Wow, Woah what a Awesome Prophet of God, so many of his teaching, God was speaking to me, even with knowing there is someone out there with a learning or Behavior disorder beside me at 56 and fighting to this day and know that God still uses you despite the issue, or losing 4 loved ones who meant the world to you, being their caregiver with one being your spouse. They were all my world at different times in my life, and then out of nowhere, all the feeling numb from the shock til im fighting to standing up trying to fight feeling exposed becuz the blanket that protected me which all 4 had there position and time protecting me, was gone in the last 5 years, after
and a 5 year journey with first 3 losses and now a almost 28 years of journey especially with my sick husband, and all the other strugglrs that came with it. Its been almost 5 months since My Danny has been gone. The struggle has been real with being put down, laughed at, bullied becuz of being adopted, having ADD, learning issues, slow at everything growing up, with moma and dads, support especially my moma, trying to mature and grow up and trying to overcome not being good enough or be worthy of anything becuz of so many times of being defeated in things that i wanted to do in this life, with moma and daddy trying to help me thru it all along with my older Sissy that still to this day at 56 and her at 59, still helping out her baby sister! In hopes oneday to be able to do one special thing for her in this life!
And after all these years working hard, all my life since a 11 years old 2 jobs at times. It is coming back to me with people coming out in droves from everywhere ive worked, people telling me, Mrs kelli you have left marks on all just by watching me go to work, put on a smile, work hard and give and show the love of everywhere ive worked in the midst of all my personal struggles, im like Wow God!! Ive had all my loved ones plus my Sissy tell me wow i dont how you did it all, and i say to them God father, son, and most of all the Holy Dpirit becuz that is who dwells and lives in my heart and soul! Which it hit me right in my heartsoul and gutt when my 88 year old friend told me last night, which i know it was the Holy Spirit speaking thru her, to tell me to ask the Holy Spirit to fill the void in my heart from all the loss, with all the brokeness and all the emotions that come with it, and ask him to heal me and guide me in everything i do thru fervent prayer. She further more believes im strong enought to do this thru the Holy Spirit, and also knows that my Danny would want me to do that, and be happy for the rest of my days on here becuz God has a reason for me to be still here, and that i need to pray for that as well for him to show what that is and to ask to fix my health issues from all the struggle, stress you name it! And now this powerful service that he spoke to me as well, im just blownvaway! Wow!!!
Wow .. AWSOME Always So Look Forward To Every Wonderful Anointed Encouraging Enlighteneing Powerful Much Needed Appreciated Service Gathering For With GOD & Each Other ... Watching For Years Son Too .. With You In ❤ Prayers With All We Can THANK YOU GOD BLESS YOU YOURS EVERY ONE RICHLY PLEASE REMEMBER SON ME TY SHALOM SHALOM 💚😊💚🌈🌈
Wow, Woah what a Awesome Prophet of God, so many of his teaching, God was speaking to me, even with knowing there is someone out there with a learning or Behavior disorder beside me at 56 and fighting to this day and know that God still uses you despite the issue, or losing 4 loved ones who meant the world to you, being their caregiver with one being your spouse. They were all my world at different times in my life, and then out of nowhere, all the feeling numb from the shock til im fighting to standing up trying to fight feeling exposed becuz the blanket that protected me which all 4 had there position and time protecting me, was gone in the last 5 years, after
and a 5 year journey with first 3 losses and now a almost 28 years of journey especially with my sick husband, and all the other strugglrs that came with it. Its been almost 5 months since My Danny has been gone. The struggle has been real with being put down, laughed at, bullied becuz of being adopted, having ADD, learning issues, slow at everything growing up, with moma and dads, support especially my moma, trying to mature and grow up and trying to overcome not being good enough or be worthy of anything becuz of so many times of being defeated in things that i wanted to do in this life, with moma and daddy trying to help me thru it all along with my older Sissy that still to this day at 56 and her at 59, still helping out her baby sister! In hopes oneday to be able to do one special thing for her in this life!
And after all these years working hard, all my life since a 11 years old 2 jobs at times. It is coming back to me with people coming out in droves from everywhere ive worked, people telling me, Mrs kelli you have left marks on all just by watching me go to work, put on a smile, work hard and give and show the love of everywhere ive worked in the midst of all my personal struggles, im like Wow God!! Ive had all my loved ones plus my Sissy tell me wow i dont how you did it all, and i say to them God father, son, and most of all the Holy Dpirit becuz that is who dwells and lives in my heart and soul! Which it hit me right in my heartsoul and gutt when my 88 year old friend told me last night, which i know it was the Holy Spirit speaking thru her, to tell me to ask the Holy Spirit to fill the void in my heart from all the loss, with all the brokeness and all the emotions that come with it, and ask him to heal me and guide me in everything i do thru fervent prayer. She further more believes im strong enought to do this thru the Holy Spirit, and also knows that my Danny would want me to do that, and be happy for the rest of my days on here becuz God has a reason for me to be still here, and that i need to pray for that as well for him to show what that is and to ask to fix my health issues from all the struggle, stress you name it! And now this powerful service that he spoke to me as well, im just blownvaway! Wow!!!
Wow .. AWSOME Always So Look Forward To Every Wonderful Anointed Encouraging Enlighteneing Powerful Much Needed Appreciated Service Gathering For With GOD & Each Other ... Watching For Years Son Too .. With You In ❤ Prayers With All We Can THANK YOU GOD BLESS YOU YOURS EVERY ONE RICHLY PLEASE REMEMBER SON ME TY SHALOM SHALOM 💚😊💚🌈🌈