Feels like i am playing some in real life game like warframe and enjoying my experiance playing. I am tired of this life and i want to unalive myself, and here i am in my freetime fantasizing that i am not in this world sliding trough warframe missions and living my life to the fullest. I enjoy playing it tho but i can only when i am at my fathers place since my parents are divorced my father does not care for us even a bit and our mother is treating my brother and me like we are animals sipping on her blood.
I really could use some professional help but since my mother is a teacher and has reputation, me revealing that i have depression to the public would only worsen the relationship between my brother and me. I am now third year of highschool and preparing for a collage while whasting the beast years of my life on personal problems instead of having fun qnd experiancing many new things in life i am stuck cleanning the house bcz i have to survive in this house, my mother treats me like a maid since i dont pay the bills and its so f ing frustrating to have to watch her fat ugly face order me around. I wish so much that i can just unalive myself and just leave everything behind, but my brother is the reason for me staying alive beside him truying to give him the best memories of childhood while i still can. I dont plan to have children and want to live alone in some flat whit max build pc playing games and going to work, that is my only wish in life for now, since i cant experiance it now. And didnt i mention my love life, that all does not matter since my mother has to go trough my every aspect of life including my personal belongings and phone messages, notes, media accounts (btw i cant have instagram and tik tok) bcz she is 'scared' for me being on the internet, while she instead wants to only let me do what she wants and always tries to manipulate me while blackmailing me using my little brother, its sutch a bothersome idea leaving my brother to go to the collage but i have to. I have to find a job so i can support him and do everything to help him go trough this missery.
Feels like i am playing some in real life game like warframe and enjoying my experiance playing. I am tired of this life and i want to unalive myself, and here i am in my freetime fantasizing that i am not in this world sliding trough warframe missions and living my life to the fullest. I enjoy playing it tho but i can only when i am at my fathers place since my parents are divorced my father does not care for us even a bit and our mother is treating my brother and me like we are animals sipping on her blood.
I really could use some professional help but since my mother is a teacher and has reputation, me revealing that i have depression to the public would only worsen the relationship between my brother and me. I am now third year of highschool and preparing for a collage while whasting the beast years of my life on personal problems instead of having fun qnd experiancing many new things in life i am stuck cleanning the house bcz i have to survive in this house, my mother treats me like a maid since i dont pay the bills and its so f ing frustrating to have to watch her fat ugly face order me around. I wish so much that i can just unalive myself and just leave everything behind, but my brother is the reason for me staying alive beside him truying to give him the best memories of childhood while i still can. I dont plan to have children and want to live alone in some flat whit max build pc playing games and going to work, that is my only wish in life for now, since i cant experiance it now. And didnt i mention my love life, that all does not matter since my mother has to go trough my every aspect of life including my personal belongings and phone messages, notes, media accounts (btw i cant have instagram and tik tok) bcz she is 'scared' for me being on the internet, while she instead wants to only let me do what she wants and always tries to manipulate me while blackmailing me using my little brother, its sutch a bothersome idea leaving my brother to go to the collage but i have to. I have to find a job so i can support him and do everything to help him go trough this missery.
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Cette musique est vraiment bien je l'enregistre merci ❤
Scratches the brain just right
This goes 100x harder on headphones
You absolotly Right
Trop. Bien ❤❤❤❤
Trop
I play this when i am in a race taking that last lap to take the win
Cant stop listening to this fire i love it alot
Esta bien chida
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3:28 I like it ❤
i love this song
в избранное, сразу
Согласен
Аха
Bonjour
Very nice
cpa★!
Имба...
Soglasen s toboy 😂
афигееть😊
бро спасибо за вайп
Is a very nice song
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Ппаххзвп🎉🎉😂❤
Ееккуу🎉🎉🎉🎉
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