Hard times at the moment, feel like im fading into the darkness. feel like theres no point in anything! message me facebook: / jessyrosebipolarlife Instagram: www.instagram....
Im here with you sweetie, was only diagnosed with bipolar type 2 two days ago at 38 years old... Sending you so much love. Be kind and patient with yourself my love ❤❤❤
I totally understand what you mean about the world being fucked up being an added stress. My anxiety and depression have spiked so high the last year or so. I'm constantly anxious about something, weather it be the climate, the state of immigration in my country, and losing people I know and love. I'm terrified about what could happen to abortion laws since our right to abortion is being threatened and the idea of getting pregnant and not being able to have an abortion horrifies me and I hope it never happens, and I'm anxious as fuck about everything other awful thing the embarrassing disgraceful orange piece of shit running my country is doing right now. I constantly feel like crying, I'm always thinking about the fact that at any moment everything could be over, someone I love could be hurt, or in trouble, or worse. Just every single thing has been getting to me. For the last year I have been battling constant agitation and being upset all the time, and it has put a huge strain on my relationships and makes me feel like locking myself away forever, thankfully its finally gotten better (hopefully it goes away for good). I just feel so stressed about not only my own life but everything else compounding it the stress I already have about my life. I wish I could just worry about myself and not be so freaked out and depressed by the world and the state of things. I love you so much and hope you feel better soon. We' re all here for you.
Hope yer getting better ive been exectly as the way your feeling itd a dark, do you like the outdoors im in Scotland and what got me through a lot of myy tough times was i strated goin to bothys you park your car then then walk a few miles with your rucksack yer food i just take pot noodles there's bothys near the borders on all free too stay in no phones signals no ty no electricity iv got tin of gas to hheatwater plus a open fire or stove i find its good for the mind better than sitting around letting youur brain eating away zt you any pal hope you can. Getwell soon my dear ❤️🙏
Hey, I have been at that low point too. It comes and goes..I’m still doing my research to figure out a cause for my random bouts of depression. What I have noticed though- and I’m sure you have too, is that getting enough sleep changes EVERYTHING. Also, when it’s a sunny day, that changes my entire mood (seasonal depression has hit for me though, as I live North in the US). What keeps me going is the fact that dying is inevitable, so why rush it? Why not at least see what could happen? You never know...you could meet some amazing person tomorrow, but if you kill yourself you’ll never get that chance. Just find things to look forward to and try your best to remain hopeful. I wish you the best!
Hi Jessy, hope that you’re doing better. I used to think that we were living in the worst of times, now I believe we are living in the best of times. Poverty has decreased drastically worldwide, there are less wars and violence than ever(although it does not seem so, because we so exposed to it by the media). 1 thing that has increased worldwide is depression and suicide, however I do have hope that ketamine will be a revolutionary treatment once it gets approved in a few years. For my personal happiness, I look up to inspiring people on RUclips, for e.g I like to watch couples where one of the people is disabled. I do believe that we live in the fairest and less judgemental of times, although people in general are more pessimistic because the standard of living in developed countries has worsened. Please take care.
Keep going jessy 💖💖💖 your stronger than that your young and have alot to live for sweetheart 🐕🐶🐶🐩🐩🐩🐶🐕🐕 your dog needs you so don't have such thoughts running through your mind !
Its the meds Sweetheart, i just subscribe to you, i drop all my meds an just stuck with the valium an it really helped.. It the time that you take the diazapam i belive!?! It help me shit loads Darling, instead of doing the valium like just before bed to wack u out.. take a 5mg like 10am 11ish let that work. Say 40mins on ur mood, it will make u feel better hopefully then top up midday then say one at bedtime or if ur feeling really shity maybe a 5mg at 3pm total 15 mg a day, worked for me an i was on 30mg just before bed, an panic attacks, but in spaceing them out worked wonders. I dont know what your dose is a day? But i'm just trying to help x hope you an your dogy are feeling better Matt x
As the doctor told me other day u will get well as u have before I'm also going down hill been told med I'm on isn't working any more nothing to lose try something else now hard to take new tablets mental illnesses is one massive roller coaster hope things get better
Hang in there! It will change, definitely get referred to a psychiatrist I agree that GPs dont have a clue, i had a really bad depressive episode in January with psychosis and ended up on the home treatment team now im feeling pretty stable and im starting college next week 🙂
Thank you! yes i think i will for sure, mental health team is way better than GP! Glad your feeling stable and starting college, thats great news! very happy for you, wishing you the best of luck too! x
He went back to vet after i filmed this video, turns out it is only agitation from the tube being down his throat, all his vitals are good and healthy so thats good. This evening he seems to be coughing a lot less so fingers crossed his throat is healing, bless him! Thank you for your comment
Hey jessy, i have had 1 day of sleep in 4 days because I didn’t take one of my meds by choice. Sometimes taking meds and not sleeping is horrible but skipping a dose and pulling a all nighter can be a win. I am not promoting not taking meds and I plan to regularly take all of mine I just wanted a break for shits and giggles. Ps I never go off my mood stabilizer though.
I couldnt not take lithium as id be quite poorly i think but we all have to do what is right for us, its all coping strategies at the end of the day and no doctor can teach us that!
I had one person who very close to me, and she told me. To write things down on paper how was your day, Whether it’s good or bad thing and then she had me call her and talk I have a things went in we discussed what I wrote down, and we talk about how we can work that situation out. That help me a lot and I haven’t done that in long time. Maybe you can do that and we can talk about it. Just take it easy, and this will pass over. Just take time. ❤️❤️
Nice seeing an upload not heard from you in ages ! Hope your ok beautiful 💖😔..I no life is 💩lately but things hopefully will get better do you like the comedian Ken Dodd he is a cure for depression and anxiety!
Hold on. Do you have a treatment now? Did something change in your love life or work life ? My downs usually come after an up or when something stressful happens in my life. Take care
Im here with you sweetie, was only diagnosed with bipolar type 2 two days ago at 38 years old...
Sending you so much love. Be kind and patient with yourself my love ❤❤❤
I totally understand what you mean about the world being fucked up being an added stress. My anxiety and depression have spiked so high the last year or so. I'm constantly anxious about something, weather it be the climate, the state of immigration in my country, and losing people I know and love. I'm terrified about what could happen to abortion laws since our right to abortion is being threatened and the idea of getting pregnant and not being able to have an abortion horrifies me and I hope it never happens, and I'm anxious as fuck about everything other awful thing the embarrassing disgraceful orange piece of shit running my country is doing right now. I constantly feel like crying, I'm always thinking about the fact that at any moment everything could be over, someone I love could be hurt, or in trouble, or worse. Just every single thing has been getting to me. For the last year I have been battling constant agitation and being upset all the time, and it has put a huge strain on my relationships and makes me feel like locking myself away forever, thankfully its finally gotten better (hopefully it goes away for good). I just feel so stressed about not only my own life but everything else compounding it the stress I already have about my life. I wish I could just worry about myself and not be so freaked out and depressed by the world and the state of things. I love you so much and hope you feel better soon. We' re all here for you.
Life can really suck. Much love. Xxx
O, and yes, I feel the same. About really, everything you say. Let us stay strong for - at least - our animals!
Hope yer getting better ive been exectly as the way your feeling itd a dark, do you like the outdoors im in Scotland and what got me through a lot of myy tough times was i strated goin to bothys you park your car then then walk a few miles with your rucksack yer food i just take pot noodles there's bothys near the borders on all free too stay in no phones signals no ty no electricity iv got tin of gas to hheatwater plus a open fire or stove i find its good for the mind better than sitting around letting youur brain eating away zt you any pal hope you can. Getwell soon my dear ❤️🙏
The world is mental I came across your channel by accident but I think you have a giant heart and are a strong person keep fighting
Things will get better my advice would be to find things u want and work towards getting them
I hope you & and your dog are feeling better Jessy. I love watching your videos because you are so relatable. Please dont give up the fight.
Hey, I have been at that low point too. It comes and goes..I’m still doing my research to figure out a cause for my random bouts of depression. What I have noticed though- and I’m sure you have too, is that getting enough sleep changes EVERYTHING. Also, when it’s a sunny day, that changes my entire mood (seasonal depression has hit for me though, as I live North in the US). What keeps me going is the fact that dying is inevitable, so why rush it? Why not at least see what could happen? You never know...you could meet some amazing person tomorrow, but if you kill yourself you’ll never get that chance. Just find things to look forward to and try your best to remain hopeful. I wish you the best!
Take care, I can completely relate.
Hugs. It will pass, it always does. Big hugs, you've got this and I'm here if I can help x
Thank you so much, your comment is everything, knowing i have support from people i dont know personally is just beautiful x
I found this randomly, I have never watch any video of yours, but I wish you the best
Hope you’re doing better & hope you’re doggy is better too. I’ve been feeling down recently & not coping so you’re not alone.
Hi Jessy, hope that you’re doing better. I used to think that we were living in the worst of times, now I believe we are living in the best of times. Poverty has decreased drastically worldwide, there are less wars and violence than ever(although it does not seem so, because we so exposed to it by the media).
1 thing that has increased worldwide is depression and suicide, however I do have hope that ketamine will be a revolutionary treatment once it gets approved in a few years.
For my personal happiness, I look up to inspiring people on RUclips, for e.g I like to watch couples where one of the people is disabled. I do believe that we live in the fairest and less judgemental of times, although people in general are more pessimistic because the standard of living in developed countries has worsened. Please take care.
Keep going jessy 💖💖💖 your stronger than that your young and have alot to live for sweetheart 🐕🐶🐶🐩🐩🐩🐶🐕🐕 your dog needs you so don't have such thoughts running through your mind !
And there is hope you can make it through this
Thank you so much!
Hey,
Hope you feel better soon, a good nights sleep really does do wonders.
Its the meds Sweetheart, i just subscribe to you, i drop all my meds an just stuck with the valium an it really helped.. It the time that you take the diazapam i belive!?! It help me shit loads Darling, instead of doing the valium like just before bed to wack u out.. take a 5mg like 10am 11ish let that work. Say 40mins on ur mood, it will make u feel better hopefully then top up midday then say one at bedtime or if ur feeling really shity maybe a 5mg at 3pm total 15 mg a day, worked for me an i was on 30mg just before bed, an panic attacks, but in spaceing them out worked wonders. I dont know what your dose is a day? But i'm just trying to help x hope you an your dogy are feeling better
Matt x
As the doctor told me other day u will get well as u have before I'm also going down hill been told med I'm on isn't working any more nothing to lose try something else now hard to take new tablets mental illnesses is one massive roller coaster hope things get better
Lots hugs my dear, I wish you best 👏👏❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hang in there! It will change, definitely get referred to a psychiatrist I agree that GPs dont have a clue, i had a really bad depressive episode in January with psychosis and ended up on the home treatment team now im feeling pretty stable and im starting college next week 🙂
Thank you! yes i think i will for sure, mental health team is way better than GP! Glad your feeling stable and starting college, thats great news! very happy for you, wishing you the best of luck too! x
@@JessyRoseBipolarLife thank you x
kind of sounds like it could be kennel cough which is contagious. My dogs have gotten it from the vet before. Very treatable with some antibiotics.
He went back to vet after i filmed this video, turns out it is only agitation from the tube being down his throat, all his vitals are good and healthy so thats good. This evening he seems to be coughing a lot less so fingers crossed his throat is healing, bless him! Thank you for your comment
I hope you’re feeling better depression sucks
Hey jessy, i have had 1 day of sleep in 4 days because I didn’t take one of my meds by choice. Sometimes taking meds and not sleeping is horrible but skipping a dose and pulling a all nighter can be a win. I am not promoting not taking meds and I plan to regularly take all of mine I just wanted a break for shits and giggles.
Ps I never go off my mood stabilizer though.
I couldnt not take lithium as id be quite poorly i think but we all have to do what is right for us, its all coping strategies at the end of the day and no doctor can teach us that!
I hope you and your dog feel better soon.
I do understand what you are going though. I’m there myself. I’m here for you, and I think we can help each other out.
Having people around that understand is the best feeling ever, most people just ask constant questions and it gets really annoying!
Jessy Rose
That I can understand that
I had one person who very close to me, and she told me. To write things down on paper how was your day, Whether it’s good or bad thing and then she had me call her and talk I have a things went in we discussed what I wrote down, and we talk about how we can work that situation out. That help me a lot and I haven’t done that in long time. Maybe you can do that and we can talk about it. Just take it easy, and this will pass over. Just take time. ❤️❤️
Jessy how long after you fell well. Cause I can't see diference I get and escilopram
Love you gorgie, you keep going, moon: in the bin, he he he 😹😂🙊🌕🙌💜🤩
I hope u feel better!
Nice seeing an upload not heard from you in ages ! Hope your ok beautiful 💖😔..I no life is 💩lately but things hopefully will get better do you like the comedian Ken Dodd he is a cure for depression and anxiety!
Hold on.
Do you have a treatment now?
Did something change in your love life or work life ?
My downs usually come after an up or when something stressful happens in my life. Take care
Hope you feel better soon. Do you currently take medication? 🥊🥊🥊
Loved the video & your channel, just subbed! Looking forward to following your journey, would be awesome if we could support eachother :)) xxx