I survived multiple suicide attempts | What I Learned

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  • Опубликовано: 28 июл 2021
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  • @thepurplepalace85
    @thepurplepalace85 2 года назад +1340

    I love you Hitomi

    • @matthewgoetzka8855
      @matthewgoetzka8855 2 года назад +7

      I was going to say the same thing.

    • @ksvideodiary999
      @ksvideodiary999 2 года назад +34

      i love her and i love you too

    • @opheliafawn
      @opheliafawn 2 года назад +20

      I love both of you

    • @megananderson4662
      @megananderson4662 2 года назад +13

      i love you BOTH

    • @caoimhe7526
      @caoimhe7526 2 года назад +14

      My two female inspirations in one place, love it!! Thank you both for sharing your beautiful selves so authentically and honestly with us 💜☀️♀️

  • @ChaiTogether
    @ChaiTogether 2 года назад +38

    “Someone out there needs me” helped me survive many years of childhood.

  • @KeturaSaint-Fleurose
    @KeturaSaint-Fleurose 2 года назад +480

    Affirmation: “I respond in ways that serve my highest self.” 💜✨

    • @ainoh6403
      @ainoh6403 2 года назад +4

      Yess, love this💖

    • @martinameyer2893
      @martinameyer2893 2 года назад +1

      Ughh I love that 😍♥️

    • @gracie99999
      @gracie99999 Год назад +1

      wish it was true all times for me!
      GOALS!🖤

  • @ItsMeShanalee
    @ItsMeShanalee 2 года назад +592

    ugh literally in a deep dark place today - thank you for the sunshine. xxo 🥺

    • @ainoh6403
      @ainoh6403 2 года назад +2

      A virtual hug to you💗

    • @sofiaa_6343
      @sofiaa_6343 2 года назад +7

      Same here.. we’ll get through this together! You’re not alone!💕

    • @lilozine
      @lilozine 2 года назад +2

      168 people felt this today. ty hitomi

    • @leannesmith1207
      @leannesmith1207 2 года назад +1

    • @aquarius000.9
      @aquarius000.9 2 года назад

      sending love,💕✨

  • @NadyaOlivares
    @NadyaOlivares 2 года назад +373

    It pains me that someone so angelic and gentle like Hitomi suffers so greatly. Depression can truly affect anybody but I’m glad she’s here to share her experiences. Hopefully everyone here is healing and living their best ✨✨

  • @Grace-kw7ok
    @Grace-kw7ok 2 года назад +107

    an affirmation that my therapist once told me that has really helped when I'm feeling the intense physical aspects of anxiety is "it's uncomfortable, but it's not dangerous" or when you are feeling sensations such as an increased heart rate, simply stopping and thanking your heart/ breathe for keeping you alive.

  • @monserivv
    @monserivv 2 года назад +432

    Her talking about something so personal and deep is just amazing. It makes me feel relaxed that life threathing thoughts can happen to anyone and it should be normal to get help.

  • @farida7148
    @farida7148 2 года назад +525

    i don’t know how else to phrase this but you quite literally saved my life back in february 2017. finding your videos is, in my eyes, my favorite serendipity to date. thank you, again and again and again💌

  • @CherryBerryFashion
    @CherryBerryFashion 2 года назад +114

    When she said all those nice things at the end I just felt tears coming into my eyes. I really need someone that supportive in my life. It's deeply sad navigating so much on your own.

  • @iriesarah
    @iriesarah 2 года назад +184

    “I find the miracle in every story and leave it behind” is such a beautiful affirmation. Thank you Hitomi❤️

  • @delaneyexpressionalart
    @delaneyexpressionalart 2 года назад +178

    i can’t watch this rn cause i really am struggling w my own suicide issues rn but i hope one day when i want to live & when i am healed from my trauma & such- i can come back to this video & comment what i have learned as well.

    • @TrueFreedom4kindness
      @TrueFreedom4kindness 2 года назад +17

      you are so loved.

    • @senjutibhattacharya1652
      @senjutibhattacharya1652 2 года назад +9

      Sending love and blessings your way ❤️

    • @ninamertens2696
      @ninamertens2696 2 года назад +21

      Completely understand this... watch some of her light hearted videos like a “what I eat in a day” or just a simple vlog, because as I am sure you know Hitomi has profound ways of making you okay even if it’s just for the duration of the video... it helps me zone out while not spiraling further and usually in the end has a huge impact

    • @delaneyexpressionalart
      @delaneyexpressionalart 2 года назад

      @@TrueFreedom4kindness you are as well. thank you. i didn’t even expect to get any comments on here so this is so sweet🥺❤️

    • @delaneyexpressionalart
      @delaneyexpressionalart 2 года назад +1

      @@senjutibhattacharya1652 same time you! i really do appreciate it though! it does go a long way❤️

  • @lesedimokoena
    @lesedimokoena 2 года назад +54

    To everyone reading this: you’re needed in the world, and I might not know you but I’m glad you’re here❤️

    • @inafricaheightdependsonhow695
      @inafricaheightdependsonhow695 2 года назад +3

      Thank you for this comment🥺💗

    • @lesedimokoena
      @lesedimokoena 2 года назад

      @@inafricaheightdependsonhow695 you’re most welcome❤️

    • @hyerinjeong6927
      @hyerinjeong6927 2 года назад +1

      Thak you so much for your words, you just made my day ❤️

    • @lesedimokoena
      @lesedimokoena 2 года назад

      @@hyerinjeong6927 you’re most welcome❤️

    • @sunnimarci
      @sunnimarci 2 года назад +1

      Stay in this life. Just stay 🤍

  • @Dominickq
    @Dominickq 2 года назад +50

    Picking that one little pattern to upgrade during the darkest of moments - like trading in a binge of Gossip Girls for a soul-nourishing documentary - is such a beautiful (and accessible) way to infuse love where there was once a void. Thank you, Hitomi, for sharing your hard-earned wisdom.

  • @lilcvrry
    @lilcvrry 2 года назад +199

    Not an affirmation- just a question i ask myself every morning that shaped a new way of thinking
    “Hey spirit, what do you need from me today?”
    It could be as simply as smiling @ someone 📿🎋

    • @wolfiesasha887
      @wolfiesasha887 2 года назад +1

      ❤️

    • @renathens_
      @renathens_ 2 года назад +1

      ahh im going to start this! thank you

    • @lilcvrry
      @lilcvrry 2 года назад +3

      @@renathens_ please do! I got the idea from a creator on RUclips i love as well he goes by HINDZ!!!!!🥳🥰

    • @sachapalmer778
      @sachapalmer778 2 года назад +1

      what a great way to start the day, I am going to start implementing this in the morning, thank u xx

    • @renathens_
      @renathens_ 2 года назад +1

      @@lilcvrry that's so weird i subscribed to him like an hour ago!! but it's such a clever thought!

  • @audreyjill
    @audreyjill 2 года назад +59

    I can overcome this
    I can be happy
    I will live
    I will be peaceful
    I'm gonna be strong
    I'm gonna make it
    I really hope i can. Thank you Hitomi 🥺

    • @mai6553
      @mai6553 2 года назад +2

      We are in this healing journey together but apart 💜 I believe in us.

    • @mrcrmn897
      @mrcrmn897 2 года назад +2

      Hi! Just a lil tip, make your affirmations on present tense no matter what's going on. Start by making those seconds u use to say that to resonate, embody and be whatever ur soul knows and needs. With time it will be easier to get to that vibration and easier to access to that part of yourself

    • @audreyjill
      @audreyjill 2 года назад +1

      @@mrcrmn897 ooooh thank you for telling me 💛

    • @zekekasichiro-smith4725
      @zekekasichiro-smith4725 2 года назад

      @@mrcrmn897 I'm gonna be okay today, I'm will not be anxious, relax, is this a good example of that?

  • @hellobyewtvk
    @hellobyewtvk 2 года назад +61

    I started watching you when I was going through suicidal moments and you helped my journey so much. and now Im at the end of my first pregnancy about to give birth. Life is crazy.

    • @senjutibhattacharya1652
      @senjutibhattacharya1652 2 года назад +8

      Sending lots of love and blessings your way ❤️

    • @hellobyewtvk
      @hellobyewtvk 2 года назад +3

      @@senjutibhattacharya1652 Thank you so much 💛✨

    • @Selena-tv9ge
      @Selena-tv9ge 2 года назад +1

      Congratulations, wishing you a blessed and beautiful labour 💓

    • @hellobyewtvk
      @hellobyewtvk 2 года назад

      @@Selena-tv9ge Thank you that means alot ❤️✨

    • @alaskayoung584
      @alaskayoung584 2 года назад +2

      lots of love! 🧡

  • @Sayje
    @Sayje 2 года назад +11

    An affirmation that has helped me in my dark times is “my feelings are valid but temporary” also treating myself as a friend in those situations instead of berating myself makes a big difference

  • @tesskanters3070
    @tesskanters3070 2 года назад +32

    You’re doing SUCH important work in trying to de-stigmatize conversations about suicidal thoughts and life ending feelings

  • @ivyls
    @ivyls 2 года назад +125

    I've been struggling with those thoughts again all month. Especially today has been so bad. You dont know how much I needed this. Thank you for being you Hitomi.

    • @kierstynsaoirse
      @kierstynsaoirse 2 года назад +8

      Sending you all the love and safety you need ❤️

    • @abby6215
      @abby6215 2 года назад +7

      ❤️ I wish you healing

    • @katekellyphotographs
      @katekellyphotographs 2 года назад +4

      ❤️ sending you love!

    • @nataliecollins3360
      @nataliecollins3360 2 года назад +6

      Prayers sweetheart. All of us have been where you are right now. Everything is ok. Breathe deep. Your safe.

  • @christinaflutter5411
    @christinaflutter5411 2 года назад +31

    As long as your heart is pure, speaking the truth is always the right answer

  • @freyacharlotte3700
    @freyacharlotte3700 2 года назад +115

    i have been feeling so drained these past couple of days, and i was just sitting in my room thinking: “i could really use a breather rn, i wonder if hitomi has uploaded anything new” and voilá, a video that was only put out 7 minutes ago. tysm, i’m just gonna go get myself some hot chocolate to make this perfect haha

    • @katrinnajasso6668
      @katrinnajasso6668 2 года назад +3

      thinking if I should wait until I get home to make some hot choc too… 💓

  • @saylorquin4259
    @saylorquin4259 2 года назад +15

    “You have everything you could possibly need to get to where you want to be”

  • @emilirenova6648
    @emilirenova6648 2 года назад +58

    I think everyone who watches you IS being guided by you. We are all in sync with our depressive phases and you always upload just exactly what we need to hear to pick are selves up. You are an angel hitomi we are blessed YOU stayed true to yourself because you really did come to this earth to heal others as well as yourself.

  • @sachapalmer778
    @sachapalmer778 2 года назад +19

    "I am blessed to be on this earth, I deserve to live each day with love gratitude towards myself" - We are all here on this earth for a reason, we all deserve to be here. Enjoy the small moments, for they add up to bigger, happier moments

  • @tarawilde
    @tarawilde 2 года назад +10

    I still sometimes feel anxious during my morning Yoga/Meditation. I will say to myself: “I am safe. There is no where else I need to be.” This helps ground me in the present. I often feel a pull away from my morning practice because I want to just start my day but I need to remind myself that nothing is as urgent as my own self care.

    • @fio-6096
      @fio-6096 2 года назад +1

      Yees girl yees, i need to say that to myself too, WE ARE OUR PRIORITY ❤

  • @gatsbyspet9344
    @gatsbyspet9344 2 года назад +24

    Affirmation: I wear my imperfections like armor so they can never be used to hurt me🌞🌞🌞🌞

  • @averee1562
    @averee1562 2 года назад +48

    You’re an angel, I was just contemplating an attempt

  • @fharzaneahsantos7214
    @fharzaneahsantos7214 2 года назад +93

    I AM ON MY DEPRESSIVE PHASE AGAIN YOU'RE ONE OF MY SERENITY, YOU MEAN A LOT HOPE U CAN SHARE MOREEEE ALWAYS I ALMOST FINISH ALL UR VIDEOS🥺🥺🥺 BUT NO PRESSURE, KEEP LIVING I FEEL ALIVE WHEN UR ALIVE 🥺🥺

    • @nataliecollins3360
      @nataliecollins3360 2 года назад +7

      Prayers you can find your way out sweetheart. You matter so much. Your so important.

    • @fharzaneahsantos7214
      @fharzaneahsantos7214 2 года назад +4

      @@nataliecollins3360 that's so thoughtful and sweet🥺🙏🏽 I wish you have a good day and life ahead, you're important too🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @CherryBerryFashion
      @CherryBerryFashion 2 года назад +2

      I totally understand but please remember to actually use the tips in this video. It's really easy to escape into the youtube world, escaping into a fantasy but unfortunately life's challenges still wait for us on the other side as they are only put off in time. I've learned it the hard way. You can do it!

  • @xBloodXGusherx
    @xBloodXGusherx 2 года назад +35

    I'm glad you are still with us.
    :)

  • @blessingswithblaze5661
    @blessingswithblaze5661 2 года назад +7

    "I accept myself for who I am and who I will become"
    An affirmation that helped me in difficult time of denial and anger with who I was/where I wanted to be

  • @rominaabraham3957
    @rominaabraham3957 Год назад +7

    May I be happy
    May I be healthy
    May I be at peace
    I repeat these three phrases over and over again during my daily meditation
    💛

  • @user-kn4rk3yw2s
    @user-kn4rk3yw2s 2 года назад +15

    Lately I’ve been feeling quite insignificant and questioning the reason for my existence. It’s really strange because there’s so much I want to do and experience but at the same time I wouldn’t be upset if I were gone tomorrow. Having to endure so much so young really is tiring. Hopefully I’ll look forward to life again sometime soon. Thank you for being an endless source of light x

  • @anicaholm
    @anicaholm 2 года назад +3

    “I give to myself all that I once desired from others” 💗🧚🏼🌷

  • @lillysyoga
    @lillysyoga 2 года назад +4

    "there's a difference between bypassing negative thoughts and just not indulging them" on periodddddd

  • @octoberrosesaxon8818
    @octoberrosesaxon8818 Год назад +3

    Nothing is as beautiful as the beautiful courage of vulnerability. Thank you for this video. I struggle with suicidal thoughts. I think it’s important to talk about. My heart is warm. I hope if anyone who is struggling reads this, know that it will pass. We are loved. I love you.❤

  • @Euphoryaaa
    @Euphoryaaa 2 года назад +8

    I came here to say that I’m happy you chose to stay here with us

  • @tamary.6567
    @tamary.6567 2 года назад +8

    here's one! I'm so grateful for the courage to be my most authentic self.

  • @noneywright6333
    @noneywright6333 2 года назад +9

    Your one of the most beautiful people i have ever seen- your soul just leaks through you.

  • @CaitlinKreft
    @CaitlinKreft 2 года назад +9

    I personally struggle with expressing my emotions. After years of “people pleasing” i started to recognize the toll it was taking on my body. I am going through a season of growth right now and I have been challenged to fully express emotions and following my instincts. I am so grateful you shared part of your story because it feels comforting to know that someone else can relate

  • @josihenry306
    @josihenry306 2 года назад +5

    I am perfect in the place I am today. I am beyond my trauma. I am beyond my bulimia. I am worthy in the space I inhabit.
    I am exactly where I need to be. I am at peace with the scale. I am more than a number. My worth is not based on my size. I am free from self-judgement. I am sober and clear minded. I am holding space for love of myself and others. I am in this life to live fully. I am the light in my life. I am not meant to be extinguished.

  • @tierneynalu9439
    @tierneynalu9439 2 года назад +4

    I love watching your channel and soaking up the gorgeous florescent energy that surrounds you. I strive to be kind, gentle, and present just as you are. I'm deeply thankful to have found peace and wisdom from your videos. 🌞✨🙏🏼

  • @themoonisbeautifulisntit2860
    @themoonisbeautifulisntit2860 2 года назад +24

    anyone else been feeling really heavy today ? this couldn’t have been posted at a better time

  • @marthanorth6575
    @marthanorth6575 2 года назад +4

    This video felt so personal and had such perfect timing, this is exactly what I needed, I love these personal videos so much they deeply help me, thank you

  • @faithhortizano7892
    @faithhortizano7892 Год назад +5

    I had suicidal thoughts for 10 years too. It started when I was 16 years old. It's super hard and yet im still alive. Love to learn from you Hitomi.

  • @picketfenced5771
    @picketfenced5771 2 года назад +2

    I’ve been watching you for years and you’ve taught me a lot, which in turn, will help me teach others. It’s a beautiful web we’re all weaving, I hope everyone stays strong and continue seeking your best self, the world will change accordingly.

  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 2 года назад +4

    thank you for sharing your journey

  • @nancylee3780
    @nancylee3780 2 года назад +5

    Thank you Hitomi 💛 “I am worthy and ready for my next step”

  • @Marollan1
    @Marollan1 2 года назад +2

    Hitomi, I am so glad I met you. You have showed me ways to help my days go by, getting to know myself and loving my self more. Of course I have my bad days, but you inspire me to get better. I love you

  • @augustindidier224
    @augustindidier224 2 года назад +3

    I love how raw, honest and well spoken you are. Truly one of my favourite youtubers

  • @dys3735
    @dys3735 2 года назад +2

    How incredibly enlightening and intelligent. You’re a beautifully blessed woman💪🏼

  • @graceb7552
    @graceb7552 2 года назад

    Your words are so kind, I didn’t realize how bad I needed to hear that. Eternally grateful to have found your channel, it’s been helping me immensely through my spirituality journey 💓 sending you love and positive energy

  • @liberatedlioness6478
    @liberatedlioness6478 2 года назад +2

    True beauty is in truth, getting naked and candid. I am so moved by your demonstration of what resonates with me as true beauty. Thanks for this example 🙏🏿

  • @selinozer6116
    @selinozer6116 2 года назад +9

    Im not sure if u will see this but even though u dont know me, u are a really important person in my life. l love your soul and energy. Thanks for making me feel safe everytime with your videos ❤️ Thank you so much for being here.

  • @hemalimaistry7843
    @hemalimaistry7843 2 года назад +2

    Thank you, Hitomi, for helping me pull myself out of what seemed to be a never ending cycle of darkness and into the light❤️

  • @alicealice3267
    @alicealice3267 2 года назад

    Your words are exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you so much. This video is incredibly precious!

  • @gissellecaraballo5531
    @gissellecaraballo5531 2 года назад +1

    You are the light at the end of my tunnel. Litterally took me out the hole I thought was so deep within. Thank you for being you. Thank you for making this video.

  • @haleyh901
    @haleyh901 2 года назад

    You’re one of the only things that truly restores my hope and faith.

  • @nessa16
    @nessa16 2 года назад

    to see how far you’ve come even with the hardships you’ve faced is admirable to say the least. i’m so happy you’ve found peace ♥️

  • @ainoh6403
    @ainoh6403 2 года назад +6

    "I now release the pain from my past and choose to believe in the beauty of my future" ✨ this affirmation resonates with me so much in this moment🙏🏻 sending you all love💗

  • @destinyhart9860
    @destinyhart9860 2 года назад +18

    This showed up as I’m really thinking about it. I feel like this video has saved my life. This gave me the permission to cry and I haven’t cried since March all this pain is finally free thank you so much this.

  • @alexandriaraewatson
    @alexandriaraewatson 2 года назад

    you will never know how much I needed this from nobody except you. thank you for being the bravest person. so grateful to experience only the smallest glimpse of you.

  • @sheilao2127
    @sheilao2127 2 года назад +1

    you have no idea how much I needed your words this morning. thank you for reminding me how normal and valid these feelings are and for guiding me to choose hope and choose myself despite what my mind/abuser's voice in my mind, might say. I love you immensely and you are helping me and others heal--thank you

  • @gwenrobinson3990
    @gwenrobinson3990 2 года назад +1

    You are such a strong beautiful soul, inside and out! Sending you lots of love and light!

  • @serenaatallah641
    @serenaatallah641 2 года назад +1

    thank you so much for sharing your story. I had also dealt with suicidal thoughts from age 13 to 21 and I struggled with self harm for just as long. I am still working through self limiting behaviors like not sticking to a morning routine that is centered around regulating my nervous system and really paying attention to myself and my needs before others. But every small step towards that goal is progress. I just celebrated my 23rd birthday last week and I was crying from happiness because I was alive and so happy to be where I am in my life now. I accomplished so much these past two years of my healing journey. I no longer feel depressed and anxious on a daily basis and I know how to work with myself in a constructive way when I get down. You're so inspiring to me and I'm so glad we have a light being like you to bring us a taste of grace, belonging and love in this world.

  • @Mheart91
    @Mheart91 2 года назад

    Thank you for this level of transparency. You are truly helping so many of us. Thank you for walking in your truth. 💕

  • @tesskanters3070
    @tesskanters3070 2 года назад +1

    Thank you so so much for all your videos but this one especially Hitomi. You’re an angel and it made me feel seen and nurtured 💗 It was very helpful for me as someone who has been “chronically suicidal”, living with lots of trauma, depression and anxiety. An affirmation I love is: It is safe to be me

  • @elizzabetthh
    @elizzabetthh 2 года назад

    Today has been one of the hardest and most emotional days for me in a while and to see this is like a message sent from the universe. Thank you

  • @nadiabarmasse5294
    @nadiabarmasse5294 2 года назад +3

    Thank you so much for talking about this...I needed to hear it ❤

  • @thefirstdraft4335
    @thefirstdraft4335 2 года назад +1

    Current affirmation - I'm breaking from old patterns and moving forward with my life ! I'm free because I choose to love!

  • @georgelelandturner
    @georgelelandturner 2 года назад +3

    Thank you for being real, you’re taking a powerful and important stance

  • @gloriaboucher9203
    @gloriaboucher9203 Год назад

    This video is amazing, full of truth, of authenticity, of help, advises and love. Thank you for this

  • @alicrighton9873
    @alicrighton9873 2 года назад +3

    The light you bring to this platform

  • @0000AD
    @0000AD 2 года назад +1

    This was so healing to listen to. Thank you so much for sharing such a vulnerable part or yourself. I really needed this 😭🙏🏻

  • @ashleygraham3458
    @ashleygraham3458 2 года назад +1

    We love you so much, you’ve changed and saved my life. Thank you

  • @ona9375
    @ona9375 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for your light, Hitomi✨ A mantra that has helped me a lot (and still does) is “Everything is perfect and necessary. I am where I am supposed to be.”

  • @stateofdawoke6237
    @stateofdawoke6237 2 года назад

    This video helped alot honestly ❤ not everyone understands what other people go through but if you know who you are and keep going nothing can stop you .

  • @arienisliving5893
    @arienisliving5893 2 года назад

    hi Hitomi, your video came onto my feed at just the right time 🥺 the past couple weeks i had been completely lost, feeling empty and really giving into my life-ending/overall negative thoughts. i was in a place where i didn’t know what to do and received a message from spirit telling me to keep going but i still was unsure of how i was going to come out of this. your video really made me shed a tear, i had been feeling like no one in my life understood or cared so when i watched this i immediately felt a wave of comfort and hope wash over me. thank you hitomi 🥺 u truly are an angel i appreciate your presence on youtube so deeply

  • @dik662
    @dik662 2 года назад

    Thank you so much Hitomi. Going through those dark thoughts while listening to your calming and much needed words is so healing ❤️

  • @Snehaa04
    @Snehaa04 2 года назад

    It literally makes me so happy that I get to exist in the same time and universe as you!!
    You're so full of light and happiness,, it radiates so purely ✨

  • @carolsomerhalder7
    @carolsomerhalder7 Год назад

    you have no idea how much help you are to so many people by doing what you do i genuinely dk what else to say than thank you so thank. yoou from the bottom of my heart

  • @odetakaniauskaite7862
    @odetakaniauskaite7862 2 года назад

    your videos always make me cry tears or joy and relief and sadness, you really speak to my soul

  • @Zoominero
    @Zoominero 2 года назад

    i needed this more than anything today, thank hitomi fore everything. So blessed to be in this presence.

  • @sophiaeloisea
    @sophiaeloisea 2 года назад

    No matter how long your videos are, I always feel like they end so soon. 🥺 I no longer struggle with life ending thoughts as well. Love how you paint such a picture with what you say. I am grateful for this reminder of where I have come from. The way I choose to exist directly affects my reality. Thank you for sharing your light. 🦋

  • @jackmovick9116
    @jackmovick9116 Год назад +1

    Thanks for this. I resonate with this immensely. I’ve had life ending thoughts since I’ve lost two babies in the second trimester. Grief is very hard to walk along side. What keeps me here is my 6 year old and the living people I have around me and the hope we will one day have another earth child. Thank you for opening this conversation ❤❤ Alyssa xx

  • @7.83hz7
    @7.83hz7 2 года назад +1

    i couldn't imagine a world without you hitomi, thank you for being so wise about your journey 💖

  • @alexism6411
    @alexism6411 2 года назад

    there was not a better time for you to post this than now. i needed this so much. thank you

  • @emiliennedupleix1962
    @emiliennedupleix1962 Год назад

    you are such a warrior 🥺... I'm going trough depression at the moment and it gives me a little bit of hope so thank you very much ❤people really need that, our society needs that

  • @indiahlahm8720
    @indiahlahm8720 2 года назад

    hitomi, i will never be able to explain how much you helped me on my journey. every time i hear you speak i remember how lucky i am to be here and that life is such a blessing. thank you so much 🤍🌞✨

  • @mckinneymartin3986
    @mckinneymartin3986 2 года назад

    Her messages always come at the right time- thank you Hitomi for bringing light to our lives❤️

  • @kayapapaya4748
    @kayapapaya4748 2 года назад +2

    Finished watching at 1:11 🙏 your kind words are so deeply appreciated. Your genuineness makes me cry tears of joy. Sometimes it feels like you’re speaking directly to me, like a friend who comes when I need you the most. Thank you. Much love

  • @glory914
    @glory914 2 года назад +4

    I need more that 16:25 minutes of you girl , you’re just an amazing soul ❤️

  • @TheDaisyhg08
    @TheDaisyhg08 2 года назад +5

    Love you Hitomi, we are so lucky to have a friend like you…

  • @strugglingmillennial1298
    @strugglingmillennial1298 2 года назад

    Thank you for being transparent about your experiences. This video may save many lives and empower those who are struggling to finally seek help. 🙏

  • @surabhisingh1411
    @surabhisingh1411 2 года назад +4

    i really really needed this. thank you, hitomi

  • @aurwood68
    @aurwood68 2 года назад

    Thank you Hitomi, I always feel energized, thankful for my own life, my own body when I hear your advices and teachings 💕💕🌺🌺🌺 Ty sis 🌙

  • @missdann
    @missdann 2 года назад +3

    I've avoided clicking on this video all week. One of my dearest friends and someone I considered a sister took her life last summer. The pain I have been feeling over this has twisted me so. To anyone else viewing this video who has also lost someone to the whispers of suicide, my heart goes out to you. The pain is immeasurable and nothing can make a tragedy so awful okay. But I hope others find moments of love, growth, and warmth still in the absence of a love you once valued, and hold tight to the lighter moments in life to make the harder moments easier to bear.

  • @wyntersoleil
    @wyntersoleil 2 года назад

    I love and appreciate you Hitomi 🙏🏽 About 5 years ago I was in a really dark place and then I watched your video on depression and enlightenment. That's what sparked my journey to self awareness and healing. I still have bad days, but I'm so thankful to have learned different coping mechanisms. I hope to meet you one day 😌

  • @hannahjimenez7
    @hannahjimenez7 Год назад

    This video is so beautiful. It makes me so happy and emotional to see others putting there struggles to light. It just shows that healing is possible for everyone, and we are all more connected than we think. thank you Hitomi

  • @studysage6228
    @studysage6228 2 года назад +1

    Seeing this today is my sign to keep going. Thank you x

  • @adeola4335
    @adeola4335 2 года назад +2

    Thank you for being the light in a world of extreme darkness.