The Story I Was Too Afraid To Tell You

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  • Опубликовано: 4 фев 2025

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  • @childeofepickness
    @childeofepickness 2 часа назад +205

    dude this is actually so terrifying to hear about, i can't even imagine how traumatic it was for you, you are so so strong for making it through this, even if it was a long time ago.

    • @MollyRainbow13
      @MollyRainbow13 Час назад

      Well well well, replying to your comment again. (This is so random I’m sorry)

    • @childeofepickness
      @childeofepickness Час назад

      @@MollyRainbow13 lol hello there

    • @BNL07604
      @BNL07604 4 минуты назад

      Agreed

  • @vashito
    @vashito 3 часа назад +143

    This is so cozy and casual, it truly feels like I'm having a drawing/doodling session while listening and watching. I'm really loving this new setup and content style :3!

    • @AmethystSmith-x8w
      @AmethystSmith-x8w Час назад

      i miss the old one

    • @Hysteria_here
      @Hysteria_here Час назад +3

      @AmethystSmith-x8w Boo hoo then stop watching! 😌

    • @QueenK-popUnnie
      @QueenK-popUnnie 56 минут назад +3

      @AmethystSmith-x8w I miss her old videos too, but we should respect her decision and continue to support her either way. If you don’t like her new stuff then just don’t watch

    • @Hysteria_here
      @Hysteria_here 38 минут назад +1

      @@QueenK-popUnnie thank you for being respectful ‼️‼️‼️

  • @alienprincesskeri90
    @alienprincesskeri90 3 часа назад +111

    Trauma from a toxic friendship is definitely very relatable and i definitely been thru it. However i cant imagine how scary it was for u wat u went through. Thanks so much for telling the story! And yes it was a God thing u were safe!
    Also i really admire the artwork you did! ❤

  • @damisaturns
    @damisaturns 3 часа назад +182

    I haven't watched your videos for a while, but I hope you are okay. You, indeed, are a genuine and chill person. I love you; keep being you, Jessi!

  • @SouthCreek-x2c
    @SouthCreek-x2c 3 часа назад +233

    So glad you decided to talk about this

    • @theREALaxolotl3
      @theREALaxolotl3 3 часа назад +7

      How the hell did you watch the whole video in a minute

    • @SouthCreek-x2c
      @SouthCreek-x2c 3 часа назад +3

      @ I’m a big fan 😼

    • @theREALaxolotl3
      @theREALaxolotl3 3 часа назад +5

      @@SouthCreek-x2cah I see a man of dedication

    • @SouthCreek-x2c
      @SouthCreek-x2c 3 часа назад +1

      @ woman* and ty

    • @theREALaxolotl3
      @theREALaxolotl3 3 часа назад +2

      @@SouthCreek-x2c oh my bad, a woman of dedication

  • @FriendlyBee1234
    @FriendlyBee1234 2 часа назад +28

    I can't imagine how hard it was to talk about this. You were only 16, that's crazy. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @Mitsubishieshappycreations
    @Mitsubishieshappycreations 3 часа назад +89

    It’s fine you didn’t tell us! I’m so glad you’re doing better! You’re my favorite RUclipsr, and always will be! I’m glad you’re happy!

  • @ayonnah-and-brin
    @ayonnah-and-brin 2 часа назад +43

    when u figure out what u can and cant show , definitely show us

    • @JessiiVee
      @JessiiVee  2 часа назад +29

      Next video!

    • @xiorra-i2d
      @xiorra-i2d 30 минут назад

      @@JessiiVee FIRST HI JESSII

    • @kristinm7752
      @kristinm7752 3 минуты назад

      @@JessiiVee I’m excited for the next video!!!

  • @otomesekai
    @otomesekai 3 часа назад +43

    I have been following you and your channel since your first handful of videos came out yearsss ago. Throughout the years, I remember you mentioning this story here and there, but it was so rare you brought it up that I sometimes wondered if i was making things up. as i am about to watch this video, i feel for you Jessii, and i think you are so strong to be able to be so vulnerable to the thousands of people watching. Much love x

    • @backroomsaucy468
      @backroomsaucy468 3 часа назад

      same I've been waiting for this video for almost 10 years!!

    • @kawaii58204
      @kawaii58204 3 часа назад

      Same here 🫣 she is so brave! 💖

  • @MySweetCreationz
    @MySweetCreationz 2 часа назад +14

    Thank you so much for sharing with us Jess!! I’ve been a fan since I was in high school and I’m currently 25 so this has been a long time coming. Honestly I’m sure we’d all be happy to listen to the 3 hour version because your story times are the best!! Please show us however much you are personally comfortable with in part 2 but I hope you know we’re all grateful you decided to share the story with us and will always have your back!! I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this, ESPECIALLY THAT MIRROR THING OMG?! That would’ve given me nightmares for life 😭

  • @Ph03nixWarri0r
    @Ph03nixWarri0r 2 часа назад +10

    I actually love this new content so much! Its so calming! Its nice to listen to when im cooking and stuff!

  • @Natalia-mhs28
    @Natalia-mhs28 3 часа назад +34

    Jess I really hope your ok, I also really appreciate this story , I am a ninth grader about to be a sophomore (10th grade) and I have an obsessive best friend who I’m trying to drop because I’m terrified of her attachment

  • @chrisstoneee
    @chrisstoneee 2 часа назад +11

    as an avid viewer for many years, i remember you occasionally mentioning this story but never going in-depth. so proud of you for coming forward!!!!

  • @somekindofsupernova
    @somekindofsupernova 2 часа назад +11

    Im so sorry this happened to you, I can’t imagine being in a situation where someone you cared about suddenly changed in such a dramatic way. It must’ve been hard to deal with all of that and to move forward. Im glad you’re doing better now and that you aren’t holding all of this to yourself anymore. ♡

  • @dazzlethestar151
    @dazzlethestar151 2 часа назад +11

    I've had my own bad experiences with toxic friends but I could never imagine going through something so scary. I'm glad you're okay, and thank you for being able to tell this story to us, that takes a strong will! Happy birthday to your niece and happy early birthday to you Jessii!!

  • @hayleemessler7659
    @hayleemessler7659 2 часа назад +8

    We completely understand why you were too nervous to share this. I have childhood trauma from school too and so happy you’re doing better!❤

  • @tinkerbell-h6f
    @tinkerbell-h6f 2 часа назад +11

    i’m so sorry that happened to you, i’m glad your safe now cause no one should go through that 🫶🏻 (the coloring is so cute!)

  • @aRandomKidOnTheInternet
    @aRandomKidOnTheInternet Час назад +5

    I can't believe you're turning 31!! You look like you would be turning 21! But also I want to thank you for telling us this. It was very brave of you because I understand how terrible and traumatic this experience was for you. Love you ❤

  • @geronimostiltonlover421
    @geronimostiltonlover421 3 часа назад +15

    that intro okay cinematographyyy😍

  • @KingSir444
    @KingSir444 3 часа назад +39

    Woah I came here super early
    Anyone realized Winnie was in the last vid it means it was recorded a while ago because if you haven’t seen jessi instagram Winnie has sadly floated into heaven

  • @JustXae_827
    @JustXae_827 3 часа назад +35

    We will always love you Jess
    No matter what!
    HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYY JESS

    • @kpc9602
      @kpc9602 2 часа назад +1

      Yeah, happy early birthday, @Jessii Vee! We love you

  • @zirwa1504
    @zirwa1504 45 минут назад +1

    i’ve been watching your videos for years. i love this new era of jessii 💗

  • @wednesdaythemighty8502
    @wednesdaythemighty8502 59 минут назад +2

    Happy early birthday ❤
    I'm so excited for your next video!!!

  • @demlition
    @demlition 3 часа назад +63

    YAYYYY new jess content im so excited for the new era

  • @lillyarts2
    @lillyarts2 3 часа назад +15

    Thank you Jessii for 10 years of amazing content, you made my childhood

  • @Bendy-world651
    @Bendy-world651 Час назад +2

    I love your vibe and video it does give me spooky vibes and I still like it and I’m sorry that this happened to you. I hope you can post more scary stories in a future video and also keep up the good work

  • @Nati-j2m5v
    @Nati-j2m5v Час назад +8

    You may be turning 31 but you don't look a day over 19! Also... this is horrible stay strong! No matter what you tell yourself, no one deserves that.

  • @unhingedfairyy
    @unhingedfairyy 3 часа назад +6

    i just clicked on this video after watching the last one, jessie you’ve always been my favourite youtuber growing up and i’ve been watching your videos since i was 12-13 (im 22 now) and i just wanna let you know that you’re an amazing and inspiring person who has made a lot of people’s childhood amazing! i really hope you’re doing better and things get easier for u ❤️

  • @lea-J-W
    @lea-J-W 3 часа назад +10

    I’m so happy you’re sharing this story now, love you Jess!!🩷

  • @ImHOSHIwoah
    @ImHOSHIwoah 3 часа назад +15

    I’m so glad your getting better and your on the track to finding yourself and your style again! I love the video and your so brave for sharing!!!

  • @Melissakitty1980
    @Melissakitty1980 2 часа назад +2

    I am so very sorry that you had to endure this. But, I am glad that you decided to share it and get it OUT. I will say that, I am enjoying your new content and have appreciated being part of wathing you grow and blossom ( change isn't the word I'm feeling ) over the years. Sweet lady, you haven't lost your spark❤You are simply shining your beacon of light in another direction. And you are our lighthouse here!!! Love and support always!❤

  • @Sleepyfoxyay
    @Sleepyfoxyay 36 минут назад +2

    I'm so sorry for what happened that is horrible I hope you have a great day also happy early birthday Jessi because i won't be able to say happy birthday because I'll be having a valentines party so happy early birthday have a good day❤

  • @midnightxcrystal3209
    @midnightxcrystal3209 Час назад +4

    Before I finish this video I love this new style of vlogging!! 💞🫶

  • @Abulena-i6p
    @Abulena-i6p 3 часа назад +10

    Hey Jessie we will support you either way thank you for being honest. And I’m so sorry this happened to you

  • @al3evx
    @al3evx 4 минуты назад +1

    I've been a fan for a few years now and I did notice there was something weird about you almost only uploading 1 hour compilation vids. After watching your video about that I am truly happy that you're finding a new way of creating content that YOU like. Finally letting us hear this story is a strong move and i'm so glad you're comfortable with sharing it with us now!! I'm so sorry you had to go through all of this and I really hope you're okay. You're amazing Jess and I will def keep watching your videos even if the content is changing! This one was super cozy and entertaining, I really wouldn't mind it being an hour honestly 😭❤️❤️❤️

  • @NotJana2013
    @NotJana2013 44 минуты назад +1

    Jessi I know what you mean I'm so sorry this happened to you, I completely understand my friend had a traumatic experience too, you are not alone❤

  • @brighidkohl5072
    @brighidkohl5072 3 часа назад +4

    I’m super proud of you also that you expressed your feelings .

  • @Carking04
    @Carking04 3 часа назад +8

    I’m am so sorry that you had too deal with that as a kid and it breaks my heart that’s soo scary 😢💔 that breaks my heart

  • @Squidxgamesedits
    @Squidxgamesedits 2 часа назад +4

    Glad your back to posting more happy videos not much happier but more than the last one as of right now

  • @caoyuann
    @caoyuann 2 часа назад +3

    I'm happy you're making new content. I'm excited for this new chapter!

  • @SamStarlightFandubs-7
    @SamStarlightFandubs-7 3 часа назад +6

    As someone who is almost 16, thank you for sharing your experience, cause I have now learned from you on finding friends💕💖

  • @brookejosey8824
    @brookejosey8824 2 часа назад +2

    I'm so excited for all the new content love this style storytime I suppose you'd call it or chit chat session.
    I'm just so happy to have your content I truly hope your happy 💙💙

  • @ballgrabberlala
    @ballgrabberlala 26 минут назад +2

    i’ve been a silent viewer for yearss but i have to say i LOVE this new style, coloring with jessi vee while she tells a story time 🥹 cozy vibes (besides the story itself)

  • @brighidkohl5072
    @brighidkohl5072 3 часа назад +3

    Great video , well said . Love the art work . Just remember that you are not alone . I’m glad you reported your not friend anymore. And that’s so creepy about the puzzles and notes she gave you. And especially the text that came through. Mental health matters . And you rock

  • @RobloxianBrook
    @RobloxianBrook 3 часа назад +9

    I'm just happy that you let it out! but hope you feel better Jessii!❤❤❤

  • @LflowerIlovemydogs
    @LflowerIlovemydogs 50 минут назад +1

    I cant even start to think about all that happening to me you are literally so so brave for going through all that, especially waiting to tell people for years! Also i love this new "era" i guess its so chill🫶🫶

  • @LoveLanaXo
    @LoveLanaXo Час назад +1

    Honestly has always been a fear of mine im so sorry you had to go through that jess

  • @gh0ulixs543
    @gh0ulixs543 3 часа назад +4

    Love you Jessi! Im so happy you're comfortable to tell us this, even if its not the most comfortable or usual topic. Im looking forward to seeing more of your posts in this newer style 🫶

  • @leasiacherise
    @leasiacherise Час назад +1

    Honored to see a new era of Jessii ❤.

  • @kidgadget6089
    @kidgadget6089 2 часа назад +2

    I’ve been watching you for six years love it❤

  • @taylortroxell5395
    @taylortroxell5395 Час назад +1

    i love seeing this type of content from you!! i am so sorry you went through this Jessii, you deserved better

  • @BrianaRoller
    @BrianaRoller 3 часа назад +2

    Im sorry you had to go through that and i hope she got the help she needed

  • @Tide_ThePod
    @Tide_ThePod 2 часа назад +1

    Jessii, I’ve been very curious ever since you had mentioned it in your old videos. So curious I couldn’t stop thinking of it here and there and when I rewatch your videos. I’m SO excited to finally hear, as I am a very curious person and I love your videos. ♥️

  • @torytellstales
    @torytellstales 57 минут назад +1

    Sorry this happened to you, Jess. Perhaps that girl had a rough upbringing or was going through some unaddressed things?
    Either way, this is super scary to imagine in real life and Im glad you have been doing strong this whole time!

  • @vin6040
    @vin6040 3 часа назад +5

    New year new Jessii era ❤❤❤ can’t wait to see what this brings :)

  • @nightOWL2
    @nightOWL2 3 часа назад +4

    Love you Jessii 💜💜💜 I hope you feel better soon 💛💛💛

  • @Jessa-x4o
    @Jessa-x4o 2 часа назад +2

    I have been waiting for this story time for years! I'm so glad you're okay Jess and, I'm sure Ophelia would love those toys!

  • @Isabellaa44444
    @Isabellaa44444 3 часа назад +5

    We love you so much Jessii!💗💗💗♥🙏

  • @lindseybolam4749
    @lindseybolam4749 3 часа назад +8

    So happy to see you posting keep finding your. Spark love you

  • @Natpeanut1023
    @Natpeanut1023 45 минут назад +1

    Hi Jessie you don't even look 31 you look 23! I love you so much I'm so sorry this happened to you:( I love you I will always support you! I've been watching you for about 2 or 3 years and you always make me smile or laugh!:) I love you Jessie!❤

  • @shelbybraman1956
    @shelbybraman1956 2 часа назад +1

    I can’t wait to see the new era of you Jess! I’m here for it!!!!!

  • @Gunsallus-u3h
    @Gunsallus-u3h 3 часа назад +10

    First,and I really hope you’re doing okay ❤ I have been with you since 2017 😢😢😢 keep going girl 📣📣📣📣📣📣

  • @chrishuston1992
    @chrishuston1992 3 часа назад +8

    I'm already loving your new format Jessii 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @Silly.Strawa
    @Silly.Strawa 3 часа назад +11

    Jessii I haven’t watched the video yet but I’ve been checking on you with the last video and, I wish you and your family and everything in your life the best, everything seems down and I’ve been there too. But it will always get better so stay strong. We love you Jessii no matter what!!
    Edit: so sorry about what happened to you Jess!! I’m in highschool myself, I hope you’re safe now, and don’t worry about all of it because it was long ago now!! I’m glad you told us!! Stay safe Jsssie!!

    • @Emibee08
      @Emibee08 3 часа назад +1

      Jessi is brave! ❤

  • @4musketeers288
    @4musketeers288 3 часа назад +5

    Jessi!!!! You are amazing! Keep finding your spark!

  • @safiaali9400
    @safiaali9400 3 часа назад +4

    So glad your comfortable in telling us these things ❤️

  • @DumbFrizzy
    @DumbFrizzy 3 часа назад +1

    This is actually such a scary and sad story you are so strong for telling us. You deserve the best

  • @Maliaisokayig
    @Maliaisokayig 3 часа назад +4

    That’s so scary I’m so glad you’re safe now

  • @RoyaleXAlara
    @RoyaleXAlara 3 часа назад +1

    Love you Jess! I’m glad you finally found courage to tell us this story! ❤your the best RUclipsr

  • @SkyLightBlue-u8t
    @SkyLightBlue-u8t 2 часа назад +1

    I love your videos and I'm still a fan. After all these years, I've watched you for a long time, and I'll still watch you, it doesn't matter, but I love your videos❤

  • @BrainRot_Sigmas
    @BrainRot_Sigmas 3 часа назад +1

    You’re a brave and amazing person Jessii

  • @xneongrande
    @xneongrande 2 часа назад +1

    I’m really loving the vibe of your new era! It’s super relaxing. What a wild story, too. 😮

  • @ExhaustedSleeping
    @ExhaustedSleeping 3 часа назад +1

    Only a minute in and I already love the new style of videos, I really enjoy more cozy style vlogs and such.

  • @raenalcazar6276
    @raenalcazar6276 14 минут назад +1

    Thank you for sharing this story. You are so strong. ❤

  • @Vica-nc1gt
    @Vica-nc1gt 3 часа назад +2

    We love so so much Jess we are all here for u❤❤❤

  • @Delerious120
    @Delerious120 2 часа назад +1

    I gotta admit, you are courageous for putting this story out. So sorry you had to deal with that (especially at such a young age). That's terrifying.

  • @jenaconard2524
    @jenaconard2524 36 минут назад

    I love this new style of videos- honestly I just love to just set up my phone and listen to ppl talk about stories or whatever. I am a huge fan of the vlogs too so I’m glad they are back. These are perfect- keep up the good work ❤️

  • @CrystalBlythe681
    @CrystalBlythe681 3 часа назад +2

    I absolutely love you Jessi I always will

  • @Weirdshortsandstuff
    @Weirdshortsandstuff 3 часа назад +2

    Jessii tysm 4 posting today

  • @zufarb1455
    @zufarb1455 2 часа назад +1

    I rarely comment but the story is so crazy to me I can't imagine going through it in highschool 😭 I'm glad you okay now. (Btw I'm LOVING this new format like chill vibe + story + art ❤️)

  • @Darkstalker1012
    @Darkstalker1012 3 часа назад +9

    3:40 Hey, I’ve always wanted those kinds of coloring books!! 🫵🏾🤩✨🖤💜

  • @eizi.aaa0
    @eizi.aaa0 3 часа назад +5

    we love you jessiiiiii

  • @RebecaLawrence-w6e
    @RebecaLawrence-w6e 2 часа назад

    Good to see you Jessii,
    Hope your feeling better. This can't be easy telling your story. It might make you feel better.Being a adult isn't easy. The teenage years can be hard to. Sorry things got rough with your friend. You are a strong woman. Keep on being you. We only have one Jessii Vee. Take care. Love ya! ❤️🐕😃

  • @PaddyEdwardC
    @PaddyEdwardC 2 часа назад

    Jessii, I am so happy you sharing your side of your bad experiences with friendships as story time . I had friends treated me like dirt.

  • @kyyyerrrr
    @kyyyerrrr 31 минуту назад +1

    im very sorry this happened to you, but im also glad youre getting comfortable to talk to us and i love that were building bonds tg

  • @PrincessPeyten
    @PrincessPeyten 3 часа назад +2

    Hey jessii I’m so happy you’re back😍😍😍

  • @arabellapatriciabieber
    @arabellapatriciabieber 2 часа назад

    what a scary story, i can't even imagine how hard all of this must have been for you to deal with, Jess, i'm sorry. also, obsessed with your coloring book and your art, love the idea of your storytelling paired with the coloring. the mystery boxes look so cute, too!! ❤

  • @sanna_2023
    @sanna_2023 3 часа назад

    Don’t put to much weight on your shoulders Jessie I’ve watched you since I was small and you always made me intrigued with your stories it’s okay to keep to yourself and PRIORITIES YOURSELF ❤

  • @Downtowngirly0
    @Downtowngirly0 3 часа назад

    Jessii you are such a special person the world is such a wonderful place with you in it ❤

  • @Rottengirlisobvirotten
    @Rottengirlisobvirotten 3 часа назад

    I love you and your videos so much Jessi. I have been here since 2020 and I’m glad someone can talk about this🩷❤️🤍

  • @therealnyla_100k
    @therealnyla_100k 3 часа назад

    I am so sorry that u had to go thru that Jessii I hope u don’t have to go thru it ever again ❤🙏

  • @alien_on_this_earth_meep
    @alien_on_this_earth_meep Час назад +1

    OMG! I'm so sorry this happened to you. This should be a movie. That's so crazy, thanks for sharing it

  • @Gorgie01
    @Gorgie01 2 часа назад

    That is absolutely terrifying!! You are definitely a strong person for going thru that all these years! Love you sooooo much!!!❤

  • @howcaniresistya
    @howcaniresistya 2 часа назад

    I am so sorry this happened to you. I love you so much Jessii and I watch this all the time. Keep doing your dream!

  • @Lola-b1u2t
    @Lola-b1u2t 3 часа назад +3

    yay jessii posted

  • @NiftysN1fe
    @NiftysN1fe 3 часа назад +1

    We love you Jess ❤️ I’ve been watching your vids since 2021 hope you feel better!❤️‍🩹💐

  • @SerendipityArtandGaming
    @SerendipityArtandGaming 3 часа назад +1

    I’m just starting the video- I’ll be back after it, but I’m sure this is something close to you and I’m proud of you for sharing this with us

  • @NokaMarcy
    @NokaMarcy 28 минут назад +1

    Something my mom told me was to record myself and just as i would to a close friend or family member just to get it out and lighten it off yourself a bit. This feels very similar and I hope this style of content makes you as happy as it can ♡♥︎

  • @Jayceeisj4ycee
    @Jayceeisj4ycee 3 часа назад +3

    Hi Jess I love your videos and ur stories ❤

  • @Mx_Raine
    @Mx_Raine 3 часа назад +9

    Hey Jessie, haven’t finished the vid obviously but you pronounced Axolotl correctly!!! They are amphibians but can only be out of the water for a short period of time. They are unfortunately endangered, so I hope that they can be helped :(( Anyways, back to the video, I’m proud of you for opening up about this sort of thing, it’s definitely a hard subject to talk about. I hope you’re doing well!! 💕