forget the flow from repetition, i been tryna kick it, and write these bars, but sometimes i feel i’m trapped up in em, i need to escape, but to be great, i need a chance to spit it, and if i get it will i kill it, or become a victim, cause i ain’t writing much, but then again, i know that when i got this pad and this pen, it’s like the midas touch, it’s like i might erupt, and if you in the blast radius, you’ll have to try your best, or just try your luck catching flames from these words i speak, extinguish them all, only if you cold as me, bold as me, capitalize on grown ass beats, so i get myself static like some old ass beats
Tell me please can you help me Depression is resting In this state I’m wealthy Not so healthy My confidence is melting So much much sadness And I struggle with this baggage I’m presented more helpings And my spirit so flaccid My attitude is passive I gotta know is it everlastin The guilt the pain It’s just trips my brain So ashamed as I make my way Up this staircase These steps I take Make the whole ground shake Been asleep but I feel awake Just please take this pain away Help me please I need someone I need to change These drugs don’t help I’ve been enslaved To my depression stage Wanna runaway I relay My feelings to this page And I progress (yes) to a feeling of rage Fuck the rest I’m stressed to get The Billings paid I confess I been so distressed And distrust well I know it best My souls been pressed possessed Negatively vexed over trivial test That got my heart stuck in a mess entangled And stretched but I been a fool I benefit residuals of feelings But my feelings full I’ve been feeling Like these feelings are cruel Word to the crew I know they feeling them too It’s Heartbreak season the skys so blue Pay O U T I pay my dues this pain so deep My pain so true the boulder on shoulder Multiplies times two stuck in this doom Hope a mf try something soon I’ve been in the mood To end it dear fam don’t don’t get offended I hurt you once I know you resent it I talk to god seeking repentance Reprimanded for for a sentence I demanded respect that’s what I was givin And now I’m sitting With this life or death vision No one in attendance Me myself and I That’s how this what was written -Z
Black hole in my chest where my heart should be, Can I sink any lower? I guess we’ll see, Wishing for ecstasy I just need a taste, Downing this bottle like it’s the final race, Hoping my sorrows can one day be erased, I did everything right and was still replaced, Still I lay and reminisce about the times that we would kiss, You took everything and left with me no heart beat, Stuck in a daze, I’m done counting the days away, Plagiarize my life, a clone stuck in his painful ways, The march to a coffin, I take the high road so I don’t see people too often, Darkness keeps calling, I took the road less travelled I guess I like a challenge, I cant keep this bottled in I’m running out of space, I been through harder days they help me smile through the pain, Take my memories, my memories they haunt me.
Verse 1: (0:51-1:17) Twist and turn, while I burn down, Smoke in my lungs, got me feeling way too composed now, Liquor poured up, In the middle with no ground, Swear god hate me, He tell me “This why you faded on your own now” Face directions, that mention, continuations, Evading, real tales, late for my registration, I’m pacing here and there, But I’m so unaware
:52 I know I gotta love to be loved But everybody so tough, Imma cover it up I spend my nights loose, cuddled up with the bugs Every morning make the choice between a drug or a hug I saw emotions as the truth, the world seemed so real Now the only way I feel's through the shit that I deal My soul's already signed with a seal Imma die iced out after a marvelous meal 1:17 I know I gotta see to be seen I'd rather kick the can, ride quick with my queen Until it's half a mile down the road, then I'll kick it the half mile back to where my courage is stowed But that shit burned to the stone I never had what I's owed 27 club's too old to rhyme And I'm done toeing the line 1:42
[00:51] If I stress about my legacy, Then you can write my stories. Make my thesis, sound like Jesus, So majority adore me. Don’t ignore me, when I’m flexing, Let my ego rise to glory. So that when I’m falling down, I send a shockwave to you’re Quarries. It’s a major flop, save your spot, & Tell me I been boring. Pouring liquor for my purple hearts, And grieving every morning (mourning). I’m a wasted shot. Whether it’s a bullet, or tequila. I can smile for the pictures, But the videos, I’m leaving. [After that I would go into a bridge and then hook lmfao]
Ngl this the first time I've read a comment with lyrics where the flow and bars just click with the beat and sound fire. Well done bro props to you keep it up!💪
0:51 Chorus: I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch I love it.. Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin' Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin' So mama, do you like the weed marijuana? I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left.. But you carried me like I was somethin' Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin' 1:17 Verse: I'm not gonna act like I've ever been pretty I was under heat, defeated by everything in this city, so broke Gritty and dark, tryna be smart but actin' a tool Talkin' crap, slappin' back for stars who called me fool I knew, exactly what everybody was sayin', I was playin' Just being me, seein' nothing but super saiyan Blue, heartless this man I really was, broken at trust Unspoken to love cus I've been hurt a bunch man.. 1:43 Bridge: How good do the bad things get? Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah How many do you think we'll lose? I swear, I swear, I swear How good do the bad things get? Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah How many do you think we'll lose? I swear, I swear, I swear 2:08 Chrous: I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch I love it.. Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin' Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin' So mama, do you like the weed marijuana? I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left.. But you carried me like I was somethin' Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin' 2:34 Verse: Yeah I fuckin' love movies and the smoothie cream I love them women who are believers, not who they seem I keep smokin' cus that's who I deem, I mean If ya wanna know me, I'll tell ya fuckin' clean My name is.. Maximum layers over failures, top of saving one Been to many funerals, I drop at fakin' tongue Conversatin' love, I just want to run away Cus I feel pain and I'm so fuckin' afraid Flashback to a chat I had in year seven Mash that with a bat that took another eleven Bless the ones up in heaven, cus I keep dreamin' of comin' But my family keeps me frontin' from dustin', ain't that just somethin' so beloved Got me wantin' like, I really want to live To give a gift, to live a life? Is that really it? Feelin' so small but I'm only homosapien Phoning god when really I've tried escaping him.. 3:24 Chorus: I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch I love it.. Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin' Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin' So mama, do you like the weed marijuana? I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left.. But you carried me like I was somethin' Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin'
0:25-1:17 Time is mad strange but it seems to keep us waiting In time we all decay like the bodies in the basement Don't speak or be afraid I know the devil out there waiting The Way I'm dodging death left em saying it's amazing Time is our downfall but it's God's occupation Worshipping the minutes we get its been taking I will fall asleep in the end let God take em If I heal of death that's a break theres no mistaking Let me catch my breath for the times we've been forsaken Load up on some lead The leaders all secretly hateing Bring us all to tears the lies will not change it The fact it's fear that lays within our savior I'm out here showing work putting dents in my back bone And to my best friend been a shoulder they could lean on I keep myself from over doing what I think I'm really meant foh Who else is influenced by the words they all preach on?
some context: this is for a concept album, titled Tha Cycle. (basically showing my cycle of depression and madness and how i broke out of it.) earlier in the album i talk about how my mom lied to me too much so i cant trust her, and that im afraid of trusting people and i fear nobody cares for me. hope that gives some context to a few bars. you may not understand the flow, cus its kinda complex. I know i cant understand anyones flows here. Burnt Bridges: [Intro] I JUST WANNA DO NOTHING (TODAY) I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING (TODAY) I JUST NEED TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS (TODAY) I REALLY WANNA MAKE AMENDS (TODAY) [Verse 1] ALL THESE PEOPLE I'VE PUSHED OUT ARE THE RESULTS OF SHOWING SELF SO NOW I MASK IT, HIDE IT WELL CAUSE I DON'T WANT NOBODY ELSE LEAVING ME, LIVING IN A HELL FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE HURT, I WISH YOU WELL I'VE BEEN AN ASSHOLE, CALLED MY TRANS FRIEND A DYKE I'VE MANIPULATED TOO, SAID I WOULD END IT THAT NIGHT BUT I DIDN'T WHATS THE MISSION? I KEEP SAYIN IM THE VICTIM, THATS WHY I KEEP BURNING BRIDGES BOUT TO SAY SOME THINGS I DID, AND I WISH THAT I WAS KIDDING [Refrain] I GOT THE FREEDOM TO DO ANYTHING INSTEAD I DO THESE SHITTY THINGS MY INNER DEMONS LINGERING I NEED TO GET HIM OFF OF ME OR ELSE I'LL END UP STUMBLING I'M REALLY FUCKING DONE WITH ME I NEED TO SHUT UP HONESTLY I DON'T WANNA BE MYSELF (TODAY) I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HELL (TODAY) [Verse 2] ONE OF MY FRIENDS OPENED UP TO ME, HE WAS GOING THROUGH A LOT AND ALL I DID WAS MAKE JOKES ABOUT HIS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS I DIDN'T SHOW SUPPORT SO WHO AM I TO BELIEVE THAT Y'ALL ARE SELLING ME SHORT? I STARTING ROASTING MY HALF BROTHER, SINCE THEN WE MADE AMENDS, BUT I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY MOTHER TALKIN SHIT BEHIND HER BACK, AND I EXPECT HER NOT TO LIE TO ME? THESE KIND OF THINGS I DID GAVE ME SUICIDAL TENDENCIES I'LL NEVER BE AT EASE UNLESS THESE THOUGHTS START TO CEASE [Bridge] NEVER WANNA GO OUTSIDE AND I NEVER WANNA COMPROMISE I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE I WISH I WASN'T GIVEN LIFE NEVER WANNA GO OUTSIDE AND I NEVER WANNA COMPROMISE I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE I WISH I WASN'T GIVEN LIFE [Verse 3] WENT SO FAR, THE PERSON CLOSEST DROPPED A DISS TRACK EXPOSING WHO I AM, BAR FOR BAR, I FELT WHACK I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK WHEN I WASN'T SELF AWARE ABOUT THE TRAITS THAT I LACK I NEVER CARED ABOUT ANYBODY BUT MYSELF I WANNA CHANGE, BUT EVERYTIME I TRY ITS DIFFICULT ITS SO HARD TO KEEP CONTROL, SET A GOAL I WOULDN'T SMOKE NEXT THING I KNOW I PACK A BOWL NEED TO CHANGE MY WHOLE PERSPECTIVE, LEARN MYSELF A FUCKING LESSON [Refrain] I GOT THE FREEDOM TO DO ANYTHING INSTEAD I DO THESE SHITTY THINGS MY INNER DEMONS LINGERING I NEED TO GET HIM OFF OF ME OR ELSE I'LL END UP STUMBLING I'M REALLY FUCKING DONE WITH ME I NEED TO SHUT UP HONESTLY I DON'T WANNA BE MYSELF (TODAY) I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HELL (TODAY) [Verse 4] NEED TO GET A THERAPIST, CAUSE I COULD USE A FEW SESSIONS I CAN'T KEEP COPING ON MY OWN, I'M JUST SO DESPERATE I CUT OUT MY OLDEST FRIEND, THEY NEVER CARED FOR ME FEEL LIKE THEY'RE A NARCISSIST, MOMENT OF CLARITY THEY PRETEND THAT THEY'RE NOT, I CONVEYED MY FEELINGS, THEY APOLOGIZED A LOT THEN THEY TOOK A FEW STEPS BACK AND THOUGHT THEY COULD STAND THEIR GROUND CAUSE IT REALLY HURT THEIR EGO, SO THEY ACT LIKE I'M THE CLOWN [Outro] WILLING TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY IF YOU THEY FRIEND BUT AS SOON AS YOU PART, THEY ACT LIKE YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT YOU SLIPPED UP, SHOWED YOUR INTENTIONS, EVEN IF JUST FOR A MINUTE AND DID I FORGET TO MENTION THAT YOU JUST A HYPOCRITE YOU SAID I WAS A PEDO, TRYNA RUIN MY LIFE I WOULD NEVER THROW THAT ON YOUR NAME, BUT YOU THREW IT ON MINE SO IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO ME, I'MA HAVE TO DECLINE I DON'T EVER WANNA SPEAK AGAIN, BUT I HOPE YOU'RE ALRIGHT
00:23 Oh Amor, amor, amor (x4) 0:48 Soy alma y cuerpo Lleno de sentimientos Un agujero interno enamorado del ayer Amor y miedo Efimero lo eterno Un presente repleto de "lo que pudimos ser" (x2) 1:13
Step into the moon light And feel that darkness, shield your soul Feel like my whole life Ive been driving down a guided black paved road I feel like this Black holes, got me walkin a road Got me takin a toll, for you Feel like its Got me buildin a wall Think its bout 10 feet tall, for you
I know where I keep you I know where you stay Deep in my heart Til the day In the earth we lay I know where I keep you I know where you stay Deep inside me I know where I want you I know where you want me Tangled up together Then on my knees No greater satisfaction baby Than making you tremble No greater satisfaction baby Than forcing you to remember
0:50 Time is only rolling And it’s goin by fast You think that it’s forever Before your eyes it’s past 1:03 Just like a black hole Ive been swept in I grieve the death of yesterday There is no goin back Please quit your crying Is what they ask Why don’t you worry bout the future Told me never look back Stuck in a time zone Grief has altered my mind All the mental distortions Have made me blind
[VERSE 1] Lord forgive me for the moments that I seem ungrateful Praying for my peace but inside I'm feelin spiteful Socially imperfect for these friends you know I'm thankful But lately I got issues I can't tell noone it's shameful Drowning all my problems in a bottle with a spirit Smokin all this dope until I'm higher than the ceilin Don't know when to stop until get over the limit Like I'm on deathrow, noone comes ever to visit I heard Boys don't cry, well men do try Just to keep it together and keep the family fine Keep supressing your feelings till you can't feel you alive Everybody got their demons that they battlin inside I know, we just keepin it a buck in the streets dawg Living for the people while you losing your identity Feeling like a stranger in your own fuckin entity I'm bout to shut em down, and become the Public Enemy
(Lyrics between 0:51 - 1:44) I aint ever had no true friends, this world is cruel and ruthless. I'm tryna write my story but I'm facing all these loose ends. Right now I'm facing the bottom... of this bottle of pills and I'm staring at the toughest one to swallow, my pride. I knew I couldn't hide, that not a day goes by that I don't think about committing suicide. Prowling like a panther, tellin me it's the answer. It's growing larger in my brain, like a tumor without the cancer. Whatever. You know my happiness is dated So whenever I feel down, I fuck around and get faded. Got smoke in my lungs, my eyes are bloodshot as fuck. I try to talk about my problems all I hear is "tough luck". They sent me to a place where I'm constantly supervised. I couldn't even fuckin sleep, not without being scrutinized. They told me I was fine, I couldn't read between the lines. Now I'm older and can differentiate... truth and lies
1:17 start: Life is a roller coasta she going up and down on the shores of costa rica she a diva smokin reefer uptown where she gets a piece of unaware that they deceive her sippin liquor by the liter headshots she undefeated block hot like im grippin heaters outfit like she drip fajitas promo she would love to feature shes a star of the future on a trip golden teacher in my dreams id love to meet her a godesss im a firm believer im addicted shes the dealer extra to the verse I wrote: a gamble with the reaper like im 83 with a fever make me feel like Caesar shes a healer when I come between her a head high like I smoke sativa throw it im a wide recevier
Verse: (0:51)Blackhole thoughts, deep like potato Root of the cause like a vege-table, its able To grow into his head, a cable gotta get it-cut, like shows on H-B-O (oh no) situation dire, he need a consouler a therapist to get him out, extinguish fire head overheating, one man hired was getting headaches like spinning car tire (tired) (1:17)Con-sole, ones-soul ,with-told, help-ful, in-fo Diagnosed, with a common syndrome S-T-R-E double S, dropped his chest, realise his jobs like a mess, make his head more irratated head bout to be detonated cause in the furture tense, boss go call and he´ll be like-a dy-ing star, tomorrow'll be a brawl (1:43)and it happened, potential he tappin, he mapping x marks the spot offf him, geologist clapping to remove his-stains he think he need sever-ral napkins, just in case he made sure his boss wasent nappin And soon he was caught by the officer lot, the root of the problem then gone due to rot, next epi-sode clothes bar-code he wasent shot But in the grand scheme of things he was a dot Had he continued hes insanity, hed be a blackhole. Ready to hunt… devour… and swallow………. (finish till end) (2:32)end
Chorus: It's sucking up my spirit my soul, Setting me up for its own goals, No glimmers of diamonds and gold, No oaths upheld upon this black hole, Verse: If you stare in this abyss, it's stares back at you, And its abbesse's caress, insert its specks in you, Your days reflect the darkness born anew, Drunk on this dew, you call love, what a fool. All your focus on the moment's sensuality, But in actuality, you stray from reality, It's the best recipe for a fatality, Responsibility or paternality ^^ Hope you like it 😁. I mainly write in french though, hope the vibe got thru^^
Endless time Thousand mile stare Into the void The darkness, despair The light The apathetic bite You feel numb Yet alive You feel yourself breathing But why? You stare off into space And just think How many more years of me? Of this, painfully uncertainty Where the only thing I'm certain of Is that I'll have the pleasure to bleed Why is this required? Is suffering a blessing Or a curse to bear? Do I really matter. Am I really here? Am I only atoms in the atmosphere Blowing in the winds like a leaf in the air An endless cycle Of death then repair Highs and lows Lows and high Round this globe Till we fucking die Why? Does anything really matter? Am I matter? Is that a thing? Everything's so confusing A mystery The answer Continuously alludes me Endlessly Like time Just nonstop
I came back and I thought you different Few years did you change your preference This new This new life got you acting different I can see it in your eyes I can see thee indifference When you see me with a girl that was not my pereafnece Now she in my bed Ohh lil mama You’re weighing on my soul Your lip sticks on my t shirt I hate it when you’re far See as I write these rhymes In the studio doing time Like a prisoner of war I spit pain in these bars And as I Sip on vodka like it made out of lime, On the back of my mind I think of you like a rhyme
How many times can I spin in this circle Wound me up, now I’m twisted and purple Got no life left Confident in my steps But it’s probably because I’m dead Look, I ain’t writing just to make a lot of sense Some times you find the right words lost inside the trim Break it all apart and now you’re left with you again If only you could figure out the problems in your head Spiders crawl Creatures speak, voices loud as wooden creaks Door hinges rusted out, the floor as cold as Mr. Freeze Mysteries, all surround my life I wish that I could sleep Forever I’m not depressed just not impressed with life, hope it gets better
0:52 Strife and the drama, Got me sprinklin the grabba, Sayin our father for our loved ones and our lost ones, -So what’s the cost, When your soul is lost to the fog, Rock bottom where I’m cryin from so hollow, Follow the leader, Liters of ether for my people, Third eye golden eagle bombin from the motherfuckin bleachers, Each one teach one, Livin life on the seesaw, Take the highs down with the lows, And break em even, life is decent, -Can’t lower defense, When blades equip, And semi automatic grip, With the scent of gunpowder in the evening, There’s chalk on the cement, These (muthafuckas) (fast) Kill for no reason, Or in the name of God, Drop the lord of flies like a heathen, Unsheathin every guillotine, Y’all demons all will really see, Mortality and fear, And you would do well to repent bitch, must’ve had a death wish, God not to mess with, You blessed us all with every mes-sage, I paid attention, To every detail that you sent it’s, Elementary, The angels not forgettin me, Embedded on my grave for every century, Don’t need to leave a legend, I don’t need to wield a weapon, I just need my pen and space, Because I know surely time is ending, The bridges burnt, x2 -The tables turnt, Get cho worth, I’ll go berserk, With it until I’m sittin in a urn
0:50 Livin in the present cus I’m trynna escape my mind since it’s been a little bit reckless Unbox me for Christmas and I’ll be like a jack in the box holding a weapon People they be sad in they sorrows but I be thanking god for every second As I look up to the sky I look at each star and count them as lessons and blessins At the end of the day you choose how you look at life so I guess it a preference Devil trynna create a make believe world and make this look like heaven but shi at the end of the day u just gon be tempted word my mother people look fear in the face and they get to itchin and sweatin But you see me I ain’t ever been afraid cus my problems erase when I pull out my brand new mac ll Compare me to you and im like a upgrade while you still livin in windows 7
Now that I’m sober I’m dealin with my emotions been focused on leaving my past while knowin it’s hard to let go of that grasp I’m chokin while holdin these tears back took so many years to get where I’m at I got a habit of attractin a trap and fighting panic attacks I just need some time to give myself a pat on the back but this time I’m on the right path barely able to count the ones I trust with my right hand I guessed the rest was never part of my plan of makin over 900 grand from my career or just rhymin for fans either way I’m grateful to be here being able to think clear no need to drink beer above the influence is something that I never thought I’d be near but things change when you don’t want an early grave it was overdue for me to clean my dirty slate things change when you don’t want an early grave it was overdue for me to clean my dirty slate
No explanation,it’s not even needed, Gone with the wind again,his journey proceeded, Stuck in his ways, they still amazed, that it wasn’t no phase, the youngster determined to go and get paid, not even a cage , could take the pen and the page, soul staind with some rage, from his earlier days , life is his stage now expressing his pain
french verse: [0:51] Combien de fois Combien d'occasions Faut que ça foire Karma me donne raison Tant que ça va J'me planque à la maison J'me refait tous mes textes Il pleut dehors alors b*isons Il pleut dehors, c'est la fête Des colombes qui sortent de ma veste Maladie des rimes dans ma tête On refait l'inventaire Et on s'barre, plus à l'ouest Il faudra attendre l'été Mais j'sature, j'en ai marre, on doit graille A 18h, déjà pété Ni vieux ni sage comme Grougaloragran
I want that free mp3 lease bruh 0:50 They tell me that living this life is just so so I say it's not I've lost alot but what the fuck do I know I gotta ask why when the sun shine I still feel cold And even when I have someone I love so much I feel alone I been walking on this path shit ain't simply sticks and stones Walking cold streets I hold heat I'm clutching the chrome I would cut my own skin and I would break my own bones I would run through the fire before I have to atone Holding on to so much shit I needa let go I wonder if anyone cares bout The pain that I show I wonder why I feel so high But im so low I'm riding thru this shit myself I feel like han solo I say that I can get through it but I'm cold as snow I fight a battle cuz the devil want me to sell my soul But I refuse I rather be my own damn truth I remember sleeping on beds no pillows no sheets I remember watching everyone around me leave And end up Either in jail or in a casket deceased I see heaven as it is but it ain't what it seems I go to sleep having nightmares my most vivid dreams Are when I die But I wake up feeling okay cuz your right there I was scared at first i had to tell you to beware My demons on my shoulders I keep angels and death near As I walk thru the valley of shadows wit no fear I lose control gas pedal as I drive I can't steer
I never thought I would love to see the day I died. But I carried my own casket as I watched you slip from my life. The stars are too bright for me to go outside at night, but I am a vampire in the daylight with shades on inside. Hook: Black hole ripping through my heart tear me to pieces and leave me in the dark. Scatter cross the Milky Way. I’ll see you back on Mars and you’ll turn the other cheek. I’m floating I’m coasting I’m living my dream with my eyes wide open going back to the old words that I have spoken the ones from the songs that no one knows man I like my mental space rn. So high don’t bring me down.
[0:52] I'm out here casting magic, I be spitting classics, I even get praise from the catholics. I know the tactics, their antics, media plays games, and love to tweak the graphics. Im super hot fire I'll melt some plastics. [1:05] I'm not Latin x I'm Hispanic, repping USA cause I love the schematic, its systematic diplomatic . you can control with money or be charismatic shout out to @lowtyde for this banger I'm estaic. [1:17] spazz flow I'm sickened like the flu to the chicken, my lyrics I'll it'll kill in an instant Like they're mystic it's simplistic I understand linguistics. if i try hard enough, I'll understand statistics. but I'll stick to my ballistics. My killer will be my biggest critic. my death, I'll miss it, but a bad bitch I'll hit it . I admit it, I'm wit it. I'm all game, that's why I never quit it. I'm all git, guess I'll have to play the villain. I can control the masses by the millions they can pay me with by the Williams I'll split it. [end rhyme 1:43]
(0:51) Lowkey riding "pause" on a different verse Mind take me away to the fight devils worse. Snatch the bag roll the weed up till I ride in the herse. When I die, let the universe, disperse And break your curse (Go faster) Mothafucka catch you lying and trying denying firefly will reveal in timing combining lightning to strike down on you Yes this verse is very true Hello baby how you doing It's just ya boi Mr.Fluid Can't do it? I do it I do it I do it Cum inside her fluent Then we congruent No sudden movement But that potion we brewin
Oh it just keeps going Down down down And around Can you hear that sound sound sound Heart beating me down down down Wish I didn’t feel as much as I do It’s got me filled up with some much blue I could paint the water And I am somebody’s daughter Always felt like a disorder I can’t seem to get with this world order The older I get The more I get lost Losing myself on balancing act Always feeling like everyone’s out to attack And here comes in the panic in that Oh it just keeps going Down down down and around Black and white thinking What are these people drinking I don’t want what they’re on I’m ready to go alone Walking through the woods Listening to the birds sing Because they really know where it begins Most these people living in sin Getting their thoughts from a garbage bin And no one knows how to win But that’s not what it’s about How do they keep giving in Oh it’s got me spinning Down down down And around Down down down and around Down down down and around
Feelin unreal, I still feel like poppin this pill, Enter the mind of the ill, enter my rhymes and my skill, You know the deal, Drive straight, my hands on the wheel Allive to this date, land of the real Land where they kill, Contract my emotion, slowly this corrosion eroding, in motion, floatin like a boat and, my mind escaping this ocean, motion of potency, hoping they notice me, just a lil og almost 23, Copin with the past while holdin this flask, Do the dash when I hit the gas, I guess I’m Runnin from somethin, that’s dead and gone, 6 feet deep in the ground long and gone, Fond of this bond, Song after song, Let me write my wrongs, It’s a wrap but no rhymes, infinite till the end of time, Gotta prep this line, Hungry as a lion, Down this road with me to find, Chills go down your spine, A twisted sick mind turning the lights on while we reach the end of time Time is never ending Sending the letter to the ones who pretned Snakes in the grass tryna befriend Bending these bars, ghosts selling to stars Driftin into space, driving foreign cars Yea I’m the best allive, Try to break my stride and I’ll make you wish you died, Put the murder aside, I’ve tried and I’ve tried, I’ve been on my knees to sanctify, I’ve never been a saint but I’ve denied and denied, Lemme tell you a story about some shit no worries, It was dark when the winter flurries occurred within me, Heart cold as ice I hope that I suffice, Rollin the dice, to have a nice night, To have a light kite, I just wish I could fly away in may with a jay, Pay my debts, Every rap I spit I say it with my chest, Know that I’m blessed, Know that I’m rollin with my clique we the best, Never ever give it any less, Take this test, Brushin off my shoulder, I wish I wouldn’t get any older, Bold when I spit never wastin bars I’m colder, Than the opponents, Notice when I spit own it, Zoned in with my style, Y’all ain’t seen this shit in a while.
Help me get around I’m trying find you’re mood I’m just waiting around I been looking for you Sights and sounds I can’t get through to you Keep pushing me down Until I fall on through Never thought I could’ve Find the place Looking for the colors Of you’re taste Finding all the reasons To stay awake You know that you love me So stay away Help me get around I’m so smooth Get a taste of the sound Can I Hear your muse I Can’t stay around So what’s you’re next move I hear you coming down I’m here waiting for you Never thought I could’ve See you’re face Listen to voices Of the daze You were my only women Until the shade Love is in the season Until today You couldn’t hold me down So I had to escape Quit wasting around You better find you’re place Take a look what you found Into the next day Remember I was the one Who couldn’t be made I know that could’ve Made the mistakes Keep me in your problems Break away You know I can solve em Until today I couldn’t be the problem So turn away
Falling out of heaven I’ve reached my limits I don’t know if I can do this all on my own I have to try instead of giving up for gossip and lies Cuz I won’t stand for any fake stuff, Make it hard to get by Trynna live my life. They say the pain is right I’m gonna pave my mind They say there’s cake to life So won’t you save my slice For missing days or nights Don’t care bout rain or shine I’m living day by night I hope that I’ll be fine I hope my days burn bright I hope my nights find light Before I lay I climb Before I cave I fight
0:51: Do you the know the black hole? The black hole of tomorrow? There’s no time capsule, That’ll have hope you can borrow. You gotta battle, the aim is forward. I became morbid as the haze made my days distorted. The fatal forces drained away my innate accordance. Plagued with horrors that take my faith and make me forfeit. Please Lord, through these storms, some peace, Yeah I’m begging for it. Just a quickie. Down to work together, love the beat!
Theres something swimming in my clouds I cant shake this feeling out Thought that we could figure out The shit we kept complaining bout But guess i was so wrong again Portal opens im falling in Absorb the pain that you keep giving Always feeling restless Open the gates im rushing in
Down to my last resort, a ditch effort Navigating these forests I push onward in search of greener pastures Practicing of-course- staying on the course of working on this art form- until they cannot ignore- forsure he's a master I've been torn into tatters- they left me battered- them bastards- forced me to take form into that hammer- bring maximum force- cuz I cannot afford to take another step backwards Born into a life with all sorts of disasters- I still mourn over the things that really matter Still I dress dapper- stacking up them bands- til they no longer fit in my hamper As my wallet grew fatter- I realized this isn't what I'm really after I have an audience to capture- any MC in the way- I will trample I've put in the ample amount of time- I don't live in a castle- no moat surrounds mine So I'm locked and loaded with my eye on the prize I pull back the hammer- I'm ready to pop & have them all lookin cuz like.. Ima give this my best shot- bet you I hit the bullseye 🎯 Had a hard knock life- aint nobody knockin' on mine Ready to leave stages rocked- I'ma take my name to the skies & to them neon lights Tell 'em to put a sock in it- this is 12 years of a dedicated grind And still I'm... Down to my last resort, a ditch effort Navigating these forests I push onward in search of greener pastures Practicing of-course- staying on the course of working on this art form- until they cannot ignore- forsure he's a master I've been torn into tatters- they left me battered- them bastards- forced me to take form into that hammer- bring maximum force- cuz I cannot afford to take another step backwards Born into a life with all sorts of disasters- I still mourn over the things that really matter Still I dress dapper- stacking up them bands- til they no longer fit in my hamper As my wallet grew fatter- I realized this isn't what I'm really after I have an audience to capture- any MC in the way- I will trample I've put in the ample amount of time- I don't live in a castle- no moat surrounds mine So I'm locked and loaded with my eye on the prize I pull back the hammer- I'm ready to pop & have them all lookin cuz like.. Ima give this my best shot- bet you I hit the bullseye 🎯 Had a hard knock life- aint nobody knockin' on mine Ready to leave stages rocked- I'ma take my name to the skies & to them neon lights Tell 'em to put a sock in it- this is 12 years of a dedicated grind And still I'm...
Forever grateful,, God blessed us so we could meet, I'm truly thankful All the memories you made with me. How lovely fireflies danced between the willows Like lovely smoke From fire Sparks a love that starts to billow. Oh it was true love We felt it deep inside our soul. But now your gone, Still I'll love you till forever though. I now know what the caged bird sings, Such a lovely song of hope Through the pain it's seen... 😅
(0:25) Since back in 08', I've been nothing but a wraith Reactive chemical capable only of mistakes And I do nothing all day. Stay in-house and lay to waste. I medicate my emotions: rollercoaster, novacaine. Oh I spy but I don't like eyes on me. Don't ask why when I don't like mine I won't Catch sight no matter who walks by they're all threatening in my fucked up mind I know
Nobody want it like me, outrapped that’s unlikely My flow on top of beats is unbeatable, they can’t fight me I’ll be the same rapper in Gucci as when in nike Cause passion was in plenty when God decide to design me High key, I take you to a note that you can’t ID White boy in this game, changing pace as if im Mike e Keep it simple, elegant just like my wardrobe white tees Not a stain to see, i be the heat among the icy ICU residuals, reside in often The difference between death and prison, one gon have you locked in Teeter totter on the edge, be the martyr on the bench Even if I’m never chosen I’m ready to die for this This rap shit is all I know, kept me warm when it was cold Kept me full when I was hungry, kept me faithful through the woes Like Jesus when he arose, this the fate that God had chose If I’m not to be MC OG and highs gon turn to lows Then I’ll never speak again, wont compare to what I spoke And I’ll never sleep again, won’t compare to what I woke And I’ll never eat again, won’t compare to bread I broke And I’ll never breathe again, won’t compare to what I choked And I’ll never see again, won’t compare to what I sought And I’ll never flee again, won’t compare to what I brought And I’ll never dream again, won’t compare to what I hoped And I’ll never seep the pen, won’t compare to what I wrote
is it selfish of me To be what i wanna be Never see what my parents had to see Out in the world working to keep Me and my sis working till we Ourselves can leave the work for keeps Never take away any credit Ever since the day i came across the lesson The cheques and the people's questions Pulls you....toward the Smith and Wesson yes It may not be true But did you try to get through The expectations made to keep you .. en route For a life that's confined to the mind That may never shine even at your discretion In this life that's full of reflection I'm guessing I'm not the one to preach Don't take it as that I'm just trying to attain peace The coward in me won't leave Cuz it's scared of everything but me I try to be hopeful But what's hope when it gives you no rope to extend But just mentions the thread that connects to the devotion that i had before Dead dreams and screams roaming around in the catacomb The sacrificial cattle was just a little kid The kid with a heart Now hes big and he's still just a kid at the heart
Save my friend; he’s still alive, but by days end… he’ll surely die , the angel better make it in time. Godspeed and God find, a way to save souls and take them home. Such moans as all cry ! We know flames fry , but souls go on heavenly high with love because we never give up. The world is sus and fuzzed up, gotta see what it once was.
Within the 4 corners of my mind It's difficult to keep track of time My eyes be wide open grope at noon day like I'm blind In a haze feels like I ate in days Sittin on the couch wasting away I don't feel like moving today Am I frozen from depression Or paralyzed by fear I'm caught between darkness & the sunken place I need to get the fuck out of here Six feet wide with endless depth Cause I can't feel nothin under my toes Oh shit! I'm caught in a black hole
0:26 If you can’t take the pain away Explain gun in hand, I grip today Thoughts been sprawling Fallens friends never got to Praise their ways Isolation with isolated dreams Nightmares been normal, wait I remember last week dreamin Demons catching up to me Visions turn double and blurry Drinking 7 days a week Still workin, no sleep Unless I get faded Pass out, then repeat Weak soul beggin for Better life, nice try (Beat drop)
Feel like I'm outta time and control of this isn't mine Take a breath and exhale it embellish it with some pine Like maybe this will help me im saying it with a sigh Try to enjoy what I've got left for their sweeping it to the side Im still I'm an afterthought after thinking I'm blasting off Curb the drink addiction but missing it like it's lost Miss having a missus who misses me when I gone Wish I had a family that would treat not like a pawn Like my own person Not some child in the way while their hate for me grows worse and I'm aching my bone hurt Been exhausted but told quiet when I'm the zone Pretend it doesn't faze me im pacing inside the home Akin to something stubborn afflicted with all these issues And looked at like a door mat expect im the one they misuse Friends I thought were down now speak of me like im passed When I showed nothing but love till seeing them treat me trash
Only the lord will show you. Show em qhat you you do. Girl you look like diamonds with fire 🔥 How can week make the drama expire, Just make my baby mommas retire, I come in peace! me mean no harm, me no liar, Thats when the flying saucer will find us, 911 we put rhe nonsense behind us, come and find us.... Why cant we sing we sing songs by the fire? Its time to let the drama expire. Boy you could make your momma retire ×2
0:25 They keep on tellin me, tellin me Shit aint the way its 'sposed to be, sposed to be Girl just keep your body close to me, close to me We got nothing but this ecstasy, ecstasy Yeah yeah That's why I'm tellin you, tellin you What I think that you 'sposed to do, 'sposed to do Always wanna do the most for you, just for you Open up and then just let me through, through to you Yeah yeah I ain't lying girl I'm fallin and I need some assistance Feel like since we got in this it's been nothin but business It's been nothin but fuckin although The love in abundance I just can't tell what you want and It's like we get caught in the fun But hey if you are the one Then I'll be the one So bitch stop talkin so crazy actin like we ain't amazing I'm sick and done with debatin' With you I feel like I'm strainin' Till them lights start gettin' lower And then that body get naked If you just ask imma do it Until I'm done then I'm faintin' Faded, depressed, and I'm jaded And you can't let me lay here And think that both us could make it Out of the plot that we set up This feels like it's set up Walk out your crib when it's mornin And feel like I could get wet up But you just get wet-tuh And I'll treat you bet-tuh Toss you 'round and don't let up Till the sun starts to get up Thinkin' I just might give up Done writin' love let-tuhs They keep on tellin me, tellin me Shit aint the way its 'sposed to be, sposed to be Girl just keep your body close to me, close to me We got nothing but this ecstasy, ecstasy Yeah yeah That's why I'm tellin you, tellin you What I think that you 'sposed to do, 'sposed to do Always wanna do the most for you, just for you Open up and then just let me through, through to you Yeah yeah
Got to stop making impulsive decisions/compulsive urges from all my past days of addiction/ repulsive cognition/ trying to keep my eyes on the mission/while your sittin and wishin'/ill be in the air waves/ with flows from another dimension/ dispensing the tension when I get the spark that that ignites my frontal cortex/ takes me through a black hole, by way of a stellar vortex/ then those words start to turn like my air-king rolex/ a criminal mind using subliminal lines/ to paint a picture of these pivotal times that we are all in together/ for bad or worst/ I use these rhymes to make you all feel better/ a gift or a curse? No matter, it can only get worst , so just kill the chatter/ no more to time Converse
Better start using those converse to kick rocks/ I don't mean Laura/ rip/ I mean don't even stop to smell the flora, act like OJ in that white explorer/ and get gone.
It’s crystal clear That the water done got murky My morals done got blurry Maybe cuz I been moving fast That’s how it is when you livin in a hurry either it make it to the shelter Or get caught up in the flurries Shit so cold that even Hell is worth a visit Whose to say what’s right or wrong When by default All this shit isn’t Workin 9-5 Got me contemplating Robbin and stealing Kidnapping and killing resorting to dealing the way they taxin me I ain’t got enough food To even try healing I need that green like infections Til then I stay high like inflections. Stay low then come up This that eddy off tekken Hadta let my hoe go cuz she wanna come first … But that mean I would be sexond girl you was not in these sessions You ain’t been scarred from these lessons You ever questioned existence And had to fuck from positions Or had to sit with your devils On nights Your angels ain’t listen Or Sat in hellfire Till your skin started to crispin But this my Recomposition Now bitch I need competition And then Ima needa mortician Cuz I know someone goin miss em The way i claws myself up In this rain dear I’m blitzen
Cœur noir trou béant C'est c'qui m'correspond Les yeux dans l'néant J'me pose trop d'questions J'sais plus qui j'suis Trop d'insomnies (x2) Trou noir dans ma tête Aspire toutes mes pensées Que du vide en reste La faucheuse va m'emmener J'suis une abeille sans reine J'sais plus c'que j'dois faire J'ai pas vécu la guerre J'ai vécu l'enfer Ma vie est bad triste Donc j'deviens un artiste J'm'exprime dans la musique Avant d'sombrer dans la folie Même pas 20 ans que j'suis en vie J'ai déjà perdu trop d'amis Certains sont morts d'autres seulement partis
twist me up inside blur between the lines can’t be surprised when it happens natur-ally magnified alongside gravity lies tragedy space time surrounding me reminding me of mother of thyme supermassive weight on the mind still collapsing and still scared to die super-stellar story teller tell me one where we survive wormhole cellar magic seller just one wish and then goodbye
Yeah okay let's ride slow Everytime I get to riding though All I wanna do is ride slow Ride slow with my eyes closed To the sky though with my eyes closed yeah that's right though Everytime im riding though my eyes low Everytime I get to riding Let's ride slow homie keep ya eyes closed put that prayer up Keep that good spirit about Don't go without .... sorry that all I had though for now
Todayyyy Todayyyy Maybe today will be the day when I finally change But as soon as I step out the door the sun always turns to rain Turn back inside where I have to face Unchanged habits in the window pane Give me one more day and I promise I’ll live up to my name (grace) Maybe today will be the day when I finally change But as soon as I step out the door the sun always turns to rain I try not to run and I try not hide As long as I live it feels like I can never die Give me one more day promise I’ll stop the rain Maybe today will be the day when I finally change Soon as I step out out the door it always rains Maybe today will be the day when I finally change Soon as I step out the door it always rains Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
It’s just the intro I’ll post when I’m done Don’t choose nobody else just choose me, right in front of you can’t you see, a whole new life baby just you and me, without you without you life could never be, you take me back me back to you, you take me back love to you, you take me back back to you, you take me back love to you,
This can't be life what the hell is this?, Don't ask me where I've been cause baby i just been stressed, World 🌎 on my shoulders too heavy to bench press, Nobody to lean on should've never said shit, My head gets trapped in a maze where's the exit? My heart ❤️ is right on the floor where you left it, Then swept it underneath the rug should've kept it, I sat and watched it turn into ice then melted, Ughhh Can't even lie was oddly satisfying, Exotic blowing in the wind look like a dandelion, My son watching I can't let em see his daddy crying, I just hope he know his daddy trying, 36 years on this planet called earth, It ain't hard to tell God damn it I'm cursed, If I'm good at anything it's writing hooks and a verse, Ain't no 9 to 5 in me rather push me some work
I haven't lived that long, Im still tryna push on. I feel those feelings, man. Like they're my fucking own. I haven't tried that hard. So may we have this discussion. Cause my daddy was never there to teach me fucking nothing. Some words of caution, Slipped and fell and now I'm lost in- Darkened Pits. This black abyss, A black hole where my fucking heart is. "What's the context?" I need some guidance. No pressure, just please be honest. Some lessons, to keep me on this- God forsaken planet. I got... Two questions. Some point of view for you And for me- some direction I may be young, but I still spit these lessons. Mom left Dad. But it wasn't for no reason. He was plotting, scheming, Feigning for that high that left him posted to the ceiling. But like your son, I had to pick, which one I was to side with. Fighting for the equal right to have their son resign in- Their homes, their love, their words of trust and treason. But later in his life, he will understand the reason. 1:43 I like to talk, But people rarely listen. Missing The mark On my raps. Im ec"static" from any friction. I need to smile more. Use similes and metaphors. Intertwine my inhibitions With morbid thoughts of hate and war.
Maybe i should keep my feelings down low Been so lonely im burning my spliff so slow Maybe this world keeps on turning i feel like i stopped but really just finding my flow All the lessons im learning Im yearnin to grow Like a tree To be one w the wind and the breeze the weed still burnin so let one blow Let me know Cause maybe i said to much Maybe i do to little Breaking it down and i see the components whole time in the moment Chillin in the middle The oast a the present are trapped in a riddle Workin at times but i play like a fiddle Hurting my mind the note that plays Sounds so good but it feels so brittle Maybe im acting Depends on the time and the place and your face i aint fake but I stay over reactin Taking it personal come with a passion Fashion is personal till people asking Thats when you walk for the streets And maybe im just unleashed A beast out a cage in a room w a feast Dont do what they preach Cause half the time the people preaching aint got shit to say in the least Maybe im dead All this could be goin on in my head If so i wouldnt regret what i said Maybe im I said maybe I been crazy Cut me down Break it up See what makes me Mwybe they dont understand what i do But at times my own vision been hazy Uncertainty in the groove where i move But at home when im calling her baby Alone got my thinking bout maybes Should i let go a little Could forgo the riddle Im on the road Taking time going slow On my mind Im in gold N my mind what i whitle When i get lottle bored On the way to the 443 Just leaving the 434 Dont forget to lock the door Theres treasures in there with a beast to protect For good measure in there Me u on the canvas its pressure on there This leisure comes with the work we been putting in n you find pleasure in Here
Recently I'm not sleeping my mind is way too hectic, still there's people sleeping on me like they're narcoleptic, see my reflection in the in the ocean I don't sea symmetric, Tides always changing like emotion I just don't expect it, I'm not sleeping my mind is way too wavy, ironically the people sleep in on me call me lazy, lost my sense of connection so I'm not calling lately, lost my sense of Direction That's Why They Call Me Crazy
I’m not the same as when you left me I’ve changed, see Your approval doesn’t determine my prosperity Wish I could’ve made him see The truth That younger version of me Tunnel visioned with cataracts the color of your lips At that time nobody could get through In my mind you were all that was designed for me To be happy with someone else seemed to be an impossible feat For too long I let she determine what was me That’s over baby, cut you out just like lasik now I can See
I'll be heading down On that lone road Diving all the way Black Hole, got me gone Got me gone Yeaaaaaaah. I'm thinking something indie, got me feelin swifty.
(Verse 1) Each step I take brings me closer to this life of sin Lord don’t let me lose sight of what’s right within The Moneys for my mom cuz I live the life she’s give and no body else is providing it I felt shame and guilt but to keep it real I’m hiding it That don’t make no sense so Incite the fifth … silence Why’s there so much fun in drugs money and violence Cuz there’s none in abiding By Laws that hold down the poor turn boys to warlords and girls to whores Boys to men Boys with swords Boys to men Men with boys that aint alive no more I’m brummy fast girls and slow money That’s that shit I don’t like no more I need fast cash a fat back lady saying she loves me nah I don’t want no whore (Chorus x2) I need income coming in Running on rum and gin Sucky sucky in the cullinan If I run into him I’mma run him in Under one sun Stuck up in this life of sin Some do and some don’t like to sin But we all fight to win dear god but I ain’t writing him Covered in Jesuss blood but I ain’t fight him My faith in God incited sin I felt pain n I ain’t take no Vicodin
I’m living in my own life I’m living in my own mind I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side I’m living in my own life I’m living in my own mind I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side Verse 1 --- I’m seeing things differently then I have before, remembering times I was passed out on the floor, never been so fucking ecstatic before, never seen someone so fucking dramatic before -connect but change flow I look back and it was a long life of a long lie. What made you think to try if you knew you’d kill me inside I look back and it was a long night of staying inside. What made me think to try if I knew you wouldnt be by my side by the end of midnight I’ve been thinking of a double suicide to keep my head right I know you know we’d both be dead right ? Chorus 2 -- I’m living in my own life I’m living in my own mind I don’t think I’d survive, I’m feeling very deprived I’m living in my own life I’m living in my own mind I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side -- *Not finished*
Yo as I'm writing this verse I had to go stop, i be thinking bout the past wondering if it was all wrong, now I'm thinking bout the future as I write a new song, post it up hoping I'd get a million but i am wrong, what am I doing here? Cause here I don't belong, yea everybody cheers as I'm toking the bong, but not about the money I be taking home!
Every time that I close my eyes I get these thoughts inside of my mind Questioning why I'm still alive It's not like anyone would care if I died So maybe tonights the night I choose to fly Into the abyss I dive, Head first I wonder what's gonna play through my head first Maybe the memory of the first time I met her Or all the times she made me question my self-worth Or I'll be reminded of how it's my fault we didn't work
I’m lookin for a home run but i haven’t been home yet Lookin for a reason to rap but there’s just no threat Grew up with some homies now livin in there own tent My grandpa still livin in the same house with loan debt Man am i old yet Tell me where my road led Haven’t visited my old nest Haven’t seen my old friends Since i been back just dirt and cold winds I reminisce when i see couples hold hands Am i gonna make it to 40 it depends I dont know if i can do girlfriends again Can i afford this weekends expense I hid all my pills for my self defense My minds picket fence I ain’t never been convince Since my mom died i haven’t risen since When i talk to my ogs thats when the wisdom sits I been sober for a year so imma take little sips Yeah I’m feelin scrutinize Lifes like a pair of dice i need me a paradise I’m drinking southern comfort mixed with melted ice Slowly killin me like parasites but can’t see another side like I’m paralyze Change got me terrified Since i changed i saw jealous eyes
0:51 Self appointed greatest man who ever lived, made the weight up shoulders heavy as a fuckin bitch. Made mistakes this war got me like Atlas with his punishment. So many takes and I only know one verse that could really hit. - So I turn the other cheek. This ship might sink but that’s the tip of the iceberg the fuck you think? I know these rivers run deep. But I’ll be styxing to my plan and getting stronger than these mother fuckers ever seen. Now the finger pointin hittin diff. “He’s the guy who swore that he would make it but he never did” Swear this shit ain’t all a myth I knew I’d get it since a jit. When I saw it comin I would catch it in that leather mitt. Ran my bases seen the look upon they faces when I got home and I ran shit like I made it. I ain’t even mad it out yet. But fuck it I got visions and I don’t need spellcheck. Man can u even spell checks?
If I write some of my other lyrics yall gon steal my shit Cause my shit too real Like you could feel that shit But it's not tangible Like wisdom when you riding with a band of fools Or high status when you walk in them dirty and damaged shoes Like tryna grasp the concept i just handed you but both your hands is full The point im tryna make is that you reaching. Zero chance of succeeding Im just teaching Each one teach one If you dont do that after reading Then yall niggas leeching Peace and Harmony Give thanks through all your seasons Not just one day in November you were trained to believe in Straight out the mouth of Jesus Man shall not live by bread alone But by every word that Proceedeth Out of the mouth of God Im eating.
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Can i do it in spanish?
i just posted mine, was the winner selected already?
forget the flow from repetition,
i been tryna kick it,
and write these bars,
but sometimes i feel i’m trapped up in em,
i need to escape, but to be great,
i need a chance to spit it,
and if i get it will i kill it,
or become a victim,
cause i ain’t writing much,
but then again, i know that when i got this pad and this pen,
it’s like the midas touch,
it’s like i might erupt, and if you in the blast radius,
you’ll have to try your best,
or just try your luck
catching flames from these words i speak,
extinguish them all, only if you cold as me,
bold as me,
capitalize on grown ass beats,
so i get myself static like some old ass beats
Tell me please can you help me
Depression is resting
In this state I’m wealthy
Not so healthy
My confidence is melting
So much much sadness
And I struggle with this baggage
I’m presented more helpings
And my spirit so flaccid
My attitude is passive
I gotta know
is it everlastin
The guilt the pain
It’s just trips my brain
So ashamed as I make my way
Up this staircase
These steps I take
Make the whole ground shake
Been asleep but I feel awake
Just please take this pain away
Help me please I need someone
I need to change
These drugs don’t help
I’ve been enslaved
To my depression stage
Wanna runaway I relay
My feelings to this page
And I progress (yes) to a feeling of rage
Fuck the rest I’m stressed to get
The Billings paid
I confess I been so distressed
And distrust well I know it best
My souls been pressed possessed
Negatively vexed over trivial test
That got my heart stuck in a mess entangled
And stretched but I been a fool
I benefit residuals of feelings
But my feelings full I’ve been feeling
Like these feelings are cruel
Word to the crew I know they feeling them too
It’s Heartbreak season the skys so blue
Pay O U T I pay my dues this pain so deep
My pain so true the boulder on shoulder
Multiplies times two stuck in this doom
Hope a mf try something soon
I’ve been in the mood
To end it dear fam don’t don’t get offended
I hurt you once I know you resent it
I talk to god seeking repentance
Reprimanded for for a sentence
I demanded respect that’s what I was givin
And now I’m sitting
With this life or death vision
No one in attendance
Me myself and I
That’s how this what was written
-Z
Black hole in my chest where my heart should be,
Can I sink any lower? I guess we’ll see,
Wishing for ecstasy I just need a taste,
Downing this bottle like it’s the final race,
Hoping my sorrows can one day be erased,
I did everything right and was still replaced,
Still I lay and reminisce about the times that we would kiss,
You took everything and left with me no heart beat,
Stuck in a daze, I’m done counting the days away,
Plagiarize my life, a clone stuck in his painful ways,
The march to a coffin,
I take the high road so I don’t see people too often,
Darkness keeps calling,
I took the road less travelled I guess I like a challenge,
I cant keep this bottled in I’m running out of space,
I been through harder days they help me smile through the pain,
Take my memories, my memories they haunt me.
that's dope af i rapped out loud and it was a vibe
Verse 1: (0:51-1:17)
Twist and turn, while I burn down,
Smoke in my lungs,
got me feeling way too composed now,
Liquor poured up,
In the middle with no ground,
Swear god hate me,
He tell me
“This why you faded on your own now”
Face directions, that mention, continuations,
Evading, real tales, late for my registration,
I’m pacing here and there,
But I’m so unaware
:52
I know I gotta love to be loved
But everybody so tough, Imma cover it up
I spend my nights loose, cuddled up with the bugs
Every morning make the choice between a drug or a hug
I saw emotions as the truth, the world seemed so real
Now the only way I feel's through the shit that I deal
My soul's already signed with a seal
Imma die iced out after a marvelous meal
1:17
I know I gotta see to be seen
I'd rather kick the can, ride quick with my queen
Until it's half a mile down the road, then I'll kick it the half mile back to where my courage is stowed
But that shit burned to the stone
I never had what I's owed
27 club's too old to rhyme
And I'm done toeing the line
1:42
[00:51]
If I stress about my legacy,
Then you can write my stories.
Make my thesis, sound like Jesus,
So majority adore me.
Don’t ignore me, when I’m flexing,
Let my ego rise to glory.
So that when I’m falling down,
I send a shockwave to you’re Quarries.
It’s a major flop, save your spot,
& Tell me I been boring.
Pouring liquor for my purple hearts,
And grieving every morning (mourning).
I’m a wasted shot.
Whether it’s a bullet, or tequila.
I can smile for the pictures,
But the videos, I’m leaving.
[After that I would go into a bridge and then hook lmfao]
this guy is good
Ngl this the first time I've read a comment with lyrics where the flow and bars just click with the beat and sound fire.
Well done bro props to you keep it up!💪
0:51
Chorus:
I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch
Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch
I love it..
Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin'
Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin'
So mama, do you like the weed marijuana?
I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left..
But you carried me like I was somethin'
Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin'
1:17
Verse:
I'm not gonna act like I've ever been pretty
I was under heat, defeated by everything in this city, so broke
Gritty and dark, tryna be smart but actin' a tool
Talkin' crap, slappin' back for stars who called me fool
I knew, exactly what everybody was sayin', I was playin'
Just being me, seein' nothing but super saiyan
Blue, heartless this man I really was, broken at trust
Unspoken to love cus I've been hurt a bunch man..
1:43
Bridge:
How good do the bad things get?
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
How many do you think we'll lose?
I swear, I swear, I swear
How good do the bad things get?
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
How many do you think we'll lose?
I swear, I swear, I swear
2:08
Chrous:
I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch
Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch
I love it..
Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin'
Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin'
So mama, do you like the weed marijuana?
I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left..
But you carried me like I was somethin'
Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin'
2:34
Verse:
Yeah I fuckin' love movies and the smoothie cream
I love them women who are believers, not who they seem
I keep smokin' cus that's who I deem, I mean
If ya wanna know me, I'll tell ya fuckin' clean
My name is..
Maximum layers over failures, top of saving one
Been to many funerals, I drop at fakin' tongue
Conversatin' love, I just want to run away
Cus I feel pain and I'm so fuckin' afraid
Flashback to a chat I had in year seven
Mash that with a bat that took another eleven
Bless the ones up in heaven, cus I keep dreamin' of comin'
But my family keeps me frontin' from dustin', ain't that just somethin' so beloved
Got me wantin' like, I really want to live
To give a gift, to live a life?
Is that really it?
Feelin' so small but I'm only homosapien
Phoning god when really I've tried escaping him..
3:24
Chorus:
I, I been smoking too much, broken at touch
Unspoken for brunch, copin' a bunch
I love it..
Cus at the end of the day, I ain't nothin'
Gotta take a dollar a dime, to make me somethin'
So mama, do you like the weed marijuana?
I swear I can see, I ain't redeeming my father, he left..
But you carried me like I was somethin'
Too much of a hard life, down to make me nothin'
...hyopcritical villain 2:00 Sycophant suck up, you heard it before, burning, standing on the stage with no encore. 2:08 also what key is this in
0:25-1:17
Time is mad strange but it seems to keep us waiting
In time we all decay like the bodies in the basement
Don't speak or be afraid I know the devil out there waiting
The Way I'm dodging death left em saying it's amazing
Time is our downfall but it's God's occupation
Worshipping the minutes we get its been taking
I will fall asleep in the end let God take em
If I heal of death that's a break theres no mistaking
Let me catch my breath for the times we've been forsaken
Load up on some lead
The leaders all secretly hateing
Bring us all to tears the lies will not change it
The fact it's fear that lays within our savior
I'm out here showing work putting dents in my back bone
And to my best friend been a shoulder they could lean on
I keep myself from over doing what I think I'm really meant foh
Who else is influenced by the words they all preach on?
some context: this is for a concept album, titled Tha Cycle. (basically showing my cycle of depression and madness and how i broke out of it.) earlier in the album i talk about how my mom lied to me too much so i cant trust her, and that im afraid of trusting people and i fear nobody cares for me. hope that gives some context to a few bars. you may not understand the flow, cus its kinda complex. I know i cant understand anyones flows here.
Burnt Bridges:
[Intro]
I JUST WANNA DO NOTHING (TODAY)
I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING (TODAY)
I JUST NEED TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS (TODAY)
I REALLY WANNA MAKE AMENDS (TODAY)
[Verse 1]
ALL THESE PEOPLE I'VE PUSHED OUT
ARE THE RESULTS OF SHOWING SELF
SO NOW I MASK IT, HIDE IT WELL
CAUSE I DON'T WANT NOBODY ELSE
LEAVING ME, LIVING IN A HELL
FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE HURT, I WISH YOU WELL
I'VE BEEN AN ASSHOLE, CALLED MY TRANS FRIEND A DYKE
I'VE MANIPULATED TOO, SAID I WOULD END IT THAT NIGHT
BUT I DIDN'T
WHATS THE MISSION?
I KEEP SAYIN IM THE VICTIM,
THATS WHY I KEEP BURNING BRIDGES
BOUT TO SAY SOME THINGS I DID, AND I WISH THAT I WAS KIDDING
[Refrain]
I GOT THE FREEDOM TO DO ANYTHING
INSTEAD I DO THESE SHITTY THINGS
MY INNER DEMONS LINGERING
I NEED TO GET HIM OFF OF ME
OR ELSE I'LL END UP STUMBLING
I'M REALLY FUCKING DONE WITH ME
I NEED TO SHUT UP HONESTLY
I DON'T WANNA BE MYSELF (TODAY)
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HELL (TODAY)
[Verse 2]
ONE OF MY FRIENDS OPENED UP TO ME, HE WAS GOING THROUGH A LOT
AND ALL I DID WAS MAKE JOKES ABOUT HIS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
I DIDN'T SHOW SUPPORT
SO WHO AM I TO BELIEVE THAT Y'ALL ARE SELLING ME SHORT?
I STARTING ROASTING MY HALF BROTHER,
SINCE THEN WE MADE AMENDS, BUT I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY MOTHER
TALKIN SHIT BEHIND HER BACK, AND I EXPECT HER NOT TO LIE TO ME?
THESE KIND OF THINGS I DID GAVE ME SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
I'LL NEVER BE AT EASE UNLESS THESE THOUGHTS START TO CEASE
[Bridge]
NEVER WANNA GO OUTSIDE
AND I NEVER WANNA COMPROMISE
I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE
I WISH I WASN'T GIVEN LIFE
NEVER WANNA GO OUTSIDE
AND I NEVER WANNA COMPROMISE
I DON'T WANNA BE ALIVE
I WISH I WASN'T GIVEN LIFE
[Verse 3]
WENT SO FAR, THE PERSON CLOSEST DROPPED A DISS TRACK
EXPOSING WHO I AM, BAR FOR BAR, I FELT WHACK
I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK
WHEN I WASN'T SELF AWARE ABOUT THE TRAITS THAT I LACK
I NEVER CARED ABOUT ANYBODY BUT MYSELF
I WANNA CHANGE, BUT EVERYTIME I TRY ITS DIFFICULT
ITS SO HARD TO KEEP CONTROL, SET A GOAL I WOULDN'T SMOKE
NEXT THING I KNOW I PACK A BOWL
NEED TO CHANGE MY WHOLE PERSPECTIVE, LEARN MYSELF A FUCKING LESSON
[Refrain]
I GOT THE FREEDOM TO DO ANYTHING
INSTEAD I DO THESE SHITTY THINGS
MY INNER DEMONS LINGERING
I NEED TO GET HIM OFF OF ME
OR ELSE I'LL END UP STUMBLING
I'M REALLY FUCKING DONE WITH ME
I NEED TO SHUT UP HONESTLY
I DON'T WANNA BE MYSELF (TODAY)
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HELL (TODAY)
[Verse 4]
NEED TO GET A THERAPIST, CAUSE I COULD USE A FEW SESSIONS
I CAN'T KEEP COPING ON MY OWN, I'M JUST SO DESPERATE
I CUT OUT MY OLDEST FRIEND, THEY NEVER CARED FOR ME
FEEL LIKE THEY'RE A NARCISSIST, MOMENT OF CLARITY
THEY PRETEND THAT THEY'RE NOT, I CONVEYED MY FEELINGS, THEY APOLOGIZED A LOT
THEN THEY TOOK A FEW STEPS BACK AND THOUGHT THEY COULD STAND THEIR GROUND
CAUSE IT REALLY HURT THEIR EGO, SO THEY ACT LIKE I'M THE CLOWN
[Outro]
WILLING TO LOOK THE OTHER WAY IF YOU THEY FRIEND
BUT AS SOON AS YOU PART, THEY ACT LIKE YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT
YOU SLIPPED UP, SHOWED YOUR INTENTIONS, EVEN IF JUST FOR A MINUTE
AND DID I FORGET TO MENTION THAT YOU JUST A HYPOCRITE
YOU SAID I WAS A PEDO, TRYNA RUIN MY LIFE
I WOULD NEVER THROW THAT ON YOUR NAME, BUT YOU THREW IT ON MINE
SO IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO ME, I'MA HAVE TO DECLINE
I DON'T EVER WANNA SPEAK AGAIN, BUT I HOPE YOU'RE ALRIGHT
ok
Fire
@iamlegend5373 what's your verse?
@@fullmetal095 I pull up in the whip
00:23
Oh
Amor, amor, amor (x4)
0:48
Soy alma y cuerpo
Lleno de sentimientos
Un agujero interno enamorado del ayer
Amor y miedo
Efimero lo eterno
Un presente repleto de "lo que pudimos ser" (x2)
1:13
Step into the moon light
And feel that darkness, shield your soul
Feel like my whole life
Ive been driving down a guided black paved road
I feel like this
Black holes, got me walkin a road
Got me takin a toll, for you
Feel like its
Got me buildin a wall
Think its bout 10 feet tall, for you
I know where I keep you
I know where you stay
Deep in my heart
Til the day
In the earth we lay
I know where I keep you
I know where you stay
Deep inside me
I know where I want you
I know where you want me
Tangled up together
Then on my knees
No greater satisfaction baby
Than making you tremble
No greater satisfaction baby
Than forcing you to remember
0:50
Time is only rolling
And it’s goin by fast
You think that it’s forever
Before your eyes it’s past
1:03
Just like a black hole
Ive been swept in
I grieve the death of yesterday
There is no goin back
Please quit your crying
Is what they ask
Why don’t you worry bout the future
Told me never look back
Stuck in a time zone
Grief has altered my mind
All the mental distortions
Have made me blind
so many bars on here y'all just need to cut them in half and they be fire. poetry is in the essence and interpretation not the explanation.
when i hear beats like this the lyrics just start to flow 😭 this beat is phenomenal !🤌🏽
[VERSE 1]
Lord forgive me for the moments that I seem ungrateful
Praying for my peace but inside I'm feelin spiteful
Socially imperfect for these friends you know I'm thankful
But lately I got issues I can't tell noone it's shameful
Drowning all my problems in a bottle with a spirit
Smokin all this dope until I'm higher than the ceilin
Don't know when to stop until get over the limit
Like I'm on deathrow, noone comes ever to visit
I heard Boys don't cry, well men do try
Just to keep it together and keep the family fine
Keep supressing your feelings till you can't feel you alive
Everybody got their demons that they battlin inside
I know, we just keepin it a buck in the streets dawg
Living for the people while you losing your identity
Feeling like a stranger in your own fuckin entity
I'm bout to shut em down, and become the Public Enemy
This beat is beautiful on every level 🙏🏽💯🐐🔑
(Lyrics between 0:51 - 1:44)
I aint ever had no true friends, this world is cruel and ruthless.
I'm tryna write my story but I'm facing all these loose ends.
Right now I'm facing the bottom... of this bottle of pills and I'm staring at the toughest one to swallow, my pride.
I knew I couldn't hide, that not a day goes by that I don't think about committing suicide.
Prowling like a panther, tellin me it's the answer.
It's growing larger in my brain, like a tumor without the cancer. Whatever.
You know my happiness is dated
So whenever I feel down, I fuck around and get faded.
Got smoke in my lungs, my eyes are bloodshot as fuck.
I try to talk about my problems all I hear is "tough luck".
They sent me to a place where I'm constantly supervised.
I couldn't even fuckin sleep, not without being scrutinized.
They told me I was fine, I couldn't read between the lines.
Now I'm older and can differentiate... truth and lies
Fire
1:17 start:
Life is a roller coasta she going up and down on the shores of costa rica
she a diva smokin reefer
uptown where she gets a piece of
unaware that they deceive her
sippin liquor by the liter
headshots she undefeated
block hot like im grippin heaters
outfit like she drip fajitas
promo she would love to feature
shes a star of the future
on a trip golden teacher
in my dreams id love to meet her
a godesss im a firm believer
im addicted shes the dealer
extra to the verse I wrote:
a gamble with the reaper
like im 83 with a fever make me feel like Caesar
shes a healer when I come between her
a head high like I smoke sativa
throw it im a wide recevier
Aww man this is a whole vibe 😮
Verse:
(0:51)Blackhole thoughts, deep like potato
Root of the cause like a vege-table, its able
To grow into his head, a cable
gotta get it-cut, like shows on H-B-O (oh no)
situation dire, he need a consouler
a therapist to get him out, extinguish fire
head overheating, one man hired
was getting headaches like spinning car tire
(tired)
(1:17)Con-sole, ones-soul ,with-told, help-ful, in-fo
Diagnosed, with a common syndrome
S-T-R-E double S, dropped his chest, realise his jobs like a mess, make his head more irratated
head bout to be detonated
cause in the furture tense, boss go call
and he´ll be like-a dy-ing star, tomorrow'll be a brawl
(1:43)and it happened, potential he tappin, he mapping
x marks the spot offf him, geologist clapping
to remove his-stains he think he need sever-ral napkins,
just in case he made sure his boss wasent nappin
And soon he was caught by the officer lot,
the root of the problem then gone due to rot,
next epi-sode clothes bar-code he wasent shot
But in the grand scheme of things he was a dot
Had he continued hes insanity, hed be a blackhole.
Ready to hunt…
devour…
and swallow………. (finish till end)
(2:32)end
Chorus:
It's sucking up my spirit my soul,
Setting me up for its own goals,
No glimmers of diamonds and gold,
No oaths upheld upon this black hole,
Verse:
If you stare in this abyss,
it's stares back at you,
And its abbesse's caress,
insert its specks in you,
Your days reflect the darkness born anew,
Drunk on this dew, you call love, what a fool.
All your focus on the moment's sensuality,
But in actuality, you stray from reality,
It's the best recipe for a fatality,
Responsibility or paternality ^^
Hope you like it 😁. I mainly write in french though, hope the vibe got thru^^
Endless time
Thousand mile stare
Into the void
The darkness, despair
The light
The apathetic bite
You feel numb
Yet alive
You feel yourself breathing
But why?
You stare off into space
And just think
How many more years of me?
Of this, painfully uncertainty
Where the only thing I'm certain of
Is that I'll have the pleasure to bleed
Why is this required?
Is suffering a blessing
Or a curse to bear?
Do I really matter. Am I really here?
Am I only atoms in the atmosphere
Blowing in the winds
like a leaf in the air
An endless cycle
Of death then repair
Highs and lows
Lows and high
Round this globe
Till we fucking die
Why?
Does anything really matter?
Am I matter? Is that a thing?
Everything's so confusing
A mystery
The answer
Continuously alludes me
Endlessly
Like time
Just nonstop
Brother yes
That was literally awesome 🎉
I came back and I thought you different
Few years did you change your preference
This new
This new life got you acting different
I can see it in your eyes I can see thee indifference
When you see me with a girl that was not my pereafnece
Now she in my bed
Ohh lil mama
You’re weighing on my soul
Your lip sticks on my t shirt
I hate it when you’re far
See as I write these rhymes
In the studio doing time
Like a prisoner of war I spit pain in these bars
And as I
Sip on vodka like it made out of lime,
On the back of my mind I think of you like a rhyme
How many times can I spin in this circle
Wound me up, now I’m twisted and purple
Got no life left
Confident in my steps
But it’s probably because I’m dead
Look, I ain’t writing just to make a lot of sense
Some times you find the right words lost inside the trim
Break it all apart and now you’re left with you again
If only you could figure out the problems in your head
Spiders crawl
Creatures speak, voices loud as wooden creaks
Door hinges rusted out, the floor as cold as Mr. Freeze
Mysteries, all surround my life I wish that I could sleep
Forever
I’m not depressed just not impressed with life, hope it gets better
smackyyyy fire bru
Man this is powerful
0:52
Strife and the drama,
Got me sprinklin the grabba,
Sayin our father for our loved ones and our lost ones,
-So what’s the cost,
When your soul is lost to the fog,
Rock bottom where I’m cryin from so hollow,
Follow the leader,
Liters of ether for my people,
Third eye golden eagle bombin from the motherfuckin bleachers,
Each one teach one,
Livin life on the seesaw,
Take the highs down with the lows,
And break em even, life is decent,
-Can’t lower defense,
When blades equip,
And semi automatic grip,
With the scent of gunpowder in the evening,
There’s chalk on the cement,
These (muthafuckas) (fast)
Kill for no reason,
Or in the name of God,
Drop the lord of flies like a heathen,
Unsheathin every guillotine,
Y’all demons all will really see,
Mortality and fear,
And you would do well to repent bitch, must’ve had a death wish,
God not to mess with,
You blessed us all with every mes-sage,
I paid attention,
To every detail that you sent it’s,
Elementary,
The angels not forgettin me,
Embedded on my grave for every century,
Don’t need to leave a legend,
I don’t need to wield a weapon,
I just need my pen and space,
Because I know surely time is ending,
The bridges burnt, x2
-The tables turnt,
Get cho worth,
I’ll go berserk,
With it until I’m sittin in a urn
Bro this is dope, can I use it for a project ?
0:50 Livin in the present cus I’m trynna escape my mind since it’s been a little bit reckless
Unbox me for Christmas and I’ll be like a jack in the box holding a weapon
People they be sad in they sorrows but I be thanking god for every second
As I look up to the sky I look at each star and count them as lessons and blessins
At the end of the day you choose how you look at life so I guess it a preference
Devil trynna create a make believe world and make this look like heaven but shi at the end of the day u just gon be tempted
word my mother people look fear in the face and they get to itchin and sweatin
But you see me I ain’t ever been afraid cus my problems erase when I pull out my brand new mac ll
Compare me to you and im like a upgrade while you still livin in windows 7
Haven’t had chills in a while, thank you
Now that I’m sober I’m dealin with my emotions been focused on leaving my past while knowin it’s hard to let go of that grasp I’m chokin while holdin these tears back took so many years to get where I’m at I got a habit of attractin a trap and fighting panic attacks I just need some time to give myself a pat on the back but this time I’m on the right path barely able to count the ones I trust with my right hand I guessed the rest was never part of my plan of makin over 900 grand from my career or just rhymin for fans either way I’m grateful to be here being able to think clear no need to drink beer above the influence is something that I never thought I’d be near but things change when you don’t want an early grave it was overdue for me to clean my dirty slate things change when you don’t want an early grave it was overdue for me to clean my dirty slate
No explanation,it’s not even needed,
Gone with the wind again,his journey proceeded,
Stuck in his ways, they still amazed,
that it wasn’t no phase,
the youngster determined to go and get paid, not even a cage , could take the pen and the page, soul staind with some rage, from his earlier days , life is his stage now expressing his pain
french verse:
[0:51]
Combien de fois
Combien d'occasions
Faut que ça foire
Karma me donne raison
Tant que ça va
J'me planque à la maison
J'me refait tous mes textes
Il pleut dehors alors b*isons
Il pleut dehors, c'est la fête
Des colombes qui sortent de ma veste
Maladie des rimes dans ma tête
On refait l'inventaire
Et on s'barre, plus à l'ouest
Il faudra attendre l'été
Mais j'sature, j'en ai marre, on doit graille
A 18h, déjà pété
Ni vieux ni sage comme Grougaloragran
I want that free mp3 lease bruh
0:50
They tell me that living this life is just so so
I say it's not I've lost alot but what the fuck do I know
I gotta ask why when the sun shine I still feel cold
And even when I have someone I love so much I feel alone
I been walking on this path shit ain't simply sticks and stones
Walking cold streets I hold heat I'm clutching the chrome
I would cut my own skin and I would break my own bones
I would run through the fire before I have to atone
Holding on to so much shit I needa let go
I wonder if anyone cares bout The pain that I show
I wonder why I feel so high But im so low
I'm riding thru this shit myself I feel like han solo
I say that I can get through it but I'm cold as snow
I fight a battle cuz the devil want me to sell my soul
But I refuse
I rather be my own damn truth
I remember sleeping on beds no pillows no sheets
I remember watching everyone around me leave
And end up Either in jail or in a casket deceased
I see heaven as it is but it ain't what it seems
I go to sleep having nightmares my most vivid dreams
Are when I die
But
I wake up
feeling okay cuz your right there
I was scared at first i had to tell you to beware
My demons on my shoulders I keep angels and death near
As I walk thru the valley of shadows wit no fear
I lose control gas pedal as I drive I can't steer
fucking hell you killed this
I never thought I would love to see the day I died. But I carried my own casket as I watched you slip from my life. The stars are too bright for me to go outside at night, but I am a vampire in the daylight with shades on inside.
Hook:
Black hole ripping through my heart tear me to pieces and leave me in the dark. Scatter cross the Milky Way. I’ll see you back on Mars and you’ll turn the other cheek.
I’m floating I’m coasting I’m living my dream with my eyes wide open going back to the old words that I have spoken the ones from the songs that no one knows man
I like my mental space rn.
So high don’t bring me down.
whenever u uploading, the mood of the beat always equals my mood of the day 😴🔥🔥🔥🧘♂️
this is pure fire
[0:52]
I'm out here casting magic, I be spitting classics,
I even get praise from the catholics.
I know the tactics, their antics, media plays games, and love to tweak the graphics.
Im super hot fire I'll melt some plastics.
[1:05]
I'm not Latin x I'm Hispanic, repping USA cause I love the schematic, its systematic diplomatic .
you can control with money or be charismatic
shout out to @lowtyde for this banger I'm estaic.
[1:17] spazz flow
I'm sickened like the flu to the chicken,
my lyrics I'll it'll kill in an instant Like they're mystic it's simplistic I understand linguistics.
if i try hard enough, I'll understand statistics.
but I'll stick to my ballistics. My killer will be my biggest critic.
my death, I'll miss it, but a bad bitch I'll hit it . I admit it, I'm wit it.
I'm all game, that's why I never quit it.
I'm all git, guess I'll have to play the villain.
I can control the masses by the millions they can pay me with by the Williams I'll split it. [end rhyme 1:43]
damn dude your beats are special, so much love put into them
do you offer an exclusive license for this beat?
(0:51)
Lowkey riding "pause" on a different verse
Mind take me away to the fight devils worse.
Snatch the bag roll the weed up till I ride in the herse.
When I die, let the universe, disperse
And break your curse
(Go faster)
Mothafucka catch you lying and trying denying firefly will reveal in timing combining lightning to strike down on you
Yes this verse is very true
Hello baby how you doing
It's just ya boi Mr.Fluid
Can't do it? I do it I do it I do it
Cum inside her fluent
Then we congruent
No sudden movement
But that potion we brewin
Damn bro 🔥 you got me writing life here ✍️ thank you
How ! Could you leave me alone
Now my heart made of stone
Without you no place feels like home
Left on the street guess I'll just Rome
this beat brought me back to life man thank you so much soul and emotions and feeling in this.
Oh it just keeps going
Down down down
And around
Can you hear that sound sound sound
Heart beating me down down down
Wish I didn’t feel as much as I do
It’s got me filled up with some much blue
I could paint the water
And I am somebody’s daughter
Always felt like a disorder
I can’t seem to get with this world order
The older I get
The more I get lost
Losing myself on balancing act
Always feeling like everyone’s out to attack
And here comes in the panic in that
Oh it just keeps going
Down down down and around
Black and white thinking
What are these people drinking
I don’t want what they’re on
I’m ready to go alone
Walking through the woods
Listening to the birds sing
Because they really know where it begins
Most these people living in sin
Getting their thoughts from a garbage bin
And no one knows how to win
But that’s not what it’s about
How do they keep giving in
Oh it’s got me spinning
Down down down
And around
Down down down and around
Down down down and around
Fire beat 🔥🔥🔥
This is fire fr I’m bouta listen more and def gonna do business with you
Feelin unreal, I still feel like poppin this pill,
Enter the mind of the ill,
enter my rhymes and my skill,
You know the deal,
Drive straight, my hands on the wheel
Allive to this date, land of the real
Land where they kill,
Contract my emotion, slowly this corrosion eroding, in motion, floatin like a boat and, my mind escaping this ocean, motion of potency, hoping they notice me, just a lil og almost 23,
Copin with the past while holdin this flask,
Do the dash when I hit the gas,
I guess I’m Runnin from somethin, that’s dead and gone,
6 feet deep in the ground long and gone,
Fond of this bond,
Song after song,
Let me write my wrongs,
It’s a wrap but no rhymes, infinite till the end of time,
Gotta prep this line,
Hungry as a lion,
Down this road with me to find,
Chills go down your spine,
A twisted sick mind turning the lights on while we reach the end of time
Time is never ending
Sending the letter to the ones who pretned
Snakes in the grass tryna befriend
Bending these bars, ghosts selling to stars
Driftin into space, driving foreign cars
Yea I’m the best allive,
Try to break my stride and I’ll make you wish you died,
Put the murder aside,
I’ve tried and I’ve tried,
I’ve been on my knees to sanctify,
I’ve never been a saint but I’ve denied and denied,
Lemme tell you a story about some shit no worries,
It was dark when the winter flurries occurred within me,
Heart cold as ice I hope that I suffice,
Rollin the dice, to have a nice night,
To have a light kite,
I just wish I could fly away in may with a jay,
Pay my debts,
Every rap I spit I say it with my chest,
Know that I’m blessed,
Know that I’m rollin with my clique we the best,
Never ever give it any less,
Take this test,
Brushin off my shoulder, I wish I wouldn’t get any older,
Bold when I spit never wastin bars I’m colder,
Than the opponents,
Notice when I spit own it,
Zoned in with my style,
Y’all ain’t seen this shit in a while.
WHO LET MY MANS COOK THIS GOOD 🙌🙌🙌💯💯💯🗣🗣🗣
Help me get around
I’m trying find you’re mood
I’m just waiting around
I been looking for you
Sights and sounds
I can’t get through to you
Keep pushing me down
Until I fall on through
Never thought I could’ve
Find the place
Looking for the colors
Of you’re taste
Finding all the reasons
To stay awake
You know that you love me
So stay away
Help me get around
I’m so smooth
Get a taste of the sound
Can I Hear your muse
I Can’t stay around
So what’s you’re next move
I hear you coming down
I’m here waiting for you
Never thought I could’ve
See you’re face
Listen to voices
Of the daze
You were my only women
Until the shade
Love is in the season
Until today
You couldn’t hold me down
So I had to escape
Quit wasting around
You better find you’re place
Take a look what you found
Into the next day
Remember I was the one
Who couldn’t be made
I know that could’ve
Made the mistakes
Keep me in your problems
Break away
You know I can solve em
Until today
I couldn’t be the problem
So turn away
barz
Appreciate ya ! 🎧
@@MrJDfrom57th thanks bro you my first supporter👂
What do the words say before tooddaaayyyyyyyyyyyee?
How much to purchase a license I have made a finished song and I’d love to post it on all platforms
Falling out of heaven
I’ve reached my limits
I don’t know if I can do this all on my own
I have to try instead of giving up for gossip and lies
Cuz I won’t stand for any fake stuff,
Make it hard to get by
Trynna live my life.
They say the pain is right
I’m gonna pave my mind
They say there’s cake to life
So won’t you save my slice
For missing days or nights
Don’t care bout rain or shine
I’m living day by night
I hope that I’ll be fine
I hope my days burn bright
I hope my nights find light
Before I lay I climb
Before I cave I fight
0:51:
Do you the know the black hole?
The black hole of tomorrow?
There’s no time capsule,
That’ll have hope you can borrow.
You gotta battle, the aim is forward.
I became morbid as the haze made my days distorted.
The fatal forces drained away my innate accordance.
Plagued with horrors that take my faith and make me forfeit.
Please Lord, through these storms, some peace,
Yeah I’m begging for it.
Just a quickie. Down to work together, love the beat!
Theres something swimming in my clouds
I cant shake this feeling out
Thought that we could figure out
The shit we kept complaining bout
But guess i was so wrong again
Portal opens im falling in
Absorb the pain that you keep giving
Always feeling restless
Open the gates im rushing in
Down to my last resort, a ditch effort
Navigating these forests I push onward in search of greener pastures
Practicing of-course- staying on the course of working on this art form- until they cannot ignore- forsure he's a master
I've been torn into tatters- they left me battered- them bastards- forced me to take form into that hammer- bring maximum force- cuz I cannot afford to take another step backwards
Born into a life with all sorts of disasters- I still mourn over the things that really matter
Still I dress dapper- stacking up them bands- til they no longer fit in my hamper
As my wallet grew fatter- I realized this isn't what I'm really after
I have an audience to capture- any MC in the way- I will trample
I've put in the ample amount of time- I don't live in a castle- no moat surrounds mine
So I'm locked and loaded with my eye on the prize
I pull back the hammer- I'm ready to pop & have them all lookin cuz like..
Ima give this my best shot- bet you I hit the bullseye 🎯
Had a hard knock life- aint nobody knockin' on mine
Ready to leave stages rocked- I'ma take my name to the skies & to them neon lights
Tell 'em to put a sock in it- this is 12 years of a dedicated grind
And still I'm...
Down to my last resort, a ditch effort
Navigating these forests I push onward in search of greener pastures
Practicing of-course- staying on the course of working on this art form- until they cannot ignore- forsure he's a master
I've been torn into tatters- they left me battered- them bastards- forced me to take form into that hammer- bring maximum force- cuz I cannot afford to take another step backwards
Born into a life with all sorts of disasters- I still mourn over the things that really matter
Still I dress dapper- stacking up them bands- til they no longer fit in my hamper
As my wallet grew fatter- I realized this isn't what I'm really after
I have an audience to capture- any MC in the way- I will trample
I've put in the ample amount of time- I don't live in a castle- no moat surrounds mine
So I'm locked and loaded with my eye on the prize
I pull back the hammer- I'm ready to pop & have them all lookin cuz like..
Ima give this my best shot- bet you I hit the bullseye 🎯
Had a hard knock life- aint nobody knockin' on mine
Ready to leave stages rocked- I'ma take my name to the skies & to them neon lights
Tell 'em to put a sock in it- this is 12 years of a dedicated grind
And still I'm...
Forever grateful,,
God blessed us
so we could meet,
I'm truly thankful
All the memories you made with me.
How lovely fireflies danced
between the willows
Like lovely smoke From fire
Sparks a love that starts to billow.
Oh it was true love
We felt it deep inside our soul.
But now your gone,
Still I'll love you till forever though.
I now know
what the caged bird sings,
Such a lovely song of hope
Through the pain it's seen...
😅
(0:25)
Since back in 08', I've been nothing but a wraith
Reactive chemical capable only of mistakes
And I do nothing all day.
Stay in-house and lay to waste.
I medicate my emotions: rollercoaster, novacaine.
Oh I spy but I don't like eyes on me.
Don't ask why when I don't like mine
I won't
Catch sight no matter who walks by they're
all threatening in my fucked up mind
I know
Nobody want it like me, outrapped that’s unlikely
My flow on top of beats is unbeatable, they can’t fight me
I’ll be the same rapper in Gucci as when in nike
Cause passion was in plenty when God decide to design me
High key, I take you to a note that you can’t ID
White boy in this game, changing pace as if im Mike e
Keep it simple, elegant just like my wardrobe white tees
Not a stain to see, i be the heat among the icy
ICU residuals, reside in often
The difference between death and prison, one gon have you locked in
Teeter totter on the edge, be the martyr on the bench
Even if I’m never chosen I’m ready to die for this
This rap shit is all I know, kept me warm when it was cold
Kept me full when I was hungry, kept me faithful through the woes
Like Jesus when he arose, this the fate that God had chose
If I’m not to be MC OG and highs gon turn to lows
Then I’ll never speak again, wont compare to what I spoke
And I’ll never sleep again, won’t compare to what I woke
And I’ll never eat again, won’t compare to bread I broke
And I’ll never breathe again, won’t compare to what I choked
And I’ll never see again, won’t compare to what I sought
And I’ll never flee again, won’t compare to what I brought
And I’ll never dream again, won’t compare to what I hoped
And I’ll never seep the pen, won’t compare to what I wrote
is it selfish of me
To be what i wanna be
Never see what my parents had to see
Out in the world working to keep
Me and my sis working till we
Ourselves can leave the work for keeps
Never take away any credit
Ever since the day i came across the lesson
The cheques and the people's questions
Pulls you....toward the Smith and Wesson
yes It may not be true
But did you try to get through
The expectations made to keep you ..
en route
For a life that's confined to the mind
That may never shine even at your discretion
In this life that's full of reflection
I'm guessing I'm not the one to preach
Don't take it as that
I'm just trying to attain peace
The coward in me won't leave
Cuz it's scared of everything but me
I try to be hopeful
But what's hope when it gives you no rope to extend
But just mentions the thread that connects to the devotion that i had before
Dead dreams and screams roaming around in the catacomb
The sacrificial cattle was just a little kid
The kid with a heart
Now hes big and he's still just a kid at the heart
Did you sample nle? Or is that a vocal loop somewhere?
Save my friend; he’s still alive, but by days end… he’ll surely die , the angel better make it in time.
Godspeed and God find, a way to save souls and take them home. Such moans as all cry !
We know flames fry , but souls go on heavenly high with love because we never give up. The world is sus and fuzzed up, gotta see what it once was.
0:47
Within the 4 corners of my mind
It's difficult to keep track of time
My eyes be wide open
grope at noon day like I'm blind
In a haze
feels like I ate in days
Sittin on the couch wasting away
I don't feel like moving today
Am I frozen from depression
Or paralyzed by fear
I'm caught between darkness & the sunken place
I need to get the fuck out of here
Six feet wide with endless depth
Cause I can't feel nothin under my toes
Oh shit! I'm caught in a black hole
0:26
If you can’t take the pain away
Explain gun in hand, I grip today
Thoughts been sprawling
Fallens friends never got to
Praise their ways
Isolation with isolated dreams
Nightmares been normal, wait
I remember last week dreamin
Demons catching up to me
Visions turn double and blurry
Drinking 7 days a week
Still workin, no sleep
Unless I get faded
Pass out, then repeat
Weak soul beggin for
Better life, nice try
(Beat drop)
Jittery flow
Gonna record sun soon on this
Genius.
Feel like I'm outta time and control of this isn't mine
Take a breath and exhale it embellish it with some pine
Like maybe this will help me im saying it with a sigh
Try to enjoy what I've got left for their sweeping it to the side
Im still I'm an afterthought after thinking I'm blasting off
Curb the drink addiction but missing it like it's lost
Miss having a missus who misses me when I gone
Wish I had a family that would treat not like a pawn
Like my own person
Not some child in the way while their hate for me grows worse and
I'm aching my bone hurt
Been exhausted but told quiet when I'm the zone
Pretend it doesn't faze me im pacing inside the home
Akin to something stubborn afflicted with all these issues
And looked at like a door mat expect im the one they misuse
Friends I thought were down now speak of me like im passed
When I showed nothing but love till seeing them treat me trash
I have the most phenomenal vibe and flow coming on my birthday 😢
Only the lord will show you. Show em qhat you you do.
Girl you look like diamonds with fire 🔥
How can week make the drama expire,
Just make my baby mommas retire,
I come in peace! me mean no harm, me no liar,
Thats when the flying saucer will find us,
911 we put rhe nonsense behind us, come and find us....
Why cant we sing we sing songs by the fire?
Its time to let the drama expire.
Boy you could make your momma retire ×2
Just look
0:25
They keep on tellin me, tellin me
Shit aint the way its 'sposed to be, sposed to be
Girl just keep your body close to me, close to me
We got nothing but this ecstasy, ecstasy
Yeah yeah
That's why I'm tellin you, tellin you
What I think that you 'sposed to do, 'sposed to do
Always wanna do the most for you, just for you
Open up and then just let me through,
through to you
Yeah yeah
I ain't lying girl I'm fallin and I need some assistance
Feel like since we got in this it's been nothin but business
It's been nothin but fuckin although
The love in abundance
I just can't tell what you want and
It's like we get caught in the fun
But hey if you are the one
Then I'll be the one
So bitch stop talkin so crazy actin like we ain't amazing
I'm sick and done with debatin'
With you I feel like I'm strainin'
Till them lights start gettin' lower
And then that body get naked
If you just ask imma do it
Until I'm done then I'm faintin'
Faded, depressed, and I'm jaded
And you can't let me lay here
And think that both us could make it
Out of the plot that we set up
This feels like it's set up
Walk out your crib when it's mornin
And feel like I could get wet up
But you just get wet-tuh
And I'll treat you bet-tuh
Toss you 'round and don't let up
Till the sun starts to get up
Thinkin' I just might give up
Done writin' love let-tuhs
They keep on tellin me, tellin me
Shit aint the way its 'sposed to be, sposed to be
Girl just keep your body close to me, close to me
We got nothing but this ecstasy, ecstasy
Yeah yeah
That's why I'm tellin you, tellin you
What I think that you 'sposed to do, 'sposed to do
Always wanna do the most for you, just for you
Open up and then just let me through,
through to you
Yeah yeah
Holy shit crazy verse man gs
Got to stop making impulsive decisions/compulsive urges from all my past days of addiction/ repulsive cognition/ trying to keep my eyes on the mission/while your sittin and wishin'/ill be in the air waves/ with flows from another dimension/ dispensing the tension when I get the spark that that ignites my frontal cortex/ takes me through a black hole, by way of a stellar vortex/ then those words start to turn like my air-king rolex/ a criminal mind using subliminal lines/ to paint a picture of these pivotal times that we are all in together/ for bad or worst/ I use these rhymes to make you all feel better/ a gift or a curse? No matter, it can only get worst , so just kill the chatter/ no more to time Converse
Better start using those converse to kick rocks/ I don't mean Laura/ rip/ I mean don't even stop to smell the flora, act like OJ in that white explorer/ and get gone.
infinite fire felt :)
It’s crystal clear
That the water done got murky
My morals done got blurry
Maybe cuz I been moving fast
That’s how it is
when you livin in a hurry
either it make it to the shelter
Or get caught up in the flurries
Shit so cold that even
Hell is worth a visit
Whose to say what’s right or wrong
When by default
All this shit isn’t
Workin 9-5
Got me contemplating
Robbin and stealing
Kidnapping and killing
resorting to dealing
the way they taxin me
I ain’t got enough food
To even try healing
I need that green like infections
Til then I stay high like inflections.
Stay low then come up
This that eddy off tekken
Hadta let my hoe go cuz
she wanna come first …
But that mean
I would be sexond
girl you was not in these sessions
You ain’t been scarred from these lessons
You ever questioned existence
And had to fuck from positions
Or had to sit with your devils
On nights
Your angels ain’t listen
Or Sat in hellfire
Till your skin started to crispin
But this my Recomposition
Now bitch I need competition
And then Ima needa mortician
Cuz I know someone goin miss em
The way i claws myself up
In this rain dear I’m blitzen
love this~ jam~
Cœur noir trou béant
C'est c'qui m'correspond
Les yeux dans l'néant
J'me pose trop d'questions
J'sais plus qui j'suis
Trop d'insomnies (x2)
Trou noir dans ma tête
Aspire toutes mes pensées
Que du vide en reste
La faucheuse va m'emmener
J'suis une abeille sans reine
J'sais plus c'que j'dois faire
J'ai pas vécu la guerre
J'ai vécu l'enfer
Ma vie est bad triste
Donc j'deviens un artiste
J'm'exprime dans la musique
Avant d'sombrer dans la folie
Même pas 20 ans que j'suis en vie
J'ai déjà perdu trop d'amis
Certains sont morts d'autres seulement partis
lourd mec, j'adore
twist me up inside
blur between the lines
can’t be surprised
when it happens natur-ally
magnified alongside gravity lies tragedy
space time
surrounding me reminding me
of mother of thyme
supermassive weight on the mind
still collapsing and still scared to die
super-stellar
story teller
tell me one where we survive
wormhole cellar
magic seller
just one wish and then goodbye
Yeah okay let's ride slow
Everytime I get to riding though
All I wanna do is ride slow
Ride slow with my eyes closed
To the sky though with my eyes closed yeah that's right though
Everytime im riding though my eyes low Everytime I get to riding
Let's ride slow homie keep ya eyes closed put that prayer up
Keep that good spirit about
Don't go without .... sorry that all I had though for now
Easily becoming one of my favorite beat makers keep it up homie
i can not feel what i can’t feel
feel pain instead of love
Todayyyy
Todayyyy
Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
But as soon as I step out the door the sun always turns to rain
Turn back inside where I have to face
Unchanged habits in the window pane
Give me one more day and I promise I’ll live up to my name (grace)
Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
But as soon as I step out the door the sun always turns to rain
I try not to run and I try not hide
As long as I live it feels like I can never die
Give me one more day promise I’ll stop the rain
Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
Soon as I step out out the door it always rains
Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
Soon as I step out the door it always rains
Maybe today will be the day when I finally change
It’s just the intro I’ll post when I’m done
Don’t choose nobody else just choose me, right in front of you can’t you see, a whole new life baby just you and me, without you without you life could never be, you take me back me back to you, you take me back love to you, you take me back back to you, you take me back love to you,
This can't be life what the hell is this?,
Don't ask me where I've been cause baby i just been stressed,
World 🌎 on my shoulders too heavy to bench press,
Nobody to lean on should've never said shit,
My head gets trapped in a maze where's the exit?
My heart ❤️ is right on the floor where you left it,
Then swept it underneath the rug should've kept it,
I sat and watched it turn into ice then melted,
Ughhh
Can't even lie was oddly satisfying,
Exotic blowing in the wind look like a dandelion,
My son watching I can't let em see his daddy crying,
I just hope he know his daddy trying,
36 years on this planet called earth,
It ain't hard to tell God damn it I'm cursed,
If I'm good at anything it's writing hooks and a verse,
Ain't no 9 to 5 in me rather push me some work
I haven't lived that long,
Im still tryna push on.
I feel those feelings, man.
Like they're my fucking own.
I haven't tried that hard.
So may we have this discussion.
Cause my daddy was never there to teach me fucking nothing.
Some words of caution,
Slipped and fell and now I'm lost in-
Darkened Pits.
This black abyss,
A black hole where my fucking heart is.
"What's the context?"
I need some guidance.
No pressure, just please be honest.
Some lessons, to keep me on this-
God forsaken planet.
I got...
Two questions.
Some point of view for you
And for me- some direction
I may be young, but I still spit these lessons.
Mom left Dad.
But it wasn't for no reason.
He was plotting, scheming,
Feigning for that high that left him posted to the ceiling.
But like your son, I had to pick, which one I was to side with.
Fighting for the equal right to have their son resign in-
Their homes, their love, their words of trust and treason.
But later in his life, he will understand the reason.
1:43
I like to talk,
But people rarely listen.
Missing
The mark
On my raps.
Im ec"static" from any friction.
I need to smile more.
Use similes and metaphors.
Intertwine my inhibitions
With morbid thoughts of hate and war.
Maybe i should keep my feelings down low
Been so lonely im burning my spliff so slow
Maybe this world keeps on turning i feel like i stopped but really just finding my flow
All the lessons im learning
Im yearnin to grow
Like a tree
To be one w the wind and the breeze the weed still burnin so let one blow
Let me know
Cause maybe i said to much
Maybe i do to little
Breaking it down and i see the components whole time in the moment
Chillin in the middle
The oast a the present are trapped in a riddle
Workin at times but i play like a fiddle
Hurting my mind the note that plays
Sounds so good but it feels so brittle
Maybe im acting
Depends on the time and the place and your face i aint fake but
I stay over reactin
Taking it personal come with a passion
Fashion is personal till people asking
Thats when you walk for the streets
And maybe im just unleashed
A beast out a cage in a room w a feast
Dont do what they preach
Cause half the time the people preaching aint got shit to say in the least
Maybe im dead
All this could be goin on in my head
If so i wouldnt regret what i said
Maybe im
I said maybe
I been crazy
Cut me down
Break it up
See what makes me
Mwybe they dont understand what i do
But at times my own vision been hazy
Uncertainty in the groove where i move
But at home when im calling her baby
Alone got my thinking bout maybes
Should i let go a little
Could forgo the riddle
Im on the road
Taking time going slow
On my mind
Im in gold
N my mind what i whitle
When i get lottle bored
On the way to the 443
Just leaving the 434
Dont forget to lock the door
Theres treasures in there with a beast to protect
For good measure in there
Me u on the canvas its pressure on there
This leisure comes with the work we been putting in n you find pleasure in Here
@lowtide
dope 🔥🔥
Recently I'm not sleeping my mind is way too hectic,
still there's people sleeping on me like they're narcoleptic, see my reflection in the in the ocean I don't sea symmetric, Tides always changing like emotion I just don't expect it, I'm not sleeping my mind is way too wavy,
ironically the people sleep in on me call me lazy,
lost my sense of connection so I'm not calling lately,
lost my sense of Direction That's Why They Call Me Crazy
First time jamming your stuff. Gained a sub here. Real smooth, man. Is that tagline Tom Brokaw? If so, 🥇. Straight up. 👏
I’m not the same as when you left me
I’ve changed, see
Your approval doesn’t determine my prosperity
Wish I could’ve made him see
The truth
That younger version of me
Tunnel visioned with cataracts the color of your lips
At that time nobody could get through
In my mind you were all that was designed for me
To be happy with someone else seemed to be an impossible feat
For too long I let she determine what was me
That’s over baby, cut you out just like lasik now I can
See
I'll be heading down
On that lone road
Diving all the way
Black Hole, got me gone
Got me gone
Yeaaaaaaah. I'm thinking something indie, got me feelin swifty.
My song “CANT STAY WITH ME” will blowup someday trust 🕰️
(Verse 1)
Each step I take brings me closer to this life of sin
Lord don’t let me lose sight of what’s right within
The Moneys for my mom cuz I live the life she’s give and no body else is providing it
I felt shame and guilt but to keep it real I’m hiding it
That don’t make no sense so Incite the fifth
… silence
Why’s there so much fun in drugs money and violence
Cuz there’s none in abiding
By Laws that hold down the poor turn boys to warlords and girls to whores
Boys to men
Boys with swords
Boys to men
Men with boys that aint alive no more
I’m brummy fast girls and slow money
That’s that shit I don’t like no more
I need fast cash a fat back lady saying she loves me nah I don’t want no whore
(Chorus x2)
I need income coming in
Running on rum and gin
Sucky sucky in the cullinan
If I run into him
I’mma run him in
Under one sun Stuck up in this life of sin
Some do and some don’t like to sin
But we all fight to win
dear god but I ain’t writing him
Covered in Jesuss blood but I ain’t fight him
My faith in God incited sin
I felt pain n I ain’t take no Vicodin
I included my chorus too just because It’s came to me while writing this verses, lmk what you think
I’m living in my own life
I’m living in my own mind
I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side
I’m living in my own life
I’m living in my own mind
I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side
Verse 1
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I’m seeing things differently then I have before, remembering times I was passed out on the floor, never been so fucking ecstatic before, never seen someone so fucking dramatic before
-connect but change flow
I look back and it was a long life of a long lie. What made you think to try if you knew you’d kill me inside
I look back and it was a long night of staying inside. What made me think to try if I knew you wouldnt be by my side by the end of midnight
I’ve been thinking of a double suicide to keep my head right I know you know we’d both be dead right ?
Chorus 2
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I’m living in my own life
I’m living in my own mind
I don’t think I’d survive, I’m feeling very deprived
I’m living in my own life
I’m living in my own mind
I don’t think I’d survive if I had you by my side
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*Not finished*
Starts at :58
Super interesting beat. Feels like the song is done already. Amazing
“Black hole super nova
I hope the world can grow us.”
Yo as I'm writing this verse I had to go stop, i be thinking bout the past wondering if it was all wrong, now I'm thinking bout the future as I write a new song, post it up hoping I'd get a million but i am wrong, what am I doing here? Cause here I don't belong, yea everybody cheers as I'm toking the bong, but not about the money I be taking home!
Every time that I close my eyes
I get these thoughts inside of my mind
Questioning why I'm still alive
It's not like anyone would care if I died
So maybe tonights the night I choose to fly
Into the abyss I dive, Head first
I wonder what's gonna play through my head first
Maybe the memory of the first time I met her
Or all the times she made me question my self-worth
Or I'll be reminded of how it's my fault we didn't work
I’m lookin for a home run but i haven’t been home yet
Lookin for a reason to rap but there’s just no threat
Grew up with some homies now livin in there own tent
My grandpa still livin in the same house with loan debt
Man am i old yet
Tell me where my road led
Haven’t visited my old nest
Haven’t seen my old friends
Since i been back just dirt and cold winds
I reminisce when i see couples hold hands
Am i gonna make it to 40 it depends
I dont know if i can do girlfriends again
Can i afford this weekends expense
I hid all my pills for my self defense
My minds picket fence
I ain’t never been convince
Since my mom died i haven’t risen since
When i talk to my ogs thats when the wisdom sits
I been sober for a year so imma take little sips
Yeah I’m feelin scrutinize
Lifes like a pair of dice
i need me a paradise
I’m drinking southern comfort mixed with melted ice
Slowly killin me like parasites but can’t see another side like I’m paralyze
Change got me terrified
Since i changed i saw jealous eyes
soo unique
0:51
Self appointed greatest man who ever lived,
made the weight up shoulders heavy as a fuckin bitch.
Made mistakes this war got me like Atlas with his punishment.
So many takes and I only know one verse that could really hit.
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So I turn the other cheek. This ship might sink but that’s the tip of the iceberg the fuck you think?
I know these rivers run deep. But I’ll be styxing to my plan and getting stronger than these mother fuckers ever seen.
Now the finger pointin hittin diff.
“He’s the guy who swore that he would make it but he never did”
Swear this shit ain’t all a myth I knew I’d get it since a jit.
When I saw it comin I would catch it in that leather mitt.
Ran my bases seen the look upon they faces when I got home and I ran shit like I made it.
I ain’t even mad it out yet.
But fuck it I got visions and I don’t need spellcheck.
Man can u even spell checks?
fire 🔥
If I write some of my other lyrics yall gon steal my shit
Cause my shit too real
Like you could feel that shit
But it's not tangible
Like wisdom when you riding with a band of fools
Or high status when you walk in them dirty and damaged shoes
Like tryna grasp the concept i just handed you but both your hands is full
The point im tryna make is that you reaching.
Zero chance of succeeding
Im just teaching
Each one teach one
If you dont do that after reading
Then yall niggas leeching
Peace and
Harmony
Give thanks through all your seasons
Not just one day in November you were trained to believe in
Straight out the mouth of Jesus
Man shall not live by bread alone
But by every word that Proceedeth
Out of the mouth of God
Im eating.