J COLE TYPE BEAT - SOBER
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Walking down lonely roads
It's louder when you're alone
It's harder when you're at home
But it's harder to leave cause you don't wanna go
It's harder to stay when you don't even know
It's harder to say when you're watching your tone
It's harder to say that you like it alone
but it's better to lie than admit that you don't
Don't break my heart just keep breaking my bones
Don't fall apart cause who'll smile when you're gone
Tear down the walls yeah we're breaking this home
I was playing my part so where did I go wrong?
Love me, Love me, Love me not
Love me little, Love me lots
Flower petals hide the thorns and nettles
The rose is only pretty if it cuts
It's only pretty if it burns
How else would I know what it's worth?
How else would I know that I really did love you
If being apart doesn't hurt
I can't tell what's worse
Leave me for dead but don't leave me alone
Quench my thirst
Then leave my to dry till I'm nothing but bone
i open the door and stare at the floor /
look at the emptiness compared to my soul/
like a mirror i hold/
feels like its infinite the terror unfolds/
its unbearable what we shared before isnt there anymore /
i like your bars
This beat is freaking ridiculous. I've had it on replay for 40 minutes now, mad groovy, deep and beautifully layered.
I appreciate it
@@k.englishunlockedpeep my comment then delete it, can’t dm on here. Just flamed this and I can actually rap, worth your time
Free from the grips of my troubled past
Climbed from the rubble I can’t help but laugh
Bout late nights, tear on pillows, I fell in sleep in class
Only class I never failed was math
Life was all about numbers, couldn’t be a statistic
Sick of family and friends telling me “be realistic”
Just go get a good job, nah that’s too pessimistic.
That was a death sentence, didn’t want less than great.
The ones that gave me advice, living on section 8.
Sell food for a loss, just to purchase an 8th.
That just wasn’t my purpose, I’d never impersonate.
So I set on my path, always knew it’d be worth it.
You can have anything if you just put the work in.
Best bars I've seen on this beat...but consider replacing these 2 bars for the end:
So I'm set on my path, but wrath, seems to leave a taint
Always trying to pick the right way, but the left will sayyy. You ain't!
...Sober...
🔥🔥🔥
fuck yeah put the work in you deserve it/
in other words whats your purpose before you in the dirt for eternity/
prayed so many times i have eternally dirty knees /
too many serpentines trying to work on me/
telling me im not great when thats the way they feel about themselves internally/
when im the only person to beat/
so stop the comparisons keep the advice to yourself and stop sharing it/
shits embarassing
good bars man
Danm that was good I wish I could hear it in your voice n not mines
🔥🔥🔥🔥
I'm sobering up
From the first 20 something years
I fear, the worst is yet to come
So I prepared by
Fighting off my demons
Like I was never there I've
Been all over, but never dared fly
That's the kind of person I am
So real, I should be verified
But where am I?
Out of sight, out of mind
There's no fightin to breathe
Hype as can be
Delightful sunlight kisses my cheek
Its a sight to see....
I bodied this instrumental,
Detrimental damage to the cerebellum
Heavy flows can promote muscle growth
If you're lacking I suggest, that you DONT
Can you imagine the talent I have?
Nope
Cause I'm underrated
Unplayed with like porcelain stained faces//
Someone told me that these lyrics
Gotta be like snakes
Hear the hissing from a distance
Kiss it feeling safer by the set
I’ve been driven out my city can’t go with me
Fuck the plague
If I get to where the riches I know that these bitches goin be leaches
In the end
The
truth is said
I’m sober, it’s over
the haze cleared up but the pain is left over
exposure
I’m a lucky man Fuck a clover
it’s a long way down but I’m gonna go far
can’t fall back into the rain no way I’m gonna go there
i was a stoner sat deeping on the sofa
overthink my life n then it hit im on my own bruv
some closure
Sat Thinking do I even know her
Coming to my senses
open up the bible to Philippians. 4:13
I read i can all things through Christ who strengthens me.
that was the key i was missing.
what more am i needing found myself on the floor crying
forgive me for my sins Jesus i am not worthy.
i hear a voice tell me come to me all who are weary.
i jump up flying.
tell me where i need to be nothing else matters.
Jesus is real i was a nobody now I'm a somebody.
dreams come true i have all that i need.
@@SaucyJohny who named God? Who else to thank other than God? We must be thankful but who am I to know the thoughts of God or the greats,We don’t know Hesus and that’s the truth he doesn’t know us in flesh and bone
through divine lines, I found peace of mind
I see heaven through the lenses of these holy eyes
see the struggle and the pain, sunshine and the rain
why restart when you can level up playing at this game we call life
I was on the wrong road until I took a hard right
mixing pills with stupid thrills on those lonely dark nights
I built a cage with no way escape
too stuck in my ways
if I hadn't been saved id prolly be inside of a grave
I went from being low to keeping my head up
changed my ways, found a job with steady pay
now im stacking my bread up
cuz I was fed up with the path I was on and all the rage
went from a bum to a product of change
When lines that intersect don't parallel
And your dreams don't parasail
The pain revealed unveiled life is not a fairy tale
You can be the biggest whale and still get swallowed by the ocean
Death a have you sitting still like you are frozen motion or you polar
You mad cause my energy is solar
voice of God told me to go hard
Take up root and Bogart
Give me what's mines for all the milestones and the hidden hands that threw stones
Tell the truth y'all I'm through sewing holes in my back From family and friends I thought had it
Tired of rating bad habits
Tired of being mad at it
It almost turn me into a mad addict for revenge
And you wonder why my love for is in the past tense
funeral home filled with all of my feelings
You tried to destroy me but look I'm still building Still healing still kneeling still praying for forgiveness to the day I meet my ending
It’s no pretending
Naw you went Krazy frfr ‼️
@@tevinguerrier8173 that’s crazy
Yeah you snapped on this one
Bars love this joint
Damn that's actually fire, but it needs some polishing maybe?... Idk when I was reciting it I felt like some words were better left off of it but maybe just cuz i have a different style... i was using less syllables n shit trynna rap it together
Imma go ahead and speak. Too many of you guys are locked into the title of the song. Your bars don't have to revolve around the title. Just write whatever you feel. Don't let the title dictate the bars. Most of them are bad anyway. Titles not bars.
For sure. That being said, sometimes the title on beats really helps artists develop a theme for the song! Always a good marketing standpoint by the producer and something to think about.
Exactly!
Summertime grind say goodbye to all the masses/The sheep creating wool while they make they own casket/If I was blind to it then I’d probably feel anxious/Prolly hit the doctor,he prescribe a couple tablets/Wintertime breeze,mind drifting the times passing/I keep the fire in me as the world turning to ashes/
Patiently waitin,until my soul is taken/Sittin up in a smoke cloud flipping through revelations/Looking out the window,and all I see is the hatred/Hate my own life and everything cause I ain’t make it/Or get to where I wanna be/So now my mission when I speak/Is poison every living thing I ever get a chance to meet/look at the family tree and where the ashes sleep/Momma working 4 jobs,she don’t have no time for me/So now I get my game from a screen,that ain’t family/That’s why the kids anxious smoking dope to find they sanity/Damn,That shit a tragedy,make me feel like the broken home I had was a masterpiece/Make me feel more grateful for the way that pops was testing me/Even though was immature,I thought he was harassing me/But that’s the way it has to be/To turn yo son into a beast,cause if you ain’t ready then the streets gon have a feast/
Best advice honestly. this used to be my problem! One I started to free style then I went to written about what I was rapping. #notitle
I needed to hear this, thanks
dude, the melody is just mesmerizing, you are great, don't stop and keep creating
I appreciate it
This is so beautiful, good job 🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎 almost made me wanna cry t it
Just sitting here smoking & Vibing 🌬️😌 🎶
Wish I could just freestyle on this with everyone hearing it lol.
beautiful
I love this vibe
Just got a new artist that will most definitely bring joy too your beats, thank you for your craftsmanship ❗️🙏🏽
We all owe it to ourselves. The big clean 🙏✨
Great vibe. Mellow and melodic..
this got me in some kind of mood
0:14
I just wanna feel at peace with my soul
Complete like a whole
So fill up the hole
And leave me alone
You plant a seed, best believe Imma grow
The trees are truth, what do you need to know?
Energy’s real, always reap what you sow
The serpents creep with the crows, but gods talking.
I’ve been tryna follow the footsteps that gods walking.
I’ve been tryna quiet the demons that talk often.
I can the feel the presence of mama, she talks softly.
She tells me heavens real.
Tells me accept the deal, of Jesus as my savior.
Please be easy with thy neighbor.
Said she wants to see me later, live a righteous life.
Trust in god, do what’s right and never fight the light.
my man K. English Unlocked a new sub
I appreciate it
Wow🔥
What a jam wow
Thank you 🙏🏽
this beat moved me, i had to write something to it, ur very talented man
I appreciate that
@@k.englishunlocked much respect
Just wrote to this, gonna record soon. Too fire I swear
Subbed and blasting repeat my guy. Good on you
Omfg... 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
I’ve been trying to remember whose beat this was for so god damn long and it finally popped up on my page again. THANK THE LORD 😂
This is God tier
I appreciate it
You don’t feel it till it’s over
Now my feelings on a rollerocaster
This beat is God tier
I appreciate it
You killed this beat bro keep it up
I appreciate that
Cold 🥶
This is so gracious
And it’s 4:20 exact wow
LET'S GO 🥶🥶🥶
They gonna see the smile with the eye
But they don’t see the pain behind
Keep hustling dwags
Keep grindin
One day everybody’s gonna win
Cold line!
firee
Wake up every morning hurting searching for a better me
What’s more important feeling good or feeling heavenly
Visualising a side of me which I don’t think that I’ll ever be
Tryna open my eyes but it begins to feel like I can’t see
All these expectations that I don’t think that I’ll ever reach
But I keep moving in the right direction
Trying not to seek perfection
Because it always tries to tear me down
Bro I’m thinking I’m wearing out
My brain is overloading it’s got me fucking swearing now
Please my brother hear me out
Check on the ones you care about
You don’t know what’s going through their mind
So please be kind
Have a little piece of mind
Fire as always G🔥🙌
Thank you 🙏🏽
Dope sample
🔥🔥🔥🔥
lately i been tryna be sober
so when you see me in the club, i'll be sippin a soda
liquor doesn't fill me up, i switched that Henny for cola
been making changes in my life, to make some time for Jehovah
this debt on my shoulders, is steady getting heavy like boulders
the price of betterment is pressure of perfection in total
ayo it's only human to be pursuing the unattainable
the food on the table rather useless when you're insatiable
Esto es rap real
Alma pura, aquí no hay filtros
Finjo que soy Tupac
Cada vez que agarró un micro
Con el mar en calma
Cal más agua
Sacas esta masa santa en litros
Con los que escribo mis letras
Ponte detrás tú
Por si esta luz te ciega
🗣️🗣️Sing the chorus yal
I wanna be sober
Tell me when the high is over
My high ain't coming down
I feel like I'm on a cloud
Sitting in my room
Thinking about u
I ate too many shoorms
Ain't coming down no time soon
Close my eyes I get a view
Now I'm in the groove now I'm in the mood
Hey boo you should eat a piece or 2
So you can feel what I'm feeling too
I'm up in the stars I'm up in the sky
I'm high out my mind girl why can't you realize
Come on this trip and just take you a ride
Open your mouth and then close your eyes
Give it a try You'll be surprised
Hit it up Mickey's D's get a burger n some fries
Munchie high yea u can see it in our eyes
Touch on me baby n feel my nature rise
Now I wanna dive right between your thighs
🔥🔥🔥
Keep writing
yeah
Fire
here's one
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😮feeln this sh.t fr
💯💯💯💯💯
Crazy beat bro 🔥🔥
I appreciate you
I look inside the mirror
My vision getting clearer
And just to make it clear
Ive never feared defeat
I feel my end is near
So Im gon hold it dear
If I don’t make it here
Then that’s just how it be
She put me thru the spin cycle
Grown men said I wonna b just like you
Back then too young Had no clue
Guess just how I move
Traffic busiest during afternoons
Hustle harder when it hits noon
Kept my ears to the streets
Applied each rule
Bobby reminded ya Don't be cruel
They don’t know the weight that I’ve had to hold coming up with these punch lines with no break times
amazzing beat
I appreciate you
You got a gift!!!
I appreciate that
Rap to free my mind
And In time
Get finer like wine
Need a real women
shit seems hard to find
Pass me the rock
Bout time I shined
On a dotted line
I’ll never sign
I want what’s mine
And you can’t have it
Jealousy n greed
Seem to supersede
Honesty n integrity
What’s up with the city
You want the number one spot
That shit is with me
I just got sober n this beat spoke to me
I’m glad to hear bro I appreciate you 🙏🏽
what a good beat to be subscriber 1000
I appreciate you
Damn this feels like a 9th wonder beat
I thought this exact thing
I appreciate it
this a reason Hip-Hop
gone last forever
God Bless🤍🫶🏽🫶🏽
Yeah okay
My moms not working no more
She sitting on her chair knitting me sweaters for the winters in advance at the summer time
Feelin like the breeze touched her so she feeling her soul going
Rest in peace pa I kept your spirit going
People be really blamin me for the atrocity they committed
Misinterpreted my words they had it wrong in their commitment
What's love without a scuffle
Cause hatred increases love manifold
Cuz you keep something dear the more you are asked to let it go
And what's with some people troubling over some bitches
When the lady in your house Prolly waitin for you with her hunger cravings
Life is a single path, destination is your conscious engagement
I'm breaking the rules, I run the home plate when my brother got striked by the cops he in the pavement
We circling round the life
It's birth, then lust, then love and death to birth
I'm paying all my brothers and the women I hurt
Visions their misery just came striking like blood
Running through the body
And I rinse it off like rust
The curses ricocheting off of me like a Jesus guard
I prolly praised a wrong God if this is the gift I got
For the faith and trust and little bit of love
The masses I hurt and sister I trust
I love you all but Just can't find the words
To express whats locked in the chest can't find the key to show all my prospects
This that slow Drake flow 🔥🔥🔥
Walk-in on this road
Battlin temptations Sexual addictions
Overdosin this shi like pills Prescriptions lead to make stupid decisions wanted bring harm on myself lucky I didn’t lost control
Needed change I didn’t like I was who becomin less of men So I gave all of sins into God hands So grateful for this Transformation
Many days many nights
I done cried twice
My nights without u feel like a sober night
I need ya light like
Kids needing a night like
The only person worth it that can tell me if I don’t act right
Ya fire like burn like crack pipe with tip sizzling
Know that any I think of you I stay be grinning
Cause any time u round me I know that I’m winning
Cause i love ya fire gave my life a new beggining
Ya fill that order a new prescription
the "night"s got a lil repetitive but you still got bars
I’m looking for a heroine,
To save me from my pain,
Preferably to kiss me,
Not inject me in my vein,
But I’ll do what I do,
To make it through the day
I'm searching for salvation,
In this world that’s cold and grey,
A touch of warmth and sunshine,
In these dark and stormy days,
In need of a little shelter
Keep me dry from the rain
I'm reaching out for solace,
In a world that's lost its way,
Sauccccyyyyyy 🥹💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾
I appreciate it
Yeah unh
I got a lot a shit on my mind
I be feeling all the time
Like I’m losing on my grind
I’m just looking for a sign
I’m just tryna get the shine
I’m just tryna hold what’s mine
Im just tryna find divine
Don’t want no more columbines
To many jits are toting nines
Others working in the mines
Slaving away all their time
Make something out from nothing
Trust nobody
I stay writing my music It's all up
in my head shorty know I'm nicest
She look twice nice in my bed
Double stacking up before prices go twice up I wouldn't give this life up or mic up
I got gotta fight cuz only only get one shot in this life brah
i been thinking bout my situation,
flipped the page n, had to think bout how to incubate my inner rage
my inner self says i should innovate a inner cage,
winner gains
0:25
Living room dead,
Nothing alive but your passing fragrance
Blemishes on what should be stainless
Self harm, I watched it run down my arm
That's the contrast to those long walks
Late night phone talks
My cellular once lit that darkness
Captivated by a love I should've been harnessed
I heard your heart calling for me,
And I just picked up
Busy life line now because we just split up,
Blood in my grin from the pain that I'm in
No party but I'm the host
Been in love with a parasite for the most
Like sex with a ghost,
Possessed by one night passion,
Still it's your face I ever see lasting
I’m in love with their body but I've fallen for you
Too far gone lately
I wonder if you could even save me
I'm hurting while I fuck n figure it out
Thriving in a life I couldn't imagine about
Lost without you and I can't help myself
Entertaining women who'd gamble on my health
Still I use painkillers to numb what's not physical
Soothing scars that are otherwise invisible,
Just made clear to those who seek chemistry
Pushed away by my toxic anatomy,
Unplugging cables to those parts
Promises as broken as my heart
Sometimes I wish lovers came with warning labels at the start
-24/7
OK 24!!!!
@@destin3942 haha thank you 🙏
oh shit you got a lil something going on there
you realize nothing is over when you're sober
I see the way you eyein me
You just so stunnin, helped me find sobriety
You’re hard to read like binary
Knew your intentions when you asked if we could get some privacy
Pulled me closer in the middle of the party
Make me fallin for you, wanna be my shawty
Only together when we is gettin naughty
But I wanna get to know you, not your body
I don’t even rap. But this got me thinking 🤔
All of my life im been trying to get sober,
Knowing what life will unfold.
The truth shall be told.
Thy kindom come. All shall be done.
Life was never really meant to be fun and foolish, all these drugs and abusers.
Hard headed users.
All the good ones are getting fewer.
Lifes getting newer.
When I hear this beat it gives me red eyes
Eventful mental provides the head high
I've been sober for years this is the best high
So when my stress hi this is how I invest time
I run on red lines never make it to bedtime
Any measure to live better we don't get a next time
She left her red hair on my sweater
Don't ask me nothing never
I don't lie to no one ever
The boss shorted you again but he swears to get you back next time
Straight gas bro
Going off!
I freestyle on this Atleast twice a week
I done lost a lot of friends from the get go
Let them go, I just focus where the pen goes
Crescendo then I fall down to silencio
That's my flow, I don't focus what my friends do
I don't score alot a chicks but I might dabble
I might snap and post a picture like a hype-grabber
The mindset should always level with the heart pedal
It's much better, flip it over then you scratch the record
I always tried to catch a style like the vybe-setter
But that never translates on the typesetter
I use to think I need the queen as a king-checker
But now I sacrifice the queen for a better method
It's called focus
Was horny, but now I notice
Instead of being the hare
I just needed to be the tortoise
Pace is very important
Protecting all your emotions
Now the game is open
For the youth to exploit it.
One more drink
one more sip
it’s all I’ll drink
all I’ll get
but that leads another
and another has a brother whose callin to you
like hey what it do
you’re drinking me too
you know what to do
down it
unless you want to look clownish
Like a clownfish
You looking kinda downish now
but don’t be down
you’ll get up from the ground
and finish every round
knock em out
spread the word around
they will
like what’s the deal
with this for real
it kills
What does it mean to be clean and sober? Regretin the feeling of being a fein when it's all over.
For real, not there yet do.
Damn
Or exercising. Yur recreational activity rights of course tht is if there is no childrens around. , Aswell as not fuccin up someone elses atmosphere due to being not sober !! I DNT CARE "GOD FORGIVE ME " .......I LOVE TO BE HIGH AT RIGHT TIMES , N RIGHT PLACES , ......
Yet until then, imma keep smoking and rolling em up again. My reality plus being sober, wasnt my correct equation. I'm just saying. When Im clean ion have recollection of what's playing, in my mind. Yeah it's amazing still a-maze an I right now I'm lost inside. Being Sober for a lil minute, maybe this just withdrawals kickin' in it. I'll admit it; being sober really blows the high. Might help ya StayYoung before you die.
crazy 1st lines ...may I?
Sobriety is for quitters, but they call drug heads critters never touch a drug die like John writter me I wish Sobriety was in my picture
But alcohol and Mary Jane were my fixtures
No love games Mary Jane is what keeps me tame
I have to realise God willing to do the same
My how things change used to drink for fun now it feels like another chain
Just searched "sobriety type beat" to write to an hour ago and just finished writing this. Hope yall enjoy.
Standing in the kitchen drinkin',
Calm and ready.
Throwin up liquor,
mom's spaghetti.
I wanna let go,
I'm regretting
the start of this problem
but I keep forgetting.
What I wrote down,
with horrible spelling.
Cause I been drowning
in my flooded belly.
The discounted rate of serotonin given is rain,
and I'm the wicked witch,
no umbrella.
I wanna let it go hella...
But the struggle to say no.
Is real.... And I know it...
Cause I've heard Stone Cold say so.
All of my famous idols
were addicted at times,
wish they'd tell me what they know.
And every decision can always be final.
And I know that I'm living a lie that's fatal.
And it's been making me hateful.
I have too many reasons
my head shouldn't end up,
as circle with a hole,
cause I ain't a bagel.
The withdrawal is painful.
Like a kid seeing rainbows,
and their shitty daddy saying
ain't a pot of gold at the end
like you dream of.
Making messes to clean up...
That you can't...
Cause some cuts are the deep ones.
No apologies or quick fix that exists
won't soak through and stain em.
And you won't rekindle the flame up.
So keep reminiscing on day one.
And the bottle is the one guilty
but you made it empty
So it's you that the blames on.
How much is this beat
Uhuuuh.
Uhuhuhu
Amigos hoje está sombrio
Sobre o brilho frio
Is this lease or buy
I told myself I could handle it
Without a hand I mantled over bad habits like
A sinkhole but I graveled it and made my way
Through the panic, I managed shit
Sitting in my room Hyped up off the pills
Is life really a big deal
All I ever do is sit swipe and steal
Bitch be for real
These pills are Killin me
I wish I was willing to be sober
Way back in October
I had an od
Scared the whole team
Sober is much like an addiction, it's categorized under different behaviors such as healthy, sustainable, welcoming of progress. addiction implying the opposite you could say sober: the healthy addicts addiction.
Expose my soul, like worn out shoes.
Tired of walking,
So I roll, like this blunt I pull.
Smoke the pain into oblivion.
forgetful.
How did it even get to this. Never thought I'd lose.
But.... that's what I get. the hand I been dealt.
Life calling my bluff.
poker face towards heaven, brother tryna be tough.
Tryna keep the faith, my two knees just won't be enough.
I need help, cause my prayers feel like messages on paper planes. Ey!
May not fly as intended.
Keep a hand out for a proper plate, but stuck with these maggots.
I suppose it fits... we look to dead things for sustenance.
Mindset Grimm, spoiled rotten with unhappiness. ...
Sheesh, play at 1.25x you won't regret it!! 🔥🔥
I appreciate it
Imaledoflomaj my brain doing exercise!
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0:53
Never liked a drug fein
But it’s in my genes
Family stay lovin lean
Ever since I was a teen
Realizing my family can ever stay clean
Now reality lookin mean
Praying for you even tho I don’t believe
Luckily I only smoke the green
Just trying to lay back and relax
Goin through packs of blacks
they don’t know
The pain that grows
Above the mantle and it shows
I’m off the handles
I can’t handle my surrounding
Now I’m drowning
Chest is pounding
Head is rounding
My family can’t help my grounding
So I light up a blasy
Blowin O’s on the daily
Trying to quiet my minds little crazy
For every experience there is a first
Drivin by a hearse
Reunions at funerals are the worst
No one knows
Where we go
Will I meet my family down below
Visions come to me when I’m counting sheep
Fear holding me down soaking in my skin
Will I sun or forever win
I just want to find peace of mind
But the lies flood through my eyes
When I lay to rest
My heads a mess
I stay stressed more than the rest
Asking Is my life the best
When lights hit the sky
And the night has passed by
I start my days
With my family’s addictive ways
Packing a bowl cause it’s good for my soul
Fire leading to coal
Distract to not overreact
Turned into facts
that I act like my family from the tracks
Breaking generational curses my ass
Have some class
I’m yelling from my past
But my heads more crowded than the mass
So I hit my glass
Before walking to class
I’m sure there are healthier ways to cope
But I get high and float
Trying to keep my head out of the rope
Yeah, almost
Things are looking better
Thought I was clever but I never thought about the fact that I'd be smiling over a beautiful girl
I'm even sober it's a beautiful world
Next for it/ I’m not foreign/but I’m riding in a foreign/got me feeling distant, but you know I’m really for it/ not trying to be a nuance/pockets always scorching💬
mann @J.cole should really hop on this beat
I Agree!
Somethin solice bout a clean body, less erosion
I binge drink when I'm social and when im lonely, lost count how many friends I lost during my drunk bouts, but I cannot cry nor pout,
Sober beat is 4:20 minutes long.
I appreciate it
I can spit the best bars when I’m on the za’ thing
I mean, rad things that would never come from me
Tryna stretch my creativity beyond the weed
I mean, cause’ sativa strain got me all asleep
I mean, how can I stay woke on all my dreams
Wake up, it’s not finished then I go back to sleep
Barley fittin’ these lyrics in a bar of 3
I mean, I never fit in a circle, geometry
LETS LINK N WORK ❕💰💯🚀
How do I buy the beat exclusive ?
In the back of the class and I'm stuck in my mind got me asking God y he made her so fine how her body curvesbir got me lost at words
Basking in it
Like Turkey seasoning
I’m Marinating in it
Sober I can’t relate
As soon as you creep up
I’m dosing again
You say that u love me long time
But u don't like me like that... You just putting up a front
Hoping ion react
Give u all that u want... Even when I'm down and out
Yet.. u never recognize a goodfella in your doubts
I understand
She's says she's had it with the cynicism
Liquor bottles trips to prison
Staring into fates eyes through a prism
So here's my rhyme so riddle me this
Where was God when I crashed the whip
On my Captin shit with my captions bitch
Tragic how they always switch
Karma ice cold yeah thats my favorite dish
Now my flows are mint got them riding dick
Nice dude though, hate being a prick
But lately I just set the stage
No longer faded but I still fade away
Humble but like Curry with the faded tre
Bottles, rock bottle, found AA
Detox, rehab, I found a way
Long nights ahead of me
Told her that I'll be there till there nothing but this breath in me
Rent bills phone due
All this shit be stressing me
But ima keep my head down still lit
Pray the lord keep blessing me
So girl come fly with me. In this oddessy. She want Prada sneaks. I just wanna freak. They said close your eyes but I had to peak. Now I'm in this shit for eternity.
If you will, please let me just take a second,
Before this meal, I give this mic here a blessing,
Late Registration for class, go ahead and learn him a lesson,
Better late than never, but early will keep you from stressin’,
Getting way too old for this sh*t, my pen be the lethal weapon,
Just stay on your path in the industry that you destined,
Stay in your lane and find your way, don’t force anything to perfection,
You’ll understand it one day, of course it brings a change in perspective,
Remain open to life, keep your brain sharp and receptive,
Maybe you’ll realize we’re all part of a collective,
Energy bouncing off each other in this infinite gesture,
Creating diamonds out these rocks still using nothing but pressure,
Inflated egos stuck with the locks and still can’t turn it no better,
Maybe these words will help you out, that’s why I wrote you this letter,
You can chase all the clout, but that won’t help change the weather,
Find out what this life’s about, she can be beautiful if you let her.