Omgosh! I’m tearing up listening to this story! It breaks my heart for him! But…God! I praise Him for saving this precious man and giving him the love he’s always deserved! THANK YOU, JESUS! I am happy and proud to call you my brother! 🌿🌻🌿❤️❤️❤️ Beautiful ending prayer!
What a powerful testimony ,i am in tears 😢Thank God for his mercy and love for Adam 💙🙏Your testimony really touch my heart .God bless you and your family 💕💙🙏With love from Norway 💕🇧🇻
Oh my Lord, the shame, the pain, the hurt, the fear and terror for a little boy. No wonder it is better for a person abusing a child to be drowned with a millstone. Only Jesus can heal such an abused soul.
I was sexually abused and had a disease std because it I was only 9 to 11 😢but Jesus helped me I always knew him ..he really called me to himself when I was 12 .❤I accepted him into my heart ..then again born of the holy spirit ..❤around 19 or 20....I d wandered a bit by then and life was getting harder ugh ..so he came in full force .thank you lord ❤❤❤😂😂😊joy I love him so much ❤hes my everything ..
I’m so glad that Adam survived the brutal treatment of his father in his childhood. I’m so happy that he found God in the midst of all his pain & rejection. I’m praying for you Adam that you stay strong & never revert to the angry racist man you were before “…pressing onward to your upward call of God in Christ!”❤🙏🏾 God loves you & I love you!
The enemy was trying to kill this man young. He wants to burn the book before our story can even begin. But Jesus knew the plans he had for him, praise God! What a horrific, heartbreaking story. I'm so happy to see and hear him alive today and serving Jesus.
Thank you for.sharing this story...it is incredibly generous of you to be so open...very generous hearted...God Bless you and may God restore and restore ALL the years the locust have eaten....Amen ...
I can feel Adam’s pain, as my father was an unhappy man and took his frustrations out on me. I was also 3 years old when my father started mistreating me. Thank you Lord Jesus for your love and mercy! 🙏
this is a story that america needs to hear. We are a nation awash in drugs, violence, abuse...only only only God can save us. He is a living testament to the power of God's love, He who never ever leaves us nor forsakes us. Amen. Praise Jesus for this testimony
Dear Adam, I thank you so very much for your truth of LIFE in Jesus. There are parts of your story I can relate to very well about your addictions and some of your childhood. I thank you for your courage of telling us about being to hell!!This has made me confess to our Father and Jesus about talking about others. I have asked for forgiveness and repented. I am 65 years old and the spirit of gossip has used me long enough! Thank you for the opportunity for the Lord to bring this to my attention. God Bless you and your family as you speak your "GOD STORY" Thank you again.
Lord Jesus, I pray for Kelsey. That you will capture her with your love, you will overwhelm her with the love that you possess. Lord God Jesus I know you love Kelsey, I know you want her, I know this because you showed me love when I was least deserving of it. Please God let your spirit of conviction overwhelm her in Jesus mighty name. Amen Amen and Amen
It is by the movement of our free wills that we must in every present moment choose Holy and Divine Love, the embodiment of the 10 Commandments of God❤❤
Adam, I am so glad that you allowed Jesus to come and rescue you. I am sorry for what you had to endure as a child but so glad that you have a testimony that can get others saved. God bless you, brother!
I can relate to this story. At age seven I realised my mom hated me. I did nothing to earn this hate. She simply didnt love me since birth. From age 8-9 I started to convince myself that I was wrong. But during my teenage years I realised I was right. Now elderly myself I recall certain events and I am absolutely convinced. I beleive that I have forgiven her but there are times I question my sincerity. The hurt and sadness runs deep.
Wanting to forgive is the first important step then asking Jesus for help with the rest of the process of forgiveness is what is working for me. It's takes time because the hurt runs deep. I wish you peace.
You only need to say out loud, I forgive with the act of my will in Jesus name. God doesn't expect us to feel the emotion of that choice. With this, soon you will be able to release any deep seated resentments if there's any. You only need to love with the love of the Lord. It's just a choice. Not a feeling. Yes, the hurt doesn't seem to go away. I know. It causes CPTSD symptoms in us that seem to be stuck forever. But just making it a choice with the act of our will in Jesus name works.
I have the same story as you wow it's really sad 😢 I remember telling God many times the I would forget my mom for not loving me ,But I never felt any chance inside of me It seems the the pain and resentment was always in my heart, Till one day I decided to write a letter to God; telling him all the pain I wen't trough with my mother So with this letter I was releasing her from me so I would start the healing process, now I'm 53 and I'm still in the healing process 😢
What an amazing testimony Bless the lord for his mercy and Grace and how much he loves you and saved you So sorry for the hurt and pain you’ve been through Thank you Jesus ,father,Holy Spirit for saving this man He belongs to you Lord Satan you have you lost another one 💜🙏
As a mom and grandma, I can’t image the pain of hurting a child , this broke my heart . Thank you Heavenly Father for never giving up on us . I pray His hand be never move from everyone listening .
I agree completely. I've never understood people who blame a child for wrecking their lives when it wasn't the child that had anything to do with their own creation. My wife went through that as a child, always being told how she was supposed to be aborted and all that, it's just awful the way people behave and think.
I love how patiently Randy listens, never interrupts and is completely open! This is such a beautiful quality a person can have! To top in off his voice seems like God chose him to help heal people on their broken paths! Very fatherly mentor like!
My heart has been so hardened lately from hurt. I am alone and at my darkest right now. I love hearing these great testimonies but it never seems to get better for me. Please just pray for me and my children.
@aprilshoemaker please ask Jesus to restore your soul and He will! Please forgive those who abused you and start reading the Bible. Read the Psalms and listen to the Word of God. Please ask Jesus to come into your heart. You will never be alone again - He will never leave you or forsake you! Read the Bible to your children.
Me too, like walking through a no fun existance. I am off to see my daughter and i hope i can make her smile. Just one smile.! Today that's my mission.
Remember it was not you both your parents had big problems. Neither of my parents loved and I was self destructive untill I met Jesus and I had to forgive but in my mind I divorced my family and married a good Christian man and lived the life I always wanted he passed away 7 years ago but I still have the love of my life Jesus and I plan on being with him and his family the rest of my life. I met Christ when I lost my daughter hopping I will see her one day not sure if she met Jesus before she was murdered because she was a witness to a crime. But I did forgive the young man who did it he got life in prison.
@@patedwards7934When my dog died i set up an infra red camera, shook her lead and called her name. This dog shapped white thing came towards me on the camera. I am now sure that death is just a doorway to another life. May i add that all the dark emotions are there to grind you down and leave you exhausted so that you cannot achieve your dreams. You went the opposite way so well done you !!!!
You are loved, Adam! He has such great plans for you, your true Father who adores you. And you have countless brothers and sisters who love you and will pray for you.
Pray for my son Jaylyn. He's 16 and headed down the same path that this gentleman went down. My son is angry and feels abandoned even though I've always been here with him and for him. He is so out of control. He was found with a pistol at our neighbors house and someone took it from him and beat him severely and then pistol whipped him. I had to send him to live with his dad just to get him out of our area. His dad isn't a good place for him to be either but I had no choice. I need God to intervene in some way. I need a miracle for my son before something terrible happens. He claims he knows Jesus and that he prays all the time but he sure doesn't act like it. Please, pray for him. God can put him on a better path.
Adam demonstrates great courage through the storms of life. God bless you a whole lot more Adam! You’re testimony will help the masses and your victory over Satan will shouted from the rooftops!! Adam - you also have a great smile 🙂
God bless you Adam. You are such a miracle that you were open to the Lord after all you have been through. Satan wanted to take you out because of all the souls that will be saved because of your witness.
This made me so sad. I am Cherokee Indian. Out of all the tribes we refuse to fight back. We are peaceful people and we suffered the most. If you know anything about the "Trail of Tears." Hearing this story made me so sad for him and his mother. I'm rejoiced to hear that he walks in the light. And he mentioned he prays for his father. His story is a true example of how we need to live. Forgiveness is hard. "Do not fear the one who can kill the body only, fear the one who kills both body and soul in the Hell."
My covert phyco-narcissist 'cop' husband died a 'hero, legend'. His abuse was all phycological/mental. My abuse for over 40 years can't compare to what this man went through, but this snake made me look like the evil one (Smearing his victim in the back: a very real covert narcissist tactic) He took my children from me (nothing worse you can do to a loving mother)......but worse he took their mama from them all phycologically. He taught them to abuse me too so they can please him. My dad was the same as what I married. My self-esteem was in the toilet. My Father God changed that !! God bless you young man 🙏🕊💗
Adam, your story had me gasping for breath and saying, "Oh, Jesus!" over and over again. My heart weeps for all the little children, suffering at the hands of demonically-energized adults. I thank God He kept after you until you gave up and turned to him!!! I work in the public schools and see children who need help. I pray God will help me to be his conduit of love for these children and that they will turn toward God and away from darkness.
Hello brothers and sisters. Please say a prayer for my family and I. I've bee,ln baptized and saved at 13 years old. I'm 36 years old now and I want to make it to heaven and I'm taking my relationship with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and my faith are very important to me. But I've been reading the Bible and I've learned that i have sinned all my life. Pray for guidance and love and mercy on my soul. Please and thank you.
So sorry for all you suffered brother Adam. The emotional, spiritual and physical cruelties you endured. The devil targeted you from birth, it seems. My heart goes out to you. Thank You Lord Jesus for saving dear Adam. Thank You Jesus! Thank You Lord! You're wonderful! Thank you for saving me Lord. Please keep healing Adam any place inside him that needs it. Our ultimate healing will happen when we see You face to face Lord! How wonderful that will be. Much love little brother from a 74 year old lady. Peace and love be with all who love our Lord Jesus.
@renataimmanuel500 Yes, I agree. I suffered extreme abuse from the time I was a baby til I left home then some. But I've learned not to tell people, because they cannot comprehend it. Jesus alone *really* cares. That's enough. After all sister, He alone can "heal the brokenhearted. " Luke 4. And I refuse to stay a victim, it's not always easy at first, coz ones mind can slip back to the abuse. But I'm focusing on the precious promises of Jesus in the Bible. He says I am a new creature in Him and old things have gone! II Corinthians 5:17 He says that when I'm in Heaven, "the former things shall not be remembered, nor come to mind." He says, I am "more than a conqueror through Him that loved me and gave Himself for me." Romans 8:37 He has great promises to the overcomer in Revelation 2,3. I'm either an overcomer or I'm overcome. The more intense the suffering we have gone through yet still manage to battle on to do His will: loving all the Christians, loving all the unsaved, sharing the Gospel all the time where we can; the more authority one has in Him. We can only do those things by being filled with His Holy Spirit, we need to ask for this (Luke 11:13.) When I'm down I sing to Him. Pretty soon I'm "up." Yes, it hurts sister dear, to realise that no one *really* cares, but don't let it grieve you, because otherwise we feel bitter toward people. Jesus truly cares and He carried not only all our sins to the Cross, but all our hurts and griefs. Isaiah 53 We either overcome, or we are overcome. Jesus never helps me when I lie down and give up, but as soon as I decide to be obedient to Him, He's right there by my side. If He gave in to my self-pity, I'd be nowhere. As it is, I've been a pastor and evangelist walking in the measure of faith He supplied, for many years. I'm nothing, but when I step out to help others, I find I am clothed in HIS ability, and people get saved, delivered and healed. I was the least in the church when I came in, they all said (in different ways) I was a hopeless case. I'm *still* the least, but I decided to believe His promises for my own life - you can do it too love. I still struggle at times and feel so alone and feel oppressed, but I've kearney that if I wait, and just keep obedient, I'll come out of it. Heaven soon!! You are more than a conqueror through Him that loved you (before you knew Him,) and gave Himself for you. Linda xo .PS I don't really know how much, if any, of what I typed here applies to you Renata, but I offer it anyway: to all who still hurt and struggle.
So very sorry for the trauma this man had to go through as a child! I believe the Lord will restore the years the canker worm has eaten and reveal to this brother the absolute rare jewel he is in the Father's eyes! I pray many souls will be won due to his preaching and sharing his testimony. God bless him with such peace and total healing!
THIS MANS HURT RUNS SO DEEP ESPECIALLY WHEN HE RECALLS MEMORIES, I KNOW I HAVE BEEN THERE IN MY CHILDHOOD I CAN RELATE TO MOST OF WHAT HE WENT THROUGH WITH MY FATHER AND IM 56 AND IT STILL TODAY BOTHERS ME IN DREAMS AND THOUGHTS AND I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM BUT FORGETTING POPS UP UNWANTED ITS JUST SO MUCH HURT FOR NOTTTTHING BUT THEY MAKE YOU THINK ITS ALL YOU , MY FATHER IS 20 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AND STILL ALIVE WE HAVE SOMEWHAT OF A RELATIONSHIP BUT HE IS OLDER AND GOD IS SLOWING HIM DOWN HE STILL ERUPTS ONCE IN A WHILE BUT IM NO LONGER SCARED OF THAT DEMON, MY FATHER IS A GOOD MAN AT HEART ❤️ I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY HE HAD THAT PROBLEM THAT WAS IGNITED BY ALCOHOL...... PLEASE PRAY 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 FOR FAMILIES LIKE THIS!!! GOD PLEASE HEAR OUR PRAYERS .
Thank you, Adam. So wonderful you are on the other side of all this evil. Yah has gifted you uniquely to help people. Thank you, Randy for the interview. Adam was a good choice, such poise and healedness!
Adam thank you SO much for your testimony! Ive struggled with addiction for over 23 years but thanks to Jesus, I have been sober for almost 4 years. i became born-again in October 2022 so i am still pretty new, but YHWH & YESHUA have changed my life in SO many good ways that it would take me a day or more just to explain it all!! YHWH & YESHUA are everything to me & i cant imagine living my life without my involving Them in it everyday ever again! So happy to see that you found Them as well! I like what you said about the chosen being broken. its so true! bless you & Praise YAH & YESHUA!
Adam, YOU are the EPITOME of God's magnificent healing POWER! What HOPE your life gives to the most distraught and discouraged! THANK YOU for sharing your story with the world!!!
Lots of us go thru trauma, but I have NEVER, EVER heard of one human being having gone thru SOOOOO MUCH SUFFERING 😢. Only Jesus can fully understand that level of pain. My heart breaks listening to your story. I pray that you continue to heal. May the Holy Spirit wrap you up in Arms of LOVE and mercy, You are so precious to our beautiful Creator God ❤🙏
Oh this is so sad 😭 how could anyone be that cruel I'm so happy you found Jesus ,God bless you sweetheart I'm glad that you could forgive him hallelujah
Adam your story from childhood broke my heart. Romans 12:19 Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, “Vengeance is Mine, I will repay,” says the Lord.
May the Lord protect you Adam. Stay close to Jesus all the time, because satan doesn't like you to share this story. Thank you for sharing. May this testimony be used for the glory of the Kingdom!
Thank you for sharing your testimony, Adam. And Randy, for creating the video. My husband's mother also told him he was never wanted, and his father was violent. But not to the degree that you suffered. No child should ever be told they aren't wanted, or be subjected to any kind of abuse. But the world is evil, and Satan takes pleasure in making all of us suffer. For me, my marriage was an abusive one. In fellowship, the brothers told me to leave my husband. I had two small children, and I didn't make enough money to leave and take care of my girls. No one, no family member, no one in the church would help me. My mother told me how wonderful my husband was. Like all abusers, they know how to make people think they are great. A few people in the church that I shared my situation with, prayed I would remain with my husband even though I told them what the fellowship was. For anyone reading this. Never ever tell someone who is in an abusive situation that they should remain, and never ever pray that they remain. That kind of prayer is your opinion and will be answered by the god of this world, Satan. Always pray God's heart. Simply say, Lord, I don't know how to pray for this one, but you know what they need. I give them to you. So, since I couldn't afford to take care of my children on my own, and I absolutely refused to abandon them to their father, I remained. 41 years later, and a lot prayer, from me and others that God would move in my husband, he is saved, and he reads the Bible. I am teaching him how to forgive, because God is merciful and has given me the words that can help him. When we die, we will both be in heaven with Jesus. Hallelujah!
This is absolutely the truth. I went back into an abusive marriage because of bad advice from a pastor's wife. He ended up molesting the children even. NEVER tell someone to stay in an abusive relationship!
This child abuse torments my heart. I love my precious grandsons more than life. I would have taken this boy into my family and loved him if I'd only known.
Ohhhh I feel the same way but I’m in Australia 🇦🇺 … and notice he is American 🇺🇸 by his accent .. glory to God for His love and mercy .. how many children suffer abuse whom we do we not know about :(
Randy this was such a powerful testimony. What really caught my attention through it all was how Jesus never gave up. He was so merciful and long-suffering and not willing that any should perish.
Randy you are such a soft soul. You remind me of my oldest son. He’s suffered so much and I pray for him daily. My daughter who was raised in the church but resents me for it now. My youngest who joined the Orthodox Church who does venerations. Please pray for my children. All are saved except the daughter. Please pray especially for her and her family. Thank you🙏🙏🙏
This is an amazing testimony!! Praise God because he never leaves or forsakes his children. He had a purpose for this man and it's an amazing authentic testimony. Thank you for laying it all out there. ❤
Whew!! After listening what you went through, I am worn out 😢. But now you are in a good place. The Lord loves you, and you are helping others to see the truth 😅 God Bless you Adam!!!
Randy your eyes were so BIG as he explained the worst parts if his story! But MAN, Ithink this is ine of the Best, most shocking stories ive heard here. And WHAT a testimony! PRAISE JESUS FOR ADAM.. Praise Adam for finding our Lord and Savior where true Peace is! Im so glad he's home.. Love You Adam! Love you Randy, team, and family in Christ here❣️ May God continue to Bless you ALL!! 🙏🛐✝️💕
WOW! What an amazing testimony!! Gods hand was SURELY on you brother! PLZ MAKE THIS A MOVIE! Ppl need to see & hear about Gods redeeming grace! KEEP TELLING YOUR STORY!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I also was an abused child and I remember all the beatings I got from my father. He was a marine and from the city of NY and a Yorkville Duke. Just mean people come out of there. My uncle Jimmy was even worse than my dad. But he has four sons to beat on. I don’t want to write about all my beating I could take hours. Although I don’t believe it was as bad as his was. I still bled and got beat so bad all the time that my sister would cry every time she would remember it. Although she got beat too along with my mom. We all got beat. But I can relate to a lot of what happened with this guy. I pray for him too.
You are in my prayers. My parents were divorced when I was a baby, and my Mom was an abuser. It took me a very long time to come to God. I am 73 years old now. I love God with all of my heart and pray for Him to forgive me for all of my sins.
His story needs to be made into a movie. People need to hear this so they know what Hell is like, and Jesus is the cure‼️ 34 times in rehab⁉️ I can't believe he lived like that for so long. This brought me to tears so many times, what a powerful testimony‼️Thank God he was finally saved 🙏 🙌 👏🏻 ❤️
As a child i also would ask God why i was here and why my parents were my parents and to just bring me home. The holy spirit the comforter came to me everytime and told me i wasnt done, that i was important that i was chosen and loved and that one day i would tell my story and give hope to others. I grew up and went on to more and more abuse and finally broke free when i gave it all to God and stepped out of the dark and into the light.
Adam, your testimony is such an inspiration for those who are struggling with addiction and abuse. Thank you for sharing and God bless you on your ministry!
This man had more pain & hurt & rejection in his early years than most experience in a lifetime. I'm so happy he finally turned to the ONLY ONE that could turn it around!!! JESUS is so patient & merciful and loves us sooooo much! He DIED for our redemption and salvation!!! To HIM give all the praise, glory & honor!!!
Sitting here listening to your testimony and i feel your pain from your past, it was like you were telling my story about my parents all accept my dad beating us it was always her my momma getting it but everything you said about what he did to your mom and you would defend her, that was my sister and I, we would fight him night in and night out trying to keep our momma alive from as early as I can remember, your in my prayers thank you so much for sharing, God bless you God is amazing your testimony was amazing❤
Thank you Adam for sharing your testimony.
Thanking God for His great love, mercy and healing for you. 🙏
Omgosh! I’m tearing up listening to this story! It breaks my heart for him! But…God! I praise Him for saving this precious man and giving him the love he’s always deserved! THANK YOU, JESUS! I am happy and proud to call you my brother! 🌿🌻🌿❤️❤️❤️ Beautiful ending prayer!
What a powerful testimony ,i am in tears 😢Thank God for his mercy and love for Adam 💙🙏Your testimony really touch my heart .God bless you and your family 💕💙🙏With love from Norway 💕🇧🇻
Thank you for your openness and the gift you have given by sharing your story. God bless you all the days of your life Adam
Oh my Lord, the shame, the pain, the hurt, the fear and terror for a little boy. No wonder it is better for a person abusing a child to be drowned with a millstone.
Only Jesus can heal such an abused soul.
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Yes it's only Jesus Who can heal and deliver us
Absolutely true. I was abused as a child and I will tell you right now Jesus is my lord and Savior without him I am nothing!
I was sexually abused and had a disease std because it
I was only 9 to 11 😢but Jesus helped me
I always knew him ..he really called me to himself when I was 12 .❤I accepted him into my heart ..then again born of the holy spirit ..❤around 19 or 20....I d wandered a bit by then and life was getting harder ugh ..so he came in full force .thank you lord ❤❤❤😂😂😊joy I love him so much ❤hes my everything ..
Amazing testimony. Had me in tears 😢. Thank you Jesus for saving Adam.
I’m so glad that Adam survived the brutal treatment of his father in his childhood. I’m so happy that he found God in the midst of all his pain & rejection. I’m praying for you Adam that you stay strong & never revert to the angry racist man you were before “…pressing onward to your upward call of God in Christ!”❤🙏🏾 God loves you & I love you!
The enemy was trying to kill this man young. He wants to burn the book before our story can even begin. But Jesus knew the plans he had for him, praise God!
What a horrific, heartbreaking story. I'm so happy to see and hear him alive today and serving Jesus.
His dad hated him because he could see the goodness in his son, and evil will always try to stomp out good
Amazing God's love! Very happy for him ❤
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Thank you for.sharing this story...it is incredibly generous of you to be so open...very generous hearted...God Bless you and may God restore and restore ALL the years the locust have eaten....Amen ...
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BLESSINGS 🙌 APOUND YOU ADAM ✝️♥️✡️♥️YOUR HEALTH AND ALL FAMILIES ❤❤❤❤❤
This hurts my heart so bad for those little boys; may God continue to bless Adam immensely in his ministry.
I can feel Adam’s pain, as my father was an unhappy man and took his frustrations out on me.
I was also 3 years old when my father started mistreating me.
Thank you Lord Jesus for your love and mercy! 🙏
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My heart goes out to this man. I am so very sorry for what you have been through. May Our Lord, Jesus Christ, hold you in the palm of His hand.
God bless you. May our Heavenly Father's perfect love bring you healing and comfort and flow through you to minister to others. 🙏😔💕
So sorry. It hurts to hear of child abuse
WOW! WHAT A TESTIMONY!! GOD BLESS YOUR MINISTRY, WITH NO MEASURES BUT BEYOND MEASURES! HALLELUJAH!!!
I am crying 😢 😭 so much !!!! God, why did this happen to this precious little boy 👦 and his precious mommy 👩!!!!! I pray that person 🙏🏻 REPENTS !!!!!!
this is a story that america needs to hear. We are a nation awash in drugs, violence, abuse...only only only God can save us. He is a living testament to the power of God's love, He who never ever leaves us nor forsakes us. Amen. Praise Jesus for this testimony
Please pray for my son, Michael to get to know the Lord. He’s an a atheist.
Dear Adam, I thank you so very much for your truth of LIFE in Jesus. There are parts of your story I can relate to very well about your addictions and some of your childhood. I thank you for your courage of telling us about being to hell!!This has made me confess to our Father and Jesus about talking about others. I have asked for forgiveness and repented. I am 65 years old and the spirit of gossip has used me long enough! Thank you for the opportunity for the Lord to bring this to my attention. God Bless you and your family as you speak your "GOD STORY" Thank you again.
Please pray for my daughter Kelsey an atheist with depression, anxiety, OCD, ADHD.
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God Bless you and your daughter! ❤
Oh Jesus help
Lord Jesus, I pray for Kelsey. That you will capture her with your love, you will overwhelm her with the love that you possess. Lord God Jesus I know you love Kelsey, I know you want her, I know this because you showed me love when I was least deserving of it. Please God let your spirit of conviction overwhelm her in Jesus mighty name. Amen Amen and Amen
Praying for her
What a testimony! All I can say is thank You Jesus!!
It is by the movement of our free wills that we must in every present moment choose Holy and Divine Love, the embodiment of the 10 Commandments of God❤❤
Adam, I am so glad that you allowed Jesus to come and rescue you. I am sorry for what you had to endure as a child but so glad that you have a testimony that can get others saved. God bless you, brother!
I can relate to this story. At age seven I realised my mom hated me. I did nothing to earn this hate. She simply didnt love me since birth. From age 8-9 I started to convince myself that I was wrong. But during my teenage years I realised I was right. Now elderly myself I recall certain events and I am absolutely convinced. I beleive that I have forgiven her but there are times I question my sincerity. The hurt and sadness runs deep.
Wanting to forgive is the first important step then asking Jesus for help with the rest of the process of forgiveness is what is working for me. It's takes time because the hurt runs deep. I wish you peace.
You only need to say out loud, I forgive with the act of my will in Jesus name. God doesn't expect us to feel the emotion of that choice. With this, soon you will be able to release any deep seated resentments if there's any. You only need to love with the love of the Lord. It's just a choice. Not a feeling. Yes, the hurt doesn't seem to go away. I know. It causes CPTSD symptoms in us that seem to be stuck forever. But just making it a choice with the act of our will in Jesus name works.
I have the same story as you wow it's really sad 😢 I remember telling God many times the I would forget my mom for not loving me ,But I never felt any chance inside of me It seems the the pain and resentment was always in my heart, Till one day I decided to write a letter to God; telling him all the pain I wen't trough with my mother So with this letter I was releasing her from me so I would start the healing process, now I'm 53 and I'm still in the healing process 😢
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What an amazing testimony
Bless the lord for his mercy and Grace and how much he loves you and saved you
So sorry for the hurt and pain you’ve been through
Thank you Jesus ,father,Holy Spirit for saving this man
He belongs to you Lord
Satan you have you lost another one 💜🙏
As a mom and grandma, I can’t image the pain of hurting a child , this broke my heart . Thank you Heavenly Father for never giving up on us . I pray His hand be never move from everyone listening .
I agree completely. I've never understood people who blame a child for wrecking their lives when it wasn't the child that had anything to do with their own creation. My wife went through that as a child, always being told how she was supposed to be aborted and all that, it's just awful the way people behave and think.
I love how patiently Randy listens, never interrupts and is completely open! This is such a beautiful quality a person can have! To top in off his voice seems like God chose him to help heal people on their broken paths! Very fatherly mentor like!
My heart has been so hardened lately from hurt. I am alone and at my darkest right now. I love hearing these great testimonies but it never seems to get better for me. Please just pray for me and my children.
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@aprilshoemaker please ask Jesus to restore your soul and He
will! Please forgive those who abused you and start reading the Bible. Read the Psalms and listen to the Word of God. Please ask Jesus to come into your heart. You will never be alone again - He will never leave you or forsake you! Read the Bible to your children.
Me too, like walking through a no fun existance. I am off to see my daughter and i hope i can make her smile. Just one smile.! Today that's my mission.
Remember it was not you both your parents had big problems. Neither of my parents loved and I was self destructive untill I met Jesus and I had to forgive but in my mind I divorced my family and married a good Christian man and lived the life I always wanted he passed away 7 years ago but I still have the love of my life Jesus and I plan on being with him and his family the rest of my life. I met Christ when I lost my daughter hopping I will see her one day not sure if she met Jesus before she was murdered because she was a witness to a crime. But I did forgive the young man who did it he got life in prison.
@@patedwards7934When my dog died i set up an infra red camera, shook her lead and called her name. This dog shapped white thing came towards me on the camera. I am now sure that death is just a doorway to another life. May i add that all the dark emotions are there to grind you down and leave you exhausted so that you cannot achieve your dreams. You went the opposite way so well done you !!!!
You are loved, Adam! He has such great plans for you, your true Father who adores you. And you have countless brothers and sisters who love you and will pray for you.
Amen sister. You're a lovely person! We love Adam.
Amen!
WOW, LORD YESHUA---JESUS---YAHWEH!!
YOU are truly an AWESOME Savior!!
Pray for my son Jaylyn. He's 16 and headed down the same path that this gentleman went down. My son is angry and feels abandoned even though I've always been here with him and for him. He is so out of control. He was found with a pistol at our neighbors house and someone took it from him and beat him severely and then pistol whipped him. I had to send him to live with his dad just to get him out of our area. His dad isn't a good place for him to be either but I had no choice. I need God to intervene in some way. I need a miracle for my son before something terrible happens. He claims he knows Jesus and that he prays all the time but he sure doesn't act like it. Please, pray for him. God can put him on a better path.
LET'S GET THESE LIKES UP PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THE WORLD NEEDS THESE TESTIMONIALS!!!!!!!!
Adam I thank God for your life. You are an inspiration to the world. I hope your mum is/ was alright.
You Are The Most Courageous Man That I Have Seen. God Loves You, And We All Love You. God Bless You.❤
Dude am almost in tears ❤but I know God save your life because he loves you ❤❤🎉🎉🎉 Amen
Adam demonstrates great courage through the storms of life. God bless you a whole lot more Adam! You’re testimony will help the masses and your victory over Satan will shouted from the rooftops!! Adam - you also have a great smile 🙂
So good. Thank you for letting this precious man take his time to tell his story. Thank you Lord.
God bless you Adam. You are such a miracle that you were open to the Lord after all you have been through. Satan wanted to take you out because of all the souls that will be saved because of your witness.
I am so sorry honey, God bless you. I am so sorry 🥲
This made me so sad. I am Cherokee Indian. Out of all the tribes we refuse to fight back. We are peaceful people and we suffered the most. If you know anything about the "Trail of Tears." Hearing this story made me so sad for him and his mother. I'm rejoiced to hear that he walks in the light. And he mentioned he prays for his father. His story is a true example of how we need to live. Forgiveness is hard. "Do not fear the one who can kill the body only, fear the one who kills both body and soul in the Hell."
I think the fact hes half cherokee is a major reason why his life has been so tragic.
My covert phyco-narcissist 'cop' husband died a 'hero, legend'. His abuse was all phycological/mental. My abuse for over 40 years can't compare to what this man went through, but this snake made me look like the evil one (Smearing his victim in the back: a very real covert narcissist tactic) He took my children from me (nothing worse you can do to a loving mother)......but worse he took their mama from them all phycologically. He taught them to abuse me too so they can please him. My dad was the same as what I married. My self-esteem was in the toilet. My Father God changed that !! God bless you young man 🙏🕊💗
Adam, your story had me gasping for breath and saying, "Oh, Jesus!" over and over again. My heart weeps for all the little children, suffering at the hands of demonically-energized adults. I thank God He kept after you until you gave up and turned to him!!! I work in the public schools and see children who need help. I pray God will help me to be his conduit of love for these children and that they will turn toward God and away from darkness.
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I'm awed at your selflessness....thank you for sharing your past to heal others by throwing out an eternal life preserver.
I cannot believe how much pain A d Abuse this man Has been thr3 Gos Bless this mN Always so much suffering god love him
Amazing testimony, Adam has been through such trauma but thank Jesus for Adam's strong faith and healing.
Such an amazing testimony! What a mighty God we serve! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
Hello brothers and sisters. Please say a prayer for my family and I. I've bee,ln baptized and saved at 13 years old. I'm 36 years old now and I want to make it to heaven and I'm taking my relationship with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and my faith are very important to me. But I've been reading the Bible and I've learned that i have sinned all my life. Pray for guidance and love and mercy on my soul. Please and thank you.
God Bless you Always what suffering this man has Endured and he still believes in jesus our Lord what a servant he isx
So sorry for all you suffered brother Adam. The emotional, spiritual and physical cruelties you endured. The devil targeted you from birth, it seems.
My heart goes out to you. Thank You Lord Jesus for saving dear Adam. Thank You Jesus! Thank You Lord! You're wonderful!
Thank you for saving me Lord. Please keep healing Adam any place inside him that needs it. Our ultimate healing will happen when we see You face to face Lord!
How wonderful that will be.
Much love little brother from a 74 year old lady. Peace and love be with all who love our Lord Jesus.
@renataimmanuel500 Yes, I agree. I suffered extreme abuse from the time I was a baby til I left home then some. But I've learned not to tell people, because they cannot comprehend it. Jesus alone *really* cares. That's enough. After all sister, He alone can "heal the brokenhearted. " Luke 4.
And I refuse to stay a victim, it's not always easy at first, coz ones mind can slip back to the abuse. But I'm focusing on the precious promises of Jesus in the Bible. He says I am a new creature in Him and old things have gone!
II Corinthians 5:17
He says that when I'm in Heaven, "the former things shall not be remembered, nor come to mind."
He says, I am "more than a conqueror through Him that loved me and gave Himself for me." Romans 8:37
He has great promises to the overcomer in Revelation 2,3.
I'm either an overcomer or I'm overcome.
The more intense the suffering we have gone through yet still manage to battle on to do His will: loving all the Christians, loving all the unsaved, sharing the Gospel all the time where we can; the more authority one has in Him.
We can only do those things by being filled with His Holy Spirit, we need to ask for this (Luke 11:13.)
When I'm down I sing to Him.
Pretty soon I'm "up."
Yes, it hurts sister dear, to realise that no one *really* cares, but don't let it grieve you, because otherwise we feel bitter toward people.
Jesus truly cares and He carried not only all our sins to the Cross, but all our hurts and griefs. Isaiah 53
We either overcome,
or we are overcome.
Jesus never helps me when I lie down and give up, but as soon as I decide to be obedient to Him, He's right there by my side.
If He gave in to my self-pity, I'd be nowhere.
As it is, I've been a pastor and evangelist walking in the measure of faith He supplied, for many years.
I'm nothing, but when I step out to help others, I find I am clothed in HIS ability, and people get saved, delivered and healed.
I was the least in the church when I came in, they all said (in different ways) I was a hopeless case.
I'm *still* the least, but I decided to believe His promises for my own life - you can do it too love.
I still struggle at times and feel so alone and feel oppressed, but I've kearney that if I wait, and just keep obedient, I'll come out of it.
Heaven soon!!
You are more than a conqueror through Him that loved you (before you knew Him,) and gave Himself for you. Linda xo
.PS I don't really know how much, if any, of what I typed here applies to you Renata, but I offer it anyway: to all who still hurt and struggle.
I am 73 years old and I am praying right along with you.
Adam is an overcomer, his testimony is mind boggling. Thx for sharing his testimony. ❤
I believe everything he said. I have seen those grotesque things and went to war with them! Sending ❤
So very sorry for the trauma this man had to go through as a child! I believe the Lord will restore the years the canker worm has eaten and reveal to this brother the absolute rare jewel he is in the Father's eyes! I pray many souls will be won due to his preaching and sharing his testimony. God bless him with such peace and total healing!
Amen
How can he still be alive ,that dear child,and man
THIS MANS HURT RUNS SO DEEP ESPECIALLY WHEN HE RECALLS MEMORIES, I KNOW I HAVE BEEN THERE IN MY CHILDHOOD I CAN RELATE TO MOST OF WHAT HE WENT THROUGH WITH MY FATHER AND IM 56 AND IT STILL TODAY BOTHERS ME IN DREAMS AND THOUGHTS AND I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM BUT FORGETTING POPS UP UNWANTED ITS JUST SO MUCH HURT FOR NOTTTTHING BUT THEY MAKE YOU THINK ITS ALL YOU , MY FATHER IS 20 YEARS OLDER THAN ME AND STILL ALIVE WE HAVE SOMEWHAT OF A RELATIONSHIP BUT HE IS OLDER AND GOD IS SLOWING HIM DOWN HE STILL ERUPTS ONCE IN A WHILE BUT IM NO LONGER SCARED OF THAT DEMON, MY FATHER IS A GOOD MAN AT HEART ❤️ I JUST DON'T KNOW WHY HE HAD THAT PROBLEM THAT WAS IGNITED BY ALCOHOL...... PLEASE PRAY 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 FOR FAMILIES LIKE THIS!!!
GOD PLEASE HEAR OUR PRAYERS .
Wow, amazing, I thought I was bad.. thank you Jesus for this man’s life and testimony
What a testimony. Thank You God in Jesus Christ's Name ,for saving this man. Amen ❤
The hurt I felt when I heard what was done to that little boy! 😭💔 Lord Jesus we thank You for Your love and healing Adam!!
what an inspiration and proof of Gods love for us all!!!
I love adam, he is praying for me and other targeted individuals!
Thank you, Adam. So wonderful you are on the other side of all this evil. Yah has gifted you uniquely to help people. Thank you, Randy for the interview. Adam was a good choice, such poise and healedness!
Adam thank you SO much for your testimony! Ive struggled with addiction for over 23 years but thanks to Jesus, I have been sober for almost 4 years. i became born-again in October 2022 so i am still pretty new, but YHWH & YESHUA have changed my life in SO many good ways that it would take me a day or more just to explain it all!! YHWH & YESHUA are everything to me & i cant imagine living my life without my involving Them in it everyday ever again! So happy to see that you found Them as well! I like what you said about the chosen being broken. its so true! bless you & Praise YAH & YESHUA!
Adam, YOU are the EPITOME of God's magnificent healing POWER! What HOPE your life gives to the most distraught and discouraged! THANK YOU for sharing your story with the world!!!
Lots of us go thru trauma, but I have NEVER, EVER heard of one human being having gone thru SOOOOO MUCH SUFFERING 😢. Only Jesus can fully understand that level of pain. My heart breaks listening to your story. I pray that you continue to heal. May the Holy Spirit wrap you up in Arms of LOVE and mercy, You are so precious to our beautiful Creator God ❤🙏
This is an amazing story. God bless this man. Terrible what he went through and who he has become.
Oh this is so sad 😭 how could anyone be that cruel I'm so happy you found Jesus ,God bless you sweetheart I'm glad that you could forgive him hallelujah
Adam your story from childhood broke my heart.
Romans 12:19
Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, “Vengeance is Mine, I will repay,” says the Lord.
Pray for my son Jake he's having martial problems and drinking
Praying for Jake in Jesus' name.
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May the blood of Jesus speak for him . Amen.
Jake belongs to the Lord!!
Believing with you for Jakes complete salvation!
Amazing transformation!! I am so sorry you went through so much Adam. You’re doing the Lord’s work now!!
Toughie this guys a toughie wow 😮ptl ..
May the Lord protect you Adam. Stay close to Jesus all the time, because satan doesn't like you to share this story. Thank you for sharing. May this testimony be used for the glory of the Kingdom!
My son jimmy is suffering with schizophrenia I pray everyday for his deliverance.
Thank you for sharing your testimony, Adam. And Randy, for creating the video. My husband's mother also told him he was never wanted, and his father was violent. But not to the degree that you suffered. No child should ever be told they aren't wanted, or be subjected to any kind of abuse. But the world is evil, and Satan takes pleasure in making all of us suffer. For me, my marriage was an abusive one. In fellowship, the brothers told me to leave my husband. I had two small children, and I didn't make enough money to leave and take care of my girls. No one, no family member, no one in the church would help me. My mother told me how wonderful my husband was. Like all abusers, they know how to make people think they are great. A few people in the church that I shared my situation with, prayed I would remain with my husband even though I told them what the fellowship was. For anyone reading this. Never ever tell someone who is in an abusive situation that they should remain, and never ever pray that they remain. That kind of prayer is your opinion and will be answered by the god of this world, Satan. Always pray God's heart. Simply say, Lord, I don't know how to pray for this one, but you know what they need. I give them to you. So, since I couldn't afford to take care of my children on my own, and I absolutely refused to abandon them to their father, I remained. 41 years later, and a lot prayer, from me and others that God would move in my husband, he is saved, and he reads the Bible. I am teaching him how to forgive, because God is merciful and has given me the words that can help him. When we die, we will both be in heaven with Jesus. Hallelujah!
Once God get a hold on to him, his life will never be the same, or it will take a different level for him to wake from his dark sleep.
This is absolutely the truth. I went back into an abusive marriage because of bad advice from a pastor's wife. He ended up molesting the children even. NEVER tell someone to stay in an abusive relationship!
Wow❤ this is a situation I can 100 per cent relate to!
Thank you for all your podcasts, Randy. They have been a lifeline for me. Shalom.
This child abuse torments my heart. I love my precious grandsons more than life. I would have taken this boy into my family and loved him if I'd only known.
You are AWESOME.
Ohhhh I feel the same way but I’m in Australia 🇦🇺 … and notice he is American 🇺🇸 by his accent .. glory to God for His love and mercy .. how many children suffer abuse whom we do we not know about :(
Randy this was such a powerful testimony. What really caught my attention through it all was how Jesus never gave up. He was so merciful and long-suffering and not willing that any should perish.
Randy you are such a soft soul. You remind me of my oldest son. He’s suffered so much and I pray for him daily. My daughter who was raised in the church but resents me for it now. My youngest who joined the Orthodox Church who does venerations. Please pray for my children. All are saved except the daughter. Please pray especially for her and her family. Thank you🙏🙏🙏
God Bless Adam and his testimony. Walk In Love in Jesus's Name.
This is an amazing testimony!! Praise God because he never leaves or forsakes his children. He had a purpose for this man and it's an amazing authentic testimony. Thank you for laying it all out there. ❤
Whew!! After listening what you went through, I am worn out 😢. But now you are in a good place. The Lord loves you, and you are helping others to see the truth 😅 God Bless you Adam!!!
My heart bleeds for the little boy you were. Thank you God for turning your life around ♥️
Randy your eyes were so BIG as he explained the worst parts if his story! But MAN, Ithink this is ine of the Best, most shocking stories ive heard here. And WHAT a testimony! PRAISE JESUS FOR ADAM.. Praise Adam for finding our Lord and Savior where true Peace is! Im so glad he's home.. Love You Adam! Love you Randy, team, and family in Christ here❣️ May God continue to Bless you ALL!! 🙏🛐✝️💕
Amen thanks for your testimony and videos I love God and Jesus christ
Wow amazing testimony praise God... his mother prayed for him and jesus saved his life 🙏 thanks for sharing ❤
WOW! What an amazing testimony!! Gods hand was SURELY on you brother!
PLZ MAKE THIS A MOVIE! Ppl need to see & hear about Gods redeeming grace! KEEP TELLING YOUR STORY!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
I also was an abused child and I remember all the beatings I got from my father. He was a marine and from the city of NY and a Yorkville Duke. Just mean people come out of there. My uncle Jimmy was even worse than my dad. But he has four sons to beat on.
I don’t want to write about all my beating I could take hours. Although I don’t believe it was as bad as his was. I still bled and got beat so bad all the time that my sister would cry every time she would remember it. Although she got beat too along with my mom. We all got beat. But I can relate to a lot of what happened with this guy.
I pray for him too.
You are in my prayers. My parents were divorced when I was a baby, and my Mom was an abuser. It took me a very long time to come to God. I am 73 years old now. I love God with all of my heart and pray for Him to forgive me for all of my sins.
This is just so tragic… I’m so truly sorry to hear such a heartbreaking life 💔 growing up
I pray for deep inner healing for you all 🙌🙏
How could his grandparents be so cruel to a child? Ugh I'm so glad the Lord saved him. His life is precious and a living testimony. ❤
If someone treated my grandkids badly, I would keep them
Thank you Adam for your testimony! Thank you Randy. All glory to God❣️🙏🏻❤️
His story needs to be made into a movie. People need to hear this so they know what Hell is like, and Jesus is the cure‼️ 34 times in rehab⁉️ I can't believe he lived like that for so long. This brought me to tears so many times, what a powerful testimony‼️Thank God he was finally saved 🙏 🙌 👏🏻 ❤️
As a child i also would ask God why i was here and why my parents were my parents and to just bring me home.
The holy spirit the comforter came to me everytime and told me i wasnt done, that i was important that i was chosen and loved and that one day i would tell my story and give hope to others. I grew up and went on to more and more abuse and finally broke free when i gave it all to God and stepped out of the dark and into the light.
Your story should be made into a book and mini movie. Hope that happens for you and your loved ones if you wish it.
The heart that has been through suffering sings the sweetest song of all because you have a deeper appreciation of your Heavenly Father!
God is real he lord of lords ❤Jesus is loving i need you father we all needs you the ones that believe in you i d
I'm sorry for your pain. You are an inspiration because I see a good man by my standards.❤
That was beautiful. Thank you so much and God bless you both.
Such a an amazing testimony, I'm so glad you could tell it here! SAVING SOULS
Adam, your testimony is such an inspiration for those who are struggling with addiction and abuse. Thank you for sharing and God bless you on your ministry!
Amazing testimony, praise God 😄❤️
Thank you for having Adam on here! I am one of his subscribers and I just Love him to life!!! I also want you to know that I love your channel ❤❤❤
What a beautiful testimony. May God heal all the abused souls out there. ❤🙏🏼
Thank you Brother so much may this reach and penetrate those who are rebellious and stubborn!!!! In Yeshua's Name.....❤❤❤
Thank you very much for your testimony, Adam. May the Lord continue blessing you and the Holy Spirit guide you in your ministry.
This man had more pain & hurt & rejection in his early years than most experience in a lifetime. I'm so happy he finally turned to the ONLY ONE that could turn it around!!! JESUS is so patient & merciful and loves us sooooo much! He DIED for our redemption and salvation!!! To HIM give all the praise, glory & honor!!!
Sitting here listening to your testimony and i feel your pain from your past, it was like you were telling my story about my parents all accept my dad beating us it was always her my momma getting it but everything you said about what he did to your mom and you would defend her, that was my sister and I, we would fight him night in and night out trying to keep our momma alive from as early as I can remember, your in my prayers thank you so much for sharing, God bless you God is amazing your testimony was amazing❤