@@fyldur2283i Saw Ur comment 9 month ago when i was with her. She left me One week ago and its hard to think about the me in the past who realy hoop i have not to feel that. Now im alone in my Room , and Ur comment hit différent
@@patapois_9629 hey bro, I passed through it, I can say that I am in the end of the heal process. When I commented, was like in the same week she left, and all this time, I've been dweling on it. And currently, just currently, I'm finally being able to move on, I wish the best for you, you need to feel that pain, learn with it, and keep moving forward, God is the one who strength bro, and I've found peace on him. Don't hold any grudge on her, wish her best, stay kind, and move forward, you'll be alright.
My depression is like a symbiote, i can forget about it and TRY to move on as hard as i can, but i always get back at it, always always always, i've genuinely tried to move on AT LEAST 20 times, but there is just no way out, i am doomed to live with this parasitic shit gnawing me to the core. And even tho i'm not a sadkunt anymore, when the feels come back, they hit like a motherfucking truck hitting you at 180mph.
I feel you… i know what you mean, the only thing we can do is stay strong for our friends and family. Keep your head up and do the best you can because i know you can do it. I hope this helps you in some way if you need to talk about anything feel free to talk to me I’ll always read comments, stay strong 🥹 and kick that depression’s ass for me! Ily
@@DOOMER_WAVE What friends? What family? Lol. No need to elaborate further i think. And i'm making a very special use of this depression because i've realized that it can be the source of an immense power, so i've transmutated all of those dark feelings into raw power and this is how i can stay consistent with my insanely hard training routine. It's not effective all of the time tho but its better than nothin'
@@DOOMER_WAVE @DOOMER_WAVE ayo? I forgot i wrote this, why do you care? Love you bro but i'm not used to it, God bless fr Well, its pretty weird bruv tbh. Because i'm in the period of my life in which i'm the most blessed, i've found 2 girls whom love me immensely, one with whom we will get together and one who i consider like a little sister, i love her deeply but not romantically, the other one i do love her romantically tho. Bro texted me again, he was very busy but never forgot me, he has said things i've never heard from his mouth, i really believe him when he said "my life just wasnt the same without you bro", i cried btw ngl. Also, i got off all socials and a girl that i helped out of one of her worst suicidal state texted me the 2th October and asked where i was? I just told her i'm enough of this bullshit and she said she felt so lonely and bad without me, that she had to go through a ton of shit and that i wasnt even there to consolate her like i usually did. She also said that she missed me so much that thinking about me would make her gut hurt like crazy. Im ngl, but she broke my heart to such a point i bursted in tears, i never knew i meant that much to her, and i begged her to forgive me because i was absolutely clueless, she accepted my excuses and now i'm back by her side, she told me again about how grateful she was to have me in her life and now i think i'm fully forgiven. *sigh* uhm yeah that's pretty much it. And, you will say "but then, you are okay right?" Well, that's the catch. As paradoxical as it may sound, i have NEVER felt as lonely, as shitty and as bad as i am now, and i don't even know why. I've attempted on my life 6 times since September, and to add to the injury, i almost got killed so i developed a very painful PTSD.
@@DOOMER_WAVE not earlier than Yesterday did i tried to take my own life, and i failed, as always, continuously. I can make it out of this shit, but it's so hard and difficult bro, the voices are so loud i can barely think straight, it sounds like they are screaming at me and it frightens and shakes me to the core. I will keep going tho, i have people counting on me, but fuck not a single day pass by without me thinking about the perfect angle to shot a bullet in order to maximize the lethal damages and minimize the pain. So yeah, it definitely does sound weird, but even with all i said and the fact i'm seeing amazing results with my physical gains, i feel the shittiest i've ever felt in my life, and i don't know how many times i will take it before surrending completely.
"They say that suffering makes you stronger.
Yet I only feel hurt. Why does it hurt, so much? I just want it to stop..."
Hear this in a dark room while you workout, under tears, hate, and pain, juts hits different.
You're literally me
@@carlbig3118 nine months now and I still alive bro, just keep pushing, trying become the best version of yourself, that's our purpose, stay hard.
@@fyldur2283i Saw Ur comment 9 month ago when i was with her. She left me One week ago and its hard to think about the me in the past who realy hoop i have not to feel that. Now im alone in my Room , and Ur comment hit différent
@@patapois_9629 hey bro, I passed through it, I can say that I am in the end of the heal process. When I commented, was like in the same week she left, and all this time, I've been dweling on it. And currently, just currently, I'm finally being able to move on, I wish the best for you, you need to feel that pain, learn with it, and keep moving forward, God is the one who strength bro, and I've found peace on him. Don't hold any grudge on her, wish her best, stay kind, and move forward, you'll be alright.
you managed to get the right sound for this song, it's perfect.
Thank you, I appreciate that
anyone else still here?
@@Freak576 me always ❤️
You need to make more of these!!!
More doomy songs coming tomorrow
I just want a glimpse...
If nothing matters, why does it hurt?
Happy new year
@@Freak576 happy newww yeaaa 🎉🎉
This song at work at fort bliss in a 12 hr shift from 5:45am-6pm seeing the sunrise imhits different with this song when it’s dark 🌄
I'd like to know what story of what could've happened between us in that moment... Just memories that maybe never happen again.
This side of paradise
By whom?
@@DOOMER_WAVE coyote
good
Comment what song you want doomed
Thank you DOOMERWAVE I know you got me when no one else has . You did an amazing job on this song. Thank you so much.
Of course!
Run or Daylight by Joji pls
@@vulkanvendetta8451 lol both done, he must have a template
@@TalonMerlin777 suspicions confirmed
My depression is like a symbiote, i can forget about it and TRY to move on as hard as i can, but i always get back at it, always always always, i've genuinely tried to move on AT LEAST 20 times, but there is just no way out, i am doomed to live with this parasitic shit gnawing me to the core. And even tho i'm not a sadkunt anymore, when the feels come back, they hit like a motherfucking truck hitting you at 180mph.
I feel you… i know what you mean, the only thing we can do is stay strong for our friends and family. Keep your head up and do the best you can because i know you can do it. I hope this helps you in some way if you need to talk about anything feel free to talk to me I’ll always read comments, stay strong 🥹 and kick that depression’s ass for me! Ily
@@DOOMER_WAVE What friends? What family? Lol. No need to elaborate further i think.
And i'm making a very special use of this depression because i've realized that it can be the source of an immense power, so i've transmutated all of those dark feelings into raw power and this is how i can stay consistent with my insanely hard training routine. It's not effective all of the time tho but its better than nothin'
How you doing? Just checking up on you
@@DOOMER_WAVE @DOOMER_WAVE ayo? I forgot i wrote this, why do you care? Love you bro but i'm not used to it, God bless fr
Well, its pretty weird bruv tbh. Because i'm in the period of my life in which i'm the most blessed, i've found 2 girls whom love me immensely, one with whom we will get together and one who i consider like a little sister, i love her deeply but not romantically, the other one i do love her romantically tho. Bro texted me again, he was very busy but never forgot me, he has said things i've never heard from his mouth, i really believe him when he said "my life just wasnt the same without you bro", i cried btw ngl. Also, i got off all socials and a girl that i helped out of one of her worst suicidal state texted me the 2th October and asked where i was? I just told her i'm enough of this bullshit and she said she felt so lonely and bad without me, that she had to go through a ton of shit and that i wasnt even there to consolate her like i usually did. She also said that she missed me so much that thinking about me would make her gut hurt like crazy. Im ngl, but she broke my heart to such a point i bursted in tears, i never knew i meant that much to her, and i begged her to forgive me because i was absolutely clueless, she accepted my excuses and now i'm back by her side, she told me again about how grateful she was to have me in her life and now i think i'm fully forgiven. *sigh* uhm yeah that's pretty much it. And, you will say "but then, you are okay right?" Well, that's the catch. As paradoxical as it may sound, i have NEVER felt as lonely, as shitty and as bad as i am now, and i don't even know why. I've attempted on my life 6 times since September, and to add to the injury, i almost got killed so i developed a very painful PTSD.
@@DOOMER_WAVE not earlier than Yesterday did i tried to take my own life, and i failed, as always, continuously. I can make it out of this shit, but it's so hard and difficult bro, the voices are so loud i can barely think straight, it sounds like they are screaming at me and it frightens and shakes me to the core. I will keep going tho, i have people counting on me, but fuck not a single day pass by without me thinking about the perfect angle to shot a bullet in order to maximize the lethal damages and minimize the pain. So yeah, it definitely does sound weird, but even with all i said and the fact i'm seeing amazing results with my physical gains, i feel the shittiest i've ever felt in my life, and i don't know how many times i will take it before surrending completely.
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Ola, eu to aqui para te mostrar um cantor depressivo brasileiro, o nome é VMZ a melhor música dele é "Aprova de balas". Se puder ver fico feliz
"a melhor" kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
@@dinoraivoso o resto não gosto😂
@@Gabriel-gf3po recomendo q ouça a "7 dias", é muito boa
@@dinoraivoso blz
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