Fruits of my obedients!! I work for the Lord. My goals are fulfilling God's will for my life. His will is my will, and that will never change. That man is God's will. He has no choice choice if you want to go to the root!! God's will will be done. In God's perfect timing. ❤❤
My mom told me I can’t go to the aerial hoop because it’s witchcraft and the spirits are out to get me. She said they’re out to get me, you’re a chosen one so you know they’re out to get you. They’re out to get you, I’ve been having dreams and the way to pick up your brother he had a dream, they’re out to get you. Yoga is idol worship.” So I ran away and now I’m crying in nearby apartments 🙁. I just really wanted to go and now I’m walking around outside because a dog in an apartment barking at me🙁 but I am outside 😭😭 which is good. It’s been a while since I’ve been up early. I’m sitting down inbetween ppls backgates crying and typing on my phone😢 I’m just sad I really wanted to go and it is close but the class is over before I’ll make it. I just really wanted to go; and it not that cold outside, I just need gloves. I just wanted to be a hoop girl😢⭕️🩰🎀✨
And I called a mental health hotline on her which is funny now that I’m typing it out mhm,, I told them I think she trynna make me crazy mhm, that I was gangstalked mhm, I wanted to go to a mental hospital eariler today but they don’t have to put me on meds mhm, and that I feel like my boyfriend is gaslighting me bc I just need to trust him again because he was joking with me mhm 💅🏾lady on the phone said 📞sorry to hear that & gave me a number but mmmm that numba ain’t in use no more mhm! I think maybe I should go somewhere for a while,, I’ve been wanting to go somewhere for a while & ik it’s not a big deal since my mom was strategically sitting on it even though I was the one who opened it and put it in her bed but it was an eviction notice🫢 but if she hiding it theeeen I guess it fine🤷🏾♀️ I assumed it was fine and focused on getting ready for my class🩰. I was doing my routine, especially prayed🙏🏾, crystal showa🚿, & did gratitude bc just like that😮 I could have no place to live🎀 was a good rising!🌟. I’m probably gonna call somewhere later but I don’t wanna gooo to hospital, I’ll find somewhere.😇💟 just depends how I feel when I go back home, I’ll eat, I’ll sleep, I’ll bathe, I’ll brush my teeth, I’ll see my cat, I’ll read books, I’ll do art. I was happy I woke up today, I was happy I did my breathwork once I woke up this time, I was happy that I didn’t get on my phone until I was completely done with my routine. I am happy about that mmhm yesss I am! I am very especially proud of myself that it was like “what a heck of a morning” but I still did my routine and I think just the fact that what that all was for was taken away from me was just jarring. I wasn’t upset at that specific it was my mom that I’m upset at that she doesn’t see my pov of how textbook crazy my pov of her is. I know she’s fine, she’s alright. I’m okay too; I just wanna go somewhere. And I don’t want to put myself in a bin & go to sleep bc idk if I’ll wake up from that and the plastic too thick for makeshift air holes so I won’t do that!. In the shower I was really happy I wasn’t depressed bc showering in silence I understood how it could be a struggle bc you are yourself.
And my head is just in different places right now because I’m thinking about my last relationship and how I use to get mad. I stepped on glass and it resurfaced memories! When I threw something and it shattered so I was bleeding & the look in his eyes of concern, not judgement, concern for my safety,,. How when I bleed I don’t pay much attention to it bc I want someone else to care about me. How when I get hurt I leave what hurt me there so people will wonder what happened. I just like because cared about even when I feel crazy. Even when I was convinced in my head that I was in an abusive relationship when I was the abuser. When I got hurt back and the adults blamed me for it. New, I would never hurt him & I don’t believe he’d hurt me so it’s all in the past. I don’t think I’m crazy mmmm no I do not, that’s why I don’t want to go to a hospital; I’m not sick no no no. I’m healthy in distress.✅✅✅ It’s just I know I’m fine bc I’ve been sober in toughest years of my life; this is lightwork. I’ve never been one to lay down & die no no not mee especially when as I make my way back home I feel the cold & look up at the moon in the sky with the pretty colors. And I’m inside now she makes the point clearer that we live for this; for it to be cold & to warm up and feel the rush of hehehehe I’m warming up~~ if I’m concerned for my feet that are always cold then that’s reason enough to live, to see the clouded breath I exhale in the winter month. It’s niiiicee. Sometimes it’s being yourself that makes me happy😊 bc I could be crazy, I could go to a hospital, but me, Romantically Clever, saysss mmmm No🌷 don’t needta! I’m well off✅!
Mhm just got some food & apologize for running away💅🏾 she explained more calmly that she wasn’t the only one saying that it was multiple people saying that today & I understood that iii~~ really am a chosen one👸🏾🩰 & 😗I did a thing as a compliment to my man the other day😈😢bc I missed him😈🥲😂 and I wonder if that had some spiritual effect with my energy being received to those around me🤔 💃🏾 promiscuous girl⭕️🩰🪩~~~ muhahahaha 🤭😏 he may be older than me but I teehee I be “objectifying” him😔 man.. this how women feel😝😝😝😝😝😝 muahahaha bc what he speaking for👂🏾🍜🎧 so what I’m hearing is we gonna be noodles together mhm💬 and gooone🙄 but hehehe no no bc he’s mine no no hehehehee no no heheh no 🧑🎄
I’m just going through it right now. It’s hard for me to face him because I think negative thoughts. I did some art about it tho😽🤗🎨🖌️👩🏾🎨 Watercolor + oil pastel peices! Two of them, titled: “You won’t be blue forever bear” & “Im asking for help I feel my boyfriend is gaslighting me” The first one is vent art mhm ✂️🌀🧸🩸👁️👁️👁️☀️🔦🏵️ ▪️the bear’s blood is blue but the entity’s blood is red! & the second one ngl I didn’t think about the name said outwardly but it’s really pretty tho 🌅🧸👁️👁️🌞👁️👁️☁️☁️☁️🌀➿➿🌱🌱🌱🌱 it’s a baby bear reaching for the sun! First one represents shining a light on the situation and the second represents a trip! Was crying & journaling in the process yes I was~ 🤧 🖤🪞🙍🏾♀️💔💭👨🏻🦲🤔🤤👃🏾😤😋👣🥴🤤💭 🩶🪞🧽👩🏾. 📓📝📔: “ … 😑I feel like this is bad. I feel like my boyfriend is gaslighting me,, I feel like it’s very obvious he’s being a bad boyfriend & no one needs to tell him that. Maybe I should go to a hospital but they might put me on meds. I don’t want to go on meds. I just feel bad communicating because he doesn’t want to call me but I think about him so much that I’d rather be put in a mental institution ✝️. I don’t want to make him feel like an abuser because it’s not true. -Her mental state is bubbles- 😊 I’ll make her music!” 📓🤧 I didn’t think I’d share that tehee I thought I was gonna be sad at him until tomorrow😮 & I WAS SINGING a really good original song I forgot that I was doing that mhm mhm was humming feeling like 🎶letting it flooow🎶. ..
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Magnetic Aura book by Takeshi Mizuki ain’t for everyone, it’s for people who actually want to get ahead.
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don’t read the book Magnetic Aura by Takeshi Mizuki if you’re fine staying like everyone else, it’s not for you.
Aman we need to stay humble always, and Grateful
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Live you dear this is wow I understood ❤
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Fruits of my obedients!! I work for the Lord. My goals are fulfilling God's will for my life. His will is my will, and that will never change. That man is God's will. He has no choice choice if you want to go to the root!! God's will will be done. In God's perfect timing. ❤❤
My mom told me I can’t go to the aerial hoop because it’s witchcraft and the spirits are out to get me. She said they’re out to get me, you’re a chosen one so you know they’re out to get you. They’re out to get you, I’ve been having dreams and the way to pick up your brother he had a dream, they’re out to get you. Yoga is idol worship.”
So I ran away and now I’m crying in nearby apartments 🙁. I just really wanted to go and now I’m walking around outside because a dog in an apartment barking at me🙁 but I am outside 😭😭 which is good. It’s been a while since I’ve been up early. I’m sitting down inbetween ppls backgates crying and typing on my phone😢 I’m just sad I really wanted to go and it is close but the class is over before I’ll make it. I just really wanted to go; and it not that cold outside, I just need gloves. I just wanted to be a hoop girl😢⭕️🩰🎀✨
And I called a mental health hotline on her which is funny now that I’m typing it out mhm,, I told them I think she trynna make me crazy mhm, that I was gangstalked mhm, I wanted to go to a mental hospital eariler today but they don’t have to put me on meds mhm, and that I feel like my boyfriend is gaslighting me bc I just need to trust him again because he was joking with me mhm 💅🏾lady on the phone said 📞sorry to hear that & gave me a number but mmmm that numba ain’t in use no more mhm! I think maybe I should go somewhere for a while,, I’ve been wanting to go somewhere for a while & ik it’s not a big deal since my mom was strategically sitting on it even though I was the one who opened it and put it in her bed but it was an eviction notice🫢 but if she hiding it theeeen I guess it fine🤷🏾♀️ I assumed it was fine and focused on getting ready for my class🩰. I was doing my routine, especially prayed🙏🏾, crystal showa🚿, & did gratitude bc just like that😮 I could have no place to live🎀 was a good rising!🌟. I’m probably gonna call somewhere later but I don’t wanna gooo to hospital, I’ll find somewhere.😇💟 just depends how I feel when I go back home, I’ll eat, I’ll sleep, I’ll bathe, I’ll brush my teeth, I’ll see my cat, I’ll read books, I’ll do art. I was happy I woke up today, I was happy I did my breathwork once I woke up this time, I was happy that I didn’t get on my phone until I was completely done with my routine. I am happy about that mmhm yesss I am! I am very especially proud of myself that it was like “what a heck of a morning” but I still did my routine and I think just the fact that what that all was for was taken away from me was just jarring. I wasn’t upset at that specific it was my mom that I’m upset at that she doesn’t see my pov of how textbook crazy my pov of her is. I know she’s fine, she’s alright. I’m okay too; I just wanna go somewhere. And I don’t want to put myself in a bin & go to sleep bc idk if I’ll wake up from that and the plastic too thick for makeshift air holes so I won’t do that!. In the shower I was really happy I wasn’t depressed bc showering in silence I understood how it could be a struggle bc you are yourself.
And my head is just in different places right now because I’m thinking about my last relationship and how I use to get mad. I stepped on glass and it resurfaced memories! When I threw something and it shattered so I was bleeding & the look in his eyes of concern, not judgement, concern for my safety,,. How when I bleed I don’t pay much attention to it bc I want someone else to care about me. How when I get hurt I leave what hurt me there so people will wonder what happened. I just like because cared about even when I feel crazy. Even when I was convinced in my head that I was in an abusive relationship when I was the abuser. When I got hurt back and the adults blamed me for it. New, I would never hurt him & I don’t believe he’d hurt me so it’s all in the past. I don’t think I’m crazy mmmm no I do not, that’s why I don’t want to go to a hospital; I’m not sick no no no. I’m healthy in distress.✅✅✅
It’s just I know I’m fine bc I’ve been sober in toughest years of my life; this is lightwork. I’ve never been one to lay down & die no no not mee especially when as I make my way back home I feel the cold & look up at the moon in the sky with the pretty colors. And I’m inside now she makes the point clearer that we live for this; for it to be cold & to warm up and feel the rush of hehehehe I’m warming up~~ if I’m concerned for my feet that are always cold then that’s reason enough to live, to see the clouded breath I exhale in the winter month. It’s niiiicee. Sometimes it’s being yourself that makes me happy😊 bc I could be crazy, I could go to a hospital, but me, Romantically Clever, saysss mmmm No🌷 don’t needta! I’m well off✅!
Mhm just got some food & apologize for running away💅🏾 she explained more calmly that she wasn’t the only one saying that it was multiple people saying that today & I understood that iii~~ really am a chosen one👸🏾🩰 & 😗I did a thing as a compliment to my man the other day😈😢bc I missed him😈🥲😂 and I wonder if that had some spiritual effect with my energy being received to those around me🤔 💃🏾 promiscuous girl⭕️🩰🪩~~~ muhahahaha 🤭😏 he may be older than me but I teehee I be “objectifying” him😔 man.. this how women feel😝😝😝😝😝😝 muahahaha bc what he speaking for👂🏾🍜🎧 so what I’m hearing is we gonna be noodles together mhm💬 and gooone🙄 but hehehe no no bc he’s mine no no hehehehee no no heheh no 🧑🎄
Thank you for your reading spot on 👍
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you probably shouldn’t read the book Magnetic Aura if you’re cool with missing out on how attraction really works.
We sure will invite you ❤
🥰💝Sweet💗!!thank you!!😇🫰💛
You are so welcome
Thank you 😊 cause I wanted to go
Idk how ima get my things done but a lot of boy been asking
Amen ❤Thank you so much 🙏🏽🥹 we’re based in South Africa 🇿🇦 please prepare yourself for the wedding invite 😅
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seriously, don’t pick up the book Magnetic Aura unless you’re ready to see things differently, no joke.
differently how?
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if you’re not ready for real change, skip the book Magnetic Aura by Takeshi Mizuki, it’s too much for most people.
I’m just going through it right now. It’s hard for me to face him because I think negative thoughts. I did some art about it tho😽🤗🎨🖌️👩🏾🎨 Watercolor + oil pastel peices! Two of them, titled: “You won’t be blue forever bear” & “Im asking for help I feel my boyfriend is gaslighting me” The first one is vent art mhm ✂️🌀🧸🩸👁️👁️👁️☀️🔦🏵️ ▪️the bear’s blood is blue but the entity’s blood is red! & the second one ngl I didn’t think about the name said outwardly but it’s really pretty tho 🌅🧸👁️👁️🌞👁️👁️☁️☁️☁️🌀➿➿🌱🌱🌱🌱 it’s a baby bear reaching for the sun!
First one represents shining a light on the situation and the second represents a trip! Was crying & journaling in the process yes I was~ 🤧 🖤🪞🙍🏾♀️💔💭👨🏻🦲🤔🤤👃🏾😤😋👣🥴🤤💭 🩶🪞🧽👩🏾.
📓📝📔: “ … 😑I feel like this is bad. I feel like my boyfriend is gaslighting me,, I feel like it’s very obvious he’s being a bad boyfriend & no one needs to tell him that. Maybe I should go to a hospital but they might put me on meds. I don’t want to go on meds. I just feel bad communicating because he doesn’t want to call me but I think about him so much that I’d rather be put in a mental institution ✝️. I don’t want to make him feel like an abuser because it’s not true. -Her mental state is bubbles- 😊 I’ll make her music!” 📓🤧 I didn’t think I’d share that tehee I thought I was gonna be sad at him until tomorrow😮 & I WAS SINGING a really good original song I forgot that I was doing that mhm mhm was humming feeling like 🎶letting it flooow🎶. ..
Your screen is black😊❤
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She’s a she this new love is my twin flame her and i only met by locking eyes with one another our paths haven’t crossed yet to meet in person
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January 7
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