your low points, so it's not really fair to compare, you know? Maybe right now you are finally in a good enough place so you can relax and process everything that's happened. So maybe you're doing exactly what you need to be doing right now. Not to mention getting a diagnosis for what you are dealing with is a huge plus, maybe this is something that will make things easier in the future.
That is so kind of you to say! Thank you so much... 💗 You’re absolutely right that there’s a bias when reflecting on the past from a place of self-judgment. Such a fantastic point - we can certainly be selective in our memory! Thank you for reminding me to just relax and release judgment.
I think I can understand what you mean about the low self-esteem as well! I sometimes get so absorbed in my perfectionism that I don’t notice that it is inherently reflective of a belief that I am not good enough if I fall short of perfect, which of course I do. Like you said though, all things in due time… I do believe that these things start to click in our brains when they’re supposed to, not a moment too soon.
Thank you for sticking around and sharing with me, it’s always so good to hear from you as well! I look forward to your comments every time! 🥰
@@MaiKayxo "it is inherently reflective of a belief that I am not good enough if I fall short of perfect"
^ This exactly describes this so well! So the next step is trying to work on believing that I'm good enough and cutting myself some slack. Easier said than done, but you gotta start somewhere :)
Love you Mai!!! Travelling next month to my bestie's wedding so that's the only exciting thing I've got going on right now but I'm excited to get out of this state again even if it's brief. Life is normal bleh life, still just been taking it day by day. (5-year plan who? Not me whoops) Been reading more than normal and trying to exercise a bit these days. I'm glad you're doing okies and always proud of you!! *hugs*
P.S. Don't ever feel like you have to push yourself to do something for us, just do you ✨(does this make sense? lol) *extra huggies* 💞💞
Hahaha oh man I feel you on the 5 year plan, OUT THE WINDOW 🤣🤣 I’m so glad to hear that things are going pretty well for you though!! I hope I can do some traveling soon too, I’m definitely getting stir crazy out here in the Midwest 🥴
Thank you for always being here and being so encouraging!! It’s so nice to hear from you again, BIG HUGS! 💜💜💜
I started watching you when I was 12, and now I'm 20 and finishing my second year of college (actually ive been rewatching the Zora lets play) It's been a privilege to watch you grow, and trust me I'm not going anywhere anytime soon🤍Sending all my love to you Mai🥰
Oh my gosh such a long time!! Thank you so much for supporting me all these years… I’m actually tearing up 😭 I’m so honored and happy to have you here! 💜💜
I’ve been watching you since the Abendale LP and I think that was your 1st LP 😮
You’re back!
I am! You’re super fast hahah!
I missed this video. I miss you ❤️
I will say and not to trauma dump. My mum died at the end of 2020 and now in 2022 and as I’ve started process a lot of my trauma - basic tasks have gotten harder. I used to be someone who used social media as a coping mechanism and now a days it’s hard to create content on a regular basis so I get it. I get having month long hiatus’ bc for me there really no room in my brain for anything other than going to work anymore. I didn’t expect that. I always thought social media would be my life… forever
@@amybenham1796 I’m so sorry for your loss… I can only imagine 😞 It’s really disheartening when the load gets so heavy you can’t even enjoy your creative outlets and escape routes anymore. Hang in there, I have faith we’ll get through it. Thank you so much for sharing and helping me feel less alone as well 💜
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@@MaiKayxo HEY GUUUURL.