Now that I'm back to producing, I decided to release an album with my favorite beats from over the years! Check it out on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/album/6XDW4qzBcSSyYIeuEDN5D2
Classic, I remember hearin this and making a track in 9th grade, I’m 24 now, thank you so much for keeping this up, you have no idea how much it means to me
The echo dimming fading away like a sunset, what you brought to it is what it reflects. Capture the moment and make the best of it so when it gets dark the moon can explain the rest of it. It's not about you or me, its about what we made of it, so forget about serving because time will cater it
I'm sick of tryna' find the right words to say, What I felt like screaming to the sky every day, I saw the heat coming, I thought I could take it, But I went down with the flames of the ember I've created. I drug you down with me, I just couldn't let go, If it's the last thing I say, I just wanna' let you know, I meant every word of the love song I wrote, And I thought about you as I played every single note. I opened up my heart, now I'm bleeding internally, Plagued with the scar that you left there, eternally, I guess I should've seen the claws when I held your soft hands, When you made my life Hell, I gave you one more chance. So maybe these are the words that I should've said to you, This is the message that I'm tryna' get through, Baby you're my world but I'm space bound and gone, And I hope I draw tears when you listen to this song…
At 5 years old momma said i was different. As i grew up i noticed that i was gifted. Lyrically addicted while my family conflicted. I opened satan's doors and as they opened he insisted. This system he explained is wicked. Don't get it twisted. Suicide was listed, or a murder is committed. This human race is all about a paper chase so different. Thinkin' bout the glory days has got me tightfisted. Soul full of woefulness. Tensed too far to hence the stress. Succession is what i profess. I give to get but feel regret. Soon as my father left, I forgot whats more or less. Nonetheless i still progress. I guess you could say that i'm blessed.
Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x) Apwriter Cipta wayang sebelum tidur, hero diri aku, Kadang ada permaisuri, lakar buat mimpi aku, Buat jiwa aku sering diganggu dipresi, Jadi ku selalu sendiri untuk cuba meditasi.. Siapa diri? Apa guna hidup ini? Yang kadangnya keruan tanpa punca yang disaksi, Tak bersaksi,bukti hanya lihat aku, Bersakit tak disangka hanya ingin jadi aku.. Ku renang, walau laut bergelora, Rela dari mati dijalanan dan menyerah, Dengan kitab suci, dan pencerahan isinya, Masih kenal 30 walau sedang dalam leka, Dalam lena, aku lakar masa depan, Menjadi yang terbaik dan berharga dalam medan, Pertempuran, peperangan walau tanpa Pengakhiran, Cari jalan hidup aku pilih jalan hidup tenang.. Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x) y-mein Hari hari aku ditemani bella luna, Hari hari aku cuba cari makna kata, Mencari solusi diagnosis diri, Kini bertemankan hanya panduan dari illahi, Kucoretkan, Kisah silam untuk landasan, Ku buat perisai untuk hari mendatang, Tidak semua madah mudah dihuraikan, Kerna ramai mata mata suka main tikam belakang, Selimutkan kalam yang maha Esa, Ku paranoid yang bertopeng muka dua, Depannya tidak bila belakang mula ia, Sampai bila si dia dan si dia mahu jadi durjana? Bukan hadir insan entiti mithali, Cuba sangkal dakwa dakwi duniawi, Malah tidak Rasul atau juga Nabi, Kerna setiap hidup lain variasi Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
One day my momma told me that i was failing/At the point i couldnt handle myself so i set sailing /Out to the earth where i could be known to the world /that when i grow old i could call someone my little girl/i wouldnt expect my life to really end like this/as im falling down and goin' to die to the abyss/i fought my sister once and said i wouldnt do it again/hoping when i tell the story somone would be my friend/its funny how my raps could change my life story/ but i knew my life would change and it will end in glory/ if something could be changed i would not be the same/im the beast from the east that u might have to tame/ as im taking the walk shame/while my raps are owning the hall of fame/i feel the pain/and u know how i feel, i go insane/cuz i never ever wanted to really diss you/i thought it would never be meaningful and hurt you/now im down and im crying and I really really/ Miss you/my raps are real and they are all incredibly true/ending my life with an ak47 through my head/pulled the trigger now u hear the story of me when im dead.
Hip-Hop has been the only thing always there for me, Whenever I write a verse it feels like its my destiny. Hoping people acknowledge the knowledge I'm spittin, Don't know the destination but I'm sticking to the vision. Dreams of being the greatest, fuck plays on a radio stations, Continue writing till I have nothing left, while remaining patient.
If reading this: I love how all yall came up with something amazing 4 this instrumental everybody keep doing u no matter what god bless yall and love yall :)
Who wants to feel the pain that I've felt? No help in saving myself, so I pray for the wealth! Barbed fences around my heart and the place where it's kept. Tattoos reflect my anguish and state of distress. I live in haste, facing regret. I let her see my face when I wept, and she looked at me with pain and reject! They say a man's not supposed to cry either. I cry sometimes, and wonder, will she cry if I leave her? My wounds go deep, but the beats go deeper I'm lost in the smoke from this sativa
Lately, im not feeling so great, My minds confused, heart full of hate, I just wish i had my time to shine, I should be glad, grateful that im alive, With the times i've had, lucky that i've survived, I'm not here to ask for your sympathy, Times are hard, lifes a mystery, For if i die with no meaning, Consider me the one forever dreaming, Of a brighter tomorrow, Lets ask the man upstairs if we can borrow, Some happiness, from his big jar of gladness, Far as i can see, our worlds overcome with madness, Too much has been seen to be reversed, Poverty, murder, the worlds cursed, Us as a people overcome a lot in life, Dont take it too hard, thats no way to deal with strife, Pick your head up off the ground, Give life another shot, another round
Apwriter - kias bukan bias Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x) Apwriter Cipta wayang sebelum tidur, hero diri aku, Kadang ada permaisuri, lakar buat mimpi aku, Buat jiwa aku sering diganggu dipresi, Jadi ku selalu sendiri untuk cuba meditasi.. Siapa diri? Apa guna hidup ini? Yang kadangnya keruan tanpa punca yang disaksi, Tak bersaksi,bukti hanya lihat aku, Bersakit tak disangka hanya ingin jadi aku.. Ku renang, walau laut bergelora, Rela dari mati dijalanan dan menyerah, Dengan kitab suci, dan pencerahan isinya, Masih kenal 30 walau sedang dalam leka, Dalam lena, aku lakar masa depan, Menjadi yang terbaik dan berharga dalam medan, Pertempuran, peperangan walau tanpa Pengakhiran, Cari jalan hidup aku pilih jalan hidup tenang.. Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x) y-mein Hari hari aku ditemani bella luna, Hari hari aku cuba cari makna kata, Mencari solusi diagnosis diri, Kini bertemankan hanya panduan dari illahi, Kucoretkan, Kisah silam untuk landasan, Ku buat perisai untuk hari mendatang, Tidak semua madah mudah dihuraikan, Kerna ramai mata mata suka main tikam belakang, Selimutkan kalam yang maha Esa, Ku paranoid yang bertopeng muka dua, Depannya tidak bila belakang mula ia, Sampai bila si dia dan si dia mahu jadi durjana? Bukan hadir insan entiti mithali, Cuba sangkal dakwa dakwi duniawi, Malah tidak Rasul atau juga Nabi, Kerna setiap hidup lain variasi Ini kias bukan bias, Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas, Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi, Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
"His heart was fractured, a fine flaw and a flaw within his mind- an internal battle...Convincing himself that no one could understand the struggles he was facing, so different tools he used- through his ART, his MUSIC, through POETRY- through his anger through his peace...he just wanted to be heard". "Her heart was fractured, a fine flaw and a flaw within her mind-an internal battle. Holding on to what she thought was love, but in reality was just another shattered ego- Denying the truth like she was addicted to his lies, but she couldn't deny the red flags waving side to side, but kept lookin' past it...she wanted to be heard". -Angie
As we stand still the world will rapidly bustle, Just be planted with will and happily hustle, This rap hands me skills that I use with struggle, On my back I carry weight of rubble, Stay in trouble, Hate to rumble, but my claim is way to humble I've stained my pain with paints of shame, And watched the pane get soaked with rain, Like a sponge I soak it all up, but I go for gold, and hope to drop a wallop, So provoked to cloak the vocals tossed up, Into focus focal, open vacant portals, Hoping to stay immortal and base my morals Off of only good
In a depressed state of mind, I'm just trying to find my way up out it... My friends tell me go hard, my people tell me to pray about it..dear lord I need an angel, I fill my life in danger, got my so called homies looking at me like we strangers...I rather go out like a man then die hoping, I'm focused but ant the sametime I'm filling hopeless...KBS is the coldest so why we still unnoticed
Boutta rap about my life, bout how mine aint right, used to go to church, almost everyday, almost everynight, thought i had the holy ghost, but now ive lost signt, not just from god, but who the fuck am i? I look in the mirror an see a guy whos run away, not just from home, i dont really wanna say. See im holding shit in, i cant let them see its like a broken fin, its got me sinking. Im drowning in my wrongs, its getting hard to breathe, i just want my life back, i just want my family. I lost my dad when i was one, always had that one song, just put that shit on, then i was gone. It took me to a place, where i felt saft, everything was perfect. Cant wait for that day. I wanna go to heaven, past those pearly gates, really hope the bibles right cause i been holding on to my faith..
the way i think is whats wrong with me every time i look back i travel down deeper i got a demon inside of me but hes a sleeper dont want to wake him scared of what he might do growing up was the worst part physically hurt but more important emotionally and permanently conflicted is this what you wanted for me life is key but what is life to someone who is barely living you brought me up just to bring me down and send me down a dark road and empty night memories coming back the more i sit back and relax these words on this page might not mean much too you but writing just helps me get through. times are tough let it out on the page share with me we are all in this as one :)
the story behind my life is something i never wanna look back at. but my memories haunt me everyday in a terrible way which kind of makes me wanna write rap but i never record with the fear that i will sound like the most famous rappers we have today. if i died who would miss me, for how long? even though i can truthfully say my sophistication has sored over the years i cant help but to fight my depression by hitting the bong. if your thinking meth or crack then your absolutely wrong. if that was the case then i probably would've never been able to find this instrumental to be able to write this song. my sister's fiancée smokes meth and he lost a lot of weight. he went from 300 something to 236 in the duration of 7 days. i honestly wouldn't mind if he were to die tomorrow from overdosing because he abuses my sister and her family and forces everyone to go with his way. verbally emotionally and physically. i will remain to stay chill with him for now but only because i love my sister and niece. if they weren't relying on his drug money to survive then i would shoot and rob him for his weed. whether you think i will or not. just remember this is the beginning of this story.
I'm most likely gonna use this for a song I wanna write called "This is Me Inside", a song about how I really feel, since I never share my emotions with ANYBODY.
Sometimes the action is in the rappin, We're living in the past, Forget what actually coulda happened, Youre putting energy into make negative memories last, We're walking a path making enemies laugh, They could keep laughing, you wanna see action I got them reacting to the spoken word Crowds move when they hear the lyrics, Souls shine I could see their spirit, When Im drinking spirits The lights are only half as bright The futures never looking dim, I got a heavy appetite
It all started with a young black man fighting for his poetic rights, he lived in an area that only had tweakers at day and demons at night, he knew he had to get out, get away from the struggle and strife, so everyday he picks up his pen and writes
#J $ it's been a while since I saw her face but Ever time I close my eyes I see the great...times we used to have,they weren't all bad so I'm rapping to show you how much you mean to me yeah I'm rapping just to show you how much you mean to me it's all a game,the game of love and I still pull a niggaz plug for fucking with her I miss you so much it hurts hard to sleep so I pop them k pins and Xanax bars just to put me to sleep smoke an L for the memories we held and still.....you are the one
What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect, Everything is a mess,can't deal with the stress,yes I got to confess,this is a cold world to ever live in,you expect something but never givin,everything is corrupted,drama erupted,mass destruction,other than construction,society,trying to be a high variety,and an almighty,but they're full of lies,I despise,look in their eyes,we try are best stand up and not cry,but all you see is people die,every time you try making changes,it rearranges,but overwhelms and disengages,trying to get what I deserve,but instead I serve,and it's been in my last nerve,there's no other way to curve,I'd rather die than live with these fake bitches,and witches,the world has been turned around,then crushed into the ground,upside down,like a frown,ended up with no sound,then nothing was found, What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect, Some things I can't envision,without making a decision,I might need a revision,I admit I'm awkward and strange,no matter at what range,thinking about a rhyme,everytime,so it won't be stolen from its prime,I try my best to be enlightened,try my best not to be frighten,but someone makes my day it's brighten,now I don't feel like fighting,suspense before it'll condense,yeah it all makes sense,I keep myself up like a fence,I mean come on everyone needs help,so you don't wanna see or hear yelp,always remember your true strength,from width to length,it's in your blood rushing,keep it from gushing,so you can stop from blushing,admire,what you desire,so you can lit this place on fire. What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect, I was hated with a passion,for my fashion,also facial expressions,but atleast I did no impressions,if anybody can relate,that would be great,cause now you feel like your not alone,in the zone,so you don't have to moan or groan,all day long,don't feel like anythings wrong,aye but you can show what you got,till you break down to tears and snot,if they dont like it at least you gave it a shot,this shows you were taught,cause you stood up and fought,my mama told me just keep cheesing,who ever teasing,who knows it could be a reason,possibly the season,and hope that it won't cause treason,help people that been through a ride,when they try to commit suicide,but I say put your arms out wide,and I'll give a hug just be by your side,come on everybody do the same,remember life is no Nintendo game,remember it's one life then it's gone,so make sure to encourage people that life goes on and on. What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect,
Vay be bundan 2 3 sene evvel bu beate söz yazıp kayıt almıştım Kara Kış vaktı Okula gittiğim zamanlardı öğle tenefusunde tek yalnız birer bulup yazmıştım. ama şarkı tel bozulduğu için kaybolmuştu. ne zamandır da bu beati arıyordum duygulandım şimdi.
let me tell you something that comes from the heart growing up as a kid I thought I always had it hard never really looked on to God always made bad choice always making bad notices now I see this is reality me and family will never be in peace we gave but lost now we're exhaust I fell like there putting it on me I'm only 15 I can barely rap but this song has put it together for me now and forever I was never the coolest but always the rudest now I'm looking to do great things in rap so congrats to that I just wanna make sure you have my back I miss and I'll make sure no one will ever diss you bc your forever in my mind R.I.P to the man I once knew R.I.P uncle clee I love you an miss and when I saw you on your death bed I prayed to God to come and save but he knew and you knew that you were ready to go ready to flow like the blood in my veins but sometimes I feel like I Harley even knew you bc threw it all I never really persuade to ask you how you were doing ik your in a better place so I will never make that mistake again but it's to late for you now imma try and feel like a king without a crown and fall to my knees and pray to the broken crowd
Remember back on the streets we were poor tryna leave heat, but nothing happened just yet we got arrested for cardiac arrest being broke being poor . Something nothing can not help us, juvenile was the worst had to get beat up by the big bully nerds life was hard back then but I can't believe I lost you my friend. RIP
I was the type of kid growin' up that would never go out, I'd sit at home all alone and I'd just scream and I'd shout, I'd just lay there and let the torment pour right out my mouth, no friends or girls to hang with so my minds filled with doubt am I ever gonna go anywhere what's my life all about, I got nothing left to give or go on my lifes going south. I think its time I just give up or that I get it on route, I'm so sick of being that kid who just sits there and pouts ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOES ON IN HIS HOUSE, IM SO SICK OF THAT KID THAT I USE TO BE, THE KID THAT WOULD JUST ABUSIVELY RIP ON HIMSELF, THE KID THAT FELT HE HAD NOTHING, NO FRIENDS NOBODY TO HELP, I WOULD JUST SIT THERE AND TEAR THE HAIR RIGHT OUT MY SCALP, I've gotta make a change 'cause this can't be good for my health, men-tally & physically it was really bringing me down, so I stood up I took a chance and made a fucking stand for myself, I was never interested in petty luxuries, no drama or wealth, but when I finally got my game on man the girls would just melt, yet somehow somewhere deep inside man I still felt this overwhelming feeling of sadness, sickness hatred and guilt, like now I remember why I didn't take part in this filth, this world is consumed by hate and madness while the love and truth sit on a shelf.
thoughts are drifting, meanwhile this freestyle is lost and distant, a condition of a fallen misfit, figment of imagination, a planned escape was paused..i missed it.. a collision course with my own self, low wealth is causing fits kid..hit walls with fists its a shame...searching for name's, hope God's enlisted.
From the day I departed/ I look up at the stars/ why does home have to be so far/ there's nothing for me here/ I guess this quest is for the best/ being differently drawn out/ is something I want to erase/ Touché on the same things/ you know the same taste/ but everyone is sour/ it gives me some fire to start writing some of my thoughts/ a reservoir of empowerment/ don't let anyone put you under nothing/ when you're the one who's actually reaching for something/ bring me your negativity/ cause what you say is an inspiration to my ears/ hate brings me great things/ cause what you can't stand is my dream/ I finally realized nothing comes to you if you don't put the effort to go through it/ so here I am/ dirt is more valuable than what I'm doing here/ just rusting away as another day flies by before it's to late/ there's no time for good byes/ it's just a matter of time before the doors closed and nobody remembers me/ I'm not leaving this earth until I can turn from mud to diamond/ I'll climb the mountain side/ fight until I become a titan/ I'll keep fighting until the day axe finally attracts ladies/ this is the assignment in my agenda/ I'll be tich in your head as you look at me/ this is who I'll remember
Misdemeanors couldn't see us we hustled with calm demeanor Dreams of beamers in my driveway, I was only just a senior In the game I guess I'm seasoned but a lifetime from completion More mistakes than I can count, I had to fight my inner demons Now I'm past it and I'm laughin' at the ones who ever doubted Cause I was trapped at rock bottom, and now I fuckin made it out it Went through a couple changes, to tell the truth it's complicated
Now that I'm back to producing, I decided to release an album with my favorite beats from over the years! Check it out on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/album/6XDW4qzBcSSyYIeuEDN5D2
Classic, I remember hearin this and making a track in 9th grade, I’m 24 now, thank you so much for keeping this up, you have no idea how much it means to me
same i swear
Bro same fr one of the first beats I ever wrote too back in high school I’m 25 now
Dude same.
Do we always come back here?
I’m 28 now.
Shits crazy how this comment is literally me lmao glad we can share this together 🤞🏼
I wrote a song to this it got lost in my iCloud I can never see it again that’s pain I wrote it when I was 24 im 29 now
The echo dimming fading away like a sunset, what you brought to it is what it reflects. Capture the moment and make the best of it so when it gets dark the moon can explain the rest of it. It's not about you or me, its about what we made of it, so forget about serving because time will cater it
I'm sick of tryna' find the right words to say,
What I felt like screaming to the sky every day,
I saw the heat coming, I thought I could take it,
But I went down with the flames of the ember I've created.
I drug you down with me, I just couldn't let go,
If it's the last thing I say, I just wanna' let you know,
I meant every word of the love song I wrote,
And I thought about you as I played every single note.
I opened up my heart, now I'm bleeding internally,
Plagued with the scar that you left there, eternally,
I guess I should've seen the claws when I held your soft hands,
When you made my life Hell, I gave you one more chance.
So maybe these are the words that I should've said to you,
This is the message that I'm tryna' get through,
Baby you're my world but I'm space bound and gone,
And I hope I draw tears when you listen to this song…
Damn bro. You got some good bars. I could use a lyricist to assist me with my work if your not too busy. Hmu.
At 5 years old momma said i was different.
As i grew up i noticed that i was gifted.
Lyrically addicted while my family conflicted.
I opened satan's doors and as they opened he insisted.
This system he explained is wicked.
Don't get it twisted.
Suicide was listed, or a murder is committed.
This human race is all about a paper chase so different.
Thinkin' bout the glory days has got me tightfisted.
Soul full of woefulness.
Tensed too far to hence the stress.
Succession is what i profess.
I give to get but feel regret.
Soon as my father left, I forgot whats more or less.
Nonetheless i still progress.
I guess you could say that i'm blessed.
Damn. DAT was tight
that was pretty awesome man! :)
check out my soundcloud www.soundcloud.com/hollowmindset
Jared Mitchell hey do you mind if I use this but change some words
Connor john no offense but just write your own lyrics instead of being someone else just be you
One of the 1st beats I ever rapped on about 8 years ago!
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
Apwriter Cipta wayang sebelum tidur, hero diri aku,
Kadang ada permaisuri, lakar buat mimpi aku,
Buat jiwa aku sering diganggu dipresi,
Jadi ku selalu sendiri untuk cuba meditasi..
Siapa diri? Apa guna hidup ini?
Yang kadangnya keruan tanpa punca yang disaksi,
Tak bersaksi,bukti hanya lihat aku,
Bersakit tak disangka hanya ingin jadi aku..
Ku renang, walau laut bergelora,
Rela dari mati dijalanan dan menyerah,
Dengan kitab suci, dan pencerahan isinya,
Masih kenal 30 walau sedang dalam leka,
Dalam lena, aku lakar masa depan,
Menjadi yang terbaik dan berharga dalam medan,
Pertempuran, peperangan walau tanpa Pengakhiran,
Cari jalan hidup aku pilih jalan hidup tenang..
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
y-mein
Hari hari aku ditemani bella luna,
Hari hari aku cuba cari makna kata,
Mencari solusi diagnosis diri,
Kini bertemankan hanya panduan dari illahi,
Kucoretkan,
Kisah silam untuk landasan,
Ku buat perisai untuk hari mendatang,
Tidak semua madah mudah dihuraikan,
Kerna ramai mata mata suka main tikam belakang,
Selimutkan kalam yang maha Esa,
Ku paranoid yang bertopeng muka dua,
Depannya tidak bila belakang mula ia,
Sampai bila si dia dan si dia mahu jadi durjana?
Bukan hadir insan entiti mithali,
Cuba sangkal dakwa dakwi duniawi,
Malah tidak Rasul atau juga Nabi,
Kerna setiap hidup lain variasi
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
pantat
hmm apwriter
Apwriter always💯❤️
I don't want people rapping over this. This is just amazing
One day my momma told me that i was failing/At the point i couldnt handle myself so i set sailing /Out to the earth where i could be known to the world /that when i grow old i could call someone my little girl/i wouldnt expect my life to really end like this/as im falling down and goin' to die to the abyss/i fought my sister once and said i wouldnt do it again/hoping when i tell the story somone would be my friend/its funny how my raps could change my life story/ but i knew my life would change and it will end in glory/ if something could be changed i would not be the same/im the beast from the east that u might have to tame/ as im taking the walk shame/while my raps are owning the hall of fame/i feel the pain/and u know how i feel, i go insane/cuz i never ever wanted to really diss you/i thought it would never be meaningful and hurt you/now im down and im crying and I really really/ Miss you/my raps are real and they are all incredibly true/ending my life with an ak47 through my head/pulled the trigger now u hear the story of me when im dead.
Shit man, that was dope.
Evolution360 Gaming Respect!
dooope
yo nice rap
/song
Hip-Hop has been the only thing always there for me,
Whenever I write a verse it feels like its my destiny.
Hoping people acknowledge the knowledge I'm spittin,
Don't know the destination but I'm sticking to the vision.
Dreams of being the greatest, fuck plays on a radio stations,
Continue writing till I have nothing left, while remaining patient.
I can hear 2pac on this one! Great beat man!
Yessss
I can hear DMX on this
I hear Eminem on this
If reading this: I love how all yall came up with something amazing 4 this instrumental everybody keep doing u no matter what god bless yall and love yall :)
Who wants to feel the pain that I've felt?
No help in saving myself, so I pray for the wealth!
Barbed fences around my heart and the place where it's kept.
Tattoos reflect my anguish and state of distress.
I live in haste, facing regret.
I let her see my face when I wept, and she looked at me with pain and reject!
They say a man's not supposed to cry either.
I cry sometimes, and wonder, will she cry if I leave her?
My wounds go deep, but the beats go deeper
I'm lost in the smoke from this sativa
Lately, im not feeling so great,
My minds confused, heart full of hate,
I just wish i had my time to shine,
I should be glad, grateful that im alive,
With the times i've had, lucky that i've survived,
I'm not here to ask for your sympathy,
Times are hard, lifes a mystery,
For if i die with no meaning,
Consider me the one forever dreaming,
Of a brighter tomorrow,
Lets ask the man upstairs if we can borrow,
Some happiness, from his big jar of gladness,
Far as i can see, our worlds overcome with madness,
Too much has been seen to be reversed,
Poverty, murder, the worlds cursed,
Us as a people overcome a lot in life,
Dont take it too hard, thats no way to deal with strife,
Pick your head up off the ground,
Give life another shot, another round
❤
Apwriter - kias bukan bias
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
Apwriter Cipta wayang sebelum tidur, hero diri aku,
Kadang ada permaisuri, lakar buat mimpi aku,
Buat jiwa aku sering diganggu dipresi,
Jadi ku selalu sendiri untuk cuba meditasi..
Siapa diri? Apa guna hidup ini?
Yang kadangnya keruan tanpa punca yang disaksi,
Tak bersaksi,bukti hanya lihat aku,
Bersakit tak disangka hanya ingin jadi aku..
Ku renang, walau laut bergelora,
Rela dari mati dijalanan dan menyerah,
Dengan kitab suci, dan pencerahan isinya,
Masih kenal 30 walau sedang dalam leka,
Dalam lena, aku lakar masa depan,
Menjadi yang terbaik dan berharga dalam medan,
Pertempuran, peperangan walau tanpa Pengakhiran,
Cari jalan hidup aku pilih jalan hidup tenang..
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
y-mein
Hari hari aku ditemani bella luna,
Hari hari aku cuba cari makna kata,
Mencari solusi diagnosis diri,
Kini bertemankan hanya panduan dari illahi,
Kucoretkan,
Kisah silam untuk landasan,
Ku buat perisai untuk hari mendatang,
Tidak semua madah mudah dihuraikan,
Kerna ramai mata mata suka main tikam belakang,
Selimutkan kalam yang maha Esa,
Ku paranoid yang bertopeng muka dua,
Depannya tidak bila belakang mula ia,
Sampai bila si dia dan si dia mahu jadi durjana?
Bukan hadir insan entiti mithali,
Cuba sangkal dakwa dakwi duniawi,
Malah tidak Rasul atau juga Nabi,
Kerna setiap hidup lain variasi
Ini kias bukan bias,
Bukan lagu layu dalam lemas,
Cuma tergerak hati, mengatur rumi,
Dengan mata burung cuba lihat bumi(2x)
Man this is A M A Z I N G .............
Damn this is my favorite beat so far
once again, ima use this in a movie. your shit just keeps gettin better bruh
I Love this beat! So smooth
one my favorite beats ever glad to find it
"His heart was fractured, a fine flaw and a flaw within his mind- an internal battle...Convincing himself that no one could understand the struggles he was facing, so different tools he used- through his ART, his MUSIC, through POETRY- through his anger through his peace...he just wanted to be heard".
"Her heart was fractured, a fine flaw and a flaw within her mind-an internal battle. Holding on to what she thought was love, but in reality was just another shattered ego- Denying the truth like she was addicted to his lies, but she couldn't deny the red flags waving side to side, but kept lookin' past it...she wanted to be heard".
-Angie
Nice!
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im feeling this yo, nice work!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg i forgot about this beat going through my.high.school playlist 😭💔 wow its really been 11 years..
As we stand still the world will rapidly bustle,
Just be planted with will and happily hustle,
This rap hands me skills that I use with struggle,
On my back I carry weight of rubble,
Stay in trouble,
Hate to rumble, but my claim is way to humble
I've stained my pain with paints of shame,
And watched the pane get soaked with rain,
Like a sponge I soak it all up,
but I go for gold, and hope to drop a wallop,
So provoked to cloak the vocals tossed up,
Into focus focal, open vacant portals,
Hoping to stay immortal and base my morals
Off of only good
❤
In a depressed state of mind, I'm just trying to find my way up out it... My friends tell me go hard, my people tell me to pray about it..dear lord I need an angel, I fill my life in danger, got my so called homies looking at me like we strangers...I rather go out like a man then die hoping, I'm focused but ant the sametime I'm filling hopeless...KBS is the coldest so why we still unnoticed
this is so nice dude
One of the best beats ive ever heard. Like if u agree
Dope. Ass. Instrumental. Will be leasing this one soon. Got an open mic coming up. ❤️
I'm french girl but i'm really liking rapping on this song . It's just calm and appreciate . Sorry if i'm not wrinting very well :p
This beat is sooo sick.
straight fire...sick sick sick beat i really love this instrumental
u have a unique gift i can't stop listening this...good work
Respect you............. Good man
Gives me chills, I need to do something like this too!
yo holy shit.just stumbled on ur channel and im a fan now
Dope joint bro.
I used this beat for a school project and hot a 100%. Thanks
this is dope ima use this for a remix keep u posted
Boutta rap about my life,
bout how mine aint right,
used to go to church,
almost everyday,
almost everynight,
thought i had the holy ghost,
but now ive lost signt,
not just from god,
but who the fuck am i?
I look in the mirror an see a guy whos run away,
not just from home,
i dont really wanna say.
See im holding shit in,
i cant let them see
its like a broken fin,
its got me sinking.
Im drowning in my wrongs,
its getting hard to breathe,
i just want my life back,
i just want my family.
I lost my dad when i was one,
always had that one song,
just put that shit on,
then i was gone.
It took me to a place,
where i felt saft,
everything was perfect. Cant wait for that day. I wanna go to heaven,
past those pearly gates,
really hope the bibles right cause i been holding on to my faith..
thanks I love this beat ima use this for my life's story just have to finish writing it down
the way i think
is whats wrong with me
every time i look back
i travel down deeper
i got a demon inside of me but hes a sleeper
dont want to wake him scared of what he might do
growing up was the worst part
physically hurt but more important
emotionally and permanently
conflicted
is this what you wanted for me
life is key but what is life to someone who is barely living
you brought me up just to bring me down
and send me down a dark road and empty night
memories coming back
the more i sit back and relax
these words on this page might not mean much too you
but writing just helps me get through.
times are tough
let it out on the page share with me
we are all in this as one :)
Beautifull beat, great job bro !
Some
Good stuff yeah we rappin 🔥🔥🔥💯🎥
Everytime I feel sad I listen to this
lovin it bro keep it up
this is pretty dope
Yo I love this beat man u did a great job
SICK BEAT MAN
dope , mad props!
the story behind my life is something i never wanna look back at. but my memories haunt me everyday in a terrible way which kind of makes me wanna write rap but i never record with the fear that i will sound like the most famous rappers we have today. if i died who would miss me, for how long? even though i can truthfully say my sophistication has sored over the years i cant help but to fight my depression by hitting the bong. if your thinking meth or crack then your absolutely wrong. if that was the case then i probably would've never been able to find this instrumental to be able to write this song. my sister's fiancée smokes meth and he lost a lot of weight. he went from 300 something to 236 in the duration of 7 days. i honestly wouldn't mind if he were to die tomorrow from overdosing because he abuses my sister and her family and forces everyone to go with his way. verbally emotionally and physically. i will remain to stay chill with him for now but only because i love my sister and niece. if they weren't relying on his drug money to survive then i would shoot and rob him for his weed. whether you think i will or not. just remember this is the beginning of this story.
Sick ass beat MUCH LOVE FROM CALI...keep them coming
Gotta say this one is nice
Like the beat and hook....
I really digg it like that yeah.
Sick beat
You got some serious skills my friend. Keen making music, and you're gonna be a star;)
I am going to use this
Drinking game:
Take a shot every time you see rap lyrics in the comments section.
You'll be dead in 10 minutes.
Thanks for the free beat
I'm most likely gonna use this for a song I wanna write called "This is Me Inside", a song about how I really feel, since I never share my emotions with ANYBODY.
***** I will. I need to start writing it tho...
nice flow in the text thumbs up
its so amazing !!!
This shit got me feeling some type of way
Sometimes the action is in the rappin, We're living in the past,
Forget what actually coulda happened,
Youre putting energy into make negative memories last,
We're walking a path making enemies laugh,
They could keep laughing, you wanna see action
I got them reacting to the spoken word
Crowds move when they hear the lyrics,
Souls shine I could see their spirit, When Im drinking spirits
The lights are only half as bright
The futures never looking dim, I got a heavy appetite
sweet beats
what of an amazing life story
It all started with a young black man fighting for his poetic rights, he lived in an area that only had tweakers at day and demons at night, he knew he had to get out, get away from the struggle and strife, so everyday he picks up his pen and writes
my life is a joke
everyday my momma pray for hope
cause she know i fuck with dope
but i still be busting flows💯
beats r cold
love this!
very nice!
oooh nice beat!
This is dope
chillin beat
MAGNIFICA
Nice beat
#J $
it's been a while since I saw her face but Ever time I close my eyes I see the great...times we used to have,they weren't all bad so I'm rapping to show you how much you mean to me yeah I'm rapping just to show you how much you mean to me it's all a game,the game of love and I still pull a niggaz plug for fucking with her I miss you so much it hurts hard to sleep so I pop them k pins and Xanax bars just to put me to sleep smoke an L for the memories we held and still.....you are the one
dope .Feel the emotion
What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect,
Everything is a mess,can't deal with the stress,yes I got to confess,this is a cold world to ever live in,you expect something but never givin,everything is corrupted,drama erupted,mass destruction,other than construction,society,trying to be a high variety,and an almighty,but they're full of lies,I despise,look in their eyes,we try are best stand up and not cry,but all you see is people die,every time you try making changes,it rearranges,but overwhelms and disengages,trying to get what I deserve,but instead I serve,and it's been in my last nerve,there's no other way to curve,I'd rather die than live with these fake bitches,and witches,the world has been turned around,then crushed into the ground,upside down,like a frown,ended up with no sound,then nothing was found,
What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect,
Some things I can't envision,without making a decision,I might need a revision,I admit I'm awkward and strange,no matter at what range,thinking about a rhyme,everytime,so it won't be stolen from its prime,I try my best to be enlightened,try my best not to be frighten,but someone makes my day it's brighten,now I don't feel like fighting,suspense before it'll condense,yeah it all makes sense,I keep myself up like a fence,I mean come on everyone needs help,so you don't wanna see or hear yelp,always remember your true strength,from width to length,it's in your blood rushing,keep it from gushing,so you can stop from blushing,admire,what you desire,so you can lit this place on fire.
What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect,
I was hated with a passion,for my fashion,also facial expressions,but atleast I did no impressions,if anybody can relate,that would be great,cause now you feel like your not alone,in the zone,so you don't have to moan or groan,all day long,don't feel like anythings wrong,aye but you can show what you got,till you break down to tears and snot,if they dont like it at least you gave it a shot,this shows you were taught,cause you stood up and fought,my mama told me just keep cheesing,who ever teasing,who knows it could be a reason,possibly the season,and hope that it won't cause treason,help people that been through a ride,when they try to commit suicide,but I say put your arms out wide,and I'll give a hug just be by your side,come on everybody do the same,remember life is no Nintendo game,remember it's one life then it's gone,so make sure to encourage people that life goes on and on.
What do you expect,I'm a complete reject,I wonder why I don't deserve any respect,
2 sick my man
cool
Thank you
Vay be bundan 2 3 sene evvel bu beate söz yazıp kayıt almıştım
Kara Kış vaktı Okula gittiğim zamanlardı öğle tenefusunde tek yalnız birer bulup yazmıştım.
ama şarkı tel bozulduğu için kaybolmuştu. ne zamandır da bu beati arıyordum duygulandım şimdi.
let me tell you something that comes from the heart growing up as a kid I thought I always had it hard never really looked on to God always made bad choice always making bad notices now I see this is reality me and family will never be in peace we gave but lost now we're exhaust I fell like there putting it on me I'm only 15 I can barely rap but this song has put it together for me now and forever I was never the coolest but always the rudest now I'm looking to do great things in rap so congrats to that I just wanna make sure you have my back I miss and I'll make sure no one will ever diss you bc your forever in my mind R.I.P to the man I once knew R.I.P uncle clee I love you an miss and when I saw you on your death bed I prayed to God to come and save but he knew and you knew that you were ready to go ready to flow like the blood in my veins but sometimes I feel like I Harley even knew you bc threw it all I never really persuade to ask you how you were doing ik your in a better place so I will never make that mistake again but it's to late for you now imma try and feel like a king without a crown and fall to my knees and pray to the broken crowd
NICE 1 !
great job :)
shits dope!!! haters gonna hate
Great beat 🔥🔥
Remember back on the streets we were poor tryna leave heat, but nothing happened just yet we got arrested for cardiac arrest being broke being poor . Something nothing can not help us, juvenile was the worst had to get beat up by the big bully nerds life was hard back then but I can't believe I lost you my friend. RIP
nice beat
Dope and dope and all that... Wasn't a new techno album supposed to come out soon or did I just dream about that announcement?
I was the type of kid growin' up that would never go out, I'd sit at home all alone and I'd just scream and I'd shout, I'd just lay there and let the torment pour right out my mouth, no friends or girls to hang with so my minds filled with doubt am I ever gonna go anywhere what's my life all about, I got nothing left to give or go on my lifes going south. I think its time I just give up or that I get it on route, I'm so sick of being that kid who just sits there and pouts ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOES ON IN HIS HOUSE, IM SO SICK OF THAT KID THAT I USE TO BE, THE KID THAT WOULD JUST ABUSIVELY RIP ON HIMSELF, THE KID THAT FELT HE HAD NOTHING, NO FRIENDS NOBODY TO HELP, I WOULD JUST SIT THERE AND TEAR THE HAIR RIGHT OUT MY SCALP, I've gotta make a change 'cause this can't be good for my health, men-tally & physically it was really bringing me down, so I stood up I took a chance and made a fucking stand for myself, I was never interested in petty luxuries, no drama or wealth, but when I finally got my game on man the girls would just melt, yet somehow somewhere deep inside man I still felt this overwhelming feeling of sadness, sickness hatred and guilt, like now I remember why I didn't take part in this filth, this world is consumed by hate and madness while the love and truth sit on a shelf.
Used this fir emotional freestyle : made my friend cry
I love it I'm just writing some raps for me and my family
but i think i'm going to make them official
ly
Every person that has put lyrics to this track hasn't made an "emotional story" out of it :( still waiting.. I might upload mine sometime i guess
Love this beat :O
thoughts are drifting, meanwhile this freestyle is lost and distant, a condition of a fallen misfit, figment of imagination, a planned escape was paused..i missed it..
a collision course with my own self, low wealth is causing fits kid..hit walls with fists its a shame...searching for name's, hope God's enlisted.
l really like this beat
From the day I departed/ I look up at the stars/ why does home have to be so far/ there's nothing for me here/ I guess this quest is for the best/ being differently drawn out/ is something I want to erase/ Touché on the same things/ you know the same taste/ but everyone is sour/ it gives me some fire to start writing some of my thoughts/ a reservoir of empowerment/ don't let anyone put you under nothing/ when you're the one who's actually reaching for something/ bring me your negativity/ cause what you say is an inspiration to my ears/ hate brings me great things/ cause what you can't stand is my dream/ I finally realized nothing comes to you if you don't put the effort to go through it/ so here I am/ dirt is more valuable than what I'm doing here/ just rusting away as another day flies by before it's to late/ there's no time for good byes/ it's just a matter of time before the doors closed and nobody remembers me/ I'm not leaving this earth until I can turn from mud to diamond/ I'll climb the mountain side/ fight until I become a titan/ I'll keep fighting until the day axe finally attracts ladies/ this is the assignment in my agenda/ I'll be tich in your head as you look at me/ this is who I'll remember
boa esse beat me serviu muito ..
Misdemeanors couldn't see us we hustled with calm demeanor
Dreams of beamers in my driveway, I was only just a senior
In the game I guess I'm seasoned but a lifetime from completion
More mistakes than I can count, I had to fight my inner demons
Now I'm past it and I'm laughin' at the ones who ever doubted
Cause I was trapped at rock bottom, and now I fuckin made it out it
Went through a couple changes, to tell the truth it's complicated
Finally i found the creator for this song...damn malaysia underground rapper kill this beats better