Hi Yolanda, both your paintings were awesome on this video. You are so talented. Please don't get upset if a piece doesn't turn out the way you expect it to !! I'm really inspired by your work like many others. So it'll be a shame to see you tear up such a good piece😢 cheer up now and make some superb paintings 😊
that first painting is extremely BEAUTIFUL, and i know your feeling. I paint too, and i feel presure when i use expensive tools to make art, a pressure to make a hole piece and finish it, a pressure to not mess it. wHAT WORKED for me was drawing on affordable paper and drawing for myself what i like, and not to sell..drawing whatever i would love and feeling happy.. thats the key to draw like a child with no worries .. @@YolandaBlazquez
Thank you for the tips! I do the same, when I get art block I often draw for myself in my sketchbooks and never share it. It’s drawing or painting for the joy of it ☺ and nobody to please @@user-uc8ss8rl1m
I transitioned from gouache / watercolor to soft pastels (and ordering oil pastels) a few months ago, and I don't think I will ever burn out. I like the simplicity and directness working with pastels, no water needed, and you don't have to manage the water / paint balance, while you can achieve the same image as with gouache. I don't care about the dirty hands, the process is more direct with pastels, like a cave painter..Oh and no interruption with pastels like with water management with water mediums.
I totally get that but also, no color shift!! I love pastels, I just wasn’t feeling like creating art at the time I recorded this painting ☺ I’ve continued using them after publishing the video. I mind the mess because I record and I have to touch my camera often and change batteries frequently otherwise I don’t care.
I am so glad to see someone else destroys their art. I have done this often but never tell anyone. Sometimes I look at a finished piece and it just offends me because I did not achieve what I wanted or it doesn't have the emotion I desired. 🙃 so I take them outside and put them in my fire pit and say farewell. 😁✨️ thank you for sharing this. This made me feel not so alone in this.
Hahaha love it 😆 I think this painting was also offending me. I don’t have a place to burn them like you but that’s a much cooler way to tell them goodbye! Thank you for sharing ❤️
i do that doo with what i dont like , but my grandma told me to keep it like memories or scketches of my work.. no matter if i like it its like a doodle
Goodness! Such somber Drama! We all have choices! I think It’s exciting to move from one media to another👍😀. If you haven’t tried combining gouache and oil pastel, it’s a fun thing to do. Isolation and not working from real models may be an issue. Talent has to be shared in a variety of ways.
Hahaha a bit dramatic, yeah 😇 It’s super fun to jump from one to another, I couldn’t agree more. I haven’t combined oil pastels with anything but it’s also something to consider, specially if I ever dare to paint large with gouache. If I could paint from real life models that would be awesome but it’s not available to me so I do what I can ☺️
I feel you fellow artist, we can hit a rut and our feelings toward our artwork can become dull. Taking a break does help. Also other recreations help too 😄. Your pastel portraits are really beautiful! Do not give up, Burn with passion and glow with enjoyment. ❄💙.
Totally! Thank you so much! I’ve taken a break from oil pastels to work on different things, an art challenge basically using mostly oils and painting different subjects ☺️ it was needed
@@YolandaBlazquez im happy to know this, as a community of artists i think it is important to talk about these struggles, communication is key to understand and tackle the problem or problems. Keep at it 😁👍.
The main thing is to create! It doesn’t matter what material, what time of day, or even what the weather is like outside. I always admire the works, how they manage to convey tenderness, lightness, and calmness. I apologize if I am not writing clearly (through a translator). I wish you inspiration for new works, maybe they will already be in a winter style. I will be glad to see this magic ❤️☃️
Sometimes it just needs to be destroyed for something new to be able to grow. I've ripped up paintings, or covered them with new layers. I also know that feeling of not wanting to look at it anymore. Art block or burnout happens to all of us. A great "break" is changing your art space around. Putting away the stuff you aren't into at this moment, and taking out those you want to play with. Making a mood/inspiration board also helps and is lots of fun. And a great challenge is making "ugly" paintings. This video is an important one. We all need to hear it, and we all need more time to play, and create just for fun and nothing else. 🖤
Thank you for understanding and for the suggestions! I’ve tried them ❤️ some people don’t get it and that’s fine, they may one day. At the moment I’m doing a daily painting challenge doing works from life. It’s so different and refreshing! And I’m using different mediums which is something I need to do.
Your gouache is stunning! Your “failed” painting was also beautiful, but I get it. You look at it and see the process. I fall in and out of love with oil pastels a lot. I don’t stick with it long enough to get good at it, but I would like to.
It's exactly the same with cooking. If you're in the mood and excited about what you're preparing - the food "knows". That is the love "ingredient" everyone speaks of, and can feel and taste. If, however, you're in a bad mood and don't really want to cook? The food "knows" that, too. You can almost taste the lack of "love" put in to the dish. It's the same with other art / creative forms. You can not force it. If you do, you end up unhappy.
When you ripped that painting, I felt that 😢 I have hated and still do so many of the things I've made but even so, never let myself throw something away. Even if creating something felt horrible or in the end looks awful to me, I still created that thing and put a lot of hard work into it. In my opinion, I think it's okay to hate something we've created, but perhaps instead of throwing it away like garbage. See if someone else would be happy to have it? Give it to a friend? Sell it? We can be our own worst critics and honestly when I look at your painting, all I see is beauty I understand why you did it, but it just breaks my heart 😅❤ you are an incredible artist. See this as a stepping stone for learning what works for you and what makes you happy to create
Thanks a lot ☺️ I understand what you mean but for me it’s freeing to get rid of the pieces that don’t work or that I don’t like. I wouldn’t give away something I’m not proud of, even if I had put many hours into it. Regardless of the result I always learn something and that’s more valuable than the final piece so it wasn’t a waste of time 😇
While I personally couldn't see what was wrong with your first piece, I totally can relate to the feeling you described. Thank you for sharing this part of creating! I really liked your gouache "sketch" (haha I wish my finished pieces would look anything like that)! love the mix of blended paint at the face and bold brushstrokes at her clothing/neck.
Thank you so much ❤️ I would like to embrace more of the bold brushtrokes as I think they add a lot of character but I can’t help it and love love to blend 😆 so I reserve them for other areas other than the face
I know you had your reasons, but i really loved the picture you tore up, so sad to see it die. Maybe im biased as i think all your work is amazingly beautiful 😍.
The oil pastel burnout and trying out gouache resulted in an incredibly beautiful autumn portrait of the girl with light hair. It captures the charm of autumn so enchantingly! 🍂🎨
Your video editing skills are as good as your artistic ones (and those are simply incredible). I got genuinely teary as you put away all the supplies. What a heart hurt. But I know this is just a comma in the story of your art life and I'm looking forward to your next steps, whatever they are.
Thank you so much!! 🥹 it means a lot to me because all my video recording and editing experience is what you’ve seen on RUclips, I’m super new to it but I put effort into it. At first I thought I wouldn’t like it but I actually find it enjoyable and creative. Thanks a lot for understanding too and for the support ❤️
I like hearing about the down times of life too. It is human and is proof that you are not AI. Talking about your down times can inspire others and give them hope in a way that even transcends the astonishing gift of your art. It is another kind of art; a phase of the genuine story of your life. Thank you for sharing this on you tube along with your knowledge of art, especially oil pastels, which I am learning.
I’m sorry it took me so long to reply, I took a break from RUclips. Thank you so much for your comment ❤️ that’s exactly what I was hoping when I made this video, to show others that we all go through this.
Some people have a file for art they created and don’t like and others just throw it out. My art teacher warned me that everyone that creates art at all throws out plenty that they don’t like, even his students that were professional artists for years and create beautiful art, were like this. I’m so thankful they all shared this with me and he made sure to mention it to me. Some beginners think that once you reach a professional level you won’t even use erasers!😂 Thank you for sharing this. I’m still bumping into people that don’t understand and it scares or humiliates them.
Thank you for sharing too! I feel it’s something not seen or mentioned much online and because of it I also used to think a bit that way because all I saw were artists whose pieces were all stunning. I thought that once I reached I certain point I’d be satisfied with all my works 😂😂 nope!
Both of your end products are incredible to me, but I must say I can see in the final result of both how you had more interest in the latter. She is gorgeous. I am not a talented artist like you, but I actually appreciate seeing someone at your level dismissing a work I consider beautiful. It just reminds me that we are all hard on ourselves, and that all works are subjective in their qualities of beauty, especially by the artist themself. Something I throw away may be a disappointment to me, but it may be lovely to someone else. Thanks for your honesty.
Thanks a lot! I think it shows that I enjoyed painting that little experiment much more. Absolutely, I think it’s part of growing and improving too, regardless of the level. I don’t think it will ever go away and I would bet it’s like that even for the top masters
Wow! After so much time on that piece and was torn, you have a better take to that, but I was happy to see you working with gouache. The feelings on the sketchpad look great with the gouache. Good working with different mediums.
Thank you! The time spent on a piece doesn’t matter much at all. It’s both about the process and the result and if I don’t like or enjoy any of those, the painting has to go
Oh, I love gouache! I didn’t the first time I tried it, and then I just used it how I wanted to, and then I liked it :-) a lot of times we get hung up on how a medium is supposed to be used, but just like oil pastels, They can be used so many different ways and none of the ways is wrong.… I am just starting to use oil pastels and if it wasn’t for your videos, I would’ve just kept throwing them back in the drawer and saying, “These aren’t for me“. gouache is a lot like oil pastel, because it is so versatile… it reminds me of a medium that is got quite a lot in common with all mediums. I love it, it is great! Brands definitely make a difference :-)
Gouache sounds like a lot of fun but I’m still not sure it’s for me because I love blending 😆 for the same reason I don’t think acrylics would suit me. That being said I’ll definitely try again whenever I feel like a need a break or a change. Oil pastels are very versatile, I think they are more suited for a more impressionistic style but you can achieve whatever you want with them. I really like them although at the moment I’m switching between them and regular oils and different subjects trying to avoid burning out
Hola Yolanda, no puede ser rompiste esa bella obra,pero lo siguiente que hisistes madre mía qué chulo te quedó, y para finalizar Yolanda que tengas una feliz Navidad a ti y a los tuyos 😚😚😚😚😚
Muchísimas gracias! Ya no soportaba mirarla más… no quería terminarla y tampoco quería guardarla, así que fuera 😆 Vosotros también, que paséis unas buenas Felices Fiestas 🎁 🌲
The dramaaa 😱 Totally understand, you're your own worst critic. Thanks for sharing your feelings about it, it's good to remember that this happens even to the pros ❤
For me, this is an oil painting that is still great. (Even if you tear it up) As an artist too, It is very normal for one day to feel tired, discouraged, or even completely disenchanted. But what I do is I stop without destroying it in case one day that the feeling of wanting to draw returned I will continue to do it. Nowadays, I often draw with alternating colors. Some days it might be colored pencils. Some days it might be watercolor. Some days it might be acrylic paint. But I won't draw it on days when I don't want to. I would like to encourage you. And I hope you continue to have fun creating. Note - This message was translated through Google Translate because I'm not good at English. But I want to tell you 🥰
I think alternating mediums and maybe subjects too is for some the way to go and I should try to switch often too. I did that what you say, I stopped painting and let it sit for a few days but when I returned to it and whenever I saw it it didn’t feel right, so I said goodbye to it 🙂 it’s not a big deal at all. I’m looking forward to painting. Thank you so much 🥰
You’re allowed to create just as much as you’re allowed to *uncreate* your art. It’s a privilege that we get to see your process at all. It’s extremely vulnerable to show art. I’m speaking as an artist myself. Keep doing what feels right to you! Thank you for sharing!
Yes! Thank you! That’s so nice of you to say, it really took me a very long time so start sharing my works, very specially here on RUclips. A photo on Instagram is pretty easy once you get used to it but the full process on a video like this takes a lot more. I always get nervous at the time of posting
Both paintings are so beautiful to my eyes.💕 I'm also stressed out about drawing, so I'm doing this and that. I sympathize with you a lot. Don't overdo it. Health is always the top priority. I'm in so much pain because I caught a cold, too. (I'm sorry that I'm not good at English) And I don't write comments on other people's videos, but I write only on your videos. This means I love your drawing. I'm always rooting for you!
That means a lot to me, thank you!! 🥰 I hope you’ll feel better soon, both about drawing and about the cold, both things combined are too much. You are right and health should always come first but in my case my only symptom was the cracking of my voice, at least for now. Your English is very good btw ☺
Can I just say that if I had been able to achieve a level that you showed on that particular piece, I would be incredibly happy. I do understand what you are saying about changing up mediums as I have always used prisma color pencils, and have recently switched to oil pastels, inspired by you, I love them, and thank you for your inspiration. I hope you feel better soon, I always look forward to your latest shows 🥰🎨🌈
I really enjoy seeing your beautiful work (although I think you are a bit hard on yourself). Note that you can fix the gauche cracking (as well as water cracking) by just adding a couple drops of humectant to your paint when you put it in a pan. Humectant is what is put in paint by manufacturers to help it rewet more easily and is sometimes used as a binder. Honey is one humectant used; vegetable glycerin is another. When panning, I add some to most of my paints that don't already contain honey. You do not want to add too much as the paint won't dry. I use about 1 to 4 drops in a half pan depending on the color; some colors are much more difficult to wet. You can gauge this by trying a dot card by the manufacturer or making your own dots and letting them dry completely. If the color releases easily using a soft watercolor brush then add less. If it requires more strokes, add more humectant. Hope this helps!
Thank you so much for all the info! Others have mentioned the use of glycerin but I didn’t know about how much to add or how to guess for an individual color (I imagine burnt umber won’t be the easiest to rewet).
Next time to avoid cracking you can use one or two drops of glycerin and of honey it does help but also depends of the brand of gouache you are using. I personally use holbein more.
Thank you! I didn’t even notice any cracking but I have some glycerin so I may try next time 🙏🏻 Do you feel a difference between artist grade brands? I ask because I don’t notice a whole lot with watercolor brands I have.
Oh, you broke my heart when you ripped up the painting. Someone would have loved it......that being said....I have ripped up lots of my watercolor paintings or painted on the back of the painting. Piles and piles have eventually gone in the trash. I'm one year into experimenting with oil pastels and gouache. I've come to conclusion the artist grade pastels and gouache are better than student grade. I'm slowly upgrading to artist quality. Your work is beautiful. Thanks for sharing it. I find gouache is best from the tube. Schmincke is the best brand but beyond my budget. I'm using Winsor Newton Designer's gouache. I gave away my Himi jelly gouache....yuk...just didn't like it. I'm putting my work in sketchbooks too. I have a LONG ways to go to get to your level. But it's fun and a great hobby for me as I'm retired.
Thanks a lot for understanding and for sharing your experience. I think we all do it and keep doing it and it’s part of the journey. I don’t want to sound like a snob but I always go for artist grade materials, I’ve considered making a video about this too, and the main reason is because I don’t want the supplies to be the culprit on any “failures” I may have and I don’t want them to stop me from fully enjoy the medium. I buy artist grade but it doesn’t have to be the most expensive out there and when it comes to paint that is mixed on a palette (gouache, watercolors or oils) I prefer to only have a few tubes of good paint than many of low quality. I have no idea about gouache but the ochre and red that I later added were Winsor and Newton and since I have no experience I couldn’t tell a difference 😊
Some people do better because they are doing commissions and also some are opposite of this. I’m the opposite and professional artists that I know are also the sort that don’t do commissions and that actually helps them do better work.
I understand what you mean. I do very few commissions but the ones I choose to make are of babies and children because I love doing those. If I had to take on any commission that comes my way for a living I would struggle very much.
When I use gouache, I always keep a scrap piece of paper by the mixing palette. Every time I mix a colour I swatch it on the paper and shake it in the air to make it dry quickly. Doing this I can see exactly how it will look after the drying shift.
I felt like you tore my heart when you tore it, it was sudden 💔 Although it was beautiful, I understand how you feel, so it's good that you tore it up if it makes you feel comfortable😊
To make the dried gouache usable again you can spray water in them and let them soak it and stir it in a few hour intervals or even a day, this is what I do and they come back to creamy consistency, I use the same gouache as you also
caran dahes gouache is dry anyway....just use it like watercolour pans but add lots of water or reactivate with water like prviuosly suggested. I also keep my old used paint dried on its pallette so no waste@@YolandaBlazquez
actually sometimes it would so hard to do it, but don't be shame about it , I also try a new materials like gouache and find can't handle it well as you, So , just be proud of yourself and I would chase after you soon , haha !
It's understandable that some of the effects of oil pastels are not easy, and I think you can try pastel sticks and pastel pencils, which will definitely make you discover something new.-from a pastel artist's honest advice
I absolutely love soft pastels and pastel pencils ❤ but I react to them (it feels like an allergy) so I can’t use them unless it’s outdoors. Thank you ☺
Your pastel oil painting was stunning! Maybe if you didn't like it you could have given it to someone for free or reduced price. I'm sure someone would have paid postage for it. But understand how you feel as artists we are very particular about the details and beat ourselves up if it's not right and very upsetting. I love painting in sketchbooks and it doesn't matter if things go wrong it's experimental and a very personal journey of developing your skills. You have inspired me to buy some oil pastels and try portraits. I haven't done one yet but waiting for the right time and feeling to create.
Thank you so much! I understand what you mean but I would rather give away something I like and I’m proud of 🙂 I hope you enjoy your oil pastels! They are truly amazing
Seemed an incredibly good painting. There’s me keeping a huge unwieldy pile of all my stuff, and it’s nowhere near this good. I like to see the progression. I was amused to recognise the pencil case on the shelf. I preferred a different design, but it’s a good one, holds many pencils. I feel you on the pressure. I sometimes find the little sketchbook too small but I have a roll of big cheap plainer paper and can draw big on it with crayons or something, markers are also good for loose stuff. They make bigger swipes and marks than a pencil too, but whatever works. The gouache could use some glycerine mixed in to dry more gentle in a pan. I had one crumble anyway and bits of it contaminated other colours, very annoying.
Thank you so much! Keeping all works to see progress is very valid and I do that too but there was no progress with this painting and it wasn’t gonna end up being better than my previous ones so there was no need for me to store it. Cheap sketchbooks or regular printing paper are very freeing too ☺️ I won’t say I will never give markers a go but they seem daunting and difficult. I used them in my teens for some simple manga art. more people have suggested to add glycerin so I will have to give it a go, thanks!
I love yoir vidéo and voice and paintings, im starting oil pastels. However i disagree when you destroy your work, you really shouldnt. The painting was so perfect. Please think of people who have no money to buy material, or no possibility to learn.
Es tu trabajo tu decides que hacer con el hay gente que no lo entenderá, es parte de este trabajo poder desprenderte de tu obra. Se dice que el l mismo Miguel Angel destruyó obra que no le satisfacia es mas común de lo que se escucha que deshechamos trabajo que no no gusta del todo.Tu obra tu decisión saludos
¡Muchas gracias! Creo que es algo que no se comenta ni enseña por no quedar “mal” y para dar la imagen de que somos perfectos pero en mi opinión esto forma parte del proceso y mostrarlo ayuda a que otros se vean reflejados.
@@YolandaBlazquez En una escuela de arte un maestro te pedía hacer tu mejor dibujo y al terminarlo te pedía romperlo y nadie quería hacerlo pero era parte de la clase el propósito de ese ejercicio era que tú como autor supieras que puedes volver a hacer nuevamente tu dibujo y despegarte de el mucha de tu obra no se quedara contigo por ser encargos de alguien más.y también se debemos ser autocríticos y exigentes con nuestro propio trabajo
Me encanta! Suena a un ejercicio perfecto sobretodo para alguien que está empezando aunque realmente sería útil para todos, muchas gracias por compartirlo. Conforme ha ido pasando el tiempo se me ha hecho más fácil despegarme de mis trabajos @@neorun76
@@YolandaBlazquez Interesting! I wanted to start a sewing business (and had a website all set up and everything), but once again my perfectionism got in the way and all I wanted to do was paint instead. I've also jumped from medium to medium. I guess I feel restless.
@@portgree I understand this feeling SO well! It’s very like me 😅 I use sewing as a creative but personal hobby that I do only because I love it (and when we need clothes) and don’t have to share it with anyone, nor do I have to keep up with any algorithm so it’s very relaxing. What’s was gonna be your business about?
@@YolandaBlazquez I was going to sell zippered book covers and pouches made of cork fabric and faux leather. I needed them to be 100% perfect or I'd toss them aside... even for very minor things that most people wouldn't have noticed. It made me sad to see you rip up your painting (which was beautiful!) because I do the same thing with my sewing. Perfectionism is awful and I wish I could get over it.
@@portgree Oh I feel that! I bet nobody would ever notice those “imperfections”, and actually I see them as a sign that it’s handmade and not mass produced. It’s a shame, I hope one day you’ll be able to let that level of perfectionism go ❤ I’ve made pajamas as Christmas gifts and I’m almost worrying about the inside seams even though I used my overlocker 🙈 I think it’s different with my paintings though because even when I’m not never 100% satisfied with them, I still share them or sell them, I just didn’t like this one or the process
Good morning Yolanda!!🫶🏼 You are your own worst critic 😆, beautiful art piece, please take a break and dont trash your art like that chew a piece of gum instead.
@@YolandaBlazquez you're a Legend, when i first learned to use Oil pastels, i remember my classmates. Stealing my artwork 😂 i was soo upset but i realized I couldn't see my own potential. What would be your reaction if someone stole your art?
😊 Fr. Theologus, christian orthodox monk from Athos: First of all, Claudiu, what is art? How do you see art? And what is its purpose? Claudiu Dumitrache: Complex, we can talk about art in different ways. Andrei Tarkovski - the raison d'être of art is to be a prayer. Father Theologos: That's right. Claudiu Dumitrache: And then, what is outside of prayer can practically only be an intellectual analysis - he also says. Father Theologos: All Tarkovsky. Claudiu Dumitrache: It can only be a brilliant intellectual analysis. That is, to help promote the evangelical message. I mean the virtues, but you cannot work artistically in this way in communion which is liturgical, that is, the artistic act must be liturgical... Father Theologos: Yes. So this means that if God disappears it means that art also disappears. Claudiu Dumitrache: Absolutely. Yeah, that doesn't make sense. That's what art is. Father Theologos: Yes. Art is a form of expression of religion, a form of lifting up to God, and that's what we see that really in the west, at this time, art is a shock or something like that. I mean, it doesn't have... It's true that I still see that certain people - I'm not speaking from Orthodoxy - but certain people from the West or so on have certain flashes. I mean, God gives them something, but they can't handle it or don't know how.... Can you talk a little bit more about that? What does an artist experience or what drives an artist to create? Claudiu Dumitrache: Yes, as you said it was a shock. I mean, they boil down to this shock, to that three-minute-one-song-four moment where their feelings are practically validated. I don't know what to say about this way... The artist Father Theologos: What does an artist live? Claudiu Dumitrache: That's it, that artists see art in different ways. The artist who submits to the demands of consumption and then the world considers him an artist because he follows those procedures. I mean, you went to music school, you're like that and you're an artist. What I'm saying is that I don't think technique makes you an artist. Father Theologos: Obviously. Claudiu Dumitrache: It's more than that. Father Theologos: That's right, and I think that these artists, so to speak, do not stay in time. Or do I stay? Claudiu Dumitrache: Some stay because they are helped. Father Theologos: I understand. Claudiu Dumitrache: We have so many examples that shouldn't be, and there are examples where passions are presented as virtues and where we all know what's happening. Father Theologos: I think that one of the driving forces that determine art is love. Claudiu Dumitrache: Yes... Art is when God is present in the artist soul, when not that will never remain in history or will be real art.. Ps: love your art
Today I tried to subscribe to your Patreon to learn techniques but when I wanted to enter my card information a message appeared saying that you do not accept new subscribers :(. Please let us know when you open the channel for new subscribers. Thank you!
Thank you so much for your interest ❤ I had to pause my Patreon for the month of march because I wasn’t gonna be able to post for personal reasons. When you do this your current patrons don’t get charged but it also means that you can’t accept new ones. I’ll be back in April ☺ Have a nice day!
A big part of the success is in the process itself for me. It doesn’t have to be easy and I like a challenge but I have to do it because I want to and not because I feel like I have to. Painting like this (and better) takes years of practice but you can do it too 🙂
@@user-uv9zr8qs2c I’m a total beginner with gouache but I’ve been painting for a very long time in other media and the fundamentals (proportions, light, color and color mixing…) are the same so I can get an “acceptable” result with it or any other thing, same as anyone that has been painting for long. I hope this gives you motivation ☺ once you know how to work in one medium well, it’s much easier to jump to another one because you never start from scratch again
The way an artist measures success isn’t always just in technical skill. If a piece doesn’t show what you want to convey or where you want your art to go they won’t be happy even if outsiders perceive it as well done.
Yes, I would. They contacted me half a year ago or so through Instagram and sent me their older oil pastels. I would like to try the Haiya ones since I think they could suit me better. They can contact me through Instagram again or through my website (the link to both is in the description box)
Thank you for letting me know this. Unfortunately, haiya oil pastels are currently out of stock in Amazon America. It may be some time before we can cooperate with you. I have conveyed your idea to my colleague Karin, please rest assured that she will contact you again. I wonder if you are interested in our watercolors? I see that your channel also has some watercolor videos.@@YolandaBlazquez
@@YolandaBlazquez На это смотреть неприятно, когда красоту рвут. И точно такого шедевра, уже не будет. А это ваше время и труд и старание. Но не делайте больше так, вы труд художника обесцениваете, то есть свой!☝️
Hi Yolanda, both your paintings were awesome on this video. You are so talented. Please don't get upset if a piece doesn't turn out the way you expect it to !! I'm really inspired by your work like many others. So it'll be a shame to see you tear up such a good piece😢 cheer up now and make some superb paintings 😊
Thank you so much! I feel better, I bit unsure of what to do and what not but I’m motivated to paint anyway ☺️ thanks for the support
that first painting is extremely BEAUTIFUL, and i know your feeling. I paint too, and i feel presure when i use expensive tools to make art, a pressure to make a hole piece and finish it, a pressure to not mess it.
wHAT WORKED for me was drawing on affordable paper and drawing for myself what i like, and not to sell..drawing whatever i would love and feeling happy..
thats the key to draw like a child with no worries ..
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Thank you for the tips! I do the same, when I get art block I often draw for myself in my sketchbooks and never share it. It’s drawing or painting for the joy of it ☺ and nobody to please @@user-uc8ss8rl1m
I transitioned from gouache / watercolor to soft pastels (and ordering oil pastels) a few months ago, and I don't think I will ever burn out. I like the simplicity and directness working with pastels, no water needed, and you don't have to manage the water / paint balance, while you can achieve the same image as with gouache. I don't care about the dirty hands, the process is more direct with pastels, like a cave painter..Oh and no interruption with pastels like with water management with water mediums.
I totally get that but also, no color shift!! I love pastels, I just wasn’t feeling like creating art at the time I recorded this painting ☺ I’ve continued using them after publishing the video. I mind the mess because I record and I have to touch my camera often and change batteries frequently otherwise I don’t care.
I am so glad to see someone else destroys their art. I have done this often but never tell anyone. Sometimes I look at a finished piece and it just offends me because I did not achieve what I wanted or it doesn't have the emotion I desired. 🙃 so I take them outside and put them in my fire pit and say farewell. 😁✨️ thank you for sharing this. This made me feel not so alone in this.
Hahaha love it 😆 I think this painting was also offending me. I don’t have a place to burn them like you but that’s a much cooler way to tell them goodbye! Thank you for sharing ❤️
i do that doo with what i dont like , but my grandma told me to keep it like memories or scketches of my work..
no matter if i like it its like a doodle
Goodness! Such somber Drama! We all have choices! I think It’s exciting to move from one media to another👍😀. If you haven’t tried combining gouache and oil pastel, it’s a fun thing to do. Isolation and not working from real models may be an issue. Talent has to be shared in a variety of ways.
Hahaha a bit dramatic, yeah 😇 It’s super fun to jump from one to another, I couldn’t agree more. I haven’t combined oil pastels with anything but it’s also something to consider, specially if I ever dare to paint large with gouache. If I could paint from real life models that would be awesome but it’s not available to me so I do what I can ☺️
shes a perfectionist thats why also
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I feel you fellow artist, we can hit a rut and our feelings toward our artwork can become dull. Taking a break does help. Also other recreations help too 😄.
Your pastel portraits are really beautiful! Do not give up, Burn with passion and glow with enjoyment. ❄💙.
Totally! Thank you so much! I’ve taken a break from oil pastels to work on different things, an art challenge basically using mostly oils and painting different subjects ☺️ it was needed
@@YolandaBlazquez im happy to know this, as a community of artists i think it is important to talk about these struggles, communication is key to understand and tackle the problem or problems. Keep at it 😁👍.
Thank you! I think that too, to keep the expectations where they should be haha 🤭@@thehumanatelier
Thank you for sharing this! It’s very encouraging to see artists talk about burn out and artist’s block. ❤️
You are so welcome! I’m so glad it helps, that was my hope 🥰
That painting was stunning, why destroy ? don`t quit, keep forward .❤
Thank you ☺️ I just didn’t like it and sometimes it’s better to start again and doing something different
Oh noooo, such a beautiful painting destroyed.
It’s okay ☺️
I liked both paintings 😊
I’m glad 🥰
The main thing is to create! It doesn’t matter what material, what time of day, or even what the weather is like outside. I always admire the works, how they manage to convey tenderness, lightness, and calmness. I apologize if I am not writing clearly (through a translator). I wish you inspiration for new works, maybe they will already be in a winter style. I will be glad to see this magic ❤️☃️
Thank you so much! ❤️ (you and the translator did a great job!) I’m feeling more winter vibes, that’s for sure
Sometimes it just needs to be destroyed for something new to be able to grow.
I've ripped up paintings, or covered them with new layers.
I also know that feeling of not wanting to look at it anymore.
Art block or burnout happens to all of us.
A great "break" is changing your art space around.
Putting away the stuff you aren't into at this moment, and taking out those you want to play with.
Making a mood/inspiration board also helps and is lots of fun.
And a great challenge is making "ugly" paintings.
This video is an important one. We all need to hear it, and we all need more time to play, and create just for fun and nothing else. 🖤
Thank you for understanding and for the suggestions! I’ve tried them ❤️ some people don’t get it and that’s fine, they may one day. At the moment I’m doing a daily painting challenge doing works from life. It’s so different and refreshing! And I’m using different mediums which is something I need to do.
Your gouache is stunning! Your “failed” painting was also beautiful, but I get it. You look at it and see the process. I fall in and out of love with oil pastels a lot. I don’t stick with it long enough to get good at it, but I would like to.
Thank you! Exactly, it reminded me of the process and I would rather not see it. I love oil pastels but I guess I need to be in the mood for it 😅
It's exactly the same with cooking. If you're in the mood and excited about what you're preparing - the food "knows". That is the love "ingredient" everyone speaks of, and can feel and taste. If, however, you're in a bad mood and don't really want to cook? The food "knows" that, too. You can almost taste the lack of "love" put in to the dish.
It's the same with other art / creative forms. You can not force it. If you do, you end up unhappy.
🤣 The cooking analogy makes sense than it should haha but I couldn’t agree more! It’s so true, thanks!
Very beautiful painting. Great. Keep painting with gouache!
Thank you for the encouragement!
When you ripped that painting, I felt that 😢 I have hated and still do so many of the things I've made but even so, never let myself throw something away. Even if creating something felt horrible or in the end looks awful to me, I still created that thing and put a lot of hard work into it. In my opinion, I think it's okay to hate something we've created, but perhaps instead of throwing it away like garbage. See if someone else would be happy to have it? Give it to a friend? Sell it? We can be our own worst critics and honestly when I look at your painting, all I see is beauty
I understand why you did it, but it just breaks my heart 😅❤ you are an incredible artist. See this as a stepping stone for learning what works for you and what makes you happy to create
Thanks a lot ☺️ I understand what you mean but for me it’s freeing to get rid of the pieces that don’t work or that I don’t like. I wouldn’t give away something I’m not proud of, even if I had put many hours into it. Regardless of the result I always learn something and that’s more valuable than the final piece so it wasn’t a waste of time 😇
While I personally couldn't see what was wrong with your first piece, I totally can relate to the feeling you described. Thank you for sharing this part of creating! I really liked your gouache "sketch" (haha I wish my finished pieces would look anything like that)! love the mix of blended paint at the face and bold brushstrokes at her clothing/neck.
Thank you so much ❤️ I would like to embrace more of the bold brushtrokes as I think they add a lot of character but I can’t help it and love love to blend 😆 so I reserve them for other areas other than the face
I know you had your reasons, but i really loved the picture you tore up, so sad to see it die. Maybe im biased as i think all your work is amazingly beautiful 😍.
I’m still glad that you liked it even if I didn’t ☺️❤️ thank you!
The oil pastel burnout and trying out gouache resulted in an incredibly beautiful autumn portrait of the girl with light hair. It captures the charm of autumn so enchantingly! 🍂🎨
Oh thank you! ❤️ I went for that mood so I’m glad it shows
Your video editing skills are as good as your artistic ones (and those are simply incredible). I got genuinely teary as you put away all the supplies. What a heart hurt. But I know this is just a comma in the story of your art life and I'm looking forward to your next steps, whatever they are.
Thank you so much!! 🥹 it means a lot to me because all my video recording and editing experience is what you’ve seen on RUclips, I’m super new to it but I put effort into it. At first I thought I wouldn’t like it but I actually find it enjoyable and creative. Thanks a lot for understanding too and for the support ❤️
I'm a big fan of the last painting you did. As always I am fascinated by your talent and I love watching your videos too.
Thank you so much! I’m so glad that you liked it. I had lots of fun painting it 😊
I like hearing about the down times of life too. It is human and is proof that you are not AI. Talking about your down times can inspire others and give them hope in a way that even transcends the astonishing gift of your art. It is another kind of art; a phase of the genuine story of your life. Thank you for sharing this on you tube along with your knowledge of art, especially oil pastels, which I am learning.
I’m sorry it took me so long to reply, I took a break from RUclips. Thank you so much for your comment ❤️ that’s exactly what I was hoping when I made this video, to show others that we all go through this.
I feel like that too, sometimes
I think it’s pretty common but artists online don’t usually share it
قطعتي قلبي عندما مزقتي اللوحه بالبدايه 🗿🚬
المهم اشتركت بقناتك حبيت رسمك بهاذه الالوان حسيتها مميزه ❤️🩹
Thank you so much ❤️ I appreciate it
Buenos días Yolanda ,te felicito tus dos trabajos son preciosos
Eres una gran artista ❤❤❤😮😮😮
¡Muchas gracias! 🥰
Some people have a file for art they created and don’t like and others just throw it out. My art teacher warned me that everyone that creates art at all throws out plenty that they don’t like, even his students that were professional artists for years and create beautiful art, were like this. I’m so thankful they all shared this with me and he made sure to mention it to me. Some beginners think that once you reach a professional level you won’t even use erasers!😂 Thank you for sharing this. I’m still bumping into people that don’t understand and it scares or humiliates them.
Thank you for sharing too! I feel it’s something not seen or mentioned much online and because of it I also used to think a bit that way because all I saw were artists whose pieces were all stunning. I thought that once I reached I certain point I’d be satisfied with all my works 😂😂 nope!
If there's a 'Best Video' award, this wins it.big like
Thank you so much ☺️
Both of your end products are incredible to me, but I must say I can see in the final result of both how you had more interest in the latter. She is gorgeous.
I am not a talented artist like you, but I actually appreciate seeing someone at your level dismissing a work I consider beautiful. It just reminds me that we are all hard on ourselves, and that all works are subjective in their qualities of beauty, especially by the artist themself. Something I throw away may be a disappointment to me, but it may be lovely to someone else. Thanks for your honesty.
Thanks a lot! I think it shows that I enjoyed painting that little experiment much more.
Absolutely, I think it’s part of growing and improving too, regardless of the level. I don’t think it will ever go away and I would bet it’s like that even for the top masters
Wow! After so much time on that piece and was torn, you have a better take to that, but I was happy to see you working with gouache. The feelings on the sketchpad look great with the gouache. Good working with different mediums.
Thank you! The time spent on a piece doesn’t matter much at all. It’s both about the process and the result and if I don’t like or enjoy any of those, the painting has to go
Beautiful
Thank you!
Hola Yolanda sólo pasaba por tú bello canal para deciarte,qué tengas un año 2024 éxitoso,😙😙😙😙😙😙
Igualmente!! Muchas gracias! Feliz año nuevo ☺️❤️
Oh, I love gouache! I didn’t the first time I tried it, and then I just used it how I wanted to, and then I liked it :-) a lot of times we get hung up on how a medium is supposed to be used, but just like oil pastels, They can be used so many different ways and none of the ways is wrong.… I am just starting to use oil pastels and if it wasn’t for your videos, I would’ve just kept throwing them back in the drawer and saying, “These aren’t for me“. gouache is a lot like oil pastel, because it is so versatile… it reminds me of a medium that is got quite a lot in common with all mediums. I love it, it is great! Brands definitely make a difference :-)
Gouache sounds like a lot of fun but I’m still not sure it’s for me because I love blending 😆 for the same reason I don’t think acrylics would suit me. That being said I’ll definitely try again whenever I feel like a need a break or a change. Oil pastels are very versatile, I think they are more suited for a more impressionistic style but you can achieve whatever you want with them. I really like them although at the moment I’m switching between them and regular oils and different subjects trying to avoid burning out
Hola Yolanda, no puede ser rompiste esa bella obra,pero lo siguiente que hisistes madre mía qué chulo te quedó, y para finalizar Yolanda que tengas una feliz Navidad a ti y a los tuyos 😚😚😚😚😚
Muchísimas gracias! Ya no soportaba mirarla más… no quería terminarla y tampoco quería guardarla, así que fuera 😆 Vosotros también, que paséis unas buenas Felices Fiestas 🎁 🌲
The dramaaa 😱 Totally understand, you're your own worst critic. Thanks for sharing your feelings about it, it's good to remember that this happens even to the pros ❤
Not sure I consider myself a pro 🤣 but thank you very much 🥰❤️ I happens to everyone but it rarely gets shared
Already blends gouache 100x better than most! lol
🤣 I’m not gonna say it was easy haha thank you!
For me, this is an oil painting that is still great. (Even if you tear it up) As an artist too, It is very normal for one day to feel tired, discouraged, or even completely disenchanted. But what I do is I stop without destroying it in case one day that the feeling of wanting to draw returned I will continue to do it. Nowadays, I often draw with alternating colors. Some days it might be colored pencils. Some days it might be watercolor. Some days it might be acrylic paint. But I won't draw it on days when I don't want to.
I would like to encourage you.
And I hope you continue to have fun creating.
Note - This message was translated through Google Translate because I'm not good at English. But I want to tell you 🥰
I think alternating mediums and maybe subjects too is for some the way to go and I should try to switch often too. I did that what you say, I stopped painting and let it sit for a few days but when I returned to it and whenever I saw it it didn’t feel right, so I said goodbye to it 🙂 it’s not a big deal at all. I’m looking forward to painting. Thank you so much 🥰
You’re allowed to create just as much as you’re allowed to *uncreate* your art. It’s a privilege that we get to see your process at all. It’s extremely vulnerable to show art. I’m speaking as an artist myself. Keep doing what feels right to you! Thank you for sharing!
Yes! Thank you! That’s so nice of you to say, it really took me a very long time so start sharing my works, very specially here on RUclips. A photo on Instagram is pretty easy once you get used to it but the full process on a video like this takes a lot more. I always get nervous at the time of posting
Both paintings are so beautiful to my eyes.💕 I'm also stressed out about drawing, so I'm doing this and that. I sympathize with you a lot. Don't overdo it. Health is always the top priority. I'm in so much pain because I caught a cold, too. (I'm sorry that I'm not good at English)
And I don't write comments on other people's videos, but I write only on your videos.
This means I love your drawing. I'm always rooting for you!
That means a lot to me, thank you!! 🥰 I hope you’ll feel better soon, both about drawing and about the cold, both things combined are too much. You are right and health should always come first but in my case my only symptom was the cracking of my voice, at least for now. Your English is very good btw ☺
Can I just say that if I had been able to achieve a level that you showed on that particular piece, I would be incredibly happy. I do understand what you are saying about changing up mediums as I have always used prisma color pencils, and have recently switched to oil pastels, inspired by you, I love them, and thank you for your inspiration. I hope you feel better soon, I always look forward to your latest shows 🥰🎨🌈
Thank you so much! 🥰 That’s so cool, I’m glad you are enjoying your oil pastels! I feel a lot better already and looking forward to paint some more
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I really enjoy seeing your beautiful work (although I think you are a bit hard on yourself). Note that you can fix the gauche cracking (as well as water cracking) by just adding a couple drops of humectant to your paint when you put it in a pan. Humectant is what is put in paint by manufacturers to help it rewet more easily and is sometimes used as a binder. Honey is one humectant used; vegetable glycerin is another. When panning, I add some to most of my paints that don't already contain honey. You do not want to add too much as the paint won't dry. I use about 1 to 4 drops in a half pan depending on the color; some colors are much more difficult to wet. You can gauge this by trying a dot card by the manufacturer or making your own dots and letting them dry completely. If the color releases easily using a soft watercolor brush then add less. If it requires more strokes, add more humectant. Hope this helps!
Thank you so much for all the info! Others have mentioned the use of glycerin but I didn’t know about how much to add or how to guess for an individual color (I imagine burnt umber won’t be the easiest to rewet).
Next time to avoid cracking you can use one or two drops of glycerin and of honey it does help but also depends of the brand of gouache you are using. I personally use holbein more.
Thank you! I didn’t even notice any cracking but I have some glycerin so I may try next time 🙏🏻 Do you feel a difference between artist grade brands? I ask because I don’t notice a whole lot with watercolor brands I have.
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Oh, you broke my heart when you ripped up the painting. Someone would have loved it......that being said....I have ripped up lots of my watercolor paintings or painted on the back of the painting. Piles and piles have eventually gone in the trash. I'm one year into experimenting with oil pastels and gouache. I've come to conclusion the artist grade pastels and gouache are better than student grade. I'm slowly upgrading to artist quality. Your work is beautiful. Thanks for sharing it. I find gouache is best from the tube. Schmincke is the best brand but beyond my budget. I'm using Winsor Newton Designer's gouache. I gave away my Himi jelly gouache....yuk...just didn't like it. I'm putting my work in sketchbooks too. I have a LONG ways to go to get to your level. But it's fun and a great hobby for me as I'm retired.
Thanks a lot for understanding and for sharing your experience. I think we all do it and keep doing it and it’s part of the journey. I don’t want to sound like a snob but I always go for artist grade materials, I’ve considered making a video about this too, and the main reason is because I don’t want the supplies to be the culprit on any “failures” I may have and I don’t want them to stop me from fully enjoy the medium. I buy artist grade but it doesn’t have to be the most expensive out there and when it comes to paint that is mixed on a palette (gouache, watercolors or oils) I prefer to only have a few tubes of good paint than many of low quality. I have no idea about gouache but the ochre and red that I later added were Winsor and Newton and since I have no experience I couldn’t tell a difference 😊
Some people do better because they are doing commissions and also some are opposite of this. I’m the opposite and professional artists that I know are also the sort that don’t do commissions and that actually helps them do better work.
I understand what you mean. I do very few commissions but the ones I choose to make are of babies and children because I love doing those. If I had to take on any commission that comes my way for a living I would struggle very much.
When I use gouache, I always keep a scrap piece of paper by the mixing palette. Every time I mix a colour I swatch it on the paper and shake it in the air to make it dry quickly. Doing this I can see exactly how it will look after the drying shift.
Great tip! I should try to do the same. Doesn’t the gouache in your palette dry in the meantime?
@@YolandaBlazquez Uh sometimes, lol
Be sure to only make a tiny swatch :p
I felt like you tore my heart when you tore it, it was sudden 💔 Although it was beautiful, I understand how you feel, so it's good that you tore it up if it makes you feel comfortable😊
Thanks a lot for understanding ❤️ sometimes it’s the best thing to do before starting something new
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To make the dried gouache usable again you can spray water in them and let them soak it and stir it in a few hour intervals or even a day, this is what I do and they come back to creamy consistency, I use the same gouache as you also
Oh okay! I will try that. I’m glad to know I haven’t totally wasted them. Thanks a lot!
caran dahes gouache is dry anyway....just use it like watercolour pans but add lots of water or reactivate with water like prviuosly suggested. I also keep my old used paint dried on its pallette so no waste@@YolandaBlazquez
Also, given your reaction to pastels, it may not be a bad idea to alternate mediums.
Yeah, I don’t have problems with oil pastels but soft pastels… I miss those and I won’t be able to use them for long
actually sometimes it would so hard to do it, but don't be shame about it , I also try a new materials like gouache and find can't handle it well as you, So , just be proud of yourself and I would chase after you soon , haha !
Haha thank you! I just needed a little break 😇
It's understandable that some of the effects of oil pastels are not easy, and I think you can try pastel sticks and pastel pencils, which will definitely make you discover something new.-from a pastel artist's honest advice
I absolutely love soft pastels and pastel pencils ❤ but I react to them (it feels like an allergy) so I can’t use them unless it’s outdoors. Thank you ☺
@@YolandaBlazquez that's so regret! huh
Your pastel oil painting was stunning! Maybe if you didn't like it you could have given it to someone for free or reduced price. I'm sure someone would have paid postage for it. But understand how you feel as artists we are very particular about the details and beat ourselves up if it's not right and very upsetting. I love painting in sketchbooks and it doesn't matter if things go wrong it's experimental and a very personal journey of developing your skills. You have inspired me to buy some oil pastels and try portraits. I haven't done one yet but waiting for the right time and feeling to create.
Thank you so much! I understand what you mean but I would rather give away something I like and I’m proud of 🙂 I hope you enjoy your oil pastels! They are truly amazing
Seemed an incredibly good painting. There’s me keeping a huge unwieldy pile of all my stuff, and it’s nowhere near this good. I like to see the progression. I was amused to recognise the pencil case on the shelf. I preferred a different design, but it’s a good one, holds many pencils.
I feel you on the pressure. I sometimes find the little sketchbook too small but I have a roll of big cheap plainer paper and can draw big on it with crayons or something, markers are also good for loose stuff. They make bigger swipes and marks than a pencil too, but whatever works.
The gouache could use some glycerine mixed in to dry more gentle in a pan. I had one crumble anyway and bits of it contaminated other colours, very annoying.
Thank you so much! Keeping all works to see progress is very valid and I do that too but there was no progress with this painting and it wasn’t gonna end up being better than my previous ones so there was no need for me to store it.
Cheap sketchbooks or regular printing paper are very freeing too ☺️ I won’t say I will never give markers a go but they seem daunting and difficult. I used them in my teens for some simple manga art.
more people have suggested to add glycerin so I will have to give it a go, thanks!
Was the oil pastel piece by chance inspired by Millie Bobby Brown? All I could see in the girl was her:) it was beautiful as was your second piece!
It wasn’t but it’s interesting that you see her in it 🙂 thank you!
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Which Company & "Quality" of Paper sheet for Oil Pastel colour Potrait drowing ??? Plzz.....
where do you get references?
🤔Ok Yolanda .Fajnie jest trochę pomalować 😄🖐
Díky 😊 já taky to myslím
Hello do you use pastelmat paper ❤
Yes 😊
It was so perfect to me...but I am no professional.
That’s fine, I believe art is for everyone and what matters is if you personally like something or not ☺️ thank you!
I love yoir vidéo and voice and paintings, im starting oil pastels.
However i disagree when you destroy your work, you really shouldnt. The painting was so perfect.
Please think of people who have no money to buy material, or no possibility to learn.
how often do you draw and how many drawings do you do a month lets say. You have a gift, embrace it.
It varies so much but I don’t have that much time for it as it may seem since I have other responsibilities 🙂 so I try to balance as I can
انتي بارعة جدا باستخدام الباستيل الزيتي اتمنى لك التوفيق والنجاح.
وأرجو ان تضيفي ترجمه اللغة العربية لو سمحتي 🙏
Es tu trabajo tu decides que hacer con el hay gente que no lo entenderá, es parte de este trabajo poder desprenderte de tu obra. Se dice que el l mismo Miguel Angel destruyó obra que no le satisfacia es mas común de lo que se escucha que deshechamos trabajo que no no gusta del todo.Tu obra tu decisión saludos
¡Muchas gracias! Creo que es algo que no se comenta ni enseña por no quedar “mal” y para dar la imagen de que somos perfectos pero en mi opinión esto forma parte del proceso y mostrarlo ayuda a que otros se vean reflejados.
@@YolandaBlazquez En una escuela de arte un maestro te pedía hacer tu mejor dibujo y al terminarlo te pedía romperlo y nadie quería hacerlo pero era parte de la clase el propósito de ese ejercicio era que tú como autor supieras que puedes volver a hacer nuevamente tu dibujo y despegarte de el mucha de tu obra no se quedara contigo por ser encargos de alguien más.y también se debemos ser autocríticos y exigentes con nuestro propio trabajo
Me encanta! Suena a un ejercicio perfecto sobretodo para alguien que está empezando aunque realmente sería útil para todos, muchas gracias por compartirlo. Conforme ha ido pasando el tiempo se me ha hecho más fácil despegarme de mis trabajos @@neorun76
what did you want to do?
I felt like sewing very much 😇
@@YolandaBlazquez Interesting! I wanted to start a sewing business (and had a website all set up and everything), but once again my perfectionism got in the way and all I wanted to do was paint instead. I've also jumped from medium to medium. I guess I feel restless.
@@portgree I understand this feeling SO well! It’s very like me 😅 I use sewing as a creative but personal hobby that I do only because I love it (and when we need clothes) and don’t have to share it with anyone, nor do I have to keep up with any algorithm so it’s very relaxing. What’s was gonna be your business about?
@@YolandaBlazquez I was going to sell zippered book covers and pouches made of cork fabric and faux leather. I needed them to be 100% perfect or I'd toss them aside... even for very minor things that most people wouldn't have noticed. It made me sad to see you rip up your painting (which was beautiful!) because I do the same thing with my sewing. Perfectionism is awful and I wish I could get over it.
@@portgree Oh I feel that! I bet nobody would ever notice those “imperfections”, and actually I see them as a sign that it’s handmade and not mass produced. It’s a shame, I hope one day you’ll be able to let that level of perfectionism go ❤ I’ve made pajamas as Christmas gifts and I’m almost worrying about the inside seams even though I used my overlocker 🙈
I think it’s different with my paintings though because even when I’m not never 100% satisfied with them, I still share them or sell them, I just didn’t like this one or the process
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Good morning Yolanda!!🫶🏼 You are your own worst critic 😆, beautiful art piece, please take a break and dont trash your art like that chew a piece of gum instead.
😆 I am! Thank you ❤ I’m trying to get better at taking breaks but it should be easier though haha
@@YolandaBlazquez you're a Legend, when i first learned to use Oil pastels, i remember my classmates. Stealing my artwork 😂 i was soo upset but i realized I couldn't see my own potential. What would be your reaction if someone stole your art?
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Fr. Theologus, christian orthodox monk from Athos:
First of all, Claudiu, what is art? How do you see art? And what is its purpose?
Claudiu Dumitrache: Complex, we can talk about art in different ways. Andrei Tarkovski - the raison d'être of art is to be a prayer.
Father Theologos: That's right.
Claudiu Dumitrache: And then, what is outside of prayer can practically only be an intellectual analysis - he also says.
Father Theologos: All Tarkovsky.
Claudiu Dumitrache: It can only be a brilliant intellectual analysis. That is, to help promote the evangelical message. I mean the virtues, but you cannot work artistically in this way in communion which is liturgical, that is, the artistic act must be liturgical...
Father Theologos: Yes. So this means that if God disappears it means that art also disappears.
Claudiu Dumitrache: Absolutely. Yeah, that doesn't make sense. That's what art is.
Father Theologos: Yes. Art is a form of expression of religion, a form of lifting up to God, and that's what we see that really in the west, at this time, art is a shock or something like that. I mean, it doesn't have... It's true that I still see that certain people - I'm not speaking from Orthodoxy - but certain people from the West or so on have certain flashes. I mean, God gives them something, but they can't handle it or don't know how.... Can you talk a little bit more about that? What does an artist experience or what drives an artist to create?
Claudiu Dumitrache: Yes, as you said it was a shock. I mean, they boil down to this shock, to that three-minute-one-song-four moment where their feelings are practically validated. I don't know what to say about this way...
The artist
Father Theologos: What does an artist live?
Claudiu Dumitrache: That's it, that artists see art in different ways. The artist who submits to the demands of consumption and then the world considers him an artist because he follows those procedures. I mean, you went to music school, you're like that and you're an artist. What I'm saying is that I don't think technique makes you an artist.
Father Theologos: Obviously.
Claudiu Dumitrache: It's more than that.
Father Theologos: That's right, and I think that these artists, so to speak, do not stay in time. Or do I stay?
Claudiu Dumitrache: Some stay because they are helped.
Father Theologos: I understand.
Claudiu Dumitrache: We have so many examples that shouldn't be, and there are examples where passions are presented as virtues and where we all know what's happening.
Father Theologos: I think that one of the driving forces that determine art is love.
Claudiu Dumitrache: Yes...
Art is when God is present in the artist soul, when not that will never remain in history or will be real art..
Ps: love your art
I prefer inspiration for anything creative. The exercises in preparation require some discipline though.
Very true! Creativity comes from within, that’s why I find it much easier to make studies even when you don’t feel like it
Today I tried to subscribe to your Patreon to learn techniques but when I wanted to enter my card information a message appeared saying that you do not accept new subscribers :(. Please let us know when you open the channel for new subscribers. Thank you!
Thank you so much for your interest ❤ I had to pause my Patreon for the month of march because I wasn’t gonna be able to post for personal reasons. When you do this your current patrons don’t get charged but it also means that you can’t accept new ones. I’ll be back in April ☺ Have a nice day!
that drawing you ripped up should be framed and called "Burnt out"
Didnt end up being successfull???? I would have given ANYTHING to draw and paint that well....... ffs artists I swear
same thing with the gouache painting... wish i could paint that nicely but all I do is struggle
A big part of the success is in the process itself for me. It doesn’t have to be easy and I like a challenge but I have to do it because I want to and not because I feel like I have to. Painting like this (and better) takes years of practice but you can do it too 🙂
@@user-uv9zr8qs2c I’m a total beginner with gouache but I’ve been painting for a very long time in other media and the fundamentals (proportions, light, color and color mixing…) are the same so I can get an “acceptable” result with it or any other thing, same as anyone that has been painting for long. I hope this gives you motivation ☺ once you know how to work in one medium well, it’s much easier to jump to another one because you never start from scratch again
The way an artist measures success isn’t always just in technical skill. If a piece doesn’t show what you want to convey or where you want your art to go they won’t be happy even if outsiders perceive it as well done.
Paul Rubens wants to work with u. Are u interested?
Yes, I would. They contacted me half a year ago or so through Instagram and sent me their older oil pastels. I would like to try the Haiya ones since I think they could suit me better. They can contact me through Instagram again or through my website (the link to both is in the description box)
Thank you for letting me know this. Unfortunately, haiya oil pastels are currently out of stock in Amazon America. It may be some time before we can cooperate with you. I have conveyed your idea to my colleague Karin, please rest assured that she will contact you again. I wonder if you are interested in our watercolors? I see that your channel also has some watercolor videos.@@YolandaBlazquez
Это варварство!
That’s alright ☺️ hopefully next one will be better
@@YolandaBlazquez На это смотреть неприятно, когда красоту рвут. И точно такого шедевра, уже не будет. А это ваше время и труд и старание. Но не делайте больше так, вы труд художника обесцениваете, то есть свой!☝️
The oil pastel painting was much better than the gouache painting ...
Maybe because the gouache sketch was just me trying them out without any experience? 🤔