I sympathize so much with qt because I deeply understand what she is going through as I relate with having crippling anxiety and severe insomnia, so I feel less alone when others talk about their experiences especially those I look up to c:
i teared up when you did when you were talking about your insomnia. not being able to sleep is such a lonely, miserable experience, it's nice to know i'm not alone in this
Prezoh is so funny he doesn't even have to say anything anymore. I lost it when Ludwig zoomed in on his face during irl wine about it and I don't even know why. Just cause it's Prezoh
I have three anxiety disorders and the insomnia is REAL. Sometimes I watch the sun come up and cry, not because it's so beautiful but because I went an entire night without sleep again and I know I'm going to be absolutely useless for the day. But you're a freaking powerhouse, you really are. Thank-you, QT, for being so open! Mental health issues fucking suck!! The worst part is, part of me knows I'm being dumb about shit. But that doesn't stop me from feeling absolutely awful, or freaking out for zero rational reasons.
its crazy how I just woke up so late cause I couldnt sleep all night and had to skip uni classes and then I watch this video with my breakfast and see all these nice comments and qt talking about anxiety and insomnia 😭 now I'm thinking about getting it checked out but its so scary and idk what to do but at least I know I'm not alone with this
5:30 I like how seen you make me feel omg. I don't mean that in a sarcastic way btw, I have had insomnia and anxiety when sleeping in places that are not my home since middle school and seeing someone have the same experience makes me feel less isolated. I will be taking a nyquil tonight
In a world where half the streamers you see doing content together arent actually friends, its good to see you Sam and Caroline actually hanging out and having a good time. You ladies are killing it.
Massive respect for sharing your experiences with the insomnia and anxiety combination! At this point im sure you’ve got a much better understanding of how the sleeping pills affect you but for whatever its worth, i just hope you’re careful as to not be fully reliant on them to sleep… ive also personally found that the pills can help you get to sleep but its harder to wake up with energy which seems like a tough balancing act for someone in your profession. I hope you’ve found a good system since the vlog was recorded and that its not so much of an issue for you these days 😊 Much love from Aus!!
FYI I think she mentioned during Wine About It that she ended up not needing to take the sleeping pills and was able to fall asleep the 2nd night without them just knowing she had them as a backup ❤ she’s also said before that she especially struggles to sleep when Ludwig isn’t there and he was the 2nd night unlike the 1st so that might have helped too
@@LiveOutLoud321 Thank you for this info. I was wondering about her experience with it. And i can absolutely understand that, i also experienced similar feelings with anxiety meds!
You always seem so real with your struggles, thanks for sharing them and the fact that you do so much, organise so much and create so much in spite of them is inspiring. My insomnia and fail angst fucks me up a lot, but I’m trying not to let it hold me back.
5:40 Anyone dealing with sleep & anxiety disorders, You aren’t alone, There is no one size fits all solution and that’s okay, Keep trying, Eventually you will find something that works for you. I have had issues sleeping since I was in elementary school and been dealing with multiple kinds of anxiety since around the age of 12. I’ve had a psychiatrist since I was 10. It took years to find something that worked for prepubescent me and another several years to find something after but I am soooo glad that the people around me never let me stop trying and dragged me out of the house to doctors appointments or to see family because I am 24 now and I am doing things kid me couldn’t have even dreamed off. Things aren’t always easy right now either, but they are worth it. One of the best things you can do for yourself is try, don’t force things, but try things, that is what you owe yourself.
insomnia coupled with anxiety can be sooo exhausting and scary. i've found that prescriptions like trazodone and klonopin help for me. mad respect to QT, she pulls off everything she produces and does sooo much pioneering on the regular, it makes it that much more admirable that she does it all while dealing w anxiety and dissociative shit. as someone who has had similar experiences to what she's shared, QT a role model fr i strive to be as functional, successful, and well-liked ‼🙌
i hope you find happiness and peace qt, everyone in this world needs good sleep, my mom struggles with the same situation and its really hard for her as well, love from india(i know not your usual demographic)
If you could quantify the amount of effort and care QT puts into her work relative to her mental, physical, and emotional health struggles she has and has had throughout her life, she has one of the most inspiring and triumphant stories of any streamer. Maybe only Ironmouse can compare. Spending probably a thousand hours a year and personally losing money on a project that you get constant vitriol for is nearly unheard of in the entertainment industry and is definitive proof she embodies true altruism. I don’t believe in the existence of an eternal soul and I believe that people are predominately products of their material circumstance, but QT almost makes me believe there is some other elusive variable inside people where some just defy all odds and rise to glory.
Sorry QT you felt homesick. I used to have to really bad (would get sick). Sometimes I would bring my pillow from home with a non fresh pillowcase to help me. Hope you are able to figure something out that will help you.
The insomnia part hit me so hard, your words meant actually so much and I WISH I could hug you (even though I know you don't like hugs - you deserve one from anyone who you do like to be hugged by!! 🥺)
I have anxiety and my insomnia got fixed when I practiced accepting that sleep will happen regardless, and not worrying when it’s hard/impossible to sleep (even for days in a row, etc) Eventually your body WILL sleep, and focusing on that fact fixed most the problems for me. I hope it helps someone hear it’s not your fault ! takes practice to believe it ! I believe in you and recommend you do too :)
i also have insomnia! i feel you, hope you can get some medication. for me its not too bad as i work from home and flexible hours so usually ad an extra 4 hours in the morning to try help. but on the occasional days i need to be up and out the house early its horrid and a pretty much 0 hour sleep :/ i think if you did get some medication it will be ok and great to use on occasions like this. sleep is important and hope you can find something that works for you soon QT love youuuu x
I've been experiencing high anxiety since yesterday due to exams so I'm soober glad you posted a videoooo!! You are genuinely one of my favorite content streamers ☺️
Not Maya unintentionally throwing up the crip sign instead of the Faze sign lmaoo reminds me of Sketch doing it when Banks asked him Faze Up I'm crying 😂
Anxiety and nightmares that make me wake up with panic attacks all night. I haven't gotten proper sleep in 5 weeks. I started crying when u cried. It's hell
QT I also have so much anxiety and insomnia. Trust the medicine does help. I love watching your content because as a woman your age you just remind me of myself and people I care about. Stay yourself!
fellow insomniac and anxiety person, sleeping pills really did help me a LOT, i went days without sleeping and those pills did help me, although i stopped taking them due to heart aches. Definitely talk to someone but its nothing to be worried or scared about. For those of you struggling I understand you so much and i pray for you guys
Insomnia sucks balls, longest no sleep has been a week and at that point I started to not tell the diff between what was real and what may be a dream. It was scary
Bro, I'm so used to listening to English that I forget that it isn't my first language, it took me 50 seconds to realize that the different voice was not a prank, I thought she had had some audio issues and the editor was pranking us and her with the voice over. Suddenly: wait a second this shit is in portuguese wtf qt u been dubbing ur shit? Nice move.
I have severe insomnia and many times I don’t sleep even a second within 48hrs but even just the 24hrs makes me feel like a turd on fire. But you literally had to deal with no sleep and you performed for people…..? This is my version of “hoe are you an angel?” meme but seriously you’re badass
congrats on your engagement to maya!!!
thanks for being so real about your anxiety and insomnia as someone who consistently has sleeping issues and is also very anxiety ridden
I sympathize so much with qt because I deeply understand what she is going through as I relate with having crippling anxiety and severe insomnia, so I feel less alone when others talk about their experiences especially those I look up to c:
The title speaks volumes. Very well articulated.
i nvr understand why creators title vids like this when it does nothing for the video
I must say, being in the comments in the first place means it worked for anyone seeing this 😂😂
She already well-known, It doesn't matter what she titles the video. People are looking her up not the title of the video 😆 @@249aaa
@@249aaa 🙂
@@249aaaso that people click and comment this
i teared up when you did when you were talking about your insomnia. not being able to sleep is such a lonely, miserable experience, it's nice to know i'm not alone in this
Prezoh is so funny he doesn't even have to say anything anymore. I lost it when Ludwig zoomed in on his face during irl wine about it and I don't even know why. Just cause it's Prezoh
I have three anxiety disorders and the insomnia is REAL. Sometimes I watch the sun come up and cry, not because it's so beautiful but because I went an entire night without sleep again and I know I'm going to be absolutely useless for the day. But you're a freaking powerhouse, you really are. Thank-you, QT, for being so open! Mental health issues fucking suck!! The worst part is, part of me knows I'm being dumb about shit. But that doesn't stop me from feeling absolutely awful, or freaking out for zero rational reasons.
its crazy how I just woke up so late cause I couldnt sleep all night and had to skip uni classes and then I watch this video with my breakfast and see all these nice comments and qt talking about anxiety and insomnia 😭 now I'm thinking about getting it checked out but its so scary and idk what to do but at least I know I'm not alone with this
5:30 I like how seen you make me feel omg. I don't mean that in a sarcastic way btw, I have had insomnia and anxiety when sleeping in places that are not my home since middle school and seeing someone have the same experience makes me feel less isolated. I will be taking a nyquil tonight
In a world where half the streamers you see doing content together arent actually friends, its good to see you Sam and Caroline actually hanging out and having a good time. You ladies are killing it.
Massive respect for sharing your experiences with the insomnia and anxiety combination!
At this point im sure you’ve got a much better understanding of how the sleeping pills affect you but for whatever its worth, i just hope you’re careful as to not be fully reliant on them to sleep… ive also personally found that the pills can help you get to sleep but its harder to wake up with energy which seems like a tough balancing act for someone in your profession.
I hope you’ve found a good system since the vlog was recorded and that its not so much of an issue for you these days 😊 Much love from Aus!!
FYI I think she mentioned during Wine About It that she ended up not needing to take the sleeping pills and was able to fall asleep the 2nd night without them just knowing she had them as a backup ❤ she’s also said before that she especially struggles to sleep when Ludwig isn’t there and he was the 2nd night unlike the 1st so that might have helped too
@@LiveOutLoud321 Thats great to hear! I hope just knowing that the pills are there is enough to help her sleep
@@LiveOutLoud321 Thank you for this info. I was wondering about her experience with it. And i can absolutely understand that, i also experienced similar feelings with anxiety meds!
@@LiveOutLoud321 Yes exactly ^
18:57 lmao the surprise pan to maya being absolutely disgusted with hasan
You always seem so real with your struggles, thanks for sharing them and the fact that you do so much, organise so much and create so much in spite of them is inspiring. My insomnia and fail angst fucks me up a lot, but I’m trying not to let it hold me back.
I thought we were never going to get this vlog and now I am happy 🥰
5:40 Anyone dealing with sleep & anxiety disorders, You aren’t alone, There is no one size fits all solution and that’s okay, Keep trying, Eventually you will find something that works for you. I have had issues sleeping since I was in elementary school and been dealing with multiple kinds of anxiety since around the age of 12. I’ve had a psychiatrist since I was 10. It took years to find something that worked for prepubescent me and another several years to find something after but I am soooo glad that the people around me never let me stop trying and dragged me out of the house to doctors appointments or to see family because I am 24 now and I am doing things kid me couldn’t have even dreamed off. Things aren’t always easy right now either, but they are worth it. One of the best things you can do for yourself is try, don’t force things, but try things, that is what you owe yourself.
insomnia coupled with anxiety can be sooo exhausting and scary. i've found that prescriptions like trazodone and klonopin help for me. mad respect to QT, she pulls off everything she produces and does sooo much pioneering on the regular, it makes it that much more admirable that she does it all while dealing w anxiety and dissociative shit. as someone who has had similar experiences to what she's shared, QT a role model fr i strive to be as functional, successful, and well-liked ‼🙌
The anxiety and insomnia is so real!! Hope everyone sleeps well tonight! Y’all deserve good sleep 😴 ❤
QT I don't know how you do all this. You are such a inspiration
maya accidentally throwing up crip is sending me
i hope you find happiness and peace qt, everyone in this world needs good sleep, my mom struggles with the same situation and its really hard for her as well, love from india(i know not your usual demographic)
11:18 Prezo jumpscare, actually startled me
Congrats on 3 years ❤. Loved this vlog
I don't think QT has ever had a bad look. So glad she got Ludwig to step his game up.
14:28 for the record I looked over at the mod dinner receipt and it said $1069.50 lol, I'm not even joking
my favorite couple back at it again
appreciate the vulnerability
Super underrated comment 👏
Everytime you mention the table that one scene comes to my mind when kydae goes "Round 2 baby".
If you could quantify the amount of effort and care QT puts into her work relative to her mental, physical, and emotional health struggles she has and has had throughout her life, she has one of the most inspiring and triumphant stories of any streamer. Maybe only Ironmouse can compare.
Spending probably a thousand hours a year and personally losing money on a project that you get constant vitriol for is nearly unheard of in the entertainment industry and is definitive proof she embodies true altruism.
I don’t believe in the existence of an eternal soul and I believe that people are predominately products of their material circumstance, but QT almost makes me believe there is some other elusive variable inside people where some just defy all odds and rise to glory.
I love the vlogs QT 💐 so excited for the streamer awards!
Sorry QT you felt homesick. I used to have to really bad (would get sick). Sometimes I would bring my pillow from home with a non fresh pillowcase to help me. Hope you are able to figure something out that will help you.
Prezoh looks like someone tried to draw Connor Eats Pants from memory. Respectfully of course.
If i was called a fading memory of connor eat pants, i’d kill myself 😂
"One bite, everybody knows the rules" damn Sam cultured I see!!
The insomnia part hit me so hard, your words meant actually so much and I WISH I could hug you (even though I know you don't like hugs - you deserve one from anyone who you do like to be hugged by!! 🥺)
the insomnia is so real before a big day, you're not alone QT
sorry to bring this energy but I wish I was Hasan's burrito
😭
get help dude :D
I have anxiety and my insomnia got fixed when I practiced accepting that sleep will happen regardless, and not worrying when it’s hard/impossible to sleep (even for days in a row, etc)
Eventually your body WILL sleep, and focusing on that fact fixed most the problems for me. I hope it helps someone hear it’s not your fault ! takes practice to believe it !
I believe in you and recommend you do too :)
17:50 Ludwig was smitten
Hasan got wayyyy too sensual with that burrito 😂😂
i also have insomnia! i feel you, hope you can get some medication. for me its not too bad as i work from home and flexible hours so usually ad an extra 4 hours in the morning to try help. but on the occasional days i need to be up and out the house early its horrid and a pretty much 0 hour sleep :/ i think if you did get some medication it will be ok and great to use on occasions like this. sleep is important and hope you can find something that works for you soon QT love youuuu x
Came for the 🙂Stayed for the 🍪
13:47 your teacher just joined the zoom class
😂😂😂😂😂
love to see queen grind, you're doing sutch cool things!!!!
so fun to see thanks for this vlog!!!
What an appropriately timed video qt
thoughts and prays with you for anxiety. i know the feels and how bad it can be. you got this
“The dramas been squashed” I see u Qt
I've been experiencing high anxiety since yesterday due to exams so I'm soober glad you posted a videoooo!! You are genuinely one of my favorite content streamers ☺️
13:20 She did the Charm pose from Spore XD
Not Maya unintentionally throwing up the crip sign instead of the Faze sign lmaoo reminds me of Sketch doing it when Banks asked him Faze Up I'm crying 😂
8:54 just like the fly
This is so cool! I could watch this all day!
not sleeping before a big event sucks, so we all hope you still had a great time
its crazy to see how much effort and commitment u put into everything wow
Anxiety and nightmares that make me wake up with panic attacks all night. I haven't gotten proper sleep in 5 weeks. I started crying when u cried. It's hell
seeing somebody so successful who has similar issues to me is very inspiring
i love that maya just keeps going to bed
QT I also have so much anxiety and insomnia. Trust the medicine does help. I love watching your content because as a woman your age you just remind me of myself and people I care about. Stay yourself!
fellow insomniac and anxiety person, sleeping pills really did help me a LOT, i went days without sleeping and those pills did help me, although i stopped taking them due to heart aches. Definitely talk to someone but its nothing to be worried or scared about. For those of you struggling I understand you so much and i pray for you guys
The makeup in the thumbnail is so good 😍
California burritos truly are a SD staple. Too bad my first one back was disappointing.. Need another one..
QT ❤❤❤
hope you got some sleep QT. 🥲
i love qt soooooo so much i love you qt
I too have insomnia and can’t sleep when I know I have to wake up
Always wishin you the best qt 🤗😚
Such a beautiful power couple! Slay girlypops!
Saw cookie truck and thought of the $200 cookie hasan had to buy 😂
Can’t believe twitchcon was last week feels like it’s been about 3 months
Where do I get the downloadable The Table cookbook?
the horrors of having insomnia and anxiety are something else
such a good vlog, qt! :)
Loved the vlog was really fun
Gaslamp Pizza Goated
Is this the first time we officially see Caleb?
Justice for Sam being the last call! I'm just messing 😂😂 but can relate, lol!
Qt talking about insomnia real AF. She is queen!
Insomnia sucks balls, longest no sleep has been a week and at that point I started to not tell the diff between what was real and what may be a dream. It was scary
I did not consent to this 20:48
Endlessly stunning. You killed it diva! Such a fun weekend event!
The footage was out of order. Lud and connor were not at wine about it live the first day, they were at the second.
they recorded both shows on the same night back to back. Lud and Connor were at the 2nd show only but it happened that same day as the first.
love u qttt ❤❤❤
10:07 That's how you know she's a "Twitch" streamer.
19:03 Cuuuuute!
7:41 wait what happened here im so confused
She killed a fly
yay vlog
ayooo! Congrats on the grand work. :)
8:50 You could tell that Maya's apology to Kyedae was sincere, but she really, really wasn't into that hug lol
Bro, I'm so used to listening to English that I forget that it isn't my first language, it took me 50 seconds to realize that the different voice was not a prank, I thought she had had some audio issues and the editor was pranking us and her with the voice over. Suddenly: wait a second this shit is in portuguese wtf qt u been dubbing ur shit? Nice move.
she called a vinyl record player a DJ Set lmao
needed this
Can the streamer awards be called the stremies and when you win you get a stemey?
Drama squashed just like the fly
Ludwig fell in love all over again when he saw QT at the cookie truck. She looked so pretty
I see that the Cyr effect is strong with Caroline
QT hair on point.
I know this is a cringe comment that noone actually appreciates, but my genuine impression is qt looks so much better without make up
Last time we are going to see arther and ff (old clip ofc)
samwitch referencing beavo was a jumpscare wyd british memes on a qt vlog
I have severe insomnia and many times I don’t sleep even a second within 48hrs but even just the 24hrs makes me feel like a turd on fire. But you literally had to deal with no sleep and you performed for people…..? This is my version of “hoe are you an angel?” meme but seriously you’re badass
Maya looks like those wraith's that would destroy me on apex
anonymous committing to the bit
the title being on my native language bugged me so much